#I'm gonna fucking off myself after this (/J I PROMISE)
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Closer to You
Pairing- Seonghwa x Named Reader
Word count- 4.8k
Includes- Slight angst, oral, pussy eating, cum eating, face riding, tongue riding, squirting, cock riding, missionary, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
"Yes fuck", I moan, grinding my pussy on Seonghwa's face, his mouth sucking on my clit hard and fast
I look down at him, his eyes closed, him looking like he's in heaven
I never thought I'd find myself in this position
But my best friend is hard up, asking me to ride his face and I threw caution to the wind
He sat against my couch on the floor, took off my pants and panties, tilted his head back on the cushion and I sat on his face, his tongue immediately moving
His hands on my thighs, fingers digging in my skin as he uses that fucking mouth to suck on my clit like I've never been sucked on before
I had no clue how skillful Seonghwa is at oral but he's hands down the best I've experienced
"Mmm", he whimpers, slurping all over my clit, "Fuck yes. Cream my face jagi. Drown me"
I am indeed drenching his face as I've never been this wet before
Never been this horny before
I move my hand in his hair, keeping his head right where I want him
His mouth moves even faster, driving me so close
"Yes fuck baby", I cry, right there, "Just like that Hwa, fuck suck my clit just like that"
His next suck throws me over the edge, my orgasm hitting me so hard, intense pleasure ripping right through me
"Seonghwa! Yes!", I cry, his mouth not stopping, sucking me through the bliss, "Oh god, fuck"
As soon as my orgasm is over, I don't get a break, Seonghwa now using his tongue to play with my clit, three of his fingers sliding into my cunt from behind
"Ffff...fff", I trail off as his fingers start pumping into me, driving right into my spot, "Yes, yes, yes"
He uses the tip of his tongue to rapidly lick my clit as he moves his fingers
He moans against my clit, "Fuck, love your swollen throbbing clit jagi. Making me so fucking hard. Don't want this throbbing clit out of my mouth"
"Ddd ..don't worry", I murmur, "You can have it baby. Don't stop"
"Good jagi" he hums, tongue rolling over my clit again and again
"Fuck Hwa, you're fucking mouth, your tongue is so fucking amazing", I praise him as I clench down on his fingers, "Fuck so good at oral"
"I have an oral fixation and love eating pussy.", he answers, "Its my favorite"
Yeah well it pays off
And I'm slightly jealous that other girls have felt this before I have
"You're pussy is my favorite though", he says, his fingers slipping in and out of me so pleasurably, "Pretty swollen clit, tight wet hole, yummy sweet cum. I think I need to eat you out more often"
After this experience, that will not be a problem
His mouth moves around my clit again, this time softly suckling, the gentle pulls making shivers run up my spine
"You can Hwa", I promise
"Yeah?", he asks, between sucks
"Yes. As long as my pussy is the only one you eat"
I definitely don't want to catch anything if he goes down on as many girls as it seems
"Mmm hmm", he moans, the vibrations of his voice adding to the pleasure, "Yeah jagi. You're pussy can be my only one. As long as you're ok with me eating your cunt everyday"
I'm more than fine with that
"Yes Hwa"
He groans into my clit, switching between gentle sucks and licks, a contrast to how hard his fingers are fucking me
It's fucking mind blowing
"Ggg..gonna squirt", I warn him, with the way he's working my spot and my clit simultaneously
"Your...your pussy squirts?", he asks in surprise
"Yyy..yes. If you...do everything right"
"And I'm doing everything right?"
"Yes", I gasp
He's doing more than everything right
He's giving me so much bliss that I've never felt before
Pleasure that other guys try to give me and fail, he's doing so easily
"Fuck, squirt in my mouth", he whines, his lips attaching back to my clit
All he does is suck once and I'm gone
"Fuck Seonghwa!", I cry, my orgasm crashing over me, unbelievable pleasure in every part of my body
His fingers pull out as he moves me over his mouth, my pussy squirting right into it
His fingers move to my clit rubbing, keeping me in pleasure as he moans and I can hear him swallowing over and over
"Mmm", he groans, his tongue licking my hole as I continue to squirt
Fuck, he's so hot
His tongue continues to fuck into me when my orgasm finishes, wiggling in as far as it can go, my cunt clenching on as much of his tongue as I can
"Cream my tongue jagi", he begs, "Ride my tongue and cum all over it. Use my tongue to get off"
With that, he slips his tongue inside, holding it in my pussy
Jesus Christ, he's kinky
And it's such a turn on
I start moving, bouncing on his tongue as much as I can
He moans so erotically, his fingers gripping my thighs so fucking hard, I know he's leaving bruises
I moan like a slut, dropping my hips down faster and faster, my pussy leaking like a fucking waterfall, all over my thighs and definitely all over his face
It completely surprises me how much he loves this
Like I've had guys give me oral because they felt they have to
But Seonghwa...it seems like he lives for it, getting pleasure out of it
He switches things around, holding me in place with one arm around me and now thrusting his tongue into me, still as pleasure filled as ever
"After you cream my tongue, sit on my cock please", he begs, his tongue fucking into my hole as he speaks, "Use me. Wanna be your fuck toy"
What the fuck?
"You want..."
"Want you to fuck me", he confirms, "Please baby. I need to know how you feel around my cock. I promise my cock is just as good as my tongue"
I look down behind me, shocked to see his cock out, standing painfully erect, cum crying from the tip, his hand around his base
But he's not jerking himself off
Just holding his cock
When did he take his pants and boxers off
Christ, I'm in so much bliss I didn't even notice it
"Please"
"Mmm Hwa, yes", I agree, the sight of his long thick cock burned in my head
I want to sit on it right fucking now
"Yes, fuck" he murmurs, his tongue moving even faster into my hole
"Fuck Hwa", I whimper, feeling my orgasm rush towards me
I hold on to the couch cushions as I cum, his tongue thrusting inside and staying, letting me ride out the massive pleasure
He swallows as I cum in his mouth, his tongue never leaving me as I clench around it blissfully
Only when I finish does he pull it out, then presses a soft kiss to my pussy lips
I move my legs immediately, getting in his lap, sinking right onto his cock that's he's holding up for me
"Of fuck", I cry as I slip down his length inch by inch, his thickness stretching me wide around him
"Jagi, fuck", he pants, his eyes on my pussy taking him, "So pretty"
Grabbing and holding onto his black tank top, I move my hips as I take him, wiggling down his fat cock, my pussy greedily sucking him in
Each inch feels phenomenal, my pussy getting even more drenched
I can't believe it feels this good just getting him in
I finally bottom him out, adjusting my legs so it's like I'm squatting on him which will make it easier to ride him, his cock throbbing inside me
I move my gaze to his, immediately blushing as I take him in
His face is glistening in my juice and cum, as is his neck and chest
His hair is a mess, his eyes fucked out, his mouth slightly open, his tongue lolling out from the side of his mouth
God, he looks so fucking ethereal even though he's a mess
His eyes move to mine, softly smiling, his hands moving from my waist up my body, pushing my shirt up
I let him take it off, my bra following, then I slide his tank top up and off
And I'm hit with Seonghwa I see on stage, his muscular arms and chest and abs on display for me
I don't even realize I'm running my fingers on his chest until he moans softly
My gaze moves back to him, as he bites his lip, his hands cupping my boobs
He squeezes so gently, his thumbs running across my already hard nipples
"Fuck", I whimper in pleasure, my cunt clenching around him hard
He groans, his eyes closing as his head tilts back
"Please", he whimpers
Holding onto his upper arms, I slide up his cock, shivering as I feel him drag through me, every ridge of his cock felt so acutely
"Oh my fucking god", he moans, his hand tightening around my boobs, "Tight. So Tight"
I drop back down, bottoming him out, his cock head hitting my spot, sending stars blasting in my vision
I move again and again, craving to feel him move in my cunt
God, he fits inside me perfectly with no room to spare, touching all the right places, filling me so fucking well
I never had a cock this good before
Like he was made for me
"Is this what you want?", I breathe, bouncing on his cock, pleasure running up my spine, "Want me creaming your cock like I creamed your mouth?"
"Yes", he whines, the pleasure on his face so beautiful
"Well you're lucky I like your fat cock", I tell him, "Nice and hard, so easy to ride. Might have to use your cock more often"
"Yes", he pants, lifting his head, his dazed gaze on me, "Use me everyday"
I smirk, as sweat fills my hair, running down my body, fucking him harder with every bounce
"That what you want?"
"Yes", he confirms, his eyes moving down to my pussy taking him, "Want your tiny tight pussy wrapped around me everyday. Creaming my cock just like this. Coming on me over and over"
"You don't want another pussy?", I ask, running my fingers in his long black hair, trying to gauge how serious he is
Because if he is, I'd definitely fuck him everyday
His eyes snap to mine, shaking his head
"No. I want your pussy", he says clearly, "You. I want you"
I feel my face heat up as I shyly say, "Ok"
He nods, his hands gripping my hips, his gaze on me
Not his cock being pumped into me, not my boobs, not closed
His eyes are looking directly into mine and I can't move mine away
I move my arms around his neck, clenching on his dick every time he slides in, grinding down on his head once it's against my spot
"Really like the way you move on me", he says, his fingers softly trailing up my back, "So pretty. So mesmerizing. You're so beautiful"
He has got to be kidding
I'm sweaty and breathing hard, I have to look like a mess
While he...yeah he looks like a mess too but he's stunning no matter what
"You are jagi", he says, making me blush hard
"Thanks Hwa. You're gorgeous too", I tell him, "So hot"
Her smirks, sending my heart into overdrive, "Not as much as you jagi. Never had someone so beautiful fuck me before"
I break eye contact, looking down
Ok, I know he's lying about that
He's slept with other idols and they are one thousand percent more beautiful than me
His hand moves to my chin, lifting my head, my eyes back on his
"I'm not lying Jo. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen jagi. I swear"
I'm so surprised and I don't know what to do with that
My best friend is telling me this
It's something you tell a girlfriend, not me
He just smiles and I give him a small one back, riding him harder, trying to mask how thrown I'm feeling
And trying to hide how I feel about him
How I always felt about him
But that doesn't matter
That's not what's happening here
What's happening is I'm just fucking him because he's horny and I was here and available
He doesn't want me like I want him
And it's fine
I'm ok with this being one time
I figure all the things he says are in the moment things and nothing more
It's fine, I can pretend for a little while
I move my legs faster, rocking on his perfect cock, feeling him fill me over and over
I clench him hard, making him moan in pleasure
"Fuck, need you to cum on me", he whines, his gaze at last moving to my pussy fucking him, "God, fuck, so much cream jagi. Making my cock so pretty in your mess"
"Mm hmm", I murmur, "Gonna make a bigger mess all over your cock"
"Go ahead baby. You want it. I feel your cunt pulsing so hard. Like you did on my tongue", he urges, "You wanna cum around my cock so badly"
I nod
I do
So fucking much
"You wanna cream my fat cock, rub your little spot on my cock head, clenching my cock over and over. Don't you?"
"Yes!", I yell, the pleasure taking over
"Then cum on my dick", he growls and his voice sets me off
I slam down, ecstacy tidal waving over me as I cum the hardest I have today
"Oh my fucking god!", he yells, "Fuck so good. So fucking good"
I can't think, I can only feel as I clench on his stiff as a rock throbbing cock, my hand pulling his hair so hard his head is tilted back
His nails dig into my back as he holds me up, both of us screaming in pleasure
It's so much, my brain getting foggy as I come down from my orgasm
I clench his cock, feeling that he's still hard and I wonder if he came or not
It sounded like he did
I open my eyes I didn't know I closed, letting go of his hair
He looks at me and I'm shocked to see tears in his eyes as he pants for breath
"Did you cum?", I ask
He shakes his head, "Nnn..no. I forced it back. It...it felt so fucking good. I...I want more"
I'm shocked at his words
He held back?
"Please?", he asks
I nod, "Need you to fuck me this time Hwa. Need you more"
He nods, pulling me against him, holding me as he stands up
He puts me on the couch on my back, spreading my legs wide open
"Fuck, so much cream", he murmurs, his head ducking down
I feel his tongue on me as he licks my pussy, moaning against me
He cleans my pussy, then sits up on his knees, his eyes running along my body
"Baby's so sweaty", he says
Yeah I am but so is he
It's glistening on his body, his muscles shiny with it, his hair completely drenched
He leans down, his tongue on my lower stomach and he drags it up my body slowly, licking me
Over my belly button, between my boobs, along my chest and up my neck
"So fucking good baby", he murmurs in my ear, his tongue licking my neck again, "God, everything on you tastes so fucking good"
I'm completely blown away
I actually have no thoughts in my head which is surprising as I always have a comeback for something
But now?
I got nothing
He moves my legs around his waist as he sits up, his cock head pushing into my cunt again
My pussy happily takes him, once again tugging him inside as he slips in
"God, this pussy loves my cock", he murmurs, starting to thrust lighting, pleasure humming in my body, "Sucking me in, eating my cock perfectly"
With each stroke, he moves harder, his head smashing my spot, sending stars in my vision again
His hands grip my waist hard as he fucks me slow but so fucking deeply, making sure his entire length in engulfed in my pussy
I feel him in my stomach, the pleasure fucking insane and I don't want him to stop
I watch him fuck me, his hands holding onto me so tight, the veins in his arms are popping
His chest muscles move under his perfect skin, his abs so tight as he pounds into me, concentration on his face, sweat running down from his hair, his tongue poking out of his mouth, his eyes watching my hole take him
And in this second, I'm so jealous of the girl who he's gonna choose to be with
Not only does she get a sweet, loving, supportive man but she gets the wild sex side of him too
I hate her, whoever she is
His gaze lifts, meeting mine, a smirk on his face, making my heart pound
"Love watching this pussy take my cock. Like you can't get enough"
"I can't", I tell him honestly
"You don't have to worry jagi. I'm yours remember? You can have me everyday"
It hurts because it's not true but I just smile and nod
He impales me on his dick over and over, the stimulation to my spot driving me closer and closer to coming
"Www..where should I cum?", he asks, his breathing getting labored, as he plunges his cock in so deep
"Finish inside me", I tell him, wanting to feel his cum fill me
"Fuck yes", he murmurs, "Thank you"
I don't say anything, figuring it was just something he said in relief
I squeeze his cock so hard, my cunt fluttering around him uncontrollably, so close
"Cum for me jagi", he murmurs, "Cum for my cock"
He thrusts again and I snap, falling over the edge, my mind blanking as ecstasy pounds into me and I squirt all over his cock
"Seonghwa!", I scream at the top of my lungs, feeling like I'm fucking floating as pleasure wracks my shaking body, "Seonghwa! Seonghwa!"
