bpdcrybaby213
The BPD Cry Baby
Life of an Autistic adult with Borderline Personality Disorder. "Pink ribbon scars that never forget, I tried so hard to cleanse these regrets." "Against my will I stand beside my own reflection." "I got a bad disease, out from my brain is where I bleed." "It won't give up, it wants me dead. Goddamn this noise inside my head." "I wanted more than life could ever grant me." "I now know the depths I reach are limitless." "There's someone in my head but it's not me." "There's a voice in my head, says I'm better off dead." "Give it to me, I throw it away." "You don't want to lie, no you don't wanna lie anymore about why you feel so bad. You don't want to lie, no you don't wanna lie anymore about things that make you sad." "I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change, I know now this is who I really am inside." "You say that I'm paranoid, but I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me." "All night hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something."
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#bpd coping#coping skills#coping mechanism#coping#girls who smoke weed#smoke weed everyday#weed community
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destroying myself so others can't as the only form
of control i've ever known
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"Someday you will ache like I ache". but you get to wait until you're 90 years old.
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I'm super low on weed. Feeling sober feels like being dead inside. I fucked up bad and spent way too much money this month to the point it fucked over my mom and boyfriend and I owe a lot of money to people. If it's not one bad habit, it's another. I'm trying to lose weight and lack of binge eating puts me on edge and then I wanted to spend money. I always have to have a vice. It's a constant war. This lack of self control I fear is neverending.
#borderline personality disorder#bpd symptoms#bpd thoughts#bpd life#actually bpd#bpd things#bpd stuff#bpd problems#bpd struggles#bpd blog#bpd brain#bpd coping
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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war
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i wish the world was a more gentle place to psychotic people
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cemeteries aren’t creepy they’re actually devoted to memory and rest and love and humanity
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This is just your daily reminder that your lived experience is valid. No one else gets to speak on if you’ve had it rough or not. No one else gets to tell you that everything you’ve suffered through was for attention. No one gets to tell you that you should’ve just tried harder or been better. No one gets to tell you that someone else having it harder invalidates your own struggle. Your pain is valid. Your struggle is valid. You are valid.
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I’m sorry the people around you think you’re weak for crying. Bodies are designed to release stress through tears. The fact that so many were taught to suppress their body’s functioning isn’t on you.
Be brave.
Rebel.
Cry.
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