Made for anon on request, combining the Ocean Gay flag with this NPD flag by @acidkeylime. ( You can use this regardless of what terms you do or don't use for your orientation!! I'm just using exactly what anon sent me for clarity. )
The symbol is optional but is a combination of two Mars symbols and my alternative NPD symbol. Here's a plain version for anyone who'd like to reposition it ( for icons and such!! )
Free for anyone to use anywhere! High-quality files will go up on my Deviantart ( isobug ) if Tumblr compresses these. Ableism will not be tolerated on this post and will be deleted / blocked!
A flag for those with NPD { Narcissistic Personality Disorder } & who identify as gay !!! , for our gayasses narc friends . .
🌞⠀REQUESTED BY ; NO ONE !!! . Flag inspired by this other flag { link } . Coined by Freddy . ⋯
⠀ ⏕ tagging @accessmogai for image ID . @hisreturn , @dollgirlsmind for the sillies ,, .
[ PT: Narcissistic gay. Narcissistic gay flag.
A flag for those with NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) & who identify as gay, for our gayasses narc friends.
Requested by no one. Flag inspired by this other flag. Coined by Freddy. Tagging: @/accessmogai for image ID, @/laylalita , @/dollgirlsmind for the sillies. END PT. ]
[ID: Six pixel hearts of various flags in order being Conduitum, Daybreak Gay, Acidkeylime's npd flag, Creaturic, Kenochoric, and Npdsafe's npd flag. End ID]
thought I'd make a intro post since I've been gaining mutuals :3
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hi !! my name is Rez, (or Benjamin, if you want !! Rez is preferred, but Benjamin is also good !! please do not call me Ben. no serious reason, I just don't like the nickname ^^;)
I dont mind the nickname King !! in fact I really enjoy it !! please feel free to use this on me, jokingly or not !!!
I'm a mixed fictive, the result of a fusion between a fictive of an original character Rez, and Dr. Benjamin Kondraki !!
I'm the host of a system. I would rather not specify what disorder at the face of my blog ^_^
we are strictly anti "endo," or anything that falls under non traumagenic claiming to be disordered plurality. OSDDID is a disorder that forms from structural dissociation, which only happens when trauma interrupts the fusion of identity anywhere before 9/12 years old
I have autism, and I would prefer the usage of tone tags ^_^ !!!!
I also have ADHD !!
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I am agender transmasc, queer, and my pronouns are he/xe/kit !!
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I am 16 at the time of this post's creation !! I will edit as time goes on. if this discomforts you, or you're an 18+ blog and I followed you by mistake, please feel free to unfollow/block !!
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I will mainly post about hyperfixations or my special interests !!
my special interests are:
the SCP foundation (completely non-canon, sorry guys)
the color purple !!! (not the movie, literally just the color)
rick and morty
my hyperfixations are (to be edited in the future):
rick and morty
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while I am the host of a system, I will likely be the only one of us that posts !! you may see posts from other alters pertaining their interests, but likely not because im the only one who really uses social media to post
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if we're mutuals - please feel free to message me !!!! at any time !!!! I dont mind at all and I'd love to chat !!!!! especially about my hyperfixations/special interests
Dirk Strider from Homestuck is a robohearted intersex amasuiloser amasuiprotag amasuirival intechline compudorum gay faggy cat with NPD and OCD who uses he/him and it/its pronouns!
It's in a kismatespritship with Lil Hal, an agender digigender techrobai eviartifimindic amasuifreak amasuiantag amasuirival gorturedigital AMgender hatemonologic codeboy who uses it/its and he/him pronouns!
They're both also in a relationship with Jake English, an aromantic gay hegirlfriendic cis nonbinary guy with NPD who uses she/her, they/them, and he/him pronouns!
This might be a bit of a rant but bear with me. Delete this ask if you don't want to answer it. I don't mind. I just don't know where else to say this.
So I keep entering relationships or committing to dates with people (women and nonbinary people, never men. This is a coincidence. I don't seek out anyone in particular.) who like me without being attracted to them. I think I will develop attraction at some point. I never do. I feel guilty and go along with the relationship until they break up with me for whatever reason. Am I just gay or aromantic or something?
There's also the fact I'm apparently diagnosable with Covert NPD. Could that be related, like an attention/admiration thing? Do you or anyone else know?
It could be any of the three. But given that you expect to be attracted to them yet never are, I'd guess it's more likely to be related to your orientation, opposed to NPD. It's common for queer people to keep putting themselves through normative behavior, thinking they'll just change eventually. Although if you do feel the drive to be in a relationship for the narcissist supply as well, then it could be both orientation and NPD.
And since you said you don't seek out anyone in particular, it also seems like being aromantic is more likely. At the same time, it is common for gay people to repress their attraction. So, it sounds like you're on the right track to figuring out what it is, and it's just going to take introspection and exploration to figure out the answer. Thought exercises, paying attention to your feelings about these relationships, asking other gay/aro/pwNPD about their experiences, etc.
And it's okay to not have the answers now, if you needed to hear that. It's natural for understanding ourselves to take time.
a term for those who identify as lesbian and gay, can be used interchangeably with gaybian if the user feels it.
the user may feel attraction to both women and men or fem and masc aligned people (as well as gnc or gender neu ppl) in a queer way that's best described as lesbian and gay, hence lesgay.
T4T Lesgay
those who identify as lesgay and are trans loving/for trans
Narc4Narc
or NPD4NPD, a term for pw npd who love/date/are attracted to others with npd. a term ONLY for those with narcissistic personality disorder.
flags with and without overlay, mad using our npd flag from our cluster b post !
tagging @thrillingterms for both the idea and the last two flags <3
So, um, I have no idea how to do intro posts, but here we go, I guess.
My name is Sora and i'm the biggest enthusiast and self-proclaimed CEO of TERUVID!!!!
I'm Bigender (male and female) and go by he/she pronouns! But, I would prefer to be refered by she/her since no one calls me that IRL :(
I'm also Asexual and homoromantic (gay + Kotoko Yuzuriha) and you'll can probably tell what my type in men is by my profile picture.
You don't really need to know my age, but just know that i'm a minor.
My main interests at the moment are Danganronpa (mainly just fanganronpas like DRDT and Antebellum), Milgram, Persona and psychology in general!
The only DNI I have is just people who like to make offensive jokes and that's it, just don't be an asshole or harm anyone and you're good.
I'm Brazillian and a writer that can't draw to save my life ;) I'm also diagnosed with Autism, depression, BPD and social anxiety disorder but I swear that i'm fine on the mental health department right now!
And that's basically it, i'm just someone that exists and does silly posts sometimes :D