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bhpop · 4 months

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I wanna see more of the Twst cast to be nice/protective to Eyeless!Yuu. Imagine Trey giving them treats all the time and Vil trying to doll them up bc “even if you’re eyeless, you still are beautiful in other ways.” Malleus too, his fondness of Yuu grows even larger bc Yuu genuinely can’t judge him for his appearances and only appreciates who he is (Lilia would also like to adopt Yuu), same goes with Epel. Sebek lowering his voice around Yuu bc he doesn’t want their eyes to bleed due to nervousness. Leona threatens his dorm members to not do anything bad to Yuu, Kalim throwing parties to let them have fun even without their eyes and Adeuce, Jack and Epel being super overprotective.

OMG, this is so cute to think about and I 100% see this happening when it comes to the rest interacting with Eyeless-Yuu. Eyeless-Yuu would be surprised at how protective others will be with them for a bit {mainly since they never had a genuine interaction where they were cared for before their eyes were taken}.

Sebek lowering his voice around Eyeless-Yuu is a cute and good thing since Eyeless-Yuu can get nervous {sad/scared} easily when it comes to being {unintelligent in Sebek's case} yelled at by anyone {*cough* the noble *cough*}. Malleus would be grateful for Eyeless-Yuu willingly being around him even if they can't see him {so would Lilia and he'd probably tell stories about baby Malleus}, Silver and Eyeless-Yuu would definitely cuddle/sleep together in random spots

Vil doing Eyeless-Yuu's makeup is adorable to think about along with how Epel would be protective of Eyeless-Yuu {he'd probably carry them around to slightly show off his strength lol}, Rook would definitely complement Eyeless-Yuu or just silently roam around them daily.

I definitely see Leona placing down rules in his dorm when it comes to Eyeless-Yuu's safety, Ruggie would keep Leona updated about Eyeless-Yuu's treatment in the dorm along with Jack who's be their bodyguard of sorts unless Eyeless-Yuu asks him.

Ace and Deuce along with Grim are the main ones with Eyeless-Yuu 24/7 when possible {of course they give Yuu space when they need it or tell them to} and mainly just help them out in classes. {mainly PE since I like to think they'd have Eyeless-Yuu sit with them on their broom, Vargas maybe lets Eyeless-Yuu hang out with the others but not need to participate unless they want to}

Kalim would definitely throw parties or "small" celebrations when Eyeless-Yuu visits and just {nicely} drag them around the dorm or on the magic carpet. Jamil would keep them safe in case Kalim's slight recklessness gets them hurt and makes small treats/meals for them like Trey.

Azul would definitely have Jade and Floyd keep tabs on Eyeless-Yuu {he'd probably be a little thankful Eyeless-Yuu couldn't see his chubby child self from way back in and would definitely get embarrassed or flustered if someone were to describe the photo to them}

Riddle, Cater and Trey would be around Eyeless-Yuu the most when at the dorm and have Ace and Deuce keep them updated on them. Same with Ortho who'd keep their health or emotional state updated and probably have them hang them out with Idia to get him out of his room and socialize a bit.

#twst yuu #twst mc #twst #twisted wonderland #twst au #twisted wonderland x reader #twst imagines #twst x yuu #twst x reader #Eyeless-Yuu

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argumentativeaxolotl · 9 months

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Random Human AU Cars headcanons that probably don’t make any sense before I go to bed bc I can.

Lightning McQueen:

- Has accidentally called Doc “dad” before

- Has accidentally called Strip “dad” as well

- Bro can literally not stop moving- like he will not sit still and he tries so hard

- He has the shortest attention span ever if it doesn’t have to do with his friends or racing

- He actually really enjoys American Football and plays a modified version with Mater sometimes

- He was an orphan growing up

- Bro would 100% go apeshit feral if he lost a game of Uno

- Loves carnivals

- Dog person

- Forgets he’s rich sometimes and he can make his own decisions about money

- His love language is hugs and gifts

- He bought the Hot Wheels of his car and continues to buy every variation

Chick Hicks:

- Bit other kids as a child

- Filled water guns with lemonade and shot at people’s eyes

- Daddy issues(actually this is canon isn’t it?)

- Cat person

- Frighteningly good at card games like Casino “house always wins” levels of good. Like bro will somehow know what your cards are without even looking at them

- He put rocks in snowballs

- Alcoholic

- Loves anything horror, gorey, and True Crime

- He’s notoriously bad at getting people gifts, like seriously bro is not allowed to buy anything for anyone for Christmas or their birthdays that’s how bad it is(someone usually gets it for him)

- He probably has a huge gambling problem

- His love language is giving gifts

- He gives gifts as a form of apology because he’s shit at words

- Literally the best mustache in all of cars- like he keeps that thing at top condition 101% of the time

- He never actually finished school because his dad forced him into racing as soon as he could

- Probably had rabies at one point and somehow survived

- If you somehow manage to become a good friend of his, he’ll actually be super chill w/ you

- Rich as FUCK

Strip Weathers:

- Legally adopted Cal after his parents passed away(or sumn idk)

- Has several scars on his arm from the crash during the tie-breaker race

- He, Tex, Lynda, and Cal were practically inseparable after the crash

- He and Tex are literally the bestest of buds like they are homies to the MAX

- He doesn’t hold any ill-will against Chick even if he should and is allowed to

- The “Boy Scout” of racing(think Superman or Captain America)

- He listens to “Old Town Road” by Lil Nas X while working with his horses. Cal cringes every time.

- He never swears unless he’s serious about something or is extremely upset or concerned

- He almost fainted when he met Doc for the first time, almost immediately asking for an autograph

- He has a ranch full of horses and enjoys horse racing as well as car racing

- Received an apology gift of both cologne and a miniature trophy from Chick

- He let Chick sign his cast after the crash

- He’s tried to teach Lightning and Bobby how to ride horses with Cal’s help. It did not go well

- He wanted to be a doctor for a little while before switching career paths

- Racing is literally in his blood(he comes from a very VERY long line of racers)

- Weirdly good at writing. Like for no reason.

- He heavily fanboyed over Doc when he was younger

Doc Hudson:

- He loves Lightning as his son

- He thinks of Sally as a surrogate daughter

- Unironically says “back in my day” whenever he’s telling a story

- He owns a shotgun and it’s hidden away in his house, far away from Lightning(who keeps trying to find it with no luck)

- He knows the most shit out of everyone and all their backstories. Bro hears the gossip and goes “nice”

- He loves watching fruit dissection videos on YouTube for some reason

- Bro is great at knitting. Like seriously. Give him ten seconds and you’ll have a whole ass sweater with a theme and everything

- He is an alcoholic(especially after his crash)

- Never got married or had children… until Lightning and Sally lmaooo

- He nearly started crying tears of joy when Lightning called him dad the first time

- He has several large burns and scars on his legs and lower back from the crash(like shit is really bad dude)

- His favorite movie is the original ghost busters

- He is a cat person

- He is a neat freak at heart yet gave up trying to clean out his garage because of all the bad memories

#cars 2006 #human lightning mcqueen #humanized cars #chick hicks #headcanon #lightning mcqueen headcanon #chick hicks headcanon #humanized chick hicks #doc hudson #strip weathers #humanized strip weathers #humanized doc Hudson #headcanons #humanization #I’m really tired lmao #it’s like 1 am #i’m very tired #lmaooo

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veryace-ficrecs · 2 months

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Tim Joins the BatFam Early Fic Recs

This list will include all ratings and tags, so read at your own discretion! :)

the butler's neighbor by deargalileo - Rated G

it starts with a baseball, thrown onto the wayne's property. it's alfred's job to deal with such happenings, of course. but over tea and galas, it turns into so much more.

after all, why should bruce be the only one allowed to adopt any child that he finds?

the capillaries in my eyes are bursting by Scarlet_Ribbons - Rated T

Bruce grunts, standing up. “Jenkins said the same. What about what you weren’t told?” And without dissembling, Jason says, “I think they fucked that kid up, B.” [Jack and Janet die. As things get weirder and weirder, it feels like Tim might be at the center of the unfolding conspiracy.]

An (almost) Foolproof Lie by HiddenDreamer67 - Rated T

“No, they don’t leave me totally alone.” Tim hurriedly explained. “My neighbor Bruce Wayne looks after me.” Batman stared at him for a long while. “Bruce Wayne.” He parroted slowly. (A young Tim Drake gets kidnapped by Falcone. When Batman rescues him, Tim tells Batman that Bruce Wayne is his temporary guardian. Oddly enough, Batman isn’t fooled by this perfect cover story.)

Anton Syndrome by Anonymous - Rated M

Tim's parents have been away for six months and counting—the longest he's ever been left alone at one time—and it's starting to have some unpleasant side effects. Luckily, he has a solution. OR, the one where Tim attempts prostitution to cure his touch starvation. His plan goes wrong pretty much from step one, but it all works out for the better.

I'll Stand By You by TaraLaurel - Rated T

"I'm not going to ask you why you're out here, kid," Jason nods. "That's your business and you don't know me or Dick to trust us." Not true. Tim trusts Jason Todd and Dick Grayson with his life. Just not with, the other stuff. "But," Jason continues, "if you want to tell me what got you here, or you just want to talk about anything, you can, with me. Dick too. He's an annoying ray of sunshine that won't ever shut up most of the time, but he is actually a good listener. I'd know." OR When Tim's parents find out Tim's secret, they kick him out. Now, on Thanksgiving, Tim is living on the streets and is thankful for the two strangers currently saving him from getting his face pounded into the pavement. Wait...those aren't strangers...