It's so much, so intense that tears are falling down my face from how fucking good it feels
"Oh fuck", he cries, moving on top of me as he sheathes his entire cock inside me
His hand behind my head, pulling up to him, his lips crashing into mine in a searing mind altering kiss
I feel his cock throb then his warm cum fills me just as his tongue slips inside my mouth, playing with mine
I throw my arms around his neck, kissing him back just as passionately, my entire world changing in that one kiss
I feel like I'm on top of the world, my head dizzy, like I'm where I belong
With Seonghwa
He whimpers my name, his mouth right back against mine, kissing me stupid as we come together and ride out the pleasure
As the bliss fades, he doesn't stop kissing me
He pulls out, moving next to me, both of us instinctively turning toward each other
His arms wrap around me, pulling me flush against his skin, my arms moving around his neck, our legs tangling together
He keeps kissing me and I completely melt into him, gladly taking his kisses for as long as he wants to give them to me
I'll never have his kisses again so I happily fall into him
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"Ugh", I moan, my eyes opening, my body so sore
I need to get up and stretch or something
I try to sit up but there's something on top of me, holding me down
I hear a light snoring as I look down, shock taking over as I see Seonghwa asleep, half on top of me
Everything that happened earlier rushes back and I realize that after we kissed for who knows how long, we fell asleep
He's cuddled against my chest, his head on my boob, his arm tightly wrapped around me, my arm around him too
His body is on top of my right side, which is why I can't get up
But it's Seonghwa and I don't care
I turn my body back to him, admiring how completely gorgeous he is
He's literally perfect
I moved my fingers in his hair, slowly running them in the soft silky strands
My god, I'm so in love with this man
I would give anything for him to see me the way I see him
To have his love
To have him kiss me like he did before...to be able to get them all the time....I can't even imagine that
But it'll never happen
He'll find someone he loves and I'll continue to be his best friend
As long as he's happy, I'm ok
I keep playing with his hair for awhile, not sleepy but not willing to wake him up just yet
I just don't want him to leave and that's what'll happen when he wakes up
Unfortunately for me, I don't have any luck and he starts moving within the next minute
My hand freezes in his hair as I panic and wonder if I should pretend to be asleep
His eyes open before I can decide, lifting and focusing on me
Shit
But he smiles so widely and I'm in utter shock
"Baby", he says softly, confusing me even more
I mean yeah he called me baby before but it was during sex
I don't even know if he realized what he said
I start pulling my hand out of his hair but he grabs my hand, turning it towards him and softly kissing my palm, his lips sending sparks flying up my arm
He moves, lifting his head and I expect he's gonna get up and this is over
I'm startled when his hand cups my cheek, his lips pressing against mine in the sweetest kiss I think I've ever had in my life
I fall into him, moving my arms around his neck, holding him tightly
I'm just in total heaven
His lips against mine, his tongue against mine, his body against mine
I never want this to end
Of course it has to but at least it lasts a few minutes
He pulls away, looking at me with a look in his eyes I can't place
But he's smiling softly
His fingers caress my face gently, my skin on fire from his touch
"I love you", he says
Complete shock enters my body
And fear that he's joking
"Are...are you kidding?", I ask
His eyebrow raises, "No"
There's no way....he has to mean it in another way
"You mean like a friend?"
He sits up and I do as well
"No Jo. Not like a friend", he says, anxiety now on his face, "I....I'm in love with you"
It's like my brain and heart won't believe it
It's just something I wanted for so long but good things like this don't happen to me
It's too good to be true
"Are you sure?"
He looks away, tension in his body, "Yeah Jo. I know how I feel. What do you think everything we did was?"
Is he kidding?
"Uh just sex?", I say, "I mean you have sex with lots of girls...I thought I was just...convenient because you were horny and I was here"
He looks at me with a look of shock on his face
"I...I didn't do this with you just because I was horny", he says quietly, "If I just wanted sex I could of called any of the fuck buddies in my phone"
I mean yes, but again I was right here so why would he call anyone when I'm more than willing to give it to him?
"I mean yes I was horny but I was horny for you. Just you. I wanted you. I've wanted you for so long"
So long?
Am I that oblivious?
"You never notice Jo but I swear when you're in the room, I can't stop looking at you. I can't stop wanting to be around you. I think about you all the time it drives me crazy"
My mouth drops in complete shock
I had no idea
"You don't notice me. Not like that and I just wish you would", he continues, "I want your arms around my neck everyday, your lips on mine everyday. I want your body against mine, your pussy around my dick, your cream all over me. I want to see you everyday. Spend time with you everyday. Hold your hand every day. Cuddle you everyday. I want you in my arms every night"
I take in all his words, slowly processing them
And getting more and more surprised and excited with each word that sinks in
"I want to love you everyday", he whispers, his eyes moving to mine, a look so vulnerable in his eyes, "And I want you to love me everyday"
I'm speechless but I don't need to talk
Moving my hand behind his head, I pull him to me, my lips crashing against his
His arms move around me immediately, pulling me against him, kissing me back just as passionately
As I kiss him, I just realized that I can have this all the time now
I can get his amazing, breathtaking kisses every day
I'm so fucking lucky
When we break away, he looks at me with hope in his eyes
"I love you Seonghwa", I finally confess, "And not like a friend. I'm in love with you too"
A gorgeous smile breaks on his face, taking my breath away
"Yeah?"
I nod, "Yeah. I want everything you want. I want to be in your arms every night. Cuddling with you Hwa. You have no clue how many times I imagined it"
"I know jagi", he says, "If it's as many times as I imagined it, I know"
Now I know that
"You were wrong about one thing Hwa. I always noticed you. Always. You are always on my mind too, you are the only one I've ever wanted", I tell him, looking lovingly at him, "I love you more than anything Hwa and I promise I'm going to love you every day"
He nods, "I promise I'll love you everyday Jo. It's all I've wanted to do for a long time"
"You're mine Hwa", I smile, "Finally"
He laughs, "I always was baby"
"Now I know", I giggle
"Yeah. And you're finally mine"
"I always was", I repeat to him
"Now I know", he answers, then kisses me again
And I'm on cloud nine
"Do you want to go out to eat?", he asks, after the kiss ends, "On a date?"
"I want to Hwannie", I tell him, "But I don't want you to get in trouble with ATINYs and your managers if we're seen in public"
He's now my boyfriend but he's still an idol
He still has rules to follow
"I don't care baby", he says, holding my hand, "I finally have you, I'm not hiding you"
"I don't want you to get in trouble Hwannie"
I don't want to be the cause of a problem or ATINYs being mad at him and pulling their support for ATEEZ
That's not fair to him
He and the guys have worked so hard to get there they are
"Baby", he says, his eyes on mine, "Let me worry about it ok? I promise it's ok"
"Are you sure?", I ask hesitantly
"One hundred percent"
"Alright", I give in
"Good baby", he smiles, "Let's get dressed ok"
"But....I'm just wearing sweatpants and a T-shirt"
"So am I jagi. We can have a casual date tonight. Tomorrow we can be fancy"
"Tomorrow?", I ask, excitedly as we get up to get dressed
"Of course baby. I was telling the truth about wanting to see you everyday"
I smile widely as I pull my shirt over my body, so fucking happy
He comes over to me after we're dressed, "So I was thinking, we go get food now, then go to your apartment where I can fuck you hard again, then make love to you"
I blush, that sounding so fucking perfect
"Then I can hold you all night and spend all day with you tomorrow. And at night we can get fancy and go out"
Oh god, yes please
"Is that something you wanna do?", he asks shyly for some reason
"Absolutely baby", I answer, "It sounds perfect"
"Great jagi", he smiles, "I love you"
"I love you Hwa"
He leans down, pressing a soft kiss to my lips
Then he takes my hand and me and my boyfriend leave the dorm to start our amazing long date
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Hockey match
Summary: Chris took me out to watch him play hockey after he wins his game he takes me home because I'm extremely tired but things get a bit heated.
Warnings: smut, fingering, pet names, hickeys, swearing
"Babe!!" Chris shouts from downstairs, "yeah??" I say while coming downstairs to see what he needs
"I have my hockey match today! Wanna come along to watch us?, we will be getting recorded for YouTube though so you might get into the video" "yeah that sounds great! And I don't mind if I get in the video"
"Alright then, well we will leave in about 10 minutes so, get ready!" I go up stairs, as I'm getting changed someone comes in "what the fuck!!" "Woahhh, it's just me, baby" "oh sorry I didn't realise"
"It's all good, fuck you are so beautiful" Chris says while smirking and slapping my ass and grabbing it tightly
Chris sits on the bed watching me get changed, "what are you looking at, hmmm?" I ask him as he stares at my tits
"Oh uh...nothing!!" "Mhm. I'm sure it's nothing" as Chris just sits there I put on his grey fresh love hoodie and sweatpants "I love your clothes so much" "and I love the way they look on you" Chris says while walking over to me kissing my neck then my lips
"Okay well, there's only 5 minutes left to get ready. I'll let you be", as I go into the bathroom i look in the mirror and see chris as given me a fucking hickey "Chris!!, get here right now." "Yeah darling?" "You gave me a fucking hickey on my neck!!" "Oh shit..well you're probably gonna have to cover it up with your makeup or whatever.."
I start to cover it up a lot while it's still bright red, finally I'm done getting ready "alright let's get in the car nick and Matt are waiting for us" we both hop in the back seat as Matt drives to the hockey match
We finally get there, "hold my hand, love" Chris demands me. I grab his hand and he holds it tightly, we get to our table and he's up first thing to compete with the other team
"Go Chris!!" I yell while he smiles at me getting distracted. Later on it's 11:33 at night and they finish at 11:40
Chris and his brothers come back to the table "hey baby" "hey Chris" I say softly. Chris wraps his arm around me and I lean my head on his shoulder as he kisses my head "tired?" "Mhm.."
"We will be going home soon, love". "Chris!!" yells Matt and nick "yeah?" "We are back on let's go or we won't win!!" "Okay I'll be right there!, hey darling I have to go back on but I'll be back in a couple minutes I promise!!"
"It's okay babe! Go have fun", I say while being really proud of him, finally it hits 11:40 and it's time to go home "alrighty let's get you in the car shall we?" I nod my head hoping he would understand
"I'm really proud of you, good job for winning" I say "I love you so much baby"
I start to fall asleep in the car and it's about 5 more minutes until we get home, after a long drive we get home and Chris takes me to our bedroom "we're home, baby. Let me take off your makeup" "no I can do it myself.." I say quietly while shutting my eyes because of how sleepy I am
"You can wash your face and teeth but I'll do this for you" as he finishes taking off my makeup he takes me to wash my face and teeth
I start to hop into bed with my comfy pyjamas on, suddenly I feel Chris kissing me non-stop, "Chris i-"
"Baby..can I please? I want to make you feel good" my eyes open up wide, "okay then..." I say while holding on to Chris face kissing him
Chris pulls down my sweatpants and sees I'm already so fucking wet for him "oh my gosh, your so wet..did I make you feel this way, y/n?"
"Y-yes you d-did" I try to say but I can't seem to speak properly "good, I better have."
Chris puts his thumb against my clit "shitt.." "like it hmm?" "Mhm.." "respond properly or else I won't touch you anymore." Chris wishpers "fuck chris, please give me more, I fucking beg for it"
"Atta girl" Chris sticks two fingers in me as I moan and grunt really loudly
Chris keeps his fingers in me but adds three instead of just two as his fingers stay in me he starts giving me hickeys
He gives me them every on my tits and neck "fuck Chris..i-i-im going t-to cum-" "good girl. I'm going to eat every single drop after, ma"
As I start to cum he takes his fingers out and licks them. then he heads to go down to my pussy to clean up my mess "you taste so fucking good, sweetheart"
I give him a lazy smile while I'm sweating hardly, he pulls up my pants and puts my shirt back on
"You good?" "Mhm.." I say while falling off to sleep while cuddling him and having my head all pushed up against his chest. "I love you so fucking much, your mine." Chris wishpers in my ear softly
"I'm yours, Chris" "exactly, princess. Go off to sleep"
Should I make a part 2??
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Kinkmas Day 1 (Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader)
Warnings: smut (18+ only, minors DNI!), fingering, unprotected p in v (wrap it up y'all), bondage, light degradation, dom!Steve x sub!Reader, mention of sub!Steve)
WC: 1.1k
A/N: Happy first day of Kinkmas! I hope you all enjoy this first fic. Please leave comments and feedback about what you like and what you don't <3 reblogs mean the world to me.
Kinkmas 2022 Masterlist
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"Did you have a nice Christmas?" you ask your boyfriend, curled up in his lap. It's a Wonderful Life plays on the TV in front of you, but you're too focused on Steve.
"I sure did, baby," he grins, placing a kiss on the crown of your head. "You always make things special." There's a mischievous glint in his eye as he casually mentions, "I do have one more gift for you." He nudges you off of his legs, leaving you frowning as he goes rummaging in the bedroom closet. When he returns, he's holding a small black bag.
"G'head, open it," he urges, and you eye him suspiciously as you ruffle through the tissue paper and pull out a pair of leather-bound handcuffs. "Wanna try 'em out?" he smirks.
"This seems more like a gift for you than me," you retort wryly, fingering the material. "I mean, who really benefits from me being tied up in bed, unable to help myself, hmm?"
You know the visual of you at his mercy will only turn him on more, and you couldn't be more right. "You're such a brat, y'know that?" he growls, pulling you off the couch and into the bedroom. "Gonna have to fix that."
Steve's strong hands travel up your body, pushing you up against the dresser as his palms pin you by your hips. You feel him stiffen under his dress pants, the ones you'd picked out specifically for Christmas dinner, and you squirm at the idea of completely ruining them.
His harsh chuckle breaks your thoughts. "Getting overwhelmed already?" he teases. "I've barely even touched you, princess."
"J-just love the way you throw me around," you choke out, writhing as he grazes over your lace bra with his thumb.
He nods, picking you up and hastily tossing you onto the bed before climbing between your legs. "That's the last time you tell me what to do tonight, hmm?"
You gasp as he undresses you expertly, leaving you in just your light pink panties. There's a small bow on the front, which drives Steve wild.
"My favorite gift, all wrapped up with a bow," he muses, grabbing the cuffs from where you'd placed them on the bedside table. You hear the snap of the metal buttons opening before he's sliding them around your wrists, chain looping through the bed frame spindles.
"Tug," he orders, and you do as you're told. The metal clangs against the bed, but you can't move. "S'good?"
"Y-yes, Stevie," you murmur, biting your lower lip in anticipation of his touch.
"Good," he says, kissing your lips gently. "Let me know if that changes, 'kay?" He tuts at your nod. "Uh-uh. Words, princess."
"Yes, I-I'll tell you." But you don't foresee that happening, already wet after being tied up for just a moment.
Your desire is only amplified when he strips off his own clothes, and you let out a groan of frustrated. "Wanna touch you," you whimper pathetically, straining against the cuffs.
"Poor thing," Steve sneers, pulling his hard cock out of his boxers. "I'll touch myself for you." Using his thumb to smear his precum along the length of his shaft, he starts to fuck his fist right in front of you. "Can't wait until I'm inside you, baby girl. Can't wait until this is your perfect little pussy wrapped around me."
You try, unsuccessfully, to wriggle out of the cuffs. Steve catches you and grabs a wrist with his free hand. "You're so bad, trying to get off before I tell you to." He tightens his grip as she stares into your eyes, now misty with tears of frustration. "I was gonna make you feel good, but since you tried to cheat the system, I'm not sure about that anymore."
"P-please," you whine, "I'll be good; I promise."
"I dunno," Steve frowns playfully, still tugging on his own length, "maybe I'll just make you watch me cum."
"No, Steve, I won't try to touch myself anymore. I'll wait for you; I'll do whatever you say." Your pleas are so desperate that he can't help but give in, tugging down your panties and rubbing small, methodical circles over your clit. Your hips buck up involuntarily at the sudden pleasure.
"S-sorry," you mutter, "didn't mean to--"
Steve leans down and nips at your earlobe before whispering, "Couldn't help it? Just a little slut who can't control herself around me."
"Only you," you agree, inhaling sharply as his middle finger makes its way inside your wet cunt. "You're the only one who could ever make me feel this good."
"Say my name," he demands, and you repeat it over and over, getting louder when you feel a second thick finger pressing against your walls. "Ready f'me?" he cocks his head and shakes his hair out of his eyes.
"Been ready, Stevie," you moan, and you feel his tip push into you as he lets out a groan of his own. He eases into you inch by inch until he's inside, filling you completely.
"Thassit, fuck, so tight," he pants, thrusting harder. You want nothing more than to leave scratches down his back, marking him with those perfect red lines. Steve's hands, meanwhile, leave no part of you untouched; he's got one on your hip to hold you still and the other on your pebbled nipple, squeezing and pulling it while he pistons inside of you.
"Wan' touch you all over," you echo your earlier statement, hoping he'll cave and uncuff you, but your begging is met only with a snarl.
"Don't be--holy shit--greedy, baby," he warns, "or I'm gonna have to punish you even more."
"Try it," you taunt him. "Bet I can take it."
Steve's eyebrows shoot up; he was obviously unprepared for you to talk back to him. The hand on your breast moves to your throat, slightly closing off your airway.
"Learn your lesson yet?" he questions cockily.
You tug on the chain and grin. "Never."
His hips snap into yours, rutting against your g-spot. "Can't hold back anymore," he cries out. "Cum with me, princess. Cum all over my cock like the slutty little brat you are."
With that, you come undone, and your orgasm comes in waves. You feel his own warm, sticky release painting your insides.
When he pulls out of you, you whine at the emptiness, making him laugh. "Not enough for you?" he teases.
