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moonlightsapphic · 10 months
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wait wait wait wait so are we just not gonna talk about Nimona’s homoerotic childhood best friendship with Gloreth who turned out to be a brainwashed terf and then how it all ended with a traumatic breakup ooorrrrr
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scarvain · 1 month
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✶ STARGIRL — hamzahthefantastic x reader
005 ✶ Falling For You
stargirl masterfile – next – previous
SUMMARY: hamzah has a crush on a youtuber who's always out and about and slushies see their relationship progress on social media! (smau)
DISCLAIMER: reader is a brown haired girl and for some pics that aren't faceless, i'll be using olivia rodrigo cause i love her and she’s filipino like me hehehe
hamzahthefantastic posted on their story !
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vanna @slushyfan
hamzah in his new ig story… im tweaking
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user673 he looks so good can y/n fight
user091 omg where is he going why’s he in a suit
↳ user524 oh mygooood do u think he’s going to the oscar’s with y/n
↳ user810 WAIT THEY DID MENTION THE OSCARS LAST VIDEO RIGHT
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ynln thank you so much @oscars for inviting me, best night everrr!!!
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user570 YOURE SO BEAUTIFULLLL
user021 last pic is so real
user693 will there be a vlog for this omg
↳ ynln YES!!! i recorded my whole trip going to la and the oscars ++ many more :)))
user455 im so happy foruuuuu
ynlnupdates Such a beauty! ( liked by ynln )
thatmartinkid nice post can hamzah come home already
↳ ynln nooo let me have him for a few days plspls
↳ user017 WHATTTTTTT
↳ user526 OMFG SHES WITH HAMZAH
oscars + la vlog
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the video started with you zooming into hamzah's back. he wasn't aware of your recording until he turned to face you.
"oh you're recording now," he lets out a chuckle, eyes looking up at you and not on the camera.
the next clip shows you and hamzah in the airplane, he was wearing his sony headphones while you had your wired earphones on. your head was on his shoulder and you had a hand wrapped around his bicep.
you smile at the camera then glance at him before squeezing his arm gently for him to look at the camera. he looks down at you and you were smiling at the camera, he smiles at you instead of the camera.
you proceeded to talk to the camera while hamzah listened to his music, your head still on his shoulder which he didn't mind.
during the flight, you ended up falling asleep on hamzah. he put the armrest up and slowly removed your hand from his bicep, letting you rest on his shoulder with his arm around you. he turned your camera on and showed you sleeping before he started making goofy faces at the camera.
the next clips were montages. it shows you and hamzah walking around lax then in the taxi you show the road before turning the camera to hamzah who was asleep.
“okay, so today, we’re going to the oscars!” you exclaimed.
you were already dressed up, seated in the car. hamzah was beside you but wasn’t completely seen in frame. “what movie do you think will win?” you showed hamzah and he was fiddling his fingers.
“i hope barbie wins,” he chuckles, looking between you and the camera.
as the night and recording went on, hamzah couldn’t remove his eyes off you. he was grateful he was the one filming you when you were posing for the carpet, it was even worse when they reached out for you to do the glambot. he was in awe. it was like seeing you in your element and he was able to capture it on camera for your vlog.
when you two entered the hall, you were now holding the camera and both your mouths formed into an o as you looked around the venue. you flip the camera while you continue talking about the celebrities you’ve just seen.
“oh my fucking god, we were able to talk to ariana greenblatt from barbie.” you said excitedly, almost tripping on the steps, hamzah immediately caught you, his hand wrapped around your waist.
you mutter a soft thank you before returning to the camera.
“she told us that she loves to watch us, said she loved my vlogs so much,” as you said this, the clip of you and ariana pops up on the screen. “and she also said the slushy virus got to her.” you giggle as you look up at hamzah, who was looking around for the seats assigned.
off camera—your hand was wrapped on hamzah’s arm almost the whole night, trying to get warm as it was a bit chilly inside the hall.
you start recording but your hands were shaking from how cold it is. hamzah takes both your hands in his and rubs them together, trying to make you warm but when you were still shivering, he takes off his blazer and wraps it around your shoulders.
“that better?” your faces were so close to each other, you could feel his breath fanning over your face.
you feel heat rising to your cheeks as you nod, looking away from him and returning your focus on the awarding—completely forgetting about how your camera was recording everything.
at the end of the video, you were still wearing hamzah’s blazer.
“that was sooo cool, i hope you guys enjoyed this video. some of the clips were filmed by the fantastic hamzah,” you said as you wiggled your eyebrows at the camera.
“i love you guys, see you next video!” you blow a kiss to the camera then it ends.
✶ taglist — @cdbabymp3 @noturbabe22 @dabuggh3 @kingvioleta @tumb1rgir1z @mfcherry @ldrvinyl LMK IF U WANNA BE ADDEDDD!!!
