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Getting It Your Way | Jung Hoseok

**Minors do not read**

Summery: Your best friend, Hoseok, have just released his new album and you couldn’t be more proud. But with a new album comes a listening party where he for the first time invites you. You being a supportive friend couldn’t say no to him, but did he realize that it would be the first time for you to meet the members?

Paring: Idol!Hoseok x f!Reader | F2L

Genre: Romance, Fanfiction. || Smut, fluff, angst. | SLOW BURN.

Word count: 14.6 k. A long one I know...

Warnings: Alcohol consuming, intimidate dancing, slapping, oral F. rec., no condom F. on the pill tho, face riding, switch! Hoseok, sub! reader, public $3x.

‣ A/N: I was inspired by the Bangtan Bomb showing the listening party for Jhopes new album, Jack in the box. I would say that this story is (maybe?) me trying to honor Jhopes new album cause it is really phenomenal. Hope you like the story. (;

“Y/N you have to come! I can’t do this without you!”

“Yes you can! You’ll be fine! You have your members, you don’t need me there beside what am I supposed to do there? drink while staring at you having fun?”

“You could dance with the rest of us, or try and talk to some people, besides you know I wouldn’t just let you sit and do nothing.” Of course you knew that Hoseok wouldn’t, and if you were honest you were only trying to find excuses to not go with him.

You weren’t normally the shy type, communication skills was a basic knowledge for you making it very easy for you to be around strangers and friends, but there was something in you that felt so terrified, so intimidated when thinking about meeting the rest of Hoseoks friends. The people who would be there were either famous like him or just really talented artists which you could only ever dream about becoming.

Hoseok could see the hesitation in you, he could read you like an open book, but he also knew that you would truly love to be there as the atmosphere would be right up your street. Hoseok was like you, good to be around strangers, but there was a calmness and easiness over you which he never could learn. “Come on Y/N! You have never said no to a little party party before, why now?” It was specially that calmness that Hoseok really adorned and needed, cause he himself was more than nervous.

“Because Hoseok, when you normally ask me if I want to party party as you so finely called it, it’s at a random club where no one is famous or really talented people, or not that I know of at least.” You sighed. You knew that he would get his way whatever you did cause that was just how you two worked.

Hoseok always managed to get his way.

You had known Hoseok for years even before BTS. You used to go in the same Primary school as him. One day you had bumped into the little boy who was crying cause he had been bullied by some guy, you had immediately comforted him telling him that he wasn’t all the things the other guy had said he was, and there you two just clicked – Like puzzle pieces fitting perfectly.

Now thinking of your friendship there were just pieces missing. Both of you were too busy to really give each other time and to be frank Hoseok had really changed throughout the years, to the better or worse? You couldn’t tell, you didn’t spend enough time with him anymore to know who he was.

Hoseok tried to give you as much time as possible after he joined BTS, but there would always be long breaks in between him contacting you as he had to focus on work, and if you contacted him he would never answer on anything before hours had passed and you forgot what you wanted to say.

You didn’t blame him, you knew work was tough but damn, It pained you to think back to the times before everything were you two were inseparable... but oh well! Time changes and you two even though still friends had just grown apart from each other.

Either way though, there was no doubt that for the both of you you still valued each other at a high level, and that was also why Hoseok really wanted you there.

“Pleasee Y/N, you really want me to beg?... For old times sake.”

And that little sentence was maybe the only thing he had to say for you to finally change your mind. A look over at his pouty face and you knew you had already lost the battle. “Finee!! Why do you always make me do stuff like this??”

Hoseok let out a heart filled laugh, a laugh you loved dearly.

“So when is it?”

You and Hoseok were currently located at your apartment. It was a nice size and it was a place Hoseok liked to come as it reminded him about life as a non famous. He loved his own place that he had just moved into, but there was something so homely and real about your place that filled him with joy.

Looking over at you Hoseok answered “It’s tomorrow night already. Yoongi won’t be there, but Jimin, Taehyung, Seokjin, Namjoon and Jungkook will.”

Nice...

You felt your own nervousness rise ten times as he named who would be there. Of course you knew all the members names, but funny enough there had never been a time where you were introduced. Again this was because of work, also your own work.

Cause you couldn’t give Hobi all the credits on working hard. You worked at a high school as a teacher in English. It kept the bills and gave you money, but you had two side jobs, one being a writer another being a music artist, Hobi being your biggest fan.

“Sounds fine, is there a dress code or can I choose freely?”

Hobi placed himself on a chair sitting vise versa meaning his stomach against the backrest and his arms resting on top. You swallowed as you saw his figure sit like that, there was just something about it you couldn’t put words to. His clothes too, the way his baggy tee hugged his shoulders almost made him look smaller than he was.

You and Hobi had much of the same style when it came to clothes, baggy was your favorite as it was both comfortable and stylish - in the right combo. But you did too enjoy dresses and more feminine clothes. You always liked to think of your style as; Changing, new thinking and mood depending.

“No dress code, I know you’ll look fabulous anyway, I mean just look at you now!” Hoseok scanned your frame and nodded to himself. A grin found his lips.

You took a look too already knowing what you were wearing. Baggy ripped jeans with a baggy white tee, then a lot of smaller details such as accessoires, a small scarf tied to your pants, and your shoes which were just some random sneakers. It wasn’t much, but you knew how to style clothes so it would look good.

You gave him a smile. You really appreciated when Hoseok complicated you for either your choice of clothes or your music as it was something that he was really good at and something you often found yourself admiring him for.

Both of you were startled when Hoseoks phone suddenly rang up, him answering it quickly. “Mhm... yes of course... Yea I’ll be there.” When he turned off his phone you could already make out what the conversation meant as he send a pouty look your way.

“I have to go do some final touches on tomorrows listening party, but I’ll see you tomorrow, right??”

“Yea, what time is it?” Hoseok smiled as he had successfully changed your mind and would see you again already tomorrow. He knew he would get it his way.

“Well I’ll be there already at 2 pm, but the other guest will come at 8 pm, so you can come earlier if you want to, the other members will be there at 6 pm so they can get make up done and stuff like that.”

You nodded not really knowing yet what you wanted. It was intimidating to think about coming at the same time as everyone else, but it was even worse to think about being alone with the other members backstage so you would probably come at 8 pm, but you weren’t sure. “I’m not quite sure what I’ll do yet, is it okay if I text you later or maybe tomorrow?”

Hoseok stood up from the chair finding his bag and other stuff before going back to you. “Of course, I’ll probably be a little busy so I’ll maybe not answer, but do whatever you feel most comfortable with, everything’s fine for me.”

You too stood up from your couch as Hoseok went out to your entre to find his shoes.

“I’ll be on my way then, see you tomorrow Y/N!”

“Yea, see you Hobi!” And just like that you closed the door and let a sigh leave your lips. Well, now your plans to do self care with a glass of wine tomorrow night was ruined. You loved Hoseok dearly, he was after all your best friend - At least that’s what you tried telling yourself, but sometimes you wanted to curse him to hell for having such an effect on you, he would always get his way with you no matter what.

But you were thankful that he sometimes had that effect, the effect of making you do everything he asked as you couldn’t say no to him, cause it often had given you some of the best moments in your life that you wouldn’t have experienced if it wasn’t for him.

Extroverts and Introverts normally didn’t go well with each other, but for some reason you two really had a good effect on each other. Him as the extrovert and you as the introvert.

The rest of the day was like a blur, watching dramas and eating the rest of the pizza you had ordered yesterday was the only thing you did.

It was Friday meaning you only had morning classes, that was the reason you had decided to invite Hoseok over so he too could take a small break from all his working. It had taken some convincing, but he finally decided to come over for a short while as he also had to convince you to come tomorrow. He needed you to come as he had already told the rest of his friends that he would bring you, it would have been a little embarrassing if you didn’t show up as he had now told the others that you would.

You couldn’t help but think back to the moment you opened the door for Hoseok to come in. It had been nearly 3 months since you last saw each other, though you texted very much, (When Hoseok actually answered you). When you opened the door you saw Hoseok standing there in all his glory, but it was like something had changed. You had a hard time even beginning to understand what it was that made your heart jump a loop because when you looked it was the same Hoseok, maybe a little more trained cause of his dancing, but that was it. But why was it you felt as if something had changed? And did he feel it too?

Saturday morning you woke up to your alarm. It was 10 am when you stood out of bed to make breakfast.

You hadn’t forgotten the promise you gave to your best friend yesterday that you would come to his party. To be honest as you had gotten time to think more about the party you actually felt very excited. Hoseok was right when he thought you would love to be there - you were honored to be invited and you were extremely proud of Hoseok.

The album which you knew Hoseok had spent years on was so extremely good as there was not one song you didn’t like. It was vibey, it was rhythmic and it had a good beat so you knew you would enjoy listening to it on speakers worth more than your apartment. And then it was true, every little word he sang or rapped was written down with attention and love from the bottom of his heart.

And now that you had said yes you were determined on getting a fantastic night out of it. That was how it always ended up. Hoseok would beg you to either party or come somewhere with him and in the end you would always get so hyped up that you were almost competitive in getting a new best night to remember.

After an easy breakfast consisting of cornflakes you brushed your teeth and took a long refreshing shower.

You still didn’t have anything to do before you would have to make yourself ready. So opening your computer you decided to work on some finishing touches on a book you were writing.

It had always been a comfort for you to write, to live another life that couldn’t help but find it’s way to your head writing the life down was a way to cope with your mind: it took some things out of your mind so there were space for other things.

As an overthinker and introvert it was sometimes hard for you to get space to everything which filled your mind. Luckily you were an extroverted introvert, meaning you didn’t have problems with being together with other people or talking to them, you just had to take time for yourself so you could charge.

You had found a balance that you were happy about, and Hoseok was a part of that balance, if you didn’t have him to drag you to events and stuff you would sit alone in your apartment all day long.

As you were writing you suddenly realized you still had to send Hobi a message telling him when you would show up.

You still couldn’t decide though, you almost saw it as rude if you didn’t show up a little earlier as you knew the rest of the members did and Hoseok would surely tell them that he had invited you as well, but at the same time you were so nervous just thinking about being in a room with 5 strangers who were some of the worlds most known stars. You knew Hoseok would be too busy with the preparations to be together with you if you came earlier, so you would have to be there with them alone, but again wouldn’t it be rude of you to not come a little earlier?

You sighed out as you thought about it.

It was actually ridiculous, they were all humans just like Hoseok why were you so nervous to meet them? Hoseok was just as famous as them but there was no problem being with him, it was only work.

Pulling yourself together you decided you would come an hour before the rest of the guests, that would be something you could manage and it would be nice to maybe try and know a few before everyone else came.

Y/N: - Hi Hobi! Just wanted to inform you I’ll be there at 7 pm. Keep up the good work! and take care until I come there. (;

You knew he probably wouldn’t respond as he told you yesterday, but you still wanted to let him know so he wouldn’t have to think more about it.

Seconds became minutes and minutes became hours and before you knew it the clock was already 6 pm.

As you packed your computer away you thought about what to wear. You had some ideas in mind, but you weren’t sure yet. This was really important to you as style and appearance was always the first impression. You wanted to look both stylish and approachable and at the same time try and find a good balance between mature and childish.

You knew there would be dancing too and even if you weren’t the greatest you weren’t one to say no if you had gotten a glass of champagne, so that was something to think about too.

Sighing you tried on the first outfit.

A baby purple tight-sitting dress, it stopped just above your knees. Putting a soft looking black puffer jacket over you let it rest around your shoulders showing off your collarbone.

Looking in the mirror you knew it would look good, paring it with some bigger accessories and either a pair of high sneakers or pair of heels would defiantly do the job, but just wearing it now you knew you wouldn’t be wearing this. It was uncomfortable to wear as the dress kept riding up your thighs, and you feared it would send a signal that you didn’t want to send.

Sighing you took it off again and tried the second outfit.

Taking out your favorite pair of jeans you knew they would do the job. It was a pair of flare high-waisted black jeans. You knew these were both comfortable and if styled right they were also stylish.

Taking a baggy tee which Hoseok had gifted you to your latest birthday you put it on. It was baby blue color and on it were written ‘A normal person live one life, a writer live hundreds’ then there were other prints on it as well, one of a quill, some roses and small stick men.

You loved the shirt dearly as it was a design Hoseok had costumed himself.

You tucked half of it into your pants and let the rest hang freely. Finally you filled your ears with earrings as you had some piercings there. You took a big golden necklace on and filled your fingers with different rings. Taking a pair of black block heels and a soft blue flannel you knew that it would be this look.

Looking at the clock you saw there were still 20 minutes before you would have to go.

Walking to your kitchen you quickly warmed some leftovers and took them to your room. Laying a soft make up you ate while doing that, putting on eyeliner you tried to really make your eyes noticeable and luckily it worked just as it was meant to.

Running to your bathroom as there wasn’t much time left you quickly brushed your teeth once more and tied your hair up in a low ponytail only to secure it with a hairclip.

Putting a spray of perfume on you decided that you were finally ready.

Taking your bag you checked you had everything, you did, and finally you left the apartment.

When you reached the place Hoseok had explained yesterday you were left with your jaw at the floor. It looked pretty normal from the outside, like a normal entrance to a mall, but what was new was the many cameras and paparazzi which had already found the place.

You weren’t quite sure what to do here. You really did not want to be on some article tomorrow morning making rumors. You weren’t famous for your own stuff and nobody knew you were Hoseoks friend as you both had decided to keep it like that, people were way too quick to make assumptions which you didn’t want to be a part of.

Taking your phone out you called Hoseok. You really hated to disturb him as he probably was busy, but you desperately wanted to know if there maybe were a rear entrance.

To your relief he answered quite fast.

- “Y/N I expected you would call, haha.”

“Yea... I’m outside right now, but the whole entrance is filled with paparazzi, is there a rear entrance or something I can use instead?”

- “Damn those paparazzi... Yea uhm there is an alley at the building beside this one, I’ll come get you so you don’t have to walk alone.” You couldn’t help but smile. Hobi forever the protective friend he was, of course he didn’t want you to walk in the dark alley all alone. His protectiveness for you was something that would never change and you were so grateful for that.

“Yea I’ve spotted the alley, I’ll see you in a bit then.”

- “Yea see you.”

Inside the building Hoseok was in the waiting room together with the members as they got their make-up done. They all watched as he talked on the phone with a smile, and of course they knew who he was talking to. Sharing knowing smiles in between them they couldn’t help but let out small laughs.

“Guys, Y/N’s here I’ll just go get her.” Hoseok said as he hung up and put his phone back in his bag.

“Oh is she?” Namjoon said a teasing smile on his face.

Hoseok rolled his eyes as he saw the expression they were all wearing but he couldn’t help the little smile that covered his lips.

“Seriously y’all need to stop doing that, me and Y/N are friends nothing more.”

He had tried so many times to say that: Nothing were going on between you two, but they just never understood. Ever since they first got to hear about the mysterious ‘Y/N’ they send him looks. Now was his time to prove that you two were only friends and he was determined on doing so.

But even now just him picking you up so you didn’t need to walk in a alley alone they saw it as protectiveness, and that was a key to love - in their world at least.

You were standing at the start of the alley waiting till you could see Hoseok stroll up to you as he did so often. It didn’t take long before you saw him.

You frowned as you observed him walking up to you.

He was wearing a pair of baggy ripped jeans, a black under shirt, a normal shirt and over it a very light denim jacket. Of course he was filled up with different accessories as it was some of your both favorite things to style. He had make-up on like yourself, and his hair was all set and ready to go, the black tone in his hair matching his under shirt.

Again your heart flipped with flutter seeing him walk up to you like that. You knew he was effortlessly beautiful and if you didn’t admit that you were stupid, but you couldn’t help but feel bad. As his best friend you shouldn’t feel like this, but you did.

It was clear that both of you had grown since last seeing each other (not counting yesterday).

When Hoseok noticed you standing ever so lovely in your flared jeans and baggy shirt he felt as if all his nervousness was taken from him. It didn’t miss his eye either that it was the shirt he had gifted to you, and seeing you in it made him feel a certain warmth inside that he couldn’t explain.

“Y/N!!!”

“HOBIII!!!”

You both made a little run over to each other with your arms wide open as he embraced you in a tight hug spinning you around.

Both of you laughed as he let you go only to take a hold of your shoulders to look down at you to get a closer look. “You look absolutely gorgeous Y/N.”

You could feel your cheeks heat up and you thanked the galaxy that it was already dark so he couldn’t see that.

“You don’t look too bad yourself Mr. Handsome.” Hoseok let out a laugh as he swang his arm over your shoulder. You were the perfect height for him to do that gesture.

You two then started to make your way down the alley as he took the lead.

“So tell me are you excited?” As always it was you who started the conversation. It was often you who did that as you always had a question or two in your sleve. Normally you used the trick: ask questions so it wont turn awkward, but you knew you truly didn’t need to do that with Hoseok as it would never turn awkward.

In this case you just found yourself curious.

“I guess, I’m mostly nervous though.” He let a little chuckle escape him as he looked down to see your reaction.

You knew it was wrong timing, but seeing him look down at you with those big curious eyes was something you had never appreciated enough, at least before now. You didn’t know why it suddenly was so overwhelming having him look at you like that, but it surely was.

“I understand why you could be nervous, I would too in your shoes, but seriously Hoseok. I know that you will do so well and that’s not just something I’m saying. You have practiced the welcome speech down to perfection, but still in a way that gives everyone a smile on their lips, and the album is so great, seriously it’s my favorite album of all I’ve ever heard! You were born for this: performance and music.”

While you kept babbling on Hoseok heard every word. There was something in him that settled down: the nervousness, but something else fired up, the latter he couldn’t quite put words on, but he was determined to explore what it was.

You noticed the look he was giving you, those eyes, it was like they saw nothing else than you and you couldn’t even begin to explain how that effected you.

At the same time you were somehow afraid. What if you only imagined it as you did with so much else? What if you ruined your friendship? What if Hoseok didn’t even think about you in that way?

And what way was it even you were referring? Attraction? Crushing? Love?

You couldn’t think about it, it was all too much.

“Thank you Y/N. I knew having you here would calm me.” And he meant every single word. Whatever you said there was that calmness to it which was why Hoseok knew he needed you here.

You lips grew into a smile as your heard him say that. You were set on not looking up at him as you could still feel his smiling eyes on you, but who could you trick.

Looking up you smiled just that bit brighter.

“Your welcome Hobi.”

When the two of you walked into the building hand in hand as Hoseok was dragging you around to see how he and the crew had decorated you felt many stares upon the two of you. If it was cause they didn’t often see Hoseok with a girl or it was because you were so pretty to look at no one knew, but it was sure that all of them when seeing the two of you hand in hand had to try and hide their wide smiles. Something they weren’t really good at.

Hoseok of course didn’t notice this so he kept dragging you around being as oblivious to the situation as ever. But he suddenly became very knowing of him holding your hand the moment he took you with him backstage as all the other boys proceeded to walk out and almost collide into the two of you.

Hoseok let go of your hand faster than a mouse sprinting away from an eagle and you were left with a feeling of emptiness in your hand that you eagerly wished to fill again. But you soon forgot it as well when you saw all the gorgeous men all dressed in different style and color look at the two of you with small smiles.

