not wanting to, but looking way skinnier lastly. since living without my parents (since september 23) i've alredy lost around 12kg while eating a lot lol. idk, i really miss my ed and looking skinnier, but i know i cant relapse, at least not letting others (specially my parents) notice. love my boyfriend and i know that would worry him a lot, since he knows all my story with my ed.... anyways i still miss my good old days in this community, wanna make some new friends too 😭
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tw !! block don't report !! very realistic sfx makeup and dried blood !!!
block or keep scrolling if your easily triggered
just bc u make me get rid of this acct doesn't mean I can't make another one :3
another daayy another migraine
I did these just a few minutes ago and now they're just chilling on my arm. the last few days have been hard and the week after this week will be an absolute train wreck so YIPPEEEEE !!! I wanna kms. 🌷
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I wonder what it’s like to have a healthy relationship with food. Like, what do you mean you just eat and don’t obsessively look up the calories of each ingredient? What do you mean that you don’t memorize the calories in commonly eaten foods? You don’t plan your meals based on how much exercise you can do in a day?? Eating a meal doesn’t make you guilty??
Nah, that shits wild
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They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone
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what I say: “it is what it is”
what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.
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that feminine urge to buy the cutest novelty box cutter so i can carve hearts in my thighs like i did when i was a teenager just to feel something
(i think i am manic)
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