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finelinevogue · 2 years
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Imagine the late night talking music video is just clips of harry and Yn during lockdown he filmed on his phone/retro film cameras. Like making midnight feasts, late night drives, them chatting in bed or watching the stars 🥺🥺🥺
crying okay okay.... before the mv actually comes out:
The idea came one morning when Harry woke up and asked you what your favourite song of his was.
"Yeah, I know you don't particularly want to choose a favourite but I'm asking you kindly to." Harry ran a finger down the bridge of your nose and tapped the tip of your nose once, before moving his hand to rest on the cheek further away from him.
Bed with Harry was always the most intimate, because he was often so close and comfortable with you. He would always be draped across you somehow and if he wasn't then he'd want you to starfish across him. Now, he was laying to the side of you, head propped up in his hand and his body half over yours. Your legs were woven together with his and you both looked freshly fucked from some soft morning sex.
"Okay, but don't get stroppy with me if I choose the wrong favourite." You gave him a warning glance before continuing, "I'd say Late Night Talking."
"For any particular reason?"
"It just reminds me of all the tiny, minuscule, moments in our lives where I'm at my happiest. I can tell you are happy too."
"I am baby. I really am." He smiled cheerily before fully leaning over you and slipping his lips over yours. Both of you were smiling too hard to properly kiss each other, but you found the moment a good one nonetheless. Kisses like these were the best, because they were private and they were imperfect.
He had rolled off you momentarily to reach for something on his bedside table and bring it back in front of you both. Both of you now laying on your backs side by side.
"Are we about to film a porno?" You joked, noticing he was holding up and old film camera he adored. Many of your favourite smiles had been captured between that cameras shutter and film tape. Harry fiddled around with some buttons as he laughed at you.
"No baby. We're filming a music video."
"We are? I thought you'd finished with As It Was?" You turned your head to face him, his arms reaching up above you both after he'd started the record button.
"This one is new. It's my Late Night Talking video." He smiled, watching your eyes when you realised what he was on about. This was a video in which he was making just because it is your favourite song he's written.
You couldn't help but smile softly at him, pouting after because he was making your flutter in ways you didn't know possible. You reached through his lifted arm and cupped his cheek, pulling him softly towards you as your lips met his. He was very okay with kissing you back, pushing into you with his love. You both kept pecking each others lips until they were both swollen full of each other's love.
And that's how the first scene of the music video was filmed.
After that, came a consistent montage of tiny moments Harry had filmed over the course of the next year on his film camera. There had been many moments where you hadn't even been aware that you'd been filmed, but watching the music video now brought back all those old memories to the surface and you felt like you could breathe clean again.
"Stop fidgeting." You laughed as Harry changed positions again, curling up more into your side.
You were both laying on bed ready to watch the music video. It was an exciting day. He was clinging to your side like a cuddly Koala. You kissed his forehead as the timer on the video climbed down from 10. He was nervous, because of how much this video represented how much he loves you and he hoped that would come across perfectly.
"I hope you like it." Harry said shyly.
And the video began.
A black screen appeared and the piano introduction, that he used for on tour, started playing in the background. You could already tell the fans were going to go crazy for a studio version of that piano solo. Then in white writing came a small message;
"Dedicated to all our late night talks. I love you."
You furrowed your eyebrows together as you tried to blink away the threatening tears. Harry's arms tightened around you and you tilted your head to rest on his a little better. You bit you lip before any tears could fall, because you wanted to watch the video without a cloudy vision.
The first clip came as the moment that had started it all. It was you two in bed, but as the music to the song started playing you noticed that Harry hadn't kept the original audio in. It left people to wonder what you were actually talking about, but that was something that only you and Harry would get the pleasure of knowing.
The film camera quality was slightly fuzzy and little grains fizzled on the screen some times, but it made for the most comforting and homely video you'd ever witnessed.
The next clip was one of yours and Harry's hands, swaying as you walked in a park together. It had been on an early morning and you had wanted some fresh air before a busy day. You'd been sharing headphones and were listening to 'Stuff We Did' by Michael Giacchino. To some it was a sad song, but Harry said it was your "together" song.
The clip afterwards showed you dancing in the kitchen with a wooden spoon as your microphone. It had been on a day when you were going to meet Anne and you wanted to bring her cupcakes. Then, you had got distracted when a Bon Jovi song came on and ended up singing and dancing around so crazily that you'd forgotten about your cupcakes and they burnt. Harry hadn't been much help though and just sat recording the entire thing instead.
A small clip came on where you were laying completely on top of Harry on the couch. It had been after you'd watched 'How to Train your Dragon' together. Your face was tucked under his chin and you were bundled up in an oversized hoodie of his. You were smiling ever so slightly in your sleep and Harry took pride in this little clip of you. Harry even kissed the top of you head before looking at you and smiling.
The next clip was you in Waterstones, looking around at the bookshelves. You had a tendency to take photos of books you liked, but couldn't afford to buy just yet, and wait for later to buy them. It built up your TBR list easily. What you hadn't realised on that day, until later on, that Harry had been collecting those books you were taking photos of and had purchased them all without you knowing. THere had been four books in total and he'd gotten you all of them. The clip showed you putting each of them back and then Harry immediately picking them up without you noticing. It was one of your favourite things he's ever done for you.
