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#maybe one day I'll have a friend that can be open if I've hurt them a lot so I can work on it but that's another story I guess
katyspersonal · 4 months
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It is only first month of 2024, and I've already lost not one but two subjects of nightmares, paranoia and reoccurring emotional torture. I really wish there was another way to get rid of these besides having extremely painful conversations.. but at least these scars are closing, one by one
#/vent#personal#and this time was like.. opposite of the previous one#previous one absolutely wrecked me with very ugly insight and basically made all puzzle pieces fall together#this one was just pain and crying and having my worst suspicions about other person AND self faced and confirmed#but again it got solved#I really want the power to move on without having a closure.#I hope I will be strong enough for it one day.#I just need to think..#I think I really should avoid other depressed/traumatised people until something can be done with how I react at perceived threats#(which is eternity because hell I know when I will be able to afford therapy. probably never with how my life situation is going)#as jarring as being close only with 'healthy' people would be I just can't make things worse for both me and them#until I can change my default response from aggression into avoidance I'll just stay away from anyone with depression#I say very terrible things when I feel threatened and it is way too easy to make me feel threatened. it is THE easiest thing in the world.#I won't survive without close friends anyhow but there is category of people that can't recover from these words normally#I mean I am ALSO this 'category'. I also hurt from awful words thrown at me for MONTHS don't I#it is very hard to be aware of my glaring flaws when everyone that points them out is outright malicious and wants me bullied off the Earth#and then everyone who does think I deserve my human rights either doesn't see my flaws or doesn't mention them#so at least discussing it without outright intention to harm me was helpful for a change#maybe one day I'll have a friend that can be open if I've hurt them a lot so I can work on it but that's another story I guess
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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I HAVE WRITTEN SO MUCH IN MY NOTES IN THE PAST HOUR OH MY of today n then to-do dump n other stuff too 🫣
#🌙.rambles#i write my answers for asks in my notes like i'm writing my first draft for an essay 😭😭 tbf writing long stuff here on tumblr is like#writing letters to me. i love it so so much. i ended up ranting in my to-do list though cries. that said tho.... one thing i wrote here tha#i want to ramble about in tags. thinking abt college since some relatives asked earlier. since i'm aiming to head into top unis here yh#not gna have my close friends to be in school w which makes me a bit sad 🥹 but god i'd love to one day experience studying w friends#at houses or cafes or libraries. one thing i'm excited abt growing up is having more freedom in going out w people#also thinking abt how i love childhood friends to lovers so. i want my own in a way. but ion have ^ that r potential love interests tho so#friends i have in hs are what i'd next ideally like if it were possible. cries that would be my ideal type bcs i love the idea of#growing up together in these somewhat vulnerable stages i think. we're all learning so much n so young. but nah not gna happen most likely#wna reconnect w my old friends to keep contact n widen my circle. more friends. friend groups. i'm not the most social person esp irl but#i think for most of my life i've had inconsistent friendships so it's gotten lonely? closest friends r kinda drifting away as we grow older#n w everything in the present i think i'm afraid of being left behind. i wish i cld open up. be more honest and less hesitant w reaching ou#i know what i want n i'm just afraid to seek it out directly but. anxiety. i don't want to be a bother but i rlly crave#deep and authentic relationships. i'd really seek them out but maybe the inner child in me can't really let that guard down yet ?#deep down i think i'm afraid of being hurt again n left behind. forgotten. (don't leave me behind. please stay with me. tell me it's real)#there's so much i don't want to forget. so much i want to hold unto. so much i want to do. that keeps me going. i want to learn so much#listening to kingdom hearts right now is making me emotional.... now that i'm growing older i want to do so much more#was nearly crying while writing this in my notes because it hurts so much and i think i'm so so afraid#love... whether it be familial or platonic. one day romantic too. goddamn listening to don't think twice reminds me of my young dreamer sel#& love for life as a whole n myself too. i want to keep my childhood. i'll have what i can. do what i can. ffs life's too short so#i'll reach out more. even if i get anxious embarrassed shy / i need to actively challenge that. even if i'm afraid. face my fears#like goddamn i want to open up i want to be honest. i'm not embarrassed by my emotions bcs it's human. but i just can't#i'll do it all. i really will. life goes by far too fast and i don't want to lose all of this. so i need to be stronger. better#but simultaneously i just want to rest n idk be a kid again and stop thinking and worrying so much#adolescence.... holding unto my childhood while also making steps towards adulthood. n i'm so afraid but i know it'll be alright#so long as i trust myself ? i know a lot of pain. i'm certain that i'm capable. but. ffs. tears in my eyes. (i'm afraid. i'm so afraid aren#sorry for the rant i just realized again n. yk i'm human n that's something i need to be constantly reminded of#spending time with people and indulging in my passions give me life but. the former is so fleeting n i'm afraid of being left alone#the latter is so hard when time's going far too fast and it feels like i can't keep up with it all#'don't think twice' : 'if you want to make it happen/ nothing's impossible / all you gotta do is say the word/ the walls will crumble'
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humans are space orcs
imagine someone with chronic joint pain, whose dream their whole lives has been to go to space and meet the aliens and be a scientist and learn
so they look up the requirements as a kid and go "fuck."
they wouldn't make the cut.
their dreams are dashed. hopes ruined. lifelong dre destroyed.
except....
they've never really said a whole lot about their pain. they don't particularly like doctors, and they think that they've been managing just fine, so they never saw the point.
so maybe... maybe if they just don't say anything, they can make it to space.
they spend all of their time training. doing physical therapy exercises so that their joints aren't so loose, soaking up as much scientific and mathematical knowledge as they can, teaching themselves to push through the worst of it in pursuit of their dream.
and they make it.
they make it to space! it was gruelling, tortuous work, but they made it!
their first mission is an exploratory one, with a diverse crew which only has one other human.
they're thrilled.
they have dozens of alien friends and acquaintances. they spend hours learning and researching alien planets and cultures. it's everything they've ever wanted!
but
it's exhausting.
they're in more pain than they've ever been, more frequently than they ever have.
they keep up their exercises as best they can, but even those are often too much.
they smile when asked if they're alright, tell everyone that "i'm fine! just tired."
but they need a break. they can't imagine going or being sent back to earth, this is their home now, with these people, on this ship. but they don't know how much longer they can take this.
one day, on their day off, a fellow researcher comes and knocks on their door.
"are you here?"
"not today islith."
"but we've been called! there are some exciting new discoveries that need further cataloging and investigation, and carlmoth thought you would enjoy the task!"
"i can't today, islith."
"are you ill?"
"...kind of? but i'll be right as rain tomorrow. it's my day off anyhow."
"nonsense! you should go down to medbay!"
"i'm alright, i promise."
"you get out here right this minute or i'll report you to medbay myself!"
"no!" there's a series of crashes and thumps, and then they open the door.
"oh, you look awful. come on, you really must need medbay, what if you're contagious." islith tries to grab them but they shy away.
"i'm not contagious, i promise."
"how can you possibly know that? what if you picked it up from a sample, or, or, garfon has been sick recently! humans can't survive cerian sicknesses-"
"i didn't catch something from garfon, islith," they sigh and open the door wider. "come in and let me explain."
"alright, but if i think you should go to medbay afterwards then i'm taking you there."
"sure, islith."
islith enters, notices the piles of clothes, rumpled bedsheets, the lights are off and the port window shut.
"what's wrong?"
they sigh again, "my body doesn't work like it's meant to, islith."
islith is wildly alarmed, "and you said there was no need for medbay?!? come with me right now and-"
"no! i can't, islith, you don't understand."
"then explain it to me."
"i've... always been this way, although it's gotten worse as i've gotten older. my body, it just isn't built quite right, there's something wrong with it that makes it not work properly and hurt often."
"you're right, i don't understand. why can't you go to medbay?"
"i'd... be thrown off the ship."
"what?!?"
and so they tell islith a story about a young child whose dream was to touch the stars.
"and now, it's too late. i'd get in huge trouble for lying to the government, especially for so long."
"well- but- but humans are so resilient! you hear all the stories!"
"not every human is the same, islith. some of us are born disabled, and some of us get hurt in accidents, just like any other species."
"well, then, well there must be something we can do?"
they look up in shock, "we?"
"of course we, you ridiculous creature," islith said with a fond sigh. "you didn't think i'd leave you to suffer, would you?"
"but, you could get in so much trouble!"
"that's alright, i don't mind. what else are friends for? and, anyway, we don't have to tell your government, we can tell mine."
"but i'll-"
"we don't have any rules like that. any of us who are disabled can still manage in space just fine with the right support, and i bet you could too."
"i- islith- i don't-"
"don't worry, we'll all back you when it comes down to it. you're out teammate, our family. no one on this ship wants to watch you leave because of something you can't control. now come on, let's talk to glidlep in medical, she'll understand."
and for years, things continued on that way, until eventually it was an open secret that the human with the exosuit was disabled and not technically allowed onboard.
and down the line, when nasa found out and was furious, the entire ship and more stood by their side.
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broken cycle — Alexia Putellas x Reader
Warnings: masturbation mentions
Word count: 825
Summary: The aftermath of putting your sexual encounters with Alexia to an end.
A/N: Third part of vicious cycle
You decided to put an end to your sexual encounters with Alexia. Your body couldn't stand the feeling of touching her. The love you had for that woman was quickly accompanied by a feeling of shame that ended in pure numbness. She took it well; that's what you saw from her. The only thing she asked was if she had done something wrong or if she had hurt you. That was the worst part; her still being this considerate to you couldn't make you hate her.
You watched her from afar, but both of you still had a friendly tone when you had to talk to each other for football duties.
Little did you know Alexia was not doing well without your touch. She missed you, and to her surprise, not only sexually. Alexia knew she had fallen in love with you, but she was convinced that she could put her feelings aside and keep meeting you at your house without any trouble.
She had spent a bunch of nights crying herself to sleep, missing you. Her sex drive almost disappeared, as if you had kept her desire for love and passion.
One day, the idea of pleasuring herself to the thought of you came to her mind, so she proceeded to do it. She closed her eyes as she watched in her mind the image of you being on top of her. She imagined you doing all kinds of things to her body. As she was about to reach her orgasm, she mumbled a delicate “I love you.” When she came back to reality, she sobbed at the memory of you.
When you were near her, she had to pretend to be okay, as if nothing had happened.
One day, Mapi asked Alexia if she could give her number to a good friend of hers. “Ale, Sara is really nice. You won't regret having a date with her.” You were next to them, changing into your kit, and you felt Alexia's eyes on you. “No, Mapi, I'm sorry.”
Mapi sighed. “C'mon, I don't remember the last time you talked to me about a woman. You need to go out and meet some people!” You looked toward them when you heard Mapi say that. You had been Alexia's secret for a few months, and whatever relationship you had with her was non-exclusive, as you weren't dating. Didn't Alexia get with other women since she started seeing you?
As Alexia looked at you, she said, “I'm not interested in doing that. Maybe I could do it with someone I've already been with, but I'm not looking forward to meeting other women.” You smiled forcefully, taking her comment as her way of saying, “I still want to have sex with you as we used to.“ Little did you know Alexia had given her comment a deeper meaning. “Ale, Olga is not in Barcelona anymore, and Jenni is in Mexico. Can you tell me with whom you are planning to do that? That's why I'm insisting on you meeting other women; it'll do you good, amiga.”
“If I get with a woman, I'll do it to enter into a relationship, not something sporadic. I've just realized how much I crave that, but I understand some other people are not looking for that.” You frowned. Was Alexia lying to Mapi just to get rid of her insistence, or was she serious? “I'm just scared to be vulnerable, Mapi; you know it's not easy for me.” You've had enough of only listening to the conversation and not participating, so you anticipated Mapi's response. “Maybe you need to look for a woman who won't judge you. Someone who would want everything with you. But you have to take the risk.”
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«I meant every word I said in the locker room.» That was the text message you received from Alexia. «Come home, Ale.» You didn't want to have that conversation on the phone. You heard the bell ring, and when you opened the door, Alexia didn't even let you greet her. “I mean it. I don't want to meet other women. I want you. I miss you every day and every night. I can't stand not touching you, not kissing you, not being alone with you. I don't want to only have sex; I want a future with you, one we both deserve.” You stood there in silence. “I love you...” That's when you lost it. Hearing Alexia pronounce those words, which were directed at you, made you run onto her arms. 
As you deepened the kiss, you began to lose your patience. You had had enough time without feeling her skin against yours that the only thing you wanted to do was make love with her, but Alexia had other plans. When she noticed your intentions, she stopped you. “Let's not do this today. I want to show you that I crave you in every aspect of you, not only sexually.”
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aphroditesmoon · 1 year
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Hey love I seen your request opened and I was wondering could I request a wenclair x reader where the reader is welcome into their relationship romantically and unfortunately the get hurt by one of the students at nevermore and they are being overprotective I really just wants some fluff and a small bit of Wednesday and enid getting mad if you don’t mind please have a great day and don’t forget to drink some water❤️❤️❤️
Oh could you tag me also when you make it thx💛
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wenclair x harpy!reader (poly)
warnings: gender neutral terms for reader, bullying, physical assault, (do not read if theme is triggering)
a/n: I hope this is to your liking lovie<3 @hadespleasesteponmyneck
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There were many times you'd lay awake wishing you were different, a more subtle species. It wasn't a surprise normies had treated you badly since you were a kid, most outcasts can pretend to be normies to fit in.
But you could be spotted even in a mile away as an outcast with your big flappy wings attached to your arms, and your long talon nails.
You thanked god daily he hadn't gave you a beak at this point.
Arriving at Nevermore gave you bigger hopes then any other schools has before, a chance to finally fit in, to have friends amongst people who understood what it was like to be different.
What you didn't expect was to be made a joke for being an outcast, amongst outcasts.
It wasn't all bad, you'd tell yourself daily.
You were warmly welcomed by the infamous Enid Sinclair and her not so welcoming girlfriend,
You avoided them at first, keeping to yourself and the comfort of the library most of your time. Your roommate Yoko is rarely in your shared dorm, often sleeping in her girlfriend's dorm instead.
But Enid had took matters in her own hands, refusing to let you be alone. As much as you pretend not to care much about it, you were grateful for her and Wednesday. It was the first time you felt wanted.
"So, [name.]" Enid starts, waking by your side with her arm linked with yours. "Have you decided who your date to the Rave'n will be?" She asks, wiggling her brows at you.
You feel your face turns red before shaking your head. "Decide? I'll be lucky if someone even asks me."
Her grin slowly drops at your word and you see her turn her head at Wednesday. The two having an unspoken conversation with eachother.
You raise your eyebrows at them in question and Enid turns back to you. "Maybe you should go with us!" She suggests.
You turn silent in suprise. "Oh? oh-I mean I couldn't-"
"[Name], if you're worried you'd be third wheeling, I assure you that it won't be happening, our affections with eachother are as equal as is to you-" Enid curses and glares at her girlfriend, throwing both hands up in frustration.
