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zieanna · 1 day
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I want to trust you but I can't.
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lactosefreeapple · 2 days
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Little rant below, TW ED talk
"E@TiNg D!SoRdErS aRe SoOo CoQuEtTe"
No, no they aren’t
I just spent 20 minutes scouring my kitchen for laxatives and almost cried before I found them, and will probably spend the rest of the night hunched over a toilet
It isn’t cute, it’s a disorder for a reason
And it’s never just cute skinny girls, it’s everyone, regardless of gender or size. It’s something that takes control of your life, forever.
So no, it isn’t cute. And it isn’t just one size fits all, (pun lightly intended) most with an ED don’t have straight up a4a, it’s only like 8% of people with an ED (if I remember the stat right) that have typical a4a. And literally every other ED is seen as disgusting or not for what it is. It bothers me to no end how uneducated the population is about something that affects around 9% of the worldwide population.
And why I was scouring? I ate dinner. A, by normal standards, a regular dinner. But I felt sick to my stomach.
Anyways, rant over. Stay safe lovelies! Drink plenty of water
~🎀
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I never expected this feeling of pain when the person you love most in the world knows your problems, saw your scars, but just doesn't take them seriously and borders on making fun of you.
Like... ok. I just want to kms now.
Thanks.
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coffeexxcigarettes · 2 days
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Consolation
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Take shears to me.
Hack away at my limbs and flesh.
Listen as the useless anatomy falls
Into the bloodied abyss below
With a weighted splash.
My body jolts
And curves
As you force me upright-
Shaping me into
The villain
I'd fought desperately to avoid.
Warmth and gore wash over me in sickening waves,
As I watch you;
Watch the fire in your eyes.
As least,
I brought your spark back.
At the very least,
You can't say I didn't do that.
x
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injuredsoullessfrog · 5 months
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hamoodmood · 8 months
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muzgozjeb · 1 year
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zieanna · 2 days
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I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow
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The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.
A reality where I'm never born.
Everything would be so much better.
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pricklymuffinzzzzz · 3 months
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Tw bpd vent
If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.
Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.
And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.
Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.
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stoned-r0mantic · 2 months
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Bpd culture is not understanding how easy it is for them to not talk to you and when you arent tlaking to them you feel physically ill and hopeless
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imgoing2kms · 1 year
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