Another clip came of you in Waterstones and Harry told you to pose for his camera. You smiled and brought your hands up to put them under your chin to pose, but in the process accidentally whacked someone in the head. You apologised profusely and it turned out they were a Harry fan too. That fan would no doubt freak now that they were in the video.
A clip of Harry filming the sunset whilst you were driving appeared. The sunset glowed off your face and you skin was slightly dewy from the heat of the day. You turned to him and giggled when you realised he was recording you, reaching to knock the camera away. It didn't work and Harry kept on recording little moments of that drive of you two together. It went dark before long and Harry had gotten a cool shot of the moon before panning down to you. There was another, on the same car ride, where you were screaming at the top of your lungs to Sign Of The Times. Harry's face then came into view and pretended to be really creeped out by you doing that.
There was a montage of clips where you were falling over;
One, where you were running down the stairs and slid on the last two and landing on your bum at the bottom. Harry had laughed too hard that he couldn't even help you up off the floor.
Two, where you were wearing heels and one of them snapped and had sent you down to your knees. Harry had quickly put the camera down to the side for this one and came rushing over to you. He made sure you were alright, before helping you up. You remembered that was the night he banned you from wearing heels ever again. Unless they were Gucci.
Three, you were laughing too hard with Harry in bed that when you rolled you accidentally rolled of the bed. You'd take the covers with you so it didn't hurt too bad, but it was still another moment where Harry cursed you for being so clumsy.
Then there was a montage of kisses, but only quick ones.
You kissing Harry whilst he's getting his hair done for an event.
You kissing Harry when he's just come out of the shower, towel wrapped around his bottom half.
Harry kissing you whilst you're putting on your makeup.
Harry kissing you whilst you were both watching The Martian, after you cried over the ending.
You kissing Harry when he won an award.
Harry kissing you when he proposed to you.
Then the video ended with you two back in bed and the first clip replayed itself. It showed that you were both a cycle of love. You were never ending. The together forever kind of couple.
The screen turned black and the piano reappeared. The text then came up white again;
"Editor: Harry Styles. Videographer: Harry Styles."
"So?" Harry prompted you after the video had ended.
"You edited that?"
"Why? Is it that bad?" Harry sat up quickly and took note of your eyes swelling with tears and even a rogue one running down the side of your face.
"You are a marvel, Harry Styles. I.. I.. God, I love you and I loved it. Of course I did." You laughed, letting out a few tears in the process.
And you both kissed, in cheers to all the Late Night Talking that made you into the couple that you are today.
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theflyindutchwoman · 7 months
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You gotta treat this like any other op and treat Lucy like any other UC. I know.
| ANATOMY OF A SCENE - CHENFORD EDITION 5.21 - Going Under
I have said it before but the way this episode took a different approach to depict this undercover mission is fascinating. Unlike Lucy's first solo op that focused on how lonely it could be from her perspective, particularly in the montage at the motel, this one rather emphasised how she was always connected to Tim… The phone calls, the text messages, the surveillance… The laundry room… Or here at the hospital. That is not to say she was never alone : just that Tim was never far away. There was always an invisible tether biding them in some way… Like how Lucy immediately finds Tim when she enters the room, zeroing on him and greeting him in a very soft voice… It's not until she closes the door that she acknowledges the rest of the team. It's plain obvious that he's her priority and that she relishes being near him, even for a few minutes.
That leads us to the interplay between the different characters that is quite interesting. While all of them are here for the mission and Lucy, they each serve a different purpose. Sergeant Grey, for instance, is here to supervise everything… But mainly, he's present for both Lucy and Tim, making sure several times that they're alright. That's actually how he starts the meeting : by asking her first how she is doing, even though they don't have much time. Just like how he's the one constantly checking-in on Tim, looking at him directly when the conversation becomes uncomfortable with all the talks about Teska being potentially physical with Lucy. He stays silent, but he takes notes of everything. Then there's Nyla, who is there for her expertise and as a moral support for Lucy… and let's appreciate the fact that she's here at all, despite not being directly involved on the case. She wasn't there during roll-call and she certainly isn't the case officer. But she still took time to come up there in case Lucy needed advices… And finally, there's Wesley, who is laser focused on the mission and there to make sure that she follows the law. He's the one who is more matter of fact and pragmatic, like when he asks her if her meeting with Teska at the restaurant could constitute a date. He knows how difficult this conversation probably is for Tim but it needs to be done. And Tim very clearly doesn't like where this conversation is going. The way he looks back at Grey when he feels his gaze on him, then looks down… Or how he is going antsy and fidgety when Nyla mentions Teska being handsy… It's a far cry from his casual demeanor when the op started.