Many things you could be called but innocent and dumb were neither of them. Just looking at the shit-eating smiles on their faces you knew that it was probably already a joke in their group to tease Hoseok for whatever friendship you two shared just because you were from the opposite sex. The worst thing was though you had to hide a smile on your own when you looked over at their knowing smiles and then to Hoseoks red ears.

He knew they had seen what they just saw before almost bumping into you two and there weren’t shit he could do about it.

“Boys, we were just about to go find you. Everyone this is Y/N, my... friend and Y/N this is Seokjin, Jungkook, Taehyung, Namjoon and Jimin.” He proceeded to point to each of them as he called their name them finally getting control over their smiles and giving you a wave.

Did Hoseok just hesitate to call you his friend or were your ears starting to hear things there weren’t real? cause holly god, your heart started beating at the thought of him calling you by another title, something which would obviously not happen.

“It’s very nice to finally meet you Y/N, Hoseok has told us so much about you.” Namjoon proceeded to give you another one of those smiles and this time you couldn’t help but laugh.

You could feel Hoseok getting uncomfortable in this situation, how he rolled his eyes and his hands couldn’t seem to find peace anywhere, it was clear as daylight that he was flustered and that was something which set the butterflies in your stomach into a fit.

Seeing Hoseok in a situation you hadn’t seen him in before you couldn’t help but tease him, just a little.

“Well I hope he’s only said good things about me.” This was enough to send the other members flying to giggels. The conversation could take a turn to every way it was just a matter of who opened their mouth first to speak.

“Well of course, our Hoseokii couldn’t say anything bad about you if he so even tried his hardest.” Seokjin continued and this left not just he’s ears red but also the start of his neck.

Had this conversation happened some weeks ago you would have been just as red if not more as Hoseok, but there was something so bold in you, something blunt and straightforward that maybe wished for all the things they were ‘secretly’ referring to be true. You longed for their hidden meanings to be true, and to play along you hoped to both send a signal to the members that you could easily play along on their silly games, but also to give an eye opener to Hoseok, try and make him see what you couldn’t tell him yourself as you were to afraid.

Hoseok sighed before finally cutting in as they were all laughing.

“Right. Boys uhm could you go and maybe help on setting the final drinks, I just need to find my cards to the speech.” All of them stopped laughing still with those stupid smiles.

“Sure thing boss, see you later Y/N.” Taehyung said and all of them went along.

You couldn’t help but let out a joy filled laugh. You had been so scared to meet the members, to see them in person and what for? Because they were celebreties? Yea, but you finally realized they were just as human as you, as Hoseok and that helped you to feel at ease as you followed behind Hoseok to the dressing room where he had all of his stuff.

When you got into the dressing room you couldn’t help but look around. Three tables with mirrors and light around was placed at the left side of the room, clothes hangers were on the right side and at the end of the room was a black leather couch were Hoseok had placed his bag.

You again started of the conversation.

“Your friends seems nice.” The smile on your face was no less of what it had been in the hallway and Hoseok could hear that just in the way you spoke.

“They are, but they can be a pain in the ass.” Hoseok let out a giggle as he found his cards.

“Well they’re your friends, aren’t friends supposed to be just that sometimes?”

Hoseok looked over at you with a small smile. It amazed him how you always had the right words to say, always had something positive in every situation.

“I guess you’re right.”

“When am I not right?” The both of you let out a cheerful laugh.

Hoseok looked down at his cards fumbling around with them before looking up at you again. He had something to say you could see it, but he wasn’t sure how to. Your heart began beating up, the eye contact you two held was the most powerful connection you had ever felt. You wanted him to do something, anything, take step closer to you, ask if your friendship should end, most of all you wnated him to kiss you. Hoseok looked down at the paper again and up at you one more time, the tension was at it’s peak, why didn’t he do anything? He was looking like a nerve wreck, his foot was tapping the ground his hands were shaking and you could see heat form in his ears once again. The tension had never been so high between you two yet there was too much distance in between you.

If he couldn’t you would... But just before you could go up to him and take it further than friends would he finally opened his mouth.

“Uhm, I’m sorry Y/N, but I really have to practice the speech so...” Hoseok looked around scratching the back of his neck while letting out a small chuckle.

“O- oh... Uhm yea, of course... I’ll- I’ll just go and see if the boys need help.” and just like that you left faster than you had ever left him. You had never felt so humiliated before so embarrassed in your whole life and at the same time never in your life had you felt so hurt.

You had been stupid for thinking that there were tension between you two, that he maybe just maybe wanted to go over and kiss you just as much as you wanted him to. You felt uncomfortable and stupid, as if he ever wanted to kiss you...

You took long strides towards the big party hall trying your hardest to forget what happened and try and find the positive perspective, but still tears breamed in the corners of your eyes.

Why was it suddenly like this? How had it happened that you felt hard for Hoseok in the matter of two days? But then you realized something as you hadn’t ever thought about it before now, this hadn’t just happened, it wasn’t just you suddenly finding Hoseok attractive, charming and captivating. This was a long long process for years now. You had fallen for him slowly and very safely, but instead of falling up you soared higher and higher, now that you were conscious about it you were finally falling and if he didn’t catch you, you weren’t sure what would happen to your heart.

All your thoughts were interrupted when you heard an ever so sweet voice yell your name with some concern. “Y/N?... Anything wrong?”

You looked up seeing Jimin stride over to you with that concerning frown on his face. You managed to give him a smile trying you utter hardest at fooling him.

“No nothings wrong, I was just thinking.”

Jimin had been laughing together with Taehyung when he saw you come out from the door leading to the hallway, a frown on your face that he couldn’t mistake, that frown was one of doubt connected with a certain ache.

He had then proceeded to go over to you as the empathic creature he was and ask if anything was wrong.

Hoseok had always told you that Jimin was a person who always seemed to see through people as he was so understanding of other humans, and you knew just by the look on his face that he could see right through you. A thing Hoseok also had told you about Jimin - a thing you just couldn’t help but to think of.

Jimin was an exceptional flirter, and he could fool anyone without them knowing anything.

“Well if it’s not to much to ask could you help me with some of the snacks?” Jimin asked you with a sweet smile.

“Of course.” And a genuine smile found your face again.

Inside the dressing room Hoseok was not less humiliated than you were.

He was walking in quick circles while holding his head tightly feeling like the stupidest human on earth. Of course he had felt the tension and there was a part of him, a very big and dominate part, which wanted to give in to the tension, and just as he decided to go with the flow he screwed it up.

Was it the fear of losing his friend? Or was it just him not really knowing how to approach you in a situation like that? he couldn’t tell, but just by the look on your face and the stammer in your voice he knew he had fvcked up, fvcked up real badly this time.

He had wanted to grab your arm and pull you into his chest, but still something in him couldn’t do it and he hated it. He hated the feeling he had probably caused to you, he could only imagine how you would overthink as you so often did, and how you would end up putting all the blame on your own shoulders.

When it in fact was all his fault.

Even the excuse was so lame, he had already perfected the speech and you knew that.

He let out a sigh as he stopped walking around and proceeded to sit down on the couch. It would be so awkward to face you now.

*Knock Knock*

“Come in!” Hoseok yelled but his eyes couldn’t look at anything but the ground in utter shame.

“What happened to you? You look like you spilled your last sprite all over the floor.” Even the witty comment from Jin couldn’t make Hoseok smile which gave Jin the notice that something was defiantly wrong.

“Jin I fvcked up so bad.”

Jin sat himself down beside Hoseok already having a feeling of what this was about. Hoseok had tried to fool the members so many times that he and you were nothing, but now that he was also trying to fool himself he did nothing but hurt himself.

“What happened hmm? Y/N confessed and you rejected her, or?”

Hoseok let out a scoff. He was still not looking at anything but the ground and Jin was getting softer just looking at him.

Hoseok wasn’t one to pour his heart out, but with the new album he had released it was like a part of him opened up and he wasn’t about to close it again. Which meant relying more on his members when telling them his feelings. True feelings.

“It might as well have been that...” Jin crooked an eyebrow now seeing the hopeless expression on his face tear even deeper.

“There was this- tension between us, and it was clear as daylight that she wanted me to kiss her... and I wanted to, but I just... couldn’t. I said that I had to practice my speech and she got the hint and left. Hyung, just the expression on her face.” Hoseok sighed and shook his head lightly.

Jin couldn’t help the small scoff which Hoseok didn’t really mind, he knew that it was bad and that he shouldn’t have done something like that.

“Hoseokii... You’ll have to bring the topic out one way or the other. Tell her how you feel, be honest, the most important thing is that you don’t let this stay in the dark. You two clearly like each other as more than friends and if you’re brave enough it could turn to something rather beautiful.”

Hoseok looked up at Jin finally. He knew Jin always had a good advice so maybe that was why he trusted him with this.

“Thanks Hyung. You’re right... it’s just difficult.”

“I know... Well, I’ll leave you so you can practice your speech.” Jin stood up and couldn’t help but tease Hoseok who now was feeling slightly better. But Hoseok didn’t take that lightly.

“Aish.” Swinging a pillow he hit Jin with it and both laughed. The two left the dressing room walking through the hallway and out the door to the big party hall. He immediately spotted you talking alone with Jimin both of you laughed and you hit Jimin slightly.

Why were you two suddenly so close? Did something happen?

He would have to talk to you, but looking at the clock he knew there weren’t enough time, the guests would be showing any minute now and Hoseok realized that with the nervousness crawling up his spine.

“Hoseok do you want us to turn on the music now?” A staff member came up to him immediately when he and Jin walked out of the door leading to the hallway, on the door was a sign showing ‘staff members only’.

“Uhm yea, you got the right playlist right?” Jin smiled before leaving Hoseok to his job.

Everything looked stunning. From the small tables standing so people had somewhere to put their drinks, to the strong lights changing color in a comfortable speed.

The bar was filled, welcome drinks were ready and Jhopes new album logo was shining brightly on the wall at the scene showing what it was all about.

You were now standing at the far end of the room together with the rest of the members. All of you were chatting among smaller groups. You, Namjoon and Jungkook was engaged in a conversation, even though Jungkook didn’t say much to you. Jimin and Taehyung talked about some other stuff.

“Y/N, you know what we all work with why don’t you enlighten us and tell us what you work with?” It was Namjoon who asked and even if some of them were talking among themselves they all seemed to genuinely care about the question.

“Well officially I work as a teacher in a high school.” All of them seemed to get surprised hearing that, you weren’t the teacherly type of person and you knew that, so the amused faces didn’t confuse you.

“Wow, high schoolers are lucky these days, when I went to school we had an angry old male teacher, really boring type of person.” Jimin proceeded to say making your cheeks heat up, luckily no one noticed in the strong light.

“You don’t seem like the teacher type of person though, no offense.” Jungkook said, one of the first things he had said to you in this evening. You knew he had gotten a glass of Champagne, just like yourself, so maybe he was starting to open up.

Not that you couldn’t handle that though.

“Non-taken, well I teach English, but in my free time I both write and make music.”

Now that seemed to catch their interest and your nervousness to rise. You knew it was probably the music part which they noticed as they all worked with music themselves, but you couldn’t help but to feel stupid for saying it, you weren’t nearly as good as any of them.

“Music? Wow Hoseok never mentioned that.” Taehyung said making you chuckle awkwardly. You took a big sip of the champagne you were holding knowing you would need it.

“I kind off told him not to tell anyone that I work with music.” You scratched your nape trying to think of a way to get out of the conversation, but you had intrigued them all to know just why you didn’t want anyone to know.

“Why would you not want him to tell anyone? You have such a good connection in Hoseok, he could introduce you to people who could help you become a star on your own.” Taehyung again said and the others nodded.

You sighed defeated.

“Well I don’t want to abuse Hoseoks position as Jhope, and I’m not really confident in my music, it’s not a dream of mine to become a famous producer I just really enjoy to play around with some beats and then maybe sell them to a company.” You shrugged trying to explain your situation. There were many reasons as to why you had made the decision to stay hidden from fame and you weren’t about to explain them all, but you gave them some of your most valid reasons.

They all seemed to understand what you meant which you were grateful for. Smiling you saw Jin make his way over to your big group and you immediately changed the topic.

“Jin hey! Are you excited to meet the guests?” You practically yelled startling the others you took a quick sip as Jin approached you

Just as he was about to answer music started playing it was comfortable not to loud but also not totally in the background. Jin shrugged giving you a ‘Meh’ expression. You had figured that they all would be good at handeling people, but you could clearly see them all being just as nervous as you if not more.

“I’m not very good at talking with strangers.” He gave a short but truthful answer.

“Well you seem to have no problem talking with me.” Your smile was bright and in the light it almost made the guys hearts flutter. They all knew you were off-limit which was fine for them, but you still were a beautiful women and they were men.

“Oh but darling you’re no stranger, Hoseok has already told us to much about you.” You couldn’t help the loud laughter, all the boys returned your smiles. Now onto this again.

“What a tease you are Jimin.” You said knowing exactly what you said. He played along sending a wink your way which the rest of the boys immediately noticed. They wanted to question it, question Jimin especially what he was doing flirting with Hoseoks friend, but non of them said anything.

You smiled slightly before looking away from Jimins stare, but he kept it going only looking at you and not giving a damn about who saw it. Licking his lips to spice it up he combed his hair back. You saw it all from the corner of your eyes and you weren’t the only one.

On the other side of the room Hoseok noticed the looks you and Jimin were giving each other. But he also knew there wasn’t a damn thing he could do about it, you weren’t his girlfriend, and you had every right to flirt with whoever you wanted to flirt with.

But he soon enough got something else to worry about as the first guests came in. He greeted them with smiles and laughter showing them in and engaging in a conversation with them to try and maybe forget some of the feelings he had stirred up about you. But he found it hard as his eyes insisted in finding you wherever you were.

30 minutes passed and all the guests had by now showed up. There was cheers with champagne glasses, there was loud talking, there were people dancing it was one big vibe all of it, and you loved it.

Though it was very intimidating to be surrounded by all of these people of importance and big identities, to try and talk together with people you had never met before but only seen on interviews and tv, the champagne in your blood had been putting you more at ease. You were anything to nearly being drunk, but the tip of your nervousness had been taken away by the flowing alcohol in your blood. Which you did not complain about.

Right now you were standing together with Jimin and the famous actor and model Kim Young-Kwang, who you were a big fan of as you were a TV lover, everything K-dramas, movies, series you loved it all. You were trying very hard at hiding you fan behavior though, and seeing Youngkwang carelessly laugh at a joke you fired you concluded that you were succeeding.

Jimin too was laughing joyably at your joke. When the laughter died down you quickly took a sip of your champagne as Youngkwang asked you a question that you had expected sooner or later.

“Tell me Y/N, how do you know Jhope?” He seemed to be very interested in the topic as he obviously couldn’t recognize you as a celeb. You smiled before answering.

“He’s my friend, we go back all the way to primary school.” You said with a light smile, but you were confused when you got another of those knowing smiles from Youngkwang, one of those teasing smiles.

“Sure you’re just friends?”

“Yes, why?” You swallowed hard anticipating his reply. Was it really that obvious that you liked him?

“Cause he’s been staring at you for 5 minutes now.” Youngkwang said and as soon as he did you froze. Both him and Jimin got joyful laughs on their faces as they saw your slightly panic stage. Both of them were standing in front of you having a view to behind you and both had noticed that Hoseok hadn’t taken his eyes of you for now 5 minutes. He was standing together with Namjoon and the musician Jinbo, but he wasn’t really engaged in the conversation they were holding as all his focus were on you.

But you were no chicken when it came to Hoseok so turning around you made eye contact with him for a second before he retreated his eyes and fully engaged in the conversation trying to hide himself there.

The laughter died down behind you as both of them saw how he didn’t want to look at you so when you turned around a defeated glint in your eyes they couldn’t help but to both feel empathy for you.

“I guess it’s complicated.”

Youngkwang felt bad for even bringing it up. He didn’t really know you, but just talking to you and also Jimin like this was nice and for once it was easy, no awkward tension or embarrassing moments, just a nice flow. He had been worried to come here like most others had, but finding some easy going people like you and Jimin was what motivated him.

“You know what? Screw him, or not really cause I’m very grateful to be invited and it’s his party, but... you know what I mean. Why don’t we all go meet some people? Then we can get some drinks and we can all partyyy.” You found yourself laughing at how silly Youngkwang sounded in that moment. You had admired him so much from the tv, but seeing him like this not in a character role or in a total formal setting was nice. You weren’t the most formal person either and you always talked comfortable.

It eased you up and it reminded you of Hoseok.

Cause when you looked at him it wasn’t Jhope you saw – it was Hoseok. You had never really thought of him as some famous celebrity even though he was, but more as your friend you relied so much on. Remembering that was also what made you want to come here in the first place, to get to see who all of these famous people was without a spotlight on them.

“That sounds like a great plan actually.” You downed the rest of your champagne after saying that. Jimin couldn’t help but chuckle at your little figure downing that glass.

“Well what are we waiting for then.”

But just as you three were about to go on and find some new friends the music suddenly turned off and all you heard was two ‘ah’ ‘ah’ sounds from the mic.

Turning around to the stage you saw Hoseok standing there in all his glory, mic in hand and light on him, but you immediately noticed his panic as well. Seeing all the signs in his body language, how his hands shook, he couldn’t stand still and his breathing being too fast even for him: It was like he was snapping after air. In that moment of vulnerability you suddenly realized something you hadn’t even given one thought. Hoseok was dripping with anxiety for how this would go.

You felt useless, foolish and most of all selfish in that moment. For the last 50 minutes or so you had only been thinking about your own emotions, your own pride and humiliation, you didn’t spare a thought to Hoseok as he was the one who had caused you the humiliation, but what had you expected from him? That he would jump into a kiss with you when he already had thousands of things on his mind? Were you really that selfish for thinking he would just throw everything he had to be with you? Apparently so...

Looking at him you two got eye contact again, but instead of looking away or with a harsh facial expression you tried your best at giving him an uplifting smile. Hoseok felt his shaking breathe calm down the moment he saw two thumps-up from you and the smile he loved.

And before he even knew it he started his speech. He walked around jumping a little here and there, throwing some jokes and really engaging people. This was what you meant when you said Hoseok was born to perform, he was natural and calming to listen to and not a single soul was not listening.

And when his speech and explanation of what would happen was done everyone clapped and your eyes followed him as he went down from the stage to sit beside Jungkook.

The first track on Jhopes album began and your eyes still lingered on Hoseok as you admired just how much he was focusing on the sound, on everything, the lights analyzing if everything went right.

“I’m really sorry you two, but I have to find Taehyung and talk to him about something, will you be fine Y/N?” Jimin was the one to interrupt your little bewilderment as you turned to him.

Jimin didn’t want to leave you alone with Youngkwang if he saw even the slightest bit of uncertainty in your eyes, but he also knew that you easily could converse with strangers, beside Youngkwang was now an acquaintance who he had an idea could become a good friend to you as both of you seemed to be agreeable people.

So it didn’t surprise him when you shook your head.

“Of course Jimin, you can go look for Taehyung I’ll be fine.”

Jimin then went on and found Taehyung were you saw them start a conversation while the second track started playing. Your eyes shifted for a short while to Hoseok who was still sitting with Jungkook now bobbing their heads in tack to the music.

“So Y/N, you want something to drink?” You looked over at Youngkwang again remembering how much you had admired this man for his acting skills in dramas, how you would sit up to late night and binge-wacth one of his many dramas. It was amazing to see him in person so chill, and he seemed to be even more relaxed in your present as he had someone to talk to. Could you tell him that you were fan of him? Judging from how he seemed right now you could tell him and he would be honored.