Just a Typical Monday Morning by Writer_loves_tropes - Rated T

There are three things in life that Timothy Drake knows for sure. One, Tim is the greatest retro Guitar Hero player in the world (even if the wonderful people at the Guinness Book of World Records won’t rightfully acknowledge this fact). Two, Tim is allergic to walnuts. He’s convinced his parents that he’s allergic to spinach too because he hates it. He’s pretty sure when his parents find out, they’re going to make him eat spinach casserole for dinner for a whole week as punishment. And the third thing Tim knows for sure? He’s sure that on this typical Monday morning, the entire Gotham High School thinks Timothy Jackson Drake is Robin, Batman’s vigilante sidekick. A random locker check and the real Robin stashing his suit in Tim’s locker is all it took to turn Tim’s typical Monday morning into one of the craziest Mondays of his life.

Brother Wanted by Vamillepudding - Rated G

Well-behaved boy (10) is looking for big brother (11-15). Must meet up with me three times a week, for at least two hours each. Overall duties include helping me with homework, playing videogames with me, and showing me how to play catch. 10$ per hour. Tim, lonely and in desperate need of company, decides that if his parents are not going to give him a sibling, he's going to hire one instead. Luckily, Jason Todd-Wayne shows up in the nick of time.

Holy security breach, Batman! by destiny919 - Rated G

Janet finally shoos him away towards the hors d'oeuvres or drinks table with the tacit understanding that she doesn't want to see him again until the end of the gala. And probably not even then, it wouldn't be the first time the Drakes forgot to take him home with them and Tim had to discreetly call an Uber before the host noticed and made Tim embarrass his parents. For this gala, however, he almost hopes they forget him again, because tonight Tim has a plan. They're at Wayne Manor, and Tim is going to find the Batcave.

wrong number by adelfie - Rated G

There’s a few rings, then the phone picks up. “Wayne Residence.” That’s funny, Tim thinks, Mrs. Mac doesn’t sound like herself. -- On a hot July evening while home alone, eight-year-old Tim gets a fever. He means to ask Mrs. Mac for help — but ends up accidentally calling Alfred Pennyworth. Somehow, even in sickness, he wins all the hearts of the Wayne family in one fell swoop.

assaulting existence with improbability by destiny919 - Rated T

"Where's Batman?" the kid demands. "We need to show him." Jason decides to go with the easy question. "Show him what?" The kid gives him an incredulous look. "Proof you didn't kill Garzonas, what else?"

5 Times Tim Spends the Night at Wayne Manor + 1 Time He Comes Home by motleyfam - Rated T

Tim is good at galas.

No, scratch that—Tim is great at galas. He’s been attending them ever since the age of three, when his parents first stuffed him into his little Gymboree tuxedo and gave him a stern lecture about ‘sitting quietly’ and ‘speaking when spoken to.’ He knows all the rules: what to wear, how to stand, when to smile, what to say, what not to say. He knows how to come across as polite and intelligent and charming, and on absolutely any other day, he would be rocking this.

#veryace recs #batman #batman fic recs #tim drake #jason todd #bruce wayne #dick grayson #robin #red robin #ao3 fic recs #fanfic recs #ao3

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dirtytransmasc · 1 year

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What’s a Spider au you have that you feel is underrated and always wanted to talk about more?

my tsu'tey adopts spider au, it didn't take to my page as well as I would have liked it to. (I'm just gonna jot down whatever I think about, with little to no organization, just thoughts)

I just love it so much cause its the unlikely, grumpy, human-hating dad and his very human, ball of sunshine, son. plus, I'm disabled, I made tsu'tey disabled, and its just satisfying writing him, this man consumed by his own grief and self hatred coming around to the fact that the world is still turning, the suns still glowing, life isn't pointless, all because of this little child he can't get rid of. I see tsu'tey, had he survived, becoming a cruel recluse, not wanting to interact with anyone, wanting to hole up somewhere with his self pity as he wished he had just died, but instead he was stripped of everything and allowed to live. but now he has this little kid who loves him and couldn't live without him, who drags him out of his shell with his tiny little hands, forcing him to live after years of just barely surviving.

first tsu'tey just barely allows him around, not having the energy to push him away, but then he realizes he's one of the few people who gives the child any attention, and even in his prick state, can't cast the child aside to be alone. then he becomes a sort of mentor, teaching spider to be one with his spirit, his na'vi spirit bottled up in a human body. he was the one who taught spider the ways of eywa and The People, how to shoot a bow, how to hunt, how to sing and partake in the village's customs, how to fight. spider becomes a little tsu'tey, and tsu'tey becomes a whole new version of himself. tsu'tey himself finds he is much less burdened by hate and anger once he truly takes to spider, he's happier, he has a purpose again.

both are able to act almost in unison, knowing each other's habits, spider practically copying his dad, tsu'tey leaning into spider's personal spins on said copying. both are creatures of spontaneous habit, they do just about the same thing every day, might mix it up here and there, but not by much. they end up spending more time quietly enjoying one another's company, finishing each other's tasks, sentences when they do talk. its almost uncanny how similar they are, throwing other's off around them.

its not like they don't talk, its just that basic things go unsaid, tsu'tey doesn't need to ask for spider to pass his bow when they go out hunting or to stand behind him during conflict around the village. spider doesn't need tsu'tey to praise him, the look in his eyes is more than enough (though he always does), he doesn't need to ask his dad for a hug, he just knows, he doesn't need to tell him which way to go when he's tracking, they just read each other's bodies and went with the flow. that's truly what makes them so odd to be around, the perfect ebb and flow of either person, especially one na'vi and one human.

their lack of need to communicate basic things, leaves room for all sorts of conversation. stories, philosophy, songs, random info dumping from spider, lessons from tsu'tey. they love to debate the meaning of eywa's stories, the intention she has for the people, the state of the village and its leaders. not only are they warriors, but they are shit talkers, ex-olo'eyktan and ex-'son' of the now-chief, its a potent mix. spider picks up tsu'tey's love/hate relationship with just about everything that has to do with the village; he loves its dearly, would die for it, for jake and neytiri and the kids, but their is this shield of animosity, of deserved distaste, if only ever so mild. he has his qualms, but they never outweigh the love in his heart. in short, they are both a massive pain in the ass for jake, always yelling at him or critiquing how he does things, generally just being annoying. (jake needs them to go on a hunting trip or something, cause the level of criticism he gets is ridiculous, and he needs a break)

spider is still friends with the sully kids, but he is much more deeply ingrained in the village, as the unofficial son of the unofficial right-hand man of the chief. kiri is still his person, lo'ak is still his best friend, tuk is his partner in crime and unofficial little sister, neteyam is still like an older brother figure watching over him when he is with the sully kids. but spider is friends with most of the village kids, particularly tarsem, tsu'tey's younger brother.

the two grew up next to one another, tsu'tey introduced them shortly after spider wormed his way into the older mans heart, as he needed someone to tire the little one out when he couldn't keep. tarsem took to the little thing quickly, dubbing him his little brother, that is until he saw how tsu'tey looked at the boy with pride, then he started calling him his nephew.

within a year or two of taking spider under his wing he started taking the kid up to the lab himself, instead of meeting the scientist halfway. he would tuck the kid in, tell him stories, make sure he was soundly asleep and even then he would sit and watch, running big blue fingers through his whispy blonde hair, finding a smile on his face when the kid latches to his hand. norm has had to make sure he's wearing his mask on more than one occasion because the warrior has fallen asleep with the boy curled up in his side. he basically takes up all care of the boy, managing his curfew, meals, training, most of his education, and whatever else norm and max squabble to him about. its not hard, spider eats anything you put in front of him, takes pride in his lessons and training (cause who wouldn't want to be trained by tsu'tey, he holds it above all his friends heads), he loves when just about anyone messes with his hair, and overall he just likes being with his dad, so he never has much of an argument to anything he says. so spider is almost completely independent from the other humans at hellsgate or even the sully family.

spider is still blessed (by eywa, basically, pandora snow white), child of eywa (she nags him, like a mom, constantly), and hella fucking strong (cause boys gotta keep up). so tsu'tey is always caught marveling at the boy; watching him pull back a bow the size of himself, watching him romp and play with the most ferocious of creatures, have close-knit bonds with the giants of the forest, so divinely connected to eywa, speaking of her as if she was truly his mother, connecting to her in ways he had never seen before. spider was his special boy through and through, and he thanked eywa for him each and every day; that boy is the reason he lived, the reason he kept waking up each day, the reason he smiled again, the reason he continued in believing in the goodwill of the Great Mother again.

