If I can't have you in this life, I hope you leave my heart alone. I hope my heart beats for someone else. Someone that will feel the same way about me.

Book: Night Drives ❤️

And I love you a lot 💝

When you listen to “that song” that you had tied to them and you feel nothing, you know you have moved on.

Btw, stop attaching songs to certain people. When things go wrong, it ruins a perfectly good song.

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feel like a friendship with my friend of nearly 20 years is coming to an end. it sucks. it hurts. and i feel lost and blindsided by the whole thing. im such a people pleaser and always keep my feelings to myself so no one ever feels upset or hurt by anything— the one time i decide to not hold in how i was feeling hurt, it costs me my entire friendship.

sorry, trying to just get my thoughts out and start the process of moving forward.

29/05/22

There is something so achingly heartbreaking,

about standing in a room full of people you know so well,

and feeling so utterly alone.

I just sit back Try to do my best Try to keep to myself, keep to myself Keep my feelings to myself Keep my words to myself Keep my thoughts to myself

we grieve the future we will never have. we grieve the memories we will never make. we grieve the person we will never marry. i know that i am making the right decision by leaving but that doesnt make the grief easier. i am at peace with my own company but that doesnt mean i dont miss the comfort of having someone by my side through the ups and downs of life.

Book: The Pain of Healing by Samantha Camargo on amazon 💛

i miss my ex best friend so much. applies to all of the best friends that life stole away from everywhere except from my heart.

Rhysand wouldn't have saved Tamlin's life if it had been the other way round. And I'm honestly not even sure if Feyre would have bothered either.

You did not break my heart,

you tore it apart.