"Was s-so good, Stevie." You look at him sheepishly. "Can you let me out of these now?"
"Oh!" he jumps up. "Yeah, of course." But he pauses before doing anything, biting his lip and shaking his head in disbelief.
"Steve!"
"Sorry, sorry," he smiles, not at all apologetic. "Just...wow. Can't believe how perfect you are."
"Shut up," you roll your eyes. "Just wait until I use them on you."
He's never gotten harder again faster in his life.
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#kinkmas 2022#steve harrington#steve harrington x y/n smut#steve harrington x you#steve harrington smut#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x female reader#stranger things#steve harrington stranger things#fanfic#steve harrington fanfic#smut
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fics of yours that lives in my head? bitch and stitch makes me smile SO MUCH. it's so cute, and as a knitter myself, i can relate to crafting being an outlet. that hero over there still slays me. izuku is the BEST thotty terror tank that ever haunted aizawa's everything, even if he should be immune to it from long time exposure thanks to his friend group.
team uzumaki, 'cause you hit a lot, a LOT of the things i like. and it's lovely. and you also don't shy away from the all the bad crap. like yeah, there's stuff that would count as the 'for want of a nail' trope, (i mean this as a compliment, i promise) and you pull it off wonderfully and it hurts so well at times because it does hit, and it makes you think 'what if A, C, and G didn't happen, or were altered, and then D, F, and J, happen and wow that changes a lot of things'. (this also applies to Fox in Snake's Nest)
you have naruto deciding to take matters in his own hands 'cause jiraiya is too busy fucking around (literally in some cases) to really teach him. you have him going "welp, nobody wants to stick around or treat me right, so obviously it's my fault, i'm gonna go 'cause they're too busy and i don't wanna interfere with that." which, ouch. and you give props to tsunade, who just says "here's the truth about your parents, and yes, we ARE related, but i didn't want to overwhelm you with that part." and he makes himself a disguise to avoid being found, to be able to even do the most basic fucking jobs in his village because nobody cares enough to see past the fox.
and then you make me laugh 'til my sides ache, 'cause the summons, the sasuke torture, the gremlin kids and the bigger gremlin kid that's their sensei, his cousin who's an honorary auntie, plus anko who's also like an honorary auntie, and the shenanigans. rip konoha. it's great. :D
and then. then you hit me with fatigue fractures. and my heart went 'ow.' because you have izuku still having to deal with bakugou's bs and the teachers thinking nothing of it 'cause they don't really have all the pieces, they think 'rivalry' and shoto going "yeah no, i see what's really happening, cause i lived through it firsthand. and i ain't standing for it, so i'mma step up and i'm gonna be on izuku's side if nobody else will." also the fact that izuku disconnected so BADLY after the exam really hit home.
and the decision to leave, because 'fuck this noise, i'm going to take care of ME for a change, i want to HEAL and i can't do that here.' and shoto going 'welp, i'm along for the ride if you'll have me'. and izuku saying 'alright, but i got a lot of secrets, a big heavy story to share, and if you wanna back out that's fine'. and of course, shoto's ride or die. "i'mma break bakugou's legs next time and also try to kill all might." "SHOTO NO." "SHOTO YES."
last but not least, even though, again, i don't go there, the TASEA AU STILL HAS ME IN STITCHES. just two dudes wanting a break, taking one, having the time of their lives, and their respective future boyfriends pitching an ALMIGHTY HISSY FIT ABOUT IT. meanwhile the rest of the mafia is like 'damn, how out of touch are we that it's come to this.'
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please, explain the entire premise of the qsmp to me.
tell me all the little bits and details.
tell me everything.
think of this... as an informational post, for those such as myself uneducated in the world of the qsmp.
thank you.
oh shit oh fuck okay i'm gonna do my best, yeah? just keep in mind three things: i only watch charlie's pov, i got into qsmp the day they got the eggs (so like two weeks late) and it's currently 3am
now let's get into qsmp
but i'm actually gonna be explaining the past two weeks, from the day they got their eggs, since i never really caught up with Charlie's pre-egg vods
so, to set the scene, the smp is on an island - the Quasadilla Island and the players are not allowed to leave; there is a big wall running through like half of the island, a lot of people have houses in and on the wall
also, the server has a lot of cool mods! there are new bioms, mobs, activities (painting, photography, etc) and weapons (like guns and bombs)
the thing is, they broke the wall and woke up a dragon that was apparently sleeping on the island; and since the dragon left somebody needs to watch out after its eggs
most of the players are paired up - one english speaker and one spanish, and they get to pick their own eggs. due to luzu and wilbur's absence, bad and quackity are both single parents to their eggs
the ones we're gonna focus on are the flippos because i love them.
so you've got Slimecicle, ElMariana and their egg daughter JuanaFlippa - and from the very start they establish themselves as The Drama; they argue a lot and since they are very poor they can't really take care of Flippa, also Mariana is known for having a romance with Foolish (which is problematic since Slime and Mariana are now married)
for the life of me i can't remember why they did it but the two of them went to see Foolish and Vegetta's kid and after destroying its bedroom they are absoluely convinced that they killed it. they leave a sign suggesting that somebody drowned the kid and they ran away.
they take a picture of Flippa's bedroom in the same state as Leonard@'s as an alibi AND THEN then they make a deal with little jesus (rubius) to atone for their sins
they're making badboyhalo a farm and in exchange lil J will grant JuanaFlippa an additional life <this is important later
oh, and because neither Charlie nor Mariana showed up for a while, Flippa lost one life to neglect, leaving her on one life since all eggs have two
the next couple days it's mostly Charlie hanging out with Flippa but there's one thing you need to know - satan is real (also rubius) and he will give Juana a gun if charlie kills somebody else's egg in return; Slime tricks Philza into logging off by pretending that Phil's audio is glitching and during that time he breaks the bed in which Chayanne (Phil and Missasinfonia's kid) is sleeping - by doing that he establishes a rule that breaking a sleeping egg's bed means killing the egg < also important
on his quest of revenge Phil tries to kill Flippa the very same day but she kills him with the gun Satan gave her and Slime makes Phil promise not to hurt her
in the meantime Flippa becomes friends with Tilin - Quackity's kid. together the four of them (slime, q and eggs) build little J a house and decide to become family (: flippa hits the sickest water bucket on lil J's request and then tilin and flippa have a sleepover at charlie's
the next day Mariana spends time with Juana and after a whole day he tucks her to bed and accidentaly breaks it, killing her as per the rule that Charlie established; immediately after he goes to play crab game (or something like that)
next time he logs in, charlie tries to go on a rampage to kill everybody's eggs but he fails lmao, he cries himself to sleep while jaiden does a dramatic reading of blue by eiffel65
ok now i gotta be real - i did not catch this particular stream but what i know is, charlie was out with tilin, flippa and roier, he was fightning mobs and his sword had sweeping edge. he kills Tilin and then sad (since he came to love him as his own) he gives Flippa all his stuff except for a flower she gave him a long time ago, leaves Flippa under Roier's care and sets out to find a way to bring back Tilin
then they have the trial! it's Mariana & Roier against Charlie & Jaiden & Quackity & Foolish & Fit & Bad; i could talk about the court case itself for an hour but the gist is, jaiden slayed absolute penis, slimeriana made out, the cheating allegations (of foolish and Mariana) were presented and Philza's testimony of Charlie killing his kid was deemed irrelevant to the case
the judge (Maximus) decides that JuanaFlippa will be revived since her death was a mistake but both parents must spend 10 minutes in jail and then attend couples therapy
Foolish tries to assassinate the two of them while in jail but fails and is imprisoned himself; Mariana and Slime break out of jail so they don't miss Flippa's revival
Juana is back! they take her home, tuck her to bed and then roleplay having sex to coldplay outside
The next day Mariana and Roier take their eggs out to a dungeon (?) and the same thing happens to Flippa as it did to Tilin. she dies only two days after being revived
in today's stream Charlie is in exile and he decides to build a shrine for little J to convince him to switch Juana's backup life (from the farm deal!) to Tilin - he doesn't know that Flippa is dead yet; he's first told by the creepy white island person? (i'm not really sure who they are since it's pre-egg lore but i know they have something to do with census bureau) while gathering supplies but he doesn't believe them and continues work on the shrine; he summons lil J and reminds him of the deal, lil J confirms that Flippa is dead again
Slime decides to switch and ask for Flippa back instead of Tilin; lil J takes him to see the farm since he never saw it and decides to talk with God. he comes back after a while and says that God will take Juana's case to the council of gods and it might take a couple of days, and then he goes back to tormenting other members
before ending stream, Slime says that he didn't expect that to work and that if he does get Flippa back he's gonna go back into exile so nobody sees her
and this is pretty much it! i'm not sure if this is what you had in mind when you asked anon but it is now 4am and i was meant to work on a fic in this time
apologies for any mistakes it is late and i'm not editing this
#let me know if i got something wrong; im writing it 100% from memory#and that memory is from clips. posts. and streams i cought at ungodly hours#why is it just a summary of charlies pov#qsmp#juanaflippa#luka talks#ask!!!!
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And now, even MORE TWST as things my friends and I said!
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6
CW: stuff like. sex jokes and friendly bullying/threats (all lighthearted and in good fun)
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Yuu: And by that, I mean Jade
[THUNDER CRASHES OUTSIDE]
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Idia: all condoms are recipes for allergic reactions to me though because I’m actually allergic to sex /j
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Lilia: I have arriven
Lilia: it’s like arrived but fancier
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Dude at school: HEY CAN YOU GRANT THREE WISHES
Lilia: three wishes?
Dude: yes
Lilia: Hmm… if you give me your name!
Dude: Great! My name’s Blake
Lilia: Be careful what you wish for.
…: I wish for a [describes a super specific car], enough money to buy a house, and a sailboat that can take me across the sea
Lilia: Great! Your car doesn’t work, you can only afford a tiny shitty ass house—
…: [LAUGHING HIS ASS OFF]
Lilia: And your sailboat will sink after one trip across the sea.
Lilia: Enjoy your wishes! And thanks for your name, I’ll take good care of it~
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Floyd: My parents—who I KNOW can hear me right now—are going to be so disappointed when they start finding tiny plastic babies around the house. I will hide tiny plastic babies around the house. This is both a threat and a promise.
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Cater: Some people just know where they belong. Like me! I belong in horny jail.
Cater: Which is really ironic because I’m demi… it’s like I’m not usually horny, but then I really am!
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Azul, playing DnD: My character lets out a shrek- SHRIEK-
Idia: Azul let out a SHREK /j
Idia: who let the dogs out but it’s badly rendered Shrek models t-posing /j
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Cater, pointing at a drawing of a dead flower (x eyes and all): that’s me
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Ruggie: I’m so fucking god that it’s cold
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Azul: jumps several hundred of feet off a cliff, survives
Idia: mecore
Azul: WHA- WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
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Idia: CAUSE BABY TONIGHT, THE CREEPERS TRYING TO STEAL ALL OUR STUFF AGAAAAIIII-
Azul: I am going to slit your throat
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Idia: this is so sad, Ortho play despacito
Idia: WAIT DONT ACTUALLY
Ortho: okay, playing Despacito
Idia: NOOO
Ortho: Aye~
Idia: SHUT UP. SHUT. UP.
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Cater: WHY DO YOU KEEP REBLOGGING ALL THE POSTS I REBLOG
Ace, giggling:
Cater,giggling: IM REBLOGGING A GOUGER SO TJEN YOULL HAVE TO REBLOG A GOUGER
Ace, still giggling:
Cater: REBLOG THE GOUGER ACE
Ace, reblogging:
Both of them, giggling their asses off:
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Azul: Im just gonna cross my fingers and hope that if I stop responding then you'll stop
Idia: blOWS UP, THEN YOUR HEALTH BAR DROPS YOU COULD USE A 1 UP
Azul: I was mistaken. I was very sadly mistaken
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Lilia: Malleus, are you going through the five stages of grief right now?
Malleus: yea
Malleus: thnx for noticing
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Ruggie: I'm deathly allergic to cats, if I eat a cat, I will die
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Cater: if your house is on fire, and you got one of those little meow meows, just chuck it out the window, it'll be fine
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Malleus: Yuu don’t do this, I might actually start crushing on you—this is a dangerous game. YUU BE CAREFUL
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…(Blake): ELF- ELF EARS
…: OI
Lilia: Hm?
…, in a Scottish accent: Hi can I have more wishes :D
Lilia: Even after last time?
…: Ehhh, it worked out in the end!…. Eventually.
Lilia, shaking his head: So greedy…
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Deuce: What is a socialist? And where can I buy one?
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Ace: The girls are fighting and Barbie is winning
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Idia: I had a depressive episode called “quarantine”
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Kalim during CH4: Awww poor snake
Yuu: the SNAKE is making BAD CHOICES.
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Lilia: Eating a plum at 3 am (gone wrong) (police called)
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Deuce: crap
Riddle: LANGUAGE
Deuce: I JUST SAID CRAP
Ace: Fuck.
both gasp, then go incredibly silent.
Deuce: …
Deuce: LANGUAGE…
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Leona, gesturing to Cheka: This child is a piece of shit. Get the parents involved before I fistfight him myself.
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Vil: do you want to be the monster that runs into a wall and dies?
Lilia: YES????? HELLO????????
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Ace: but was the grink there?
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Jack: I promise I’ll protect you from Danny DeVito /gen
Yuu: thank you
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Lilia: I need to do more roleplays in furry games
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Ace: Fishing is like tinder for fish kissers
Floyd: fishr
Jamil: what
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Sebek: You’d think having longer ears would mean I could hear you better, but no, I have an auditory processing disorder.
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Crowley: Number one! E! As in… E.
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Cater: Can you feel it in your bones, Kalim
Kalim: I CANT. MY BONES ARE FAILJNG ME.
Kalim: I THKNK I HAVE A BONE DEFICIENCY
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Cater, to Riddle: Don't be British in front of your mom
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Floyd: Don't kidnap the local tiger, he doesn't wanna live in your bathroom!
Yuu: Why would you keep a tiger in your bathroom??
Floyd: Uhhhh.. um.. D- Don't ask questions you don't want answers to! A- And don't look in my bathroom!
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Lilia: modern jesus is staring at me blankly. except modern jesus has no face.