"Wha- I- I'm not following.." You look at them in confusion before Enid sighs loudly.
"I thought you said we can tell them together!" She scolds Wednesday, who only shrugs. "Both of you were taking too long."
"Tell me what?" You ask again, this time finally getting their attention.
They turn to you and Enid takes a deep breath before she attempts to speak, being cut off by Wednesday again.
"We would like to invite you into our romantic relationship -"
"Jesus Wednesday-" "You take too long-"
"Invite you to our rela- What is this an interview?"
"Oh you'd rather I ask for their Snapchat then like you did to me-"
You take in her words as they argue.
"You want to be with me?" You try, your voice slowing down their banter as they both look back at you and Enid replies before anyone can interrupt her again. "Yes. Yes we do."
Why? was the first thing that came to mind.
Not realizing you've spoken the question out loud, You were met with a frown from the blond.
"What do you mean why? Because you're amazing, [name]. Look- You seriously can't tell that we've been pulling our asses off to get you to notice us?"
Wednesday snorts and interjects, "You've been pulling your ass off, I've already had their attention-" "Wednesday." Enid sighs, earning a rare smirk from the raven haired.
Your mind was swirling with all this new information. Unable to give any answer, you simply run away without looking back, hearing Enid call after you.
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Your room was no longer your own. And it was a big discomfort to find your space intruded by not even your roommate, but someone who didn't even belong in your dorm.
"What the hell are you doing with my stuff?!" Your eyes widen at the sight of your small nest of blankets all over the room.
"Proving everyone that you're a freak.", There were three of them, and by their looks you knew they were fairies.
And despite harpies often being described as mythical monsters, it's the pointy eared creatures that have devils in them.
"Look at this shit, what is this, your nest? I told you, They're basically just a giant bird-"
"I'm not-"
Your trinkets and rock collection's were being thrown and smashed on walls. You scream and shove the red haired girl againts the wall, your talons scratching through her arms.
"You bird bitch." She snapped bitterly.
"They used their claws on me! Did you guys see that? You guys saw that right?" They all agreed againts you
She was stronger than you thought, or perhaps you weren't as strong as you wanted to be. She pushed you back and your back fell on the floor. Her two friends gripped your hands and held you from moving, you wings flapping againts the floor.
You struggle to against them as the red haired punched you in the face. It was a weak blow but a punch nonetheless .
"You're nothing but a monster, thorough, and thorough." She seethes at your face.
"Not so scary now though are you?"
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The sounds of knocking on your door was muffled by your pillow againts your face.
When the banging fists became louder you pull away and manage to shout at the uninvited visitor to leave you alone.
Silence swallowed your room once more.
Burying your face back in the pillow, you continue your hour long breakdown.
You don't hear the door open at first, but when Enid's fast footsteps reach closer, you flinch and pull back to look behind you.
You couldn't tell what emotions coated their expressions, but what you did know that you're more embarrassed than upset now.
It was bad enough that everyone saw you as a freak, you didn't want the only two people you liked to see you like this.
You had no chance to come up with a story as Wednesday crosses the gap between the tow of you, her hands instantly holding up your face to her, eyes inspection the bruise.
"Who did this to you." She demanded. Her monotonous voice laced with a subtle but noticable anger.
You shook your head and started crying again before you could help it.
Enid wordlessly pulled you in her chest.
You were taken aback by the comfort of her warmth, you can't remember the last time you were held by anyone.
Still sobbing in her arms, Wednesday pulled your chin towards her and asked again, "I need names, dove."
"I-she didn't tell me-" Enid interjects your stuttering. "It's that fairy girl, Aliyah." You looked at her confused.
"It's the wolf scent thing, this room reeks of her fake dior." She explains,
Wednesday wordlessly walks to the door and Enid's arms release you as she runs to her.
"Wednesday no. We need to tell Weems about this, nothing more-"
"Nothing more? She assaulted [name]. You think whatever lame punishment Weems give them will make them stop? No. The stupid elf and whoever involved needs to know this will be the last time they even look at them."
Enid stared at her, mouth agape and then sighed.
"Fairy, not elf." She mumbled and shakes her head.
"Imbecile, is the right term. I won't have either of you in trouble with me. So you stay here and be there for them in ways I can't. I'll handle that wretched mushroom eater." Was the last words she speaks before slamming the door on Enid's face.
Enid groans and looks back at you, confused and sniffing. "She's not going to...kill her, is she?" You asks worriedly.
She walks towards you and crawls in the bed to your side, pulling you back to her. "She's not a murderer, but I can't say she doesn't have a penchant for inflicting pain."
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zhongrin · 10 months
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| ◆ ch. vago mundo ⑊ zhongli
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--⟢ ii. little dragon, big dragon |   teyvat continues to change, and nobody can stop it. but morax hopes that some things stay unchanged.
𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡
◇ tags ◇ fluff, rex lapis in the olden days is a (lovable) menace
◇ a/n ◇ everyone shush and hear me out!!!!!!! smol dragon!zhongli draped around your neck and purring like a cat. that's it that's the post.
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"is that…"
"that improper animal… this new generation of disciples are just too full of themselves."
"the divine one is just far too lenient… i fear the young ones will continuously abuse their kindness."
rex lapis squints his eyes towards the whispers of the less fortunate souls, inwardly scoffing at the open jealousy in their words. it's your gentle touch that pulls him out of his musings, and he lightly cranes his eyes up to stare at your visage.
"this is quite a commendable feat, rex. to have such precise control over your physique… keep this up and you might even become an archon one day," you chuckle, fingers lightly tracing the small horns on the sides of his compact-sized dragon form.
he's unable to stop the instinctive purrs which are reverberating from the back of his throat, amber eyes closing in bliss as you let him curl even closer around your neck, though he takes extra care so his scales won't hurt you in the process.
"you know, a friend of yours came to find me the other day. guizhong, i think was her name? she told me about your… excursions."
the low purring immediately stops, and you hold back a laugh when you feel the little dragon shift uneasily around you.
"were those glaze lilies you gave me the other day from guizhong's little garden after all, hmm?"
".... maybe."
"oh, rex… you know how much she adores them."
"but you said you liked them the last time she showed you…"
"i do, but that doesn't mean you can filch them off guizhong's garden."
"but- she stole my treasures to give you those earrings last time, so now we're even!"
you had to laugh at that. the petty little squabbles from the younger acolytes are always one of your constant sources of entertainment, and this one is no different. you find the dynamics of this particular group amusing, and you can't deny that you might be a little biased when it comes to them. especially to the little dragon. he's witty and a little cheeky, just like all the hatchlings, but something tells you that he'll grow into an individual to be feared if he gains enough wisdom over the few hundred - or thousand, years.
you can only hope you'll be there to witness it when the time comes.
"i suppose, little wyrmling."
rex huffs, tail flopping back to your shoulder, snuggling closer around your neck.
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"you didn't have to do all that, you know. i think they deserve to be angry."
morax shakes his head stubbornly as he closes the door of your bedroom behind the two of you. his hand lands on the small of your back and he leads you further into the room.
"while i have seen you making many mistakes throughout the olden times, i know you will always strive to do what you can to make up for it. i would never wish for dominion, but as long as i walk upon teyvat, there shall be no being who gets away with besmirching your name. and especially not in the nation i've cultivated to honor your very being."
you sigh at his tenacity and turn to face him instead, resting your hands on his chest and giving him your best patient smile. the hard lines on his expression smooth out, and you can feel him relax under your touch. soon enough his own hands fall back onto your waist, this time softly palming the sides of your hips, like a kitten making biscuits.
"though i'm honored, i think it's rather petty of you to go to such lengths when all they did was gossip… people have been working hard to rebuild the houses, right? an earthquake is just going to render their efforts useless…"
"ahem…. i'll admit that it wasn't my intention to react in such an… overly dramatic manner. it is my mistake. i realize now that i should have controlled myself better."
"oh, morax… this childish side of yours truly amuses me sometimes," you giggle when you sighted the reddened tips of his ears and the way he's lightly chewing his bottom lip in guilt.
sometimes you still can't believe that the rex lapis himself could be so… adorable.
"okay, enough of that! creator worship time is over! i want my dearest zhongli now, please?"
he perks up at your wish and you step back to watch him shift into his mortal form. it takes him a short few seconds, but it always fascinates you, the way he manages to do it so elegantly and the magical way his body transforms into a familiar appearance.
slender fingers absent of talons reach out towards you, and you meet him halfway, fingers interlacing as you nuzzle into his chest with a satisfied hum. zhongli's deep chuckle caresses your ears and he maneuvers the both of you towards the nearby armchair. but before he can sit down and pull you on top of him, an idea hits you and you pull away slightly to tug on his clothes.
"can i play with your hair?"
"it would be my pleasure, dear."
with a pleased grin, you grab the various cushions and blankets from the couches nearby, making a small nest-like surface on the floor instead. zhongli sits cross-legged on it as soon as you plop onto the higher chair right behind the small area you've made for him, and your fingers automatically tug off the hairpin that holds his hair down his back. you unconsciously hum a tune of ancient lullabies as you continue on to play with his long strands of brown-gold hair, and the god of contracts lets himself melt onto your hold with a contented sigh.
thousands of years may have passed, and you might have lost the memories of your olden days with him forever.
yet, as you continue to spoil him with your sweet words and comforting presence, he realizes that your love for teyvat, for him, no matter which forms and the identity he takes, has stayed true and strong even without those memories.
and zhongli realizes that it's all he could ever ask for.
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drysdaleknieslee · 3 months
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can i request smut with juraj? maybe he comes home from practice a little sore, and you offer to give him a back massage, which somehow ends up turning him on and leads him to fucking you into oblivion 😫 thanks love x
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Your wish is my command my friend (Sorry for the late reply I've been busy)
The front door opens followed by a strained groan, telling you that Juraj is back from his morning practice. He drops his hockey bag by the door, releasing a sigh, and rubs his neck exhaustingly.
"Hey babe," you say getting up from the couch and kissing his cheek, "how was practice?"
"Coach wasn't too happy about our loss last night and definitely made us pay for it."
"Go ahead and take a shower and I'll give you a massage. We can relax for the rest of the day and just order in" You say rubbing his shoulders. He just nods tiredly and heads upstairs to your shared bedroom.
About 15 minutes later, Juraj gets out of the shower and changes into some boxers and some sweatpants. You go and grab your massage lotion and motion for Juraj to lie face down on the bed.
You apply the lotion to his back and slowly start to massage out the knots that you feel. Each knot you massage elicits a groan followed by a sigh of relief from your boyfriend. "Thank you for this dieťa."
"Of course my love," you say softly. Montreal hasn't been having the best of luck with the games recently and you know it's been taking a toll on him, especially with him being one of the more prolific players and having teammates get traded out of nowhere.
"Ok babe your back is done," you say patting his back, "anywhere else that's sore or giving you discomfort?"
He smirks for a second before slyly saying, "My legs for sure."
"Your disgusting" is all you say while laughing.
"You like it," he chuckled, "but do you mind doing my neck?"
You sit in front of him and begin to massage the sides of his neck. His eyes closed momentarily at the sensation and he let out a small sigh. You try not to let your mind wander while seeing your boyfriend react to your touch like this but it's hard not to.
You lean forward and give him a soft peck, which goes from his lips to his chin, eventually to his Adam's apple.
"Dieťa-" he said straining. With the way you were positioned on his lap you begin to feel his budge against your right thigh. "I think I have another way to help you relieve the rest of your tension" you whisper in his ear.
His eyes open and they are dilated to the point you can see a little of his irises. He repositions you on his lap as you begin kissing him properly and he bucks his hips slightly, releasing a moan from you.
"Are you sure you want to do this? I don't want to hurt you."
"I want this more than anything."
After the nod of confirmation, he removes your shorts and drags your underwear down with them. "All soaked for me" he said with a rasp.
He places the pad of his thumb on your entrance and you throw your head back at the sensation. He then inserts his middle finger and curling it upward extracting a yelp from you and your back begins to arch.
Juraj watches you with dark eyes and smiles knowing he's the only one that will ever make you feel this way. He adds another digit as he feels you begin to clench, telling him you are close. With you grinding against his fingers and curling his fingers, you feel that coil snap followed by a drawn-out moan as you climax on his hand.
"My turn," you say panting.
You and Juraj stand so you can remove his boxers and sweatpants. You signal him to lay on the bed and he does, never taking his eyes off of you.
You reach in the bedside table and grab a condom. You climb on his lap once more. You rip the condom open with your teeth and place it over him and pump him a few times, feeling him getting hard again with each pump. "We don't have to do this if your too tired Juraj" you say noticing his hooded eyes.
"I'm never too tired for you dieťa," he says reassuring you. He grabs your hips to position you over him. After prodding your entrance a few times, you finally sink down on him, both of you taking in shallow breaths. You slowly inch down as it always takes you time to adjust to his size. You're halfway when he thrusts up into you without warning and the most explicit moan escapes your lips.
"If you do that again, I'll come too soon and it won't be fun for either of us." You begin to move up and down at a steady pace, hands-on Juraj's chest for balance, as he's hitting every spot imaginable. You try not to clench as his groans become more strained. But a part of you wants to be a brat, so you stop.
"Why did you stop?" Juraj asks practically glaring at you and straining the words out as you clench and wiggle your hips a bit.
"My legs got tired," you lie. You just wanted to see how worked up he could get. He's close to his climax, you can tell, because he keeps trying to buck his hips to get come friction.
"Dieťa," he says through clenched teeth, "Move."
"I don't think I will," you say while pretending to ponder. You can feel him pulsing inside you and it's taking everything in you to not move just for your own sake.
Suddenly, he lifts you and places you face-first on the bed. He doesn't even give you time to get your bearings before he starts to pound into you from behind. His large hand on your back, pressing you against the mattress and you have to put your face in the pillow to muffle your sounds.
"Let me hear you dieťa, especially after being a brat," he says into your ear before grabbing your hair making a makeshift ponytail, and lifting your head. Not hard enough to hurt but with that and the fast pace of his hips, it was setting you over the edge.
"I shouldn't even let you cum" he says hitting your spot relentlessly.
"I'm sorry I was a brat, please let me come," you say desperately with baited breath.
"We'll see."
The sound of skin on skin reverberating around the room along with the explicit sounds from the both of you. Juraj getting lost with the sensation of your walls around him. He moves his right hand from your hip and moves it to your front, felling the imprint of himself in your lower stomach and moving it to your clit.
"You feel me inside you? I'm the only one who can make you feel like this."
"Oh my god, fuck-" you say, the last word coming out choked.
At this point, there are tears in your eyes from the sensation. "Let go," he rasps in your ear. After one sloppy thrust and him hitting your g spot you climax and he follows suit. You both are a panting sweaty mess and it's taking everything in him to not collapse on top of you.
A whine leaves your lips as he pulls out to remove the condom and discards it. You're too spent to move. Juraj lifts you and takes you both to your bathroom. He sits you gently on the toilet as he runs bath water for you both. He makes sure that the water isn't too hot and looks up to see your eyes struggling to stay open.
