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#and my partner always says “text me if you need me” but i cant
fandomestloser · 4 months
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leohamatoblog · 1 month
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What They Text You: Applies to any...cause they're all a bunch of dorky teens and i dont care what anyone says.
Leo:
• look at my new plant
• would you like to have tea tomorrow?
• you look so pretty 😍 leo you cant see me and? i bet you do
• am i really an old man???? 😭😭😭
• be honest, do you think raph can beat me in an arm wrestle? if you dont answer in 5 minutes, i will assume it's yes and i will prove you wrong.
• good morning honey. have a wonderful day today! ❤️
• are you still mad at me...? LEO YOU SET MY MICROWAVE ON FIRE. so is that a yes?
• have you eaten yet? you need to eat...and drink something other than (your favorite drink)
• i got benched because i can't stop throwing up. i'm fine! leo...you threw up blood literally 10 minutes ago. it was only a little 🙄
• i'm in desperate need of a kiss right now.
• check out my new katanas
• remember that i love you 🥰🥰❤️
• for the last time, i wont download tik tok. you know how bad i hyperfixate 😠
• stop playing candy crush and pay attention to me
• keep it up and you won't get the knots worked out of your shoulders.
• mikey just called me a boomer...i feel like i should be offended. you are a boomer. I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.
• y/n, i love you, but for the love of god, PLEASE PICK UP YOUR SOCKS.
• *drunk* im in a relationship why do i have your name as my love cause my girl/boyfriend/partner will definitely not like that and i dont know who you are but they will kick your ass and i dont even feel sorry cause you arent love leo...you're drunk. NO IM TAKEN
• call me cause i would like to hear about your day and i miss you
• i love you my love ❤️
Raph:
• come watch me bench im bored
• can you please come get mikey before i hit him?
• wear that giant sweatshirt to our date. ya look adorable in it
• why did you ask donnie to help you with your homework?? um...cause it's about neurons and receptors in the brain. i could've helped with google! 😒
• YOU NEED TO COME KILL THIS COCKROACH RIGHT NOW.
• hey babe. how was your day? ❤️
• have i ever told you how beautiful you are? what did you do. nothing...? i just think you're beautiful. raphael. fine..i broke casey's nose. AGAIN!?!
• i'm so tired...wanna come nap with me?
• facetime me so i can show you this cool trick spike can do
• remember how i said i was going to be more level headed? well donnie's new robot almost broke my arm and it's no more. you lasted 1 day more than the last time.
• *you sent a selfie* yeahhhh that's my baby 😍😍
• eat or im fighting you.
• jokes on you ive always been completely unhinged and it's bold of you to think i cant be worse.
• im sick. can you bring me some soup? 😣
• i miss you like a lot and i hate when you're gone
• i love you a whole lot 😘
• im just gonna start carrying you everywhere if you dont stop tripping over NOTHING. im just gonna trip harder. Y/N NO.
• mikey said we're his parents just an fyi. he's always been my son
• i made waffles. you better come eat some
• damn babe you're fine 🤤
Donnie:
• no i wont do your homework for you
• tell shelldon to stop talking back to me before i ground him for eternity
• im in a house of IDIOTS. technically it's a lair. not now y/n.
• you look like a pile of swans in that sweater 🥰
• i can't sleep. wanna play online scrabble?
• sweetie you need to eat more than a bag of gummy worms and a bag of doritos
• you need to come sit with me while i work because i need an extra set of eyes. you just miss me 😏 don't start.
• don't call a plumber! i know how to fix the sink. i got this 😎 donnie the pipe exploded the last time you "had" this.
• *you sent a selfie* you look nice
• im gonna blow up. a person, a thing, a place, all of the above? yes.
• you need to drink straight broth, it'll help soothe your stomach ache
• im dying. you have a cold.
• i love you but please stop trying to assemble ikea furniture on your own.
• good luck on your exams/work project! 😘
• TELL RAPH TO STOP PICKING ME UP TO MOVE ME.
• leo just called me an asparagus. i didn't know how to respond so his phone will self destuct in 5 minutes. DONNIE.
• you're so pretty 🥺
• i made you something and you have to come get it right now. im literally about to have my wisdom teeth out. reschedule it
• listen to the playlist i made you or else im disabling your pirated tv show service
• thanks for listening to me 💜
Mikey:
• babe come snuggle with me
• i made you brownies so come eat them with me while we watch crognard
• i haven't seen you in so long 😭 you saw me this morning. BUT THAT WAS HOURS AGO
• angelcakessssss i love you
• look at this cat video i found
• FACETIME ME THERES A PUPPY
• are you awake? mikey it's 3 am. good, so would you still love me if i was a worm? go to sleep.
• i bet you look like a cuddly bear today 🥰
• im so hungry. can you bring me ice cream?
• raph wont stop being mean to me. can you beat him up? cause a (your height) tall human can beat a 6ft turtle's ass 😑 i believe in you.
• im coming over with my new call of duty game and we're having a game a thon!
• i found a cat. mikey no. his name is gerald. MIKEY WE ALREADY HAVE 10 OF THEM. HALF ARE NAMED GERALD.
• i made you a mixtape i cant wait for you to hear it
• how mad would you be if i crashed the shell razor in a derby and broke my arm? very. then i did not do that.
• im sick. come help me feel better 😭
• call me cause april just told me something about casey that's wild
• i found this cool rock that i think you'll like
• it's so cool i can date you. you're for real the coolest. you broke my coffee table again didn't you? no...maybe.
• im bringing you lunch cause my baby needs to eat!
• this song reminds me of you 💕
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m00mis · 1 year
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hello~ i saw that you're accepting requests and i really like how you write seventeen. 🥺 if it's not too much can i please request a scenario where seventeen tries to make up with their partner after a fight? thank you and i hope you're having an amazing day/night! ♥️
thankyou! that’s the best compliment <3 i took my sweet time doing this sorry they’re kind of long… hope you enjoy!
how seventeen would make up after a fight
cheol - he is devastated. so angry at himself and always blames himself for every fight. cries after bad ones because he cant imagine losing you. he would be very scared to attempt to make up with you because what if he says the wrong thing? so he writes his thoughts down and memorises what he wants to say but when your eyes meet his he forgets it all. it doesnt matter though because you can tell how sincere he is, he’s on his knees with his big eyes, long eyelashes wet, begging for forgiveness. he doesn’t need to say how he’s sorry when its written so clearly right there on his face
jeonghan - would text your best friend for advice on what he should do, not because he doesn’t know how to make up with you, but because he needs to know if you had said anything that he could fix and how angry you were at him. after confirming the details he would trap you in bed with him lying on top of you, smiling at your irritated expression, pressing tons of kisses to your whole face until it softens. when you finally gave in he would sit up and hold your hands in his saying how sorry he was and how you should forgive him because honestly what you were angry about was a little silly (“have you been messaging friend’s/name again? goddammit hannie.” “i had to know! it’s not like you were in the mood to tell me what was wrong 🙄”)
joshua - loves making you something to show how much he appreciates you. your bedroom is covered in trinkets and little crafts he has made for you to express his feelings so this time he decides to sculpt a vase. he picks out the flowers for it especially, making sure all the flower’s meanings amplified his apology. he also got you jewellery that you had been wanting and waits by the front door for you to return home to present them to you. he would say how sorry he was, taking your hand to show you the table where the vase with flowers is surrounded by candles, with your favourite food laid out. “i love you so much y/n, i’m truly sorry”
jun - he dislikes confrontation so would avoid you to give you time to cool off. the fight was accidental, he wouldn’t have hurt you on purpose but he takes time to understand your point of view. endearingly sits next to you and listens to every word you say. after you’ve explained yourself he would give you a big hug “i understand now, i’m sorry for what i did” and give you a little kiss before trying to lighten the mood by playing with your hair or booping your nose or something lmao
hoshi - he would lock himself away and rake through his song library to find the perfect song that encompasses all his feelings, then find you and drag you to his room, making you sit down and listen to this perfectly selected song that can speak for him and he stands there facing you grooving to it, mouthing along to some parts and clutching at his heart at the end. luckily the fight wasn’t too serious or you would beat his ass. he’s too cute (and cunning), he knows that this way you would forgive him, but he’s still scared after the song ends when he has to start using his own words “what i say always gets me in trouble”
wonwoo - this one is hard because i really can’t see him getting into that much difficulty in a relationship? i think if something came up it would be because you wish he would communicate a bit more with what goes on deeper inside him. but he would apologise straight away after he saw the slightest change in you and explain that he just couldn’t find the right words to express himself eloquently. but i also feel sometimes he would stay up late and talk about things that would metaphorically say what he wants to tell you, very poetic man when the time is right
woozi - man is extremely gifted with his words and knows just what to say to you at any time. a huge comfort knowing that he is a word wizard because no matter what, he says what you need to hear. i actually don’t think he would like writing songs for you in the sense that his work and you are completely separate to him and if he merges them in any way it will lessen the importance he holds for you. he gives you himself in his raw form and wants you to accept that, as he’s such a perfectionist in his work. polishing his feelings for you in a song would take away the raw power of love he has for you. so he would just give you his feelings right there, apologising and letting the words fall so he gets his feelings out before he starts overthinking and they have the chance to form into something he doesn’t mean
dk - his emotions are so big he wears them on his sleeve which means when you two fight he is so visibly upset. overthinking 101 and might go to one of the members, probably minghao for advice. he would book a hotel in your favourite city, so you could get out of the environment that is straining your relationship. he would pack everything for you and would plan out your trip with a plan a and b incase you just wanted to relax together. he’s so giving and just wants to see you happy. it really hurts him when you’re stressed out. he’d serve on you hand and foot and that’s how he would apologise. at the end of the trip he would say he’s sorry for letting things get so rough between you two and promise to take better care of you
mingyu - he would knock on your bedroom door and whisper through it explaining how sorry he was, edging the door open, slowly shuffling in just so he can hold your head in his hands and wipe away the tears he caused with his thumbs. you wouldn’t make eye contact with him but he pulls you in to his chest to cuddle and rocks you while apologising and tries to sort the misunderstanding out while stroking your head. later on he would cook you your favourite meal and watch you eat it. he would refuse to eat any because its all for you, “and anyway, i’m already full with love”
minghao - goes for the longest walk to take time to mull it over and analyse. he’d learn from his mistakes and realise what he should have done and how to improve himself for you. but he wouldn’t take it as a negative. he would come home with food he had bought walking back to your place and explain how you two fighting is a sign of good emotional boundaries. it shows you still stand up for yourselves as individuals, not neglecting your own values and views. he would respect you even more and it’s a learning curve, just a bump in the road that strengthens your bond.