spider worries for tsu'tey a lot, despite how strong he is, he's still forever scarred by the injuries he sustained in battle. his dad is almost always in some amount of pain, his lungs are forever weak, his ability to bond and connect with his pali and ikran greatly diminished by the pain and fog that plagued him. the first few years, especially before he started to truly take care of himself, he would often collapse, coughing up blood, as his body protested being pushed past its limit. even as tsu'tey accepted his limits, doing his best to stay in good shape for spider's well-being, he still worried. he always tries to support his dad, taking up lots of village chores and insisting on cutting back on hunts or training when he's having a bad day, making up poor excuses when tsu'tey asks why. as he got older he accepted that this was just how life was going to be for his dad, how it would most likely not get any better, but as a young child he softened feared he was going to lose him. he would sleep with his ear to his dads chest, listening to the strong beat of his heart, assuring himself he was still there. he would beg him through tears not to leave him too, making tsu'tey's heart ache. now that he's older he is far less worried about him dying, much more worried about losing him to his own mind, again. tsu'tey isn't unaware of his child worry, but no matter how hard he tries, what he says or does, spider won't let him lift that burden from his shoulders. they're both stubborn, sometimes he loves that about his boys, and other times it's quite the opposite.

when tsu'tey is having a bad night, particularly with his lungs, spider will drag him up to hells gate, so he's forced to use his respirator, and have movie nights with him. its just an excused to pile all the blankets and pillows he can find onto the shitty matress in the media room and sleep in his dads arms, knowing that if anything happens, norm and max are only a shout away. plus, its kinda funny watching tsu'tey get all teary-eyed over earth films.

tsu'tey visits sylwanin a lot, and he always dresses spider as if he is their son, the son they never got to have. once spider finds a way to connect with The Great Mother, through her roots, he visits her as well. spider begins to treat her as his mom and she treats him like her son. they're a little family, even if separated by the veil between life and death.

I can't think of anything else about them, at the moment, but i would totally take asks for this au if anyone wants to know anything else.

#spider te rongloa tsu'tey'itan #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #spider socorro #tsu'tey #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water

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thatonesalmonlingnamedspike · 4 months

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the weirdest fucking thing just happened - a storytime on tumblr

OKAY. SO. HERE WE GO. THIS WAS... SOMETHING.

so pretty much my father is the co-owner of a small little cafe(since his brother, and my uncle was the owner and they're super close) that's named after the name of my grandfather, so lets just call it... Cup's. [[ REDACTED ]]. i like to help the both of them cook things(despite often setting things on fire.) and take some orders. HERE'S WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING.

very few of the customers know i'm the adopted kid of the co-owner of the place, who i'll call Salmon. him, the co-owner, works there as an employee as well. one day, on a weekend, this random Karen and her bratty kid walk in. now, as it was a weekend, it was a bit busy. i'm usually just a waiter on these kinds of days, since i'm no good under pressure, especially with food. i walk over to the Karen's table, with this usual dumb, big smile, and receive there order. now, i don't exactly remember what she ordered, probably a sandwich or something, and i went to the kitchen to give her order. i was standing next to the register with this nice dude who worked there, looking for people that needed anything, and then i spot the kid, running around, screaming, stepping on people's feat, touching, eating, and knocking over people's food. the mother didin't seem to care, and was now very annoyed by this, and i put my hand on the kid's shoulder while he was running. and just stared at him, and told him not to run around in the best voice i could muster, and he started crying and ran back to his mother.

(guys i'm notorious for making 5 year olds cry in a Walmart with my neutral expression that looks like a death glare don't judge me)

his mother was fuming because of this, and came to me stomping, and this is how the conversation went down. the entitled mother said, "How dare you stop my child?" Me: "He was running around and was annoying other people, didn't you see? He was touching their food!" Entitled Mother: "He's a child! He can do whatever he wants to do!" Me: "Well, yea, but not unless under supervision." Entitled Mother: "Do you even KNOW WHO I AM?" Me Thinking: "Ah, sh*t, here we go again. I've seen enough of this to know how *THIS* is gonna go." I knew what was gonna happen, so i thought of playing along. Me: "No, ma'am, i don't." Entitled Mother: "Well then you should know i am the WIFE OF THE OWNER OF THIS RESTURANT! And you have made a HUGE mistake and i will make sure your face will NEVER be seen here again, because you're getting fired!" Me, thinking in my head: "HUH?! I thought she'd go for a sister or friend but she went for a wife, and now we're gonna have some fun." "Ma'am, I don't think you even know his-" (imma call my dad by 'salmon') Entitled Mother: "HIS NAME IS SALMON!" i was kinda shocked that she knows my dad's name. very few people knew that anyway. Me: "Ma'am, i'm very sorry i acted rude towards your son, but please, don't get me fired." Entitled Mother: "Well, you should have thought about that before you stopped my son from having fun." Me: "B-But ma'am, he was anno-" Entitled Mother: "SHUT UP!!" i don't do very well against someone yelling at me, so i was literally about to just cry right then and there..... she goes to the register and asks for the manager. my dad came out and talked to her about what happened since my uncle was out sick. Entitled Mother: "Your employee has been harassing my son! I want him fired NOW!" Salmon looked at me and said, My Dad/Salmon: "I'm sorry for the inconvenience, but i can't just fire them without any reason." Entitled Mother: "Do you even know who you're talking to? I'm the wife of the owner of Cup's! And i can't stand the employee here." my dad got the biggest grin on his face and started laughing. Entitled Mother: "WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING?" My Dad/Salmon: "I'm sorry, i'm telling you, again, i'm sorry for the inconvenience caused, would you like to have a refund?" the entitled mother went into total rage mode. Entitled Mother: "You know what?! I'm calling my husband, and complaining about you and your employee, i will get BOTH of you FIRED!" now the way that she got my dad's phone number is because we had it on a board outside as we gave home deliveries so that people would order on call and you would get it dropped off. so she called that phone number, and my dad's phone rang. Karen, the E.M., was shocked. he picked up the phone, and with this smug Hat Kid smile, said, My Dad/Salmon: "Yello, this is the co-owner of Cup's, how can i help you?" Karen's face went from red to complete white. like if blood was drained from her. he then said, My Dad/Salmon: "Yes, I'm the co-owner and the manager of Cup's, and you, are in no way me or my brother's wife, and the employee you want to be fired is my child." she looked at me, and i just could not hold back my laughter anymore. and just then, her order was ready. but until then, she was already embarrassed enough with the whole time, her kid crying in the background. she dragged her kid crying by the arm, and didin't even take the order. i got to eat her order after that while sitting outside. :)

#story #storytime #cafe catastrophe #spike's stories

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graysonshmayson · 4 months

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pairing - none

summary - basically dick has a secret reddit account where he vagues in the AITA forum about his family issues. inspired by tim's reddit chronicles by @batposts but they deleted their account :( RIP i'll love u forever, spleen guy

warnings - no warnings apply

wordcount - 6,826

a/n- very little editing but fun i promise. check out the whole thing on ao3! or read it on here. i guess.

AITA for resenting my little brother?

So first, a little background. I (M19) was taken in (not ever legally adopted, but that's another story) when I was 9 by my dad (M38) after my parents died. His parents also died when he was a kid, so he was able to help me a lot with my anger issues after it happened and find my place in the world. One of the main ways he did that was by letting me help with the family business. He initially didn’t want me involved because I was too young, but I was stubborn and made a whole position for myself that I worked really hard for. I’d like to think that eventually, he saw me not just as a son, but as a partner. But by the time I was 18, I felt like he was far too controlling and still saw me as a kid. I felt that I wasn’t respected as an equal, and it started to cause a bunch of fights until eventually I had enough and left. I moved in with some friends and we started our own business. I completely reinvented myself just to stop getting associated with him and make a name for my own.

We didn’t talk for a long time, until I finally caved and started helping out with family stuff here and there, but it's still tense. Then, not even a YEAR after I left, I went back to the house and found a random child in the home. He adopted another kid (who literally looks like me too?) without asking or even telling me. I know it's not like I need to give him permission to adopt a child, but I wish he’d at least talked to me about it, you know? But by the time I met the kid, J (M10), the paperwork had already been finalized and I had a little brother. The real kicker is that he had taken my position in the family business. The one that I made myself to help mourn the loss of my murdered parents? Anyway, so my dad, who has the emotional intelligence of packing peanuts, barely said anything about my new brother. No apologies for replacing him in my position or anything. He just explained J’s background which is, admittedly, rough. And I really feel bad for not liking him because he’s a good kid and he really does look up to me and wants to spend time with me as brothers, but every time I see him I can’t help but be reminded by how my dad replaced me in business and in his life. I was even told that my dad almost gave him my old room (we’re very well off and have plenty of extra rooms). I’m not exactly mad at the kid, but so many of his little comments about what my dad does with him that he didn’t want to do with me hurts. Am I the asshole?

#dick grayson #nightwing #batman #reddit #tim's reddit chronicles #spleen guy #jason todd #robin #red hood #dc comics #batfamily #my fic

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etherealnoir · 6 months

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Found Ep. 7 Thoughts

Spoiler Warning!

So this wasn't my favorite episode. While I did like the show bringing attention to Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls (sort of...it would've been nice for them to add an info card or something at the end of the episode, but ok), the episode itself left a lot to be desired.

TL;DR: The highlight of this episode was learning more about Hugh's abandonment triggers, because I feel like it added a ton of context to his behavior in the past and in this episode. Everything else was a chop. I feel like they spent too much time on some things (Trent), not enough on others (Lacey), and overlooked a lot of things as well (Gabi being held accountable).

