#depressing feelings | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

curseheaven · 15 days

Text

I just sit back Try to do my best Try to keep to myself, keep to myself Keep my feelings to myself Keep my words to myself Keep my thoughts to myself

9 notes · View notes

stil-lindigo · 13 days

Text

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

--

no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

14K notes · View notes

disc80s · 3 months

Text

#is being predisposed to having depression/general feeling of sadness through your whole life an actual thing?#or do I just have undiagnosed high functioning depression #txt

20K notes · View notes

petscoboba · 29 days

Text

I want Toby Fox three years after the last chapter to make a game where it's just the Fun Gang going on a road trip to the east coast to go fishing. They raid a gas station on the way to grabs snacks for the road (and the lobsters they catch). Happy April Fool's.

#deltarune #susie deltarune #noelle deltarune #noelle holiday #kris dreemurr #fishing momence #I have one more page I wanted to draw for this little idea #but i'll have to get to it at a later date when i've got more energy #in reality this idea started as a way for me to draw kris happy after highschool #i relate to kris' lethargy a lot-- so i wanted to see them still trying to make the most of it despite their depressive nature #(perhaps if kris can find a way out maybe i can too?)#it's hard. it's really hard when you feel like you've got really nothing to look towards to #but i hope they can find meaning anyways. i hope they smile one day and i hope it's a real one #pssstt! chronologically this post takes place after another comic i have planned in the midst. it'll take 10 years to complete but one day.#that comic. will not be a happy one #heeeheehoohoo

11K notes · View notes

ibikus · 29 days

Text

tumblr users when someone asks them what they did on april 1st

#this is how i feel rn #yes a depressed person CAN do this #points to self #boop #parks and rec #ben wyatt #april fools

10K notes · View notes

lostmf · 6 months

Text

10K notes · View notes

rainywhispersblog · 5 months

Text

10K notes · View notes

reactionimagesdaily · 1 year

Text

#I feel you there little buddy #reaction image #reaction meme #daily reaction images #image mood: depression time #submission

25K notes · View notes

saduboiss · 5 months

Text

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

7K notes · View notes

curseheaven · 7 months

Text

And if it makes you feel better, I'll be on my way

And all this time I sit around and think, but there's nothing to say

And if you want to feel better, I'll stay out of your way

6 notes · View notes

injuredsoullessfrog · 5 months

Text

#vent post #vent blog #ventcore #vent #mentally fucked #self h@te #s3lf hate #mentally drained #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #s3lf harn #self h@rm #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #feeling sad #self destruction

4K notes · View notes

to0needy · 4 months

Text

i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

#borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd vent #actually bpd #tw ptsd #actually ptsd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #bpd shit #bpd problems #bpd mood #bpd stuff #text

4K notes · View notes

the-suicide-effect · 7 months

Text

#anxiety #depression #self harm #mental illnesses #mental health #sad #sadness #cry #lost #emotions #feelings #not okay #quotes #suicide #suicidal #bipolar #disorder #lonely #alone #loneliness

7K notes · View notes

sunrisethoughts02 · 11 months

Text

And the most important thing to remember is that you have time. Time to discover new people and new projects and new places; time to heal from your past and your wounds. You might feel like you’re getting nothing done and nothing is happening, but you have time to discover your soul. It will happen for you <3

#mental health #mental wellness #self care #self improvement #self love #mental wellbeing #self help #depression advice #depression and anxiety #positivity #good vibes #good vibrations #good vibe quotes #feeling good #positive vibe #positivemindset #positive words #positive thoughts

9K notes · View notes

vixensofdeath · 5 months

Text

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

5K notes · View notes

lostmf · 5 months

Text

3K notes · View notes