seungkwan - would be extremely worried and stressed out, replaying the fight over and over in his head. he would approach you very gently, wanting to talk. because you two always confided in each other, when you didn’t tell him what was going on he would begin overthinking and spiralling, he wouldn’t sleep or eat. he knows you need space but because you were so close, not knowing how you were feeling was wrecking him. he just wants to listen to you and know what is going on in that beautiful mind of yours!
vernon - classic romantic guy that will do acts of service and buy gifts like flowers, chocolates, clothes, cute classic apology gifts. he can’t figure out the right thing to say when he’s the one who made you upset, he doesn’t want to make it worse. only after the air had cleared a bit he would sincerely apologise and promise not to repeat his mistakes. he would take you out on a date to a fancy restaurant, but you would feel so out of place that you leave and go get takeout and ice cream instead, eating it in his car while listening to music. he would joke about how uncomfortable it was in the restaurant and how this is way better but he really wanted to treat you to show how much he cared for you. you'd have a very long, deep talk together in the car before heading home
dino - he would be so confused if you didn’t accept his apology right away and he’d ask all the members “why wont she forgive me i’ve done everything wikihow told me to” making them sigh in disappointment. when he starts to accept you’ll hate him forever, you finally forgive him. he is so happy, practically jumps on you to get you to go out and drink with him to celebrate. after way too many drinks he would confess how scared he was, how much he loves you and how he would do anything for you. you had to drag him home and tuck him into bed while he rambled on about how you’re the love of his life. he only stops saying that he loves you when he passes out in bed. when you get in he wraps his arm around you and mumbles “i love you” again before starting to snore in your face
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elcpsstuff · 9 months
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The Summer I Remembered You (C.F) Part 10
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A/N: You guys i’m screaming I have so many ideas for this it’s not even funny💁🏻‍♀️
Synopsis: Jeremiah questions Yn about Conrad at the deb rehearsal. A kiss and run happens.
Summer, Age 14
My feet tapped along the ground, but it wasn’t working. I couldn’t pick up this dumb dance me and Belly had tried to learn. Belly had given up, but I was determined.
“Steven, can you help me learn this?” I beg.
“In your wildest dreams.” He says laughing with Jeremiah.
“Yn your horrible at dancing.” Jeremiah says playfully.
Conrad just smiles and stands up, walking over to me.
“I’ll help you.” I smiled. That was what I loved about him. We weren’t best friends in a way that we’re always annoyed, we were always talking. He was always doing things for me, sometimes things best-friends don’t do.
“Here, follow me.” He begins to teach me and my heart is spinning. He was so good at the movements, which wasn’t surprising. Conrad was good at everything.
I accidentally tripped on him but he caught me by my waist before anything could happen.
“I’m sorry, i’m so bad at this.” I say through a laugh.
“No it’s okay, your not bad at all.”
We kept going, and that was the first time I felt it.
Love.
Present:
Here me and Belly were, standing in the middle of the room with no partner. I guess we would have to go with each other or something.
Josh hasn’t answered me at all. I don’t know if he was freaked out by my performance yesterday on the fourth, and I wouldn’t blame him.
I pulled my phone out and looked over at the Conrad messages. I smiled slightly, thinking about what to say.
yn: morning 🥳
I sighed and put my phone away only to see Jeremiah in front of me, smirking. Belly was now dancing with Nicole.
“uh- what are you doing here?” I say harsher than I expected to.
“Looks like you need a partner.”
He was right.
“Whatever.” I smile and he takes me hand in hand and we start to dance.
It was silent for a few seconds before he began to speak, “What’s going on with you and Conrad?”
Of course. He didn’t actually want to dance, it had just been to ask me about Conrad. This has happened so many times before it’s starting to piss me off. I knew he liked Belly, but he also had this complex about Conrad and being better than him.
“What do you mean?”
“Don’t do that yn. You two used to be best friends, what the hell happened last summer?” I gulped.
“Nothing, we grew—”
“You seriously expect me to believe that? You two were all over each other and now your just not? This makes no sense yn.” He then stops dancing and cups my face in his hands.
“Tell me. Please.”
I wanted to tell someone so bad, the only person who knew was Frankie. But that wasn’t enough, not anymore. I couldn’t tell Jeremiah, though, that would just fuck everything up.
“Jere—”
“I’ll get it out of you.” He says with a smirk, letting go.
“Hey Alexa, play so pretty.” Jeremiah says and I immediately put my head in my hands. Everyone starts dancing and I even saw Belly and Jeremiah dancing too close for comfort. It was cute though.
“Jeremiah!” Paige yells and we all stop laughing.
“Paige.” Jeremiah winks.
“Shouldn’t you be cleaning the pool.”
He clicks his lips together, “Ah yes, there was a code brown, lost the keys to the chemical room.”
There were silent chuckles as Paige hands Jeremiah an extra key. Jeremiah looks back at me and Belly smiling.
“Later Bells, and yn.”
When I looked forward, he was there. Conrad, eyeing the whole interaction down. I couldn’t pin point the look, but it was definitely something.
He smiled at me which made my heart flutter. I wave at him only to realize Belly and Nicole are in front of me.
That’s fucking embarrassing.
He looks at me and gives me a guilty look, and I just shake my head. Why would he wanna talk to me after what I did yesterday?
My phone dings, and I look down to see a text from Conrad.
Conrad: see u at the house?
Cant really breathe right now. A laugh must’ve escaped my lips because Belly was looking straight at me. “What’s so funny?”
I shake my head and pull my phone away, “uh, nothing.”
She smiles and then goes back to dancing with Nicole, and now I realize with Jeremiah gone, I have no one to dance with. Damn Jeremiah.
I pull out my phone once again and shoot him a text. An angry one.
yn: don’t have a partner thanks to you 🤞🏻
Within seconds, he’s responding.
Jeremiah: duty calls 🤗
Luckily, the thing ended minutes later.
I walked home alone after the deb tea. On the way home, I thought about texting Josh. I knew I would need someone for the deb ball, and even though it’s wrong I should ask him.
hey, sorry if I was a little too drunk last night lmao
I waited for his response and like clockwork, I got it.
Josh: no ur good, just kinda think things got awkward you know?
wym?
Josh: I dunno, I really like you and all but I feel like it’s better if we’re friends at this point, makes things less complicated especially with.. yk?
I didn’t even wanna think about who he was implying. I already knew.
Who would I take to the deb ball? What was I supposed to do? I would lie and say I was sad, but apart of me felt relieved.
oh yeah, no that makes sense. sorry.
Josh: ur good, still see you around?
I didn’t reply because I really didn’t know what to say. It felt good to get that out of the way because too much drama was happening lately.
There was only one person I knew I could talk to about this, so I called them.
why are you calling me when you should be macking a hot boy! frankie says through the phone.
that’s kinda complicated, now
Silence rang through the phone until she spoke again, what did you do, and does it involve the eldest fisher?
nothing happened, exactly.
Liar! Did you guys kiss?
no, frankie! we just, well I got drunk on pomegranate margaritas and then interrupted him during a shower and he asked me if I remembered that night and I said I do and then ran out—
WHAT?! SHOWER?!
I cringe, thinking about how that’s the only thing she took away from my rant. Relax, it was the outdoor one and he had shorts on. He looked good though.
good thing i’m coming in a couple of days so I can fix this. You obviously can’t stay away from him on your own.
frankie—
I gotta go! See you soon bitch!
And then I was alone again. I confined my walk home in solemn, thinking about all my dumb life choices.
I never really saw Conrad as the jealous type, especially when it came to Jeremiah. He was flirty with Belly and me at times, and of course it made me red in the face. In my bones, I knew my heart belonged to Conrad. But when Jeremiah Fisher flirts with how can you not go red?
It was one hot summer, when we were all by the pool. Me and Belly had our feet dipped in and Jeremiah and Steven were about to get in. Conrad was still contemplating.
Belly got her goggles on and jumped in, but I was always more hesitant. Susannah would always tell me how every action I made was delicate. She said it was cute.
I was about to get in when Jeremiah grabbed me and threw me in head first. I was 14, and I knew how to swim but it was still a shock. When I resurfaced, Jeremiah was laughing his ass off next to Steven and all I could do was stick my tongue out.
Eventually Jeremiah and Steven got in, but Conrad stood on the side, now his ankles dipped in. I swam over to him and went in between his legs, “Don’t be like that, get in.”
He smiled and once he took off his shirt, jumped in the water, when he got in, he pulled me down with him under. I felt his hand tug at my waist but it was gone once he resurfaced. I splashed water in his face, “Stop that.”
It wasn’t typical. Our relationship. Friendship. Most best friends feel so comfortable around each other. Not me though. I never felt like I could do anything, but at the same time I could. It was such a complex but I still loved it.
Before Conrad could speak I was submerged underneath the water by Jeremiah, who was holding me down. I pushed and pulled and water clogged my nose. He was annoying like that. Jeremiah never got the hint.
Once i came up water came out of my lungs but Jeremiah just laughed. Laughed, laughed. and laughed.
Conrad came closer to me and then flared at Jeremiah, “What the fuck Jeremiah?”
Jeremiah raised his hands, “Relax, I did the same thing to Belly.” I looked over at Belly who looked just as annoyed as I was but even though she said she loved Conrad, I think she loved Jeremiah too.
Conrad acted concerned that day, but I knew what he really was: jealous. He wanted to push me under the water.
But I knew I wasn’t like Belly, I didn’t love them both. Maybe I laughed at Jeremiah’s jokes but I stared deeply into Conrad’s eyes and a fire plunged my soul.
I always thought it would stay that way. Me for Conrad, Jeremiah for Belly. That was how it was in my head, but it wasn’t like that when I open my eyes. Belly was in love with Conrad. I knew the day would come when she would resent me for being this close to Conrad.
I had done everything for Belly, picked her up from places she shouldn’t be, lied to Laurel and take the fall, lended her a shoulder to cry on.
Now it was her turn to do something for me. Let me love Conrad. I wanted that, I did. I’ve never asked anything from Belly, I didn’t need to. I didn’t have the right. They took me in when my parents died, isn’t that enough? Don’t I owe them?
It just happens the one time I did want something, It was the thing she always wanted too. Him.
I changed into cutoffs and a cousins shirt when I got back to the house. When I got home Susannah and Laurel and told me Belly had left to go on a date with cam and I just smiled. They snickered like school girls when I walked away but I didn’t miss the edible that went into their mouths. They were fucked.
I didn’t have work today, and even If I did it would have been boring. Sarah was out of town today, and we had been keeping steady contact. She was nice, a nice break from Frankie. I love Frankie, but sometimes we all need a break.
I decided anyways, to go to the Marina. I was bored, and lonely a lot of this summer. That was partly my fault, though. Maybe dean would have something for me to do.
Once I go there, I ended up walking aimlessly down the dock. Watching people boat. I had gotten better over the days and weeks of practicing, but I still wasn’t that good.