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Anyway that’s the end. I still have more. Plus a whole other server of quotes that I haven’t touched from a few years ago…
Already making another one bc I didn’t wanna put too many in this post lmao
Tags: @aetherphobia @thesunshineriptide @end3rm1st lmk if you wanna be tagged lmaooo
#twst incorrect quotes#twst shitpost#twst idia shroud#idia shroud#twst Idia#twst Lilia#twst lilia vanrouge#lilia vanrouge#twst yuu#twst cater#twst ace#twst riddle#twst deuce#twst floyd#twst azul#twst ruggie#twst leona#twst malleus draconia#twst malleus#twst kalim#twst sebek#twst jack
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Blog Rules + FAQ
I've been wanting to make this for a while because I feel like some of you don't have manners (I'm talking about you anons 1-8) and it's hurting those who I'm trying to accommodate (and me ??? bc y'all annoying as fuck, go suck a cactus)
this list will be updated as i go so please refer to this post if you ever want to know something regarding this blog
I don't have many rules bc honestly, this blog is both a joke and a safe space. but the most important rules that I implement are :
the anonymous function is there to accommodate those who want to interact but don't want to reveal themselves or don't have their own account so they borrowed someone else's account and just do not want to out themselves. so, if you have any complaints, comments, critiques, writing suggestions or even straight up hate comments, do it to me off anon or else that's you giving me your consent to absolutely obliterate the fuck out of you and I'm not even kidding when i say i can be SO MEAN when i want to be
that being said, if you do have genuine questions or confusion or even want me to elaborate on some things, do consider the words you use and their connotations. there's a difference between "i don't think this makes sense" and "i don't quite understand this, what does this part means?" or "you're offensive" and "i feel like the word you use is rather insensitive" and I would GLADLY make a 2 page essay to explain my thought process because i know that sometimes the things i say can rub some people the wrong way even though i don't mean it. but for the sake of the shit i wrote like to imitate real conversations between characters esp in terms of like how close and comfortable they are with each other (the kind of relationship hey have), I'm risking myself offending some of you but that's why i am beyond willing to explain myself if y'all ask bc let's be honest, i can't post an explanation after EVERY post when no one is complaining.
tone indicators (/j, /hj, /gen, /affectionate) are never wrong esp if you and i haven't established a relationship bc there are some anons and some blogs that i interact with a lot and we are aware of our relationship alr
keep in mind that these rules exist to protect myself and the anons who genuinely do want to interact with my blog as anons. if you break any of my rules or if you cross me in any sort of way, i have god, an emoji creature that creeps the fuck out of everyone i know, and the fact that I'm a virgo with nothing to lose on my side, so you WILL get wrecked one way or another.
that being said, here are some of the FAQs i got.
q. do you do requests?
a. no, i'm not taking requests. between my series and the recurring ideas that randomly pops up in my head, i don't have the time and energy and frankly i don't want to disappoint. BUT !! if someone sends me an unsolicited request and it ended up inspiring me, i might do it but i'm not promising anything
q. do you only write for ateez?
a. rn yes, but it seems like I'm gonna start writing for xikers ??? and even though most of their members have reached legal age, i am currently not comfortable writing mature/rated stuff for them yet. rn I'm even still incorporating them into my ateez fics as to familiarize myself and i even have this baby!xikers and dad!ateez au thing i made with my friend so for now, that's the best i can provide
q. do you write yandere or darker themes?
a. it depends. i'm still struggling to label certain stuff ??? like i'm still familiarizing myself to the concept of CNC and kinkier stuffs and I'm still expanding my knowledge. that being said, i draw the line on the sexualization of : rape, incest, drugging, bestiality, (and more to be added bc ngl i can't think of anything else rn so I'll get back to you on that)
q. are minors allowed to interacy with your blog ?
a. absolutely, anyone is welcomed. but for the sake of safety and me not being cancelled, if you are a minor, please do not react with my mature stuff or the mature stuff i reblog. I'm putting a lot of trust in yiu guys so please DO NOT betray my trust
q. what apps do you use for your smau ?
a. i use Twinote and Fake Chat which are on android (google play) but idk if it's available on apple store
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FaceTime Sex
Pairing; CEO+Dad’s Best Friend!Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader
Summary; An HC about you and Bucky having FaceTime Sex while he’s away on a business trip.
Word Count; 913
Warnings; NSFW, 18+, minors DNI, undefined age-gap, language, cursing, pet names, Sir!kink, mutual masturbation, mention of bodily fluids.
Authors Note; I hope you all enjoy <3
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“Sir, I'm touching myself. Can you FaceTime? Pretty please?”
A text like that from you and a picture of your fingers in your pussy had Bucky drop whatever he was doing to try and be back at his hotel room in a flash. Luckily for him, the meetings he had attended all day had ended 10 minutes ago.
He planned to go out for a drink in the evening with a couple of colleagues, but his girl being horny for her man was more important to him. So he came up with an excuse to drop them.
Bucky had been away on a business trip for only a day, but you were already missing him like crazy. This was the first time you and he had been apart since you got together a while ago, and you hated it with your whole being.
Even if it had been less than 24 hours since you last fucked you were super horny and needy for him all the time.
You couldn't hold it in anymore. You needed to touch yourself, and you wanted Bucky to watch you as he jerked himself off.
He called you on FaceTime 20 minutes after your text. Damn, he was fast! He must be craving you as well.
He was already naked and on his bed, just like you. His back propped against the headboard when you picked up. His face on screen as your face came up as well on his end of the phone.
“Hi, baby girl.”
“Hi, baby.”
“Are you touching yourself, kitten?”
You nodded your head at him. Your bottom lip captured between your teeth as you bat your eyelashes at him.
“Show me. I need to see.”
Moving the phone down to your pussy, you gave him a good look at your fingers playing with your aching clit. Your whole core is wet with your juices as you had been playing with yourself for a while but not having been able to finish without Bucky.
“Shit, baby. You are really needy for me, aren't you? How long have you been playing with your pretty pussy, doll?”
“Mhm. Yes, so needy for you, Sir. I've been playing with myself for a while, but I've been waiting on you so we can finish together. Are you also going to touch yourself? I want to see you touch your cock.”
“I'll give you what you want, baby, don't worry.”
He moved his phone down so that you had a wonderful view of his dick and handsome face. A whimper escaped you as you saw he was already hard and ready. All you wanted was to run your tongue on his protruding vein and taste him all over.
Bucky gripped his heavy cock in his hand, and with the help of his saliva, he started to pump himself as he watched intensely as you circled your clit.
You slipped a single finger into your tightness. A second one following soon after, and you moaned out as it stretched you. It wasn't as good as Bucky's ones, but they would have to do for now. You tried with all your might to imagine that it was his instead of yours.
“Oh, fuck, baby girl. That's so hot,” he groaned out as he watched the fingers disappear into your tight hole. He missed it so much. His dick missed it so much.
You were utterly mesmerized as you watched how Bucky stroked himself, how he gripped his length. The hold on himself became tighter each time he reached his red and angry tip. The sloppy sounds of him were like music to your ears. You were going to cum soon by the image you saw on screen.
His lips were slightly parted as he focused on you fucking yourself with your fingers. His own orgasm nearing as he watched you on his screen.
“Shit, I'm gonna cum, Bucky.”
“Let go for me, baby girl. I need to see you fall apart for me.”
His permission to let go was all you needed as the coil in your stomach snapped. Your back arching slightly from the headboard as you moved your fingers through your high.
You heard Bucky let out an animal-like groan deep from his chest at the sight of you coming undone for him like the good girl you always were. The view of you made him let go as well. He kept on pumping himself as his seed burst out of his tip and landed on his stomach.
“You look so beautiful like this, baby, fuck.”
After riding out your high, you stopped the movement of your fingers and brought them to your mouth so you could suck off your sweet juices.
“You're gonna make me hard again, kitten, by that sight alone.”
A giggle left your lips at his words. You would love nothing more than go another round, but you could see on his face that the day had been long and that he was craving sleep. You did as well.
“I miss you so much, James.”
“I miss you too, doll, but I'll be back in your arms again in a few short days. I promise, baby.”
A tired smile reached your face at the thought of seeing your man again, in the flesh, very soon. A big yawn left you as you were pretty tired yourself.
“Go to sleep, baby. I'll talk to you tomorrow.”
“Good night, Bucky. Sleep well.”
“You too, doll, sweet dreams.”
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[image description: a wideshot of the san francisco skyline, tinted orange by a sunset. Above the skyline, in a white serif font reads "REVELATIONS, REVELATIONS." in all caps. below, in lower caps reads "update #2" /end id]
Revelations, Revelations | Update #2
Hey besties! I've got a funky little RR update
I've had a little bit of a love hate relationship with this book in the last two months but I am loving it right now! I think my struggles came from how I didn't really accept that this book is Hard to write. like it's complicated! and it's set in another country in another era like idk what to tell you! And accepting that was such a weight off my shoulders because I'm not putting the blame on myself. I also was really stuck in part one's problems and I had to be like <3 bestie <3 abandon it til post draft editing. So right now it's like:
Part one: I see it as a little stray cat in an alleyway that I kneel down in front of like pspspsp :) and then it hisses and bites me because it is actually a feral raccoon. Definitely not where I want it to be but like I can fix him
Part two: super fun!! A lot of deeper (and messier) elements are introduced here and I feel like the story's ~vibes~ have clicked. It's a lot of fun and it's getting complex. Whilst there's conflict going on in part one there's definitely this false sense of stability and then part two hits all of them like a baseball bat
My drafting has been much more chill and non linear too, just writing the scenes I want to and then connecting them together. I've been focused less on rich prose/descriptions and more on prose that explores character and it's been very refreshing! I love my flowery prose but I think it's easy to get caught up in. I'm also no longer going to do chapter by chapter updates, both for plot privacy but also because this story is very delicate both in content and the drafting process and I don't just want to expose the bare bones of that, you know? So I'm just gonna do some sectioned rambles and talk about a couple chapters under the cut!
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Only major change to report is I switched to alternate POVs instead of multiple chapters at a time in one POV because I'm insane <3 I had a lot of fun braiding POVs in Life Cycle of Massive Stars and wanted to try it here and it works much better! Though at this point I am simply ignoring the existence of part 1 because it really was the guinea pig part LMAO i experimented so much with structure and form and now it's a mess but it's <3 a future problem <3 i'd rather have one messy part than a whole first draft that's behind on my growing ~vision~ of the story.
[image description: a slightly purple tinted photo of two arms extending from the top and bottom of the photo, cropped to only show their hands. Their index fingers touch. in the middle, in a white serif font reads "dorothy" /end id]
Not a chapter, I had a lot of trouble with Dorothy in part 1 but I still love her so instead y'all are getting a mini character ramble! I felt really bad about her for the longest time because I've only been writing her since last summer whereas I've known Felix since like 2018 so there's naturally an imbalance, but I Do Not like that!! And she's really taken her time revealing herself, but I am ~fascinated by her.
I feel she's best summarised by this disillusionment for her life but mostly herself, because she's framed her whole identity by illusory perceptions of other people: a mother she doesn't remember, a girlfriend she breaks up with every six months but still shares a bed with, a twin brother she hasn't seen in person for four years and still sees as a teenager drenched in religious manipulation. It's a lot! She assumes that she feels dissatisfied with her life because she's without her twin, but then Felix returns to her life and shockingly this does not fix all of her problems??? She also doesn't know how to be alone, which definitely will not get better after Felix returns oop
The day her brother decides to leave, Dorothy is home alone.
Her San Francisco apartment is hollow like a hungry stomach. Three days ago, she drove Jolie to the airport then came home to cover the bathroom mirror with towels. On the first day she took an extra shift at the book store, drove through Sea Cliff at sunset, bumped into Mona on the stairwell and joined her and Margot for wine and slipped out when they began arguing over rent and office interns, started then discarded a portrait of a fictional girl and slept from two to five in the morning. On the second day she worked and spent an extra hour designing a window display on science fiction that she put together on the third day. Cut and painted a rocket ship on cardboard that she’ll have to scold kids for tugging, then get scolded herself by their mothers.
The day I finalise a design for their apartment it's over but I call this trick Trying To Get Around The Fact I Made Characters In Their Earlier Twenties Live In San Francisco (cw: drowning)
The apartment is nicer than her, but it’s been home for three years and they get $100 off rent each month because Jolie tends the garden and looks just like the landlady's daughter that drowned in the Pacific.
I don't think I've talked about Jolie much here which is funny because she is probably the most well-received amongst my friends! They love her so much and it's because she's a hot but slightly toxic lesbian smh, I'm like no seriously she does some fucked up things and they're like you promise?? Some funky facts:
Her real name is Jolene and she hates it except when the Dolly Parton song came on, that gives her a god complex
We are going to ignore how I accidentally named two characters after words for beautiful and pretty in French we are going to pretend it was intentional because when this gets published a uni student could get some good analysis out of that in their Intro to Literature class
She joined the cult with her mother at 13 and left as soon as she turned 18 LMAO. She was Dorothy's only connection to the "outside world" and the only reason she was able to leave
Her dream job is gardener/florist! We get it I watched Bly Manor last November. She's also a bartender
would probably have this on her car /j
[image description: a close up of a car sticker of a frog above "MILF" in green caps. below "MILF" reads "Man I Love Frogs" /end id]
Dorothy and Jolie have always been on and off and building tension but Dorothy realises this can't keep going when Jolie gets into a barfight at work and Dorothy feels Insane because she's the only one concerned?? (cw: blood, mild violence)
“You’re lucky it’s not broken.” She angles Jolie’s face, hand under her chin. Even with red blotted around her nostrils and lips, mulberry lipstick smudged, she still smiles like her bruises are a trophy. It’s a surprise she doesn’t dwell on it: it’s just some blood, doll, nothing to worry about. She didn’t even strike that good. Her technique was all off. If she shows her face back here I’ll just teach her how to punch properly. The worst part is over and I’m a big girl. Do I look upset? Am I crying? When they drive home, she’ll ask to stop and see if she can get free cigarettes or beer by holding her nose and making herself cry. She’ll probably ask Dorothy to hit her so it starts bleeding again. But she’s quiet, leans against the basin and lets her dab damp towels on her face. It doesn’t take long to clean up. It was just some blood.
“Nursing,” Jolie says.
“What?”
“You keep saying you want to go to school but don’t know what for – nursing. You’re too good at taking care of people.”
That ending is like Top Three dialogue lines that made me really Concerned for how this character arc is gonna go :) but don't worry about it y'all. I do think Jolie genuinely loves Dorothy but that does not mean! the relationship is healthy!
Basically I love her a lot now that I know her better and I am excited to see where she goes! I think the biggest part of her arc is motherhood/daughterhood and TBH as a recently realised trans dude it took me a Minute to feel entitled to write her story? But being a cis woman shaped my life for two decades and getting to navigate that and being a daughter from a perspective that's totally distanced from myself is very helpful. It's about the inherent admiration and pain that comes from being a mother's daughter! (cw: blood, diet culture/disordered eating)
She lies next to the table and presses her forehead to the glass corner and imagines what would shatter first: the glass or her skin. And she imagines being a girl again, with French braids and too much baby fat in her cheeks and being picked up by a mother before the blood stains her hands and then her dress. She’d tell the mother she just wanted to read her magazines, the dog-eared articles about divorce and top tips for menopause and the benefits of eating half a grapefruit before your calorie-counted meals. And the mother would just brush the bangs out her face, press a pack of thawed peas on the wound and let her choose between the band aid with hearts or the band aid with flowers. And maybe the mother would know she did it for attention because they both know a daughters cry slices oxygen like glass to skin, but she’d still detangle her curls in the evening and kiss her forehead goodnight and serve her breakfast in the morning with half a grapefruit – the other half on her own plate, untouched and left to rot.
[image description: an orange firework exploding against a black sky. across the photo, in a white serif font reads "the last 10 hours of 1986" /end id]
This is technically two chapters, one in each POV and they close part one! Title is v explanatory and they're meant to be framed like a countdown - my plan was for the scenes to get shorter as it gets closer to midnight and that didn't really work but? The twins def get messier as the countdown goes down and THAT is what we like to see. This is also the only end of a part where the twins are separated but don't worry about it hehe :)
Dorothy
This chapter is like the First Time Dorothy does something for herself and. Good for her!
She’ll publish poetry under a pen name and horror short stories under another. She’ll paint indigo mountains and magenta oceans and not care when the colours stain her clothes. She’ll teach Felix how to blend acrylics and he’ll teach her how to remember piano notes and they won’t argue about who abandoned who. When Mona and Margot break up, she’ll go down to comfort Mona or Margot and then kiss Margot or Mona. She’ll move out and tell neither of them. She’ll find a landlady with a dead daughter and get a discount on an ocean view apartment with wall-length windows. Isaias will move in next door and they’ll have weekly dinner parties with wine that costs more than $10. She’ll go vegan. She’ll be so in tune with herself she won’t need to read magazine horoscopes or pay $50 for a psychic reading that assumes she knows her grandparents. She’ll know when she’s happy sad angry and why. She’ll take portrait commissions so she can afford a therapist. She’ll love her life and ignore that there’s no space for Jolie because she wants there to be. She’ll need nobody except herself. She’ll try and make things with Jolie work. She’ll kiss a random girl at midnight to see if it’s any different. She’ll go home after the countdown.
I had the revelation (aha) of Isaias and Dorothy as besties and I am OBSESSED! I love Isaias but struggled with his role so I'm really happy about this. Like he practices calligraphy and writes poetry titled after his favourite plants is he not the ideal character!! Hoping this will make it easier to learn about him so we can get that fun content
Felix
Felix's is fun because he makes the best decision of his arc but also the stupidest fucking decision of his arc. He truly has the range NOBODY is doing it like him. Here's a part that mirrors the excerpt above because even when they're apart Felix and Dorothy are like hmm we Will Be Intrinsically Connected (cw: drug, vomit and sex mention sorry he's going through it!!)
