"trans men can't reclaim faggot, t4t is only for trans women, intersex afab trans people can never be femmes, butches have male privilege, if you had a crush on a fictional male character for 000000.25 seconds you're not really a lesbia-" SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
[image id: Eva Unit-00 from Neon Genesis Evangelion repeatedly bashing its head against a wall. end id.]
To everybody with BPD who’s disorder is not gentle, silent, or socially acceptable but loud, violent, and turns others away from them; you are not a burden, I promise you that you are not a burden.
You are not your negative symptoms. They are not a reflection of the person that you are.
We need more recognition for borderlines that cannot control or have a difficult time controlling their rage, borderlines that become violent during an episode, borderlines who use subst4nces, borderlines who have delusions that are not socially acceptable, borderlines who have a difficult time regulating their emotions, borderlines who do not have friends or have a difficult time making them, borderlines who cannot trust others, borderlines who cannot decide or figure out who they are, borderlines who have symptoms which are considered “ugly” by others because an expectation had been put upon us to act a certain way.
BPD can be ugly.
BPD can be lonely.
BPD can break social expectations.
BPD can make you abandon your loved ones or cause them to leave you.
BPD can be so delusional that the sufferer is fully convinced within their delusion.
BPD can be scary and confusing for the sufferer.
Just because your symptoms are more difficult to handle than another, it does NOT make you unlovable.
full on offense but asylums, psych wards and any other variation of mental health facilities are not and will never be an aesthetic. mental illness is not an aesthetic.
and yes, this is coming from someone who has been hospitalized several times, fully angry that a white billionaire can be her quirky silly i-need-a-lobotomy [insert a tiktok reference] self while simultaneously having access to every single health treatment in the world.
while the rest of the world struggles to have access to a diagnosis, medication or human rights pertaining mental health.
"you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me", no, taylor. YOU wouldn't last an hour in the real world, where private jets are only ever seen on television and mental illness often means you cannot get a fucking job.
"being queer is about love" hmm actually being queer is about defying societal norms about gender and sexuality and does not depend on feeling love at all
“delululu” “what a narcissist” “i’m so ocd” “i let my intrusive thoughts win” “im an empath” “are you acoustic” “bpd girls 😍” “im so manic” “my trauma made me spicy and funny”
NPD + Chronic fatigue culture is being too tired to draw most of the time, but when I do, I always draw self portraits. What else would be worth my energy?
My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.
I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”