As I was walking, I saw him. Conrad helping Cleveland with something on the boat. He looked angry. He was peeling at the wood and I knew something was wrong. I overheard Cleveland say he’ll give him a minute to relax because God knows he needed it.
Cleveland saw me and smiled, walking down the dock to the shop. I looked up at Conrad but something was wrong. He was breathing really hard.
I had this gut feeling. Conrad, the protector always keeping things in. Never wanting people to see him sweat. In that moment, nothing else mattered. He looked so scared, so vulnerable.
When I was 13 we went to the boardwalk and Belly took a picture with Susannah and Laurel in these cardboard things you put your face in. There was only 3 spots.
I looked down, feeling a tear drop. Then, someone was wiping it. Conrad. He cupped my cheeks and forced me to look at him, “Hey, let’s go play a game? I’ll get you something.”
I nodded and the rest of the time he played games with me and bought me everything. He brightened my world. I knew I would love him forever.
I rushed up to the boat, climbing the steps. Conrad was sucking in his breaths and my heart aches for him. Everything he was.
I rushed next to him and wrapped my arms around his face, “Conrad, conrad…”
He was lost. It was like he didn’t even know I was there. His head, body, mind, not here. In a different place.
“Conrad, please.” I rubbed his face and he looked me dead in the eyes.
“yn.. go aw—”
“No. I’m not leaving.” I said while shaking my head. Eventually he gives in and his head his against my shoulder and he’s sobbing.
“Conrad, what’s going on?” I say while stroking his hair.
He doesn’t respond and I don’t push him. Instead he leans straight up and then looks me in the eyes.
“I’m fine.”
“No, you’re not.” I put my hands around his neck and force him to look at me.
His eyes linger to my lips, and I knew it was wrong. Wrong of me to use this moment. But I didn’t initiate it, he did.
His lips pressed onto mine and then his hands were around my waist. It was wrong, but it felt right. Boy it did.
Then Belly was in my thoughts. The look on her face if she saw us. What Jeremiah would think, it was too much. I pushed him back and he stumbled a little.
“I have to go.” I say, climbing down the steps and not looking back. On the way to the house, I sobbed. Sobbed for myself, sobbed for Conrad and Belly, and sobbed for everything.
I didn’t come down for dinner that night. I sobbed in my room thinking about everything that was wrong. I contemplated calling Frankie, but I didn’t.
Hours later I came downstairs, it was 1am. This summer it was a new habit of mine to go downstairs this late. it was refreshing. I searched the cabinets for Susannah’s hidden Vodka and it wasn’t so hidden because I found it.
I drank about a quarter of it which wasn’t exactly normal for me to do but I did it anyways. It wasn’t until a voice lingered that I put the bottle down.
“Thirsty?” Conrad says hesitantly.
I don’t answer him and instead I hop onto the counter top. Conrad walks over to me and his body is in between my legs. He reaches to the side and grabs the bottle of Vodka from me and starts drinking it.
Before I knew it my head was leaned on his chest and we just sat there in silence. Words didn’t need to be spoken because we didn’t have anything to say. It wouldn’t make up for the things we had done.
I found myself trying to stay awake but once he noticed it, he wrapped his arms around my body and my legs wrapped around his torso.
I felt myself being lifted off the ground and my grip on him tightened and he noticed. “I’ve got you, I won’t let go.” I’ve got you. I won’t let go.
I played with the hairs on the back of his head and my head was nuzzled into his shoulder. He smelled the same, like Conrad, My Conrad.
We had done this a couple of times before. On the boardwalk when my feet hurt I would jump on his back and even though he got tired we kept going. When I fell asleep on the couch at 14 years old during movie night, Conrad offered to take me upstairs. I was dazed, but I still remembered how he held me and kissed my forehead goodnight.
Once we got to my room, I was so attached to his touch I didn’t wanna let go. It was like an invisible string, if I let go, would it be broken?
He laid me on the bed and sat down next to me. I felt the vodka swirling in my stomach and I started to regret it.
“Conrad.” I whispered.
“Yeah?” He whispers back.
“I still—” I start but stop when I look at him. He’s staring at me so intently. With a purpose. It made me feel so uneasy but so safe at the same time.
“I know. Me too.” Conrad whispers before leaning down and stroking my cheek, and his touch lingered to my jaw. He kisses my forehead before standing up again. He takes one last look at me before exiting the room.
I think i’m gonna be sick. Lovesick.
“Do you have an escort to the ball yet?” Belly rambles on about how she ended things with Cam the night before. I didn’t hear much else of what she said.
“Yn?” I shake my head and look up at her.
“Sorry Bells, it’s just still early.”
“Oh, by the way your gonna love my birthday gift tomorrow. When does Frankie come in?”
I shrug, “I think tomorrow at like 10:25?”
Belly continues to talk but my mind is thinking about last night. It’s stuck there. Conrad carrying me. I’ve got you. I won’t let go.
Why couldn’t he mean those words? Say them when it wasn’t the dark of the night and none of it mattered. When he came downstairs he was the same old bruiting Conrad who wouldn’t even look my way.
It stung. Worse than it should have because I realized I had let him back in. He snuck in like he always did. But he was always there.
I quietly groaned and chomped down on the rest of my cereal.
A/N: Finally a long chapter! You guys next 2 episodes will be heated with heavy information i’m so excited🤞🏻
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jukey · 11 months
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Blue Lock x Reader Headcanons
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Bllk boys cooking for you!!
(nagi, reo, hiori, ness, isagi, chigiri)
let me knoe if yall want part 2 gang and with who🚨🏈🔥🦅🇺🇲
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Nagi x Reader Headcanons
he suggested it at first, which was quite surprising knowing how lazy he is
said he wanted to do 'boyfriend things' for you (he doesn't even cook for himself)
he kept messing up in the kitchen, adding the wrong ingredients, setting the temperature too high
dont blame him, he always bought his own meals, this is new (he cant even tell spinach and mint apart)
you just knew it was going to taste horrible once he set your plate down
to your surprise, it actually tasted good, like really good
he didn't think much of it but felt fuzzy when you complimented him
better salvage the taste while you can 'cause this is the last time he'll be doing this
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Reo x Reader Headcanons
oh!
he warned texted you beforehand that he was cooking tonight
reo grew up with all kinds of people working at his mansion so there was no need for him to learn how to cook
once you've accidentally taken some wrong buses to avoid going home it was time to face him (and his creation)
a very happy reo welcomed you and lead you to the dining table
he was wearing one of your aprons and you could've sworn you saw some burned food remnants smudged on it
you smiled in pain wholeheartedly when he brought you your plate (it looked like 4 diseases mixed up)
that quickly changed when he insisted on feeding you
with no way to hide the food or run away, you gave up
first bite in you felt your tongue going through the 5 stages of grief
he was so happy when you told him it tasted amazing (it tasted like battery acid)
(i like to think he sent you this before you went home)
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Hiori x Reader Headcanons
he is such a sweetheart
he actually takes you out for dinner almost everyday
you suggested it to him first and he agreed (he got that 'everything to make you happy' mindset)
he saw it more like a challenge than doing something nice for you tho (its the actions that count shhh)
he just went with something simple so it wouldn't get too bad
he lied saying he put no effort into it, that its just something small he whipped up (he counted the amounts of salt grains he needed)
after that day he decided to test his cooking skills more often thanks to your words of praise
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Ness x Reader Headcanons
AWW MY DAYS
you dont even need to ask him, he already cooks for you evey single day
and if he's busy that day, he'll make food at ungodly hours and wakes you up to eat
he absolutely LOVES it when you eat his food and then waits patiently for you to say what you think of it
i feel like he gets a burst of excitement when you tell him you love it, this is why he prefers you eat his food instead of anyone elses
he tries finding excuses to make you plenty of food
one time you came home to him celebrating you for being yourself, the person whom he loves<3 (he made a whole feast for you)
he even wants to be the one to bake you your own birthday cake (watch out before its a kaiser themed one)
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Isagi x Reader Headcanons
he absolutely adores your cooking so this was quite a bit of a wasted opportunity thing for him
however, he seemed really focused while working on your food
he kept asking you for help and after a while you stopped and he just whined about how unfair that is
bro would ask for 3 hints like this is some kind of quiz
he was very nervous about bringing you your food (he almost wanted to trip on purpose)
the food wasnt that bad but missed a bit of flavour or something to strengthen the taste
ofcourse you didnt tell him that as the good person you are
was happy about you liking his food but wouldn't be open to trying this again
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Chigiri x Reader Headcanons
he loved this idea a lot, even wanted to ask you to participate as a competition but eventually decided to go against it
he wants to be able to cook for his partner at all times if needed
he used to chat with his mom a lot while she was busy cooking so he learned a few things from watching her
he took quite some time on presenting the food, made sure it looked very appealing
he would make cute animal faces on it<33
it was so hard for you to take a bite when the food looked so cute, he giggled at this
it tasted great, you didn't get to eat everything because chigiri stole his food back
greedy smh
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i want to be one of those justin bieber memes🤕
requests are open!!!
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frogsformax · 7 months
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Bad Idea Right?
Ex! Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader
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Its been a year since you called it quits with him. You were his summer fling, he was your first love.
He broke your heart when then video of him making out with some girl at a party got leaked right before your third year. The whole school year was awkward, he tried to console you and apologize and you just completely ignored him. When you graduated you had no clue that you were going to the same college as him.
It wasn’t until you sat down at your lab table in first year physics that he was sat as your seat partner. You wanted to immediately quit college and move to the moon. this wasn’t just some normal ex, this was the man you had lost your virginity to, the man who had seen you puking, bleeding, and crying.
“Haven't heard from you in a couple of months, But I'm out right now, and I'm all fucked up”
but now here you are, walking home from some random frat party, half drunk and missing your shoes. Some guy had tried to take you to a room upstairs but you managed to hit him with your heel and take off, not caring where the other one ended up.
“And you're callin' my phone, you're all alone, And I'm sensin' some undertones”
you picked up your phone to call koutarou, typing in K and clicking the first contact expecting it to be your loud best friend.
“y/n?” a deeper voice asked.
“hey kou,” you said, not realizing this was not bokuto “im out right now and im all fucked up.. and i need you to call me stupid and pick me up because im walking in the direction of kuroos place and god i just miss him” you rambled into the phone, looking around to try and find a street name.
“And I'm right here with all my friends, But you're sendin' me your new address”
“first off, kuroo doesnt live there anymore. second off this is kuroo..” the voice responded making you stop dead in your tracks. “i live at the west building, do you need somewhere to stay?”
You instantly sobered up. “fuck im sorry tetsurou..” you said softly, halting in your tracks
“come over y/n, lets talk..” he asks, getting cut off by you hanging up.