Speaking of… I'm a bit puzzled as to why exactly Wesley instantly thought that the meeting at the restaurant could be construed as a date, let alone a sign that Teska was in love with Lucy. The guy literally just met her and promptly threatened her to do his bidding - which Wes should know since Tim was listening in on the conversation… I can understand why they made sure to lay down the rules regarding sex. But love? I doubt very much that this was ever going to be a part of the equation…  That said, his comment that 'love makes people do crazy things' could apply to Tim in a way. If it wasn't for Lucy, I don't think he would have ever considered being involved in undercover cases… And it did give us this subtle moment where his gaze turns to her when Wesley mentions love. This whole discussion also underlines how Lucy doesn't shy away from asking advices. She's portrayed as competent and confident, but not arrogantly so. She's not above asking others for their opinions and that's something that I think is done on purpose and is quite reassuring too : she's not being rash or trying to prove herself, which could be dangerous. But most importantly, it ties back to this notion that she's not completely on her own : she has a whole team with her. She has Tim as a safety net.
Even if she has to leave them behind at the moment… Including him. It won't last long since he will be back shadowing her at the restaurant, but this is the part where we can actually see the toll saying goodbye have on them. It's in the way he shakes his head and shrugs when Grey asks if anyone has any question : Tim is trying to act nonchalant and casual, but he's so focused on Lucy, drinking her in before she leaves, that he can't conceal the worry that is written on his face. Or how he has to accompany Lucy to the door… It's a small detail, but Grey, Nyla and Wesley make a point of staying right where they are, giving these two some privacy. Lucy's little smile when she opens the door and sees him at her side is so sweet : there's a part of her that is pleased at his gesture, and another part that is trying to infuse as much reassurance as she can in that smile before leaving. That is really when the distance between them is truly felt, escalating when Tim has to stay at the door while watching her go. He doesn't even close the door until she's out of sight, trying to prolong the inevitable. And once he does, Grey is right by his side, checking in with him… It's a bit ironic how he reminds him that he has to treat Lucy as any UC when he fully knows that Tim wasn't even treating her as any rookie back then… Long before they started their relationship. Still, the fact that Grey assigned Tim as Lucy's case officer says how much he believes in both of them.
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fandomfluffandfuck · 7 months
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(I'm sending this real last minute so it's okay if you don't reply with your writing!)
Fuck-dumb Steve getting fucked in several positions has been the only thing on my mind lately i swear and Archie's writing did nothing but make it worse.
1. Cowgirl
Can you imagine Steve bouncing on Bucky's cock, panting and whining uncontrollably with his eyes all blown out. He could feel his legs cramping from the repeating motion of lifting himself up and sinking down on Bucky's thick cock with a moan or a whimper but nothing could overcome the feeling of Bucky buried deep inside of him. His lips were parted, trying to suck in as much air as he could, his chest heaving from the pressure that was placed on his chest. From the pressure of Bucky's face buried in between his tits. "Buck- oh fuck-! Buck!"– was all Steve could make up in between is moans, eyes beautifully rolling to the back of his empty head.
2. Missionary
Even if it's the only position that Steve and Bucky would use for vanilla/love making, it can get rough too. Steve's head would always tip back every time Bucky pushed his legs back (pinning him down), his toes curling in the air as he'd always clamp around the length of Bucky's cock. Bucky could never not groan at the sight of his baby's body rocking back and forth from the sheer power that he'd use in his thrusts, pushing out small 'ah's from Steve each time the top of his head merely pressed against the headboard. Not even moans at this point. His brain wasn't working hard enough to let him scream. All he could let out was small gasps and whimpers every time he could feel the girth of Bucky's cock sliding in and out of him.
3. Good ol' doggy style/ass up face down
Bucky would always get a hand full of Steve's blonde hair and would most definitely tug it every time Steve wants to get fucked on fours, yanking his head back slightly with each of his thrusts, making him pant and whine from the sting on his scalp. Not that he was complaining. He was a man made of muscle. He could squirm away if he wanted to but he didn't. Steve would always moan and whimper until his arms crumble, letting him go ass up face down, his thighs threatening to crumble as it quivered and tremble uncontrollably each time Bucky thrusts forward.
-Pleading anon
This is from the requests I got before I closed my writing requests for the school year. I'm not taking requests during the school year.
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You're all good, lol, you still were on time 😘 it just took me a long fucking time to come back to this. I'm sorry, lmao. That's my bad.
Oh, I can imagine
And I ask you to imagine the same except, rather than this occurring over several different sex sessions, montage style, this occurs during the same drawn-out marathon session. So Steve starts out going dumb, but the more Bucky moves him around, the more he's manhandled and manipulated, the more dumb he becomes until he really is just a pretty pile of mush.
Also, while we're at it, imagine this all happening while Steve is locked tight in chasity. He wants so badly to get hard, he wants to cum as many times as Bucky is, using his super soldier stamina to his advantage, but he can't. He can't get hard. He can't cum. All he can do is drip and drip and drip.
His cage is pretty, polished stainless steel that glints in the light, dressing up his soft, little cock, but with how he's dripping honey, that cage glistens.
His balls are swollen and wet, too. He's wet. So wet. Pre-cum dripping out of the head of his weeping, trapped cock and his brain dripping out of his ears.