"Hey sleepyhead, lets have a bath first and then we'll go to sleep, ok?"
You nod tiredly and he helps you step into the bath and he sits behind you. "Who knew both of us wouldn't be able to walk?" you say with a light laugh.
He chuckles while you both take turns bathing each other, getting each other dressed with minimal movement. Juraj changes the sheets and both of you finally drift off to sleep in each others arms, mentally happy that there's no practice tomorrow.
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scoonsalicious · 2 months
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Unwanted: Chapter 1, Unarmed - Pt. 2
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Fem!Reader
Summary: When your FWB relationship with your best friend Bucky Barnes turns into something more, you couldn’t be happier. That is, however, until a new Avenger sets her sights on your super soldier and he inadvertently breaks your heart. You take on a mission you might not be prepared for to put some distance between the two of you and open yourself up to past traumas. Too bad the only one who can help you heal is the one person you can no longer trust.
Warnings: (For this part only; see Story Masterlist for general Warnings) Mild language, Bucky and Reader being Tolkien nerds, light fluff, mention of rabies (it's a super scary disease and we should all be vigilant, okay?!)
Word Count: 1.6k
Previously On...: You just had the pleasure of meeting the very handsome Bucky Barnes. Despite a little bit of awkwardness during your first encounter, you have a feeling your life is about to get a lot more interesting now that he's been introduced into it.
A/N: You know what? I said I wasn't going to do this, but I thought "fuck it!" and decided to post all of Chapter 1: Unarmed. My anxiety is too high to just sit on it. So, please enjoy Ch1. Pt2! Pts 3 & 4 to follow!
Banner By: The absolutely amazing @mrsbuckybarnes1917
Taglist: (Please let me know if you’d like to be added!) @blackhawkfanatic
The next evening, you were making your way back to your suite after a productive, albeit exhausting, day in your lab. You were working on a crisis prediction real-time monitoring system to anticipate global threats. You were convinced it would allow the Avengers to respond to trouble faster, but perfecting the privacy algorithm had been an absolute pain in the ass, and you still hadn't gotten it quite right. Technically, you could have farmed the project off to a subordinate; hell, even a team of subordinates of a subordinate, but this was one of your pet projects and you insisted on being hands-on in its development.
You had your tablet open as you walked, chewing on your thumb and reviewing the dataset from the run of your latest algorithm model one more time. Closer, but not good enough. If you were going to convince Tony that this was a program worth implementing, especially at its projected cost, everything had to be perfect. "Damn it," you muttered to yourself.
You rounded the corner and ran smack into Bucky's chest, dropping your tablet and causing him to drop the three books he'd been holding under his remaining arm. "Oh, shit-- I'm so sorry," you uttered as you bent down to retrieve the dropped items. Bucky leaned down to assist you, but you waved him off.
"’S my fault; I've got it," you told him, piling up his books for him. "I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. I didn't hurt you, did I?"
Bucky leaned up against the wall and chuckled while you stood up and handed the books back to him. "I doubt you could hurt me," he said, smiling softly. "No offense."
You let out a small laugh. "None taken." He was a super soldier, after all. Stealing a glance at book spines, you couldn't suppress the smile that crossed your face. "Lord of the Rings," you nodded appreciatively. "Have you read them before?"
Bucky looked down at the books tucked under his arm. "No, first time. I read The Hobbit back when it was first published in '37, but these didn't come out until after..." he trailed off, but you knew what he meant. After he'd been abducted and brainwashed, turned into a murderer.
You nodded in understanding. "I'm actually really excited for you," you told him. "What I wouldn't give to be able to read them again for the first time."
"You a Tolkien fan, then?" he asked you. When you nodded, he continued: "When I finish them, maybe we can talk about them sometime? Steve's not really into fantasy."
"Yeah, I'd like that," you said. "If you're interested, we could watch the movies. I'll warn you though; they're long as hell, but their masterpieces. I mean, they didn't need to turn The Hobbit into three separate films, but still, they'll blow your fucking mind."
Bucky ran his tongue over his lower lip and you couldn't help but follow the motion with your eyes. "That sounds like fun," he said, his eyes twinkling with... something. "Your place or mine?" Was he… flirting with you?
"How 'bout you finish the books first, then we'll talk logistics," you teased. "Hey, speaking of, what floor did they end up putting you on?"
"Um, this one, actually," he said, tilting his head toward a nearby door.
"No shit," you remarked, laughingly. "You must have done something to piss Rogers off, because he put you right across the hall from me."
Bucky looked down, scuffing the toe of his boot against the carpeting. "He said it was the quietest floor, thought I'd prefer that."
You pursed your lips, considering. "Yeah, that makes sense; it's just been me on this level for ages. It'll be nice to have some company for a change."
Bucky looked surprised. "Stark's kept you down here all by your lonesome? That doesn't seem very nice."
You shook your head and dismissed his concern with a wave. "Oh, no-- Tony hates that I still live down here, actually. He put in all new living quarters a few years back. Everyone migrated upstairs, but I was the only one who didn't want to move."
"Why's that?" Bucky asked, appearing genuinely interested.
"I've lived here since I graduated college," you admitted, "back when it was still just Stark Tower. When Tony relocated here from Malibu to rebrand it for the Avengers, he wanted to redo everything, which meant fancy new suites for everybody. But I love my rooms, so I asked to stay put. They've been my home for so long now and I guess I just like the stability, you know?"
Bucky nodded thoughtfully. "And Tony thinks highly enough of you that he let the blow to his ego slide?"
You raised an eyebrow. "Maybe I have enough dirt on him that he felt like he didn't have much of a choice." You snorted, not able to keep up the pretense. "No, but seriously, I know you and Tony have a complicated... history, but he's not a bad guy. Ego as tall as this Tower, yes, definitely, but he's also incredibly kind and generous. He paid for my entire college education-- undergrad, post-grad, doctorate. I owe everything I have to him."
Bucky shifted against the wall. "That is pretty generous. And he never expected anything from you in return?" He didn't say the words out loud, but the implication was there. Had you slept with Tony in exchange for your diplomas? The innuendo should have bothered you, but it had been posed to you so many times over the years, you'd stopped being offended by it. Before Pepper, Tony had had quite the  reputation, after all, and an MIT education didn’t exactly come cheap. Most people couldn’t understand why he would offer a full ride to someone who, at the time, had been a complete stranger.
"Tony appreciates talent," you clarified. "When he finds it, he cultivates it, nourishes it, does everything he can to help it grow to its fullest potential. But he does like to get a return on his investments, and my skills have helped him make a lot of money." You shrugged your shoulders with a chuckle. "I love my job, I love the work we do, I love the stupid weirdo family we've built here, so I've always considered meeting Tony to be the best thing that ever happened to me. He's kind of like my own fairy godfather."
"So, what exactly does he have you do around here?" Bucky asked. "I know Steve said you did computer stuff, but you said it was an over-simplification."
You ran a hand up to rub the back of your neck while you considered your answer. How best to explain your position to someone who was born before the invention of the television? "Okay," you exhaled, "so, short answer is that I'm the CTO, the Chief Technology Officer, of Stark Industries and, under that, I run the Avenger’s Technology and Innovation Department. It's sort of our take on Research and Development. I've got a lab where I'm in charge of about 450 scientists, engineers, computer programmers, analysts, et. cetera. And our entire job is coming up with cool new ways of making things easier for the Avengers. Like, new features for suits, developing useful programs, coming up with new defenses and weapons, that kind of thing. And if we've got missions that require heavy computer- or tech-work, I come along for on-site support. I'm combat-trained and good with languages, so that comes in handy in the field. There’s probably a ton of field agents that could go in my place, but for Tony, it’s a matter of trust."
Bucky let out a low, appreciative whistle. "Damn. That's impressive. You're a little intimidating, you know that?"
Laughing, you tucked your tablet under your arm. "Please. I'm about as intimidating as a hamster." You paused to think. "Maybe a hamster with rabies, but still a hamster."
A series of beeps emanated from your tablet. As you pulled it out to check the alert, Bucky moved away from the wall. "I'm so sorry-- you were heading back to your room and I've basically been holding you hostage this entire time."
"Actually," you said, silencing the notification alarm that had distracted you, "That was just a reminder I set for myself to eat. Sometimes I lose track of time in the lab and completely forget to have dinner. Are you hungry? You could join me."
Bucky pulled his head back, regarding you as though he wasn't sure if you were serious.
"Or, if you don't want to, that's cool," you said quickly once you noticed his hesitation. "I mean, you wanted a quiet floor. Annoying neighbor is probably the last--"
"I'd love to," interrupted Bucky with a grin. "I'm just surprised someone like you would want to spend time with someone like me."
"Someone like me? Hey now, for all you know, I could be an absolute trash person," you teased, playfully punching him on the shoulder.
Bucky chuckled, his eyes sparkling with a newfound warmth. "Well, I highly doubt that, but I guess I'll find out soon enough."
"Don't say I didn't warn you when you do." You cocked your head toward the door to your room. "I'm going to change out of my work clothes. While I do, how about you decide what you're in the mood for, and we'll go from there. That sound good?" Bucky nodded as you let yourself into your room. The evening had taken an unexpected turn, but you found you were looking forward to spending more time in the company of Bucky Barnes.
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lorkai · 9 months
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.⁠。⁠*⁠♡ A/N: Silly and self Indulgent scenario that's been living in my head since I've started learning coding like javascript and html awhile ago, like pls let Idia teach me, I'll listen to everything he has say. Or not. Probably not. I would probably be looking at him all the time like 👀💞.
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Coming from someone as quiet as Idia, people would think that he only hides inside his room and that only silence surrounds him. But that was far from true, Idia laughed, screamed or hummed all the time when he was safe and sound inside those comforting walls and, like now, his fingers tapped the keyboard keys frantically.
"What's that supposed to be?" You asked, pointing to a series of strange codes on Idia's dimly lit computer screen. How he could see with all the lights off, you didn't know. But at least, you now knew why he complained about his eyes hurting.
Idia replied without turning around, "They're called arrays. They're used to store more than one code inside a variable, Yuu-shi."
You made an understanding sound even though you didn't understand what that meant. You remembered a thing or two about your world's programming, but the memories were blurred and as today was an especially calm day, you decided to pull a chair close to his desk and sit next to Idia to watch him work. Maybe it would help to understand what those "arrays" were for if you could watch him, besides it was fun.
You noticed how his fingers trembled slightly against the keyboard and the ends of his hair turned pink at your sudden approach, but you preferred to spare him the embarrassment and just watch him create his codes. It was almost peaceful the sound of his fingers and his soft humming.
"That's an opening tag right there, right?" You pointed again not sure and he nodded.
"Yuu-shi..." He mumbled as if unsure of his proposal. Even though you're friends, he's too scared to voice his ideas sometimes and you don't force him to say anything while you wait for him to search for the right words. Finally after a few seconds Idia turns to you with a small smile on his face. "S-sit closer, you'll be able to see better that way. I can even explain what each code is for if that doesn't bore you."
That was his shy way of saying that he would like to have you around and that he didn't mind your questions, and you readily nodded, pulling the chair closer and resting your face in your hand. Idia kept working, fingers practicing typing over and over entire columns of tags and other codes that you gradually remembered the name.
"Yuu-shi, you never told me that you, uh, liked programming." He mutters uncertainly. But then a wide smile spreads across his lips and he looks at you sideways, laughing sinisterly. "But that means I can teach you everything I know, and after I've stuffed all possible coding knowledge into your little pretty head, Yuu-shi, you will evolve from an R card to a UR+."
You shudder comically, wondering if it was too late to run. But Idia's cool hand closes over your wrist and his slender fingers find their way to yours, lacing them together as he opens another page on his computer.
"Let's start with your lesson, Yuu-shi, and... And, uh... And if you get everything right, I have a reward in mind." Idia declares, a rosy blush taking over his face.
And truly how couldn't you deny him that?
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snowy-vee · 1 month
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TUG: I can’t have my heart lookin’ stupid (2)
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n/a: I am on the wost mental block, unable to write anything, so I've decided to just WRITE WHATEVER, so I may be posting One-shots and writing for the On-goings whenever inspo come at me, I was going to write some shower smut but maybe for the opening of next chapter. Also, I always forget of the taglists, so sorry, I'll try to remember better after this one
Chapter not revised
taglist; @littlegingerperson5 @lil-elliesgf @bready101 @lmaoo-spiderman @elliescoolerwife @girlrotterr @les4elliewilliams @ellseasp @elsgirll @mikellie
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You finally could rest in that desk after finishing all the work Professor Mendozal eft you, you sighed looking around the office. Yeah, time to go to your dorm and sleep, maybe cuddle with Ellie if she was down to it, of course cuddling as friends.
Because you and Ellie were friends before anything, you two should never forget that, even if it came with some benefits that had to be kept secret to the public for the good of friendships and relationships. Sometimes you felt bad about what you were doing but then she had her lips on yours and that was enough to shut those thoughts… and Daniel did not deserve to be hurt because he couldn’t make you cum, maybe one day he would stop moving his fingers in your clit as if he was a fucking DJ mixing the worst mix in the history of music.
“Hi” You said opening the door of the dorm, throwing your backpack in your bed and throwing yourself too leaving a frustrated huff. Ellie was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed typing in her laptop barely acknowledging you, it was normal when you entered the dorm tired and just screamed into the pillow or sigh heavily and then went silent for long seconds. “You’re doing homework?”
“Yeah”
“Oh, shit!” You suddenly kneel on your bed, opening your backpack and pulling out a brown bag. Ellie looks at the bag and opens her mouth surprised as you wave it.
“No way”
“Yes way” you said going to her bed and sitting on the edge as you gave the bag to her “I did a little stop and I saw the bakery you like, so I decided to buy the pastries you talk so much, you can see it as thank you”
She opens the bag taking out one and biting it, she closes her eyes and licks her lips. You chuckled at her reaction; she seemed so adorable to you. “This is like fifteen minutes away from your building, you are thanking me for what?”
“For that tongue of yours”
“I must be really good for you to spend money in this, very expensive for your wallet” you open your mouth wide muttering a long ‘wow’ with a hand on your chest, showing how offended you felt.
“This is what I get for being nice… now, for real, the notes you sent me for the class? Worked so fucking great, I almost had a brain orgasm”
“That doesn’t sound great, not something I want to experience”
“Trust me, you do…” you chuckled looking over her desk, there was clothes neatly folded in the chair and her “special shoes” (meaning she only wore them once in a blue moon) were out of their box “You’re going out tonight? Where? A good party? I wanna go!”
“Uh, something like that, I guess” she scratched the back of her neck and smiled weirdly “It’s my anniversary with Cat”
“Ew- I mean, amazing! That’s so… coupley of you two ¡Go lesbians! or whatever”
Ellie stared at you for a long minute tilting her head before she talked again. “Okay, what the fuck is wrong with you?”