Two hours before midnight and Felix is alone in the bathroom. The party he abandoned synths through the ceiling. He plays Love My Way on his Walkman. Highest volume. Eyes closed. Imagines 1987 and decides he’s going to be honest about everything and nothing. He’s going to tell strangers at bars that he studies Literature at Stanford. He’s going to date a girl and pretend he has parents to introduce her to, that he grew up on a farm in Ohio and was secretly raised atheist, lie about what lies his parents told him. He’s going to grow out his hair and and blend cyan on his eyelids and send polaroids to his father with no return address; burn his fingertips on a candle flame like Michael will burn the photos of his son. He’s going to adore himself. He’s going to quit smoking and start jogging. He’s going to fuck Pacific Heights husbands whilst their wives sleep in the master bedroom and maybe they’ll angrily call him when they’re served divorce papers and hang up when he laughs. He’s going to get promoted to Assistant Manager and not care that his job is dead-end. He’s not going to kiss anyone at midnight because he doesn’t want to. He’s going to flush the cocaine because he doesn’t want it. He’s going to stare at his reflection until it moves for him. He’s going to vomit in a minute. He’s going to pierce his right ear with a sewing needle.
Felix at the end of part one: I give no more fucks!!! I am going to do whatever I want!!! Life is too short!!!
Felix at the end of part two:
[image description: screenshot of a tweet by @/idksomedumbshit. the tweet reads, "i can't mansplain manipulate manwhore my way out of this one boys" /end id]
I do think it's iconic that this time last year Felix was a repressed Christian boy and now his dream is to be a homewrecker THAT is growth. I also got to write Felix and Jolie which was fun because they do Not like each other <3 but they respect each other <3 but only sometimes <3 They have their first little bonding moment where Jolie pierces his ear in their bathroom but then Felix says something to piss her off so Jolie is like hmm okay time to chose Violence. This dialogue is funny because Felix does not really hate himself at this stage Jolie just knows she's gonna fuck him up by saying that !! My life would be so much easier if these twins had a normal relationship with the concept of being a twin but also this story would be very boring
The needle pierces his skin and he doesn’t feel it. Only the tequila swirling behind his eyes. The sting of the light-bulb. Jolie speaks again, “but she looks just like you, doesn’t she? Not the same of course, but enough to see each other in each other. That’s the worst part, right? To see the person you hate on the face of someone you love?”
[image id: a photo of the ocean with cliffs in the background, tinted orange by sunset. in the middle, in a white serif font reads "1/10/1987" /end id]
This chapter is so CUTE and also my first successful attempt at a different form that I can consistently keep in the narrative <3 I really like the idea of a fluid novel form that's adaptive to how the character's perception of the world would change which? Idk how much I can maintain that but this definitely follows it. I need to fine tune the execution but the concept is shots and transcript from a camcorder recording and playing with what the camera sees/doesn't see. The title is what the tape would be labelled, and on 1/10/1987 (american dates throw me off omfg) Beau takes Felix to a seaside town for his birthday and yes it's gay <3 but it's also just a lot of stupid dialogue which was very refreshing because I overthink dialogue so much I always think it has to have deeper meaning when sometimes its like....characters can sometimes...have Fun together. They are simply displaying Relationship Dynamics!
BEAU: Okay, give me a second…(the camera zooms on Felix) There we go! Right, okay, so it’s Saturday, January 10th, 1987, what’re doing out here today?
FELIX: What is this, an interview or something? You sound like a TV host on those morning shows.
BEAU: Oh my God no they’re so annoying, don’t compare me to those.
FELIX: No but I can imagine it perfectly. You’d just be all (holding a pretend microphone) Gooood Morrrning from sunny San Francisco! My name is Beau Teixeira and—
Beau: (laughing) Shut the fuck up!
I love this chapter a lot because you can definitely tell that their dynamic has Shifted but also! They are still just friends being friends and I really want them to just kiss already but also I love the natural progression of friends to lovers....falling in love and not realising it and then suddenly it all makes sense...
BEAU: You wanna try filming? It’s easier if you hold it on your shoulder. Like this. Put your hands where mine are.
[How their fingers whisper against each other. How Beau’s cologne smells of lime and tangerine. ]
Beau steps back into view, runs a hand through his curls. Leather jacket flutters in salted wind. Behind him the sunset flickers over waves like a candle flame. He smiles at the camera.
BEAU: I think you’re a natural! You’re definitely gonna be first choice for cameraman on my shitty morning show.
[How Felix smiles at him.]
(cw: next paragraph talks about the AIDS crisis)
Whilst this is a Fun And Cute Chapter there is more depth to it since the last time we see Beau and Felix before it is the first time they open up about the AIDS Crisis and their fears surrounding it. I have a lot of complicated thoughts about writing this part of history that I could write about all day but it boils down to the fact that "so many queer stories are centred around queer trauma and tragedy and queer people deserve to read stories centred around love and happiness" and "with a queer novel set in 1980s SF it'd be just as bad to completely ignore what happened" are two things that can coexist. I definitely think stories centred around the crisis are necessary (recently read The Prettiest Star by Carter Sickels and highly recommend! Also has a similar camcorder function and an emphasis on preserving. Also made me cry) but shouldn't be the default, especially in a story that if published would have a queer readership, so whilst it's something I want to explore I want to do it in a way that ultimately celebrates queer happiness, love and life. Definitely way more that could be said about this and the function of queer trauma in queer narratives but! Both Beau and Felix feel a need to not only capture as much as possible, but to capture it specifically with the intent to look back in the future, as well as a general We Are Going To Try And Find Happiness Wherever We Can. Also feel like a lot of Beau's character clicked whilst writing it which was very fun!
[How Beau wouldn’t say where they were going but cracked before they left San Francisco because he had too many stories to tell: five year old burning his tongue on café tea, six year old falling into waves and being unbothered, seven year old plucking chrysanthemum petals from stranger’s gardens. How Beau has an orange car freshener and missing headrest on the passengers seat. How Beau drove a longer route because it was closer to the coastline. How Beau played Pet Shop Boys’ Please and knew the words to every song. How Felix realized that he did too.]
[image description: a man and a woman sit next to each other on a bench. the photo is taken from behind them. in the background, you can vaguely see water, hills and the golden gate bridge. across the image, in a white serif font reads "everything the same about dorothy and felix" /end id]
Little title explanation: part 1 has two chapters, "Everything Different about Felix" and "Everything Different about Dorothy" which introduce their relationship + impression of each other after not seeing each other in person for four years (and also how they have images of each other in their heads that are false but they're attached to and it's really not helping the whole complicated twin relationship thing but don't worry about it) and I'd like to expand on that in part two so! An attempt was made. This takes place the day after the above chapter on the twins' actual birthday, the first one they're celebrating together since they were 18 and the first one in the "outside world" so it's a moment!
I'm not happy with how this chapter came out but I think it's just because it's an important one to me! Partly because it helps cement the idea that in spite of their complex relationship, Felix and Dorothy never stop being twins and they never stop loving each other even on the days they dislike each other. But mainly because: these are two adults who lost their childhood to trauma and they finally have the freedom to live their life and! Sometimes that means living for the inner child that never got to be a child. As a certified Adult With Childhood Trauma having a chapter like this was v important because trauma never leaves you but that doesn't mean you can't be happy!! Also it's just. cute. They run around San Francisco, bake a really shitty birthday cake, talk about whether or not San Francisco is real, I want what they have. There is underlying conflict because hoo boy there is Shit simmering rn! But it was nice to have this and the previous chapter as just like. Two little golden moments you know. Calm before the storm if you will
Midnight. Dorothy lies on a mattress on the floor in an apartment in San Francisco. Her brother’s head in her lap. “You know what’s crazy to me? Nobody ever asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. That just wasn’t something we were allowed to think about. I know it’s depressing, I just think about that a lot.”
Felix keeps his eyes on the ceiling. The clock ticks. “Well, what do you wanna be when you grow up?”
“Astronaut, of course.”
“I was gonna say astronaut.”
“You definitely weren't,” she says. “Besides, I already claimed it.”
He looks at her. “I was thinking it. Before you said it, I claimed it in my mind.”
“That’s not how it works. I can’t read your mind.”
Felix sits up. “Wait, you can’t? Gee Dotty, some twin you are.” He grins. So does she.
Usually I am like. I don't think they would care too much about the twin thing. But I also think they would definitely joke about it, like if someone asked a stupid question Felix would be like "well of course we can read each others minds, dont you know how twins work?? like right now my twin sister who is my twin is thinking about giving me, her twin brother, $200" But lets end this on an excerpt where Dorothy doesn't give him $200 but she does think Oh How Did I Spend Four Years Without My Brother
(cw: death mention + missing persons mention, plane crash + boating accident mention)
Dorothy is used to his presence, has been for a year: coffee stains on the table, cupboards left open in the kitchen, clustered ashtray in the living room, hair gel and Jazz aftershave behind the bathroom mirror, Queen or Bowie or Alphaville sifting from his room. His voice. How he always knocks on her door to say goodnight. How he weaved himself into the ecosystem like air but tonight she watches her brother do nothing but breathe and she remembers waking up every January 11th in 1983, 84, 85, 86, and chucking a towel over the bathroom mirror. How she told strangers at bars that she’s an only child; or that she had a younger brother, but he died in a plane crash or a boating accident or went on a hiking trip and never came back, was likely immortalised as a John Doe in Oregon or Nevada records. How she went four years without coffee stains and open cupboards and goodnight knocks and Queen or Bowie or Alphaville renditions when he forgets that she exists in this space too. How hollow those four years were.
And that's all I have to share! I'm not sure when the next update will be, but I much prefer this format of talking about the story! If you read this far I love u <3
#revelations revelations#atlastracking#writing update#i wrote most of this update at 5am so ignore any typos god bless
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𝙹𝙹 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
Part two of: Favourite Mistake
a/n: ah yes, here is the part 2 y’all wanted so badly😩not really fond of this one but since it’s done, here ya go!! hope y’all like it🥺✨
Keep in mind that i do NOT condone cheating, it’s just writing & for the drama of the story.
Warnings: not edited, fluff
The skies were overhung with a blanket of grey, so much that you could barely tell the difference between the sky and the clouds. You watched raindrops race down your bedroom window. The occasional strike of lightning appears, showing off a brilliant shock of white in the graphite sky and you jolt at the roar it came with it.
You rolled over to the other side of the bed, pulling up the covers over your shoulder and fluttered those eyes shut for the third time in the past two hours. Thoughts of that night swirling around in your head like motion pictures and your brain only managed to highlight the most upsetting part of the story.
He angles his neck to look at you, bright blue eyes welling up with tears as he mouths a ‘sorry.’
You felt the muscles of your chin tremble and your lashes brimmed heavy with tears. A lone tear traced down your cheek and before you knew it, more tears escaped your eyes as you let out a loud sob. Your chest sorely heaving.
You were in the wrong just as much as JJ was and you knew that you should have reached out to Cher before she left the Outer Banks for good, but before you could mend things back together, it was too late and she was already on that ferry.
It almost felt wrong to grieve over the situation because it was not you who have been hurt, it was Cher, but this ache in your heart was too damn excruciating.
How was it so easy and exciting to fall in love with somebody but then the next, it’s utterly unbearable? and all you wanted to do was spend your days and nights locked up in your room. Never wanting to be seen again.
That’s exactly what you did, actually. You spent every waking minute sealed away in the safe quarters, known as your bedroom. Only leaving the room to grab yourself a meal from the kitchen as your family gives you sympathetic looks, making you feel awful for acting so unapproachable lately.
They have heard the scandal that went down at the kegger a few nights ago because word spreads fast around Figure Eight (you wouldn't be surprised if it has made its way to the Cut also) and your parents are disappointed to say the least. They had raised you better than this, they thought you knew better than to involve yourself with a man who had a significant other.
It wasn’t like you could help who you fall in love with.
You didn’t mean to get involved with JJ and It certainly was not supposed to be an on-going thing between you and the pogue but it happened, and it was too late to turn back time to change all that.
The unexpected rushed knocks on your window nearly sent you into a hysteria, your heart pounding in your chest as you angled your body to face the felon trying to break into your house, but upon locking eyes with JJ who was soaking wet from head to toe and a tender smile plastered on his face despite seemingly in a somber mood, it made your nerves calm and your heart to go back to its normal pace.
You pushed yourself up on the bed and quickly made your way towards the window. Once unlocked, the blond slips in effortlessly and he turns his back for a second to lock the window before facing you again.
JJ shakes his head, sending water droplets to fly in every direction and you gently swat at his arm when a few landed near your eyes. He chuckles quietly and brings a hand up to wipe away the remaining droplets on your face.
“What are you doing here? It’s storming outside” You lean into his touch, and rumple up his soaked cut off tank top in your hands, hoisting it up so you can remove it from his frame. JJ complies and lifts his arms in the air, letting you undress him.
“Already? I just got here pretty girl” he smirks, grabbing you by the waist to pull you in closer. With a roll of your eyes you lightly push at his chest and toss the drenched top into a hamper.
“Why are you here J?” You asked the boy impatiently and JJ stays silent, his head hangs low and he avoids eye contact with you. After a long minute of silence and studying his appearance for any bruises, you took a sideways step to pull open a drawer full of your clothes and half of his that he accidentally left behind.
“Here, go change” you toss a pair of his old sweats and a band shirt his way and proceed to drag your feet towards your bed. Situated on it comfortably in a crisscross position.
As the hothead disappears, you couldn’t help but notice how calm and reserved JJ seemed to be.
It kind of irked you in a way. Almost like he’s trying to forget the recent event that occured at the kegger, as if forcing it out of his mind by running into your arms like he normally did when something minor inconveniences him. But this was no minor inconvenience, and you hoped to remind JJ of that.
“We need to talk..” His voice snaps you out of your thoughts. Brows sloped downwards in a serious expression and the usual flirtatious smile had drawn into a hard line across his face. JJ lazily lays himself on your bed, fingers running through his damp locks. You nodded slowly.
“Uh- yes, yes we do” you slowly lay your back on the bed, eyes trained on the ceiling whilst JJ’s gaze was solely on you, he pulls a strand of hair between his fingers and you curved your neck to look at him.
“I had a chat with um- Cher, before she left and..” he pauses for a second, “and she was surprisingly chill- like she didn’t care at all?” Your brows furrow at his words and your mouth opens to respond but he continues.
“She didn’t know we were sneaking around, but she told me that she started feeling something for someone else a few months ago. I forgot his name but anyways-“
“-Wait JJ, Cher said this?” You asked baffled, sitting up against your elbows to get a better view of JJ.
“Yeah and like- she apologised for reacting the way she did in front of everyone, even though i told her she had every right to react the way she did, but all she said was that she didn’t feel like she had the right after emotionally cheating on me months prior to the time we hooked up” JJ spoke so quickly that you almost missed half the words that passed his lips.
You were more confused than before and the blond sensed that by the expression you displayed. “Basically what i’m trying to say is, Cher has had feelings for someone else for a long ass while now.”
Your eyes widened and your mouth agape as you tried to examine JJ’s reaction to the matter, a tongue darting out to lick his lips before smiling widely, showing off his cute dimples.
You blink once, twice. Simply trying to comprehend why Cher reacted the way she did, and why JJ doesn’t seem slightly bothered by his ex girlfriend practically being in love with someone else while she was with him. Even way before you and JJ bumped into each other that first night.
“I know you’re confused by all this so let me explain” JJ swiftly moves to hover above you, hips between your legs and forcing you to lie on your back. “I know what we did was wrong and not in a million years would I have ever thought of cheating but..” he trails off, eyes darting to your lips before he brings it back up to yours.
“I- I’ve fancied you for as long as i can remember, and obviously I didn’t know you- but i thought you were cute! And that night, i was just so lost in the moment that i-“
You interrupted his rambling by grabbing the back of his head and attaching your lips with his. You pull apart and take shaky, shallow breaths, staring into each other’s eyes adoringly just like the first night you kissed.
Unable to contain yourselves anymore JJ holds your head in his hands and pulls you into a passionate kiss. Your hands work their way around his body, feeling each muscle tense with every touch. But before things could get any further, you place your hands on his chest, beckoning him to stop.
“JJ I like you too.. but-“
“Hey, no buts okay? Cher and i are okay now, and i like you-“
“Okay i get that, but we still shouldn’t have done what we did to Cher and i‘m scared you’d do the same to me” you sighed and turned your head to look off to the side. JJ places a finger on your chin to bring your attention back on him.