His skin is damp with sweat, so he glistens, too. Catching all the light. The center of attention. Pretty and fucked out and dumb despite not having gotten one orgasm. It's been so long since he's orgasmed that he doesn't even think he needs it anymore. All he needs is Bucky. He revels in what Bucky does to him. The way Bucky makes him feel heaven without ever actually having release. It's paradoxical. It's perfect.
Sex isn't about chasing orgasm. Sex is about the penetration. The heat. The intimacy. The pressure. The wetness. The sounds. The pleasure. The way Bucky moves him and makes his toes curl until the soles of his feet cramp. Everything other than his orgasm. Steve doesn't have to think about orgasm. There is no distraction. He doesn't have to work to focus on the larger-than-can-fit-inside-his-body feelings. Good feelings.
Oh, God.
He loves how Bucky fucks him.
Cowgirl
The moment Steve is set on Bucky's cock, he's dumb. Brain gone. It doesn't matter that he was fine--put together and intelligent--before he was set right on Bucky's thick cock. His own cock twitches and kicks in its cage. It wants out. But Steve doesn't want to take it off. He gets enough from bouncing on Bucky's cock, panting and whining uncontrollably with his eyes all blown out.
He doesn't need his cock.
He doesn't need to cum.
There's more than enough relief in the way Bucky stretches out all the deepest parts of him that get so, so empty between fuckings. So deep. So thick. Fuck. Steve fucking chokes on it. He whimpers on it, rolling his hips and panting from the intrusion pressing up against his prostate, forcibly milking hot, messy drips of pre-cum from the head of his cock. His eyes roll at the way the satisfying weight of the cage tugs at him where he's so goddamn sensitive. Yet, really, he is overcome with the feeling of Bucky buried deep inside him. Nothing else can touch it. Not even the cage, as much as he loves it.
Constricting.
Freeing.
Steve half sits on his cock, moaning, lips parted, trying to suck in as much air as possible, chest heaving, and half bounces. He's not smart enough to focus just on bouncing. Especially not when Bucky will occasionally fuck up into him hard. That scrambles him into a useless mush every time.
Oh, oh, OH! He screams when Bucky does it.
He wants to cry every time it happens. The pleasure. The pressure. The, the--
Guh.
It's indescribable.
He doesn't have words. He doesn't have thoughts. And pretty soon he doesn't have any fucking motor control anymore either. He's a ragdoll. Bucky is holding him up with a vicious grip on his hips, burning bruises into his pretty pale skin, groaning and grunting, watching those black-with-arousal eyes roll to the back of his empty skull. He's just along for the ride. Head lulling uselessly, back arching, tits jiggling, thighs flexing, and cock making cute metallic clink-clink-clink sounds as his cage is rustled around.
All those precious noises continue, "Ah!"s and "Oh!"s and strung-out, pathethetic cries of "Buck!"
All too soon, Bucky can't take it. He flips Steve around without fucking problem, manhandling him through his orgasm, filling him up, hardly breaking a sweat while Steve gets absolutely wrecked.
Missionary
Bucky manages to arrange the puddle that is Steve onto his back, his legs spread whorishly wide to let Bucky's thick cock in. All he wants. Bucky teases him that he lives for cock--lives to be fucked, and sweet, stupid Steve can only barely shake his head yes. He's desperate. Whining. Toes curling in the air as he clamps around the length of Bucky's cock like vice grip, slick velvet. Shaking.
Now, every sound that comes out of him is gurgling or choked, like he really is that deep inside him. In his throat.
"Unh, uh, uh-!" He sputters.
It only inspires Bucky to put more of his back into it. Using the soft, intimate position to remind Steve what he can't fucking live without.
He can't live without this feeling.
Bucky's muscles under his clawing hands. Bucky's cock carving deep, deep into him, making space inside his body for himself. Bucky's mouth on his tits, wet and charming and sharp and unfathomably fucking hot. Bucky's mouth against his, growling and groaning and biting. Bucky's fingers digging into his shoulders or into his jaw, holding onto him because if he doesn't the thrusts will literally fuck Steve up the bed. And as stupid as Steve is, he doesn't need to be stupider, getting his head hit against the headboard.
Bucky cums in him again that way. It's a lot.
Wet.
Hot.
Filthy.
Snarling and tearing into his collarbone, bruising him like a ripe peach, Bucky feels the first round of his release get forced out of his heavy, swollen-feeling balls into Steve. Steve is so fucking tight around the hot, thick, spear of his cock he just can't take it.
"Messy boy," Bucky licks sloppily up his sternum, not feeling bad for even half a second at the way Steve whines so sharply in arousal that his face twists up in pain, throat aching from all the noise he's making. It's not his fault Steve is such a pretty, easy slut, now is it? It's not like his dick makes anyone 50% dumber just by reason of being inside them.
It's just Steve.
Just Steve.
He lets out a hilariously loud, wrecked sound when Bucky drags his metal fingers brazenly around his twitching, puffy, wet rim.
