reminder: no one will take care of you as long as you look healthy💊

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

I swear I can physically hear my brain telling me to unalive myself.

I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning

I’m tired of wishing I was dead.

nobody lol

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i have a pair of small jeans that bought to motivate myself to lose weight. recently, my mother took them and laughed, saying that i would never be so thin....

bulimia has probably never hit me as hard as it does now.

I just wanna give up. I can't do this shit anymore, I can't keep living like this. Everyday is sooo hard and I just need everything to stop. It feels like I'm running out of air, pls set me free I can't survive this fight.

I hate how I never have enough scars.

No, you don't understand how it feels to wish for death while blowing out the candles on your birthday cake

Wanting to die is such a hard feeling

You know you're not supposed to be here, but you still go to sleep and wake up.

It doesn't matter how hurt you are and how much you hurt yourself, you'll never have the satisfaction of death

born to rot in my room, forced to contribute to society

i’m sorry i can’t be what you wish i was