The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

i don't wanna be alone anymore, but i don't wanna interact with people and be hurt again. i don't wanna hurt anyone either, and i don't want more people to hate me. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i really wanna kms rn

My life was supposed to end at 16

Idk what im doing now

I swear I can physically hear my brain telling me to unalive myself.

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Wanting to die is such a hard feeling

You know you're not supposed to be here, but you still go to sleep and wake up.

It doesn't matter how hurt you are and how much you hurt yourself, you'll never have the satisfaction of death

i’m sorry i can’t be what you wish i was

someone pls tell me there’s more to life than this

Living feels so heavy right now. I just want to pause life for a second and just breathe. It feels like I can't fill up my lungs completely, like I'm always out of breathe.

I don't deserve a family I don't deserve friends I'm the worst friend ever I'm the worst child ever

Why am I not allowed to hurt myself, while everyone else can?

Why can’t anything go my way? Everything is fucked and every time something bad happens I contemplate suicide. Why?