He can feel cum leaking out of him.
"Buh-- B-" Steve's so fucked out, so fuck-dumb that he can't even manage to moan Bucky's name. He doesn't have words.
Perfect.
He's right where Bucky wants him. Or, actually, Bucky wants him worse--he wants him stupider. Dumber. Even more drooling and brainless.
Doggy Style
So...
He flips his stupid boy over. He needs to get at that stuffed full ass.
"Ohhhhh," Steve moans, long and low, into the sheets. Only slightly muffled.
Fuck.
The day Bucky doesn't get a kick out of Steve moaning like he's fucking stupid will be the day Bucky is dead. He gets a fucking kick out of it. A kick like boot to the gut. God. Fuck yeah.
Immediately, Bucky gets a handful of Steve's ass, grabbing and spreading.
"Look at that," Bucky groans.
He's wet. He's swollen. He's obscene.
Steve sobs. His thighs falling apart wider, begging for it with his entire fucking body. Using his pretty curves and muscles for pure evil. Winding Bucky the fuck up.
And, fuck, he can't miss that sight, either, so he gives up the vice-grip he has on those round fucking cheeks (but not before slamming back into his slick heat) and instead gets a handful of Steve's blonde hair, tugging it yanking head head back with each thrust, staring, eyes heavily lidded, at that fucking dumb look on his face. Flushed red. Sweaty. Eyes rolled back. Mouth wide open. Chin wet with drool. Every breath a pant or whine or moan. He's not fucking holding himself up. Bucky is doing all the work. Fucking him. Making sure he can see the sin that is Steve's face perfectly. And Steve is just...
Just here.
Dumb.
Just letting this happen to him. Going with whatever Bucky wants. Letting Bucky use him like he's a stress ball and Bucky has had a terrible, fucking awful day. He sure is brainless as a little stress-relief toy. Malleable like one, too. Bending whatever way Bucky wants him to. Taking anything Bucky gives him.
His whole body quivers. His useless body. He's the picture of uselessness. Helpless. Every muscle has been liquified. He's a puddle.
It turns on Bucky because sometimes Bucky is fucking awful and he just can't help it. He likes his Stevie stupid. Sugar filled and gooey. Sweet like the most mouth-watering dessert.
Bucky cums in him again.
Wetter. Fuller. Stupider.
Steve takes it. He takes it gorgeously. Jaw hanging open. Chin wet and shiny with drool. Cheeks hot red. Lips hot, hot red and swollen.
Quivering head-to-toe. Golden hair a fucked mess, strands hanging over his forehead and plastered in place by sweat.
Shit.
Just one look is enough for Bucky to want to start all over again. Cowgirl. Missionary. Doggy style. Cowgirl. Missionary. Doggy style. C--
He's gonna fuck Steve until he can't keep going anymore. He's gonna fuck Steve until he screams himself raw. He's gonna fuck Steve until he cums straight through his pretty little cage whether he wants to or not--its Bucky's anyway. His orgasm. His cock. They're Bucky's. Steve's too simple to know what to do with it, so Bucky has to take responsibility.
The only thing Steve knows is the back of his eyelids, he can't manage to open his eyes. The only thing he knows is gasping for breath. The only thing he knows is drowning in molten lust. Which way is up? Which way is down? It doesn't matter! All that matters is Bucky, Bucky, Bucky BuckyBuckyBucky. He cries silently, choking on nothing, unraveling completely.
So, yes.
Stupid 👏🏻 Fucked-Out 👏🏻 Steve 👏🏻
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Labyrinth - Eddie Munson
Authors Note: LMAO
Word Count: 6,691 (mmhmmhmmm)
Warnings: smut, angst, shitty writing.
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(In my world Benny wasn't killed, merely shot. Get it? Got it? Good.)
It only hurts this much right now
Was what I was thinking the whole time
Breathe in, breathe through
Breathe deep, breathe out
I'll be getting over you my whole life
You know how scared I am of elevators
Never trust it if it rises fast
It can't last
The situation wasn’t great, that much you would admit, anyone who could see you in this moment could attest to that. To make matters worse you had the perfect plan for today and having a panic attack in the janitor supply closet covered in spaghetti sauce had NOT been it. It hadn’t even been close. 
This had all started the day you saw pretty in pink in theaters, sadly by yourself. You had gorged yourself on popcorn and soda as you moped about the lack of friends. But that all changed when you saw Molly Ringwald. More specifically her fashion. 
You had been obsessed, well who wouldn’t be considering Molly Ringwald was THE GIRL. 
So you had gone home and dragged out your sketchbook, drawing sketch after sketch of the perfect outfit and just like she had in the movie you got to work. 
From the pants to the top and even managed to snag one of your dads suit jackets to finish off the look. You had this plan that you would show up, and people would compliment you. You would have your very own montage scene. 
That all came tumbling down when Regina had smashed her tray of spaghetti all over you as the entire cafeteria laughed, and when you tried to run out one of the basketball players had stuck his foot out to trip you up. 