“Yea, I could use a drink.” The both of you giggled as you proceeded to walk towards the bar where not many people were as all of them were listening to Jhopes album.

When you reached the bar he immediately asked you what you wanted to drink.

“I’ll take a... paloma.”

“I see we like it refreshing.” An attractive smile covered his face making you just a little flustered.

“Well yea, I don’t really like if my drink has a too bitter taste of pure alcohol. It just puts me off.” Youngkwang understood your reasoning, he himself wasn’t a too big fan of that bitter taste alcohol had.

You took a moment to look around from where you were standing. The bar was slightly higher up so you had a good view of the screen showcasting Hoseoks music videos.

Speaking off you now observed as Jin too sat himself down joining both Hoseok and Jungkook.

“Here’s your drink miss. I hope it taste.” You couldn’t help but laugh as Youngkwang handed you your drink acting as a server he had even found a dishtowel to put over his arm, he gave you a little bow as you took the glass with a chuckle.

“You know I’m actually a big fan of your work.” You said calmly as ever while Youngkwang placed the dishtowel from where he took it.

When he turned to you it was with a smile. You took a sip of your drink when suddenly a new voice came into the conversation startling you. You defiantly knew that voice, but where you had heard it you couldn’t quite place so when you turned around to see the man who had joined you two you were surprised to the core. You felt your cheeks go hot at the beautiful man before you.

Singer and actor Cha Eunwoo was the one to join you two, he went directly over to Youngkwang and gave him some sort of bro-hug you weren’t familiar with. When Youngkwang saw him he immediately responded with a smile very bright.

The two had to be familiar with one another, maybe cause they both had acted before?

“Are you here too?” Youngkwang questioned whereafter Eunwoo frowned looking at him with a questionable face.

“No, that’s why I’m standing in front of you.” His deep voice did startle you just slightly, but you controlled. It took all your self-control to not just scream right there on your spot as some crazy fan. If Youngkwang where a big person to meet for you don’t even begin to talk about Eunwoo. The heartthrob of all heartthrobs were standing just before you smiling and laughing with one of his friends that you had just befriended. The lights in the room wasn’t making it better as he was lighten up in both purple, green red and blue.

Could life get better?

“And who are you pretty?” Eunwoo turned to you intimidating you more than ever. He had that smile on his face that screamed out to you wanting you to scream as well.

“I’m Y/N, Hoseoks friend.” That you could even keep your voice out of pitch was a relief to you, surely it had been the alcohol keeping you down or you would have been running around screaming. Especially with all the nicknames you had been given tonight.

Eunwoo seemed to be surprised by that, he hadn’t seen you talk to Jhope once this evening, the only people he had seen you with was Youngkwang and Jimin. Eunwoo had noticed you the moment he stepped into this place, not that he had been mesmerized by you, but he had found you attractive cause you were a very beautiful women.

He had tried to find a good time to fall into talk with you so when he saw you and Youngkwang who he was friends with go over to the bar he found an opportunity to go talk with you both.

“Well Jhopes a lucky guy to have such a beautiful friend.” Eunwoo had a smile on his face which you could not penetrate, it seemed to be a very flirty smile, but at the same time it had a touch of something you just couldn’t make out. Non the less it did heat up your cheeks which Eunwoo this time noticed and when he did you couldn’t help but smile.

“Tell us Y/N, what do you work with cause I cannot see to understand what you would work with.” Youngkwang was the one to break the silence after the bomb of score line that Eunwoo dropped, which you were thankful for as you couldn’t think of anything to say.

Youngkwang had noticed the flirty tone in his friends voice, but he couldn’t seem to see what you were thinking about it. If you liked it or if it was too much for you. You displayed both emotions and when Youngkwang noticed that you were a little uncomfortable in your body-language he broke the silence and found another topic.

You had never felt this noted before, two really attractive males were standing in front of you both pair of eyes on you. Youngkwang were leaning back a little using the bar as a rest point, but Eunwoo was standing just before you almost shadowing your view of anything else. If you were honest it was all a bit too much. Not cause they were looking at you or giving you compliments, but because your brain simply couldn’t handle anymore. It was already filled to the brim with Hoseok and the incident which happened between the two of you, it didn’t make it better that you knew non of what Hoseoks thoughts about that was.

So honestly your brain as an overthinker just could not take anymore.

Which was why you replied with some tiredness in your voice, luckily the two didn’t notice that.

“Uhm... I work as a teacher in a high school, but in my free time I’m a writer.” It was on purpose you didn’t say anything about music knowing they would ask tons of questions about that.

You really just wanted to go to the bathroom to take a moment, but you didn’t want to seem rude and leave the two there. So when you suddenly heard a newly familiar voice you almost wanted to scream as your brain was too tired, but what the voice said was the thing that kept you calm.

“Hey guys, I’m sorry could I steal Y/N for a moment?” Jimins arm sneaked around your shoulder pulling you closer to him steading your lost balance.

“Yea sure.” Youngkwang was quick to answer, he did notice your demeanor almost crumbling bit by bit.

Both of the men noticed how Jimin talked and placed himself, he was almost aggressive in his way of attending the situation. He send a clear message that they should back off. Eunwoo didn’t understand the fuss, but he did however back off a little and retreat his flirting.

Youngkwang however understood just perfectly why Jimin did as he did, he was setting you off limit cause of the trouble between you and Hoseok. Even if he didn’t know what had happened between the two of you it was obvious that something had happened.

Eunwoo of course couldn’t know any of this as he hadn’t been there when the conversation between you three took place, but in the way Jimin was standing it was noticeable that you were off-limits.

Jimin then dragged you away from the other two. You weren’t totally sure where you two were going, but you were sure that you were both thankful and secure.

The two of you stopped in a corner where the music wasn’t so loud. Jimins concerned voice filled the air as he started talking. “Are you okay Y/N?”

Jimin who was determined to keep an eye on you had noticed Eunwoos straightforward behavior and even though he couldn’t see your face he noticed your uncomfortable figure.

“Yea, It was just a bit too much, Hoseok is filling all the space in my brain so I can barely function right.”

“Do you want to go and take a rest in the dressing room?”

“No, I really want to get drunk and forget Hoseok.” And Jimin of course couldn’t say no to those begging eyes.

So that was what you were doing now. 3 hours later and you were drunkenly dancing around with Jimin and Taehyung.

Jhope had showed his new album earlier and everyone enjoyed it. Now it was just party for the rest of the night and you sure took that seriously. You had met so many new people too, some of them being Jessi, LIPJ, Peakboy, HyunA and Dawn, Kid Milli and so on...

You wouldn’t say you were the center of attention, but there sure were a lot of people chanting your name as you danced and partied. You were very drunk, but so were everyone else so no one noticed how loud and clumsy you were – lucky you.

You had also had the pleasure to talk to Youngkwang and Eunwoo again now that you’re were more relaxed thanks to the alcohol. Both of them seemed like they delt with alcohol better than you, so they had gotten a good laugh when they saw your clumsy behavior.

Camaras filming Jhope and how it was going had turned off a long time ago making the atmosphere even more crazy as non of you had to worry about reputation.

Hoseok was also dancing together with Jungkook who was chuckling like a little baby at the whole thing. Jungkook and Hoseok were both almost as drunk as you, but they kept it cool moving till the beats of the songs.

But when Hoseok suddenly heard your name getting chanted around the room he abruptly stopped his dancing while Jungkook kept going. He had noticed that you had been making friends around the room getting close to epically Jimin and talking a lot with Youngkwang. Every time he saw you lean onto Jimin cause you were dying of laughter he felt a pang in his heart, he knew he could have been that guy, but he wasn’t and that hurt.

But something in him saw red the moment Jimins hands found you waist among the dancing people and he pulled you into him, dancing very closely with drunk you who accepted without question.

Peoples chanting was long gone when Jimin pulled you into him. Everyone was minding their own business not noticing you two at all, expect one, and that was exactly the reason Jimin pulled you into him. Because you and Jimin had set a goal for the evening which was to make Hoseok so jealous that he would storm over to you and hopefully he would end your friendship and turn it into something more.

And it looked like it was working, cause out of the corner of your eye you saw Hoseok march up to the two of you and when you felt Jimin get pulled away from your back and your wrist get taken by a firm grip you knew the two of you had succeeded.

It was when Jimin had seen you come out from the dressing room earlier that day that you had opened up to him telling him what had happened and how you felt, it had been in the mere moment your vulnerability had failed you and you couldn’t stop talking even if you wanted to.

Jimin as the cunning and sweet guy he was had plotted the idea together in his head and introduced you to it, you not knowing what else to do had said yes and that was what lead you to here.

You couldn’t help but let a victory smile take over your lips as Hoseok was dragging you between body after body and marching up to the door written ‘staff only’.

When he reached the door and pulled it open you were surrounded by a hallway full of light, your eyes scrunched together.

He took two steps into the hallway before smashing you up against the wall and trapping you there with his two hands placed on either side of your head. His eyes were filled with rage, jealousy and the strongest emotion passion.

Like a dear caught in the headlights you were standing there between the wall and Hoseok, a whimper almost left you at the way he was pressing himself up against you. Your chest were pressed into his toned body and his chest was right in your eyesight, but your head was turned up towards him giving him sight of an innocent stare that drove him crazy.

“Are you doing it on purpose?” His voice almost scared you as it was filled with venom, but somehow you found that extremely hot combined with the way he was eyeing you.

“What?”

“Making me jealous.” A teasing smile found it’s way to your lips making him boil with heat as he already there got his answer. There was no air between you, body against body.

His head was approaching yours in the speed of light stopping just before your lips. You were breathing in Hoseoks air and he was breathing yours, if either of you moved just slightly your lips would touch.

“Maybe, is it working?”

“Fucking yes it’s working.”

Hoseok slammed his lips against yours in a hungry kiss. Lips were molding against one another making sounds that were anything but innocent and you loved it everything inside you were exploding and it only grew when you felt his hot tongue slide over your bottom lip asking for permission. When Hoseoks tongue skillfully snuck into your mouth and tasted every corner he could get to you felt a heat inside you start to grow.

You were so fucking perfect in Hoseoks mind. The way you tasted the way you whimpered for him, every little thing was so teasing almost as if your sensuality were mocking him, making him go for the big prize, but could he really fuck you at his own party? Oh hell yea, he could, he should and he would.

When Hoseok tapped your thighs instructing you to jump you didn’t waste any second. You jumped up Hoseok catching your thighs as you wrapped yourself around his hard abdomen.

While still in a passionate kiss he walked you two into the dressing room.

Your arms had wrapped around his neck and your hands were calmly scratching his back sending chills through his spine. It was a funny connection of your hands being so gentle on his back while your mouth were passionately kissing him, it made him smile into the kiss which you responded to with one of your own.

Hoseok locked the door to the room after seeing no one was in there were he after walked over to the sofa and gently laid you down with him on top.

He raised his head to look at you who were so beautifully sprawled out on the big sofa. Both of your breathings were heavy and quick snapping after the air.

“Do you want this?” The question was so vulnerable gently laid out for you to answer.

“I do, very much.” Your answer gave both of you smiles, you felt Hoseoks hands find your hips squeezing them ever so gently before going up to your waist. Just his touch were making you crazy, letting out a very soft moan Hoseok couldn’t help but groan in response. He wanted to make you loud, to make you scream his name louder than what you had screamed on the dance floor. He wanted to make your hips move faster than they had done in the dance with Jimin and he wanted to make you come undone for him and him only to witness.

Hoseok started giving you light kisses on your jaw which soon turned very wet and hot as his tongue came out to play over your skin. He moved on down to your neck where he quickly found your sweet spot just under your ear.

“You’re so damn beautiful.”

He had moved up to your ear whispering there while softly but with some firm background biting your earlobe.

“Especially when you frown in pleasure- God, yes just like that little peach.”

You just couldn’t keep your moan in when he said things like that to you and specially not when he started rocking his hips against your already more than wet ....

“Gonna make you fucking scream for me, yell my name out so everyone in the building knows who you fucking belong to.”

He dove into your neck again this time with a fire you had never seen in him before, but there was many things you hadn’t seen before which would soon enough be unraveled.

His hands started roaming around your body touching your figure and itching it into his brain, he wanted to remember everything about you.

“I need to give you hickeys so Jimin and Eunwoo fucking knows you’re taken.” He said a growl in his voice, but you couldn’t help the laugh that left you thinking about his jealousy towards Jimin who he didn’t need to fear any bit.

“Why the fvck are you laughing?”

“Cause of your jealousy towards Jimin.” Hoseoks face turned into a frown looking at you with a questionable look, but when he saw the smirk on your face he already knew what had happened.

“You’re so fvcking done Y/N. I’m showing you no mercy you sly little fox. My peach has turned into a manipulator hasn’t she? Gonna punish your little ass.”

Hoseok raised himself from the sofa as you couldn’t stop the smirk. He was standing hovering over you and with a look that could kill he crossed his arms and started giving you orders.

“Take your shirt off.”

And just like that you turned into the submissive little creature you were. You knew Hoseok was strict when it came to things he was passionate about, but never did you consider that he was dominant in bed. He hungered for control over his little peach and you were happy to give it to him, because of one thing – You trusted him. And if it ever became to much you knew he would stop.

Not that you wanted that though as you slowly lifted the tee off your head, the tee which he gave you, and he couldn’t help but to feel some certain rights over you with that on.

When the shirt was off Hoseok couldn’t stop staring at your figure, how your waist disappeared into your high waisted pants, how your chest kept going up and down in rapid moves and how your whole face was smiling so innocently up at him. You were one big fvcking tease.

“Lay down on your stomach.”

Turning around you made sure to let your ass stick up just slightly swinging it in the air for him to see, your face turned around seeing how he was almost loosing his cool.

Hoseok placed himself on the sofa behind you. He was quick to take off his shirts and throw them somewhere before leaning down to your back. His chest was so hot against your back you could fell every muscle every little line of him and he made sure to give it all to you.

His hands automatically found your hips as he slowly started rolling his hips sending electric shocks to your tummy.

“Ahh... yes.”

“Hmm you like that huh?”

Hoseok again nibbled your earlobe before his lips went down to your nape. He started sucking roughly slowly making his way to one side of your neck before he went to the other. His tongue was easing it up a bit, but it still did hurt a little, but that only added to your pleasure.

“mhmm.”

But suddenly Hoseok stopped when he raised to his knees. His hands was still on your hips and slowly he went in under them and the sofa raising them a bit before finding his way to your zipper. Slowly he zipped them down and pulled your pants all the way down to your ankels were you threw them off yourself.

“Get on your knees.” You did making him get a good view of your wet panties. He groaned just seeing the view and taking a look of you just in that position made him even harder than he was. His own pants were getting really uncomfortable but he dismissed it giving you his full attention for now.

His hands grabbed both your cheeks squeezing and pulling them apart to get a better view. You had never been a big fan of ass-playing, but damn... The way Hoseoks hands were so rough in his movements but soft against your skin was paradise and it made your moans go just an octave up. You were startled though when a hard slap found it’s way to your right cheek making you move forward with a loud moan.

Why was that so fvcking good? To get slapped like that from Hoseok was on a whole other level.

“You liked that huh? Want me to do it again?” There was an aggressiveness in his voice and even if he covered it as a question you both knew he would do it again no matter what.

A slap to the left cheek made you moan again even louder this time.

The view of your beautiful figure in front of Hoseok made him want to just fuck you endlessly into the couch, but he wanted to make it last a little, wanted to make you feel and experience new things.

“Little peach can you stand up for me?” You seriously could not keep up with how he switched in his demeanor, one moment he was ordering you around giving you slaps and growling at you, the next he was gentle and asked you. But you couldn't get enough of it either.

You stood up waiting for what he wanted. Hoseok too stood up and placed himself right in front of you. He started kissing you again his tongue already rolling against yours as his hands found the clasp of your bra, but before he took it off he asked.

“Can I take this off?”

“Yes, you don’t even need to ask Hoseok, you can do anything you want to me I don’t care what it is.” He knew that, but he wanted to be sure that you really wanted this, that it wasn’t only the drunk you who spoke.

Taking it off his hands immediately found your breasts. You groaned into his mouth which he swallowed up right away. His thumps brushed over your nipples which harden by the second he touched them. Hoseok started guiding you both back to the sofa where he sat himself down.

You were looking down at him and he was looking up at you. Hoseok didn’t even need to ask you when you took your panties off stepping out of them, you could see it in his eyes the want to taste you.

He laid himself down on the sofa before asking you something you hadn’t expected.

“Sit on my face.” Your eyes widen making him chuckle looking up at you.

“What?”

“Sit on my face, ride my face.” You felt yourself drip at the thought of having him beneath you like that, just the mere image of it in your head was making you wet so without any further notice you placed yourself over his face. Your thighs were taking most of the weight making sure you didn’t crush him.

“You’re fucking dripping.” Hoseok licked his lips wetting them before he guided your hips down onto his face placing your entrance just before his mouth.

The way your thighs were surrounding his head had him throbbing in his oversized pants which still made him feel uncomfortable with them on. The thought of his tongue being buried into your most sensitive bodypart was a dream for him, that he could feed on your sweetness.

Your sounds turned so unholy that you were sure they could hear it down in hell when Hoseoks tongue took one long stroke in your entrance and ended at your clit which he proceeded to suck gently on. He was almost pulling the moan out of you the way his tongue worked over your entrance.

“Urgh... You’re so wet peach, all for me.” Hoseoks tongue dove into you and he started his pace at an abnormal speed. His tongue was dancing inside of you sending shivers to your whole body. “Shit! Yes Hoseok right there!”

You should have known that he meant it when he said he had control over every muscle in his body, cause his tongue was doing a damn good job. It all reminded you back to the day he had invited you to see him dance, he had been dripping in sweat when he was done, and you had been so attracted to that without even knowing it. He had danced so insanely good there, but this, sh*t that tongue had skills.

Your hips were already rocking against his tongue seeking for some relief from the heavy feelings you were having. He enjoyed it, the way your body moved over him - Pushing him down into the couch, and strong thighs which were locking more and more around his head. Everything about that was satisfactory.

Hoseok was slurping your juices into his mouth which only added to all the new sounds you two were making. Sucking on your clit Hoseok let out a growl as you moaned his name. “Hoseok...” The growl sent a shock of heat up through your body.

You felt something start to grow in your lower stomach and you knew that you were close. Hoseok felt it as well, how your walls clenched around his tongue begging him to keep going just even faster.

You felt a slap on your right cheek again only adding to the incredible things you were feeling right now.

“Hoseok... Urgh, I’m almost there.” You rocked harder seeking that stage of complete spams in your body. Hoseok wanted to say dirty words to let you cum, but he had his mouth filled with you, so instead he used his hands to squeeze your ass, roam your breasts and guide you to your orgasm.

And it hit you like a knockout blow. Letting a riddle of curse words escape your mouth you stiffened as Hoseok kept his tongue going. You arched your back so much that you actually fell back, luckily Hoseok had his legs placed just behind your back so you leaned onto them instead.

The slurps and licking only got faster and longer as your cum spilled into his mouth. He was like a hungry dog swallowing everything he could, and when it finally was over he couldn’t stop his licks devoting your every drop of cum.