I wrote a lot, but please feel free to skip to whatever part you care the most about lol

1. The Story

It felt weirdly disjointed and all over the place. The natal doctor being the culprit at the end, despite there being NO previous indicators, kind of annoyed me. It was lazy to have it be this random man we barely saw, with a motivation we learned about in the last 5 minutes. They could've EASILY introduced that he worked with many indigenous/marginalized people early in the episode and also mentioned that he lost his own child.

It would've made more sense if he was a part of a ring of people taking babies of color and putting them up for adoption--because that's a thing that actually happens. I feel like they were originally going to have the culprit be the neighbor whose brother lost his baby and blamed it on Aida. As sort of like an eye-for-an-eye thing. But then they realized it'd probably look bad if a bunch of Non-Indigenous people demonized an Indigenous woman like that, so they changed it at the last minute.

2. Lacey

Lacey is always severely underutilized, but this time it felt just sadly egregious. They emphasized that Lacey was uncomfortable with being in the area because of the kidnapping, but...that was about it. It would've been a good opportunity to show a flashback of Lacey and Gabi together as children, or even a great chance to show Gabi and Lacey connecting over their shared experience in adulthood. Better yet, it would've been the perfect time to explore how the kidnapping has affected Lacey in adulthood, because it's clear it presents as a fear more intense than Gabi's.

Also her randomly kicking in the door and rushing into the house was odd, no matter how much they said in-show that it was ooc. Sometimes it feels like scenes are cut out that would add clarity to the scenes they leave in.

3. Trent x Gabi

As much as I love them together, I get really REALLY tired of watching Gabi use Trent and his network without any repercussions or hard pushback. I know that Gabi agreed to work closely with the police to make sure the people who committed the crimes face punishment, but I can only suspend disbelief BUT SO MUCH. Like what do you mean Gabi and Dhan can threaten a potential suspect into confessing? What do you mean they can just find things about people in less than a day, whenever they ask for it? WHY are they able to break rules with impunity, when doing so would absolutely cause the case to get thrown out in court????

As much as I know that Trent cares about Gabi and is willing to risk his job for her, I'm failing to understand why. What has she done for him that has made him want to give up his job for her? Because, from what we've seen so far, she hasn't really...done...much? We know they slept together at least once, that he has feelings for her, and that she relies on him a lot. But I feel like this show is constantly telling us that Gabi is worth sacrifice without illustrating why.

If this show is going to improve, they REALLY need to stop trying to make us believe that Gabi can do whatever she wants because reasons. It's starting to feel very Mary Sue-ish, and I don't want that to happen to her.

I at least hope that she takes accountability for taking the thumbdrive.

4. Hughbert "Sir" Evans

The one thing I did like about this episode is that we learned a lot about who Hugh is, and what his triggers are. If they choose to stay consistent anyway. Because they said in one episode that one of his triggers was mess/dirt, and then it was never brought up again lol.

In this episode, we learned that Hugh has abandonment issues. I believe that Hugh suffered from Parental Neglect as a child, which ties into this quest he had to "save" Gabi from her own perceived neglect. Hugh illustrates all the traits of someone who grew up not feeling heard or paid attention to: forcing Gabi to debate with him, him lecturing at her when she's eating, him having a meltdown when she ignores him or walks away. He threw a temper tantrum when he suspected that someone else might be taking attention away from him, because he finds comfort in knowing that it's always just him and Gabi in that house, and that she's consciously aware that he's there.

Obviously his traumatic past doesn't excuse the shit he's done. But it does add a ton of context.

These are a lot of thoughts, sorry lol This episode just bugged me. I feel like the writers room doesn't have their shit together. Maybe in S2 (if they get one), they'll find a rhythm that works. They need to. Because I shouldn't be able to tell a better story than these people who were PAID to do so.

#found nbc

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Lotr character hc's, GO!

You have given me too much power....

*pulls out my 50 page google doc*

warning: These are my less serious list, and are completely random but I think these are the most entertaining :D

-before the quest, sam would leave flowers at Frodo's door and he never knew who it was so he would press them in a book. He only found out after the quest and he used a few pages of the flower book into the red book of the westmarch

-Aragorn likes to collect rocks when he was a kid to show eleond and he was always like "Thats nice awww" and all that. He is 87 and he still does this.

-Arwen is a split image of her ancestor luthien, but Elrond says that she looks a lot like maglor with her hair.

- The children of the shire would play pretend with Bilbo's adventure, often led by Frodo and the tooks. Sam was old enough to start playing with them before they grew too old, and Frodo let him play Thorin one time, and him as course as Bilbo. This memory sticks with Sam too this day.

-Boromir is Aromantic

-Pippin convinced boromir to wear a skirt with him (It was Legolas's skirt) and he did not admit that he actually liked it.

-Pippin wears more fem clothing which really confused Denethor

-Legolas and Gimli eloped on the quest (Aragorn was their officiator)

-Eowyn starts a program in Rohan where she teaches young girl to sword fight & protect themselves.

-Frodo is a good artist and used to draw portraits of Sam, Pippin and Merry. After the quest, he stopped drawing people and focused on sketching out the landscapes that they passed by on the journey. Yet they were always creepy, and slightly distorted in an uncanny way. Elanor finds his old sketchbook one time and gets nightmares of weeks after.

-Arwen taught Eowyn how to embroider tapestries

-Frodo would love to climb the oak tree that bilbo grew in his garden. he never knew where it came from...

-Boromir and Aragorn would argue on who would give the hobbits piggy back rides

-Legolas is rebellious by mirkwood elven standards because he refuses to drink. It causes quite a scandal that thrandruil, the king and biggest drinker, has a child that does not even want to get even a little typsy.

-Bilbo would tell merry and pippin how to do pranks because it reminded him of fili and kili-

-Legolas is nonbinary and uses (they/he) pronouns

-Merry had a big crush on Eowyn, and never knew that the feeling were mutual

-Aragorn talks to trees because he is a gremelin, while legolas actually speaks the languages of the trees. This is how they become best friends

-gandalf big naturals

-Gandalf spent those 15 years between bilbos 111th birhtday and the quest going to village to village tran-sing peoples gender

-Faramir is trans and gandalf was able to give him the right treatment and binders when he was kid before denethor found out. Boromir was happy to have a brother.

-Merry learns how to knit so he can make baby Elanor hats.

-Gimli is the hottest dwarf of Erebor by dwarven standards

-Sam makes Frodo fried mushrooms because he knows its his favorite.

-Lobelia and bilbo have wlw and mlm rivalry

-Merry and Pippin love really weird food combos. Mushrooms and honey? delish. Cherries and salt? yummy. Vinegar cake? even better.

They force every one of the fellowship to try one of these combinations. Aragorn doesn't notice anything bad, Sam eats it because he is polite, Frodo doesn't mind the mushrooms and honey, Boromir throws up, Gimli tells him he should add more meat and Legolas never felt more betrayed in his life.

-Rosie cotton met Goldberry once and they had a sort of relationship where they kissed. She never saw her again, and she thinks it was a dream.

-Tom Bombadil and Goldberry are qpr

-Elladan and Elorhir wanted to adopt merry and pippin until they realized they were ADULTS.

Thats all I have for now! Theres so much more but these are the only ones I can think of without getting into a whole essay on what means what and all that. Thank you smm for the ask anon!!

#ask #lotr hcs #tolkien #<333

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Cat X Family // Chapter 1

Fandom: Servamp Ship: KuroMahi Characters: Kuro, Mahiru

Summary: Each person has a secret they hide from others, even from their family. Kuro is a spy and his latest mission is to prevent a brewing war between Westalis and Ostania. He never expected his mission would require him to start a family. Without knowing, he marries an assassin and adopts a telepath. (KuroMahi, Spy X Family AU)

(Ch.1) //

Kuro stood in front of a display of colourful flowers and he wondered which would be best to give to April. He didn’t want the flowers to be too romantic or else it would give her hope that they could rekindle their relationship. He only intended to send her the gift as a customary gesture. They dated for a few months but he was careful not to become attached to their relationship. From the start, he never had any hope that they would fall in love.

“Excuse me, would you like some help?” The brunette vendor asked and he gave him a polite smile. Kuro read the nametag on the man’s apron, Mahiru Shirota. The name Shirota was vaguely familiar but he couldn’t place where he saw it before. “Are you buying a gift for someone? I can help you make a bouquet. Do you know what kind of flowers the person likes or their favourite colour?”

“I’m just buying flowers for my home so the bouquet doesn’t need anything special.” Kuro lied. He doubted he would meet Mahiru again but he didn’t want to tell others about his relationship with April. The more people who knew about his current persona and relation, there was a chance someone would question him about it in the future.

While his gaze was on the display, he was acutely aware of his surroundings. The sound of coins clinking together caught his attention and he subtly glanced towards the sound. A boy was selling newspapers a few feet from him and others wouldn’t find him suspicious. Kuro immediately knew the boy wasn’t an ordinary child from how he jingled the coin in his tin cup. The pattern of the sound was morse code.