“Nothing, just being supportive” You got up from the bed and went to check the clothes to see what the outfit was “Oh, god, I could be supportive helping you not look like your everyday ¿What the hell is this? ¿Are this the same jeans you wore yesterday?”
“I look good in those!” Ellie got up leaving the pastries in her night stand and snatching the pants from your hand.
“Never said you didn’t” You raised your hands in a gesture of peace. “What I’m saying is that you let me help picking you a good fit to impress Cat in your anniversary, come on, don’t let romance die, you guys are so cute and-”
“Will you stop talking if I say yes?”
You nodded energetically clapping once as you turned around and open the doors of her wardrobe. Ellie sighed defeated as she went back to her bed and kept working a little bit more until you could find something worthy, it’s not like she didn’t had good clothes, it’s just that her style was very plain and casual but it look great on her, she did not care that much, now if we talked about shoes… Ellie was a sneaker head, at least one in making, half of her paycheck or allowance went on some new shoes and she started telling you every detail and why it was so different from the other one she got last month, you couldn’t care less but you liked how she expressed herself so you listened to every word and sometimes found yourself spitting some random fact to someone that you learned from her about it.
In less than 30 minutes you had something “Try this on!”
You threw the clothes at her landing poorly on the floor next to the bed, she again gave you that look but huffed taking off her tank top, she had no underwear and you were shamelessly looking at her tits as she put on the shirt and started buttoning it up. There was no way you were dolling her up to go on a date with a Cat and you were going to be locked up in the room celibate mode, that sounded frustrating.
“Not bad, actually” Ellie looked at her reflection in the mirror, nodding slowly as she checked herself.
The clothes fit her so good and the new haircut she got days ago made her look 100% better, you were smiling through the pain of not being able to rip them and make her yours in that exact moment. Ellie was now making faces in the mirror, tucking her hair behind her ear with one hand on her chin, etc.
“Miss steal yo-girl is feeling herself” you chuckled going back to your bed, your job was done here “With that outfit you will get a lot of girls”
She chuckled too starting to undress as she was walking towards the bathroom “Well, Cat is the only one that matters”
“…yeah”
You could hear the water running but the door was still open, maybe she was waiting for it heat up, anyway, you were going to respect their relationship tonight, It was anniversary night, that was a big thing. Cat had all the rights to only she be the one to have Ellie for herself that day and you were not going to meddle.
“Wanna shower?” Ellie was leaning against the doorframe only a towel cover her body, you practically jump from your bed to meet her in the bathroom taking your clothes off quickly.
“I thought you were never going to ask”
If Ellie didn’t respect her relationship, why would you?
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appocalipse · 3 months
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how about cracked compass + antique lock and key set with eddie munson? hear me out, but i'm thinking a historical AU and they're both servants at the same house/manor/castle (thinking kinda downton abbey energy with the servants drama). maybe she's carrying a tray or something and spills it everywhere (idk maybe it's food, maybe its something tiny like a jar of beads) and eddie swoops in and takes the fall so that she doesn't get sacked (because he's been working there a lot longer) makes up some story about how it was his fault and stuff. yup, that'd be the moment you fell stupidly hard for him... imagine all of the pinning? the staring at him when he's not looking? AH!
lea, you have such a beautiful mind 🥺♥ i tried my best but unfortunately, i've never watched downton abbey, so it's probably not exactly what you wanted :( hope you'll still enjoy it anyway, thanks for the lovely request 💗 | 4.3k words
visit amy's flea market ♥
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The vase goes clattering to the floor and you watch with a desperate and frenzied heart as it hits the stone and...shatters instantly.
In a mix of dismay and panic, you reach to the floor where the delicate craftwork is broken into countless jagged and shattered pieces along the smooth white tile. Upon attempting to save the poor vase, you accidently slash your palm open on one of the sharp corners, and though the wound gushes blood, you don't seem to care. You think maybe if you gather all of the pieces and put them back together in their proper place, it may still be fixed, may still be saved, if you—
"Have you- Christ! Sweetheart, what...what happened?"
Startled, you look up to find Eddie running down the long and winding stairway, his chest rising and falling as if he'd just run a mile. He quickly makes his way over to you, crouching down on the floor, his dark eyes scanning your body for any signs of injury.
"Are you hurt? Oh God, there's blood," he breathes, and before you can reply, he's reaching out to take your wounded hand in his and inspect it closer.
The feel of his fingers against your skin sends a tingling sensation up your spine, but you shake the feeling away and focus on explaining yourself. "I...I was just passing by and...I tried to grab it, but it fell, and—I didn't mean for it to—"
"Hey, hey, shh, it's alright," Eddie murmurs, and without hesitation, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a clean handkerchief. He wraps it around your bleeding hand and ties it tight, his movements gentle and careful. "I'll talk to Mr. Harrington about it, okay? It's not your fault."
"I—no. It was all me. Don't...you shouldn't get involved, you'll end up getting in trouble too."
Eddie smiles softly, his dark eyes sparkling as he looks up at you. "You're sweet, but...it's okay. I've been a servant here for a longer time. I know how to deal with this. You don't need to worry, okay?"
Unable to form words, you stare at Eddie and wonder why he's being so kind to you. It's true that the two of you have grown close over the past few years—close enough that you'd even consider him your friend—but still...this isn't his fault, and he shouldn't feel the need to take the blame for you.
"Eddie, I—"
He blushes and drops his gaze, reaching out to gently brush a stray lock of hair away from your face. "Go clean up, okay? I'll handle it."
And with that, Eddie carefully picks up the broken shards of the vase and disappears down the hall.
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For the next days, you can't seem to stop thinking about what happened. The guilt eats away at your insides, twisting and turning until you feel physically sick. Eddie had taken the punishment for you, from what you've heard — a severe deduction from his pay and the threat of getting fired, along with extra cleaning duties.
You had tried to protest, to tell Mr. Harrington that it was truly an accident and that you could handle the consequences yourself, but Eddie wouldn't let you. He'd taken on everything, saying that the vase had slipped off the pedestal as he was cleaning it, and that he'd been the clumsy and careless one, leaving you in the clear.
You hated it.
It was the reason you couldn't seem to sleep, couldn't seem to eat or even breathe. Every waking moment was haunted by the memory of his soft and understanding voice, the warmth of his fingers against your own, the smell of his hair lingering in the air long after he'd gone, like a ghost haunting your thoughts and—
"God, sweetheart, you look terrible," Eddie says one day as you make your way through the castle corridors. "When was the last time you had a good night of sleep, huh?"
You blush, self-consciously touching your hair and wishing you looked even a fraction better than you did. "I-I'll pay you back, you know. I promise."
Eddie frowns, tilting his head in confusion. "Pay me back?"
"For...for taking the punishment for me. I'll do double my duties, and with the extra payment—"
"Woah, wait...you want to do extra work so you can...give it to me? What? That doesn't even make any sense. I didn't take the punishment so you'd repay me for it, you know."
"But it was my fault," you argue. "And it's only right that I—"
"How's your hand?"
"I don't...what?"
Blinking in confusion, you look down to where your hand is neatly wrapped in gauze. You had accidently re-opened the wound a few days back while running some errands for your lady, but it had mostly healed by now, though it would surely scar.
"Is it feeling better? That was a nasty cut," Eddie asks, moving closer so he can reach out and inspect your palm. He takes your hand carefully, as if you're made of glass, gingerly unwrapping the bandage and scanning the sensitive skin with his eyes. His touch sends an electric buzz under your skin, a longing unfurling in your belly that you force yourself to ignore.
"Oh, uhm, yes. I'm fine," you reply, trying to calm the sudden rush of heat that's flooded your cheeks. "But—Eddie, please. If you won't take the extra payment, then please, just let me do some of your chores or—"
"No. Why would I do that?"
"Why would you not?!"
Eddie laughs, shaking his head and giving you a crooked smile. "Sweetheart, I told you—I did what I did because I wanted to. Because I'm your friend and...I like seeing you happy. Seeing you upset over this whole thing is worse than a month's worth of cleaning duties, honestly."
You frown, biting the inside of your cheek and staring down at the polished tile beneath your feet. "Still, it doesn't feel right, you taking the blame and...punishment for me. I can't stand the thought of you getting in trouble because of something I did, especially when it's...it's not your fault, and you shouldn't have to—"
"I don't think of it as punishment."
"You don't?"
You look up, watching as Eddie's chocolate eyes seem to sparkle in the dim light of the candle-lit hallway. "I've been here longer than you. It would've been much worse if you'd taken the fall."
Eddie's fingers are gentle and warm against your own, his calloused hands brushing over your palm with a feather-light touch. You watch as he carefully wraps the gauze around the wound again, his brows furrowed in concentration as he secures the fabric tightly.
"I think you're being too kind to me," you murmur, feeling your heart race as he brushes a stray lock of hair away from your face. "I don't deserve it."
Eddie chuckles, shaking his head and stepping back with a sigh. "What if I have an ulterior motive?"
You frown, tilting your head in confusion. "Ulterior motive?"
"Mhm. What if I'm only doing it so you'll see how good I am and fall madly in love with me? Hmm?"
You blush, unable to form words as Eddie grins mischievously. "I—you—what?"
"Kidding, sweetheart, I'm kidding," Eddie says with a chuckle, reaching out to gently pat your head. "I'm just trying to make you smile, that's all."
"Well, you're very good at it."
"You think so?"
"Yes," you breathe, surprised by the sudden sincerity in your voice. "I'm glad we're friends, Eddie."
"Me too, sweetheart."
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After that night, you couldn't seem to get those stupid words out of your head.
Eddie had been joking, of course. The two of you were close, but he didn't have feelings for you. Of course not. Not like that. How could he? How could someone as sweet and handsome and wonderful as him like you of all people, when there were so many other girls who were prettier, with more money and manners than you could ever hope to achieve?
You sigh and return your focus to where you're meant to be helping your lady get dressed, dutifully lacing the ties of her corset and giving them a good tug.
You know that he'd meant it in good fun. Know that he had most likely forgotten about it as soon as he'd said it—but for whatever reason, you can't seem to.
It's so annoying.
You love Eddie. He is your friend, of course. And while you both had never broached any territory close to a romantic relationship, you aren't stupid or blind. You aren't oblivious enough to the way his dark eyes seem to linger on you for a little too long. To how he holds the door open and gently touches the small of your back whenever the two of you are walking through the castle or descending the grand staircase.
God, you could go on and on and on about him.
"Miss, you seem rather distracted," your lady remarks, causing you to flush with embarrassment. "Did you tie my corset too tight, by chance?"
"Oh—I'm sorry, my lady," you reply, shaking yourself from your thoughts and adjusting the laces once more. "There—how is that?"
"Much better."
After helping her into her dress and pinning her hair into place, you follow her out of her chambers and down the corridor to the grand staircase, where a few other servants are already waiting for her. Tonight you and most of the other servants will finally have some time to yourselves — the family you serve is going to be attending a lavish dinner party with many other high-class members of society.
They're going to be gone for most of the night, and though usually you'd look forward to this sort of thing, you can't seem to muster the same excitement as usual.
You just aren't...feeling it tonight.
You sigh and make your way down the stairs, where the front doors have just opened and your lady and her husband are now heading out to their carriages. Once they're all gone, the rest of the servants will enjoy their rare free time as well, either staying in their quarters or heading into the town. Maybe that's what you should do, you think; go into town and distract yourself from your confusing thoughts about a certain valet, now that you have the luxury of time on your hands and no expectations of anyone.
"Miss, you seem a little flushed. Are you feeling well?" Eddie asks mischievously, stepping up behind you and reaching out to brush his fingers against the back of your neck. "You don't have a fever, do you?"
You jump, startled by the sudden touch and turning to look up at Eddie with a huff. "Don't do that."
"Do what?"
"Sneak up on me like that. You scared me half to death."
"Oh, did I?" Eddie asks, and the corners of his lips twitch upwards into a crooked grin. "Sorry about that."
You roll your eyes and try to suppress the sudden butterflies in your stomach. God, how could you have let yourself fall for someone like him, anyway? He'll be the death of you.
"Is there something on my face?"
"Oh, er...no," you murmur, suddenly feeling very flustered. "I was just lost in thought. I suppose you're also staying?"
"Staying?"
"Here."
Eddie makes a confused face, tilting his head in an adorable expression of perplexity. "Where would I go?"
You frown. It seems unlike Eddie to not find some sort of adventure in the rare and little free time you're given; he's always the first one eager to ride out to town and spend a free evening gambling and drinking with his friends, but this time, he doesn't seem eager to go anywhere at all.
"You...don't want to head into town with the others?" you ask, unsure of whether or not you're prying too much. "I heard the pubs are having a sale on ale and—"
Eddie sighs, running a hand through his curly dark locks and shrugging his shoulders. "Eh. I'm not in the mood, I guess."
You tilt your head, intrigued by his sudden change in behavior. Usually, he's the life of the party, the one who brings a room together with his energy and humor, but now, he seems almost...dejected.
"Eddie, is everything alright? Did something—"
"Fine," he replies a little too quickly, his voice sounding strained. He gives you a forced smile and reaches out to gently touch your shoulder. "Just tired, that's all."
You frown, unconvinced. "If there's something bothering you, you can always—"
"Sweetheart, don't worry, okay?" Eddie murmurs, his dark eyes sparkling in the dim light of the entrance hall. He leans closer, his fingers gently grazing over your cheek, and for a moment, your breath catches in your throat. "Promise."
Before you can say anything else, he's turning on his heel and heading towards the back staircase, his valet uniform swishing behind him as he goes.
You blink, your fingers lightly touching where his hand had been moments before. The sudden brush of his skin had sent electric shocks throughout your body, a heat building up inside your belly that you can't seem to get rid of.
"Excuse me," one of the maids whispers as she walks by, startling you from your trance. "I need to clear this hallway."
"Oh, um...sorry," you reply, flustered. "I'll get out of the way."
By the time you reach the servants quarters, most of the staff that had received permission to go out has already left. Most of the doors are closed, and the sound of chatter and footsteps and laughter fades out into the distance as you head towards your bedroom and gently shut the door behind you.
Your share your room with three other girls, but none of them are anywhere to be seen now.
Thank God.
You sigh, the dull roar of your thoughts finally starting to quiet down as you sit at your small desk and lean your head against the back of the chair.
You can't stop thinking about what had just happened.
Can't stop thinking about the sudden flirtatious behavior and the way Eddie had brushed his fingers against your cheek with a gentleness that made your knees buckle.
With a long, exhausted sigh, you rise to your feet and slowly start to unpin your hair from its tight bun. You replace your uniform with a simple cotton dress, comfortable enough for a night of light reading and...
A knock at your door jolts you from your thoughts.
"Hey, uh...sweetheart?"
You pause, blinking in confusion and taking a few tentative steps towards the door. "Eddie?"
It can't be.
"Yeah, it's me."
"Is something wrong?"
Eddie chuckles softly on the other side of the door, his voice sounding muffled by the heavy oak. "No, nothing's wrong. I, um...I found a jar of wine in the pantry that Mr. Harrington doesn't know about. Thought you might wanna join me?"