“And I know we're done, I know we're through
“ But, God, when I look at you, My brain goes, "Ah", Can't hear my thoughts”
“fuckfuckfuckfuck…” you mumbled to yourself, thinking about your options.
yninsta - seeing you tonight
ktetsu - yn?
yninsta - its a bad idea right?
ktetsu - come on please, its been a year lets just talk
yninsta - seeing you tonight is a bad idea right?
ktetsu - come see me
yninsta - fuck it its fine
ktetsu - where are you??
“Yes i know that he’s my ex but cant two people reconnect i only see him as a friend (the biggest lie i’ve ever said)”
You walked along the street for a while, eventually calling a taxi to take you there after a few raindrops started to fall.
“Now im getting in the car wrecking all my plans and i know i should stop… but i cant”
suddenly you found yourself standing outside of the west building a bright yellow taxi pulling off behind you, slowly getting drenched in water from the rain that started during the taxi ride. you pulled out your phone and sent him a text.
yninsta - I should probably, probably not
ktetsu - what?
ktetsu - is that you down there?? its fucking pouring??
ktetsu - where are your shoes yn??
ktetsu - oh my god im coming
“i told my friends i was asleep but i never said where (or in whose sheets)”
the thought of what he would say made you frown. he was always so caring and kind last summer, taking care of you. making you prepare for tests, making sure you ate, and taking care of you after amazing sex.
And I pull up to your place, on the second floor, And you're standin', smiling at the door, And I'm sure I've seen much hotter men, But I really can't remember when
the door to the building swung open, kuroo standing there with a towel as he grabs your arm and pulls you inside, wrapping the towel around you and holding you by the shoulders
“what were you thinking?” he asks, sounding frustrated and worried, bending down to look into your eyes.
“My brain goes, "Ah", Can't hear my thoughts”
“i wasn’t..” you muttered back, looking away from him as you shivered slightly. your black mini dress was not providing any warmth in his cold dorm building.
“jesus christ” he sighs, standing up and pulling you against his chest in a tight hug before walking you up to his dorm
“Oh, yes, I know that he's my ex, Can't two people reconnect?”
after letting you change into some of his clothes kuroo sat you on his bed, you mentally prepared yourself to get fussed at.
“yn, are you okay?” he asked, taking your hands in his.
“yeah.. some guy tried to fuck me.. thats how i ended up with no heels..” you said, refusing to look him in the eyes.
“fuck i would have killed him” kuroo muttered, wrapping you up in a hug. “im sorry” he whispered into your damp hair.
“The biggest lie I ever said, I just tripped and fell into his bed”
“for what?” you asked timidly.
“for everything..” he said, pulling you to sit in his lap. “for what happened at that party.. for not apologizing sooner.. for everything..” he said, his voice flattening into an apologetic tone.
you rested your head on his shoulder, making him look down at you. “its okay.. im sorry for ignoring you”
“no don’t apologize for ignoring me, i was an asshole” he laughed, gazing at you with something that looked like love in his eyes. “is this okay?” he asked, nodding his head to where he was holding you.
“Thoughts”
“yeah its okay” you said, snuggling into him. Your body was dwarfed by one of his science olympiad shirts. “youre warm” you whispered.
“lets get you to bed baby..” he said, whispering the last word out of force of habit as he stood up with one swift move. Tucking you into his bed and placing a kiss on your forehead. “goodnight y/n”
“blah”
he walks off to the living room of his dorm, leaving you in his bed. god it smelled so much like him, the sight of him, his touch. You were gonna go feral.
“Thoughts”
“tetsurou…?” you whispered, walking into the dark living room, wrapped up in a blanket.
“yeah baby?” he mumbled, obviously half asleep.
“miss you..” you mumbled, standing by the couch
he stands up, picking you up and carrying you back to his bed, laying down next to you this time.
“i mean it, go to bed” he whispers, holding you against his chest.
“Blah”
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silent-wolf · 7 months
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ranking the batfamily on whether i would be friends with them irl 😁: (ps this is all just a jokey joke so pls dont take this seriously 😇)
7. damian
guys im sorry
love the little demon but he would probably kill me for making ur mom jokes
hes got spunk if u consider it being mildly homicidal thoughts at every constant minute
probably the friend i would not consider going for lunch with cuz he’ll give me a dirty look for eating like a pig 
he would be a good tutor tho, my saving grace in calculus
but he would make me cry by the end of that session cuz i cant divide to save my life 💔 6. jason
he’s a fucking theatre kid
AND an english nerd, like pick a struggle man 😭
it might be residual high school eng trauma but i cant be friends with someone who genuinely likes english
honestly tho, i wouldn't mind hanging out with him outside of school
i just dont know what we would have in common to talk abt
gym classes with him has to be fun tho
he would probably kick my ass at every game, but thats besides the point 5. cass
shes scary asf, but shes hot so its okay
i would probably have a hallway crush on her
shes probably in the friend grp, but has other friends shes closer with
rlly fucking good at pe and doesnt hesitate to show off
probably skips a bunch of classes but no one says anything
would probably hang out more as a grp than one on one
the only person i would consider giving my house keys to 4. dick
the sweetest guy in the grp
i would assume he was just a nice guy at first but he is just rlly genuine 
would be the subject of ridicule because of his god awful fashion sense
is a senior but hides in the junior classes cuz girls always chase him around asking for his number
is the mom of the friend grp and always carries around protein bars, tissues, and basic first aid 
always does wellness checks and picks up on the first ring if u need anything. bless him <3
my emergency contact 3. duke
would be one of my closer friends
the perfect balance of obliviously unaware and stupidly concerned
i would ask him for hw answers only for him to text back with a question mark
he was the sacrificial lamb who was made to sit in the first row in class
ends up falling asleep and gets detention 😔 if anyone asks tho, its because he did smthin super scandalous and totally not school appropriate 👍
we became chem lab partners, but fucked up freshman level titrations so many times, that the teacher kicked us out
has the best packed lunches (thank u alfred)
i steal his lunch and he ends up eating shitty cafeteria food 👍 2. steph
MY LITERAL 4LYFER 🤞
her fashion sense>>. but dont be fooled, most days she throws on a ragged hoodie that way too soft to be legal
has a billionare on her side, but still steals MY mcdonalds fries
always carries around extra hair ties 
comes over so often that there is a steph size dent on my bed, where she would flop down
has the prettiest notes which are a life saver for last minute cramming
the friend you would go to experiment different makeup styles on 
my partner in crime for any tom-foolery 
would make me snort during class which sends us to detention 
tim
i would fucking hate him at first glance
but somehow we would bond through our shared trauma of high school calculus 
the type of friendship where u would go on spontaneous road trips a week before finals, only to end up stranded in a random petrol bunk
a responsible adult (read: alfred) would then come to pick us up after we call them in literal tears
a weekly tradition of trying the most grotesque slushy concoctions 
cannot for the life of him memorise shakespeare, but can recite word for word every iconic vine in existence 
would tutor me in chemistry, only to end up in tears at my incompetence 😭
extremely introverted but suddenly becomes the loudest person ever when it comes to embarrassing someone
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sneakybananabox · 9 months
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Well in that case, i have new request for u and thank u for writing previous. Poppy and mc are in a relationship and its poppy's birthday, so mc surprises her by taking her to spend time with her dad Art like in story poppy memtioned in letters that how much she wanted to meet him but cant bcz of piers. Please keep twin out of it like there are no twins. Thanks in advance. You are great.
I had this started but never finished. I had to practically dust off my idea journal to jog my memory. (I am being a little dramatic) I tried to do a quick edit so sorry for any mistakes cuties. Sorry for being awol again.
Happy Birthday
Poppy could feel the migraine beating against her head. Each surge of pain, only made her angrier. All the Zetas in the meeting felt like they were playing catch with a bomb, one wrong move, and everyone was dead.
“For bid day on Friday, we thought the theme could be Wizard of Oz because there is no place like Zeta.” Ohio clicked to her next slide with a picture of the Zeta house with a yellow brick road leading up to the front steps. Listening to all the girls get giddy about the theme only made her migraine worse.
“Everyone, could you shut up! I don’t want to sit through any more presentations so Ohio you are in luck. You, Chloe, Hayley, and Taylor will work on bid day. If you all fuck this up you can pack your bags.” Poppy hit the gavel against the table and got up to go to her room. “Meeting adjourned.”
She pulled out her phone to text Bea to see if she wanted to hang out. Her migraines made her feel clingy. All she wanted was to be cuddled in bed with her girlfriend.  Since dating Bea some say she had softened and lost her touch. It wasn’t that she lost her touch, she just wasn’t as angry anymore. Poppy no longer had to hide a huge part of herself anymore. She could finally be free to be herself. Her parents weren’t always on the same page, but it was time to live for herself not them. Even though they weren’t excited about her newfound partner, Bea Hughes, as long as she stayed number one her parents were satisfied. She needed to keep her position as head bitch in charge, no one would dare to take it from her either.
Hughes
Want to come over and keep me company?
I have a headache and need attention.
Sorry BB I have to help Zoey with her
setlist for Lil Nos F. After though I will
swing and give you some world famous
Bea Hughes cuddles. 
She threw her phone onto her bed. Her migraine needed to be gone and fast. It seemed like the perfect time to hit up her favorite tea place to help with her migraine. She changed into some more casual clothes and pulled out her jewelry box. She grabbed her favorite necklace Bea got her around the time they started dating. She admired the pink poppy in the middle with the black center. She looked at the bottom of the jewelry box and contemplated for a moment. After putting on the necklace she went over to her door to make sure it was locked and sat on her bed. She pulled up the false bottom of the box. Pulling out a stack of letters she went through the letters she never sent to Art Nakamara.
It had only been four months since she found out the truth about her family. She was home for the weekend for some business event she didn’t care about.
Piers was trying to impress a mogul from another company and he needed his token family to parade around to make himself seem perfect. Poppy had on one of her favorite pink dresses that was customized just for her. She was forced to talk to the mogul’s son Harrison.
“We were out on the lake for like a month. It was a great time, it would have been better if you were there in a bikini.” Harrison moved closer to Poppy to put his arm around her. He smelled like strong leather and tobacco. 
“I’m allergic to water, sorry.” Poppy got from under his arm, eyes stinging from the cologne. She practically sprinted to the bar, she needed a shot of anything right away. “Hit me with a shot of anything.” The bartender slid her a glass with clear liquid and before he had time to turn Poppy downed it. It was smooth, but burned like hell going down, just what she needed. She turned and was met with her mother.
“Poppy, what are you doing at the bar alone? Where is Harrison? He seems like such a nice single boy. Cute too.”