Your whole body gave up the moment you came down from your orgasm. If it hadn’t been for Hoseok being under you, you were sure you would have just laid there forever, but Hoseok was under you so you stood up on wombling legs as he got up from the couch.

Cheeks, lips, nose, jaw, everything was covered and glistening with your cum and it drove you crazy.

“My little peach taste fvcking amazing.” Hoseok said as he pulled you over to him and again laid you down on the sofa.

This time it was your turn to watch as he took his pants off. God what a sight. Hoseok was standing ever so beautifully in front of you in only a pair of black boxers. But the sight of him tucking them down as well and seeing his cock jump out standing tall to his lower stomach was even better. You bite into your bottom lip as he hovered over you, on his knees in between your legs.

“Wait I don’t think I have a condom.”

“It’s fine I’m on the pill.” You couldn’t help but chuckle as you saw Hoseok getting panicked for a split second. “God that means I can actually feel you around my fvcking cock.” A groan left his lips by the thought of it, you clenching around him and covering his cock with your juices, that would be something.

Hoseok positioned himself, pumping his cock a few times he gave you a kiss as to distract you before he entered you. Both of you let out hisses as he was big and you were tight, but it felt so good to be stretcthed out like that by him.

One slow stretcth as his cock filled you to the brim.

Hoseoks breath was heavy almost as if he had been dancing for a whole performance when he said “Just tell me when I can move.”

One or two minutes went by with him kissing your lips and neck, telling you sweet words such as ‘God you’re so beautiful’, ‘You’re doing so good’ and ‘My little peach is so sexy’. Every time his lips cam on yours you got a glimpse of the taste of yourself.

You would never get enough of him saying sweet little sentences while he was inside you, but now you really wanted him to move. “You can move.”

“You sure?” A smile filled your lips when he again asked for permission.

“Yes! Hoseok I’m more than sure.”

Giving you a smile he slowly went out only stopping when his tip were inside your entrance and with one slow stroke he again went in. He couldn’t stop kissing you while quickening his pace as if he would only survive with your lips placed on his.

His pace became quicker and quicker for each stroke. You were a moaning mess by now, hair all tangled and legs graduality shaking more and more. Hoseok wasn’t much better himself, growling and moaning together with you.

He loved the way your breasts were bouncing and legs were tangling up in his, there was something so magically about the connection between you two right now that he never wanted to let go of.

He remembered only some hours ago when he came to pick you up from the alley, he just couldn’t stop looking at you, it was the same now looking at your face tormented in pleasure was a gift he would never forget and when your anguished yet supplicated voice told him - “Please Hoseok, I’m so close.” he could feel himself almost spilling all his seeds into you, but he was keen on making you cum first.

Without further notice Hoseok pulled one of your legs up around his shoulder. The new angle was the final point for you as his dick hammered into you in a spot you never thought would be touched. “OMG! HOSEOK!” And of course he got his way once again when he said he would make you scream his name.

Cumming for the second time that night you could feel how you were getting overstimulated, legs were giving up and your stomach was turning.

It only took a few hard strokes for Hoseok to cum after you. He was literally drilling his dick into you as all his seeds swam into you. “God I love you so much.” All your tiredness disappeared the moment those words whispered their way out of Hoseoks mouth, did he mean that? or was it just an innocent line filled with nothing?

When there was no more to give Hoseok collied on you, head resting on your chest. Your fingers automatically found his hair and started playing with them as you felt him slowly start to kiss your skin.

“I love you so much Y/N.” It was not just an innocent line, it was real. Your face seriously could not contain it’s smile as you wrapped yourself around Hoseok. A chuckle left his mouth when he felt your small arms and legs tangle up with him pulling him even closer than he already was. “I love you more. Took you long enough to figure that out.”

Hoseok slowly pulled out of you again both his and your cum spilled out making a mess on the couch, but right now non of you cared enough to do anything about it.

“GUYS!! Are you done in there cause I’m running out of ideas of what to tell the staff members to why they can’t come in here.” And just like that both of you got clothes on faster than a flash and cleaned the couch. Going out of the dressing room a tired Jimin stood there waiting with that stupid smirk on his face.

“Took you long enough to confess to each other.”

“Oh shut up Jimin.” Hoseok said but he didn’t even try and hide the smile displaying on his face.

Guess Hoseok wasn’t the only one who could get his way with certain things – You just managed to make Hoseok so jealous that he had angry sex with you, and you were damn proud about it.

*Do not translate or repost! This is work of trina864*

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lilfuturescars · 2 years

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My thoughts on Stranger Things season 4 vol 2

I swear to god I can’t even right now. I’m still mourning my sweet metal head Eddie Munson. Like, I should’ve seen that one coming but still I was hoping they wouldn’t kill him.

Actually, I almost thought they were going after Steve since they kept him talking about the future and stuff, but the riots would be unstoppable if they did anything to him. Doesn’t make it anymore unfair to Eddie.

The fact he actually tried to be de hero despiste what the whole town thought… it just breaks my heart. That and the fact that Dustin was alone with him in his final moments, without being able to help in any way… Talk about traumatic for the kid.

Also… with the most problematic topic. The queers in the show. Unfortunately, I’m heterosexual so I don’t really have to deal with the real struggles and the lack of visibility but just hear me out.

First. You are right about the Duffer brothers baiting you during proud month with the vol 1 ofthe show by showing you Will and Robin and their pinning for their love interest (Mike and the other girl whose name I can’t remember) and the little thing with Robin and Nancy. It wasn’t cool to hype you up and then deliver that heartbreaking car scene with Mike and Will and then de gun shop with Robin and the red hair girl. It’s cruel.

That also leads to my second point. Love can be cruel. If you love one of your friends, whatever their sexuality, it can be really messy. You don’t want to break apart from them. And it can be A disaster if it’s your bff. And while the car scene was heartbreaking, it is also relatable that someone you like asks for advice for a relationship with someone else. And I don’t know about the 80s that much but I know that coming out was harder than right now, and it still is for some people, so imagine then. So let’s take all of that into account and add the fact that Will has been bullied with this for a long time from his father, from kids at school, damn even got into an argument with Mike (season 3) where Mike told him it wasn’t his fault they didn’t swing the same way. Of course the kid will think he has a problem. He hasn’t had a save environment around him. And that’s where Jonathan comes in.

Third. Jonathan obviously sees this, he’s been holding a pause in terms of having to deal with his problems by being high for a long time. Obviously after the government took Eleven he realized he couldn’t do this anymore and after the car scene he started coming out of his daze, by being the best brother and giving Will a save place for whenever he decides to come out because Jonathan knows and doesn’t care (homophobics please sit and take notes you dbags).

On the other hand we have Robin, someone who knows what she is but is afraid of straight rejection and repercussions in case the girl she confesses to is hetero. She does have Steve as a place where she can vent to about her love life. But again it’s the 80s. They poorly give her a chance by the end of the second episode but is extremely poorly delivered. Things may go right but it’s super lazy. And talking about Steve, I don’t like that he still hasn’t got over Nancy, all talking about some future with her and this is where Steve and Robin are connected. See I think (just a theory) that Steve wants Robin to succeed in the girlfriend department (aside for being a good friend) because he thinks that if Robin can make it despite the odds of their decade mentality he may make it too whether it is with another girl or Nancy we have to wait and see.

This is getting longer than I thought…

Anyways. This season has a loosing tone (with everyone) because next one will be the last one. You can’t give them a big win right now plot wise. What happened took a toll on everyone on different measures. Vecna/Henry/One’s not dead and he definitely has left the party scattered. This is a TIE. They both achieved their goals but they also took hits. Vecna has to heal and the party has to regroup alas the time skip for next season (and the fact that the cast is older to play newly teen(?))

Was the second part better than the first one? No chance in hell (we will bring you back Eddie) Did they deliver poorly some things? Absolutely, but it wasn’t that awful and I think they left it at a good turning point (even if it kills me).

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

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logically-asexual · 2 years

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Where's my fucking teenage dream?

summary:

Last part of this series, two years after the events of the previous part. Logan just finished high school while Janus, Remus and Virgil have been renting a house together since they graduated. Logan decides to move in with them, but adjusting isn't so easy. Logan is ace but does feel romantic attraction (for Virgil). He doesn't know he's ace, though, so the story involves some self-questioning.

warnings: Underage drinking, Smoking, Drug use (only weed) and References to drugs, Referenced sex, a lot of innuendos and stuff, Swearing. i'll add more detailed warnings at the beginning of each chapter.

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Chapter 4

words: 1957

i apologize for this chapter in advance. didn't think while writing it, just typed whatever popped into my brain. warnings: non/dub con kissing. logan gets in a quite embarrassing situation, janus and remus are still a bit mean to him, only because they find it funny. sex mentions. negative self-talk

A few days passed by, and Logan couldn’t focus on much other than what Remus had told him.

He didn’t like the way he was, he knew his life was mostly underwhelming in others’ eyes. He still had trouble speaking up and approaching people. Though he could now stand up for himself against bullies who wanted to physically assault him, that wasn’t really a problem in college anymore. Now he had different problems, like teamwork and asking questions to his professors. If only he dared to do more, things would be easier.

Classes were canceled for a holiday on Friday, but the other roommates still had to work. While they were away, Logan thought of what new thing he could try out.

He could try taking self defense lessons, maybe martial arts would make him more interesting, or appear to be more of a nerd… He also didn’t have any money to pay for more classes.

Artistic endeavors always made people interesting, but he was terrible at them. He hadn’t practiced his instruments in weeks, and even so he never felt he quite got the music he was playing. He only went through the motions and followed instructions. He couldn’t ask Virgil or Remus for help, that would be too embarrassing and he didn’t want to bother them any more than he already did.

Logan went through more ideas for hours, discarding them one by one.

He wanted to fit in with his friends, and his friends’ friends. He wanted to feel part of the group, like he didn’t have to be invited into their activities just because he lived there, but because they wanted him there.

Without thinking, he stood up and walked into Janus and Remus’ room. He walked inside the closet, and searched for Remus’ pants. He didn’t bring scissors but he could loosen some threads with his fingers. Maybe Remus would think it was funny, he walked around the house in boxers very often anyway. It would be a good start.

His search was interrupted when he heard the bedroom door open. Whoever walked inside didn’t see him inside the closet, with the doors closed. Logan hoped they didn’t hear him, either, and stood there paralyzed.

He looked through the thin separation between the closet doors, to find Janus pressing Remus against the wall.

Logan couldn’t see well from where he was, but he could assume what was happening. Mortified, he looked away, praying that something else would interrupt their making out and he wouldn’t be revealed to have disrupted their privacy.

That didn’t happen.

He was covering his ears, trying not to hear the muffled whispers the others were exchanging. After a minute, the sound of a loud moan got through and startled him so much that he stumbled. He tried leaning on the surface behind him for support, but in doing so he fell out the door and out in the open.

The first thing he saw was his roommates’ shoes. Looking up, he saw both of them were shirtless and immediately closed his eyes and covered his head with his arms, as if preparing himself for a punch.

“Honey, if you wanted a show you could have just asked.” Janus’ voice sounded too calm and smooth for the situation.

Logan, however, couldn’t speak at all. Only a few times in his life had he felt so embarrassed. He felt as though his face would melt from the heat, even some tears were gathering in his eyes. And to think his original intention was too appear less weak and stupid.

He managed to pull himself together and stand up without looking up from the carpet. He tried to run out of the room, but ran into Remus’ bare chest. He blocked the way and locked the door to the outside in less than a second.

“Oh no, mister, you’re explaining yourself,” he scolded.

He held Logan by the shoulders and pushed him back to sit on their bed, then took a step back to stand next to Janus with his arms crossed. Janus had his shirt back on, but Logan still couldn’t make eye contact with either of them.

“Listen, dork, if you want to watch so bad that’s fine but it’d be nice if you’d let us know before–”

“Stop, no, that’s not what I was doing.” Logan wished he had a hoodie or some other piece of clothing he could hide his face under.

“What were you doing then?” Janus questioned.

Logan closed his eyes and sighed. He had no answer to that question. “I don’t know.”

“Did you get lost, did you want to borrow something, did you get some kind of panic attack about the world being invaded by aliens and the only place to hide were other people's closets, or did you—“

“I don’t know!” Logan interrupted. “I don’t know, I felt bad about being so weak and boring and predictable, I wanted to do something, but I didn’t know what, I thought I could be spontaneous and improvise since ideas that come in the heat of the moment are supposed to be the most fun, I thought I could do something to your clothes and it would be funny but…” he trailed off. “I don’t know.”

“You wanted to impress Virgil by… stealing our clothes?”

“I don’t like Virgil!” He was so exhausted. “I don’t know. I didn’t want to impress anyone. I guess I was trying to prove something to myself. That I can be interesting.”

“Darling, if you want to be more adventurous you could, like, take a bus to the nearest beach, spend the afternoon there, go to a club, do some drugs, sleep with a stranger,—“

Remus continued from Janus’ suggestions, “— come back home two days later, go to work still drunk, blow your boss in the storage closet so he doesn’t fire you…”

Logan looked at them with a concerned expression. He could do none of those things.

“You haven’t even kissed anyone, have you, sweetheart?” Janus said.

Logan looked back down at his feet. “I have kissed before.”

“Oh, really?”

“I… kissed Virgil once.”

They smiled at him as if he had just told a bad joke.

“When?” Janus’ amusement was audible.

Logan bit his lip. “At a party. Roman’s party in high school.” He paused. “At a… spin-the-bottle game.”

As usual, the two young adults in front of him doubled over in laughter.

Logan covered his face in his hands. “Shut up!” He pleaded.

“I’m so sorry, you’re just adorable.”

“And you want him to like you like that? With no experience?” Remus mocked.

Logan wanted to scream. He let them give him advice because he felt like a part of the group when they did, like he mattered, but he didn’t even know what he wanted.

He wanted to be closer to Virgil, to talk to him and learn more about him. He wanted to be even more important to him than Janus and Remus were. But he didn’t exactly want to be in the boyfriend’s place. He didn’t want to sit in Virge’s lap in front of everyone while he stroked Logan’s thigh. That was just too weird.

Maybe he wanted to be kissed by Virgil again. Maybe he only wanted to remember the sensation. Maybe he just needed a friend. Logan didn’t know.

“Okay, Specs. Come on, stand up.”

Logan followed Janus’ instruction.

“Now kiss me.”

He would have taken a step back in surprise, but the bed was already right behind him. “Why?”

“I thought you wanted to be ‘spontaneous’?”

Logan looked between both of them. He didn’t know what kind of relationship they had. They were almost always together and he had stumbled into them making out more than once, but they also each went out with other people and brought their ‘dates’ home. Now, Remus was looking at Logan expectantly, appearing excited.

He looked back at Janus. With the light of the window behind Logan, his green eyes looked almost yellow. He closed his eyes and leaned in slowly.

In spite of the nervousness he could feel in his stomach, Logan kept his breathing steady as their lips touched.

It felt similar to how he remembered, except that time at the party the kiss was a quick touch, while now Janus was softly moving his mouth against Logan’s. He tried to mimic what the other was doing, focusing on the sensation.

He was getting comfortable with it when he felt the tip of a tongue touch his teeth, and he pulled back immediately.

They didn’t get a chance to say anything before Remus whined “My turn!” and turned Logan around to face him.

Remus’ kiss was completely different. As soon as it began, Logan was surprised by Remus’ intensity, forcing him to lean back slightly. He had to brace himself with his hands on the other’s shoulders, but pulled them back as soon as he felt the bare skin. While Logan was distracted by how Remus did manage to lick inside his mouth, his hands unconsciously returned to his shoulders.

The sensations were more overwhelming. He could feel Remus’ mustache, the new piercing on his lip, more spit than what Logan thought should be normal for a kiss.

Suddenly, he heard the faint sound of the front door closing, followed by Virgil’s deep voice announcing he was home. Logan reflexively tried to pull away, but Remus held him in place, with a hand in his hair, on the back of his head, and the other on his arm. He couldn’t do anything but attempt to get enough air into his lungs.

Seconds later Remus let go of him, letting him drop backwards onto the bed.

Logan got up as soon as he could and ran out, this time without interception, and into his own bedroom. Once there and with the door locked, he slid down to the floor, where he sat in stunned silence recovering his breath.

He tried to reflect on what had just happened, but he couldn’t formulate thoughts further than remembering the sensation of kissing. Part of him felt disgusted, but a bigger part felt curious, even wanting to go back and ask for more, just to seal the experience in his memory. He couldn’t do that, though, his dignity wouldn’t allow him and those two had probably already resumed to have sex or whatever they were doing.

Maybe he was just lonely.

He stayed in the same position until the light outside began changing and the sun was about to set. Then, hunger got the best of him and he sneaked outside to get something to eat.

Only Virgil was downstairs, grabbing a soda from the fridge.

Logan greeted him quietly as he got a plate and a napkin.

Virgil looked him up and down before asking, “Are you alright?”

Logan hesitated. He noticed that his clothes were still wrinkled from his interaction with the other two earlier. “Yeah,” he stuttered, “you?”

Virgil scoffed, then shrugged. “Same.”

They stood in silence while Virgil drank his soda and Logan heated up a slice of pizza.

Virgil finished his drink and, before leaving, he turned to Logan. “You should wear your hair like that more often, it looks good on you.”

He left after that. Logan moved to look at his reflection in the oven’s door. His hair was ruffled by Remus, pointing in all directions, nothing like the clean way Logan carefully styled it every morning.

Logan could also see the dark blush taking over his face in the reflection. He quickly splashed some cold water from the sink on his face, before anyone else saw him, and headed back to his room, his food forgotten inside the microwave.

#logan sanders #virgil sanders #analogical #dukeceit #sanders sides #thomas sanders #ts

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itsdanii · 3 years

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I really love your “rejecting and regretting” drabbles and I would love to request one with Suna and Iwaizumi please

Rejecting you and regretting it pt. 3

hey, bub. thanks for requesting! im so glad you're liking my works ♥️ was supposed to post this yesterday but i had an appointment with my psychologist so sorry for the slight delay. that being said, here's your request for iwaizumi and suna. i hope you like it♥️

genre: slight angst to fluff, slight crack

warnings: cursing, rude behavior (resolved), please do message me if i forgot any

ft. suna rintaro, oikawa!reader x iwaizumi hajime

title says it all.

Suna Rintaro

out of all the inarizaki boys, suna rintaro was the one who managed to pique your interest

at first, you thought that he was the most quiet amongst the group but the longer you stayed as a manager, the more you realized how wrong you were

In fact, suna is one of the most talkative, along with the miya twins

you even felt bad sometimes for kita for having to discipline the three as if they were his own kids

one day, you suddenly realized that you were falling for the middle blocker

you knew that it was not a good practice to fall for someone in a team you manage but it's not like you can control who you fall for, right?

and so, you made a decision to confess to him

"Oi, y/n! What's that yer holding?"

You squeaked upon being called by Atsumu and quickly hid the cake you were holding behind your back. Smiling awkwardly, you made your way to him and placed the cake on top of the table.

It was currently lunch time and as a usual routine, you, Osamu, Atsumu and Rin were meeting at your spot just near the gym to eat.

"Can you atleast lower your voice? The moment the others see this cake, it'll be gone in a snap of a finger," you scolded at him.

"Cake? What's it for?" As if a light suddenly appeared on top of Atsumu's head, he took the box and opened it with sparkling eyes. "Looks good!"