You bite your lip, a wave of nerves rushing through your body as you slowly reach out for the door handle. He shouldn't be here and you definitely shouldn't open the door.
But some things are easier said than done.
You carefully turn the knob and pull it back.
He looks downright sinful, his valet uniform unbuttoned at the collar, a few loose strands of hair falling over his forehead, dark eyes sparkling mischievously in the dim light of the hallway.
He holds the jar in his hand, the liquid sloshing around inside and giving off a slight spicy aroma that you can almost already taste on your tongue.
Male servants like Eddie are strictly forbidden from coming anywhere near the women's quarters, and if someone were to find you, it would be a hell of a lot of trouble for both of you.
"I—are you insane?" you whisper, unsure of whether to shut the door in his face or let him in. "If the housekeeper—"
"Come on, sweetheart, live a little. It'll be fun," Eddie murmurs, stepping closer and leaning forward so his face is level with yours. "Trust me."
You stare at him for a few more tense moments, your heart racing and your palms sweaty against the cool brass handle of the door.
Finally, you swallow thickly and step back, making room for Eddie to come inside.
As soon as he crosses the threshold, you shut the door quickly and lean back against it, waiting for the sound of footsteps or yelling or anything that would indicate the presence of another servant or staff member.
"Chill, sweetheart," Eddie murmurs with a smirk, carefully opening the window a crack and lighting a match to ignite a few candles. "Nobody's gonna come looking for us. Everyone's gone."
"Mrs. Byers is not, no," you argue, crossing your arms over your chest with a huff. Most of the time, you like the housekeeper; she is the closest thing to a motherly figure in your life right now. But she's also incredibly strict when it comes to rules. "She's probably somewhere lurking, as always."
Eddie chuckles softly, winking playfully in your direction. "Well, then we'll have to keep it down."
"Oh, for God's sake. Just open it already."
Carefully, Eddie pries the cork off the jar of wine and takes a swig, a grin playing on his lips. He takes a few steps towards you, holding the bottle out for you to take.
"Want some?"
"It's bad for your liver."
"Everything in life is bad for your liver," Eddie replies, tilting his head to the side. "C'mon, sweetheart. It's good."
You glance down at the bottle, taking in the sweet scent of dark cherries and spices, the bright purple liquid swirling around inside like a whirlpool.
You reach out, your fingers brushing against Eddie's as you take the jar and lift it to your lips, taking a sip.
The taste is unlike anything you've ever experienced. It's sweet and tart and spicy and rich, all at the same time, with an intense burst of flavor on your tongue that you never thought possible.
Feeling your skin warm, you hand the jar back to Eddie and watch as he drinks deeply, his eyes sparkling in the soft glow of the candlelight.
"Are you sure no one will miss this?" you ask, glancing down at the bottle and wondering how expensive it might've been. "What if Mr. Harrington finds out?"
"He won't. Not if we don't make too much of a fuss," Eddie replies, his voice growing softer. "I bet nobody's even thought to look for it. And besides, he wouldn't know it was us anyway."
You cross your arms, raising a challenging brow as you sit on the edge of your bed. "How can you be so sure?"
"There's plenty of wine in the cellar," Eddie counters with a grin, putting his hands up as if he's surrendering. "I didn't steal all his wine. I merely took one that was already there."
"Don't take anymore."
"No promises."
"Eddie."
"Sweetheart."
The nickname sends a rush of heat to your cheeks and you shake your head, fighting a smile as you smooth the fabric of your dress.
He takes a swig of the wine, never taking his eyes off you, and leans back against the wall, the familiar scent of him drifting towards you like a wave of summer air.
"It's good, isn't it?" Eddie asks, cocking his head to the side. "And you're, ah...you're really pretty tonight."
You roll your eyes and try not to look too affected, pushing the stupid fluttery feelings back down into your stomach and stomping them out like tiny little sparks. "Are you already drunk?" you ask, chuckling.
"Pfft, no."
"Then why are you suddenly talking nonsense?"
"It's not nonsense," Eddie protests, his ears turning red. He shakes his head and moves closer, setting the wine jar down on the desk and rubbing the back of his neck. "I think you're...really great, sweetheart. Really amazing. In every single way."
"Uh-huh, sure."
You look away, pretending to be interested in something else so that Eddie doesn't have a chance to read the emotions on your face and pick up on all of the pent-up love for him you've stored inside for the last months — love that is, you've decided, better off locked up tightly in the chest in the corner and never spoken aloud.
He looks different in the soft and sultry orange glow of the low-burning candle, though — his curls illuminated by the light, his dark eyes sparkling, his soft lips curved into a gentle smile.
"Hey."
Eddie sits down beside you, and the heat of his body radiates outward and dances across your skin like the waves of a flickering flame.
He smells clean and warm and fragrant, like soap and fresh laundry.
You lean closer, looking up at him through your lashes and watching as he nervously wrings his hands together.
"You know," Eddie murmurs, smiling gently. "You make my life a lot more interesting than it used to be."
"Are you suggesting I cause you a lot of trouble, then?"
"Not at all," he replies, laughing softly and looking back up at you, his expression softening. "More like...just makes me wanna keep coming back to you, over and over. Even when I don't have to. And especially when I need someone to talk to."
You bite your lip, butterflies fluttering in your stomach as you let his words sink in. "Is that why you're here right now? To talk?"
He blinks, his tongue swiping out over his lower lip as his gaze drops to your mouth. "Are you drunk, by any chance, sweetheart? Be honest."
"Why would you—"
"Because I'm about to kiss you, and I want you to be sober."
His words come out breathless, his eyes flicking up to meet yours as your lips part in surprise.
"I am...not drunk," you reply, holding his gaze and leaning closer, your hands tingling from his sudden proximity. "I'm entirely in my right mind. Definitely."
He grins crookedly. "Really?"
"Really."
"So, if I did..."
Eddie's voice trails off as he inches forward, his eyes lidding slightly as he moves closer and closer and...
He stops, his nose inches from yours, and the tips of his long fingers gently brush over your chin, lifting your face up to meet his. "This okay?"
"Yes," you manage, your voice hoarse, barely more than a whisper.
"Good."
His lips are soft when they finally brush against yours, gentle and warm and inviting, and you inhale sharply, feeling yourself go weak in the knees.
He tastes like spice and cherry, and you reach out to grip his shoulders, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss, your head spinning as he kisses you back with equal fervor, his hand gently cupping the back of your neck to keep you steady.
You gasp softly, his teeth grazing over your lip and sending a shock of electricity through your core, and you reach out, your fingers gripping the fabric of his jacket as you hold onto him for dear life.
"Fuck," Eddie breathes, panting softly as he finally pulls away. "God, that was good."
"It was," you whisper, looking up at him and biting your lip. "Worth the wait."
"Wait, what?" Eddie asks, raising a brow.
You blink, realizing you'd said that last part out loud and instantly wanting to crawl under the bed and die. "Uhm...nothing."
"Oh, please," he murmurs, smirking. "Tell me more. Did you have to wait a long time for this to happen, sweetheart? Hmm?"
"Absolutely not," you reply a little too quickly. "Forget I said anything."
"Nope, not letting you get away with that. What are you trying to hide, huh? How long have you been harboring secret feelings for me?"
"You're ridiculous."
"Am I?"
You lean back, your body screaming in protest as Eddie gently pushes you back onto the pillows and straddles your hips. He's heavier than you realized, and his fingers are calloused from years of work, but the mere thought of him touching you sends goosebumps up and down your arms and legs.
"Do you like me?" he whispers, his lips brushing against your neck and sending sparks down your spine. "Hmm?"
"Eddie, we—"
"Please, just...just tell me. At least let me hear you say it."
He pulls back, his eyes searching yours as he waits for you to answer. Your heart is racing, blood rushing through your ears and making you lightheaded and dizzy.
"I...no," you whisper, grinning when he raises a brow and scoffs. "Fine. Maybe. Only a little bit."
"Liar."
"Okay. More than a little bit. Maybe...maybe, I even love you, alright? Jesus. There, I said it."
Eddie's jaw drops, his pupils blown wide. "What, seriously?"
"Oh, alright, get off of me. I'm done with you."
"Hey, no, wait, wait, wait, I'm sorry," he breathes, grabbing your wrists and pinning your arms above your head. "Don't—don't go anywhere."
"Eddie."
"Shh."
He chuckles, his warm breath fanning over your lips and making you weak in the knees. "What?" you rasp, struggling against his grip, stubborn in your attempts to stay mad.
"You love me, hm?" he muses, smiling brightly and making your heart skip a beat.
"I take it back."
"You're not allowed to," he breathes, his mouth barely an inch away from yours. "That's not how it works, sweetheart. Sorry."
"You're very annoying."
"And you're very pretty when you're frustrated," he murmurs, brushing his lips over yours. "I...love you too, in case you didn't know."
"You what?"
"Love you," he repeats, his cheeks flushing pink. "Madly. Desperately. Quite embarrassingly, in fact, sweetheart."
You blink, your breath catching in your throat. "Really?
"Really," Eddie breathes, kissing you softly once more. "Shoulda kissed you the second I met you. Wish I had."
"Well," you murmur. "I suppose you'll just have to make up for lost time, won't you?"
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mvskedxrtist · 8 months
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Under the Sea
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Wᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: PwP (Porn with plot), Tentacles, Mommy Kink, Overstimulation, and Praise
Nᴏᴛᴇ: I saw a lot of people actually liked the first one I posted so I'm doing one of my favorite first years from Twisted Wonderland! Please enjoy and reblogs are greatly appreciated. I'll also say for this one specifically, NRC is co-ed for this to work.
Azul Sister!Reader x Deuce Spade - Under the Sea
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Another day, another deal, another contract. That was normal between you and your younger brother Azul. He had done his usual routine of offering his help with finals, and the numbers were definitely increasing than what happened last year.
"225 new contracts, huh little brother." You asked him with a smile while leaning against the office wall, watching him look over what he gathered. "Much more than last year, dear sister." He told him with the same sadistic smile you had on yourself. The initial idea of offering their help was your idea anyway since your first year which lead to Azul doing it when he joined.
The next day while Azul was talking to a client in his office, you were observing the Mostro Lounge for him. Sitting by the counter, you were ordering some of the people with anemones on their heads, looking into the kitchen now and then so nothing bad happened. When you heard the doors open and saw the Tweels, you got up from your chair and walked over. "Well well well! So these are the new people that got trapped as well.. How hilarious!"
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Oh we had really gotten ourselves into trouble. And ouch do these anemones hurt. Me and Ace were getting dragged into Mostro Lounge during lunch which I had to deal with Ace's complaints about the pain. When it did stop and we were in front of the Tweels, I had shifted slightly and turned to see the most beautiful girl leaning against the counter.
She was dressed in the same Housewarden outfit Azul would wear but with some things adjusted so students didn't think she was the Housewarden. The pants seemed a bit tighter on her than everyone else, it really showed how thick her thighs were in the pants and- NO! I shouldn't be thinking about my upperclassman like that! I have to stop staring.
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You had smiled and rested your body against Jade, knowing he'd keep you steady before giving them all a cocky smile. "Finally you showed. Ok Tweels, you can get back to work. As for you two new people.. I'll just have you serve tables for today!" It was a simple task indeed, but anything could be turned complicated in an instant.
Seeing the dark orange haired boy ask his other two friends without anemones to help them with the task was funny a bit. So desperate even though it was easy, just how you usually liked it.
So where did you land when Azul pulled you into his office and explained the deal of a lifetime. And all you had to do was stop the small group not get that picture from the Atlantic Museum? It seemed simple enough.
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It was simple enough. Way too simple. So you decided to have some fun. Especially with the boy you caught glancing at you. While you were in your merform (a dark and muted green cecaelia), you had spotted the group of Yuu, Jack, Ace, and your lovely target Deuce along with the Tweels who were also in their merforms messing around with them.
You had stepped back slightly while watching the Tweels play around with them before letting your tentacles wrap around Deuce's arms and pull him back towards your looming figure. "H-huh?! Wait... [N-name?!]" The boy looked in shock by your merform as you chuckled and leaned closer to him.
"You're absolutely correct, cutie~" You whispered in his ear before letting another tentacle take Deuce's pants off. "I've noticed you stare at me a few times when you're called for your job in the Mostro Lounge... So why not fulfill your fantasy?~"
Right after you said that, Deuce started squirming when he felt a tentacle go inside of his ass. This was such a new experience for him, it felt a bit weird but maybe he'd like it. The tentacle inside of him started pump in and out of him like a makeshift cock while you actually did grab his cock an started jerking him off. "W-wait no! Nghhh~" He groaned softly from the pleasure of both sides, looking up at you while he couldn't do much in your grasp.
Another tentacle had slid inside of Deuce which made him moan out softly for you. He was excited for what you'd do next, the pleasure felt amazing to him. "M-mommy~" He moaned out while you kept jerking him off, going fast as your tentacles inside of him matched your speed. "Aww, is my good boy close?~" You teased him an chuckled, leaning forward to kiss his neck and leave your mark on him while stimulating him.
"H-hahh— I'm gonna-!" Deuce shuddered before he came all over your hand, the boy already looking exhausted from his orgasm. "Good job dear!~" You cheered for him and kissed his neck again, seeing the second hickey on him. He thought that you two were now done sinc he had came, but he could still feel the tentacles inside of him move faster, making him whimper and whine for you.
You shook your hand slightly, watching the cum instantly get washed into the ocean before turning to look back at him. "M-mommy..~ I-I'm so sensitive—" Deuce whined and panted softly from pleasure before he had came again in the ocean, feeling hypersensitive of pleasure.
"Oh but we've just begun, baby boy~ and isn't this nice to lose your virginity Deuce? Under the sea?~"
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bteezxyewriter12 · 2 months
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Just Want to Play/ 1
Pairing- Mingi x Named Reader
Word count- 3.5k
Includes- Mingi has tattoos and his nails painted black, use of a sex swing, oral, pussy eating, cum eating, naked humping?, missionary (sort of), dirty talk, squirting, multiple orgasms, tiny bit of fluff
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J POV
"You good?", San asks me, smirking
I nod
As good as I can get being naked in a sex swing
Leave it to San to have kinky shit in his apartment
It's actually pretty comfy
There's a cushioned strap under my head, one under my shoulders and one under my ass
My legs are in straps, holding them wide open
Needless to say I'm completely exposed
"You're still not going to tell me who your friend is?", I ask
I met San through my best friend Mingi years ago along with the rest of Mingi's work friends who became my friend group too
San's a bouncer at a club, along with Mingi, Jongho and Yunho
Hongjoong owns the club, Seonghwa is a DJ, Yeosang and Wooyoung bartenders
And all of Mingi's friends are ridiculously good looking
San and I started fucking around last year
Nothing serious, just casual sex
A friends with benefits
No one knew about it until three months ago when we were caught fucking in the club bathroom
Now all our friends know
And apparently one of them asked San if I would be willing to fuck them
I'm so game
The catch is, whoever it is didn't want me to know it's them until the day it was going to happen
I still have the choice to say no when I see who it is but honestly I'm not
I'm going to do it
"Nope. You'll see who it is in a few minutes"
San suggested the sex swing and both me and whoever it is agreed
I've never been in one before and I'm willing to try almost anything once
I decided to test it out before the guy comes to see if it's comfortable
"Ok", I say, "Push me"
He raises his eyebrow
"It's a swing!", I reason, "Push me"
He chuckles, his hand moving to my ass and pushes me
I look at the ceiling as the swing moves back and forth, giggling
"You're nuts", San laughs
"Maybe but it's fun"
The swinging is dying off when San's phone goes off
"He's here", San says
Shit, ok
San helps me get my legs out of the straps but I stay on the rest of the swing, my feet on the floor, my legs closed
For now
"I'll see you later", San says
I say bye to San, hearing him open the door to his apartment
The door closes and footsteps approach San's living room where I am
A guy walks in and my eyes widen when I see who it is
What the fuck?