“He had to go to the restroom. I am sure he has women practically lining up to date him mother. I am however off market. I told him I would meet him at the bar” Poppy wasn’t sure if her mom believed her lie, but she couldn’t really care. Her parents were acting strange, which says a lot because her parents weren’t exactly like most. They haven’t been in contact as often. Weekly phone calls have turned monthly. They haven’t had the easiest time accepting Bea, but she couldn’t continue to live for them she needed to live for herself. Poppy was going to need six more shots to just get through the night.
“Just make sure you are a good hostess to him. We need to make sure the Vanderwald’s leave happy.”
“Yes mother I know. I will make sure he leaves…. Content of course.” Her mother must be out of her mind if she thought she would spend anymore time with that boring ass boy. 
The miscellaneous shots she took were finally kicking in. She pulled out her phone and looked through Instagram. She saw a picture of Bea back at Belvoire. It looked like her and Zoey were in their dorm. Poppy couldn't help but admire her girlfriend. She hated that she had to miss their night to schmooze these boring people. The alcohol she drank gave her a great idea though. She sent a text to Bea and hoped her plan would work.
About an hour later Poppy met Bea and Zoey at the door relieved she had back up now.
“What took you so long?” Poppy was running out of excuses to dodge Harrison all night. Bea enveloped Poppy into a hug.
“We had to get ready. If I am going to be around the Min-Sinclairs I need to look my best.”
“She changed her outfit like four times while freaking out.” Zoey was tired of watching Bea change her outfits back at the door. 
Bea playfully pushed Zoey, “She is lying. It was traffic too.” 
“I am just glad you are here to save me from the annoying Harrison Vanderwald.”
“Oh Yea, the guy that got kicked out of Belvoire for trying to bribe his professors.” Bea had a class with him and remembers him being such a dick.
The night went on with less bumps than the beginning. Harrison found someone else to leech off of in the night. People were finally leaving from the Min-Sinclairs and Poppy could finally take a breath.  
“Thanks for the invite Pops.” Bea enveloped Poppy in her arms.
“Alright you two I will be waiting out in the car. Thanks Min-Sinclair. Bea don’t take forever or I am leaving you.”
“Yea Yea Zoey. I will be out in a second.”  Bea goofily grinned, holding Poppy,excited to be alone with Poppy for the first time tonight. 
“I missed you Popcorn.” Bea kissed her girlfriend. 
“It’s definitely the alcohol making me soft but I missed you too.” They just held each other for a moment until they heard the sound of a stomach grumble. “Hughes have you eaten anything all day?”
“Well we were going to go to get pizza, but I got excited by your message.”
“Bea Hughes choosing me over pizza. You really do care about me.”
“I absolutely do Pops.” Bea places a soft kiss on Poppy’s forehead. Her stomach grumbles even louder this time.
“Alright let’s get you a snack” 
Poppy pulled out one of Bea’s favorite snacks. She had secretly been requesting this snack because eating it always reminds her of Bea. She would rather shave herself bald then tell Bea this.
“Ooh my favorite thanks Poppy.” Bea kissed Poppy’s forehead before indulging in her snack.  Poppy’s heart explodes everytime her girlfriend lightens up. 
After an angry text from Zoey wondering what was taking so long, Poppy and Bea started walking to the closest exit. They heard a whispered argument taking place.
“Ana if this gets out I will be a laughing stock. How could you be so fucking careless. The stock would plumet and then what of the fancy life I have given you.”
“I know, I am sorry. No one knows of this. Not even Poppy. As far as she knows you are her father.”
“Yea no one except me, you and any decent private investigator. I will take care of this like always.”
Poppy and Bea ran to the walk in pantry to avoid Piers from catching them on their accidental eavesdrop. Poppy felt like the air was sucked out of her lungs. She collapsed into Bea’s arm and quietly sobbed. Piers was not her father and her mother kept her from her bio father.
Poppy was lucky to find one private investigator not under Piers thumb. She was given Arts name and found out all she could about him. He was a well loved preschool teacher. He would supportive of his students and even as adults they would come visit him to catch up. Everyone saw his like another parent in their life. She felt robbed for missing our of know her real dad and stuck with Piers. Piers was controlling and not at all affectionate which as a kid made her question her self worth. Bea slowly helped her through her feelings and downfalls. She wishes her girlfriend wasn’t so busy because she could really use her cuddles right about now.
Bea felt bad about lying to her girlfriend but she was trying to desperately figure out what to give someone who has everything for their birthday. She has gone through a thousand ideas all of which she felt were not good/expensive enough for the girl who swiftly stole her heart. She barged into Zoey’s room and threw herself onto her bed.
“Bea what if I were naked. Knock at least next time!” Zoey lectured without even looking up from her laptop.
“I would have closed my eyes. I need some help from that beautiful mind of yours.”
“You are lucky flattery will get your everywhere with me. What’s the problem roomie?”
“I don’t know what to get Poppy for her birthday. I have brainstormed for weeks and came up with diddly squat.” 
“ That’s like picking a gift for Satan themself. Ow watch the laptop” Zoey rubbed her the back of her head that was assaulted with her fluffy pillow.
“Don’t be dramatic that was practically a cloud. Now please help me with this dilemma so I don’t end up sad and single.”
“First of all you are being dramatic and second of alll nothing wrong with because single. Most people will agree you have melted Poppy’s ice princess facade. Even if she doesn’t admit it she loves your ‘from the heart sappy shit you do’.  Just think with that big heart of …” Before Zoey could finish her sentence Bea jumped off her bed and ran out. 
Poppy held Bea’s hand while she drove. She paid attention to the hum of her car and the warmth of her hand. Her hands felt empty without her phone, but Bea insisted on her leaving her phone at the Zeta house. She didn’t need much convincing wearing a blindfold for a surprise. She wasn’t going to show it, but she was just happy to be in Bea’s presence. It was like feeling a calm wash over her mind. She vented about her day and how annoying the Zetas were during the presentations. They drove what felt like hours away from the University.
“Okay Pops I need you to do me a favor. Stay here while I go get something. No peaking or else I will withhold kisses for the next week.”
“Are you even allowed to be so cruel on my birthday?” Bea kissed Poppy quickly before running into the mysterious location. Pops just listened but none of the sounds were out of the ordinary. After about 5 minutes Bea came to Poppy’s door and opened. She helped her out of the car and handed she her favorite tea. 
“Don’t tell me we drove all this way for you to poison me.” She took a sip and recongized it being one of her favorite drinks Matcha. “Hughes I know you did not make us drive all this way for something we could go about 5 minutes from campus to get.”
“Poppy if I wanted to poison you I wouldn’t have done it in somewhere so public. But no it’s not just for the tea we had to come here for you birthday gift. Take of your blindfold.” Poppy took off her blindfold and felt like she recognized where she was. She looked around and noticed a man walking towards them.  He was a bit shorter than she was and he was smiling. She recongized him from the pictures the P.I. sent her as well as when she googled Art Nakamura , her bio dad.
“Hello, Poppy” The man beamed at her. “Happy Birthday” He held out a bouquet of flowers. Poppy hesitantly took the flowers.
“Hello Mr. Nakamura.” 
“Please feel free to call me Art.”
“ Thank you for the flowers Mr. Nakam– Art. Could you give Bea and I a moment?”
“No worries I will get us a table in the cafe.” Art walked into the cafe and Poppy turned to her girlfriend.
“What the fuck were thinking, Hughes?” Poppy shouted not worrying about the looks from passerbys. “How did you know about him? Do you know what could happen if Piers finds out about this? I could loose everything! Do you not fucking think!?”
“I was just trying to get you a good birthday gift and you have everything and I thought maybe it would be nice to meet him and get answers for questions you wanted. One of the nights I stayed over the letters were out and I accidentally read one of them. I didn’t say anything ,but the emotion just pour out of them and it seemed like you really wanted to meet him.”
“Those were private! Bea I can’t do this with you. Please just leave. I will find another way to get back to campus.”  
“But Poppy you don’t have your phone.”
“I don’t care. Just go.” Poppy shouted at Bea. Her chest felt heavy because she felt bad for yelling but she was just so angry. Anything else Bea had to say died in her throat. She walked back to her car and got in to leave. Poppy walked inside and found Art enjoying a mug of green liquid. She could smell the matcha.
“I am sorry for intruding, Poppy.”
“No, Art it’s no worries. It was just an unexpected surprise.”
They talked for awhile and Poppy’s stiff posture softened as she learned more about Art. He loved matcha just as much as she did. He talked about his time in college and how he always wanted to be a teacher. He showed her a picture of when he took his class to the museum and helped pay for the kids who couldn’t afford it. 
“I know it’s none of my business and my apologies in advance if I am over stepping. You shouldn’t be so hard on your girlfriend Bea.”
“She told you about our relationship?”
“No she didn’t need to. I know the look of love anywhere. We have all been bitten by the love bug once or twice.”
“ You don’t care that I am dating a girl.”
“Of course not. We can’t help who we love.” Poppy did her best to keep her tears from escaping.
“I appreciate you saying that Art. I just couldn’t imagine the wrath if Piers found out.”
“Bea said the same thing when planning this. She didn’t even let me bring my phone. I didn’t even park around here she made me park farther away and walk. I thought she was joking at first. She had me turn right 8 times to make sure I wasn’t being tailed.”
“I don’t have my phone either. She really went above and beyond.” She whispered the last part. Suddenly she felt like the worst girlfriend on this planet. She looked at where Bea had parked and saw an empty space. 
Bea found a quiet restaurant to sulk. She barely touched her fries when her phone started to buzz. It was a number she didn’t recongize, but there was no scam likely under it so she answered.
“Hello?”
“I’m so sorry for blowing up at you.” Poppy muttered. “I just was so sacred and had so many emotions running about I didn’t know how to react.”
“It’s okay Poptart. I should have ran this by you and not read the letter.”
“Will you come back? I want you to meet my dad.” 
“Absolutely, I will be right over.” Bea only went over 1 block, she didn’t want to leave Poppy stranded. After parking she walked into the cafe and saw Poppy laughing with Art. She was actually belly laughing. Bea’s heart felt so full to see her girlfriend enjoying her time with her father. She walked over and Poppy pulled her into a hug. She always felt light when her and Poppy embraced. Like nothing in the world could hurt them as long as they were together.
“Art I know you two have corresponded ,but I would like to officially introduce Bea my girlfriend.”
“Nice to meet you in person Bea. Thank you for today.” Bea shook Art’s hand and they sat and talked.
Art was telling them a story from his time in college and Bea was giggling at the story. Poppy imagined what life would have been like if Art was always her dad and raised her. She imagines with someone so warm as a father she would have turned out different. They stayed until close and parted ways after exchanging numbers on napkins.
On the way back to campus Poppy grabbed her girlfriends hands and planted a soft kiss on the back of Bea’s hand.
