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just-sad-vibes · 2 days ago
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why am i never good enough for anyone
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bpdjournal · 2 days ago
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It's wild to me that people will be like "I'll use work to distract me from my feelings" that will distract you? You don't need 3 substances and the adrenaline of destroying your life to dull your emotions even a little? What a life
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nymph3tam1n3 · an hour ago
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naturalselectionh0ttie · 18 hours ago
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i miss who i was before i fell in love with you
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thatthursdaygirl · 2 days ago
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advice for those who can’t get over their favorite person ..
the only way i’ve truly found to get over a favorite person, is by not having a favorite person. i don’t know how to not become obsessed and attached to people. so the only way i’ve learned to cope is by isolating myself and not having anyone as my favorite person.
my life is boring and dull without a favorite person, but i would much rather have this than to be in pain all the time because i’m attached to someone who doesn’t care about, and love me as deeply as i do for them.
the more self aware i get, the more avoidant i become. the less i’m willing to put up with. and i’ve gotten good at cutting people off and never looking back. i don’t ever want to feel like i’m giving all my power away to someone again.
i’ve spent my whole life feeling powerless and clingy, so when i can control it, i will.
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abusivechildhood · 7 months ago
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how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?
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borderlineblitz · a year ago
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i just need to get through this week
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lild3m0nn-bpd · 6 months ago
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siickangel · 8 months ago
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why is everything constantly overwhelming
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Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.
It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.
Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.
It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.
This sort of behavior is classified as “para-suicidal” It’s putting yourself in a situation of danger or destruction with the intention of risking your safety rather than a direct attempt on your life. Kind of, leaving it all to chance? Also doing things to harm yourself or your self worth because you feel you deserve to feel the outcome of those actions.
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borderlinexcrazy · a month ago
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its always "mental health matters" until you start showing symptoms.
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just-sad-vibes · 2 days ago
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im so sick of listening to her have the same problems over and over
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amievenreal · 2 months ago
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I don't want to kill myself like I romanticized when I was younger. I now wish that I could simply just stop existing.
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unhinged-hinge · 6 months ago
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Why does my brain gotta be so dramatic like shut up and sit down we’re all sick of your shit already
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guilt-tw · 7 months ago
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nymph3tam1n3 · 10 months ago
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tryingtogetaway · 11 months ago
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love is not as transient and conditional as some of you guys think it is. when people tell you they care about you, they don’t change their mind ten minutes later because you said something weird or annoying. the people that love you will still love you when you do things that upset them. love doesn’t instantly disappear like that
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