"No, wait!"

Your lips parted as you watched him take the fork that you put inside and sliced a piece for himself. He even let out a small moan of satisfaction as the taste of the cake filled his mouth.

"That...was for Rin," you said with a tiny voice, making Atsumu raise an eyebrow at you.

"Suna? Why are ya givin' him a cake?" Noticing the way you failed to answer, a grin started forming on Atsumu's lips as the realization came into him. "Holy shit, ya like him!"

"Like who?"

You and Atsumu both froze at the sound of Suna's voice. Swallowing the lump forming in your throat, you slowly turned around to face Suna who was now frowning at you.

"Rin-chan..." you said slowly.

Suna and Osamu both took their seats, Osamu sitting beside Atsumu and Suna sitting beside you.

"Y/n likes someone?" Osamu asked and took the fork to taste the cake you made, his face lightening up as it somehow reached his standards.

Being the goofy one, Atsumu nodded with a grin. He spared Suna a quick glance before wiggling his eyebrows at you playfully. "Mhm. The one they like is actually a part of the volleyball team. Any guess, Rin-chan?"

Despite the nervousness you're feeling, you managed to roll your eyes at Atsumu as he tried imitating the way you call Suna.

Suna just shrugged his shoulders, looking almost unbothered if not for the fact that he was gripping his chopsticks a little too tightly. "Don't know, don't care."

You felt your confidence drop a little at his lack of enthusiasm. "Aren't you even just a bit curious?" you asked, hoping to get a reaction out of him.

"No, why would I be? It's not like it's any of my business. You can like whoever you want to like. It's not like I give a damn about it," Suna simply answered.

The small hope inside you that you gathered throughout the whole week just to confess completely vanished, replaced with doubt and sudden insecurity. The way he said those words seemed as if he doesn't care about you at all and the fact that he said it in front of the twins made it even worse. You felt humiliated.

You glanced at Atsumu for help and the setter just sighed before sliding the box of the now half eaten cake to Suna. "Didn't have to be so rude 'bout it, Rin. Taste the cake. Maybe it'll change yer mind and make ya realize how dense ya are."

Suna just glared at him and took a bite, his eyes darting towards your figure. "Were you supposed to give this cake to the person you like?"

Seeing you nod, Suna rolled his eyes. "I don't think it's a good idea. It tastes like shit, I'm sure the guy would reject you the moment he takes a bite."

Your heart dropped at what he said. Not only did he say that your cooking was bad but also rejected you without saying it directly. The moment you felt your eyes tearing up, you immediately stood up and left the table, ignoring the continues yells of a certain miya.

Suna stared at your back before frowning at Atsumu. "What's up their ass? I just said it didn't taste good is all. They didn't have to be sensitive." Contrary to his words, Suna grabbed the fork and continued eating the cake.

"They made the cake for ya, dumbass," Atsumu answered and stood up, quickly grabbing his things before leaving to follow you.

Suna froze upon realizing what Atsumu meant. Eyes darting towards Osamu, he muttered a small curse before gripping his hair in frustration. "Samu..."

Not even waiting for what Suna wanted to say, Osamu shook his head no with a displeased look. "Ya fucked up big time. Sorry but I can't help ya with this one."

Suna was on his own.

No matter how much he tried convincing the twins to help him, neither of them agreed. He didn't know how to approach you after what happened. You basically ignored him even during practices, only doing your duties and talking to him when instructed by Kita.

Several days went on yet you were still ignoring him, and to say that Suna was getting fed up was an understatement. Not only were you ignoring him but you were also spending too much time with Atsumu.

Sure, he was aware that you two are bestfriends, but that doesn't mean that it wouldn't turn into something more. After all, Atsumu was a likeable guy. It wouldn't be impossible for you to fall in love with someone like him.

And so, the moment Suna saw Atsumu almost kissing your cheek, he snapped.

With fast strides, he went over to your direction and pulled you away from your bestfriend who only shrugged his shoulders and went on his way as if nothing happened.

Suna stopped when you reached an empty classroom and he immediately shut the door behind him for privacy. "I'm sorry for being rude to you last time," he started.

"You weren't only rude to me, ya know?" you said and averted your gaze from him. "You also rejected me. I know that I haven't directly confessed to you yet but it still hurt. I just assumed that maybe I had a chance since we were close with each other. I'm sorry for-"

"Please, don't," Suna said to cut you off. He stepped closer to you and placed his hands on your shoulders, regret visible on his face. "Don't apologize for liking me."

"But Rin..."

"I don't want you to take it back. I like you too, y/n. So please..." Suna dropped his arms to his sides and rested his forehead on your shoulder before muttering, "Please don't ignore me anymore. I promise I'll love you the way you deserve."

You felt yourself soften at his words and despite how much what he said last time hurt you, you knew that deep inside, your heart belongs to him. You brought your hand up to run your fingertips over Suna's hair before nodding. "I won't ignore you anymore, Rin. You know why?"

He lifted his head up to look at you hopefully. "Because you like me?"

"You guessed right."

The moment you said those words, Suna immediately placed his hand on your jaw, angling your head up to him. "And I like you too."

Not able to hold himself back anymore, Suna leaned down and pressed his lips against yours, your eyes closing as you savored the feeling of finally kissing the man you like.

Iwaizumi Hajime

Iwaizumi is your brother's bestfriend

The first time you saw him was when you were in first grade, him and Tooru being a year older than you

Despite the small age gap, you still grew close with him as most of your time, you spent with Haji watching random movies and playing volleyball

When you entered high school, you only became closer to them

He protected you from bullies and those people who only wanted to use you in order to get closer to your brother

At first, you didn't notice that you were falling for him, thinking that you were just attached to him after being by his side for such a long time

But when you realized that your gazes lingered on him longer, your mind started wondering the feeling of his hand holding yours, and the way your heart fluttered everytime he was close, you knew that you've fallen for him deep

It was a Friday night, both you and Tooru were dressed in your pajamas as you waited in your room for Iwaizumi to finish making the popcorn.

Today, you all scheduled a movie night since this was the only time the three of you are free. Being a third year and a volleyball player at the same time was hard on both your brother and Iwaizumi's time and often times, you had to cancel due to them having an early practice.

Luckily for you, it seemed that their coach finally had mercy and decided to give them a weekend break.

You, on the other hand, had lots of free time in your hand since your workload isn't as heavy as theirs which is why you were always the one who adjusted when it comes to the schedule of your movie marathon night.

"Iwa-chan, gimme the one with more popcorn!" Tooru immediately said as soon as Iwaizumi stepped inside your room, balancing two bowls of popcorn in his hold.

You rolled your eyes at your brother and stood up to help Iwaizumi, purposely showing your brother how you took the one with more popcorn in it. "Sucker," you said, sticking your tongue out at him.

Iwaizumi sighed at your attitude and plopped down beside you which made your heart flutter as always.

When the movie started, you noticed how much the two were so focused on the screen. You felt a little guilty since you were basically the one who suggested the movie yet you were the one who isn't paying attention.

How can you even focus if your crush is literally sitting beside you on your bed?

You could even smell him by how close he is beside you. You were, after all, crushed in between him and your brother, a blanket covering the three of you as you squished yourselves in your bed.

As the movie went on, you felt your eyelids getting heavier. You let out a small yawn and rubbed your eyes, the sound of the people talking on the screen making you feel drowsy instead of stopping you from sleeping.

Iwaizumi, who had noticed the way your head was swaying from side to side, gently took the half empty bowl of popcorn from your hold and wiped your fingers with a baby wipe. He then carefully guided your head to rest on his shoulder before refocusing his attention on the movie.

When you woke up, the room was silent. The television was already turned off and the lamp was already turned on. You looked beside you and noticed that the spaces beside your bed were already empty, reminding you that you must've fallen asleep and Iwaizumi and Tooru must've transfered to their rooms already.

Feeling your throat demanding for some water, you slid off your bed and made your way towards the kitchen. As you grabbed the glass, you almost dropped it upon seeing a reflection of a man behind you.

"You scared me," you whispered into the quietness as you came face to face with your brother's bestfriend.

He chuckled and ruffled your hair before grabbing himself his own glass, eyes staring at you as he downed the water within seconds. "Sorry. I didn't expect you to wake up since you always sleep like a log," he said with a grin.

You lightly smacked his chest, your cheeks heating up as you felt his hard muscles, no doubt the results of playing his sport.

A small growl coming from your stomach suddenly disturbed the silence, Iwaizumi's laugh immediately booming throughout the kitchen as you blushed in embarrassment. "Shut up. I only ate popcorn, you know?"

Shaking his head with a small smile, Iwaizumi pointed at the stool before saying, "Go sit. I'll whip you up something to eat."

You immediately obliged and couldn't stop yourself from smiling as you admired his back while he cooked. "Neh, Haji," you called out.

"Hm?" he hummed, throwing a quick glance at you.

"Do you like someone?"

You knew that asking such question was bold of you, especially when neither of you totally expected it. You didn't even know how the words managed to get out of your lips. All you knew was that if there was a perfect time to confess, it would be now.

After all, with your brother enjoying his time in dream land, nobody would disturb the both of you. It was serene, and you hoped that the outcome would be just as serene as the moment.

"Where's this coming from? Is this your way of trying to confess to me?" Iwaizumi said with a chuckle.

"And what if it is? What are you going to do?" You bit your lower lip anxiously as you waited for his reply.

But instead of embracing you and confessing his feelings too just like you expected, you were greeted with the seriousness of Iwaizumi when he spun around. He walked over to you and and placed the freshly cooked Omirice infront of you.

"Then I'd have to reject you," he answered simply, his voice sounding as if the topic wasn't up for any discussion.

"Why? Is it because I'm Tooru's sibling?" You frowned at him and crossed your arms over your chest. "You know that wouldn't change anything if you date me, right? You'd still be Tooru's bestfriend."

"I already said I'd reject you. That's it, end of discussion." With that, he turned his back on you and made his way out of the kitchen.

But before he can even completely walk out on you, you grabbed his wrist to stop him. "But I like you, Haji. I always have.." You voice seemed tiny all of a sudden and your grip on his wrist tightened instinctively when you felt him removing your grip easily with his free hand.

"I'm sorry but I don't like you, y/n. Now, let go and stop with your delusions because no matter what you do, I'll never like you."

You felt your heart shatter at those words, tears quickly streaming down your cheeks as you watched him walk away, leaving you all alone in the now empty kitchen.

Guess you don't always get what you want, huh?

The rest of the weekend, you did your best avoiding Iwaizumi to make sure that you don't make him uncomfortable. You made sure to stay cooped up in your room until you were certain that Iwaizumi had already left. Heck, you even rejected your brother's offer when he asked if you wanted to go meet up with rest of the boys at the mall.

You knew that Tooru wasn't unaware that something happened since you've never rejected any offer when it comes to shopping. But even if he did, he sure stayed quiet about it and gave you space which you were thankful for.

A week rolled by and Iwaizumi was starting to get antsy. His spikes were not as good and his movements were too sloppy to the point that their coach had to sub him out during one of their practice games.

As he sat on the bench, his mind went back to the time he rejected you. Back then, he was sure that he did the right decision. He was a third year and you were only in your second year. Not only would it seem that he was after some kid, he would also look like an asshole who only befriended Oikawa for his sibling.

But that was before.

Now, he wasn't so sure anymore. He missed your affection towards him and the way you cared for him. He missed how you often visit their practice and give him first his water bottle instead of Tooru. He missed your playful banter and the way you irritate him by simply joining forces with your brother.

Fuck, he missed you.

And the way he only realized it now made it even worse.

Iwaizumi ran his fingers through his hair out of frustration, and when he saw someone handling him a water bottle, he instantly lifted his head up expecting to see you. Except it wasn't you, it was Tooru.

He mumbled a small "Thanks," before sighing evidently, making Tooru raise a questioning eyebrow at him.

"Just what happend between you and y/n?"

Seeing the panic on Iwaizumi's expression, Tooru just rolled his eyes. "Don't even try denying it, Iwa-chan. I'm not that stupid, you know? Y/n's basically isolating themselves inside their room as if they're scared that you might visit anytime and you.. your play sucks that even Makki and Matsun noticed it."

"Didn't have to remind me," Iwaizumi grunted.

"Hmm," Tooru pressed a finger to his chin as if he was thinking, eyes slightly widening as he remembered something. "Is it because they finally confessed to you?"

"How did you-"

"Oh it's simple! I heard my dearest sibling practicing their confession several times before you came last Saturday. I didn't expect them to confess that early though. The confession sounded too plain for my liking," Tooru said with a hum.

Iwaizumi could only look at him with parted lips. How come Tooru seemed unbothered by the thought of you confessing? Wasn't he supposed to act like a protective brother?

Noticing the way Iwaizumi was staring at him, Tooru pouted. "What're you looking at, Iwa-chan? You're not thinking of dating me instead, are you?"

"Dumbass. I'm thinking why you seem too relaxed at the idea of your sibling confessing to me," Iwaizumi said, hitting the back of Tooru's head.

"Eh? Why? Did you expect me to go apeshit on you?" Tooru chuckled. "Don't worry Iwa-chan, I completely approve of you dating them! Just don't try to hurt their feelings or I'll be mad for sure!"

"But I already rejected them." Iwaizumi groaned and rested his head against his palm out of frustration.

Tooru, who seemed to gain sympathy at his partner, patted his back and said, "Then we'll just have to do something about it, don't we?"

When you arrived home, the house was eerily quite. The lights were all off making you furrow your eyebrows in confusion. You knew how much Tooru hated coming home with the lights off so you always made sure to leave it on in case you arrive later than him.

"Tooru?" you called out as you switched the lights on. You surveyed the whole living room and kitchen but your brother was nowhere to be found.

Shrugging your shoulders, you went up to your room and almost screamed at the sight of a man sitting on top of your bed, a bouquet of flowers in hand along with a bunny stuffed toy.

"Why do you always have to scare the shit out of me? I swear one of these days, I'll die of heart attack because of you," you scolded as you closed the door behind you. You discarded your bag on the couch and stood in front of Iwaizumi with your arms crossed over your chest. "What's all this about?"

Scratching the back of his head, Iwaizumi spared a quick glance at your wardrobe before sighing. "They're um... They're for you." He handed you the flowers and the bunny, eyes watching you warily as you smelled the pink roses.

You weren't unaware of what was happening. You always witness these kinds of things but since you were still hurt about what he said, you decided that you wouldn't give in to him that easily.

"Thank you," you answered dryly before placing the roses on top of your study desk.

Iwaizumi cannot help but panic because of this. Have you already decided that you no longer like him? What if you already got yourself a boyfriend? His thoughts started running wild inside his head and it was only when you touched his shoulder that he was brought back to the reality.

"Sorry...I," Iwaizumi fisted his hands on his sides before continuing. "I'm sorry for hurting your feelings, y/n. I didn't want to reject you. I actually like you but I got scared. I mean, you're Oikawa Y/n, my bestfriend's sibling. I didn't want you to think that I was only friends with your brother because I like you. In the end, I hurt you and god knows how stupid I am for doing such thing."

By this time, Iwaizumi's eyes were closed, afraid of looking at your reaction. He was even biting his lips and if not for the seriousness of the moment, you would've took a picture of his adorableness.

"I guess an apologizing Haji, is a cute Haji," you said with a smile making his eyes open.

"Shut up," he said shyly with the tips of his ears turning red. "I'm being serious, you know?"

"And I'm being serious as well. I'm not kidding when I said you're being cute right now," you said, continuing to tease him.

"Y/n."

You giggled at the warning in his tone. "Alright, alright. 'm sorry." You took his hand in yours and gave it a small squeeze before lifting your gaze up to him, all signs of goofiness now vanishing from your face and replaced with honesty and admiration. "I like you too, Haji. I still do."

"Shit." Iwaizumi smiled and wrapped his arms around your waist, his strong arms lifting you off the ground out of happiness.

You squealed as you were lifted and you encircled your arms around his neck to cling to him.

"Gosh, Iwa-chan! My sister said she likes you too and the first thing you say is shit?!" Tooru said as he revealed his presence, his hand rubbing his back at the ache for staying too long in the cramped closet.

You gave Iwaizumi a few taps on his back which he immediately understood. He placed you down and grinned as he watched you taking your brother out of your room by pulling at his ear.

"Ouch, y/n-chan! Iwa-chan, help me!"

Iwaizumi just chuckled as the door infront of him slammed shut, the shouts of Tooru as you hit him bringing a sense of satisfaction to Iwaizumi.

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The Setter’s Boyfriend

Fandom: Haikyuu!! Pairing: Kageyama Tobio x Male!Reader Summary: Kageyama has a boyfriend, though the team don’t really believe him Word Count: 1,470

“Tobio?”

Kageyama looks over your way, he sees you sitting at the end of your bed looking confused, tilted head with puppy eyes boring into his eyes.

“What’s the matter?”

“Nothing,” He says quickly, closing his messaging app and locking his phone. Though that movement causes you to look at him suspiciously.

You weren’t concerned about in the matter of cheating, you know your boyfriend Kageyama Tobio has difficulty in making friends that him cheating was very unlikely, but Kageyama spends weekends with you and he has been suspiciously off.

“Sure, Tobs, and I’m going to be benched during nationals.”

“You’re what?”

“I’m being sarcastic, dumbo,” You teases, kissing his nose, “Tell me, Tobio-chan, what’s the matter?”

Kageyama sighs knowing that you’re just concern and you want to know what’s bothering him. After youth training camp, in which you had met him there as well as you were invited, Kageyama went home to Miyagi and you going home to the city Yamagata, the prefecture next to Miyagi. Kageyama was confessed to, Hinata had spilt out his feelings to him when the two of them were closing up.

Kageyama respectfully declined, saying that he only saw him as a best friend though Hinata blinded by rejection took it the wrong way. It causes a small rift in the team but Kageyama had to explain, which he was unable to do so when he was lightly rejecting Hinata, that even if he did reciprocate the feelings he wouldn’t pursue a relationship with Hinata as he was taken.

You and Kageyama have known each other since you were little toddlers, you grew up together as you both lived next door, you even went to the same elementary school and junior high school.

But, before you about to enter high school, your dad took a promotion to the prefecture over. You had to move school halfway through your third year in junior high when Kageyama needed you the most. Taking time to adapt to the new city, making friends and settling without Kageyama.

You had started dating Kageyama when you were thirteen, it almost felt silly really, because you two were so young but both families had already approved of the relationship and had thought that both you and Kageyama would never split.

Now, that it was slowly nearing the last few months of their first year in high school, you guys have been together for three years. Despite the distance between and going to different schools, nothing seems to tear you two apart.

You went to a powerhouse school for volleyball, you were even on the starting team as you were up and coming as one of the best wing spikers.

So, when Kageyama said that he was already in a relationship the small rift seems to relax, though there were some sceptical people in the team thinking that Kageyama was giving an excuse, no one could force a relationship to happen.

“They don’t seem like the best teammates, you know, Tobio,” You say after Kageyama had explained the situation.

The small rift in the team was manageable, he only had to deal with Noya, Tanaka, Tsukishima and Hinata - but when the news was spread out through the powerhouses, that’s when it got a bit out of control.

Miyagi’s powerhouses kept in close contact with each other because of practice matches, though the big group chat was more used as a gossip centre rather than planning. So, Kageyama got a lot of messages from old shares “friends”.

