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vixensofdeath · 5 months

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I destroy myself to make me feel better but in the end I always feel worse.

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bi-writes · 9 days

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his phone is ringing. he's startled, because no one calls him. he doesn't think anyone even has his number. when he flips it over, it's just a mess of digits, but the area code is familiar. (18+, kinda dark, mw3 spoilers)

he's curious. too curious. he has to answer it, even if he knows he won't respond. he needs to hear someone's voice because the ones in his head are clawing at the inside of his skull, and he needs to ward them off, even if just for a minute.

he picks it up. and he waits for the greeting.

"h...h-hello?"

it's a soft voice. a woman's voice. he frowns, but he says nothing. there's a gentle sniffle on the other end, and then she talks again, a bit shakier this time.

"h-he...he said you might be like this," she whispers. "said...said you might not talk. but...he said you would answer. said you'd always answer."

his head snaps up. suddenly, he's sitting up straight, at attention, and he squeezes his free hand into a fist and nearly punctures the skin with his blunt fingernails. something sharp hits his chest, and his heart drops into his stomach. he tastes acid.

i guess he was right all along. johnny had a bird. and he left her behind, too.

"i-i...i can't--" you stutter, sucking in a shaking breath, and ghost grunts, biting his tongue, wanting to taste blood. every time he thinks he has found his center, something throws him off. the jingle of his dog tags in the bedside table's drawer. the flash of blue in someone's eyes only to realize it isn't him, he's fucking gone, he's dead and so am i.

the sound of his bonnie lass, soft and sweet as she cries into the phone.

the line cuts. you drop the phone, covering your face with your hands, and you sob into your palms. you haven't moved from this place on your couch. everything reminds you of something that once was, and when you found the number on the back of a worn picture tucked neatly into his bible, you called because he told you if you needed him, he would answer.

it's past midnight when the door opens. you're still in the same place, strewn about the cushions where you've been for days, you think. you turn your head, and he nearly has to duck his head to come into your space. when he steps into the moonlight, you see the skeleton mouth of his mask, and you just blink, watching him come closer.

johnny always told you that if something happened, ghost, simon, whatever the fuck he would be calling himself when he would inevitably show up, that he would support you. but you didn't know how. you didn't think to ask, because johnny was all smiles and warm glows, and ghost is a dark cloud that threatens what grows.

but johnny was right.

he supports you when you climb up over him, settling down with your thighs around his head. he supports you when you bend, dragging your warm cunt over the flat of his tongue and chasing the high that you've missed for so long. and he supports you when you cum, scarred cheeks hollowing as he sucks at the skin of your thighs, following the trails of slick that drip from you, letting it guide him right back to where he belongs, inside of you, around you, making you forget what's missing.

yeah. johnny's always right.

#hahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahaha whats wrong with me #WHATS WRONG WITH ME #PLEASE #PLEASE PLEASE take the fucking computer away from me #simon ghost riley #simon riley #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x reader #simon riley x you #ghost mw2 #ghost cod #ghost call of duty #ghost mwii #ghost x reader #cod #call of duty #simon riley smut #simon ghost riley smut #simon thoughts

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shvedskiycukor · 7 months

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Старі діди з підлітковими гормонами

#art digital #укртумбочка #fanart #український tumblr #svsss shen qingqiu #svsss fanart #svsss novel #sqq #lqg #liushen #liu qingge #shen jiu #liujiu #meme #whats wrong with me

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fracturedfemme · 1 month

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blood on my clothes and my hands

I’ve done it again

#nicole dollanganger #girlblog #female manipulator #divine feminine #femcel #girl manipulator #dollcore #dollette #manic pixie dream girl #female rage #female hysteria #coquette #this is what makes us girls #psych ward #whats wrong with me #girlblogging #girl interupted syndrome #this is a girlblog

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ekale · 7 months

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The struggle

#writing memes #writeblr #writing #:) hehe #i need to finish this #shitting around #funny shit #so silly #the strugge is real #im dying #writing community #whats wrong with me #meme #funny memes #relatable memes #sillyposting

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snav1d · 8 months

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hey, what if we form msf together?... >_<

#bbkaz #kazuhira miller #big boss #whats wrong with me #i love peace walker era #mgs #snv1ds art #i cant b srs

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imsogayyippee · 1 year

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the ballad salad of jane doe

#the ballad of jane doe #ride the cyclone #this is so stupid i was gonna say “the song the ballad of jane doe” and “the ballad of jane doe” and it came out as “the salad of jane doe”#jane doe rtc #whats wrong with me

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the-little-knight · 4 months

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I made the first half of the joke and then my friend made up the second part

BUT THIS TIME IM NOT SORRY >:-]]

#why do i do this to myself #whats wrong with me

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dabisqueen · 8 months

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Get ready for some virgin!Dabi noncon coming up soon hehehhe

"I have to admit, I've never done this before," he chuckles, slowly pulling down his pants. "So, cut me some slack, will ya?"

#the sick idea of this #whats wrong with me #dabi smut #mha smut #bnha smut #dabi #dabi todoroki #bnha dabi #mha dabi #dabi my hero academia #touya todoroki #todoroki touya

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itachanta · 1 year

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I have a type. The ‘no-romance’, ‘both-could-kill-you’ & ‘unmarried-married’ duos.

#revenge of others #third person revenge #kdrama #disney+#korean drama #kdrama couple #park solomon #lomon #shin ye eun #Ji soo heon #ok chan mi #the more sweet obvious romance the less interested i am #but the moment they present me a no-couple im head over feels #but im a romance lover at the same time #whats wrong with me #i like to suffer #vincenzo happiness im also looking at you two

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mafwaff · 1 month

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Guess who binge watched AND rewatched Capitain Laserhawk: A Blood Dragon Remix? What a strange show that I couldn't peel my eyes away from ◆

#captain laserhawk #dolph laserhawk #wip art #blood dragon #artists on tumblr #sketchbook #maybe ill try rendering digitally #whats wrong with me #my brainrot is real #it was really so entralling that i watched it again right after watching it the first time #ever happen to you?

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vixensofdeath · 6 months

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It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.