“Thank you for an amazing day.”
“Always. Happy Birthday Pops.”
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onlyjaeyun · 25 days
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I have so much to say but I NEED to say this…
I saw you said that a lot of people wanted you to have Snowflake be strict with Hoon.
But… the scene you wrote…
It was perfect.
I never wanted that (the “strictness”) I’ll be honest. I never wanted her to be super hard on Hoon… And truly when you have been in relationships with real people…well. They aren’t perfect. They mess up. You mess up. And it’s not ideal sometimes.
The scene you wrote was literally so perfect. Flawless. It was absolutely excellent. It was real. Raw. Beautiful. Sometimes you just get too tired…sometimes you just don’t want to wait anymore to be happy.
Sometimes the person you love does something wrong. And you don’t need to make them wait for forgiveness. You don’t need to make them earn it. In a relationship YOU will inevitably do something wrong too… Can you imagine how terrible it would be to have your remorse and genuine apology met with a list of requirements—after you have both suffered…
No…that isn’t what anyone really wants in a relationship. And it certainly wouldn’t have fit Snowflake and Hoon because…at the end of the day there is real and abiding love between them…and doing all of that…it isn’t who they are. After spending so long pretending that they aren’t each other’s person… the punishment has already been delivered. They had to live without each other for 10 years. No one is promised tomorrow. Life changes and takes and gives without warning.
I wouldn’t waste another second away from my soulmate by having him atone… What purpose would it serve? She knows his heart already.
Life is its own atonement. It is already hard without us making it harder.
True love is such a gift and theirs was so strong that it survived 10 years of them trying to kill it.
No. I’m glad you chose to do it the way you did. Because real love isn’t about “being strict”…and “making sure he pays for what he did”… Forgive me but… such things are often petty and immature…
It’s about healing and restoration and moving forward and changing and growing for the better… and it was all there in that absolutely perfect scene you wrote.
Don’t bother with what people want from you Zadie—or what their expectations are of the story you want to tell. Those are you characters. You know them. You love them. And your instincts as a storyteller—as someone who understands people—are unparalleled. I’m so glad you followed your heart on this.
viola, my love, my partner in crime, my ride or die, my adoptive older tumblr sister ☹️🤍
you never fail to make me tear up with your asks and feedback and basically everything you text me and i cant evenr thank you enough for it. your support is literally everything to me and i hope you know you've helped me through some tough times on here 🥺🤍😭✨
it always feels like you know exactly what to say to esde all those worries in my head because i was definitely worrying about if i had made the right decisions, so reading this definitely made me feel even more secure in my decisions and choices.
i wholeheartedly agree with everytjing you've said and i honestly couldnt have said it better bc you always hit the nail on the head with your analysis. this is bery important to people who have doubted CH!hoonyn's reactions and the development in their relationship so thank you for putting it into words and tkaing that burden off of my shoulders.
i love and appreciate you so so much 🤍
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polyamorouspunk · 2 months
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hii taking you up on your advice offer 😭 ur poly so maybe u have more experience with this than me, how would i break up with my longterm partner?
we’ve been dating for 2 years, it really has seemed perfect but lately idk its just felt wrong. we’ve kinda planned our lives around eachother and moving in together once we graduate, but i cant make myself want to kiss them or be romantic anymore, i dont want to respond to their texts, i get annoyed at them for no reason. they havent done anything wrong theyre wonderful its a “its not you its me” situation to a T.
all of our friends are mutual friends, but most of them were technically my friends first (all the people they used to hang out with sucked) so im scared if we break up they wont have anyone to talk to about it. i really dont want to hurt them.
i honestly might realize this is just me being dumb and all of this will pass and ill want to be with them still once it does, but since i have no clue how id break it off i feel so trapped. i want to know i have a way out if things dont get better, i want to stay with them because i truly changed my mind not because i didnt have a choice.
Not in a poly sense but just a “have had a few relationships” sense I guess I can offer advice.
So I’ve never actually broken up with anyone before, except for the last guy I was messing around with (Catboy) just because as much as I had sooo much feelings for him it was like the most unhealthy “relationship” for me. Like I finally realized like “oh I’m actually NOT better off seeing him, my mental health is ACTUALLY worse” because of his shenanigans.
However, I did have a long term partner who I dated for 6 years who we had plans to move in together and get married etc. same kind of deal, all their friends were my friends. And they dumped me, and yeah, it was really fucking hard even though I knew everyone was going to take my side. And the one person who didn’t I ended up not speaking to anymore because I was like if you’re not going to realize that I’m the only one whose going to keep talking to you because my ex doesn’t give a shit about keeping in contact with people, then that’s on you.
I was devestated. This was like 3 years ago at this point and pretty much right up until about this year I felt like I was somehow “living in the wrong timeline” and like my entire life’s trajectory had been pulled out from underneath me. Not from the breakup so much as them just deciding they never wanted to speak to me again, that I was bad for their mental health, etc. which I always told them if I’m ever bad for your mental health then break up with me, and I meant it and stand by that and their decision, but it still fucking hurt.
Like if that’s what they had to do that’s what they had to do. If that’s what you have to do then that’s what you have to do. While I am of course resentful to my ex, and I hope they get hit by a car or something sometimes, I do stand by their decision that if I wasn’t good for them then I’m happy they left me behind. I don’t know if other people are going to have that same view upon being dumped. I mean like I said I still hate them. But to say that they should have stayed with me for my sake is hypocritical.
Not only that, but an issue of intimacy was occurring between us during the lead-up to the breakup. And as soon as I wasn’t with them anymore and I was able to be with Catboy instead I got a taste of what I had been missing and GOD it felt so good. For the first time ever I felt like someone actually wanted to be intimate with me. It was an amazing feeling. My ex dumping me opened up the door for me to have things I was missing in that relationship. So it wasn’t all bad, for sure.
You have to do what you have to do for yourself. You come first. If you need to break up with your partner, or take space, or whatever, you just have to go for it if you really think it’s what’s best for you.
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smoshpunisher · 10 months
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twin fantasy x ianthony lyric breakdowns
hello! so smosh came back and i cant help but do a lyric breakdowns of my favorite album that reminds me of them. twin fantasy (album link at the end of the post)
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My Boy - Twin Fantasy
My boy, we don't see each other much My boy, we don't see each other much It'll take some time But somewhere down the line We won't be alone
this literally shows ian missing anthony after the smosh breakup, but still holding on of that idea of them back together. hence the "but somewhere down the line we wont be alone" he's still CLINGING on that hope for smosh, for his childhood best friend to come back.
the jokes about "where's anthony" from smosh cast, still somewhat depressed that his literal life partner went away and resented ian for it. for staying so positive after his creation of smosh was ripped away from anthony.
sad that anthony completely cut contact from him when he POSSIBLY needed him the most.
Sober to Death
You know that good lives make bad stories You can text me When punching mattresses gets old Don't think it'll always be this way Not comforted by anything I say We were wrecks before we crashed into each other
this specific song is so THEM coded. this is the two years leading up to the breakup and anthony's hatred to defy. ian trying to stay positive, wanting anthony to stay. but anthony had enough with the company and tried convincing ian to leave with him. with "not comforted by anything i say" showing how ian is so stubborn and wont leave smosh with him. with now the friendship they built for YEARS, breaking down because of their work.
with "you know good lives make bad stories" could show how fake their friendship was. that what they had with each other was, or was NEVER real. it was all a brand identity to keep the company happy. they probably didn't consider themselves best friends. never making time for each other outside of SMOSH.
ian and anthony being complete WRECKS because of defy. and now their needs are crashing into each other, and anthony couldn't take it anymore and left.
I wanna hear you going psycho If you're going psycho, I wanna hear
anthony for ONCE just wants ian to open up to him. anthony just wanted to see some vulnerability from ian, but ian is the one clinging to the idea of smosh. and anthony realizing this whole duo was ran with delusions of what they originally had. that he couldn't bare the evolution of smosh, and defy's controlling behavior. he had to LEAVE.
Take your hands off your neck and Hold on to the ghost of my body You know that good lives make bad stories
they're still parading the idea of smosh, and what they had with each other. holding onto the library of content they created, and that to each other it's still possible to create the same magic with each other.
especially "hold onto the ghost body" holding on the old idea or old friendship.
What if it'll always be this way Not comforted by anything you say
the part where the friendship starts to crumble. ian possibly horrified of the idea of running a company alone. created SO MUCH emotional baggage. wanting to fix the friendship after anthony left.
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no moreDon't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
(this part is better if you listen to this portion of this song)
can we talk about will toledo's song writing? the harsh electric guitar to calm acoustics? showing the LITERAL delusions of forming a good relationship to hold onto?
after anthony left, wanting to let ian know he won't be alone and he will be fine, and ian wanting the same feeling reciprocated to anthony. that they won't be alone, and that their journey's apart will be filled with the people they care about. anthony has his loyal fans and ian has the smosh crew to back him up.
High to Death
And I said hell is the sun Burning forever at the center of things A ball on fire at the center of things
anthony making that HATE letter to ian months after the departure. anthony being all like "ian never had the best interest and only cared about work" and sad that ian never cared about the friendship. (newsflash ian literally cared more than anything)
ian being the sun, he's burning the little left of the friendship. trying to reach out, or saying anthony is always welcomed back. hence "burning forever at the center of things" as he always beaming for anthony to come back. to restore things to the ways before defy completely ruined the friendship.
Used to be so human, now it's just a machine I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
anthony during his time with defy felt so dehumanized, knew that the company didn't have it's best intentions. that smosh's past always creeps up when he wants to be his own independent creator. leaving his friend to run a channel all by himself. while ian is running around finding smosh's voice without anthony.
Famous Prophets (Stars)
Apologies to future mes and yous But I can't help feeling like we're through The ripping of the tape hurts my ears In my years, I have never seen anyone quit quite like you do
ian accepting the fact that his friendship and the duo of smosh is over. he officially lost his best friend as he broke contact with him. ian completely LOST it, going to therapy to help cope with everything he lost. his ride home after high school, his creative partner for 11 years, and of COURSE his best friend. (people in smoshcast literally begged him to go since he looked so defeated)
also "in my years, i have never seen anyone quit quite like you do" ian taken back that anthony just went up and left. left to start something new, and he did it in such a breeze.
Did I fail? Did I fall? (In the morning when I wake up, are you mine?) Did I waste my time, waste my time on a broken heart? (Take the trash out like a bad dream, are you gone?) Or is this the start of the great silence?
questioning if this was all his fault, maybe that he wasn't mature enough to understand where anthony is coming from. that maybe him being so emotionally unavailable broke their friendship in half. wondering if anthony will ever come back to smosh, or it's really over.
wondering all that time with anthony was really worth it, but said it himself all the shitty things that defy made them do he wouldn't take it back.
also at the end of the song, there's a poem. just let the poem do the talking.