“I know babe and I’m sorry okay? I'm sorry to Cher and I’m sorry for bringing you into it, but i fucking promise i would never do that to you. It was just different with you, like i felt like i couldn’t be myself around Cher but with you.. I’m not ashamed of being whoever i wanna be.” JJ leans down, resting his forehead on yours.
“If you let me.. i would love to be yours. I’ll be a better man and I promise to take good care of you, always” He says in barely more than a whisper.
You stared deep into his ocean eyes and cupped his cheek that was slowly turning red. His warm breath ghosted across your face. JJ fluttered his eyes shut in anticipation and stifled a surprised gasp as your soft lips captured his.
The heat travels through his veins, warming him entirely just as you felt a rush of euphoric bliss envelop you, making your heart sing with pure joy. JJ drew away and you huff in annoyance, a small pout making its way onto your face.
“I’m gonna take that as a yes?”
“It’s a definite yes, you goof”
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Good Time pt. 3
Pairing- OT7 x Named Reader
Includes- Dom Yoongi, missionary, multiple orgasms, fluff
Part 1. Part 2. Part 4
J POV
"I do. I love it but you're just gonna stop again and I'm waiting for that."
"Not this time baby, I'm gonna let you cum."
"I don't believe you"
"I promise Jo."
I nod and just give in to the feelings
"Scream for me", he asks
He slams in and I can't help it, I scream. No words, just noise. I can't think to form words
"Yeah my baby girl, scream again"
I just can't handle it. I'm hot, I'm sweaty, and I just want to cum. I let out a long scream from his fucking amazing cock hitting the right places
"Cum, baby girl. I know you want to"
It's like my body is his because as soon as he tells me to, I cum so fucking hard. My body shakes so much I can't stop it, my mind turns off and stars burst in my vision as I just scream from the fucking intensity.
My back arches off the couch and I have to close my eyes because I can't keep them open. And at the same time, Yoongi is urging me on
"Yeah baby, I love you fucking shaking. You're screams are music to my ears."
It's the best fucking orgasm I ever had. Fucking incredible.
After it passes my body comes back down to the couch and I relax a little
"Oh no, Joanne, I'm not done with you yet", Yoongi informs me
What? I can't. That last one took too much out of me
"Yoongi, I can't..."
"Yeah you can. I know you can"
"Yoongi.."
"Shhh baby girl. Just feel and enjoy everything ok?"
I nod. I can't argue with him. I don't want to. He spreads my legs wider, holding them open wide. He just slams over and over, the pleasure building again.. Then he hits so deep and hits a spot that has me screaming
"There it is. I was looking for that", he smirks, "Are you ready to cum over and over again Jo? Cuz I'm gonna make you"
I nod. I'm not ready but I want it. He slams the spot over and over, waves of ecstacy crashing over me again and again.
"Come on baby, cum for me"
He hits me again in the spot. I lose control of my body and cum all over him again
"Good girl. Again", he shouts
He hits the spot
Another orgasm
"Who fucks you the best?", he demands
"You Yoongi", I cry as another orgasm over takes me
"Who makes you cum over and over?"
"You!", I shout and I cum again
I can't control myself. He's controlling my body. Everytime he slams the spot I orgasm automatically. I never felt this much ecstasy in my life
Even though I'm coming within seconds, it's feels so so incredible. And I want more. I don't want him to stop
"Who gave you the best orgasm of your life?", he yells
"You did Yoongi, fuck, you did!", I scream, coming again
"Fucking right. Who do you belong to? Your body, your pussy, you? Who?", he demands
"You Yoongi, You!", I cry as another orgasm takes my body
Fuck yes. I'll be his
Yoongi puts my legs around him and he leans over, picking me up and holding me up like Hobi did. Except Yoongi holds me closer to him
"Who does your body listen to baby?"
"You Yoongi!", I shout
"Good girl. Now cum on me again", he orders and again my body obeys him
"YOONGI!", I scream, shaking and holding his arms so tightly while I cum.
"Good baby girl. Your such a good girl for me.", he moans
"Yoongi!", I whimper
"What baby?"
"Don't stop, Don't fucking stop, please"
"You want more?"
I nod I lost count of how many times I came just with Yoongi. But I want more
"I'll give you anything you want, anytime", he says, giving me another orgasm
"This is fucking insane", one of the guys says
"How is she coming so much?"
"How has he not cum yet?"
"Fuck, just watch her begging him for more is hot."
"I think you've been replaced Namjoon."
"Shut up"
Yoongi kisses me as orgasm after orgasm roll over me
"You're fucking kisses are amazing Joanne. I never want to kiss anyone else."
God what he's saying is making me feel so good.
"My good girl", he murmurs, holding me close while still moving
After I cum again, he says, "Jo, can I cum now? I can't take it. The way you feel, the way you pull on me, I can't last anymore baby girl."
"Yes Yoongi, cum baby"
He nods, the rams in my spot once more causing one last orgasm before he screams and cums hard. He puts his face in my neck, screaming and crying out loud, while he cums, his orgasm lasting a lot longer than it normally should.
He pulls out when he's done, lays me back down then just lays on top of me, out of breath, his heart racing.
"You're heart's beating so fast", he breathes
"Yours too", I reply
I'm fucking exhausted. I lay back and close my eyes
"Jo...cccc...can I stay here until I can breathe normally again?"
"Yeah Yoongi, it's ok"
"Thanks"
I hear the guys moving around and talking but I'm so tired. I don't even realize when I fall asleep.
💜💜💜💜💜
My phone buzzes and I pick it up. It's a text. From Yoongi
"Hey Jo. Can you come to the dorm today to hang?"
"Yeah sure. What time?"
"Uh I'll text you. We're at practice now"
"Sure, lemme know"
He sends a thumbs up emoji
It's been a month since the BTS orgy I participated in. It was really fun
I ended up falling asleep on the couch. Yoongi did too, on top of me. None of the guys moved us, they just went back to their rooms. I woke up to Yoongi's mint green hair in my face.
He jumped a mile when I poked him and I laughed at him. I told him I needed to go home and asked if he could please get up. He blushed and moved off so I could get up. We both got dressed and he let me out
Ever since then everything has been normal between all of us. We all still hang out together. We just don't have sex and we don't talk about it. It doesn't bother me as long as I have them as my friends
Nothing ever happened between me and the member I'm in love with. We just had sex and that was it. He never said anything to me, just continued as we were. I'm disappointed but I can't make him love me. And I can't wait around for him. I have to get over it
That's why I agreed to go on a date with another idol.
Namjoon's friend Jackson from Got 7, asked if I'd possibly agree to go on a date with his group member, Jin- Young. I said yes and the next thing I know, Jin-Young calls me, asking me out. So I agree and we're going out on Friday
He's cute but I don't know him. I have to give him a chance though. I don't want to be alone all my life pining over someone who'll never love me.
💜💜💜💜💜
"Hi Jo", Jungkook says as he opens the door to the dorm
"What up Kookie?"
He laughs, "You're so weird"
"Ha! Looks whose talking. So what's up?"
"Uh nothing."
"Yoongi here? He asked me to come over", I ask
"Yeah he's in his room."
"Rude. I texted him that I'm here. You think he'd come and open the damn door."
"Are you surprised?", Jungkook asks with an "are-you-kidding-me" look.
"Not at all", I smile, "I'll see you later"
"See ya"
I walk to Yoongi's room. His door is open and he's at his desk writing some thing, his back to me. I see his phone is on his bed
I roll my eyes. He probably didn't even read the text I sneak up on him and he doesn't even hear me
I glance over his should real quick to see what he's writing. Looks like lyrics. About a girl
"Her eyes are beautiful dark pools I love to get lost in"
Damn. He has it bad
Anyway, I decide to scare him
"What you writing?", I whisper in his ear
He jumps and shouts, turning around, snapping his notebook closed. I'm laughing so hard, I can't breathe. He's glaring at me, breathing heavily
"That's not fucking funny Joanne."
"You're right", I gasp, "It's fucking hilarious"
He just keeps glaring and scowling at me until I've calmed down. I wipe my eyes carefully, trying not to fuck up my makeup anymore than I already did when tears came out.
"Are you done?"
I crack up again
"Joanne! Seriously?"
"Ok, ok, I'm done", I say holding back a smile
He huffs
"I'm good. I promise", I say, calmed for now
I flop on his bed and toss him his phone.
"I texted you when I was outside you ass. I had to keep ringing the bell until Jungkook opened it"
"Oh sorry. I was busy, I lost track of time"
"Uh-huh, writing love song lyrics?"
"You looked?", he scowls again
"Relax, I only saw one line about the girls eyes and getting lost or something like that."
"Don't read my lyrics."
"Fucking relax. I didn't mean to", I snap
"You know I hate when people read my shit before I finish it."
"Oh my god, I'm sorry ok? I won't read any of your shit ever again."
"You shouldn't have done it now!", he exclaims
Fuck this. I didn't come here to be yelled at
I get up, "Fuck off Yoongi. I'm leaving"
I walk past him and out into the hall
"No, Joanne wait! Don't go", he says following me
He grabs my arm, stopping me. I turn back to him, giving him a death stare.
"I'm sorry ok? I just got embarrassed that you read it ok? I don't write love songs, I usually leave that to Namjoon. I'm sorry. Don't leave."
I hesitate but he's apologizing
"Ok fine", I give in
Relief blooms in his face
"Uh can you come back to my room?"
"Yeah ok", I say and follow him
Once inside he closes the door. He goes and sits in the computer chair by the desk I go to sit in his bed facing him
"So what you wanna do?", I ask
"Uh I wanted to ask you something"
"You dragged me all the way here to ask me something?"
"You live ten minutes away!"
"Still", I say, "You could of just texted me."
He rolls his eyes
"I asked you to come hang out but I wanna ask you something first.", he clarifies
"Oh, ok"
I sit and wait. He looks down at the ground
"Yoongi? Hello?", I call, "What do you want to ask me?"
"Uh, yeah..", he trails off
I give him a 'well?' look
"Do you..uh....will you..."
"What? Just ask Yoongi, you can ask me anything"
We had crazy sex and he's been everywhere on my body. He can't ask a fucking question?
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
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(Having no self-control makes you a tough galoot, like me!)
To Taka, Mondo, and Gundham maybe?
ESS WHO JUST HAD THEIR FIRST FUCKING KISS!!!!!!.... and date (safely, with masks and properly sanitized) - BUT YOU TELL ME WHICH ONE'S MORE IMPORTANT- GOD FUCKING J E S U S I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I- FEELINGS- BAD WITH EM- WORDS TOO- Also found out I'm touched starved and touchy- I just- I like hugs- hug me- WOFJFNDJCKGHOBBNNENF-
I'm just... so happy- overwhelmed- very overwhelmed- after we dropped him off home, I legit shit bawled- All day was so awkward, I feel so STUUUUUUUPID- But hey.. we had fun, so that's cool, not gonna go into how I'm clingy and desperate for physical contact, and how I felt like I deserved none of it and felt weird that he didn't really initiate anything, like hand holding. I'm always the one to initiate (when we used to spend time together), It's just weird, I'm a chick, he's a dude, usually the dude is the one to take charge- I just feel stupid and like I'm forcing things when I go to do something, I don't wanna make him uncomfortable- SORRY I'M RAMBLING, ANSJOCOV- anyway, Today was great, aside from the.. mm- But we had a lot of fun- and firsy kith- Can I just have a hug? Thank you :)
Sure, you can have a hug, kiddo! I’m super fuckin’ proud of you, and you shouldn’t worry about being clingy or shit, ‘cause if it really bothered him he would let ya know! I ain’t too sure about the awkwardness side, I guess ya just gotta wait it out? It can get a bit awkward sometimes but ya usually get over it after a while. But, hell yeah, Anon! You got your first kiss! And, it’s good ya used masks and other shit, ‘cause as much as first kisses are great n’ all, it’s not worth risking your health for.
Well done on getting ya first kiss! Keep goin’ kid, you’ll be fine!
Hm. A first kiss you say? Truly, a magical moment for young mortals. I must say, I am proud that you were safe while doing it, and that you enjoyed it.
I do not need physical affection myself; in fact it disgusts me, but there isn’t anything wrong with being clingy of affectionate, as long as you aren’t overbearing and smothering them.
Allow me and my Dark Devas to congratulate you with a hug. I wish you and your new relationship to be long lasting and happy.
~
You may indeed have a hug anon, I am glad to hear that you are happy that this monumental moment happened for you. Being clingy is not a bad thing, I promise, as long as you do not overdue it!
Some people don’t like having clingy significant others but if that were the case for you, he would have said something to you. Or shown a sign that he was uncomfortable at the very least.
Thank you for following safety protocols, it’s an intense time currently and we all need to be as safe as possible!
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MVP | Jeon Jungkook AU | 2
Pairing: [soccer player] Jungkook x reader.
Warnings: smut smut smut / choking / degrading / oral sex / blowjob / fingering / rough kook enters the chat / cheating.
[A/N: I do NOT encourage cheating! Thank you and Goodnight.]
Part 1 here
Masterlist
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As I wrap my arms around him and he picks me up I lose myself in his embrace.
His kisses were hungry and needy I couldn't help but smile and pull away from him
"Eager are we?.."
He just smiles and rolls his eyes pulling me in for more, I move my hips against his bulge as he moans in the kiss
"You drive me mad.." He whispers as he pulls off my shirt and counties to kiss me
I moan when he sucks and lick on my neck, leaving Mark's and bruises where his lips were.
"You have to keep those pretty sounds in for later tonight..." He warns and I smirk and let out more just to tease him that's when he demands that I lay on the bench and I do as I'm told then he unzips my shorts
I quickly hold his wrist to stop him
"J-Jungook we don't have time for-" That's when his fingers slide in shutting me up
"Shut it princess" he groans when my heat meets his fingers "let me see how well you take in my fingers hmm?" He purrs making me whine and squirm beneath his hand, his middle finger hits my spot harshly and my hips shot upwards at the suddenness of it, I hear him chuckling "you're so fucking pretty like this" he tells me attacking my lips with his hungry kisses.
Biting my bottom lip "so fuckin sweet" I hear him saying "I want you so bad" he murmurs between pecks then he sucks on my bottom lip that's going to leave a bruise for sure.
I wanted him to devour me I wanted him all the time and any chance I get I took it, at first we promised it would be a one time thing his girlfriend went to visit her parents at the other side of the country, she left for the whole month, that night he was like a wolf in heat our friendly movie night turned into having sex on every surface. we both were out of our minds, pleasure and lust were the only things that filled our heads , every time we'd climax either he pulls me in for one more round or I do.
We couldn't get enough of each other and it felt so right then and there it felt so so right, next morning I saw him and his face was scrunched up, I couldn't tell if he hated the scene or himself or..me, I got up and tried to talk it out and blame it on the alcohol the problem is we barely had any of that bottle and deep inside of me I wanted this, I wanted him.
He was so angry I never saw this side of him, his eyes were filled with hatred and disgust I felt my heart melt the more he glared I tried to hold him in my arms but that's when he pushed me away knocking me to the ground my arm hit the bedside table and i heard a crack, he heard it too, then he ran away, I cried but I didn't know if it was because of his outburst or because of how much my arm hurts.
Until One of his friends who was also a good friend of mine threw a party and that night when we saw each other I shot him a glare and walked away instantly only for him to pull me aside later in the night to apologize for what he had done he grazed my broken arm carefully and then he kissed me until we ended up under the sheets again "let me show you how sorry I am...please baby"
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"Open your pretty mouth for me babygirl" he whispered I sat up on the bench my legs were dangling from each side and my hands were in between my parted thighs I looked up at him and he slowly moved his fingers closer to my mouth I took his fingers in sucking them clean of my juices, my eyes were looking at his as I moaned around his fingers, he groaned loudly pulling them out harshly.