“Can you make one with lilies and send it to this address? Sign it from Matthew.” He bought a random bouquet of flowers and the vendor handed him change in return. Kuro crossed the street to where the boy was selling newspapers. He dropped the coin into his cup and he started to walk away without a word. The boy stopped him by holding the newspaper in front of him. Kuro said, “I don’t need one, Kid. I just wanted to be charitable. Take the money and buy a snack.”

“Mama said I can’t take money from people when I’m doing honest work. This is to help pay for my rabbit’s medicine. The vet said that the medicine will make him feel better.” The boy said and he held up the newspaper again. Kuro nodded and he took the bundle from him. He shifted the flowers and newspaper into one arm so he could pull out a coin from his pocket.

“It’s good that you’re responsible but you should enjoy being a kid when you can. I’ll buy your newspaper and this is a tip for being such a responsible kid.” Kuro dropped the coin into the cup and then he patted the boy’s head.

He turned away from him and he walked down the streets to a coffee shop where he could read the newspaper. Kuro wanted to procrastinate giving the flowers to April as much as he could. He chose a table next to the door so he would be able to slip away quickly if he needed to. He opened the newspaper and he thought to himself: So, there are spies this young now. I guess I was only a few years older than him when I became a spy and joined Servamp.

Kuro had been a spy for years and gained a reputation for his skill to steal information and disguise himself. The reason he briefly dated April was so he could gain documents from her father who was a politician. He stored the information he found in the coin and then he gave it to the child. After his mission was complete, he waited a few days to break up with her under the guise that he was moving away. He also bought flowers to send her so she wouldn’t be suspicious of him.

From the morse code, he knew that they had another mission for him. He wished he could take a break but that was nearly impossible with the cold war between Westalis and Ostania had led to several plots that threatened the fragile peace between the countries. The Servamps didn’t have an alliance with either of the countries and their only goal was to maintain their peace treaty.

He flipped through the newspaper and he deciphered the message scattered throughout the comic section. Kuro searched for panels with a rabbit drawn on them. He read, I trust that you have completed your mission successfully, Sleepy Ash. We have another assignment for you and it’s of the most importance. Our sources tell us that the chairman of the Conjurer Control Convention may be planning to sell weapons to Ostania and fuel a new war. You must become close to him and find proof of this allegation.

Kuro’s eyes narrowed as he stared at the picture of the chairman, Misono Alicein. He didn’t care for politics but his job required him to learn far more about it than he preferred. The Alicein family was infamous under Mikado who used the previous war to secure land for his business. However, the business was handed to his son after Mikado’s death.

Misono was much more private than his father so not much was known about the man and his family. It became more difficult to gain information on Misono after he married and had a child. He would rarely attend social events and he had a small circle of friends. Kuro didn’t know how Servamp intended for him to befriend Misono and collect information about the Alicein.

Luckily, we have time before the exchange will occur because C3 has been very careful and silent with this plan. We believe the deal will be finalized within three years but each day counts. You must infiltrate the Alicein household and befriend the family. Kuro assumed they would order him to become an employee within the Alicein manor or their organization.

The last thing he expected to read was: You are to find a wife and child within three days.

“The hell?” Kuro yelled and several people turned to him. He quickly regained his composure so he wouldn’t draw more attention to himself. The sentence was so outlandish to him that he read it several times to confirm that it was correct. Unfortunately, they remained the same.

He continued reading the debrief. The only weakness and connection to the outside world that Misono has is his son. His son attends Eden Academy and they hold regular events for families. That will be your opportunity to befriend the Alicein family and search for evidence of their plan. Start a family and enroll your child into Eden Academy.

“Troublesome.” Kuro groaned. He wanted to refuse the mission and give it to someone who was more qualified. However, he knew that the Servamps only had a few spies with their own mission. He folded the newspaper and stood without knowing how he could succeed in such a mission.

Kuro hated orphanages and the memories they bought back. The war had ended a decade ago yet the scars still lingered in both countries. Many were left without a family due to the war. He reminded himself that he needed to focus on his mission rather than his past. He greeted an old man who answered the door. “Hello, I would like to adopt a child.”

He assumed that the old man was the owner of the orphanage and he masked his true feelings beneath a disinterested expression. The owner gestured for him to enter and Kuro followed him through the halls. The paint on the wall was chipped and the children’s clothes appeared old. For his mission, it would be easiest to adopt a child from a shadier establishment.

“You can take anyone you want.” The man said. Kuro wished that it was possible for him to complete the mission alone but it was unavoidable. Kuro didn’t know if the orphanage provided any education to the children but he thought he should ask. Eden Academy was a prestigious private school and it was difficult to be accepted.

“If it’s possible, I would prefer to adopt a child who can read and write.” Kuro asked. It would be better if I don’t need to teach the child how to write. Misono’s child is six years old so I should find a child around the same age. It’s easier for them to be friends if they’re in the same class. I’m a spy and I can’t question the missions given to me but this one is troublesome.

“Machi is six years old and knows how to write!” A young girl jumped into their path. He was surprised by her outburst because the other children had only watched him so far. The child was a brunette and he worried that people would question whether they were related. As soon as he had the thought, she added: “I even know math! You can test me and I’ll pass.”

“Can you tell me what three plus five is?” He asked her a simple question and she quickly answered him without any hesitation. Hope filled her brown eyes each time he told her that answered correctly. Kuro understood the complicated emotions that must’ve fueled that hope he saw all too well. He found himself being sympathetic despite himself. He smiled and said, “You’re one smart girl. Soon, you’ll be able to tell me the square root of 144.”

After a moment, Machi exclaimed: “Twelve! Is that correct? Machi answered all of your questions and she can be adopted now?”

“All of your answers were correct.” His words made her face beam with excitement and relief. Machi jumped forward and she hugged his leg. At first, he didn’t know what to do and he gently patted her head. Kuro thought that it was a miracle he found a child who seemed to be intelligent and well behaved. He could complete his mission with her unknowing help.

He briefly spoke with the orphanage’s owner and he filled out the paperwork to formalize the adoption. While he told her to pack, she remained by his side and she didn’t leave. He assumed she didn’t have anything to take with her. Machi gripped his pants in her tiny hand, as if she were afraid that he would leave without her. She watched him hand the paperwork to the man. “All done?”

“Yeah. From today onward, you’re Machi Sloth.”

“Machi Sloth!” She repeated with a proud smile.

He led her outside to where his car was parked. Machi skipped ahead of him and she stopped next to his car. She didn’t wait for him to open the door for her and she jumped to reach the handle. The door was locked and she could only hang in place. He chuckled at her childishness and then he unlocked the door for her. “It’s safer for you to sit in the back.”

“Next to you.” She barely finished answering him before she climbed into the passenger seat. He helped her put on her seatbelt before he walked around the car. As Kuro sat in the driver’s seat, he saw that Machi had taken off her seatbelt and she stood on her chair to reach the dashboard. She turned the dial to skim through the different radio stations. “Machi will find secret police radio conversation like in the television!”

“This is a regular radio so you can’t listen to policemen with it. You need to sit down and put on your seatbelt, Machi.” He told her. He was glad that she didn’t argue with him and she sat down properly. Kuro didn’t know where she learned people intercept police radio signals and listen to their conversations. Then again, she was clearly an intelligent child. He only hoped her curious nature wouldn’t make her question him too much and learn that he was a spy.

Kuro pulled out of the parking spot and he drove down the road to the apartment that his boss provided him. “Machi, we’re a family now but you should tell people that we’ve always been a family. You should also address me as your father. Do you understand?”

“Machi will tell everyone that you’re my Papa.” She said. He nodded and decided not to correct her when she called him ‘Papa’. While the Eden Academy would prefer their students to be much more traditional, the endearing title would make them a more convincing family. “Machi is really happy that Papa was the one who adopted me.”

My papa is a super cool superhero spy! Machi thought to herself. She needed to contain her excitement or else he would learn that she could read his mind. If Machi helps Papa with his secret mission, I will also be a cool superhero and they’ll give me a medal of world peace!

“How did Papa know Spy Wars was Machi’s favourite show? Can you also rea—” Machi quickly stopped herself before she could ask him if he could read minds like her. She sat down on the couch and she returned to watching the cartoon. “You can rescue the princess like Agent Saizo! Agent Saizo has a cool gun with a silencer. Can Machi have one too for her secret superhero missions?”

“Maybe if we can find one on sale. I’m going to the market and pick up a few things. Stay here and watch your spy show. In the event that anything happens, use the phone to call me. I wrote down my number on the notebook next to the phone.” Kuro said and he pulled his hood over his head. The moment they entered the apartment, he turned on the television to distract her. He needed to buy a few things and he thought she was old enough to stay home for an hour.

“Papa can’t go! Superhero missions are dangerous alone. Wanna go too.” Machi quickly forgot the television and she caught the tails of his jacket. He knew that children could be imaginative but he didn’t expect for her to be so invested in a spy show.

“Alright, you can join me but this isn’t a spy mission.” Kuro didn’t want to argue with her. He expected her to let go of his jacket but she only moved to stand on his feet. She was so small that she could easily balance on Kuro’s feet.

She grinned up at him and ordered: “Give Machi a ride?”

“I can’t really walk when you’re hugging me like this. Can’t deal.” He pointed out but she didn’t move. Kuro bent down and he carefully lifted her into his arms. He carried her down the hall and decided the mission was much more difficult than he first imagined. Though, in the end, the most important part of his mission was to keep Machi safe and unaware of his secret.