“You know I could tell Kindaichi and Kunami to fuck off for you,” You offered as Kageyama chuckles, shaking his head.

“Don’t worry, I’ve already told them to.”

Kageyama hoped that Nationals would come soon, he has been itching to show the team that his boyfriend was real and that he was happy in the relationship, it wasn’t just a shitty excuse he made.

The rest of the team was acting normal, they were happy for Kageyama to be in a relationship. Sugawara had been more nosy than others, asking Kageyama who was this lucky person, even defending him in the setter group chat, the big setter group chat that had Akaashi, Kenma and Atsumu. Atsumu was willing to spill details of Kageyama’s lover, though Kageyama got very defensive to the point of threat in the group chat, which blew up the chat that the topic of Kageyama lying was soon of the past.

Daichi had Kageyama’s back, he told the second years and Tsukishima to knock it off and that the team won’t tolerate bullying. Asahi, bless the third year - Kageyama thought, tried his best to divert the topic if Sugawara or Daichi wasn’t present.

“Next time I’ll see you will be in Tokyo,” You exclaimed with a smile that Kageyama loved so dearly, “Can’t wait to see you play again, it’s been a while.”

“You’ve seen me play?”

“I mean competitively, Tobio.”

Nationals was surreal, they were surrounded by so many talented players. The team knew that Kageyama was a mellow person in public, he doesn’t have many friends because he refuses to make them.

So, it came as a surprise to the team to see the national’s best libero come waved down Kageyama and greet him as if he was an old friend. Kageyama looked so relaxed and happy to be conversing with the libero, even waving Sakusa in the corner.

When they had won their first game of the tournament, they had some free time to watch games and get some shirts. Hinata had met with Hoshiumi and was asking Kageyama if he was better after the interaction, almost forgetting that Hinata was supposed to have a grudge, though when they got into Tokyo, it’s almost as if the anger had disappeared right away.

Kageyama felt a bit down as he hasn’t been able to spot his boyfriend among the crowd and they were about to leave.

“Tobio!”

The team stopped as Kageyama turned, there he sees someone running down to him, Kageyama started to smile and it wasn’t the terrifying kind - it was the soft loving smile that’s reserve for his love.

“Kageyama is that?”

“Tobio!” The figure latched himself on Kageyama.

“(Y/n), you’re sweaty,” Kageyama complained as you chuckle, “Did you finish your game?”

He looks at your attire to see that you were still in uniform, haven’t even given the chance to change out, you nodded as you separate yourself from him. There was a bright gleam in your eyes and a wide smile upon your face.

The team looked in awe at this new individual, someone who has been lurking in the volleyball news.

“You’re (L/n) (Y/n),” Sugawara spoke out as you turn to look at them, “Uh, did you two meet in training camp?”

It was safe to assume that since all the players that Kageyama was talking to were met from training camp, but you chuckle and shake your head.

“Ah, no, I’m Tobio’s boyfriend.”

Boyfriend, the word echo in the team’s head, the realisation had settled as you smiled so bright.

“I’ve known Kageyama since we were little, I used to live in Miyagi as well but I had to move because of my dad’s job but yeah I was at Japan Youth as well,” You explained, it was natural how you acted with Kageyama.

Kageyama felt at ease with you, even if your sweaty arm was draped over his shoulders, Kageyama expressed his disappointment that he couldn’t watch you but you shrugged your shoulders saying there’s always tomorrow.

“I best get going, don’t want to break out a fever at nationals,” You say, before turning to Kageyama, “See you, Tobs.”

You give him a kiss that Kageyama happily takes as he watches you walk off and get teased by your teammates. Sugawara slings his arm over his kouhai’s shoulder with a teasing smile.

“So, Kageyama, when were you going to mention that your boyfriend is one of the best volleyball spikers?”

“You never asked,” Kageyama responded, “If anything, you guys would be more angry if I were to talk about him.”

Sugawara nodded, giving the boys a pointed look as they shrunk in embarrassment.

“How long have you and (L/n)-kun been dating?” Daichi asked, also curious.

“Three years, sometime this month.”

The team pestered Kageyama for more information and details, even Hinata couldn’t be mad at his best friend anymore because he was more in awe that this guy that Kageyama managed to bag, was elite level.

So, when Oikawa mention shit in the setter group chat, Tobio sends a selfie of him and you flipping Oikawa off. Causing Oikawa to have a tantrum in the group chat and when they won a game the next day - the team was more than happy to watch your school thrash your opponent.

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playedcrowd5610 · 2 years

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Resurrected? -Chapter 5

The team is on a routine mission when Phantom gets blasted by one of the goons wielding experimental tech. Unable to keep his ghost form intact he transforms back into his human form. Causing the rest of his teammates to think the beam had somehow brought him back to life!

The team starts to try to protect Danny and make sure he doesn’t die again, always checking around every corner for a possible threat. How long will he last?

Wattpad: Here. FF: Here. Ao3: Here.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6

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"Nope!"

Danny spun on his heel the moment he noticed where they were going. Megan grabbed onto the halfa's arm and stopped him from leaving. "Phantom come on!" she pleaded, Danny rolled his eyes and turned back to face her.

"I'm not going to school!" Danny gestured to the building ahead of him. Teenagers with backpacks going in and out.

Megan didn't back down from her cheery attitude. "Phantom school is one of the best things on earth you can experience! You have friends and you get to learn about earth customs. Ever since Me and Conner have been going it's been a blast." She gestured to superboy who only shrugged in response.

Danny attempted to cross his arms. Megan was still holding onto his wrist, probably to stop him from running. Not that he would make it far with everyone here. He instead put his hand on his hip. "Why is the school even running right now anyway? It's the middle of July!"

"Summer school," Robbin commented. His arms were crossed, and his eyes were still covered with shades. An effort to conceal his identity that surprisingly worked. Everyone else from the team was around Danny in their civilian clothes.

Kaldur looked up at the school with a thoughtful expression. Wally sped over to Megan and wrapped an arm around her shoulder, making her let go of Danny's wrist. "Megan, I know you're heart is in the right place! But School!" Megan tilted her head at the speedster. "We can't take our baby to high school! He won't survive in there!"

"-Hey!" Danny protested with a sputter.

Artemis put her hand on Megan's shoulder. "I think Wally's right here M. I don't know if school is the best option. How about we go somewhere else. Not everyone loves it as much as you do."

Danny pinched the bridge of his nose. "And I have already been bullied throughout my entire school life. Going back isn't going to do me any good." He threw his hand to the side.

"You were bullied!" Megan's face was in shock. She rocketed forward out of Wally's grasp and wrapped her arms around Danny. "I'm so sorry! I hope I didn't bring back any traumatic memories! It's okay we don't need to go in there."

Danny started to feel bad. He didn't want to hurt her feelings or make her feel bad. "Megan I'm fine. It happens. I just happened to have a particularly bad school, with some particularly awful people." Danny shrugged. One of the ghosts that had gone there had died of bullying, but he decided not to mention that.

Conner walked over and patted Danny's head like he didn't know what else to do in the situation. He then put his hand on Megan's back. Danny pulled Megan away from him by her shoulders so he could look at her. She looked sad. "It's okay, how about we do one of your other plans. Surely you had a backup! I'm sure it will be fun!" He wanted to cheer the martian up.

Megan's face brightened again. "We can go to the mall! I also love to go to the mall!"

Danny chuckled, happy that she wasn't sad anymore. "Sounds good."

Wally sped over between them giving them both a hug. "That settles it! Shopping trip!" He laughed. "Robin's paying!"

"Hey-" Robin started to protest.

Wally smiled. "Don't act like you can't" He said playfully. Like he knew that truly Robin wouldn't care if they spent his money.

Robin sighed. "Fine." But he had a smirk on his lips, he really didn't care.

Kal nodded "Sounds like a plan." They all started to walk away from the school. Happy Harbor was a small town, they could walk anywhere they needed to.

Artemis smirked and draped her arm around Danny's shoulders. "You know what we need to buy when we are there." Danny raised an eyebrow at her, looking hesitant. "One of those leash backpack things! To keep track of you!" There was amusement in her voice.

Danny made a squawking sound, and ducked out from under her arm, trying to escape. Only to be stopped when Conner grabbed him from under his arms again and was holding him just above the ground. Conner and his stupid super-strength. He just continued walking holding Danny.

"I can't with you guys!"

Everyone around him just smiled innocently.

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Notes

Lmao, I love writing this story so much! Poor Danny. I also can't stop seeing Danny being carried around like a kitten by Conner! (Someone please draw that, I'm begging you! XD) Also, I remember someone mentioning something about one of those backpack leashes in the comments! I tried to find it but couldn't :( But thank you so much for that idea, I couldn't stop laughing when I read it! Lol if you guys have any other ideas that you want to see in the future I would be happy to add them XD Love you all! <3

Thank you all so much for your amazing comments! I am so happy with this story and it is one of my fav Danny Phantom ones to write. There will hopefully be more out soon! Please leave a comment and tell me what you thought!

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small world ~ corpse husband

word count: 2053

request?: yes!

“Can I get a Corpse x fem reader where reader an corpse are both streamers and they meet each other for the first time and realize they used to know each other as kids? I know Corpse has said that he didn’t have many friends when he was younger so maybe have it where reader was someone that was really nice to him? Sorry for the long request and thank you if you do it! 😊🖤”

description: he never would’ve thought that the new addition to their friend group would be someone from his past

pairing: corpse husband x female!reader

warnings: swearing

masterlist (one, two)

“Hey Corpse,” Karl said. Corpse hummed in response, focused on the drawing he was doing for their Jackbox game. “(Y/N) is also from San Diego. Do you know her?”

(Y/N) chuckled. “Karl, San Diego is pretty big. We’re not bound to know one another. Besides, just because he lives here doesn’t mean he grew up here.”

“I did grow up in San Diego actually,” Corpse said. “I don’t think we would’ve known each other though. Even if we happened to be in the same area, I didn’t talk to many people and I dropped out in the seventh grade.”

“I was, regrettably, popular in school,” (Y/N) added.

“Regrettably?” Karl asked.

“Yeah. Looking back, I hated being popular. I hated it when I was popular even. My friends were mega jerks and made fun of everyone, even me sometimes. I would try and make them be nice but they just let the popularity go to their heads. I haven’t spoken to any of them since we graduated. There was this sort of outcast in middle school I used to have a crush on. I tried to be friends with him, but he preferred to keep to himself. I always wished I had been friends with him because I feel like I would’ve been so much happier. I never saw him again either. I wonder whatever happened to him.”

Something about her story triggered a memory in Corpse. The year before he dropped out, there was a girl in is class who was always nice to him and tried to talk to him. He brushed it off as another way he was being made fun of. When it kept up, though, he realized she was likely being genuine. He still kept his distance, but he found himself gaining some feelings for her as well. When he dropped out, he never heard from her again.

I wonder where she is now, Corpse thought to himself. Man, what was her name?

Corpse accidentally gasped, drawing the attention of everyone in the Discord call.

“You good Corpse?” George asked.

“Y-Yeah,” Corpse responded. “Just uh...just realized I fucked up my idea a bit. No big deal, I’m sure it’ll be fine.”

The game started prompting for everyone to show what they had created. Taking the opportunity of not having to speak, Corpse went to Google (Y/N)’s YouTube channel. She had come into the game as a friend of Karl’s and Corpse hadn’t heard of her channel, but now somethings were starting to click together.

The first thing that popped up with the top Google Image for (Y/N)’s channel name. It was a beautiful girl laying in a garden of flowers with a wide smile on her face. Corpse sucked in a breath as he realized that the girl in the picture looked familiar.

“Corpse,” came Karl’s voice, snapping Corpse out of his trance. “It’s your turn.”

“Sorry,” Corpse said. “I was distracted.”

The rest of the stream Corpse felt like he was in a daze. He continued to play the games and forced out laughs when he realized someone was making a joke. Every time (Y/N) spoke, he felt his heart flutter with excitement. He couldn’t believe that after all these years he had finally been reunited with her. And what was better was that she had actually admitted to having feelings for him too!

Don’t get too excited, he thought to himself. She said she used to have a crush on you. That was a very long time ago.

He tried not to seem too eager when the stream finally ended. He waited for someone else to leave the call first before he exited out of it himself. He waited another few minutes before messaging (Y/N) directly on Discord.

hey. it was fun playing with you tonight. weird request, but can we voice call maybe? just the two of us?

Corpse didn’t expect her to respond any time soon. It was late in San Diego, like nearly 3am late. Most people were going to bed by now. She had mentioned once during the stream that she was starting to get sleepy. He figured she’d see it in the morning and either call, or just ignore the message.

To his surprise, near seconds later, she was calling him.

“Hey stranger,” she said when he answered. “Long time, no speak. You must’ve missed my voice a lot, huh?”

Corpse chuckled. “Exactly, I really did.”

“Makes sense. I do have the best voice on the internet.” She laughed this time. It sounded like such a perfect sound. “For real though, is everything alright? Why did you want to call?”

How did he even tell her? Hey, so you know that outcast you liked? It was me! Surprise!

No, he couldn’t say that. Maybe she wouldn’t even remember, or maybe she wouldn’t believe him. He had to figure out some way to bring it up.

“I kind of wanted to talk more about your popular school days,” he said, trying to keep his voice light and teasing. “It’s not every day I meet a streamer who’s in my own area code. It would be nice to get to know someone who isn’t like a five hour drive away.”

“Oh!” She seemed excited by this response. Her excitement was almost contagious. “Okay, where should I start? The shitty friends or the shallow popularity?”

Corpse chuckled. “You pick.”

She talked for nearly an hour about her high school experiences with her popular friend group. Despite how much she despised being popular, (Y/N) still spoke with a light tone in her voice. She tried to bypass a lot of the more negative details and speak only of the good experiences she went though, which was nice to hear.

Corpse nearly jumped with excitement when she began to talk about middle school unprompted.

“It really was the last good years I had in school,” she admitted. “All my friends, the ones who went on to be super popular with me, they were nice then. Annoying, but all middle schoolers are. We didn’t care about popularity or social rankings. We were just...we were just kids. We didn’t even really know the difference between ‘losers’ and ‘popular’, which was why it was so easy for me to talk to that guy that I liked at the time. My friends weren’t mocking me for having feelings for an outcast.”

“You said you never saw that guy again,” Corpse said. “Do you know what happened to him?”

She sighed heavily. “No, I don’t. He just stopped showing up before we hit high school. I thought he moved, but I knew his mom and I saw her around everywhere. I don’t even remember his name anymore to look him up. Wherever he is, though, I hope he’s doing better. Even if they weren’t sucked completely into their popularity at the time, my friends and the other kids were still awful to him.”

“I feel that,” he said. “I wasn’t exactly the most liked kid in school. Before I dropped out I didn’t even have any friends.”

“That’s awful.”

“It wasn’t too bad. I’m not really a friendly person I don’t think. I’ve worked on it since that time, but the thought of trying to maintain a social relationship still gives me anxiety from time to time. There was one girl who tried to be friends with me the year before I dropped out though. She was nice.”

“What happened to her?”

Corpse smiled to himself. She would figure it out soon, he knew she would.

“I just didn’t hear from her after I dropped out,” he responded. “I guess that’s mainly my fault. I never reached out to her or anything, but I barley knew her name. Just her first time, and she never gave me a number or anything. I couldn’t look her up online. Maybe we just weren’t destined to be together.”

“I don’t know about that. Maybe you two were just right people, wrong time. Maybe you’ll cross paths again and finally have that opportunity to be friends with her again.”

“Maybe you’ll cross paths with that guy from your middle school, too.”

There was a prolonged silence. Corpse wondered if (Y/N) was starting to put the pieces together. He could barley even hear her breathe. The longer she went, the more worried he was becoming. He was about to say something when she finally spoke again.

“I made him a Valentine,” she said, her voice soft. “Special handmade one. He was the only one I gave it to. It had some really badly written, sappy poem in it. I watched him open it and...I really think he got emotional while reading it. Of course, he’d never tell anyone that.”

Corpse had gotten emotional over the Valentine (Y/N) had given him. It was the first real Valentine he had ever gotten. It wasn’t one of the generic ones that everyone gave out to every classmate so no one felt excluded. It was made from the heart, and that fact alone touched his. Like (Y/N) said, though, he didn’t let anyone know how emotional he had gotten. It would’ve just been more mental ammo for them to use to bully him.

He quickly got up from his chair, racing to his room where he had his box of memories shoved in his closet. It was little things from throughout his life that he kept in a shoebox. Whenever he felt particularly down or depressed, he would open the shoebox and look at all the things that made him smile.

At the very top of the box was (Y/N)’s Valentine.

He went back to his computer and took a picture of the Valentine using his phone.

“That sounds really nice,” he said as he went into the Discord app on his voice. “It must’ve meant a lot to him that you put so much time and effort into a handmade gift.”

“I don’t know if it did. I never got to ask him what his reaction was.”

“Oh, I’d bet anything he was happy.”

He sent the picture through Discord and waited for (Y/N) to open it. The silence between them felt deafening. The seconds felt like they had slowed to hours. He wondered what (Y/N)’s reaction would be. Maybe she’d be weirded out by the fact that Corpse kept the Valentine, or by the fact that Corpse was the middle school crush in general.

What if she’s upset that this is who I am now? he asked himself. What if her crush was just a middle school thing, and the moment you dropped out she moved on?

“I knew it.”

Corpse couldn’t help the smile on his face when he heard the slight excitement in (Y/N)’s voice.

“I knew it was you!” she continued. “Well, I didn’t know know, but when you asked me to call you I had a bit of a suspicion. I can’t believe it...it’s actually you!”

“It is me,” he confirmed. “And it’s you.”

“Small world we live in, huh?”

“Yeah, small world.” Do you still like me? Did you ever stop? Do you know that your kindness stuck with me for so long?

The silence returned. Corpse was starting to get sick of it, but he didn’t know how to fill the void between them. When he heard her yawn, he realized how late it had gotten. “I’ll let you go, you sound tired.”

“We just had this breakthrough and you’re asking me to sleep?!”

Corpse chuckled. “You have to sleep eventually, (Y/N). It’s like 3:30am, normal people sleep at this hour.”

“I am offended you would think I’m anywhere near normal.” She yawned again, cutting off her short lived rant. “But you’re right, I am tired. Listen...promise me you’ll answer when I call tomorrow. I...I’d really like to catch up. Maybe...to pick up where we left off.”

“Okay,” Corpse said, then realized that wasn’t really a response. “I promise. I’ll be waiting by the phone the moment I open my peepers.”

(Y/N) giggled. “I’ll be sure to call you the moment I open mine.”

“Goodnight (Y/N). Sleep tight.”

