[after saying something completely normal] be honest do you think i should ever speak again
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cute bpd things!!
paranoia
*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D
paranoia
mood depending on them
every text hurts or feels way too good
intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH
the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive
paranoia
fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3
"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"
becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention
never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back
cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME
oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself
"just leave. everyone does anyways"
5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever
*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?
dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had
paranoia
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sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder
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i think the saddest part of BPD is wanting to find your “person” (not FP) that gets and understands you, doesn’t judge you, you feel safe with, etc but then when you do start finding that person, you start getting really paranoid about them leaving (bc everyone else does and will) and you tell them so they promise to never leave you but years down the line you’re still stuck in that “but you promised me and said you wouldn’t” cycle while they’re who knows where
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how difficult it is to have been an adult as a child and now a child as an adult
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