You take the girl out of the self harm, not the self harm out of the girl.
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I wonder if she believes I'm strugging or thinks I'm an attention seeker.
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I always feel like I'm not "sick enough" like sorry brain I didn't know it was a competition. I feel like I never have enough scars, cvts or whatever.
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If you read this please get help. It only gets worse if you don't get help. People won't help you unless you ask for it.
I thought someone would do something eventually when they saw my scars, but people are useless. Even people who should have helped me didn't. My friends, multiple teachers, and my school nurse have seen my scars and even cuts. I thought someone would force me to stop, but no one has and I have only gotten worse.
What I have learned from this is that you have to ask for help. People don't know what to do and it isn't always their responsibility. It's up to you.
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It dosen't feel like I exist when I'm alone. I love it.
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He has been gone for a month. It still doesn't feel real.
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Why am I soooo fing ugly compared to other ppl [girls] my age. Like seriously. I look grotesque next to them. There is just something so fundamentally wrong with me.
I keep getting more reasons to kms.
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I hate how mean I have gotten. The irritabilty aspect of depression and anxiety is no joke. I just snap at people.
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What an incredible person you were. Rest in peace.
7/03/1966-19/10/2023
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Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.
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I thought I was getting better. Maybe I should just ask for help. Do you really get better with medication, therapy and all that? I find that hard to believe.
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