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zieanna · 3 days

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x-x-bones-x-x · 2 days

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BPD is so confusing. I don't want to be in another relationship again, I'm too afraid of them leaving me. But I want to have sex. I can't have casual sex though. Now I want more than that, I want to cuddle and be told that I'm precious and such a good girl. I want someone to tell me how good I'm doing and how proud they are of me. I want to cuddle someone to sleep while I'm wearing a t-shirt and they're completely naked. I want them to spoon me. But I'm too scared to be in another relationship. I can't deal with another person leaving me. I can't deal with anyone else, period. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of being used. I deserve to be alone. I deserve to rot. I deserve everything that comes to me but God damnit deep down I know I just want to be truly, purely, completely loved.

#bpd problems #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd stuff #bpd shit #bpd splitting #bpd is bpding #bpd is a bitch #bpd diary #bpd girlies #bpd girl #bpd symptoms #bpd feels #bpd friends #bpd episode #bpd emotions

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ur-darling-deity · 1 day

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Blocked blocked blocked blocked blocked

Yes I just blocked everyone I love why because they were going to leave anyways.

#her.scripture #bpd splitting #bpd safe #fp bpd #bpd yandere #bpd fp #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd

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cut-n-snared · 3 days

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had the hardest split today, almost broke down in front of everyone lol

#bpd splitting #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd #bpd problems #bpd safe #bpd thoughts #actually mentally ill #breakdown

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worthless-mess · 7 months

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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bunniibpd · 1 year

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mirroringshards · 3 months

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cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

paranoia

mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

paranoia

fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

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met4lwhore · 2 months

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yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

#bpd safe #bpd favorite person #bpd #bpd splitting #dissociative identity disorder #dissociation #self isolation #borderline splitting #paranoia #neurodivergent #mental illness

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borderlinesadgirl · 2 months

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They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

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la1npilledg1rl · 2 months

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“have you ever just cried because you’re you”

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zieanna · 2 days

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I want to trust you but I can't.

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clovelie · 2 months

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it's always "i love you even with your disorder!" until they don't understand your symptoms

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drifting-bones · 7 months

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thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.

#vent blog #bpd #vent post #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #actually paranoid #ppd #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd splitting #doll.txt

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cccat-in-a-meat-sack · 5 months

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#cluster b #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd splitting #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #borderline pd #It Talks

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nemosopenletters-blog · 1 year

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I swear I can physically hear my brain telling me to unalive myself.

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jiraikeibabes · 3 months

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I hate explaining myself to people or, explaining how I feel. I always immediately regret it afterwards.

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