#servamp #kuromahi #sloth pair #servamp kuro #mahiru shirota #fanfiction

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6knotty6thotty6 · 1 year

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Wake Me Up When December Ends

CW: Death, Abuse, Suicide

December is a strange month for me. December 28th, in particular, is the anniversary of my step-father's burial. He was 48 years old. For those who've read my coming out story, you know that he wasn't a good person. I won't be going into everything he's done to me, but needless to say, what was in my story was a drop. That being said, I'm not particularly happy that he's dead. I'm happy that I don't have to constantly walk on egg shells around my own house and not be berated and belittled for "asking stupid questions." I'm happy that my mom can retire before she turns 60 (he had terrible spending habits and was a drug addict/alcoholic.) I'm happy that I finally feel comfortable with my body, gender identity, and sexual orientation.

My mom and step-father can best be described as a reverse Cinderella. Ha came from a poor abusive family in the rural south. Her family was also poor and abusive, but she was intelligent enough to attend a good college and get a job away from her hometown. He wasn't so lucky. He's made it clear multiple times that if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't have made it 30. What frustrated me about him was every time my mom tried to help him, he'd push back and relapse into his old ways. My step-father has shown that he wanted to change. He acknowledged that his childhood was traumatizing and his parents were horrible. He even tried to get therapy to unpack the PTSD he got from the 10 years he spent in prison. Yet, he still continued to indulge in self-destructive behaviors that lead to his death. Part of the reason why I wasn't sad when he died was because his death was so preventable. He died from high blood pressure and diabetes. He never took his medicine, drank sugary beer like it was water, and he never exercised outside of getting into fights with strangers. As for his mental issues, I wanted him to get treatment for that more than anything. He wasn't also the mentally abusive person who almost ruined my life. He and I used to be best friends. We'd always wrestle, got out on midnight snack ribs, played video games (and by that, I mean I'd watch him), and I'd tell him all my secrets. Then when I became a teenager, things started changing. My mom was alwasy the primary breadwinner, but he used to have a job just so he could buy his own stuff. Then when she kept getting promotions and higher paying jobs, he started to become lazier and lazier and started drinking more. My mom and I also suspected that he also had undiagnosed bipolar disorder. He'd have severe mood swings and would rant to me about random frustrations he had for 3 hours straight (without my consent, of course). She tried to get him into therapy and group counseling. She had more an enough money to get him the best therapist and medication in the world. Despite everything she did for him, he never got better and essentially committed a slow suicide. It's sad because I wanted to have the father that compelled my mom to marry him after getting her heart broken by my biological father. I wanted the father that made all my friends envious. I wanted the father that would proudly give me away at my wedding (if I ever got married). I wanted the father who would be the cool grandfather (if I ever adopted a child). Most of all, I wanted my best friend back.

On the 28th, my mom and I visited the Lock-Lock Bridge in Amsterdam. She placed a lock on the bridge with his and her initials with the dates that they've been married. She told me that doing that was a great form of closure. In a way, it was closure for me as well. I don't forgive my step father for what he did nor do I mourn for him. I mourn the potential future we could've had as a family. I mourn all the happy memories that have been lost to time. More than anything, I mourn my first best friend.

#december #mourning #father #fathers #venting #abuse

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Dear Journal, Saturday, April 27, 2024

I did something that I normally don't do. I cleaned off the kitchen table where I work with my laptop. Most of the time I just leave it until it drives me nuts. The thing that finally made me clean it off was because I needed my fan pad under my laptop. Otherwise, it does overheat.

Do you want to hear something funny my cat just did? I was sitting in what was supposed to be my office chair well she kicked me out of it so she could sit in it. So now I am using a regular kitchen chair. It is so hard to tell her no. She is such a sweet cat. She knows exactly what to do to make me laugh. I just asked her if she was happy in the chair and she looked up at me with those big brown eyes. I can't believe how much she has come out of her shell since I brought her home.

Back then she didn't even have a name. None of her shots either. She was skin and bones. It was quite sad. She already had multiple homes by the time I adopted her. I wouldn't trade her for the world.

Her story is sad. I am sure that your story has sad parts in it. Don't be ashamed. They make you the glorious person that you are. But you don't want to dwell on the past it only rips open your scars. Instead, start today to build a bright future.

That is what I learned from my new therapist. She said all I was doing was retraumatizing myself time and time again. That is what you get when you talk about things in therapy. What you should do is make a plan for the future to be in the moment. I know some won't agree with me on this. That is fine.

But for me, this is a relief. I was never able to put into words what I went through. I have been in therapy for a very long time. Since I was 16 years old and now I am 30. I feel like a load is off my shoulders. Now I can just live my life. I would like to hear about what you think about this approach to therapy. Leave me a comment. If you want to you could just talk about the cat story.

For some reason, everything I go through with my cat makes sense with mental illness. But yet it isn't as surprising as you would think because she knows everything about me. If you have a furry friend that can see through you tell me about them. I would love to hear about them. As I have said many times I can't live without my cat. We are just so close. I didn't think this could happen after I lost my last cat. I had to put him down because he was in kidney failure. That was my hardest day ever. All I did was take him to the vet. I went home without him. There is so much I miss about him. Like the time he stole a whole chicken wing off the table. At that time we didn't even know that he liked chicken. My Mom never made that mistake again.

I have a stuffed animal that looks like him it has his collar on it. Then I have his ashes next to that. He helped me through a lot to the point that I will never forget him.

Sorry, my mom is supposed to be running the remote but it seems she is in outer space. It is a basketball day for the NBA and I can't hit the TV with the remote from where I am sitting. My mistake in giving her the remote. I thought that she was awake. Ever since her schedule changed it has messed everything up. She never has time for me anymore. I miss the adventures that we used to go on. We would just get in the car and go someplace random. Even if it was for a $0.25 ice cream cone at our local grocery store. I love getting the twist. That is both vanilla and chocolate flavors. I say that is the best of both worlds.

Because I can't just choose one flavor. That is not how my mind works. It has always been like that. I don't want one or the other. Instead, I want both. I guess that you could say that I was a bit of a spoiled brat. That is what I get for being an only child. No brothers or sisters for me.

Once again I have to remind my mom that she has the remote. I swear her boss is turning into a zombie literally. It is starting to get on my nerves. I want my mom back. That would be the best thing ever.

I am once again listening to Taylor Swift. For some reason, I relate to her latest album. I guess it is because I have had a rough life as well. I had a lot of people tell me I was never going to be a writer. Well, I proved them wrong. I mean sure I haven't gotten the book deal but it is a start.

I did finally get my new mouse so we are back in business. Now it will be a breeze to produce these blogs each day. I can't live without having one. It drives me crazy all the time. That is whenever I kill one. It is one of the great tools that I have at my disposal. Also having Grammarly helps as well.

Now my mom is fighting the cat for the office chair. Yay! My Mom is starting to cook. We are all fighting over the office chair. First I had the chair. Second, the cat kicked me out, then she had it. Third, my mom kicked the cat out of the office chair. Ok, my whole house is full of nuts. There is just no other way to put it. I even asked the cat how it felt to get kicked out of the office chair.

I am just going to relax for the rest of the day. Probably playing some video games. Help my mom with some chores. And play with the cat. We got new batteries for her cat laser. So once it gets dark we will play. She is waiting impatiently for that. Have a great day. Remember 988. Be safe.

#mental health awareness

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luventi · 3 years

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RANDOM GENSHIN ROOMMATE HCS

direct yourself to my original post! reblogs are super appreciated :)

+ cw: suggestive, lots of fluff, gn reader.

+ ft: kaeya, zhongli, diluc, childe, albedo, xiao, venti

KAEYA

begs for you to have a self care night with him, he’ll stand outside your door with a basket of face masks, serums, and those really cute animal headbands he bought on amazon.

asks for you to scratch his tummy or scalp while his hands are occupied and by occupied i mean he’s playing games on his phone.

you never speak about that one time you both made out on your front door step and almost gave the granny across the hall a heart attack.

tucks you into bed if he comes home to find you asleep on the couch. you don’t tell him this but you pretend to be asleep sometimes so you can be close to him when he carries you.

ZHONGLI

he wears a really cute bandanna when he’s cleaning around the apartment and you once sneaked up on him to take a picture. the picture is now your laptop background.

it’s a reflex of his to sit you on his lap when you walk by him.

gets upset if you leave the house without telling him or texting him goodbye. he calls you like 40 times to make sure you’re okay.

during quarantine he had a knitting phase and you now have 20 pairs of cotton socks. you wear them for good luck sometimes!

DILUC

secretly loves to cuddle with you. also loves when he’s the small spoon, makes him feel safe and loved. but of course he won’t admit it.

