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imamonstr · 14 hours
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i wanna cvt myself to de@th
i hate myself so much
why do i sh?
it's the only way to keep calm and don't feel that pain. i have to lose so much weight until i look like my perfect th1nspo
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livingwiththedeadgirl · 19 hours
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I can do nothing but beg for death
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visilepoem15192x · 2 months
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jaesig · 8 days
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Can we please make "I'm depressed" a valid reason to out-of-the-blue fall off the face of the earth?
I'm not busy.
I'm not tired.
My plate isn't full.
I'm not swamped with work.
I don't have a cold or flu.
I'm not laying awake at night. (But I am sleepy throughout the day.)
Nothing tragic or traumatic has happened.
I nor anyone I know or work with is going through anything.
You didn't do or say anything wrong.
But I'm not sad, either. I'm not homesick or in mourning. I'm not angry at anyone or anything.
Nothing is wrong...
I just woke up and suddenly being alive sucked, eating became a dumb idea and nothing mattered. I canceled training for the next two weeks, making up a lie, saying I'd be out of town on business.
And I have no other explanation for that, but I don't [can't] say anything because the word "depression" might as well be "itchy" to some people.
"Here, have a mango. You like mangos, right? This should cheer you up!" But I'm not sad.
"Just think happy things!" But I'm not sad.
"Did something happen? You know you can always talk to me!" About what? I'm not sad.
It'll go away just as it came: on its own.
How long it'll stay in my system this time is anyone's guess.
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dispiritedfae · 2 months
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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted
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Once I learn how to stop being me it’s over for y’all
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sanniolodio · 1 month
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My life was supposed to end at 16
Idk what im doing now
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k3t4min5 · 1 month
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i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest
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visilepoem15192x · 2 months
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dispiritedfae · 1 month
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Life is BDSM and i don’t know the safe word
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samiraaphrodite · 2 months
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dietcokeflavoredair · 12 days
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“communication is key” i say, as i ghost all the people i care about because i cannot express my feelings due to trauma
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I became so attached to my depression that I can't imagine my life without it anymore
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lulabyy · 2 months
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I wish I could sleep through my whole life and never wake up.
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borderlinebaby420 · 1 month
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i just want to cry in the dark and hurt myself alone
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dispiritedfae · 1 month
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I’m sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend
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