"Mingi?", I gape
"Yeah", he says, his eyes darting between me and the wall
Ok, this I did not expect
Not in the slightest
"You ...you want ...this?"
He nods, his cheeks so red, "Yeah. You uh...you could say no. I'd never force you to do anything"
Of course I know that
This is Mingi, my best friend
I know he'd never hurt me
That's not even a question
"Do...do you want to say no?"
I can say I have never thought of Mingi this way
He's always just been my big dorky best friend
I'm not blind I know he's gorgeous
He's got the whole emo thing going on with his black hair, the dark eyeshadow he wears, the black painted nails
The neck, face and hand tattoos, the eyebrow and nose piercing
The bad boy aura that people would laugh at if they knew how cuddly, sweet and goofy he really is
Yeah he's beautiful but I just didn't see him that way
But, looking at him now, I can see how hot he is
And if I'm honest, I'm curious to see what's under his shirt and in his pants
Mingi is tall and big
I wanna see if his dick matches
"No, I'm not saying no"
His eyes widen but he nods, "Ok"
"Help me into the swing?", I ask, looking at him, then glancing up at the leg straps
He swallows hard, nodding, coming over to me
"My legs go in those", I tell him, pointing
"Uh..yeah"
Leaning back on the other straps, I lift one leg up
He takes my leg by my ankle and gently pulls the strap down, getting it over my foot and down to the middle of my thigh
Then he helps with my other leg, leaving pussy out on display
His eyes trail down but then looking back up before he looks at my pussy
It's so cute how nervous he is
"You can look Mingi", I tell him, "After all, I'm all for you tonight"
He makes a choking sound but his eyes snap down to my cunt
"Fuck", he whispers, his gaze moving from my pussy, trailing up to my boobs then my face, "You're so pretty"
Not gonna lie, I like that
I like the attention he's giving me
I like that he's wanted to fuck me for, it seems, awhile
And I'm turned on
"Mingi", I call, his eyes moving to mine, "Touch me"
I'm craving his touch
His hands touch my thighs, slowly moving them, his palms so warm, feeling so good
He skips touching my cunt, instead dragging his hands along the sides of my body, then wrapping around my boobs
He squeezes softly, his breathing increasing
He's still being shy, unsure and I want him to be comfortable
When his thumbs run over my nipple, I moan, a zap of pleasure running down to my pussy
"Mmm Mingi"
"Oh god", he murmurs, now pinching my nipples gently
Fuck, it feels good, turning me on and making me wet
His hands move back down my body, his fingers leaving fire on every part of my skin
He squeezes my thighs, his gaze on my pussy again, biting his lip
"Why did you want to do this with me Mingi?", I ask, genuinely curious
Does he just want to fuck me after he found out about me and San?
Or did he want this before that?
"Mingi?", I ask when he doesn't answer
"Just wanted to play with a pretty little hole", he murmurs, finally rubbing his fingers up my pussy, my body shivering, "Wanted it to be your pretty little hole"
God, that's fucking hot
"You can play with me Mingi", I urge him, "I want you to"
"Fuck Jo", he mutters, his thumb running over my clit, "So wet"
"For you Mingi", I tell him
He lets out a groan, his thumb rubbing my clit faster, my pussy getting so wet, pleasure filling my body
I watch him kneel down, my heart racing
When his lips press a kiss to my pussy, I moan softly, wanting him to keep going
I get what I want when his tongue slides up my cunt, sending my body into bliss
"Fuck, tastes so good", he moans into my pussy, his tongue rapidly licking up and down
"Oh fuck, Mingi", I cry, moving one of my hands down, snaking in his hair
His arms move around my thighs, holding on to them as he eats my pussy like he's so fucking hungry
Every touch of his tongue is incredible, from the way the flat of it pushes through my pussy lips to the way the tip circles my hole
I swear I haven't been this wet from oral before
His tongue slides in my hole, making me gasp, my pussy clenching hard around it
"Mmmm", he groans, pulling his tongue out, then wiggling back in
At the same time, his thumb circles my clit gently, sending more pleasure through me
I lift my head, watching the utterly hot sight of my best friend on his knees, tongue fucking my pussy and looking like he's totally content to stay there forever
It's fucking surreal
Every movement of his tongue, of his fingers drive me insane, bringing me right there
"Mingi...Mingi, oh god", I cry, coming at the next thrust of his tongue
Intense bliss washes over me as my pussy pulses around his tongue, his loud moan echoing in the room
I watch him swallow over and over, getting even more turned on than before
I just came and I want to again, he's that fucking skillful
"You taste so fucking good", he murmurs, his tongue sliding up out of my cunt, the tip flicking my clit
Stars burst in my vision from that one move, making me cry out in pleasure
His tongue flies over my clit, licking using every part of his tongue
"Mingi", I cry, trying to move my hips to fuck his face but I'm not succeeding so well in this swing
"Fuck, your clit is so little", he murmurs, tongue swiping again and again, "Throbs so hard"
"Mmm hmm", I whimpers, lost in the pleasure
Mingi's mouth wraps around my clit and sucks, the pleasure amping up and taking over
"Yes Mingi", I moan, his mouth moving so fast as he sucks on me, "Yes baby fuck. Don't stop"
I move my gaze down, watching his jaw jump and clench as he sucks, the sight so fucking hot
"Please cum for me", he murmurs between tugs, playing hard, "Please, wanna taste you again"
"Yeah fuck. Gonna cum on your face baby", I yell
His finger dig into my skin, giving me another harsh suck, throwing me head first into an intense orgasm
I scream his name, my entire body shaking uncontrollably as bliss crashes over me in waves
He doesn't let go, sucking me through it, his mouth amazing
When I finish, his tongue is right by my hole again, licking and sucking, cleaning my pussy until he moves away
He looks up at me and I feel my face heat up at the sight of his wet, messy face
He smiles softly, then stands up
"Take off your clothes Mingi", I tell him, wanting to see him naked
Dying to see him naked
He hesitantly pulls his shirt off, letting it go onto the floor
I gape taking in the site of his strong muscular chest and the abs carved into his skin
His shoulders are broad and his arms muscular
The two tattooed dragons on the skin of his chest, the left sleeve tattoo are so bright, so colorful against his skin
My best friend is fucking hot
His face turns pink as he pulls his sweatpants down, followed by his boxers
I get an eyeful of his massive monster cock, choking on air
Seems his dick does match his size
In length and thickness
I don't know how that's going to fit inside me but fuck I'm gonna take it
And take all of it
"Fuck Mingi. You're beautiful", I tell him, his face flushing even more, a shy look on his face
"Not beautiful like you"
Now I feel myself blushing too, "Thanks Mingi"
"Yeah Jo", he says softly, coming closer to me, "Can I play?"
I nod, "Yeah baby. You can"
Her grips his cock, bringing it to my pussy, rubbing it along my cunt
My body trembles feeling how heavy his cock is, wanting it buried so deep inside me
His length slides between my pussy lips, his head rubbing against my clit
My thighs shake as he slowly moves his hips, stroking my pussy with his cock
"I can feel your clit throbbing against my head", he murmurs, "Feels good"
His hands slide up my body, around my boobs, his palms against my nipples as he keeps moving
"Does it feel good for you?", he asks and I nod my head immediately
"Yes, fuck, don't stop"
I can't believe I'm gonna cum again but I feel it building with each side of his fat head against my clit
My pussy clenches on nothing, wanting to be filled with cock right now
But I know I can't rush Mingi
He's still so shy and hesitant even though I'm sure I assured him I want him
I mean I screamed his name so many times and asked him not to stop
I think I made myself clear
I move my hands around his wrists, holding on as I get closer
I pant from the pleasure, wishing I could move my hips to help speed my orgasm along
But I guess the point of a swing is for the guy to have control
"Please baby", I groan, "Faster"
He listens, his hips moving faster, another orgasm overtaking me, my eyes closing
"Yes", I whimper, his cock rubbing me as I cum, pleasure washing over me
I feel his cock move, slipping down, his head at my hole
I open my eyes to see him staring at where we meet
"Gonna stretch you out on my cock now", he murmurs, pushing in, his fingers playing with my clit, "Stretch my best friend's cunt on my cock. Fill my best friend's cunt right up"
I can't explain the utter pleasure I feel as his cock goes inside me, pushing and spreading my cunt apart, his length so fucking hard
Each flick of his finger makes me water his cock, taking him in easier
He's so fucking big I can feel every inch, every ridge, every part of him
"Mmm fuck, look at this beautiful hole splitting open on my cock", he murmurs, his eyes on us as his length slowly moves in, my back arching as I moan like a porn star
It's so fucking erotic how he's so into getting his cock inside me
Like it's the most fascinating thing he's ever seen
"So tight, so very tight", he groans, continuing to sink into me, "Nice and warm. Fuck, throbbing around my cock. Sucking on my cock"
He's not wrong, my pussy sucking him in with every inch
I just want him all inside
His dick rubs all the right spots as he inches in, his fingers pinching and playing with my clit faster
"Almost baby", he murmurs, "Just a little more. Fuck, look at your hole straining around my dick. Fuck so pretty. Gonna bury so deep inside you, you'll feel me in your tummy"
For someone who's shy, Mingi sure knows how to do the dirty talk thing really well
I'm completely turned on
His head brushes against my spot, ecstasy blasting in my body as I cry out
"Mm so close baby", he says, continuing to shove his cock in, his head moving more and more against that spot
I can't, it's so much pleasure, I can't
"Mingi", I shout, coming around his cock as he murmurs, "There, all in baby"
My pussy squeezes his cock hard, feeling so good to finally cum on such a fat stiff dick
"Oh baby, feels so fucking good", he groans, his hands moving to my hips, holding me on his length, "Mmm you came already. Does that mean my cock is good for you?"
"Yes!", I cry, delirious with pleasure, with want, "Fuck me Mingi. Please, fuck me"
He slowly pulls out, every inch dragging blissfully through my clenching pussy
He keeps his head in, then again slowly sinks his entire cock into me, spreading me open so pleasurably, his head hitting my spot
He stuffs me over the brim, no room to spare and I love feeling full of him
He continues to move, fucking into me slowly but going so deep, hitting spots, touching places no one ever has
His gaze stays on where we meet, an intense look on his face as he watches my hole take him
"Like what you see?", I ask breathlessly
He nods, "Love seeing your pussy swallow my cock. Didn't know this tiny cunt was so creamy"
Oh I knew
San is always commenting on it
"Do you like that?"
"Yeah. I like it a lot", he murmurs sliding his cock in again and again
"Good baby. I'll cream up your cock so good. Make a mess all over you"
He moans, moving a touch faster
I can see him holding back, it's in his body, in his face and it's not what I want
"Mingi", I murmur, "Don't hold back"
His eyes snap to mine, desire and lust growing
"I can take it. I'm taking your cock so good right?"
He bites his lip nodding
"Don't hold back baby. Fuck me how you want"
I can see the restrictions he's putting on himself so close to snapping
"I want it Mingi", I say clearly, "I want you"
"Fuck", he groans, pulling his cock back, the drag of it through my pussy so fucking acute
"Please baby", I beg, wanting him to rail me into next week
His hands tighten their grip on my hips, snapping his hips and burying his cock to the hilt in one go, his head smashing my spot
"Fuck!", we both cry, his hips starting to move like lighting
Fast, hard, so deep I feel him in my stomach
Oh my fucking god, it feels so good
"Yes yes", he grunts, shoving his cock in at a speed I didn't think possible, "Fuck, so good. So fucking good"
The sound of his skin hitting mine becomes louder and louder the harder he fucks me, a sheen of sweat forming on his skin, his hair getting wet too
He's never looked so fucking hot
"Pretty little pussy", he growls, "Wrecking it on my cock. Gonna fuck you wide open. Make you cum around my dick over and over until your pussy is numb"
I can't think, each hit of his cock to my spot emptying my head, my hands gripping the straps of the swing so tightly it hurts, my body soaked in sweat and I'm so fucking hot
"Tiny pussy takes my whole cock", he groans, "Nobody can take my cock. No pussy but yours"
"I can take you baby, fuck, Mingi, fuck me harder", I sob, tears falling down my face from the utter ecstasy
Every cell is awake and in bliss, my body shaking uncontrollably as Mingi gives me the best sex of my life
"Pussy so tight. Crushing my cock. Gonna cum for me?"
"Yes!", I shout, "Yes, yes!"
He snaps his hips against and white light blinds me as I'm catapulted into a mind shattering orgasm
I don't know if I'm screaming or which way is up
I don't know anything, all sound and sight cut off
All I know is that Mingi's cock is fucking me though my orgasm, begging my pussy to keep squirting on his dick
When I come back, he's pulling me down his cock as he thrusts, the squelching noise of my wet cunt taking him so fucking loud
I open my eyes I didn't know I closed, the sight of a completely sweaty Mingi fucking into me filling my vision
His hair is dripping wet, drops falling on my thighs as he moves, his abs so tight, arms gripping my hips so hard the veins are popping up
And I'm just taking it like a rag doll, my mind in the clouds, completely shutting down
The only thing I can do is feel the ecstasy he's giving me
"I'm gonna cum in this little cunt", he murmurs, "Fill you up. Fuck want to fill you up so bad"
I don't even know if I'm answering him with words or just sounds
All I know is I'm close again and I think this impending orgasm is going to completely knock me out
"Fuck, fuck, fuck Joanne! Fuck!", he yells, burying to the hilt, his cock throbbing so hard I can feel everything
His warm cum filling me sets me off and I climax around his perfect cock one last time, feeling like my soul is leaving my body
"Yes, milk my cock baby", he grunts, "Oh god yes. Suck all my cum in that pretty cunt"
I do just that, both of us just riding out our pleasure together
After, he pulls out and I feel his load leak out of my pussy but I can't fucking move
"Shit", he murmurs, "Hold on Jo"
Sure
Yeah, ok
Not like I could move anyway
Mingi comes back and I feel him cleaning up my pussy, wiping all the cum away
"Jo?", he says hesitantly, "Are...are you ok?"