I felt his grip on my neck he pulled me up as I choked "I want nothing more than my cock in your mouth slut" his grip on my neck loosened and I dropped on the ground he tugged at my hair and my face was met with his leaking tip "go on.. take it" his fingers running through my hair encouraging me "I want to see you choke around it hmm?" He tapped his pre leaking tip on the corner of my mouth, signaling for me to open up, I leaned in and wrapped my lips around him slowly moving my head.
he threw his head back letting out a grunt, biting his lip "good girl" I heard him groggily let out "use your hands baby ple-a-ase -u-use your hands t-too" he looked at me sweat dripping from his hair "ahh such a good slut"
My hands were so small when i wrapped them around his length, only then I realized how big he actually was not that I didn't suck him off before but all those other times I sucked him off after he fucked my brains out which makes this time the only time I sucked him off when my mind was fully aware and functioning.
I felt him twitch inside, his pre cum tasted so sower but for him I swolled it, "f-fuck princess I'm a-almost t-there" he stutters tugging on my hair and pushing my head back and forth I was gagging around him I tried to speak but it came out so muffled I wanted him to slow down I didn't know if I could take it, his moans filled the room and his cum was pouring from my mouth, my lips made a pop sound when he pulled out I swallowed his cum even though my throat burned.
He picked me up only by my arms I was trembling he cupped my cheek in his hand tracing it then he lifted my chin up so our eyes could meet I stare at him hazily he smiled and kissed me our tounges danced together, our hearts were beating uncontrollably "you did so good baby"
When he held me like that I didn't want him to let me go...
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I put my shorts back on looking around for my shirt then jungkook handed it to me but it was wet, I sighed.
"Why did you have to throw it in the puddle?" He shrugs as he slide his boxers on.
"Well I can't walk home in my bra" I say annoyed
He snorts and looks at me
"I think you look better like this.." he winked
I glare him "jungkook this isn't funny"
He rolls his eyes at me, I turned my back to him and sighed in frustration trying to squeeze the water out of my shirt but it's no use..
I could hear his locker door open then slam shut then I felt him walk towards me so I turned around to look at him then I see one of his jerseys in his hands then he hands it to me.
"Wear this...it'll be big but I don't want anyone to look at you-" he coughs "I mean- um-" I blush as he stutters on his words "or for you to wear a wet shirt" he finally said.
"I- t-thank you" I take it from him and pull it over my head and surely it reaches my thighs I hear him giggle and I roll my eyes
"Okay well I'm gonna go now..." I tell him as I brush my hair behind and toss my bag around my shoulder.
"Oh okay see you around?" He asks looking at me with a longing gaze, or so it felt like that.
Did he feel the same way as I do? No _____ it can't be he'll never fall for a girl like you! For God's sake he belonged to someone else! I felt something pouring on me that burned like acid and felt like fire, was it my conscience finally kicking in? Or was it the burning desire of having something that will never be yours but you crave it like no other thing?
I look back at him and smirk
"I'm always around.." I wink and walk out of the bathroom.
Two can play at this game Jungkook...
Knowing his girlfriend is my roommate makes me walk slower because I just don't want to look at her, how could she leave such a blessing to do homework?!
He should've been mine..
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I close the door after I'm inside and turn to face her, I curse under my breath, she was looking at me, she was seated comfortably on the couch "oh hiya _____!"
"Hello" I replied back my throat was aching from earlier and my voice was shaky and rough, my clit was throbbing again after he choked me but I tried not to think about it much. Not when the girl who had his heart was infront of me...
I walked to my room, praying that she doesn't integrate me then her question stops me
"why are you wearing Jungkook's Jersey?"
Red hue covered my face I couldn't turn to look at her I couldn't come up with an answer either...
How am I gonna get out of this?!
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Mixtake (+18)
It all started when you wanted to show the guys the amazing Juicy J's new mixtape. So, you connected your phone with Mikey's Bluetooth box. It was all fun, you and the guys enjoyed it a lot. It was when they all shruggered that they were starting to get hungry. You gladly offered to cook dinner for them. You headed to the kitchen and prepared the ingridients, you put your headphones on and hit some music while you cooked. But, you forgot to disconnect your phone's playlist from Mikey's Bluetooth box. And, what you did not know was that they still could hear what you were listening to.
You realy pick an awfull hour to hit Or Nah
It started calmly, they even liked it. Until the first verse staterd playing.
*Do you like the way I flick my tongue or nah?
You can ride my face until you're drippin' cum*
They all instantly looked at Mikey, thinking he was the one playing that tune. However, he looked as counfused as them. If it wasn't Mikey, who would play such a music??
*Can you lick the tip then throat the dick or nah?
Can you let me stretch that pussy out or nah?
I'm not the type to call you back tomorrow
But the way you wrappin 'round me is a prob
Ain't nobody tryna save ya
Baby, get that paper
Probably got a lot of other bitches owe you favors
Pussy so good, I had to save that shit for later
Took her to the kitchen, fucked her right there on the table
She repping XO to the death, I'm tryna make these bitches sweat
I'm tryna keep that pussy wet, I'm tryna fuck her and her friends*
Leo stood still. In total shock with that lewd and vulgar lyrics. Raph did not mind that, he have heard worse ones, but he wanted to know who played this on. Donnie could barely breath, the poor thing blushing like hell. Mikey was giggleling, even though he have swore that he didn't play that.
*You gonna run it for these hunnids girl or nah?
Show me is you really 'bout your money girl or nah?
Don't play with a boss, girl take it off
Take it for a real one
You gonna get it all*
The only one who did not noitice the tune playing was you. And you where using headphones and swinging a little at the rythim of something. Could it be you??
*Is you really 'bout your money or nah?
Can you really take dick or nah?
Can I bring another bitch or nah?
Is you with the shits or nah?
Or nah, or nah
Or nah, or nah
Can you really take dick or nah?
Can I bring another bitch or nah?
Is you with the shits or nah?
Or nah, or nah
It could only be you! And they were all in shock! How can a shy and appearly decent girl like you listen to music like this?! Leo would never imagine this from you, but he secretly liked this side of you. Raph was smirking at you, his eyes glued at your hips moving slythly at the song. He wanted to do to you everything the lyrics was saying.
Donnie was totaly amazed. So, he wasn't the only one who hid a wild side within. Mikey was holding his laugh so hard. He only listens to this kind of music for fun, but he had no idea that you might do the same.
*Is you really 'bout your money or nah?
Can you really take dick or nah?
Can I bring another bitch or nah?
Is you with the shits or nah?
Or nah, or nah
Or nah, or nah
Can you really take dick or nah?
Can I bring another bitch or nah?
Is you with the shits or nah?
Or nah, or nah
That's when they decided to warn you about the leak on your phone. Leo tapped on your shoulder and you turned back to face him. He made a gest for you to take off headphones, as you did so, you noitice the same song you were listening to playing out loud on the outside. You immediately blushed and started trembling in shame. How could you be so stupid and fortget to disconect your phone from the Bluetooth box?! You did not lose time and ran to the bathroom to hide. Your boyfriend went right after you, but not in time to stop you from slaming the door.
Leo💙:
"Y/N! Dove, open the door."
"Leave me alone, Leo!"
"Come on, it's not that bad! You just forgot your thing on. Come here and let's talk about it."
"So you'll make fun of me?!"
"No! I would never make fun of you for anything. I promise."
You opened the door and left. Your face wet with tears. He placed his hand on your cheek and lift it up to him. He gave you a smile.
"You know, i'm quite surprised that you listen to those musics."
"It was my secret. I would die if someone else find that out."
"You don't have to, darling. I think that's lovely and sexy." He grabbed you by the waist, giving you a lustful look. "You sure have a good taste. May i have a little?"
Raph❤️:
"Hey! Goergeous! Y/N! Don't hide from me, babe. Open up."
"Go away, Raph! I wanna be alone!"
"Nobody wants ta be alone, princess. Come here, yes??"
"Fine." You said opening the door and facing the red masked turtle. "What do you want??"
"Well, let's start from why did ya not tell me that you liked to listen to that kind of music?"
"Because i was embarassed! I thought you would think that i am a perv."
"Oh, babe, no one is more pervert than muah!" He said grabbing your ass and squeezing it. "If ya don't believe me, i can prove it."
Donnie💜:
"Sweetheart, it's not a big deal! You don't have to hide from me!"
"Stop it, Don! I need to be with myself for a while."
"There's no need to be ashamed of your musical taste, love. That's what makes us unique beings. Would you come out now?"
"Are you serious??"
"Sure i am! If we are talking secrets here, i have something for you" He made a sigh for her to approach from him "I have my own porn stash in my secret pen drive." He whispered in her ear.
"Oh God, Donnie! Are you serious?!"
"Damn seriuos, honey! He leaned to you and lowered his glasses as he looked at you. "You know, Y/N? Would you like to make our own porn video with me??"
Mikey🧡:
"Hey, angelcakes! Why are you hidding for?! That's so friking cool!"
"Cool?! What's so cool in that?!"
"I've never heard about a girl who liked sex musics before. You might be the only one and i love that."
"Realy?"
"Yeah! I can show my own playlist if want to. We could play it on while we go down on each other, would you like that??"
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4. Is this a date or what?
Solana
This morning I woke up around nine o'clock and stayed in bed for a while. Oscar wasn't coming until 12:30 and currently it's only 10.
I got out bed with a heavy sigh, and walked to my closet looking for an outfit. I wanted to look good but not like I'm trying too hard. However, I don't want to look like I didn't try. I decided on a cropped thin strapped tank top with ripped jeans and a light flannel shirt. I looked in the mirror and paused thinking about the weather. I checked my phone and it said 85 degrees. I went to change my outfit, but took a picture first. I ended up trying on three different outfits, took pictures of them, and then sent them to the group chat before hopping in the shower.
Real Hot Girl Shit 🤪
Hot Girl Lana
Which one 😭
Read 10:15
Hot Girl Brae
The first one is really cute but so is the third one 😗
Sent 10:18
Hot Girl Ziy
Where are you going 🤔
Sent 10:20
Hot Girl Lana
Out with Oscar 😬
Read 10:50
Hot Girl Brae
Hot Girl Ziy
Hot Girl Brae
Hot Girl Lana
Ok it is not that serious 🙄
Read 10:58
Hot Girl Ziy
Actually it is
Read 11:05
Go with fit 3 bitch
Read 11:05
Hot Girl Lana
Thanks 😊
Read 11:08
I promise to tell y'all everything later
Read 11:10
After punching the air a few times I got dressed and put some mousse on my braids to lay down any flyaways. I didn't do any special makeup just my eyebrows, some lashes and some lip gloss. I walked out of my room to see Jamal sitting at the table eating cereal.
"Where are you going? Did you put sunscreen on because last time you didn't you got burned and then you cried and had me rub aloe all over you and I don't want to do that again." He got up to put his bowl in the sick and crossed his arms across his chest.
"Yes Jamal, damn." I walked around him to the fridge to grab a water.
"Where are you going?" He continued watching me from the counter.
"Out." I sat on the couch and turned the tv on. Reruns of love and hip hop were on so I decided to just watched that until it was time to go.
"Where?" I sighed and threw my head back on the couch.
"What is this? And interrogation?" I tossed the remote on the coffee table in front of me. "You're not my dad! You always tryna hear something."
Jamal gave me a straight face and I couldn't help but bust out laughing. He did this to himself asking all these damn questions.
"Chill out J." I giggled to myself. "I'm a big girl, I can handle myself."
He rolled his eyes and walked down the hall to his room. I stayed on the couch watching tv for the next hour. I was hungry but decided not eat because I'm pretty sure I'll eat with Oscar.
~
12:30 came and went, Oscar still wasn't here. I waited until 1 o'clock to text him, it's only been thirty minutes but Oscar is very punctual it's sickening. I checked my phone again and seen that my message was left on read.
I twisted my face up and locked my phone. I sunk into the couch thinking that maybe he's busy right now and him leaving me on read is his way of telling me he's still coming.
Unfortunately that wasn't the case, I've sat here for another two hours. I laid down on the couch still watching tv, upset. I heard Jamal come out of his room and into the living room.
"I thought you were going out." He came and sat on my back.
"Yeah me too." I groaned out from under him. "Do you wanna go out? Like to eat or something?"
"Really?" His whole face lit up at my question.
"Yeah," I giggled at him, "why wouldn't I be serious?"
He shrugged his shoulders and got up to put his shoes on. I squint my eyes not believing him then got up myself to put my sandals on.
Before leaving I made Jamal take a picture with me for Snapchat. I captioned it with a red heart and posted it. I grabbed my keys from the key hook and left with Jamal behind me. I waited in the car while he locked the front door and pulled out when he got in the passenger seat.
"Where to brother?" I glanced at him but still kept my eyes on the road. Safety first.
"Let's go to the state fair." I stopped at a red light and looked at him surprised.
"Are you sure because last time you told mom and dad you were going to sue them for child endangerment." I laughed and pulled off to get on the freeway.
"I'm a new man now. I'm stronger," he flexed his arms to show his nonexistent muscles, "I'm taller."
"Right." I nodded at him slowly. "We'll see how much of a 'new man' you are when it's time to get on rides."
For the rest of the drive we sung most of the songs that came on Spotify together. Moments like these are my favorite because as we get older we started to drift apart doing our own thing.
About 45 minutes later we parked and hopped out to get to the ticket booth. It was almost 4 o'clock and the park didn't close until 8 so we had some time. For Christmas last year we were gifted membership passes so we didn't have to pay as much and I'm so thankful for our rich family members.
Looking around the park we tried to decide what we wanted to do first. I haven't eaten yet and I was super hungry, like hungry hungry. I looked around for the food truck that I wanted. They served these really, really good buffalo chicken calzones and then I would just get a bucket of fries from another truck and fried Oreos from another. Be honest, who comes to fairs to ride rides because I don't, I come to eat.
Jamal and I sat at one of the free tables and he watched me eat with a disgusted face.
"You know none of that is good for you and with the pace you're eating at, you're bound to choke." He stopped talking abruptly. "I'm not CPR certified." He whispered to himself.
I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh come on J, chill out. It's like I have to constantly tell you this. Enjoy and indulge in this while you can because once we go back to school it's back to eating prison food."
"I'm pretty sure school food is better than prison food." I huffed and stopped eating.
"That's not the point." I wiped my mouth with the napkins I grabbed. "My point is, enjoy yourself. You're too uptight to be only 14, that's not good. It gives you grey hair early."
"Fine." He sighed and went to reach for my food but I moved it out of his reach.
"What are you doing? All of these vendors and food trucks, and you want my food?" I looked at him like he had two heads. "Go get your own, loser."
~
We've been at the fair for almost four hours and we've ate and played more games than we can count. So far we've won a huge unicorn, big enough for me to sit on, a huge pillow pet and just a bunch of small and medium sized stuffed animals. Since we weren't ready to go yet, I put all of the prizes in a storage locker until we left.
"You ready to go yet?" I looked at Jamal and he looked like he was ready to pass out, truth be told me too. We've been walking around for hours, bumping into people and vice versa, quite frankly I'm tired of it.
"Yeah, you?" He looked back at me and I nodded back at him.
"Let's get a funnel cake before we go?" We both stood up and walked to find the booth that sold funnel cakes. Eventually we found it and stood in line waiting for the few people in front of us.
From the corner of my eye I could see Jamal fidgeting like he wanted to say something. I could feel him glancing at me but not saying anything so I thought I should say something first.
"What is it J?" I turned to him a little, it was enough to let him know he had my full attention.
"What — I don't — what?" He stuttered out.
I pursed my lips and rocked on the heels of my feet waiting for him to tell me. "I don't believe you. So just tell me or rather, I don't know, ask me like a normal person."
He took a minute and finally asked me. "Who were you going out with today?"
I stared at him in disbelief, "that's what you wanted to ask me?" I snorted out a laugh. "I thought you were gonna ask for money 'cause you're in trouble or something. Jeez, J."
He huffed and moved up ordering the funnel cakes for us. I had a feeling he already knew the answer so I didn't bother answering it.
"Are you gonna answer me?" He handed me my cake and we started walking to the front of the fair to grab our things and leave.
"No." I led some guys willing to carry all of the prizes to my car. "I'm pretty sure you already know the answer so...you tell me." I put one hand on my hip while the other held the rest of my cake.
Once the guys were done I tipped them and got in the car. We had a long drive back home because of traffic and it's dark out and people don't know how to fucking drive.
"How did that even happen? Why him of all people?"