Love never fails But where there are prophecies, they will cease Where there are tongues, they will be stilled Where there is knowledge, it will pass away For we know in part and we prophesy in part But when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I abandoned my childhood I put these ways behind me. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; Then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known And now these two remain
ian leaving behind his smosh past to rebrand the channel, that maybe his friendship with anthony meant for all of this to happen. ian finally accepted it, he can't keep crumbling over their friendship and has to move on. anthony wanting to be more without smosh, creating his own series which is very successful, but both still accepting the friendship as its once was. that their chapter together was closing, and the both boys will be okay without each other.
they got the closure they needed, they got what they needed to learn from each other. and smosh was just a chapter in their life that was long overdone.
well until.
Twin Fantasy (Those Boys)
I haven't looked at the sun for so long I'd forgotten how much it hurt to
ANTHONY CAME BACK TO THE CHANNEL, AND FORGOT HOW POWERFUL HIS FRIENDSHIP WITH IAN WAS. IT WAS SO POWERFUL IT HURTS HIM. when he came back to smosh, he knew it was meant for ian and anthony to be together. it wasn't nostalgia that kept wanting to come back, it was the fact him and his best friend created skits with each other and it made him laugh. made him SO happy, and wanted to be back with ian.
They just want to be one Walk off into the sun They're not kissing They're not fucking They're just having fun
the two boys don't need to be kissing or fucking to show their love for each other. their chemistry is so strong, their friendship can NEVER break. they're just being one. no need of defy or identity of their own. they are just ONE, they're SMOSH. like how it should always been.
They were connected At the back of the head They had a conduit Their minds were the same
they're always connect, as ian let him go, anthony came back and proved they're meant for each other.
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bunnyluvs-blog · 11 months
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as if i could tell you
A Hwang Hyunjin x F!reader fanfic
tags: fluff, suggestive, one sided turn true love, friends to lovers, nonidol!au, college romance, mentions of other idols, idols are college students, reader has a cat
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I didnt know if i could ever truly face getting older. Looking back being young was so simple and not at all what i have now. Thought there is one thing that would never change. And that was my love for my friends Hyunjin What i didnt understand back then i understand now, feelings dont just go away because you tell them to. Once you love you cant unlove. Even if they dont know, you cant hide it forever. No matter how hard I try.
It was a simple tusday afternoon, i planned out a simple study break with my friends Momo and Sana, but they boths bailed to hang out with their partners. Which too be fair, if i had a partner too i would also try to spend 24/7 with them. It's not like i havent tried either. Dating in college is hard....is what i would tell myself if i wasn't totally in love with one of my own friends. What can a person do? We became friends in college in pur first year. Meeting eachother at a friends house for game night, since then me and him have became each others safe space. Which is something i treasure. Hes soft and gentle when im having bad days, funny and playful when we both just need a laugh, hes so pretty. Soft golden hair shining through, dark eyes, thick eyebrowns, lovely lashes-
A knock ruined my thinking of hyunjins pretty face, as i get up to go open it. Pulling down my shirt and fixing my hair to look somewhat ok to other eyes. Opening my door i saw hyunjin. Still looking as pretty as ever. "What are you doing here Jinnie, you didnt call or text me and now ur just here" i said pouting a bit at the boy the just apparently forgot to text me that he was coming over. Sighing as i let him in. He lets out that adorablely cute laugh of his before making himself comfy on my couch. I plop myself next to him throwing my legs over him.
"I thought you were doing a study night?" he said not looking at me, instead trying to find something on Hulu for us to watch. "That was the plan but both of them wanted to be with their boyfriends, which like in all honesty fair" i say in response as my cat, Jiniret hops into my lap. "Why dont you have a boyfriend?" Hyunjin ask, and its not a rude question but it makes me think. What do i say? How can i say it? Do i tell him im in love with him? Tell him i dont need anyone right now? Why did i have to fall for a guy who would never want me back. "Woah there dont talk my ear off" He says laughing a bit trying to lighten the mood.
The night arrives and were both cuddling watching shows. Momo says that her and her boyfriend used to cuddle as "friends" before he asked her out. Though its Momo and shes so pretty so of course he would fall for her. im brought back to the real world when i hear soft snores coming from the man im leaning on. He always falls asleep after the 4th or 5th shitty movies he puts on. It always seems to calm my mind. Just having him here is all i could need. "i love you junnie" I say softly, too where only Jiniret and Hyunjin would be able too and if either one did you hope it was the ladder. But instead it was the handsome boy you were laying on.
"So you love me now?" He says and looks down at me, my face turns red at the tone of his voice. He doesnt say anything, instead he sits up and pulls me into a tight hug. His head resting on my shoulder. He rubbed my back softly. "I love you too" He finally says, after what felt like ages, Hwang Hyunjin was finally mine, someone i could tell "i love you"" too and could kiss goodnight too instead of hugs and waves.
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destinygoldenstar · 5 months
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Total Drama Danganronpa Island Chapter 4 Deadly Life Spoilers:
Tw: I talk about suicide and cancel culture in the story
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I myself have never experienced having suicidal thoughts. The only time I can recall where I came close was getting braces. Yeah. So you can imagine the research I had to do, especially since in this very fic, I’ve been pretty dismissive of mental illnesses and disorders. That I apologize for and hope I can do better.
This was something I felt more than anything, I CANNOT dismiss this, nor can I sugarcoat it. I have to be as respectful to it as possible, and actively discourage the idea. Never know if there’s a crippled person out there that sees your work and takes it to heart. (That’s a nightmare for me. To have something I made be responsible for someone’s death)
I have a romantic partner with chronic illnesses for almost ten years now, and still no cure. Multiple times, they’ve shared to me their suicidal thoughts, thoughts that made me scared of losing them. They’re still alive, and they say over and over again it’s because of me.
I’m someone who has a hard time talking coherently. That’s why my social media presence is mostly text. So Bridgette’s speech here, I personally see it as me talking to the people struggling to find something to live for and never give up even where there’s literally no hope left. There’s always something, even when you don’t see it at the moment. Someone to love, someone who loves you, a book you like, a show you like, nice walks, whatever. There’s something. You can’t experience those good things if you’re dead.
There’s also some cancel culture commentary here. Everyone’s a part of it whether we consciously know it or not. It’s really sad.
I cant count how many times Ive said something whether in real life or online and I become self-conscious whenever someone has a certain response. One wrong word and a whole group of people can hate you. That’s all it takes.
In the realm of fame, either you’re a role model or you’re a disgrace. Nothing in between.
Total Drama isn’t any different from this subject matter with Gwen in particular. Something I feel a lot if people overlook.
There are some cases where it’s lies and the person is innocent, you may find a few examples of such, and that's just heartbreaking.
But what happens when you ACTUALLY screw up? Make a mistake? Make a fool out of yourself? Like humans do? (I.e, Gwen) Cancel Culture tells you you’re therefore an awful person with no redeeming qualities, and that one mistake suddenly becomes your whole life. It’s heartbreaking especially when the cancelled person WANTS to own up and be better, but the people just don’t have it.
Then there's the other side of cancel culture, which many famous people, such as Chris, use to defend TRULY terrible people and say the world is in the wrong.
Either way, Gwen was treated like dirt and sent to suffer for an old mistake, for so long until she lost hope altogether and bailed on fighting. The others could've helped her, but only Duncan took the time to consider helping, and he tried to commit suicide... so what other influence was there for Gwen in a world where she really needed a friend?
Does this mean the other campers are entirely to blame? No. But there is a lesson for them to learn here about empathy and redemption as a concept. Them hating her is understandable if you the audience want to see it as understandable reasons to hate Gwen, but did they go about it the right way? No.
Gwen Ellis is nothing short of a tragedy and a cautionary tale of a minor being a victim of cancel culture.
And the surviving campers want to make sure that her fate never happens to anybody else ever again.
And in case you’re wondering why Bridgette is the one who gave the eulogy, when Duncan and Courtney were right there, 1) Neither were very mentally stable at the time 2) Bridgette is one of the hosts with who WAS Geoff (And is now Leshawna. Platonically.), so she has the experience to give speeches like this in front of people. That and she has the calm agency to be mature about the situation, especially how she, more than anyone, feels like she HAS to own up to her mistake of being a part of the fuel that lead to the death of this girl.
And she didn't have to do that, and no one would blame her. Gwen killed Geoff, forced to or not, and Bridgette was understandably upset and could still hold that grudge even after Gwen's death, and no one would blame her. But the fact that she took ownership after realizing what's happened says a lot about her as a person.
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kfanopinions · 1 year
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Hendery A to Z (SFW)
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okay so this is going to be more or less my personal opinion with a hint of astrology. hope you enjoy and remember take everything with a grain of salt ^^ also this was harder than i thought it'd be...sorry it took me forever to complete this lol
A = Affection
absolutely loves the affection or more like attention and will definitely pay it forward to his partner
B = Best friend
absolutely wonderful bestie who anyone can have a fun and wonderful time with
C = Cuddles
maybe a little bit of a cuddler from time to time when he needs that extra lovin
D = Domestic
i can see him helping out and making the home area look nice. whether he is efficient at it is another question XP
E = Ending
considering that his juno placement is in sagittarius he probably will have a good chunk of ex's...