"Mmm hmmm", I answer
I'm more than ok
I'm completely fucked out and on cloud nine
"Do you need help getting out of the swing?"
I nod
"Ok"
He pulls the straps off my legs, my legs screaming in pain as he closes them
God I'm so fucking sore and it's going to hurt so much tomorrow but I'm strangely good with that
"Can you carry me to San's bed?", I ask him, "I need to lay down"
"Sure", he says quietly
His arms lift me up and I lay my head on his chest as he carries me to San's room
I feel San's soft bed under me as Mingi places me on it
"I uh..should go", he mumbles
"No", I murmur sleepily, taking his hand, "Stay with me. I don't know when San is coming back. I want you to stay with me"
"Oh, uh yeah. Ok", he answers
He slides in the bed next to me, his warm body against mine
I turn to him, cuddling against him, on the verge of passing out
The last thing I feel is Mingi's arm moving around me, his skin against mine and his fingers running in my hair
Then I fall fast asleep
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Be My Queen
Chapter 1
Eddie Munson x Reader x Steve Harrington
This is a repost since the old blog doesn't work anymore. 🥰
Chapter summary: When Vecna takes Nancy to show her his plan, he takes y/n as well to show her he already knows her or some version of her. For the gang, then it's time to come up with a good plan, and a trip to the War Zone is due.
Chapter warnings: spoiler season 4, blood, non-con touching, violence, Jason being an asshole.
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What the hell is happening?
One minute, I hear Steve's panicked voice calling Nancy, and the next I'm in... a laboratory?
My friends and I finally got back from the UpsideDown after being stuck there, and now I'm trapped again... it's terrifying.
I look around, trying to calm down by taking a big deep breath. The walls are clean and white, just like a hospital. A shiver runs down my spine when I notice a girl walking out of a room with papers in her hands.
What the fuck?
She looks exactly like me... how?
I decide to follow her, seeing that I have no other option.
As I follow her... me... I see some other people, who look like doctors and nurses. Some of them are followed by kids. Shaved head, all of them.
I quickly take a closer look and notice they have a number tattooed on their arm.
Could it be where El lived?
Oh fuck. I'm in Hawkins' Lab. Why? Why is there a girl who looks exactly like me?
I keep following her around, but before I could follow her into a room I hear a voice calling my name.
I turn around finding a blonde man, looking directly at me.
"Yes?"
I turn around after my "clone" answered him. Her demeanour changes right away when her eyes spot the man. From calm, almost bored to nervous, on edge.
"I've been looking everywhere for you, love." the blonde man says with a sweet, yet intimidating tone.
"I... I was fixing some things... for today's tests." The girl tells him in a small voice.
As the man walks towards her, I notice the girl taking a small step back, but stops, almost holding back.
"You always work so hard. You should rest for a while" he's now in front of her and she doesn't look comfortable.
"I don't mind it, Henry, I'm not even tired," she says letting out a nervous chuckle.
"Take a break, c'mon. Ten minutes won't hurt anyone" the man named Henry insists, moving his hand to caress her arm so slightly.
"Maybe later. I have to drop off these files and check on the kids" she explains calmly.
"What about I check on the kids so we can have some... alone time?" He asks, inching closer and closer to the girl, who looks around the corridor to probably check if someone's coming.
"I don't think it's a good idea," she says, trying to remain calm "Brenner asked me to personally check on the kids."
Henry just looks at her, almost admiring her.
"Then give me a kiss so I can go on with my day without missing you too much"
He doesn't give her time to respond, his lips are already on hers, moving the hand that was caressing her arm to her hips holding her.
The girl's eyes are open, she doesn't exactly kiss him back, she just lets him and he doesn't seem to notice it.
"I'll see you later, love," he says after pulling away.
"Bye," she says and quickly walks into a room, I follow her just as quickly, however when I enter the room I find "me" attending to the same blonde man, Henry.
He looks bad, like he was beaten up or something, the girl's checking his head.
"Do you feel nauseous, dizzy, or..?" She asks.
"No.. just a little stunned" he answers, holding his head.
"That's good... at least a bit."
They stay silent for a moment, the girl looks at him with sorrow, I think, someone must've put this Henry through something really bad for her to feel sorry for a man she was quite intimidated by.
"I'm sorry, Henry," she says.
"Don't be." He replies looking up at her and grabbing her hand, the action makes her tense immediately, still he doesn't notice it, instead, he goes on "It was not your fault and you don't need to worry about me, angel, I'm gonna get us out of here."
"What?" She's confused.
"Eleven has a huge power. Her powers have the potential to become something great... she could help me build a new world. A world for us. Then we could finally be together" he explains and now the girl looks alarmed.
"What are you talking about?" She asks.
"Don't think about it, my love, I'll fix everything soon?" he tells her and kiss her hand.
What the hell is going on here?
I feel myself shaking, and breathing becomes hard so I turn around to get out of the room.
As I walk through the door I'm back in the corridor, but now the walls aren't white and clean... they're covered in blood.
I look around, on the ground laying with broken limbs and bleeding eyes there are the same people I saw walking earlier... the children too... all dead.
I feel myself getting sick when a scream catches my attention.
"Stop!" It's the girl again.
I run towards her voice and enter a wide room, a rainbow fantasy on the walls, lots of kids' toys on the floor... there's blood on them too, the children's. I see them laying on the ground blood all over them.
Fuck.
"Please, Henry, you need to stop" I turn to see the girl standing in front of a mad Henry.
He takes a step toward her and she takes a big step back. I don't think she cares anymore if he feels hurt by her actions or not.
"Why are you scared, my angel?" He asks, he doesn't realise she doesn't feel the same and he doesn't realise what he did wrong. It makes me sick.
"You... fuck... look at what you did! They're... they're kids.." she tells him in between sobs.
Suddenly he walks to her cupping her face in his hands, preventing her from moving away. She still tries though.
"Don't you understand? Don't you understand why I'm doing this?" He asks her, rather harshly.
"What's there to understand? You... you fucking kill them" she replies, voice breaking at the end.
Before he could answer her there was a noise coming from near the wall.
I look back seeing a boy standing up.
Henry's eyes darken as he notices him, he lets go of the girl and turns his attention to the boy.
"No, please... Henry... please" she tries to stop him, trying to stop his arm from slowly raising. "Please... fuck... don't!"
Henry nods towards the door and the girl flies across the room hitting the doors and Henry goes back to killing the boy.
He lifts him into the air and using his power he breaks his bones and his eyes.
The boy looked so young...
As soon as Henry killed the poor thing he looks for the girl, but she's nowhere to be seen.
She must've escaped while he was distracted.
I want to do just that so I run out of the room.
When I go to open the door I find myself face to face with Eddie's worried face.
"Oh, Jesus!" He lets out a sigh of relief.
"Fucking thank god" Steve exclaims.
"What... what happened?" I ask sitting up.
"We thought Vecna took you and Nancy," Dustin says from beside me so I look at him, caressing his arm to assure him I was okay.
I look at the others, all with worried faces. Nancy's beside Robin who got an arm around her reassuringly.
"Did he let you go too?" She asks and I nod "did he show you what he showed me?"
"I... I don't know"
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We all moved to Max's trailer where Nancy started telling us about what Vecna showed her.
His plan of bringing a sort of army to Hawkins, to let the UpsideDown expand completely into our world through some gates.
They keep talking, but I can't pay attention, I hear them, but I can't listen.
I'm too focused on whatever the fuck he showed me.
"I was there" I suddenly say from my place on the ground, head in my head thinking.
"So was I. It was... so real I- " Nancy starts, but I interrupt her.
"No. Not that. I mean, I was there, at the lab. Or some copy of me, a clone or... I don't know." I take a deep breath "this... Vecna, one... Henry, he was, like, in love with this girl, or better, obsessed with her. Delusional. I saw... I saw him killing a little kid... the same way Eddie described... with no sign of regret or even sorrow."
"What... what if he just showed those things to scare you?" Steve suggests, evidently trying not to think of the worst.
"He didn't. I... I don't know what the hell was that, but I know it was very much real... and it's freaking me the fuck out, okay? I don't want to believe it, but... there's no denying it." I tell him. "For some reason, I, or another girl who looks exactly like me, was there and he feels like he found her again."
"Why doing all this just for... a girl though?" Robin asks "don't get me wrong, you're a wonderful girl, I'd gladly do that too. But why be so obsessed?"
"He needs a queen" Dustin answers her like it was obvious.
"Fuck..." I mutter hiding my head in my hands once again.
"Shit...Try 'em again. Try 'em again" Steve tells Max, who immediately goes to the phone.
We've been trying to contact El, Will and Mike, with no results.
"Anything?" Dustin asks.
"No. Rang a few times, then went to a busy signal." Max answers.
"Maybe you punched it wrong. Try again" Steve says.
"I didn't punch it in wrong" Max replies, rightly annoyed.
"Well, I don't know" Steve tries.
"I think she knows how to use a phone" Dustin defends Max, who's trying once again.
"I'm just saying, she could've typed it in wrong." Steve insists.
Max hangs up the phone again "same shit"
"How is that possible?" Lucas asks confused.
"I told you, Joyce has this telemarketer job. She's always on the phone. Mike won't stop whining about it." Dustin explains.
"That can't be three days straight busy, Dustin," I say.
"Yeah, something must be wrong" Max agrees with me.
"They're right. It can't be just a coincidence. It can't be" Nancy to agree."Whatever is happening in Lenora is connected to all of this. I'm sure of it. But Vecna can't hurt them nor take Y/n. Not if he's dead. We have to go back in there. Back to the Upside Down."
"Whoa. No, no, no. What?" Steve complains.
"Nope." Eddie too shakes his head.
"She's right," I say standing next to Nancy. "I don't know about you, but I don't exactly like the idea of being some teen-killing monster's mistress or whatever. So we either kill the bastard or... we kill the bastard" I say matter-of-factly
"We barely made it out of there in one piece" Steve points out.
"Yeah. That's because we weren't prepared, Steve." I tell him. "We just need a plan"
"A good one. Then we'll go through the gate, we'll find his lair, and we'll kill him" Nancy supports me.
"Or he'll kill us" Steve replies, agitated "the only reason you survived is that he wanted you to. He's not scared of us."
"And for good reason" Robin finally speaks "we were wrong about Vecna. Henry. One. Sorry, what are we calling him now?" She asks.
"One" Dustin and Lucas choose.
"Vecna," says Erica.
"Henry," Nancy says.
"Piece of shit?" I suggest, noticing a nod from Eddie.
"Right. We've learned something new about Vecna/Henry/one... uh... piece of shit. He's a number like Eleven, only a sick, evil, male, child-murdering version of her with really bad skin. But my... my point is, he's super powerful. He could turn us inside out with a snap of his fingers. It's not a fair fight."
"Then why fight fair?" Dustin asks, simply "you're right. He's like Eleven. But that gives us an upper hand. We know Eleven's strengths and weaknesses" he explains.
Genius.
"Weaknesses?" Erica's quite confused now.
"There is one thing we can use," I say.
"Exactly, when El remote-travels, she goes into this sort of trance-like state. I bet the same is true for Vecna" Dustin keeps talking.
"That would explain what he was doing in that attic" Lucas points out.
"Exactly. When he attacks his next victim, I'll bet you he's back in that attic, physical body defenceless." He declares.
"Defenseless? What about the army of bats?" Steve rhetorically asks, pointing at his injured neck.
"Right, true. We'll have to find a way past them. Distract them somehow." Dustin answers.
"And, uh, how do we do that, exactly?" Eddie asks, about to stand up.
"No idea" Dustin replies and Eddie sits back down defeated. "But once they're gone, he doesn't stand a chance. It'll be like slaying sleeping Dracula in his coffin"
"That sounds good in theory, but there is no pattern in Vecna's killings. I mean, at least not one that I can decipher." Robin notes. "We don't know when he's going to attack next. We don't even know who he's going to attack"
"We don't need another victim," I say, looking down.
"What are you talking about?" Nancy asks, worry clear in her voice.
"I can be the bait."
"No," Steve and Eddie say at the same time.
"I will" Max speaks up. "I can still feel him. I survived before I can do it again"
"No." I firmly say "we don't know if the music thing will work again. He will kill you if he gets another chance. But he will not kill me"
"We... we don't know that Y/n" Steve walks in front of me.
"Yes, we do! You didn't see what I saw. How he was with her. He looked at her like she was the reason the sun goes up every morning." I look him in the eyes, and my voice gets softer "he won't kill me, Steve"
"Are you sure about this?" Lucas asks.
"Positive," I say letting out a big sigh "just... please kill him"
"We need supplies" Nancy declares.
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After stealing an RV we head to the War Zone that, according to Eddie, has everything we might need for killing things.
The plan is to buy weapons and then find an open space to get ready and be away from unwanted attention.
I sit in the back with Dustin while the others are scattered around and Steve's driving.
"Are you worried?" Dustin suddenly asks.
I look up at him, then I look around to avoid his worried stare and find Eddie's, instead. I smile at him, to let him know everything is alright.
"Scared shitless" I then say to Dustin.
"You don't have to do this. You can back down and we can think of a new plan together" Dustin tells me, he tries to both reassure me and make me change my mind.
"I know, I know. But the only other valid option is for Max to be the bait and, in all honesty, that scares me even more" As I speak I play with my fingers and when I sense someone's presence with us I look up seeing Eddie.
"Hi" he softly says.
"Hey" I reply.
"I'll leave you two" Dustin smiles at us and gets up to join Lucas and Max.
"You okay?" He asks and I softly laugh. "Stupid question, I know. I'm sorry"
"Nah, don't worry about it. You can ask all the stupid questions you want" I smile at him.
"I wish you wouldn't have to do this" he gently holds my hand.
"Me too. But better me than Max, or anyone else" I say laying my head on his shoulder, I always found comfort in this. We've been friends since I started driving the kids back and forth when they had Hellfire, so we got closer. Sometimes I feel like there's more, but whenever anything could happen he backs down so I'm never sure how he feels.
"It would be better to send Harrington. Maybe he could distract him with his hair, make good use of it for once" he jokes.
"Don't be mean," I say with a chuckle. He always knows how to cheer me up. "He might give him lessons on how to style it properly" I joke too.
I look at Steve driving.
Steve...
Steve, on the other hand, I met him when he and Nancy started dating, so of course he was always in the way. I didn't mind it honestly, he turned out to be not that much of a dick. Then he just got better, especially thanks to Dustin's friendship, but here things get complicated. When he worked at Scoops Ahoy with Robin he always flirted with me as I went to visit Robin during my breaks at the music store at Starcourt, at first I thought he was his way of joking. The moment I realised he wasn't joking I also realised I didn't mind it at all. I wanted him to flirt and I wanted to flirt back.
So... I realised I like, have some sort of feeling for two guys... at the same time.
Complicated.
"We're here" Steve announces parking the van in a secluded area to keep Eddie, Dustin and Lucas away from the people of Hawkins.