To be honest I don't even know myself. Yeah I had a crush on him and yeah he's attractive, very attractive whew. But, the lifestyle he lives is very dangerous, he's older than me, which isn't really a problem I'm eighteen, and he's not really someone my dad would want me to bring home.
"I don't know." I pulled onto the freeway. "It's a long story I guess."
"We got time."
~
We finally arrived home after I spilled my guts about my feelings for Oscar. Surprisingly Jamal didn't say anything about how I felt, because we all know he always has something smart to say.
"I know you're older and you're supposed to look out for me but, you're my only sibling," he took my hand in his, "and I just want you to be safe."
I nodded and squeezed his hand. "Of course. Always."
He nodded back at me and got out the car making his way into the house. My parents were home, I could see their bedroom light on.
I sat in the car for a little while longer not ready to get out yet. My phone went off in the cup holder telling me I had a text message. I looked at it and seen a picture from Braelyn. In the picture it was Oscar, who looked way too high to function, and a girl sitting on his lap. The picture was screenshot from Instagram and it was captioned "Mine 🤪".
I couldn't help but laugh, out of both humor and stupidity. I text back the group chat, "Lmfaooooooo. Bet.", and got out of the car and went inside. I'd get the stuffed animals tomorrow or something, right now I just want to go lay down.
"Hey babygirl." My dad hugged me as I walked in the house. "Jamal told me y'all went to fair. That was nice of you."
"Yeah I thought we should hang before school starts." I kicked my sandals off at the door and grabbed a water from the kitchen. "I'm gonna go to bed, I'm tired.
"Ok, I love you." I repeated it back and went to my room. Today has been a long day.
~
I changed my clothes and then got in bed. I put on Netflix for background noise and check my socials. There wasn't anything special but I watched Jamal's snap and noticed he posted a few pictures of us from the fair.
One picture stood out the most though. It was a picture of me playing the basketball game, I was mid shot with a big smile on my face. It was about 6:30 when it was taken because the sky was a pink-ish orange color and I looked like I was literally glowing. I screenshot it and posted it to my story and locked my phone.
I got another text and seen it was from Oscar. I rolled my eyes and opened it to leave him on read and went back to watching tv. I didn't have time for the tomfoolery, if he didn't want to hang today that's all he had to say instead he stood me up.
"Can I watch tv with you?" I looked up and seen Jamal standing at the door with a disgusted look on his face. "Mom and Dad are...busy and your room is the farthest."
I chuckled and made a space for him on the bed. He climbed in and we watched tv for the next 2 ½ hours. When Jamal got up to leave to his room I laid my head on his shoulder.
"You're my favorite brother."
"I'm you're only brother, Solana."
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My Forever
Author’s Note: Written for @spnkinkbingo, filling my Roommates square... also written for @dean-winchesters-bacon because I was attacked by Jensen pics and gifs until I agreed to write some smut of this gorgeous man. (thank you, I love you, you’re awesome, but now I have to focus on that Sam smut lol)
Summary: Y/n is staying with Jensen while she works on the show. An unmated omega and an unmated alpha staying in the same apartment is asking for trouble, even if y/n is on suppressants that completely hide her true nature.
Pairing(s): Alpha!Jensen X Omega!Reader
Word Count: 2742
Warnings: A/B/O dynamics, 18+ HERE BE SEX DON’T READ IF YOU’RE A YOUNG’UN!!! unprotected sex, knotting sex,truemates
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It wasn't ideal. You knew that an unmated omega living with an unmated alpha was asking for trouble, but you also knew that you couldn't stay in the fleabag motel the studio put you up in and you certainly couldn't afford your own apartment. Jensen was nice enough to offer you his pull-out couch and you were not going to turn that down. You were on suppressants, anyway, and used special body wash to hide your scent. For all intents and purposes, you were a beta, and that's how it was going to stay. Besides, you were only going to be Jensen's roommate for a month while you worked as this half-season's villain, then you would go back home and never see him again, probably. It wasn't a big deal.
Except, of course, that Jensen Ackles was the sexiest man you'd ever laid eyes on, alpha or otherwise, and his scent was intoxicating and absolutely blanketed the apartment. There wasn't a single place to get relief aside from the little balcony outside of the kitchen. So, of course, that's where you spent most of your time, even though November in Vancouver was cold as fuck. He often came home from shooting to find you wrapped in blankets and hoodies, just looking at your phone and breathing in the crisp air.
“You really like that balcony, don't’cha?” he asked at the beginning of the second week of you staying with him, as you entered the kitchen from the balcony to go pull out the sofa-bed.
You shrugged. “Don't get views like that in Louisiana… and the air tastes better up here. New Orl’ins smells like swamp gas and urine. Smells like worse come Mardi Gras or Pride.”
Jensen scoffed. “Imagine how bad it'd be if you weren't beta. I've been to Mardi Gras. Smell almost killed me.”
You gave a tight smile. You couldn't tell him about the nose plugs you generally stuck in your nose during festival weeks and parades back home. Something you wished you could get away with now, but couldn't do without giving away your presentation. Breathing surreptitiously through your mouth would have to work, instead. “Yeah. Lucky me.”
“Hey, you get the changes to Monday's schedule?” he asked, not looking up from the pot of coffee he was making.
You nodded. “Yeah, I'm shooting with Second Unit and I'm doing the scenes with Jared. All the stuff with you got pulled.”
“Yeah, uh… I'm… huh.” He looked a bit uncomfortable as he looked up and bit his lip. “I'm in pre-rut. It's early, for some reason. Haven't been off-cycle since I was still on Days, but something…” He shook his head. “Anyway, I'm going to lock myself in my room for a few days. No work for me.” He said it with a smile, but it was forced.
“You want me to get out of here? I mean, I can't imagine you want some coworker you barely know to… to be witness to… you know, to that.” You felt a bit uncomfortable, yourself, at the thought of being around an alpha in rut, and a bit guilty that your presence might have triggered an early rut in him.
“Nah, it'll be okay. Like I said, I'm just gonna hole up in my room with some water and a box of protein bars and I'll hit the gym while you're at work to get the aggression out. I'm sure it'll be… I'm sure it's fine.”
You nodded. “Okay. Well, uh, I'm going to get some sleep. Let me know if you need anything, Ackles. I owe you, so… if you need anything.”
He licked his lips and nodded. “Yeah, thanks.”
You had a nervous pit in your stomach as you laid yourself down on your side and listened to Jensen preparing his room. You knew you should leave. Things were going to be difficult if you stayed. But you couldn't afford to leave. Not only could you literally not afford it, but it would out you as an omega.
You would just have to deal with it.
~~~~~~~~~
“The dude's been every second week of June and December for as long as I've known him. I don't know what could have fuckin’ set him off a month early, but it fucked up our schedule,” Jared complained the next morning.
“I don't see why it's such a big deal, Jared. They just moved all of the stuff from next week to this week and this week to next week. No biggie.”
“It's a big deal because what if he's sick?” You turned to him with a raised eyebrow. “He's thirty-six and he's never had an omega. He's gonna get sick and he's gonna go crazy if he doesn't settle down. That's just basic fuckin’ anatomy. We figured he had more time but what if this cycle shift is the start of ferality?”
You bit the inside of your lip. No, Jensen wasn't going feral. His body was just reacting to being in close quarters with an omega trying to hide her genetics. “I'm sure he's fine… but, you know, why hasn't he got an omega? An alpha that looks like that, that's as nice and successful as Jensen…” You looked away from Jared, hoping he wouldn't notice the way your cheeks were heating up. “I mean, I know Vancouver doesn't have a lot of omegas, but isn't Austin, like, a haven for them? Because of all the pro-omega laws the mayor put in place back in oh-eight?”
Jared laughed. “He's waiting for his truemate. I've tried to tell him that's not likely to happen, but he thinks, since I met mine, he's gonna meet his.”
You smiled, tightly, heart aching a bit at the thought of truemates. Not that you were ever going to find yours while on suppressants, but that was every young omega's dream, finding that perfect mate. “Well, I'm sure he'll find her, eventually… definitely before he goes feral. Dude's a rock. Let's go get some work done, huh?” You didn't give him time to respond before walking away.
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Walking into Jensen's apartment was like walking into a solid wall of pheromones. The scent that had been driving you crazy for a week and a half was so strong that it stalled out your brain. You couldn't move for a few long moments, your body refusing to listen to your mind telling it to move out of the doorway. When you realized you were literally drooling at the scent of him, you told yourself to leave. If he noticed the way his scent was affecting you, he'd know you were an omega. Your body was tingling at the pheromones, the promise of an alpha in rut just beyond his bedroom door and after you took that first deep breath, you couldn't make yourself breathe through your mouth again.
You held back the moan that wanted to escape you, but you couldn’t keep your feet from carrying you down the hallway to Jensen’s bedroom door or the deep breaths you were pulling into your lungs. Deep moans from the other side of the wood forced your eyes closed. You could imagine him on his bed, big hand wrapped around his huge alpha cock, fucking himself in a fit of sexual aggression.
“Y/n.” The strangled groan sent a shockwave straight to your core, slick starting to leak out of your entrance. “I can smell you, Omega.” You grimaced. He knew. “Go away. We’ll talk about it after.”
You tried to move, to turn around and walk away, to go sleep in your rental car or something, but your feet just carried you closer to the door. “I… I can’t,” you whispered. He growled and your knees went weak. You grabbed onto the doorframe, resting your forehead against the door. “Jensen, I’ve been trying to walk away since I unlocked the front door. I can’t.”
The door yanked open and you looked up at him, eyes heavy-lidded. “You said you were beta. You fuckin’ lied. You-”
“I couldn’t- People don’t treat- I wouldn’t have the-” you babbled, your eyes traveling down his body to the place where his hand was wrapped around his cock.
“You know how crazy I’ve been? I knew you were the reason I went into fuckin’ rut and I thought I’d lost my mind because you were fuckin’ beta, but you aren’t.”
“I’m sorry.” Your mouth watered as you watched him move his hand down to the base where his knot was begging to pop.
“Get on the bed,” he demanded, pointing at the mattress.
Your eyes jumped to his. “What?”
“Don’t you get it? You’re mine, y/n. My omega. S’why you can’t leave, why I went into rut a month out of cycle, and if you don’t get on that bed and fuckin’ present for me, we’re both gonna have a fuckin’ problem… because you…” His hand shot out and cupped your cheek, sending an electric shock through your body. “...are about to go into heat.”
You whined as your knees went weak again. He was right. His rut was sending you into heat. The cramps were already starting, your breathing heavy, your mind clouding with lust. You closed your eyes and leaned into his touch. “J-jensen, you don’t… you don’t want-”
“Not about ‘want’, ‘mega. ‘Need’. Need you. Need my omega. Open your eyes.” You did as you were told without even thinking about it, looking up into his eyes. “I’ve thought you were gorgeous since you walked on set. It’s why I offered my couch up when you were complaining about the motel. Wanted to get to know you better. I’ve been drawn to you… ‘cause you’re mine. I don’t wanna force you into something you don’t-”
“Of course I do, but… if I… if everyone knows what I am, then-”
“I’ll protect you, y/n. No one’s gonna mess with my omega.”
The doubt in your heart was dissipating as the fever started to burn your body up. “You r-really think I’m your-”
“Yes. Mine. Now, take your clothes off and get on the bed.” He stepped backward, pointing at the bed again. Your shirt was over your head before you could blink, your sneakers kicked into the corner soon after. He growled as your jeans fell to your ankles. “Now.”
You scrambled to get your bra off as Jensen leaned forward to grab the waistband of your panties and ripped them down your legs. You were on the bed with your ass in the air within seconds. He leaned down behind you, inhaling deeply. “That scent. How have you been hiding that delicious fucking smell?”
“Korean body wash.”
His tongue slid between your lips, lapping at the slick there and making you cry out. “Not anymore.” He ran his hand across your back and buried it in your hair. “No hiding. I wanna smell you.” His hand pushed your head into the blanket as he lined his cock up against your entrance. “Can’t take it slow this time. Need you.”
“Take me, Alpha.”
He growled again and you whimpered into the mattress as he slid the head of his cock into you. “Gonna take you hard. Make you cum all over my knot.”
“Fuck.”
“Yes.” A single thrust had him completely sheathed inside you. “Damn it, y/n. You feel so fuckin’ good.”
“Jay, please. Please, Alpha.”
He yanked your head backward and pulled you up so that your back was pressed against his chest, twisting your head so that he could slit his full lips against yours, making you moan as he claimed your mouth with his tongue. You could feel him pulsing inside of you as his tongue swept across yours. “Mine,” he growled, rubbing his stubbled cheek against your neck as he gave his hips an experimental roll.
“Yours,” you said, gasping.
His hand wrapped around your throat, lightly, holding you up as he started to snap his hips into you in a cadence faster than you’d ever seen outside of porn. He growled as he sucked a mark into the back of your neck. It wasn’t a claiming bite but it felt like one to you.
Part of you, the part that was still clinging to the independence you’d enjoyed as a beta, told you that you were going to hate being someone’s. Everything you’d worked for was going to be negated. Your home in New Orleans? Gone. You were gonna have to follow Jensen. Your career? Gone. No one was gonna hire you once they knew you were an omega.
Another part of you, the part you’d been denying since your presentation, couldn’t wait for his knot to be locked inside of you. Couldn’t wait for his cum to be warming your insides. Couldn’t wait for your belly to be round with his pups, his mark on your neck.
“My ‘mega. So wet for me. So soft.”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Jensen, please, god, please, knot me.”
“Gonna give you my knot, y/n. So close,” he grunted in your ear as his knot started to inflate, catching on your entrance with each quick thrust.
“So close, Alpha. So close. Need it. Please,” you whined.
He dragged his hand down your body, thick fingers drawing circles around your clit and making you literally scream his name as your clenched around his cock, cumming hard as he shoved his knot into you with one last hard thrust and both of you fell forward onto the bed. He continued to play with your clit as his cock twitched inside of you, letting off spurts of alpha cum into your waiting womb.
His body was heavy on top of yours, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Instead of stifling you, the weight was reassuring. Everything seemed right, enveloped by his warmth and scent, his knot locked inside you.
He kissed along your shoulder before rolling you onto your side. “Gonna have to call Bob, tell him that you’re not gonna be able to work this week, either,” he whispered, running his nose along your neck.
You groaned. “They’re gonna fire me.”
“No. No, they’re not,” he reassured you. “There are anti-discrimination laws, y/n.”
“They’ll find a way. It happens all the time.”
He wrapped his arms around you and held you close. “They’re not going to fire my omega, y/n. They wouldn’t want to piss me off. They didn’t fire Genevieve.”
“They wrote her character out.”
“They were never going to keep Ruby. She didn’t get written out because Gen is an omega. She was honest from the start… unlike someone.”
You shook your head and twisted your neck to try to see him. “I’m sorry, Jensen. I shouldn’t have moved in here. This is all my fault.”
He scoffed, leaning up on his elbow to look down at you. “Why are you so determined for this to be a bad thing, ‘mega?”
“Because being an omega has brought me nothing but pain, Jensen.”
“Sweetheart, what we are is somethin’ special. Why would you want to be-”
“Typical alpha: doesn’t know what it’s like at the bottom of the pyramid.”
“There’s nothing typical about me, y/n, and I understand, okay? I’ve seen how omegas get treated sometimes, but things have gotten a lot more progressive and I’m not gonna let anybody mess with you. You’re my truemate, y/n.”
You sighed. You tried to fight the way the words comforted you, but you couldn’t. You relaxed backward into him. “Can we just… can we just get through this?”
Jensen gave a quick kiss to your neck and relaxed behind you, wrapping you in his arms. “No. We can’t just get through this. You aren’t just mine for this rut. You’re my forever.”
You whined at the declaration, covering your face with your hands. “You don’t want me to be your forever, Jay. I’m not-”
He growled, tightening his grip on you. “Don’t tell me what I want, woman. I know what I want. I know what I need. I know what is mine. You are my forever.”
You nodded. “Okay. I’m yours. Forever.”
“Everything else… we’ll work on after.” He placed a kiss to the back of your neck and you shivered. You felt him smile against your skin. “This where you want your mark, ‘mega? Or you want it here?” He licked the side of your neck and you moaned. “Can’t wait for you to wear my mark.”
“Forever.”
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