+ diluc hates lying to you but he has to do this in order to convince you that it really was too hot in his room so can he please sleep over in yours? he promises he won’t kick you off the bed like last time!

has once accidentally sent you a semi explicit picture but only because he was trying to see if that was a mole or a pimple on his back.

he leaves you little notes. “went to work early, made some breakfast for you” “please open the windows once you wake up, you need the sunlight” “don’t forget your keys like last time”

CHILDE

asks you to adopt a dog with him. you tell him you would if you weren’t also busy taking care of him, so you settle for a betta fish!

you once let childe do the laundry and all your shirts became crop tops, but he reassures you that you look hot. you reassure him that you’ll bring flowers to his grave once you kill him.

the first time childe kissed you was when you were watching a movie together, it was a spur of the moment thing and when he pulled away you whispered to him. “you taste like raw onions.” he instantly got up to brush his teeth.

he once kept loudly whining about how he wanted to get laid. “wow i need sex, i need sex so bad, i wish someone would just sex me right now!!” you walked out of your room to speak to him and he perked up at your presence, but all you said was “shut up” and walked away.

ALBEDO

has stopped using his own bed to sleep. you’re starting to come home to him asleep in your bed. he claims it’s “more comfortable”. you think he’s a liar trying to nab some cuddles.

if he’s running late to the lab he asks if you can braid his hair back while he’s eating breakfast or brushing his teeth. he appreciates you so much he’ll give you a tight hug before he leaves, which is very out of character for him.

he saves all your voicemails because he loves the sound of your voice. even if it’s you complaining to him about how there’s no milk in the house, he just loves it so much.

you’ve never seen albedo without a shirt before, except this one morning. you were so mesmerized you poke his nipple and he was confused so he just poked yours back.

XIAO

falls asleep on the couch waiting for you to get home, he can’t feel at ease knowing you’re not safely in bed yet.

complains about your cooking but you can always find him up late finishing everything you made. if you ask him about it the next morning he shrugs and says, “dunno maybe we have rats.”

you two secretly listen in on each other while the other is doing ahem, private activities.

you’re lowkey his only friend so you invite him everywhere you go, all your other friends are confused about the growling angry man. you’re just like *pats head* “this is xiao!”

VENTI

if you’re not home and it’s raining, he sends you a picture of the rain drops sliding down the window and says “thinking about you <3 ” you reply back “stop thinking about me stinky <3”.

he kisses the back of your hand when saying goodbye. and if you get shy? he’s super smug about it.

if you don’t know how to cook then all hope is lost because venti sure as hell doesn’t know. he has on numerous occasions set your kitchen on fire while you were out.

does venti care about the upcoming water bill? no. does he care about keeping his wine cabinet neat and fully stocked? yes he does. this of course earns him a rightful smack on the head by you.

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mammonswhore · 3 years

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Heyo! How would the Obey Me brothers react to MC being a teenager/younger gen Z? Like, the paper-work got mixed up somehow, and said they were like 26, when they were actually like 16? Also (you don't have to include this), what if the teen MC was actually really interested in demons and angles before coming to devildom, so they're really nervous, but also really excited? If you don't wanna do it, that's fine tho :) Have a great day/night!

I love this prompt! Have a great day too,love🖤

Brothers reaction to MC being a Gen Z teen. (Platonic)

✒Lucifer.

He can already picture himself struggling with you.

Six brothers to take care of + a TEEN? Man is about to loose it.

If you are an introverted he will like you automatically and feel relieved that you will not always get into his brothers shenanigans.

If you are an extroverted (or just a curious one tbh) he will keep an eye on you 24/7 so you won't get into Mammon schemes or Satan's nerves and get yourself in trouble.

Really amused if you like demons and angels, will curse himself for misreading but will not hate himself too much since you are not that scared.

Gets tired of you quickly if you make too many questions and will always send you to ask Mammon or if it's something that he doesn't know himself he will ask Diavolo and tell you later but he will (of course) act all high and mighty as if he already knew the answer to such question.

Will practically adopt you and spoil you a lot because hes is big brother.

Overprotective. Oh you met a lesser demon and you want to go on a date with them? Haha he won't let you.

You will be the only person who gets in trouble and leaves with just a warning.

Also you are totally his soft spot. Man can't resist your sad face and will do anything to make you happy even if he doesn't like to admit that.

Totally lost when it comes to TikTok/memes references and will ask about it a lot.

✒Mammon

He is amazing. Not only does whatever you ask him to but also has the best ways to get you out of boredom.

He will teach you how to scam people and how to be a good thief even if you don't need it or want it.

Teaches you about demons and angels without even knowing. Sometimes he drops random facts but it's not until he realizes you write down what he says that he stops doing it just to hear you ask him things so he can act all smug and smart.

If someone breaks your heart he will be ready to throw hands,no one hurts their little siblings.

Like Lucifer,he adopted you and always claims to be "the one you choose to be with you first" making sure his brothers hear him.

He will help you make your homework. Even if he doesn't understand he will try his best.

Please refer to him sometimes as "big brother" he will die.

When he saves your ass from getting killed by lesser demons he will be ready to receive the biggest hug ever and is absolutely ready to be praised.

If he saves you and you say "thanks,big brother" now you have a problem. He will brag about it for a week (at least).

Will steal things from you to keep them with him when he is going thru an episode. It reminds him that someone thinks of him as worthy and love deserving.

Will die for you,you are not only family now but his favorite person.

Will compliment you in the best brotherhood way he can "looking good today,kid", "your hair looks nice,brat" and "You are the best looking sibling after me of course" are his go to compliments. Mostly does it because you compliment him back and because he knows his comments make you feel closer to him and boy loves it.

✒Levi

If you are an introvert like him you can expect him to go out of his room more often just to see you or talk to you.

If you are not he will try to make you an indoors person but if he can't he is might be willing to take a risk and go out once a week but just to the manga store and back,don't expect more,normie.

If you like any thing he likes he will try to test you and prove he is better than you,he doesn't give a fuck you are practically a child he can't loose.

If he wins he will be very happy and more open to you to open up with some things.

If he doesn't win he will cry when he is alone and call himself an ugly unworthy idiot who can't even be considered an otaku but relax my dude,MC will go to you and reassure you you know better than them and that they will love to hear what you have to say (even if they don't mean it,they love you and will love to see you happy again).

Knows the basics about demons and angels so he is not the best to go to if you have too many questions. That's the only time he will let his envy go away and tell you to go to Satan or Lucifer since they know more than him.

He does not takes his duty as a big brother as something serious since Lucifer is always there but if you call him "big brother" he is going to take that role serious but for you and you only.

Will 100% find siblings cosplays and gets you to do it with him.

If you ever said something like "I'm lucky that my big brother is also my best friend" he might tear up a little since he has never been considered someone's best friend ever.

If any of his brothers try to get you to call him "big brother" he will go on a rampage unless it's Lucifer. Boy is envious not dumb.

If it was Lucifer he will go to him later and ask you if he can stop trying to get you to call him that way because that's they way you call him and it makes him feel special. Lucifer will probably agree because he knows Levi doesn't feel special often so he might give in; if he doesn't Levi will start an argument and won't stop until Lucifer cuts him off or agrees.

Keep calling him big brother, he adores it.

✒Satan

As grumpy as he is,he loves to have yo by his side. Not because he loves company but because he likes to be able to answer all your questions.

Ask him anything about demons or angels and he knows it,fuck he is smart.

Will get you a notebook so you can write what he says and will give you books to read as "extra homework" it's kind of a bad deal if you think of it but it's his way to show love.

The only person who calls him "big brother" often is Asmo and got used to it coming from him and him only. If he hears you calling him that way he will probably jump out of happiness when he is alone but for know he will just answer to that name name and act like nothing happened.

You don't want to do your homework? Fine you can copy mine but just this once.

If you struggle with anything he will solve it for you,no cap.

He will get you cat themed items like pencils, notebooks,necklaces or rings.

Matching is a must. Not because he likes the concept of being associated with a part of someone but because he will love to brag with his brothers obviously.

Will definitely get mad if you ask any type of demon/angel related thing to others.

Names a cat after you but it's the cats middle name so he won't get mocked. Won't tell you tho.

Very very protective but good at hiding it. He might be following you down the street but you wouldn't even know. Kinda creepy? Yes. Have you ever got eaten? Nope.

✒Asmo

Yes! Exactly what he was waiting for.

You are part of his experiments. You don't like makeup? Well now you do. What type of clothes do you have? Do you have an aesthetic? No? Well now you do.

He is always there when you need him to. Best of them all to give advise when needed.

Definitely will be annoyed by all of your questions but will try to be as gentle as possible to tell you that.

Can help you to become really good at comebacks,believe him he knows best than anyone.

He is the one making sure you are educated when comes to sex. Simple but worthy lessons such as "sex is about experimenting and finding what you really like but you always need your partners consent" or "always have a safe word,even when you have vanilla type of sex" or the best one yet "if they want to fuck with you that's fine but always remember to use protection because I will not like to see you having a child so young or having an abortion" because yeah that's what big brothers do.

If you hit him with the "you are the best,big brother" he will jump into your arms and say that he knows he is the best but that hearing that was way too magical,do it again!

He is very aware of insecurities and will try to be the shoulder you cry on if you need to,he is always there to wipe of your tears (or wipe off the ones who hurt you).

Not as protective as the others but keeps an eye on you because your curiosity might hurt you.

Will be crushed if he sees you suffering from the most minimal thing. That lipstick does not fit your skin color? Fuck that lipstick! We are getting new ones,go get Lucifers card!