You dashed to the nearest hiding spot, sobbing and covered in tomato sauces that you were positive was just ketchup warmed up. Your knee hurt from the fall and you could not manage to catch your breath. 
Your vision was getting blurry and dark spots were beginning to cloud so you launched a hand out to the shelf behind you to stabilize yourself. 
A wave of light hits the small space and for a moment you are afraid you had been found by a teacher but then the light fades and you think you are back to peace. Whoever had found you had decided to leave you to your drama. 
But you were wrong. 
“Hey, hey hey hey.” A soft voice calls out, two hands landing on your shoulders and rubbing softly. “You gotta breathe, come on. Take a breath with me, will ya?”
“I can’t.. I c-can-”
“Yes, you can. Just look at me.” One of the hands from your shoulder slides up to your jaw, the rings on the hand cool against your flesh as the fingers grip lightly. You're met with brown eyes, the warmest brown eyes you have ever seen. “There she is… now take a deep breath in with me.”
You could do nothing but nod, handing flying up to the arm that is holding you, nails digging into the leather as the figure before you breathes in slowly. You follow, inhaling and holding as they do, releasing when they do. 
This routine follows a couple more times and your vision clears minus the blurriness from the tears, until finally you were able to catch your breath and the stranger before you swiped the tears from under your eyes. Once it all clears up you recognize the figure to be Eddie Munson, the DnD captain of the school. 
And you can’t help but blurt that out. “You’re the DnD captain.”
He smiles, a small chuckle sleeping past his lips from where he was squatted on the ground to calm you down. “There aren’t really captains, it’s not a stupid sport-”
“Imsorry-”
“Hey now. Easy mistake.” He stops you, squeezing your chin softly before moving to stand. “It’s called a dungeon master, not the kinky kind. You should come sometime.”
“Why are you here?” You blurt out, trying to ease the shaking. You didn’t mean for it to come out so harshly but you were kind of embarrassed. 
“I saw what happened in the lunchroom and I wanted to make sure you were okay.” 
“You didn’t have to…”
“Oh bullcrap. What they did to you was messed up.” He snaps out, sitting across from you in the closet, your knees touching. “And I don’t have much but I can pay you back for shirt they ruined-”
“No. I actually made it.”
“You made that?”
“I did.”
“You make shirts?”
“This was my first… “
“You are absolutely kidding me, that looks professionally done.” He reaches a hand out to the fabric, running it between three fingers before nodding. 
“I got it from a movie. Pretty in pink. Molly Ringwald's character wears it in the first scene and I was absolutely in love with it.” 
“Haven’t seen it yet.”
“You should.”
“Yeah? How about tonight?” 
“I don’t know, you probably have stuff to do and I…..well my shirt-”
“If you’re worried about me canceling plans then I can assure you I have no plans tonight, and we have to go see the movie so you can get inspiration for your next outfit anyways. Because this one was far too awesome to let some brat in a small cheer outfit meant for toddlers to ruin it for you.”
“Chances are they ruin the next outfit too.”
“Well that’s why you aren’t going to eat alone. You my dear have been invited to the hellfire table.”
“You don’t have to do that.”
“I don’t, I want to. Now come on, we have a movie to catch-”
“What about the rest of the school day?”
“What about it? Come on.”
“You won’t…….” A nervous flush crosses your skin as you look up to where he now stands with an outstretched hand. “Tell anyone about my fit?”
“It’s called a panic attack, and no I will not. That’s between you, me and that creepy broom I’m sure the janitor makes out with at night.”
“Oh that’s mean-”
“Her name is linda, and we should leave before she decides to splinter us.” He whispers and you can’t stop the laugh, reaching your hand up to his own outstretched hand, enjoying the warm feeling of it. 
-
Uh oh, I'm falling in love
Oh no, I'm falling in love again
Oh, I'm falling in love
I thought the plane was going down
How'd you turn it right around
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“Oh come on Dad.” You whine, leaning on the counter in the back kitchens of Benny’s diner as your father pretended to ignore you by flipping burgers at the grill. “Please please please.” 
“I can’t hear you.” He whistles, turning to nod to the fryer. “Add more fries. The Byers boys are about to come in and you know how they get about fries. You should also ask about your birthday, I know you haven’t sent out ny invitations because your mom keeps seeing them on the counter-”
“I don’t want a party, I want to learn how to drive dad.” You snap, moving to start the fries. Truth was no one would show up to your party, even if you invited them. You weren’t one that people went out of their way for.
“I will think about it.” Lie, he just didn’t like when you got upset. “Take those fries to the boys when you are done. Good people help good people.”
“Eddie will be here soon, make him a burger?”
“You got it, sugar.”
You smile from ear to ear, finishing up the fries and basking them up before dashing to the byers table and setting them down. “Dads working on your burgers.”
“Thanks…..”Jonathan blinks at you, obviously forgetting your name. 
“Y/n. We’ve lived three houses away forever now.”
“Right, sorry.”
