Stupid me 😮‍💨😮‍💨

I hate missing the people who have probably forgotten about me. I hate it because they’ve moved on or forgotten but I haven’t. I dream about the day we coincidentally meet but I can only dream so much. there needs to be a day where I come to my senses and realize no one’s coming for me, no one cares, and no one will miss me like I miss them.

I think I was too young for all these things

its so humiliating having to admit to people that sometimes my only motivation for doing something is for validation or attention

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫

(𝘋𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘭𝘦)

Sloppy makeout sessions in Vanessa's cop car were good. Her hands always wandered, often settling on your ass or back. She usually left a trail of hickeys over your neck, letting everyone at work know you were taken.

She has you on her lap, grinding on her thigh. You were moaning and whimpering uncontrollably, directly into her mouth. And she was savouring it, drinking them down like they were the last drop of water on earth.

You moved a little faster, your whimpers becoming high pitched and your breath quick.

"No no, you aren't cumming on my thigh. Backseat sweetheart."

Am I actually ‘too sensitive’ or are you just a dick who doesn’t want to take accountability for your actions?

im losing my mind!!!! >///<

Sad reality for most of us girl

sometimes I wish I never could think because it’s all I do now. all day long it’s me overthinking about everything or just me thinking about things I really just don’t want to think about. my brain is like a swarm of flies that never goes away.

Once you care you're fucked

splitting on someone and then splitting back but loathing yourself because how dare you think any thoughts even implying that theyre not an amazing perfect human being what were you thinking they can't do anything wrong!! its shameful that you would have thoughts like that. oh they cant read your mind?? oh well they might as well have, they don't deserve to have to deal with your bullshit mental illness you should block them you shouldn't be in their life anymore you're a constant burden on them no wonder they abandoned you. why were you even mad at them in the first place?? its totally reasonable that they would leave you. with your issues?? pfft yeah you're basically destined to be alone forever.