Spoils you way more than any other because he wants to create a brat. He needs to have someone like you who will cling into Lucifer and beg him to let you do dumb things because you know Lucifer can't say no to you. He needs your power and is not afraid to tell you that

Constant reassurance. He always calls you by cute nicknames and as long as you call him "my beautiful big brother" every time he is amused.

✒Beel

Baby is ready to give you life lessons. Don't stab anyone,drink enough water and be patient with the ones you love.

Yes,he learned the "don't stab anyone" from talking to Belphie.

Is very lost when it comes to you being so interested in demons and angels because he is not used to be the one answering the questions but making them. Bare with him, he is trying to get a good answer.

Will ask for advice on how to answer you, probably goes to Lucifer but mostly Belphie.

Soon you two start doing things together that involve learning from humans and angels. Maybe you are walking down the street working out and when you both start chatting about demon life and suddenly everything stops.

Beel is clueless when it comes to comforting someone about an insecuritie since he was the one being comforted most of the times but will give you space if you need to or do whatever you feel comfy with.

If you call him "big brother" he will hug you like no one has ever hugged you before. Teddy bear hugs are a must now.

Will die for you and is not afraid of telling you such. "MC I will die for you" "whAt?" "As your big brother I may protect you with my life" "Please don't."

Tells you how much he wants you to be happy and constantly asks if you have any type of dreams or goals.

If you do have goals or dreams he will encourage you to go get it. Beel is there to support you no matter what.

✒Belphie.

Absolutely fucking not.

Why is everyone spoiling this stupid brat and not me? I hate them.

But hold on there,he doesn't completely hates you he just hates the attention you get.

If you go to him with a soft attitude and ask him if you can nap together he will say yes and will enjoy the moment a lot .

He has never been someone's big brother so it kinda hits him if you call him like that and will try to act confident and smug about it but it's kinda terrified.

What if he doesn't catch up on the big brother thing and fucks up? He doesn't want to disappoint you or make you feel awkward. So he copies his big brother and tries his best,believe me he does.

You need help with something? Ugh well I will help but you owe me one (you don't owe him anything really,he just doesn't wants to be seen as soft for you). Oh did someone caused you problems? No biggie,I will take care of it.

Spoiler alert: he is very overprotective with you,he doesn't want to lose you.

#obey me x reader #obey me scenarios #obey me imagines #obey me belphegor #obey me asmodeus #obey me satan #obey me mammon #obey me shall we date #obey me lucifer #obey me headcanons #obey me mc #obey me

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poisonousquinzel · 3 years

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Random Harley Quinn headcanons because why not

she likes to self tattoo a lot, most of her tattoos are messy and colorful and some are just weird.

she Loves doodling (tattooing) little red and black hearts on her thighs and hips to cover scars.

she gets the full set (diamond, spade, club, heart) tattooed on her knuckles.

she adopts every hyena she's come across

she wasn't allowed to dye her hair growing up so she enjoys fucking around with it now and trying out new dip dyes and whatnot. (nothing's gonna damage it worse than acid let's be real)

she gets really bad chapped lips from the aftereffects of the acid and she's got an entire collection of different chapsticks and whatnot, depending on her mood. she's even got a root beer flavored one! (Ivy says it tastes gross)

Once she's settled into her anti hero redemption arc she has her own (illegally run) therapy business. Most of her clients are villains or those attempting rehabilitation without the help of Law Abiding Professionals. She's happy to keep their secrets (doctor patient confidentiality ofc) and she's always supportive if they fuck up. Recovery is a process.

She has a particular vendetta against abusers and has been known to stake out prisons that're planning on releasing violent DV offenders. (And has also been known to bust a few heads if they do walk out the front doors.)

She also runs a page that allows DV survivors to request her services as a bodyguard for court hearings or even just walking home if they feel unsafe. (She ends up just buying a phone and giving out her number in case of an emergency)

Once she's stable (as much as she can be for a voice hearing clown gal) and has an apartment of her own, she starts taking Lucy on weekends. Lucy had been staying with her sister for the past 7 years since she was born, after Harley had to give her up to protect her from Joker.

This is a good 4 years since she's fully escaped him, she didn't want to ever take the chance of him finding out about Lucy.

(can't very well find out about her if he's dead 🥰)

The apartment is hers and Ivy's, they've been together for 3 years. Ivy helps her set up and decorate Lucy's room before she arrives. Harley's practically bouncing with excitement.

She loves spending time with her daughter, they go out to the movies every time she visits and then make sickeningly sweet pancakes the next morning.

She cries the first time Lucy calls her mama and she sobs the night Lucy, in her flu ridden state, calls Ivy mom.

She cries even more when Lucy, age 12, asks if she can move in with them full time. (ofc they says yes.)

One particularly messy ex client attempts to get revenge on her by going after Lucy once word gets out she's got a kid.

That was a very big mistake and his burning body hanging from the street post outside her house made that apparent to anyone thinking of copying him.

Lucy asks to give her a tattoo when she's 14, it's messy and very much not great.

It's Harley favorite tattoo.

Lucy has her own hyena, she's grown up with her since she first moved in. Harley found it during one of her trips to the zoo and Lucy instantly fell in love with the little gal. Her name is Beastie.

She's not allowed to take her to school, but that doesn't particularly stop her. Beastie wants to go and Lucy wants to take her, so she sneaks her in inside her backpack.

The first time Harley gets called to the school because her child brought a wild animal to school, she was fully expecting her to have a rapid wolf or a snake (sometimes she forgets hyenas aren't a household pet normally)

The principal is waiting outside the school with Lucy, who's got Beastie in her arms. It takes him 2 seconds to notice the two fully grown hyenas in the backseat and instantly he knows where Lucy gets it from.

When Lucy's 15 she tells her the truth about her father. (until now she'd been led to believe he was a one night stand esc person) But she was old enough to know, she deserved to know the truth.

It takes a while, Lucy goes through a bit of a crisis (I mean who wouldn't finding out He's your father) and Ivy is the one who helps her come to grips with the seriousness of Harley's situation back then.

"It wasn't that she didn't want you, Luce. She wanted you more than anything. That's why she left you, because if she hadn't, she would have lost you forever. He would never not use her love for you as anything other than a bargaining chip to hurt her with. He would have killed you just to break her heart."

On Lucy's 16th birthday Ivy asks to adopt her. Lucy cries and says yes, she's already viewed her as her mom too anyway.

#harley quinn #harleen quinzel #poison ivy #pamela isley #harlivy #dc comics #lucy quinzel #tw clown boy #tw abuse mention

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luvring · 2 years

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I just read your dad felix hc!!! I love it so much!!! So I was wondering if we could have more of it?? And perhaps…dad!rime?👀

another day another fluff post for me #WIN #FEMINISM

felix giving his kids his old clothes...my god his kids are so lucky I want his clothes

felix taking them to a midnight screening of a movie they've been wanting to watch because they're too young to go alone :(

somebody who looks at baby clothes and marvels at how tiny they are. seriously baby shoes are so fucking small i want to cry??

takes embarrassing photos/videos of them when they're small and pulls them out years later at the worst times

may or may not overpack their things if they want to go to a sleepover

don't talk to him about packing for university...don't

lets them write down snacks they want on the grocery list and stand on the front of the cart while pushing it

felix helping them with science projects. that guy was so excited to try making a volcano (you need to be the adult supervision.)

they can come to him for help with any english work though. there's a good chance he's read and analysed the book already

the epitome of finding out the most random crazy stories from your dad. "this reminds me of the time i accidentally set the kitchen on fire, actually." "i mean i have died multiple times" Bro?

rime

dad!rime is such a funny concept in my head because he seems like the kind of person to hear a child crying in the grocery store and say "if they do not shut that brat up right now,"

But. if he did have a child/adopt one and someone has something to say...he's glaring

sage teasing/insulting his kids and vice versa is one thing. rime and his kids are another. we went from "ohh you can't handle me winning, you're just a sore loser!" to "why would you wear that. no i don't care if it's revealing that design is so bad"

taking felix's clothes...think about getting rime's clothes...come on

literally always spot on with clothing presents. Always.

would tell his kids to just pirate movies HELGPDMD

doesn't let them talk down on themselves. teaches them to be confident and not take anyone's shit fr

"dad i can't do this" "uh-uh, any kid of mine can do anything they want. let's go, you're trying again."

it's the gentle parenting without being super soft or kind. he knows them and what kind of motivation they need, y'know?

if they get in trouble with another kid he's going to ask if 1) they're alright and 2) the other kid deserved it

will always take his kids' side

a menace at parent-teacher interviews or open houses

his kids are comfortable talking to him about any crushes or people. like he's so honest about his opinions because he wants them to stay safe and be around the best people

throws the biggest birthday parties for them (if they want them). lets them invite as many people as they want, has lots of food and presents, etc. etc.

you know his kids have the best outfits at any dances

him teaching them his perfected hot chocolate mix. ok

very proud of all their accomplishments. would have a shelf for any trophies, medals, photos, etc.

would purposely leave them at the checkout line to grab something last minute just to come back empty-handed

i am not saying his kids would have to deal with their friends making dilf jokes. But. if it happens i won't be shocked (tbf. felix and sage also.)

#🛒nia.reqs #last legacy #last legacy headcanons #last legacy rime #last legacy fluff #last legacy felix #fictif felix #fictif rime #felix escellun #rime solano varela #fictif

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