F = Fiancé
with hendery's juno placement he can actually end up being engaged/marry someone who is a foreigner to him. however, this placement also has a hard time with long-term relationships...so it might take one hell of a person to tie this archer down ^^
G = Gentle
has his gentle moments of course ^^ look at him and his sis <333 (but i'd say he's more fun loving hehe)
H = Hugs
back hugs where his partners back and booty are pressed against him (this is his libra coming out, but his leo venus may like this too)
I = I love you
takes a while to say these words (if even with his sagittarius juno not doing so well in long-term relationships). his leo in venus would love to hear that his partner loves him but it will definitely have to be after a decent amount of time getting to know each other
J = Jealousy
his leo venus doesn't want to know about who was flirting with his partner at all. it's funny when he does it, but it can make him self-conscious if done to him. if his partner shows that they are jealous of people around him -> leo in venus -> takes this as affirmation-like aka he likes this
K = Kisses
noisy kisses but he'll also look his partner in the eyes before kissing them. tries his best to be satisfactory for them
L = Little ones
i can see him having fun with kids. almost like the funny guy that makes all the kids laugh
M = Morning
definitely has a morning routine that he likes to stick too
N = Night
having a chill night with some good food, drinks, and something to watch/listen too is probably ideal for him
O = Open
absolutely open to trying new things
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
i'd say he gets more annoyed and probably spouts out his frustrations as he walks away or something. i can't see him blowing up a lot but if he does there may be some hurtful words
Q = Quizzes
i see him as a little absent minded but he'll try to remember everything that he possibly can haha
R = Remember
his leo side likes to show off to whoever he is with. he'll talk about who showed interest in him/flirted. this is something to always remember - he's just being his show offy leo self ^^
S = Security
his taurus moon and leo venus make me think he might have jealous moments but overall i don't see him getting super jealous so i don't think he's going to be on high alert
T = Try
will try his best to be there as much as he can whether through a phone call, video call, text, or in person
U = Ugly
might say things without thinking that can be hurtful. it was meant as a joke but it can still hurt
V = Vanity
definitely is a lover of beautiful things and beautiful people as well as making sure he looks presentable
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
he would absolutely feel incomplete but with his sagittarius juno a little time away won't do too much harm xP
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
seeing you laugh and having a good time especially if he's the one making you laugh will bring him an immense amount of joy
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
someone who's a slob i cant see him with someone extremely messy
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
i get the vibe he'd sleep in the weirdest of positions lol like he'd wake up in a pretzel pose
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particular-one · 1 year
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HIIIIHIII Could i request a matchup .....? Enstars, twst and hypmic pls ...!!!
name is kitten or 🐏 emoji! i preferably dont use pronouns but she/her it/its are ok. i have no romantic preference in terms of fictional characters hahaaa.
my mbti is INTP, tho i tend to be the most "extroverted" one if placed in a room with other introverts. im also a 8w9 + virgo if that helps. also AB blood type though i dont see many people who believe in that stuff on here.
uhmmmm my personality. im pretty sociable for an introvert, but can get burnt out super quickly IRL (but i can talk for hours over text). due to the autism i cant express myself IRL but i make up for it a lot through the internet by being uhhh a real character online.
im like a bimbo with autistm and ADHD basically, airheaded cutesy girly, bad at filtering myself so i can definitely be rude/mean asf .. super bad attention span.. always with a friend. i Can like get carried away and get very mean to people im not friends with. overall im very temperamental and ive always been like "pretty girl but comes off rude/fake but shes also the class clown kinda". since humor just comes naturally to me kinda.
hobbies include: arts (drawing, making art dolls, sewing, designing outfits/costumes, fashion, ect). i used to do dancing and track running but had to stop due to health complications (im super low energy and cant be as active as most ppl). I LOVE idols so much too.
What i look in a partnerrr?? Uhh nobody shorted than me (162cm) just cuz i cant see them romantically no matter how hard i try. anything is ok honestly as long as I can talk to them for ages and theyre not too loud/chaotic. overall want someone to be as equally as down bad as i am with them for me (if not more haha)
misc ... uhh my favorite love language is acts of service. i dont have to force myself to do anything i struggle with like putting thoughts into words or trying to act affectionate (tho i do get cuteness aggression). i love recieving words of affirmation lmao i need the reminding that they do love me !!!!.
i lovee cats, BOBA i kind of have an addiction to it. cute stuff cute ppl ect... i dont rlly like public affection (its cringe asf seeing couples act lovey dovey in public Sory Im not doing that).
I WROTE SO MUCH SORRY i didnt even notice Please forgive me. uhh last bit of trivia umm. if i were half-animal id have bunny ears and a tail... or id be a deer. THATS IT OK SORRY.
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hi kitten! rrararararraa a hypmic AND enstars request?? im so excited :> and don't worry about rambling, it gives me a better idea on who i can match you with! hope you like them!
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ENSEMBLE STARS ---- SHU ITSUKI
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆ shu's first meeting with you was not actually the first time he's seen you. your handiwork with fashion had piqued his interest for the longest time, but he never actually knew that it was you behind those pieces. so imagine his surprise when he finds out that the genius behind the designs was in fact, you! though shu came off as fussy at first, especially since he wanted to get close to you to observe how you perfected your designs, he gradually found himself enjoying your company more and more. when he finds out about your interest in idols, this amuses him greatly, considering he is one. he'd be the last to admit he likes you, but his behavior ends up changing for the better when he's around you. as a partner, shu can be a bit extravagant with the way he shows love, but he always remembers to keep it in private to respect your preference. he's a perfectionist, so he likes to plan out your activities together down to the tiniest detail, but that's because he wants you to have the best time. shu can be rather straightforward with his words as he doesn't beat around the bush — he doesn't have a filter at times either — but everything he says about you, he truly means them. shu likes admiring you while you're busy at work (he says he's doing it because he wants to see how you do things but secretly it's because he likes watching you do something you're passionate about) but there are days where the both of you would be in the same room working on your respective designs together! he asks for your inputs and vice versa, it's usually the most fun he has.
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TWISTED WONDERLAND ---- JAMIL VIPER
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆ jamil was not your biggest fan when you first met — if he were being honest, you almost reminded him of kalim, and having another kalim was never good. still, you often get paired in tasks together that he had to get to know you eventually, and was he wrong about not liking you. though it took him quite a while to warm up to the idea of being in your company, he actually found himself looking forward to talking with you. surprise surprise, jamil's definitely the type of "he fell harder" in this situation. as a partner, jamil is most definitely not the publicly affectionate type. though it might seem he's keeping your relationship lowkey, it's mainly because he didn't want people (read: kalim) to make the biggest fuss about it. though he doesn't take you out that often, he's very loving and caring in private. though jamil never enjoyed the idea of serving someone, with you it was different. he'd find himself enjoying to cook your favorite food, help you out in your tasks without a word, and to make you feel as comfortable as possible. character development for him, tbh. when you tell him of your craving for boba, watch this man continuously try and succeed to making boba tea tailored to your preference.
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HYPNOSIS MIC ---- NEMU AOHITSUGI
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆ nemu actually met you through a chance encounter in a mock rap battle during the tdd era as audience members. it was your personality that drew her in, but she was actually surprised by how blunt you were, but if she were being honest, your humor makes her laugh a lot. your relationship means the world to her, especially since she made sure that samatoki didn't interfere as much as possible. she loves her brother, but he can get carried away when it comes to her. nemu's definitely the one who ended up liking you first, but she's unsure on how to express this to you. as a partner, nemu is very, very sweet. she's scared of messing anything up, so she carefully plans everything in advance. when she finds out that you like cats, she actually comes forward with the idea of adopting a cat together with you! it became your bonding activity, with two of nemu's favorites in the entire world: the cat and of course, you. she has your favorite boba order/s memorized and likes to surprise you with getting some. nemu's the encouraging type, so expect a lot of comforting words from her. she's also the type who likes bringing you out to shop, whether it's for your art materials or for clothes, nemu likes hearing your inputs on the items you buy (or consider buying) and takes note of them so she can surprise you with them in the future.
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ENATA HEADCANONS
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.ೃpairing; Renata Glasc x Elia (my oc, and E for short) ⋆·˚ ༘ *
asked by : @roguescarlett !
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ꃼ: most of the time, it's renata who cooks for them
.ೃ: Elia confessed first ! but ren told them no but Elia tried and tried and with time Ren finally said yes.
.ೃ: in the beginning Elia was just an architect in glasc industries
.ೃElia hates alcohol so whenever Ren drinks whisky Elia will take her glass and yell at ren (kinda deserved)
.ೃ At the beginning Ren used Elia for sex but they got closer and renata fell in love
.ೃWhen renata comes home late (every day) she always find E laying in the couch, asleep, waiting for the chem baroness to come home, so when It happens renata always smiles and takes E in a bridal style and give them a kiss on the forehead
"you always wait for me my love"
E wakes up
"I agree but it's worth it baby"
.ೃThe sex between them? in one word, insane, they can do it savagely where ren can spit in E's mouth, and E eats out renata or they can do it completely the opposite, where they kiss each other, two soulmates sharing each other's feelings .
.ೃThey never argue, that doesn't exist between them.
.ೃRenata makes sure that Elia is safe by texting them every hour to see if they're okay
.ೃWhen Elia isn't asleep, they wait for renata to come home, and when she arrives Elia takes renata's hand to relax.
"Baby I have paperwork to do for next week"
"Ren you've been working since days and days, you need to relax, come I made you a bath"
"Aw, you're sweet"
Then renata gets in, Elia can take care of her beloved by massaging her scalp or giving her kisses on the neck.
.ೃOne day, they were making love and renata suddenly went :
"Would you look at that, I barely touched you, you're wet, slut"
"Baby stop teasing me..."
then they made love for the 972748493th time in the day👌🏻
.ೃRenata was the one to propose,
and Elia kept saying no for years to make fun of Renata.
"Marry me"
"Ask again in 3 years" and she did
"It's been 3 years now, marry me"
"Ahh you keep asking that"
"I want you to be mine forever"
E gives a small kiss on renata's lips.
"I'm already yours forever Renata glasc"
.ೃRenata HATES so much when Elia calls her "Ren"
.ೃOne night they were both outside and E was talking, Renata keept looking at them...love, her heartbeat went so fast...
"I love you" Renata says
"You what?"
"I fucking love you"
Elia kisses renata E's arms around renata's neck and the chem baroness's arms on E's hips , the kiss was full of love, joy, and many more
"I love you too dumbass"
"Uh I hate you actually "
.ೃ: Age difference ? I assume renata's is in her 50's and Elia is 28.
Powers: Elia is born with a neon ability which means they can aspire any neon they see to defend themselves (inspired by fetch in infamous first light)
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by an accident Elia lost both of their legs and one arm which means renata gave them cyborg legs and arm
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ꃼ KINKS༘ *
Elia is a submissive even if they try to be Dom THEY JUST CANT
E loves: shibari, candle games, hair pulling, Renata's kisses, loves when ren slaps them on their cheeks to remind them who they belong to, degradation, controlled orgasms, praise and breeding kink
RENATA IS A DOOOOM!
She loves being the owner of E, she controls everything, E is very muscular so they could be dom. But nah, Renata owns Elia. She's a pro in shibari it's her who introduced that thing to E. Renata loves when E eats her out, and she sometimes accepts E to use the strap on, on her that makes E a dom at 2 pourcent
They also love when renata calls them : pretty boy, my sweet girl, slut, whore...
"Aren't you my sweet boy?" Renata says while fingering her partner
"Am..i?"
"mhm mhm, look at you taking me so well"
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NICKNAMES:⋆·˚
they love when Renata calls them: partner, love, dove, little crow, bird, honey.
Renata loves to be called mommy, baby, angel, sweetheart, love.
RANDOMꃼ
.ೃThey both hate kids, they both prefer to adopt animals, better option
.ೃ E is from Zaun just like renata, and their dream? see the sea!
.ೃElia is half Greek half Italian
.ೃ If they were both flowers, E would be a lycoris radiata and ren would be a rose.
.ೃ on their engagement ring there is their anniversary date aka 16 of July
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thank you for reading I also apologise for my broken English 💀💀
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