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The store is huge.
"So much for avoiding angry hicks" Robin comments.
"Let's be... fast" Nancy suggests and we all agree.
Nancy and I go check out the shotguns they sell.
"How much?" Nancy asks the seller.
"$120.99, but I'll throw in 20 rounds of buckshot for ya," he tells us and I just nod at Nancy.
"Not bad," I whisper to her and she agrees.
While we keep looking Nancy hands me the weapon, but then I hear a familiar voice.
"Hey, can I see this real pretty .357, please?"
"Oh shit" I comment and Nancy quickly looks behind me and turns around just as quickly.
"You go. I got this" I tell her.
"You sure?"
"Yeah, just try to warn the other to keep an eye out for his goons. They must be around here too" I nod and she walks away, but that must've caught Jason's eyes because he then speaks directly at me.
"Look at that... What are you doing here?" He asks.
"Oh you know" I start turning around to face him, "they say there's a killer on the loose... gotta be prepared."
"Aren't you the freak's bitch?" He harshly asks.
"It's really sad you can't recognise what a friend looks like" I mock him, keeping a serious expression.
I see his jaw clenching hard, my words hit the target. He relaxes his face and takes a breath and just looks at me, in a way that makes a shiver run down my spine.
"It's a real pity" he then says.
"Yeah, it is. It means you never had an actual friend in your life" I say with a fake pout on my face.
He just laughs humourless.
"No, babe. A real pity is how you ruined yourself by hanging out with the freak" he walks closer.
"Oh no... you think I ruined myself?" I ask with fake shock, then I just smile "thank god. If having good friends instead of assholes like you ruined me... glad to be ruined, sir"
"You were really pretty, you know. I mean, you kind of still are... I'd gladly help you find the right way back." He... flirts..?
Oh now I'm gonna get sick
"Wow... your girlfriend died not long ago and you're already harassing another girl... just wow." I laugh sarcastically "see? That's what makes Eddie so much better than you"
"What would your father say, uh? I don't think Hopper would be happy about it" he suddenly says.
Oh... he didn't just mention my father, did he?
Now it's my turn to clench my jaw, he notices and smiles proudly.
"You wash that fucking mouth before talking about my father because you. Know. Shit." I tell him, walking up to him.
"Want my advice?" He asks completely ignoring me.
"No"
"Shotguns are not good for much of anything past killing small birds," he tells me, eyes focused on mine "I mean, they got power, sure, but not much range. And that's just gonna force you into close-range combat, then someone can easily redirect it by grabbing that barrel, like this.."
He suddenly moves to grab the barrel, but I'm faster, stepping back and moving the shotgun out of his reach earning a surprised expression from him.
"Keep talking about shit you clearly know nothing about and I might just show you what my father would say" I warn him and walk away.
I go pay for the stuff I got and reunite with the others as we walk back to the van.
"Remind me, please, not to make you angry?" Robin tells me with a proud smirk.
"You could never"
"That was... I gotta say... quite hot" Steve tells me pleasantly surprised.
I just wink at him, and we all hurry to get in the vehicle and just rush off before anyone could see us.
We quickly rush into the RV.
"What happened?" Lucas immediately asks.
"We gotta go" Steve cuts him off.
"Your old friends are here" Erica informs her brother.
Steve starts the vehicle, immediately driving away as soon as the last of us get in.
I move to the back with Dustin and Lucas.
"So.." Dustin starts.
I look at him, waiting for him to continue.
"Yes?" I urge him on.
"When are you gonna talk to them?" He asks.
"To who?" Lucas asks, suddenly interested.
"Eddie and Steve" Dustin immediately answers and I roll my eyes "C'mon! It's clear as the day you feel something for them, the both of them and they feel the same."
"It's more complicated than you think, Dusty," I tell him softly.
"It's not." Lucas interjects "I mean, Eddie kept worrying about you the whole time you all were in there. I mean very worried. Very."
"Yeah. And you didn't see the look Steve had when you volunteered to bait Vecna" Dustin adds.
"Yeah... I told you. Complicated" I tell them to drop the subject, so I just lean my head back and try to think of something else.
I have no idea what will happen.
I keep thinking about how this is real. I was there. I saw myself there in that lab, with Vecna, Henry or whoever the fuck he is. How is that possible? Is it some kind of trap?
What scares me the most is that I have this feeling it's not a trap. It's all true.
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Benefits and privileges
When Tanjirou wakes up, the mist hashira is in his room again. It's early in the morning so he knows Nezuko is back in her box.
He moves in order to sit on the ground and notices the way Tokito is staring at him, although Tanjirou has gotten used to his personality in the past days.
"Hi, Tokito-san!" He grins. "Do you want to have breakfast with me?"
The mist hashira nods, but this time he rises from the floor, opens the door and gives instructions to someone in the hallway.
Tanjirou is a little bit curious and he's about to ask what's going on when someone gets inside with a LOT of food. Everything looks absolutely delicious.
At first he thinks perhaps Tokito is like the love hashira and has a huge appetite, but the man puts almost all the food on Tanjirou's side of the table.
"Thanks!" Good thing he's really hungry that morning. Although they have never served him that amount of food. Actually, everything looks even more delicious than the other day.
As soon as they leave them alone, Tokito gets closer to him.
"You're a very low rank in the Corps," that's the first thing he says to Tanjirou, making the redhead nod in embarrassment.
"I know," he mumbles. "But I'll train everyday to–"
"You could rank up faster, you know?"
"Really?" Tanjirou turns his head to look at him, already invested in whatever he's going to say. Maybe Tokito wants to share a training technique with him?
The mist hashira smiles back at him; he has a fond expression on his face.
"Absolutely. You just have to marry a hashira."
Tanjirou knows Tokito doesn't joke so he doesn't laugh, but he does blush and smiles nervously back at him. It's obvious he has no idea that's pretty much impossible for him, he's not... He knows no one is interested in him, at least in that way.
"Thanks for the advice, but–"
"Listen, Tanjirou," Tokito cuts him off, getting even closer. "There are a lot of benefits that come with being one of the Pillars' husband. You'll receive the same training as a tsuguko, all the kakushi and other slayers have to treat you the same way they treat a hashira, you'll get better food, better equipment... You'll get the best swordsmiths. Your sister will be welcome anywhere..."
"That sounds really great," Tanjirou cuts him off, knowing his face is still red. "But I don't think they want to marry me. Although I thank you for–"
"I'll marry you," Tokito offers, eyes glimmering with excitement. It's weird to see him showing any kind of emotion, but in a good way.
Tanjirou scratches his cheek nervously; his face feels like is burning still.
"I appreciate it, but you don't have to do that for me."
"I want to," Tokito says immediately, getting a little bit desperate. He grabs Tanjirou's hands with his. "You can be my husband."
Wow. Tokito sure is a good person and a good friend; offering him to do that just to help Tanjirou. The redhead is very touched by his gesture.
"I honestly don't want to ruin your chances with another per–"
"I make more money than you!" The mist hashira says suddenly. "I know that's something that people like... I've heard it before..."
"Yeah, but I'm not–"
"Nezuko can have anything she wants!" Tokito insists, pulling Tanjirou into a hug and nuzzling against his cheek. "I'll tell them to prepare a special room for her in my estate. She'll be safe there."
That's honestly very tempting. Tanjirou looks back at the wooden box in the room and imagines her running around happily in a place that no one can hurt her.
Blushing, Tanjirou hopes he's not taking advantage of Tokito's friendship when he says: "Maybe a cute kimono for her? She always wanted one."
"Anything."
If the mist hashira is willing to do that for him, then the least Tanjirou can do is to make him happy or try to.
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yes." He replies without hesitation.
"Okay, let's get married then!"
The smile on Tokito's face is so wide, but he looks good when he's happy. He leans to kiss Tanjirou's face before pressing his lips against the redhead's quickly.
"I'll let Oyakata-sama know."
Alright... It seems he's getting married soon.
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Sick Days
[Lemon and Tangerine x GN! Reader (Platonic) ]
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[Summary; You've worked with the twins for years now, and whilst they are sharp and get things done rather well, they do have a tendancy to constantly get eachother, including you, sick.]
[Notes; Sorry I haven't been very active. I promise I'll get to those asks soon but this popped into my head and I just really needed to write a full fic.]
[Warnings; Some cursing and mentions of taking over the counter medicine.
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"Achoo!"
"Bloody fuckin'-hell mate, cover your fuckin' mouth when you sneeze," Tangerine scoffs.
The three of you have been sick since your last mission in Bolivia, you're assuming that one of the twins got coughed on or something, because as always--they were the first to get ill.
And just as always, you were the ones to take care of them at first until you finally got ill.
The first week was horrible.
Tangerine's constant bitching and moaning about how he wanted to be back on missions but still complaining about how he felt like shit, that his nose and body hurt, how his throat was sore, and how terrible of a headache he had. Then he would be upset that Lemon was sitting down bundled up on the couch watching Thomas and Friends and how he wouldn't let Tangerine watch his West Ham game on the television.
Lemon wasn't as bad as Tangerine when it came to getting sick though. Lemon only complained once or twice, every now and then but it wasn't constant. Lemon would only ask if you could bring him a pot of tea if you weren't too busy and maybe some blankets. He was content and hell, he'd even admit happy that he didn't have to go on missions for a few weeks.
And then you got sick.
So now its just been constant sneezing, coughing, sniffling, and groaning. The amount of tissues and tea the three of you have been going through is insane, and you're still the one doing medicine runs.
"Piss off mate, I'll do whatever the fuck I want," Lemon says after blowing his nose.
"If either one of you bicker and babble to eachother again I will personally shoot the both of you in the face," You groan.
You hear a grumble and mutter from Tangerine but don't bother with him because it'll only worsen your already terrible migraine.
You walk to the kitchen, grabbing your favourite mug along with some clove and ginger tea, popping the teabag in and pouring the hot water you had just boiled over it into the mug.
"You did it wrong," Tangerine says, a look of annoyance on his face.
"I'm really not in the mood for your bullshit Tan. If you want it done right then you make it yourself you prick," You bite back, proceeding to the living area.
You walk to the couch Lemon was sitting on, one of his legs taking up the whole couch.
Once he looks away from the television and sees you, he removes his leg and opens up the blankets he was under, inviting you to sit with him in his cozy spot, to which you gladly accept.
You sit comfortably next to Lemon, handing him your mug so he can set it down on the tissue covered side table. I'll have to clean that up later, you thought to yourself.
"Feeling any better, y/n?" Lemon asks.
"Sort of. I've still got a god awful headache and my nose is still runny, but its better than I was a couple days ago so the medicine is working at least. How about you?"
"I'm still stuffy but its beginning to slow down now, I'm glad this bloody thing is starting to bug off already," Lemon replies.
"It's my turn on the telly, let me watch th- Achoo! Fuckin' hell!" Tangerine says, a twinge of annoyance in his voice as he complains like a child.
You and Lemon look at eachother, sighing and deciding to let Tangerine watch his game so he stops whining.
"Fine, but only if you promise to stop bitching, okay?" You say, handing Tangerine the television remote and scooting closer to Lemon to make room for him to sit with you two.
"Hey Tan, who's playing West Ham?" Lemon asks, voice still slightly hoarse.
"Man City today, tomorrow its Brentford. Why?" Tangerine responds, eyes glued to the television as he switches it to the correct channel.
Lemon looks at you with a look on his face, then back at Tangerine.
"No reason in particular,"
Manchester City just so happened to be your favourite team. The last time Man City was against West Ham, Man City won. You also happened to be watching the game with the twins that day, and let's just say that Tangerine was not happy that his team had lost and you were happy over it.
It'd been a few years since that game, but you have a feeling that Tangerine would end up being worse than the last time if Man City won again.
Sure, you like it when your team wins, but as of right now you would much prefer it if West Ham won so that way Tangerine doesn't act like a complete bellend. He's easier to anger and agitate now that he's ill.
You all sat on the couch watching the game. Cheers erupted from Tangerine and Lemon whenever West Ham got the ball or made a goal, then a groan of annoyance from Tangerine whenever Man City got the ball or made a goal.
So far it was a 3 - 3 tie with just 3 minutes left of the game, and Tangerine was getting more and more agitated every time Man City took the ball from West Ham.
Once again, Man City taking the ball, then the referee calling over a player and showing them a red card, giving West Ham a free kick for the players offense.
West Ham has the ball now, a free kick. There are 2 minutes left in the game and if they make this shot then the chances of them winning the game are high.
"Bowen takes a free kick, OH MY WORD! A DIRECT FREE KICK GIVING WEST HAM 4 POINTS TOTAL! WHAT A GOAL!"
Cheers and a few coughs come from both Lemon and Tangerine, smiles on their faces. Regardless of their heights, facial hair, voices, jobs even, they still act like children sometimes in both good and bad ways and it makes you smile.
Those last few minutes pass and the game ends, a 4 - 3 score with West Ham beating Manchester City, more cheers erupt from the twins, dopey smiles plastered onto their faces.
Tangerine gets up from the couch to go do something for a minute, leaving you and Lemon sitting on the couch together.
"That was a good game eh? Man City is pretty good too, I'm surprised we even won," Lemon says to you, covering himself back up with the blanket he was sharing with you.
"Great game really! I'm a little bummed though I will admit, but honestly one loss is better than Tan being a prick the entire day," You roll your eyes.
You get up from your cozy spot on the couch and head to the kitchen island, which had a plethora of medicines, syrups, a humidifier, and assortments of teas.
Cough syrup, Tylenol tablets, throat soothing sleepytime tea, chamomile tea, lemon scented vapor rub, allergy syrup, and a new, unopened three pack of tissue boxes.
You groan at the thought of having to drink the terrible tasting allergy and cough syrup again.
"Lem! Tan! Have you guys taken your medicines yet?" You call out to the twins, seeing as Tangerine had just returned to the living area.
Groans emit from the both of them as you give a light chuckle.
The two walk to you, tangerine grabbing the three cups for the syrups, all of your names on one of them to designate which belonged to who.
You pour the cough syrup into your cup at the 120 ml line, holding your nose as you down it to try and get rid of some of the taste, then doing the same with allergy medicine. You open the bottle of Tylenol, grabbing two of the tablets and popping them into your mouth.
You take a gulp of water from your glass then wipe your mouth.
"I'm gonna go into my room and nap, take one of these tissue boxes with you," You say, opening the pack and grabbing a box of tissues for yourself to have.
You walk to your room, opening the door and placing the tissues onto your bedside table, taking one out and blowing your nose, then tossing it into your small trashcan.
You lay in your bed, covering yourself with your blankets and sinking into your mattress.
God I hope I feel better soon.
You fall into a slumber, happy to be resting after nothing but bickering and loud cheers all day.
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Sorry this took a little longer, I wasn't really planning to post it two days ago but tumblr freaked out and did it anyway even though it still wasn't finished, but it is now! I'm trying to post these fics more often and hopefully be more consistent about it. Requests are still currently closed and I'll try to get to the ones that were sent months ago.
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