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x-x-bones-x-x · 2 days

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BPD is so confusing. I don't want to be in another relationship again, I'm too afraid of them leaving me. But I want to have sex. I can't have casual sex though. Now I want more than that, I want to cuddle and be told that I'm precious and such a good girl. I want someone to tell me how good I'm doing and how proud they are of me. I want to cuddle someone to sleep while I'm wearing a t-shirt and they're completely naked. I want them to spoon me. But I'm too scared to be in another relationship. I can't deal with another person leaving me. I can't deal with anyone else, period. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of being used. I deserve to be alone. I deserve to rot. I deserve everything that comes to me but God damnit deep down I know I just want to be truly, purely, completely loved.

#bpd problems #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd stuff #bpd shit #bpd splitting #bpd is bpding #bpd is a bitch #bpd diary #bpd girlies #bpd girl #bpd symptoms #bpd feels #bpd friends #bpd episode #bpd emotions

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vixensofdeath · 7 months

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the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

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bpdcrybaby213 · 1 year

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Why do I feel like self destruction is the answer to every bad feeling I have? Any negative thoughts, go on...destroy yourself, you'll feel so much better.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #mental illness #bpd problems #bpd struggles #chronic mental illness #bpd symptoms #bpd coping

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vexedhighness · 2 years

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WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING HOW DO I STOP RUINING IT ALL I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY

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borderline-buddies · 7 days

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chances are I probably hate myself more than I hate you !

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heylouiseee · 3 months

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take me back to the start when everything is okay and you weren't scared of loving me.

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obnebulant-mogai · 2 months

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Bpd Adjacent Flag! A flag that is left vague so anyone who has BPD, is questioning, or simply experiencing traits or symptoms can use it! This was made with people who have trouble pinpointing or recognizing symptoms in mind, and is not to be used by transID supporters.

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with eight equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are lavender purple, pastel lavender purple, white, soft yellow, peach orange, bright pink, purple magenta, and dark magenta. In the center of the flag, there is a black BPD symbol. The second image is a flag identical to the first, but without the symbol. End ID.]

BPD + Autism Adjacent flag! A flag that is left vague so anyone who has BPD and Autism themselves, is questioning having the disorders, or simply experiences traits or symptoms can use it! This was made with people who have trouble pinpointing or recognizing symptoms in mind, and is not to be used by transID supporters.

I made several versions of this flag. The first two are here, and more will be placed under the cut.

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are smoky blue, sky blue, blue green, pastel green, pale yellow, pale orange, peach orange, bright pink, purple magenta, and dark magenta. In the center of the flag is a combined autism and BPD symbol. The second image is a flag identical to the first, but without the symbol. End ID.]

Flags by me, requested by a member of the LGBTQIA wiki server! Colors picked from two BPD flags as well as an autism flag.

More versions below the cut, as well as the transparent symbol:

[ID 1: A flag with eight equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are sky blue, blue green, pastel green, pale yellow, pale orange, peach orange, bright pink, and purple magenta. In the center of the flag is a black combined BPD and Autism symbol with added white lines for clarity. End ID.]

[ID 2: A flag that is identical to the first, but the symbol does not have white lines. End ID.]

[ID 3: A flag that is identical to the first, but there is no symbol. End ID.]

[ID 4: A flag that is identical to the first flag for BPD and Autism above the cut, but with white lines added to the symbol for clarity. End ID.]

[ID: Two images. Both images are the combined BPD and Autism symbol. The first has white lines added for clarity while the second has these areas made transparent. End ID.]

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boxesforsys · 2 months

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"This user/alter is a borderline/BPD symptoms holder" userboxes

Click for quality!

#system userboxes #userbox #userboxes #system userbox #nav: disorders #nav: roles #system things #system stuff #plural system #system #bpd #bpd holder #bpd symptoms #borderline personality disorder #borderline pd

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lovesixk-demon · 6 months

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The worst part about having a favorite person is when you're not their favorite person, and you know it

#lovesixk illness #bpd yandere #bpd vent #bpd symptoms #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd #it tears my heart out

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bpd-fueled-thoughts · 7 months

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My existence is literally screeching "STOP IT" at myself when my emotions begin to build.

And then I get told "just talk to me about your emotions! You'll feel so much better!" and it's so wild that my brain takes that and turns it into "no, mom was right. You're too much. You're always too much. Your emotions, your feelings, your thoughts, your existence is a burden to everyone around you. Never talk about it. Never feel. Never talk."

#mental illness #mom trauma #mommy issues having ass bitch #mommy issues #trauma survivor #childhood trauma survivor #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd diagnosis #bpd symptoms

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vixensofdeath · 5 months

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I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

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bpdcrybaby213 · 9 months

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Actually, I think the worst part of BPD is being highly self aware yet still unable to change your behaviors. And it's like watching yourself do the same things over and over but you have no idea how to stop it.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd problems #bpd things #bpd struggles #bpd symptoms #bpd brain #bpd blog

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vexedhighness · 2 years

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♡ YOU MAKE ME WANT TO SHOOT MY BRAINS OUT ♡

#i fucking hate it so much #i hate myself #bpd #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd symptoms #bpd vent #bpd yandere #bpd mood #bpd splitting

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borderline-buddies · 7 days

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"You should all leave me before I hurt you" is easy to say But dealing with you being gone is just so much fucking worse.

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heylouiseee · 3 months

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You never know how lucky you are to spend the rest of your lives with the other half of your soul until you've had to spend your life without them.

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obnebulant-mogai · 28 days

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HPD + BPD adjacent flag! This is left vague so anyone who has, is questioning, or displays traits of the disorder(s) may use it! These were made with people who have trouble pinpointing neurodivergencies and are NOT for transid supporters.

[ID: A flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are purple black, plum purple, dark magenta, berry pink, bright orange, sunny yellow, off white, cloudy blue, light purple blue, and dark stormy blue. End ID.]

Flag by me using sampled colors. Requested by @gillipopmoji.

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