support · 8 years ago
Everything okay?
If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. For 24/7 peer support and other resources, message KokoBot on Tumblr.
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) The Trevor Project (LGBTQ youth, ages 13-24) National Eating Disorders Association (online chat, text) RAINN (National Sexual Assault Hotline)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find resources for your country.
For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.
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fearbasedparanoia · 2 days ago
I am hurting. I am hurting so bad and the amount of pain I am feeling makes it harder to breathe. The tears I have been crying are burning on my skin, every tear a little more. It makes me scared how painful this life has gotten and how little energy I have right now to fight for my happiness. I am terrified.
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zarathustra-would-be-proud · 18 hours ago
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sa-dnesss · 2 days ago
The weather has turned cold and the season of long sleeves has come
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orkidealapset · 7 hours ago
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Every night I count the days I have to wait for you
And everyday I count the nights
And every night I count the days I have to wait for you
Everyday I count the nights
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just-a-lonely-nobody · a year ago
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Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.
It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.
Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.
It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.
This sort of behavior is classified as “para-suicidal” It’s putting yourself in a situation of danger or destruction with the intention of risking your safety rather than a direct attempt on your life. Kind of, leaving it all to chance? Also doing things to harm yourself or your self worth because you feel you deserve to feel the outcome of those actions.
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abnormall · a year ago
i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.
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becherdireinen · 10 months ago
I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.
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beautifuldarkmind · a year ago
I'm jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships... they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 
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fearbasedparanoia · a day ago
Anyone else feeling like you should just get over your trauma, because you feel like you're exaggerating everything, while at the same time everyday feels like you're suffocating, while not allowing yourself to talk about it, because it feels like you're too much?
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randomreasonstolive · a day ago
Reason to Live #7985
  To watch myself get better. – Guest Submission
(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)
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sa-dnesss · 10 hours ago
I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.
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imsadperiod · a year ago
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