“Goodnight Corpse underscore Husband.”

kind of a bad ending, but i wasn’t really sure where else to go with it as i wrote it. sorry! :(

#corpse husband #corpse husband imagine #corpse #corpse imagine #corpse x reader #request #imagine #one shot #fanfiction #fanfic

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denkamis · 3 years

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hc’s about falling in love with your childhood best friend.

masterlist.

warnings: swearing ig?? it’s fluffy, mainly. i tried to make it fairly gender neutral in terms of the reader.

notes: hi uh these were supposed to be for the dekusquad but they ended up being SO much longer than i originally intended so i cut down on the characters ;-; i struggled with bakugou’s but his ended up being the longest??? idk man, hope you guys like it <3 these are seriously just drabbles in disguise

izuku midoriya

you met at an author meetup at the local bookstore. the book was a biography about all might, ofc you were bound to meet

you were in front of him in line and he shyly complimented you on the all might t-shirt you had worn

you two basically spent the entire time talking to each other about your favourite pro heroes as you waited in line

by the time you got to the front, you were so engrossed in your own conversations that both inko and your mom figured it would just be better to take you two home for a playdate instead

since you were friends with midoriya, that meant bakugou was also in your little circle

you stood up to him a couple times and always checked up on midoriya after kacchan’s tiny tantrums

midoriya appreciated that, and you two were practically inseparable

bakugou always accused you two of teaming up against him

you would simply link arms with midoriya, tilt your chin up high and say that you were a full package deal. two peas in a pod. two halves of a whole, always

midoriya’s face seemed to be permanently red that entire day

you two were pretty dedicated in school, with you wanting to persue your top picks for high school. that meant that there were lots of study dates between you two

during those study dates, midoriya couldn’t help if his gaze lingered on you just a bit more than his notes about quirk laws

he realized he was in love with you when you had stayed after school to look for the notebook kacchan had burnt

“you don’t have to do this, y/n. i can find it on my own… i don’t want to make to make you stay any longer.”

“don’t say that, izuku. i don’t mind. besides, we always stick together and we will even after you get into ua!”

“a- after i get in?” he spoke in a disbelief. everyone had doubted him, everyone had told him that he needed a quirk in order to get in but not you

you stayed. you supported him. you believed in him.

he grabbed your hand on instinct, startling you. “i- i-” he began stuttering, eyes darting about as the feelings he hadn’t realized resurfaced

“thank you.”

you gave him a gentle smile, chest feeling light as your hand encased in midoriya’s squeezed his own comfortingly

“full package deal, remember?”

he nodded, his smile jittery and shy. you giggled, blush dancing on your cheeks as you went on your next rant about how kamui woods could totally beat mount lady in a fight

midoriya gripped the straps of his backpack, chest feeling light and his head feeling dizzy with all the new thoughts of you flooding his mind

oh yeah, he was definitely in love with you

shouto todoroki

you were his neighbour

well, more accurately, your grandparents were his neighbours and you visited often

your grandparents made you get the mail in the mornings and sometimes you would see him outside in the front yard with his mother. you would wave to him, and he would give a timid wave back after some encouragement from his mother

you would play outside with your grandfather, flying your tiny kite and playing catch with him

until you noticed there was a boy lingering near the fence separating the both of your houses

he was watching the relationship you had with your grandfather curiously, almost as if there were a bit of envy in his eyes

being the kind child that you were, you went over to him and passed the small ball between the rungs of the fence to him

shouto was hesitant, but eventually took the ball from your inviting grip and tossed it back and forth between his hands testingly

this began a little game between you two

he would toss the ball over the fence, and you would throw it back over to him

you didn’t quite understand why he couldn’t come on the other side of the fence to visit properly, but that was okay

you two would spend hours by the fence, sitting and talking you would give him tiny daisy chains made from the flowers in your grandma’s garden

he wouldn’t tell you, but he kept each one you gave him on his windowsill

he would compliment you a lot, too

not that he knew what that meant, he was simply stating facts to you

“i like your hair. it’s very pretty.”

“you’re very strong. you throw over the ball like it’s nothing.”

“you want to become a hero? i think you would be the best one.”

“your smile makes me want to smile, too.”

all of his words make your heart do somersaults

sometimes when you’re sitting with your backs to the fence, leaning up against each other, you feel the heat of his left hand ghosting your fingers. you don’t know why that made you feel shy, but it did

one day before you were supposed to go back home to your parents’ house, you went to go say goodbye to shouto

he was sitting there normally, but his head was hung low so you couldn’t quite see his face

as you approached him, you noticed that there was a bandage covering his left eye

“sho?”

he said nothing as you sat down

“mom says i have to go now,” you tell him. he says nothing, again

“um… are you okay?”

an indiscernible noise comes from the small boy. you press your face right up against the one barrier separating you two. he looks up to see you worried. you didn’t like seeing him so upset

then an idea came to you

“before i go.. let me kiss it better.”

shouto looked at you in bewilderment

“you’re not… afraid?”

“no, why?” you asked in a confused manner, yet shouto remained hesitant

“come here, please,” you asked of him, “before mom catches me kissing a boy.”

pink dusting over his cheeks, he slowly crawled his way over to where you still kept your face against the fence. your gentle lips met the fabric of his bandage. the scent of something burnt catching in your nose as you did

“you’ll come back?” shouto asked quietly. you nodded, promising him

he nodded back in understanding, the tiniest of smiles appearing across his features

“i’ll be waiting.”

katsuki bakugou

you had been in the same class since kindergarten, meaning that you knew him before he had his quirk

even so, you thought he was pretty cool

the reason for that? well, you weren’t exactly the most well liked kid in school. children were ruthless, and there was always a bottom of every social ladder between preschoolers

you got teased a lot. they pulled your hair, made fun of the way you cried, poked fun at the shoes and shirts you wore despite them being your favourite ones

you were different. they didn’t like that

the world seemed completely against you

during a colouring activity, the box of crayons you were holding was smacked out of your hands. your bottom lip quivered as the same boy taunted you to no end about how clumsy you were

you simply bent over to pick them up before hearing another voice call out

“oi, picking on small fries like that is lame.”

looking to your left stood katsuki bakugou, looking bored and disinterested in helping you out. but your bully stopped in his tracks. being called lame?? by the great tiny katsuki bakugou??

no one had ever stood up for you like that

even though he didn’t help you pick up your crayons, it felt like you had some type of ally in this class

slowly, you connected two and two together

if you stayed around bakugou, no one could pick on you anymore! so you glued yourself to him practically every day

at first, he found it annoying, but after seeing that you admired him up close, he liked the attention that feuled his ego, so he kept you around

because you followed him around so much, you picked up a lot of things from him. he taught you how to defend yourself, and you taught him that some extras didn’t deserve as much attention as he was giving him. it was better to walk away sometimes

you ate lunch together, he came over to your house to play heroes and villains, he even showed you his secret all might poster collection. you were his person to talk to

he even had a katsuki bakugou™ nickname for you: small fry

you two were quite the duo. bakugou went from simply tolerating you, to gradually beginning to care for you being around

and as you grew up with him, he caught himself beginning to admire the strong, gorgeous person you had become all on your own. it seemed he had developed a bit more than just a simple friendship bond with you

did he ever tell you that? fuck no

you knew bakugou had always been rather… brash

but you absolutely drew the line in the sand when he wouldn’t stop picking on midoriya for being quirkless. that one day where you walked into that classroom to meet bakugou and his group of friends only to see bakugou telling some green haired kid to jump off the building because he would never make it into ua without a quirk. he was different

bakugou turned to leave and he saw you standing in the doorway with a bit of an angry, hurt expression on his face

“small fry, thought you were never gonna show up.”

“... lame.”

“hah? what did you say?”

“i said it’s lame picking on small fries like that just because they’re different,” you spat at him. his eyes stayed fixated on you as you walked past him, helping the smaller boy off the floor and asking if he was okay

normally, if it were anyone else, bakugou wouldn’t care. at all

but it was you

you were different

and all he did was act like he didn’t care. why? he didn’t know. but what he said to you that day came out rash and hurtful. you two had your fights before, but this had struck a chord with you. no one deserved to be treated like how you were back in preschool. that hurt

he didn’t realize how much you meant to him until you stopped inviting him over, you stopped eating lunch with him, you stopped texting and that bothered him

the one person who he wanted to admire him didn’t anymore

so it was a surprise to you that he waited for you to be finished your club after school to talk

“small fry, listen. oi! i said listen up!” you kept walking, but he stopped you by grabbing your wrist

“what? what is it? what can you possibly say to make things better? how could you treat people like that?”

“come back.”

“what?”

“i said, fuck- come back, y’know, eat lunch with all the extras again.”

“no.”

the frustration showed true on bakugou’s features. his cheeks were turning red, you figured from the anger he was feeling towards you yet his voice dropped

“i didn’t mean that shit back there. i was angry. fuck, i.. you want me to apologize or some shit, right. heard you small fries like that.” he shifted uncomfortably, his clammy hand still holding your wrist in a firm grip, as if you would walk away from him any moment now

“sorry, or whatever.” he mumbled out in the smallest voice you had ever heard bakugou speak in

your heart stopped as he looked at you with such sincerity. you held his gaze, eyes locked on his before you shook your head

“i don’t forgive you for saying what you said and doing what you did, but i do trust you. and i know that you’re better than that. you’re not lame. but if you seriously do that again, i’m not giving you any more chances.”

relief came flooding back to bakugou at your words, but his face fired up almost instantly as you moved your hand so that your fingers intertwined with his

“now c’mon, the new all might special is airing tonight, if we hurry we can still make it to my house.”

“don’t speak so fucking loud! ... damn small fry.”

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cranesofibycus · 3 years

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i kind of want to hear the “whole separate post” about veth not being as in love with yeza as she used to be, if you’re willing to give some meta on that! (no worries if not though!)

Sam actually gave a great answer to that question on Talks once:

Brian: Nott clearly loves Yeza and Luc but is she still in love with Yeza? If they didn’t have a child, would she be considering going back at all?

Sam: I mean, I don’t know. I don’t know. She hasn’t been with him in a while and like I said: She loves her new life, she loves these people. She has seen so much now. It’s hard to be with your high school sweetheart, and then be exposed to the world, and go back to your high school sweetheart, and be like... oh. (...) I’ll say that Yeza isn’t on her mind every second of every day anymore. He used to be.

And, oh boy, do I get that. It has nothing to do with Yeza or Veth as people, but with every fight they survive, with every new city they travel to and with every new fascinating person the M9 meet, that gap in experiences between Yeza and Veth gets wider and wider. There are times when a gap like that is okay and even good. People with vastly different experiences get together and have wonderful relationships all the time. But these are different circumstances. Yeza and Veth have to fall in love with each other all over again. Yeza with a person who has been changed - not just physically - by her experiences. And Veth with someone who wasn’t there to change with her.

When she was still a goblin she could hold on to the thought of turning back into Veth, that she would come out of that transformation as her past self, a self that adored Yeza. And by the end of her time as a goblin that hope had actually turned into a fear. Remember how she said she was afraid that she wouldn’t feel the same about the Mighty Nein anymore after the transformation? Sam said that she loves her new life and loves the Mighty Nein, and I think that is a sign that she loves who she is around them. She doesn’t want to be the person owning a small apothecary in Felderwin anymore. She doesn’t want that life. And Yeza - as much as he is the epitome of supportive husband right now - represents that past.

It’s also important to remember that Veth’s time in Felderwin wasn’t always just happy family bliss. Yeza was the one person she felt could love her in a sea of bullies and people who couldn’t (or wouldn’t) understand her idiosyncrasies. I wonder (and this is purely speculation) if the weight of that debt isn’t also a factor in her uncertainty right now. She never said it outright, but on some level Veth might think that Yeza took pity on her and gave her a life that she wouldn’t have had otherwise. Maybe a part of her feels like she owes him her love for that, even after all that has happened since then.

And then there is Caleb who she has romantic feelings for. I know this fandom likes to ignore that fact, but Veth has spelled it out multiple times by now. It’s an important factor in any discussion of Veth’s feelings for Yeza. As much as I, personally, believe that you can be in love with multiple people at the same time, Veth appears to see these two men in her life as representatives of the lives that she has to decide between. She compares them, whether she wants to or not. And I feel that, as of right now, the excitement of travelling with Caleb is winning over the guilt she feels around Yeza.

#purposefully leaving out Luc in this post #because I think it's interesting to discuss Veth and Yeza as a couple rather than as parents #critical role #cr meta #veth brenatto #Anonymous #b answers

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serenawitchwriter · 3 years

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BNHA Fusion (LOV/Deku)

shigideku

oh boy

both have been deeply wronged by society

unstable but also instantly aware that they’re more compatible than either is comfortable with

insane, muttering, constantly arguing with them-self

black curls that’s longer the deku’s hair normally is. scarred so badly. but decent skin. eye bags, big green eyes. Mikumo vibes

twitchy hands, will scratch anywhere, plays with lip, constantly writing. hands are never still

wears one fingered gloved so he doesn’t decay everything constantly

a genius, master of planning and deconstruction. take the moral limiters of izuku and he could end any hero quirkless

has a level of morality but it’s hard to define. totally down for crime most of the time, loves fighting, but doesn’t target kids or civilians. has a lot clearer motives than shigaraki did alone

they are gonna take down the government probably

daddy issues x2

laughs like a crazy person, wide scary smile

traumatized, ptsd, anxiety, dissociates, ocd. babe has a lot of mental illnesses

plays video games to calm down

loves homemade food

a loner

paranoid

quirk is just... oof. like a nuke going off basically. so fucking destructive, and you know they know how to use it

hates everyone including them-self

self aware of their situation. recognized that they’re being used and targeted and manipulated. on both ends. Shigi sees how he’s being used by afo, Izu sees how the adults in his life have failed him

honestly kinda baby, they need fucking love

hero students and lov members would put aside differences to help them honestly. the world wouldn’t be okay with it, but their friends are loyal

not quite a villain anymore, but definitely not a hero. constantly has internal conflict over this. like they don’t want to give up on hero dreams times 2 but also recognize how utterly fucked society is and wants to tear it down. they’re so full of hate, but want to maintain hope just out of spite at this point

whatever the hell they’re doing they’re not giving up on it

has the power to reshape society and is going to fucking use it

i don’t need to tell you that they’re fucking terrifying

togodeku

obsessive x2

love heroes x2

long curly green hair worn in twin pony tails,

short, decent sized chest, big red eyes, and a smile that’s too big. fangs. freckles.

muscular but in a compact way

more stable than they should be

loves themselves.

in love with uraraka, but gets crushes on everyone else extremely easily. ura is their forever girl though

loves making and consuming fan content. a fangirl to a scary degree

an all might stan

naturally, also loves k-pop

no fashion sense, they wish they had it, but they don’t. probably just wearing t-shirts and jeans most of the time. is still kinda hot, but isn’t doing anything to play it up

will hunt you for sport

incredibly fast, loves running and chasing in general

bunny themed outfit still

changing into others is one of their passions. izu lowkey loves this quirk. they’re experts at mimicking others. izuku’s analysis skills makes them too good at this

feral x2

honestly just here for the lols

still wants to be a hero, but isn’t doing a good job of it

easily distracted

probably knits for some reason?

makes gifts for friends and crushes

way more dangerous than they’re letting on. too many people are underestimating them

cute as a button

dabideku

daddy issue x2

bitter as hell

black and white hair, curly. darker at the roots.

keeps dabi’s scars. green eyes. tall and muscular, lots of piercings. most of Izuku’s details are lost in the scaring

coffee addict

self centered, has a lot of enemies. including endeavor and bakugou, and every middle school bully.

more empathetic though, can have friends and value them, just don’t piss him off because he will hold lifelong grudges

very good at switching back and forth between scary and threatening to cute and innocent. usually the innocence is mocking but it can read as genuine

a good actor in general, but a terrible liar

quirk is not doing him any favors, still has the feedback, but flaming tentacles gives him more control over the fire itself

reads a lot of comic books

a hypocrite

likes to dramatically point at things while shouting

loves solving mysteries and kinda wants to go down a sherlock holmes or batman route

is not pulling that off, maybe jason todd vibes at best

high key just a dramatic dork that’s too good at murder

chaotic neutral to chaotic good

talks too much

good at pissing people off

kinda deserves to get the shit beaten out of him, and i feel like bakugou can pull it off

twicedeku

neurotic

they love their friends so much though

oblivious as hell

like a genius in observation and knowing stuff, but a dumbass at applying that knowledge

would make a good information broker if they could learn to shut the hell up

are they basically deadpool? kinda.

short green hair, cut close to their head

long face, covered in scars, tallish, looks like an adult

pouts and cries easily

smartass

talks to himself x2 god help us

overpowered with his quirk. god help us

laughs at his own jokes

always hungry

winks at the fourth wall

has many stims and hobbies, hands are litterally never not doing something. he’s the kind of person you’ll glance away from, turn back, and find juggling.

we’re talking cat’s craddle, rubix cubes, instruments, puzzles, tearing up candy wrappers, painting his nails, braiding friendship bracelets. he is never still

directionless. lacks motivation

internalizes criticism really easily, to the point that he gets depressed and struggles to act

indecisive to a clinical degree

probably has and anxiety disorder but refuses to acknowledge it

is pretty fucking baby. protect him

spindeku

lol what a nerd

fanboy x2

cries easily. izuku’s habit of crying does not decrease

ultimate ride or die

still a lizard, mohawk is green instead of pink

mixed feelings on stain

searching for the ultimate person to stan. all might stays in their heart, but they want to be edgier

absolutely uses a sword. not the dumb one that spinner uses but it is still a buster sword that’s too large for them. they’re strong enough to swing it around like nothing, i’m picturing cloud from final fantasy’s sword. again they’re really nerdy

disillusioned with society and heroes. both are marked by discrimination and have recognized the failure of heroes and government. aren’t as bitter but determined to do something

sassy but not quite sarcastic

gives really good advice. the friend you go to to have an emotional breakdown

considering pursuing psychology more for this reason. realizes he can use the skill to help a lot of people

isn’t willing to give up fighting or using his sword though. he has an aesthetic

would get along fantastically with tokoyami

also the friend that feeds you. can’t cook very well but always has something on him to give you when he notices you haven’t eaten in a long time.

loves bubble tea

social anxiety, if it weren’t for the fact that he already had friends and a mission, he probably wouldn’t leave the house

surprisingly close to shigaraki, enough of a gamer to play with him, and even gets away with calling him out

(i’m debating how comfortable i am with fusing kids with adults. it seems weird to me, especially the bigger the age difference)

(masterlist)

#fusion au #bnha #mha #midoriya izuku #shigideku #togadeku #dabideku #twicedeku #kurideku #spindeku #shigaraki #dabi #twice #toga #serenawitchwriter

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kaypeace21 · 3 years

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Hopper & lonnie (anon)

Tw: ab*se /dr*gs

So I’ve been reading your theories about Hopper being an interject alter who is going to figure it out after his “death” after season three. I really love it, I think it fits so well. But I was wondering something.

Why does Will view Hopper, in particular, as someone who could protect him?

If it was just about being an authority figure, he could have chosen any other cop. And I’m not sure it was about Hopper as a person either, because until the events, it’s implied he and Joyce aren’t close anymore. They had something in high school but Hopper moved away years ago and is kind of an outside observer in her life now, up until Will vanishes.

So why Hopper? Why would Will attach so strongly to him?

Then I noticed the time frame. I’m not a hundred per cent sure, but I think Hopper returns to Hawkins the year before, or maybe the same year, Lonnie leaves. Which makes a lot of sense.

Back in episode two, Hopper tells the woman he’s with how sleepy Hawkins is. There hasn’t been a murder since 1923 or a su*cide since 1969. And people keep making a big deal of how he’s “a big city cop” and “things like that don’t happen in Hawkins”. It’s implied that Hopper is used to seeing darker crimes, and would recognize them if they were happening on his patch. And then shortly after he arrives in town Lonnie - a bully who relished controlling his family and loved to freeload off Joyce’s hard work - packs up and leaves for a more anonymous life in the city. It’s deeply suspicious. Why would he do that? What was he afraid of?

