When the fp isn't messaging and you don't want to bother them so you just sit in pain forever until they remember you message you
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I wish he gave me his adress so i could crash my car into this house
🫂 /nfta
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I am legit staring so hard at this right now trying to figure out what I ever did to this particular person for them to want to k!ll me and my family like you can’t just say shit like this. Most people who know me think I am very far from being a white supremacist since I literally denounce being white and hate myself for my skin. I don’t even care if “they aren’t serious” this still isn’t funny.
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So I'm playing a game with my two friends. 45 questions, everybody picks a number between 1 and 45. With questions like what's your fav colour, would you go out with your best friends boyfriend and such.
So when I pick a number thats a question with sex content my friend immediately says no I can't ask that question. Especially not Ratz.
And I just sit there, because that happens so often that they leave me out of conversations with "adult content" cuz I'm too asexual and couldnt answer it if I wanted it.
At least let me know the question. Don't leave me out of stuff or both call me too asexual for this. I'm so sick of this. They do this since I've came out to them. I hate it so much
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Tw vent, sex mention
I'm so freaking down right now... I can't even explain how dull and sad and unhappy and dysphoric and bad I feel
I'm back to thinking... I feel so bad when I start just thinking. 'Cause every time I do it my thoughts keep on leading back to who I am.
I desperately want to have a partner (or partners) and have romantic AND sexual relationship, I've fell in love pretty recently but... I also feel like NO ONE could really ever love me back at this point.
Who am I? A closeted transgender person with lots of weird kinks, interests (even fixations) and lots of triggers and nuances, with complicated as fuck identity and also so fucking hypersexual
I don't wanna spend my whole life lonely. I wanna love. I wanna be loved. But is there an actual way that's going to happen? Maybe that's really just my fate?
And I don't wanna give myself up. I don't want to stay in closet forever. I don't want people to see me as cis woman. I don't want people to see me as binary trans man. I want people to see AND accept AND support me as a nonbinary person who presents masculine AND feminine.
I don't want to stay in closet forever. I don't want my partner to think that I'm okay with just vagina-and-dick sex. YES I do have WEIRD desires. And I don't also want anyone to be uncomfortable with it. And I don't want myself to be uncomfortable.
So the only one fucking way is to actually find a person who's not queerphobic AND queer themselves, who's not anti-kink AND have weird kinks themselves AND THEM NOT BEING ONLY BINARY WOMEN
WHAT'S THE ACTUAL CHANCE OF SUCH THING TO HAPPEN...
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boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”
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( kind of a vent sorey )
bpd culture is thinking that no one cares for you nd you have no real worth nd splitting on your friend because they got more attention nd likes than you even though you try so so hard ,,,, i wish people liked me it isn ' t fair
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