i pretend it doesn't bother me but it's tearing me apart.

Normalize not feeling bad for distancing yourself from anyone who did not feel bad for hurting you.

Be teachable. You’re not always right.

I went to a concert today, 10,000 people and I still felt lonely

Having BPD is wishing the people who hurt you miss you like you miss them.

"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

They only want you when they want something

If you want or need them it’s just a inconvenience

The ugliest thing you can do is bring up someone's past when they’ve changed.

I feel like a bad partner because of my bpd. My episodes are exhausting. I'm exhausting. I can't help I'm broken, but I can help my behavior. I'm so sorry. I know I apologize too much. I'm sorry you have to walk on eggshells. I feel guilt, knowing that a different partner could be easier for you. I feel guilt knowing practically no one will put up with me. Why do you?

the sudden wave of intense self-hatred that makes everything feel so empty, I wish I had the strength to end my suffering already

how could you love me? i don't even know who i am.

i feel so fucked up

why can’t someone just care about me for once..

I never think it’s paranoia.

You think YOU’RE tired of my BPD?

Guess what, so am I.

At least you’re not stuck with this shit 24/7

"There's millions of Tumblr users" to you. To me there's only about 12 and we all reblog the same five posts from each other

I always fuck things up.