I think he was afraid Hopper would discover the depths of his abuse of Will.

I don’t think Hopper actually did find any evidence of that before he left, or ran him out of town or anything. Hopper seems to view Lonnie as a deadbeat, but he still wants to call him, even after Joyce tells him about the verbal abuse Lonnie used to give Will, and we see Hopper look discomfited. But he still pushes the Lonnie thing and wants to get him involved in Will’s disappearance, like he would any other dad, so I don’t think he has any idea of the truth.

What I think might have happened was that Hopper caught Lonnie in some minor crime, and pulled him to rights on it in front of Will. It could have been anything. Maybe Lonnie was drunk and mouthing off and Hopper physically restrained him. Maybe the family were going hungry to pay his debts and Hopper intervened. We don’t know. But I think there was something, and Hopper was very much the “bigger guy” in the situation. The alpha male. And for Will, it was the first time he’d seen his dad defeated like that.

And then shortly afterwards, Lonnie left. And in Will’s little kid mind, the two things HAD to be connected. Hopper scared Lonnie away! I wouldn’t be surprised if Hopper spooked Lonnie. Maybe he got in his face and said something like “I know guys like you” or “What else are you up to, out here in the woods? What else are you hiding, huh?” And Hopper is thinking meth cooking or something, but Lonnie’s mind goes to darker places and wonders how much he might really know.

When Will first sees the Demogorgon it’s as a faceless man in the woods. And he runs home and tries to call the police. Maybe he thinks it’s Lonnie or his friends and is hoping Hopper will save him again.

I just think something must have happened to make Will have such trust in Hopper as a protector, even if Hopper himself is unaware of it. I hope we get to see the flashback, and young Will forming that idea. Maybe as Hopper is wandering around the death scape figuring out what he really is, this memory will come to him as a flashback and he’ll be confused. Maybe he / the audience will misinterpret it as being about “protecting Joyce” . But we’ll see Will right there and join the dots.

Side note: I wonder if Lonnie really was cooking meth? PCP / biker meth was big among poor communities in the Eighties, and it’s a scary drug. It causes hallucinations and increases aggression. It might have made Lonnie into more of a monster when he was on it, and if he gave it to Will to get some sick kick out of seeing a kid on drugs, the hallucinogen might have been what unlocked Will’s powers. The blurring of reality and nightmares. I have no real evidence for this except the historical context, but it would explain a lot.

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Response (kaypeace21):

Tw: dr*gs/ ab*se

This actually makes a lot of sense on why Lonnie may have left and hates Hopper . He would be getting in the way of his “dr*g business” and other sick activities. Lonnie’s gf even has a biker shirt from Harley davidson- with the eagle logo and their saying “live to ride’. Which would imply lonnie is also in such biker circles. Harley davidson in the 80s had dr*g gangs too.

* the whole convo of Cynthia replacing 50 something Lonnie for a “younger model”. Is foreshadowing of Lonnie doing that to her. He replaced Joyce with a gal in her 20s. And will prob pick another young girl to use in s4/5. Like the movies hint his next gf is about Jonathan’s age-ick. They also called it “bathtub cr*nk” which is sketchy given the bathtub is what Will/mf fears and how the sensory deprivation tank is later called a tub by el . Becky even said he would get terry high and throw her in the tank/tub.

And s4 movies have quite a few biker gangs . Also would make the fact in s2 Will was forcibly injected with a needle more sinister. We see on the TV in s2 punkie brooster says they had a nightmare of having a needle forced into their arm - similar to Will

And in s2 Billy (aka William) was injected in the neck and threatened with a bat. And in s3 robin and Steve were injected in the neck and got high. I thought hopper being in a upsidedown reflection of a spoon was more of a matrix DID ref. But there could be more to it. Like you mentioned such things were cooked in spoons. It would also explain Lonnie’s “debts”.

And yeah in the st books brenner gave the subjects drugs which activated/strengthened their powers yikes . Yikes . Yikes

update- WAIT!

“One reason m*th is so prevalent in rural areas is that it can be formulated, or “cooked,” by small producers and one of the ingredients is readily found on most farms – anhydrous ammonia fertilizer. Both farmers and chemical suppliers have experienced thefts of anhydrous particularly in the Midwest.“

WHICH REMINDS ME OF the FLAYED EATING FERTILIZER AND CHEMICALS IN S3 OMG. Nancy even says farmers/chem suppliers are having fertilizer stolen omg! And she later thinks flayed tom was on drugs- “Nancy drew and the case of the missing fertilizer”.

EVEN Nancy’s proof Tom is on dr*gs is a symptom of m*th use or withdrawl from it-excessive sweating (like all the flayed in s2-3). M*th causes hyperthermia (body is at a higher temp than usual)-so they like it cold!!!!! ahhhhh. Even clammy hands that she mentioned is a symptom of m*th use. in children it can even cause seizures- like Will :(

It also does take some chemisty knowledge to COVERT various substances (including fertilizer and other chemicals) to make m*th- which reminds me of the kids saying they can convert one substance into another (when referencing why the possessed are eating chemicals). I CRACKED THE CODE!!!!!!!!!!

when m*th is made via soil it first is made into a highly corrosive liquid which is sometimes green-like the Russian lab.

“six pounds of toxic waste is created for every pound of m*th manufactured. The waste is often dumped on farms, in rivers and and is harmful to the environment.” Like all the chemical leaks relating to Hawkins lab/mf that affected crops in s2/this pic of water in s3.

#did theory #submission #lonnie byers #will byers #stranger things #jim hopper #stanger things theory

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levisgirll · 3 years

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𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡 (𝙇𝙚𝙫𝙞 𝘼𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)

event: Cookiefics' cliche Collab @cookiefics

character: Levi Ackerman

prompt: “I changed for you.”

theme: modern au, high school/college au ♡

synopsis: levi was known as the scariest looking guy in the whole high school, everyone was afraid of him because of his stoic expression and also because he was one of the leaders in the survey corps gang that ruled the school! everyone would avoid him, not talk or even interact with levi. but you did not care about all of that and just went to highschool like normal with your close friends. but everything changes when levi and one of his gang member interacted with one of your friends and it bothered you a lot. this both got your attentions, and with that levi now sees a real purpose of life because of you and he wants to prove to you that he is a good man (which you do notice), for y/n only.

➡ text: ahh I'm real happy that I was able to join cookie’s open collab event! I hope this turned out alright and you all like it 🥺❤️ for this fanfic, I decided to use the fact that was stated by isayama that if levi were to be in a highschool AU he would be in a group of bullies, so I will be using this! (I kinda lowkey see that too-) also I really like how this turned out (?), should I make a part 2? let me know :,) and if you enjoyed it please then leave a like or a reblog!

a bit of angst (?), fluff, modern au, fanfiction ♡ —

Another day, going to high school. You were in your last year and just one more year and finally out of this damn place, Y/N wanted to graduate fast and just start university with her close friends. “Good morning sleepyhead!” your head was smack and you turned around ready to smack them back, and you clearly knew who it was . “Ugh Connie, I told you stop doing that!” You yelled out and tried to fix you hair. You let out a small smile when all your friends came by your side which where Sasha, Connie, Bertholdt and Jean! “Man, I’m not ready for history class at 8am! Mr. Erwin is just gonna be blabbering for so long.” Jean said with such a long sigh and you let out a laugh, “Yea, I’m probably going to doze off.” Bertholdt came by your side and opened the classroom door for you to enter first, “I’m gonna join you with that, lets seat at the back.”

As soon as you entered the classroom, you saw your seats taken by a bunch of scary mean looking guys. “Huh, who are they?” Jean said with a pissed look, you then noticed Armin being interrogated aggressively by a tall big looking guy. “What do you think you two losers doing? Can’t you see this seat belongs to me and the boss now? Screw off.” He said in a threating tone, and threw Armin’s books on the floor. Y/N was pissed and did not hesitate to react, “Y-Y/N Wait! That’s-” It was too late for Sasha to warn Y/N and they rushed towards the big looking guy and stood between him and Armin.

“Hey! What do you think you are doing?! Leave my friend alone you jerk!” You yelled out and turned around to look at Armin. “Hey, you okay?” But he just stood there with fear shown in his expression and you then felt a hand on your shoulder which startled you. “Hey....First, the name is Reiner...And second, do you even know who you are talking to?” You were taken aback by his comment, and as soon as it hit you, you just realized that you yelled out none other than one of the survey crops gang members and the boss that Reiner mentioned who was sitting on your seat was....Levi Ackerman!

Y/N was frightened but still, stood their ground and turned around towards Reiner, giving him a glare. “I don't care, respect others in this classroom. Besides, this seat is filthy right now cause you guys sat on it, so we don’t need it anymore!” Y/N pulled Armin’s arm quickly and told your friend to seat in the middle seats. You then noticed someone was looking at you, you turned around and noticed Levi was actually looking at you this whole time, he scanned your body, looking from down to up and both of your eyes met. ‘What....he isn’t mad at me?’ You wondered and turned around to look front of the classroom. Reiner was about to head towards you but Levi then spoke up and suddenly stopping him. “Leave them be Reiner. After all....we are ‘filthy’ to them.” Levi said in a sarcastic tone while he was crossing his arms, still looking at you from behind which you felt and that made you shiver.

After many classes, you decided to meet up with your friends later on in the canteen as you headed to the bathroom. As you were walking down the hallway, you bumped into someone. “Hey Watch it!” As soon as you turned to look who you bumped into. It was...Levi. “Oh...It’s you who stood up for their friend. And....called us filthy.” He said in a calm and quiet tone and this made you get butterflies but also a bit nervous as he was actually speaking to you! Y/N then slightly blushed and turned their head quickly to the other side so Levi wouldn’t notice it, ‘What the hell...He’s actually good looking?!’

“Yea, Of course I would. Unlike you.” Y/N said crossing their arms and giving him a glare, “You are fast to judge.” Levi said with a slight chuckle, and leaned his back against the wall while putting his both hands in his pockets, still keeping his eyes on them. “Y/N...right? You are kind of interesting.” You eyes started to widen by what he said, and when you looked at Levi you could tell he was actually saying the truth. “But....you are an idiot. Don’t go around doing what you did today to Reiner to others, you will get in trouble.” Levi sounded a bit concerned, he then got off and started to walk ahead of you. ‘Is he worried about me?’ Y/N wondered and then took off.

It was no lie and a fact that Levi had been keeping his eyes on Y/N for quite a while and it turned out that Levi was actually curious about Y/N and he would always watch them during class, lunch time and would try to have small talks with Y/N sometimes and this had shocked everyone. Shocking how, Levi the most scariest guy in High school and the leader of a frightening gang was actually showing his soft side only to Y/N. Levi was in fact strongly attracted and interested towards Y/N as they were always honest, strong and had always been friendly and nice to everyone. It was then later on that the both of them had feelings for each other, but they would keep that to themselves, thinking the other did not feel the same way.

It was after school and Y/N crossed paths with Levi Ackerman who was with Furlan and Isabel. Levi gave them a wave, signaling them to leave them be and Furlan sent a smirk to Levi and elbowed his shoulder which made Levi get a slight blush on his cheeks. “Oh, look who’s here.” Levi uttered sarcastically. Y/N gave out a sigh, thinking Levi would again tease them as he was doing it quite often nowadays, this made Y/N think that Levi probably hates them and that’s why he was teasing them as everyone said it was odd for Levi to pick on others. Although, everyone was misunderstanding that Levi was doing that for another reason.

“Back off Levi, I don't have anytime for your bullshit today.” Y/N said bluntly and was about to leave him, but Levi quickly said after “What do you mean? I was gonna ask if you wanna walk home together, Idiot.” He said after coming beside you and ruffled Y/N’s hair. “W-What...Um okay.” Y/N was a blushing mess right now, as they walked side by side with Levi, their crush. ‘Did Levi actually say that? He is actually dropping me home?’ Y/N thought while they could smell his beautiful scent, and Y/N’s eyes then wondered to look at his attractive side profile, then to his undercut hair that was neat and clean. Levi then caught Y/N starting at him and they looked away quickly. “What? Did you shit or something?” He joked while looking at Y/N, “Huh?! N-No What the hell Levi!” Y/N lightly boxed his shoulder while their cheeks went red from being embarrassed. Levi loved seeing this side of them as they could see their reaction which he found cute. “What? I just asked, calm down.”

Y/N and Levi had a long afternoon walk, and the sun started to set down. He did not want to part away from them and wanted to spend a longer time with them, just their presence next to Levi made him forget about all his problems, issues, the gang he was trying to control and handle as many of them used their power to bully others in their High school and Y/N did mention to Levi how they hated that a lot which Levi agreed to. “Hey....” Y/N then said suddenly which got Levi’s attention and out of his thoughts, “Thanks, for dropping me home. But, I wanted to ask.” They said quietly and looked down as they held on their backpack tightly, “Hm, Go ahead.” Levi uttered in his usual calm tone to Y/N.

“I want to hang with you more! But, I promised myself I wouldn't hang out and be around bullies, so....if you want to be around me more. T-Then stop your gang bullying others! Everyone thinks you are like that too, but the more I am with you...The more I realized you aren’t like them. So, please prove them wrong. Ugh, just cause you are their leader, they are using that to their advantage and I don't like that!” Y/N finally spoke out their thoughts and was still looking down. Levi just stood there, and nodded, not saying a single word which meant that Levi agreed to what Y/N said and appreciated how they valued Levi as a person and not a bad guy and also how they knew the real him, trusting him was something he admired about Y/N a lot. But, he finally spoke and said, “I will...for you.” as soon as he said that, he turned around and left which made Y/N wonder the whole night what he told them.

The following day came, just another boring and tiring day as Y/N was finally leaving her high school as they stayed after school doing extra studying. But, that was not the case anymore as Y/N was approaching the school gate to leave, they saw a strange looking guy blocking the school gate which made Y/N nervous “Um...could you move aside?” They said to him and as soon as Y/N said that, the guy quickly went towards Y/N and held on their wrist. “So you are the one, who is changing him. Because of you....you ruined everything, even my plan!!” The guy was furious and he yelled out at you as he was tightly holding on to your wrist, Y/N winced from the pain and struggled to move their wrist away from him, “Stop it! That hurts.” Tears then started to run down from your cheeks and you closed your eyes tightly, wishing....Levi to come and save you, ‘Levi...!’

You suddenly felt your wrist not having anymore pain and his hand slowly leaving your wrist. You then opened your eyes and looked up and saw none other than Levi in front of you, holding the guy’s arm really tightly! “You are fucking dead, Zeke. Now you have done it, I’m not gonna let you slide this time.” You were shaken, frighten by what was happening and you started to worry for Levi. “L-Levi..!” You called out his name and Levi turned around to look at you and gave you a soft looking smile, “Don’t worry. I’m gonna sort this out. Wait for me near the park.”

Y/N moved back slowly and was hesitant to leave Levi and go there all alone, “Hey. I’ll be there soon, so go on.” Levi reassured you, which made Y/N nod and turned around and started running towards the direction of the park. Y/N kept on running and running while tears were running down their cheeks, ‘What the hell is happening! Who is this Zeke guy?! Why did he come for me and what plan was he even talking about?!’ Your thoughts were running around your mind until you reached the park and you started to gasp for air.

As you sat on the swing, waiting for Levi, you started to overthink and wonder if anything bad happened to him. But, your phone distracted your thoughts as it started to ring with so many notifications, you opened your phone to see your school group chat talking about the fight between Levi and Zeke. Apparently, Zeke was the one who was brainwashing the survey gang members, and making them bully and hurt other students and one of them were Reiner. This then made sense why Reiner was being rude to Armin the last couple of weeks and it was Zeke’s plan to make every member of Levi’s gang to later on go against him, making Zeke the leader instead. Everyone talked about how intense the fight was and that Levi finished him off by knocking out Zeke.

“Levi....Please come back...to me.” Y/N began to whimper, missing Levi by their side, and feeling sadness slowly taken over them with more tears coming from their eyes. “Oi, Stop crying.” Y/N felt a hand suddenly on the top of their head, which was being caressed slowly. It took them a minute to process what was going on and then finally realizing that Levi was standing in front of them! Y/N quickly jolted from the swing and brought their arms around Levi’s shoulders, hugging him tightly and not wanting to let him go. “You Jerk! What took you so long?! I was so w-worried”. You were now tearing up even more, but this time...it was happy tears, and you were glad to know that Levi was finally by your side. He did not hesitate to hug you back and was glad you did that actually, he then proceeded to softly rubbed your back, but he was shocked to see the strong willed person he loves in tears, which then made Levi blame himself that he was the cause of this.

After you have calmed down, they pulled away from Levi’s shoulder and looked up at him. “I left.” Levi finally said and your eyes widened, the cold breeze slowly blowing your hair as you stood there shocked while looking at this grey eyes that never left yours. “The gang. I’m done for good now.” Levi gave you a smile, a smile that he was glad by his choice and the one who pushed him to go for that choice was none other than y/n. After the rival fight, Levi promised himself to disband the gang for good, leaving no one being there anymore and the bad kids leaving as they did not have Levi anymore on their side and to use to their advantage. Although, this decision would not even cross his mind if he haven’t met Y/N. They changed his life and made him see things in a better perspective, it was also because Y/N did state that they wouldn’t want to hang with someone who was around with people that bullied others and Levi did not want to lose them. From now on, Levi wants to make you happy, protect/support you and be your shield, you were his sunshine and someone he would cherish and wants to be by your side for the longest time.

Levi went closer to Y/N and placed his hand on the side of their cheek, and he slowly caressed it with his thumb, rubbing away the tears that stained their cheeks. “I changed for you.” Y/N stood there blushing after hearing what Levi said and as soon Levi saw Y/N’s red face, his ears then his whole face went red too! Now realizing that Levi actually did this all just for Y/N and the promise they told Levi, that was the main reason to it all. “I can see an idiot here.” Levi said bluntly and that caused Y/N to look around, seeing who he was referring to. “Huh, Where-” Their words were taken aback by Levi flickering their forehead. “Right here.” Levi then started to give out a small laugh as Y/N brought their hand on their forehead, while still y/n’s cheeks still being red. “H-Hey! Why do you keep teasing me like that!”

Levi then grabbed y/n’s hands and held them up, and as he was holding it tightly your hands were now being warmed up. “Can’t you tell? I teased you....cause I like you.” You then started to recall all the times where he did tease you but it was only to you, and he would not do that to anyone else, he would only show his soft side to you, and his gentle kind-hearted side was something you only knew of. This then made you get butterflies and you started to get a fuzzy feeling which Levi did too.

It was indeed a long evening, but the atmosphere and the feelings you both had and shared spoke it all and Levi then promised you that he would do his best to take care of you, make you happy and also....be the best boyfriend for you, which you agreed to!

BONUS: One day, Y/N was going to the supermarket and they bumped into Kuhel Ackerman! She looked absolutely beautiful and you then figured that’s how Levi got his good looks. “Oh you must be Y/N! My son mentions you a lot at home, but he is too stubborn and shy to talk about you! Are you both perhaps together?” She would say with a big smile, she was really sweet and nice, you both shopped around and got along pretty well. She then asked if you could come over for dinner one day which you agreed to and when Levi found out about that, he was a blushing mess that evening. And how the tables turned how now his mother was now teasing him instead which made you giggle.

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