i wanna be put in a coma and when i wake up again everything is better
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BPD is so confusing. I don't want to be in another relationship again, I'm too afraid of them leaving me. But I want to have sex. I can't have casual sex though. Now I want more than that, I want to cuddle and be told that I'm precious and such a good girl. I want someone to tell me how good I'm doing and how proud they are of me. I want to cuddle someone to sleep while I'm wearing a t-shirt and they're completely naked. I want them to spoon me. But I'm too scared to be in another relationship. I can't deal with another person leaving me. I can't deal with anyone else, period. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of being used. I deserve to be alone. I deserve to rot. I deserve everything that comes to me but God damnit deep down I know I just want to be truly, purely, completely loved.
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What people without BPD think BPD is like: oooo wow I’m so obsessed with you X3 I’m so crazy and abusive, I’m a horrible person >w<
What it’s actually like: hell.
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Not even good enough for an abusive relationship
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everyone is lying.
when will somebody finally tell me the fucking truth about what they think of me instead of gaslighting me into thinking you tolerate me and then just FUCKING LEAVING?????
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