Before you can truly get offended by Jonathan's lack of knowledge on you the bell to the diner sounds out and you see a mass of curls pass you quickly to head to your regular table. A smile creeps its way across your lips as you head to the table behind him. 
Eddie Munson sits casually, making it look like he had been waiting forever. “You’re late, princess.”
“I was here before you?”
“Excuse me? I was at the table before you which means I was here first-”
“Well I showed up for my shift 2 hours ago which means I was first-”
“Well technically I-” He leans forward to argue, but you had already leant forward so your foreheads bumped together awkwardly, a blush traveling your skin. He watches you for a moment before leaning back and looking around the diner. 
Ever since Eddie found you in the janitors closet you had been close. Weekly movie nights became a necessity, you helped him study (you read to him and he pretended to listen as he rifled through your belongings), and he showed you the world of music. (He turned up his speaker to the highest volume and you talked yourself out of kissing him)
Every Friday night Eddie came to pick you up from your shift at your dads diner, you would both head to his trailer for a movie night and tonight was your night to choose. 
“It’s busy in here tonight, you sure your dad is okay I steal ya?”
“If you are okay waiting for a bit I’ll go help him with the rush.” 
“I’ll be here princess.” He smiles, moving closer so you can kiss his cheek before dashing off to take orders. 
By the time you return to him he is leaving cash on the table and rubbing ketchup off his cheek. “You know dad won’t like that.”
“What? I didn’t short him!”
“I meant you leaving the money. You don’t pay here.” 
“Yeah I do. Have a good night Y/n's Dad!”
Benny leans through the kitchen window to wave him off with a smile as Eddie throws his arms around your shoulder and leads you out. 
“Your dad seemed quite irritated with you tonight.” He notes, pulling you closer to block you from some of the rain. 
“Yeah, they have been on me about inviting friends to my party.” You admit, shuffling beside him as his rings catch your eye. 
“Party? You’re throwing a party?”
“They want to throw a party for my birthday.”
“You should let them!” He gasps, moving to open the door to his van for you. You hop in with one easy jump, his hand on your hip making sure before he slams the door to make sure it shuts correctly. You try to hold in a laugh at him and his broken car. 
Waiting until he is settled next to you to continue the conversation, trying to untie the waitressing apron as he starts the van up. “Who would I invite?”
“Me.”
“Well obviously. But I don’t know what would be worse, making my parents upset by not throwing a party or having them waste hard earned money on decorations and cake just for you and only you to show up.”
“You could invite the hellfire club.”
“They don’t like me,”
“They love you.”
“They have repeatedly said they hate me at the table.”
“Heard that, did you?”
“Gavin said it TO me.”
“Don’t listen to him, he’s on a high because this freshman kid believed his girlfriend in canada story. What do you want for your birthday?”
“No one believes it, the kid was probably being nice. No one believes Gavin has a girlfriend let alone a Canadian supermodel with long hair and a boob job in high school. And I don’t want anythi-”
“You definitely want something, I saw you begging your dad most the night.”
“Do you spend all your time watching me?” You laugh, counting out your tips from the night as he stops at a red light, turning to you with a smile. 
“I mean, can you blame me?” A deep heat travels through your body as you make eye contact, seeing those melty brown eyes that have you leaning in ever so slowly. 
You have been best friends with Eddie Munson for 3 months now, and at least 2 of those months you’ve had the biggest crush on him. You spent most of your nights waiting for him to call and the rest hanging onto his every word. 
You are stuck in a trance before a car honks behind him and Eddie is forced to keep driving. 
“Seriously, what do you want?”
“Eds….”
“Can…. can you teach me to drive?”
-
It only feels this raw right now
Lost in the labyrinth of my mind
Break up, break free, break through, break down
You would break your back to make me break a smile
You know how much I hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back
Just like that
“Jesus christ-”
“Don’t be so dramatic!”
“I just wanted a slurpee! Not to DIE!”
“Eddie I just-”
“Hey hey hey, baby eyes on the road-” Eddie rushes out, reaching an arm past you to even out the car, one hand clenched on your thigh and the other on the wheel. His nickname for you has your heart racing through your chest as you try to even out the car as well. “Just wanted a slurpee.”
You both had made a deal, while you were on summer vacation he would teach you how to drive so long as he got full control over movie nights. It meant a lot of cheesy slasher films for you but more time with Eddie and who could complain about that. 
“You will get one, just stop.” You chide, pulling the car over to the side of the road. “Can you check my bag to see if I have my glasses?” 
“Oh my god you need glasses and you haven’t been wearing them?”
“Just my sunglasses you freak.” He rolls his eyes at you before leaning down to grab your backpack and shuffle around for your glasses. Due to the hot weather Eddie had taken to throwing his hair into a low bun and you absolutely loved it. “Here you go princess.”
“Why thank you.” You smile, snatching them before starting the van once more and zooming into the street. 
By the time you make it to the gas station it’s like a game of routine that you and Eddie know well, he swoops around the car to snatch you, throwing you over his shoulder as he paces to the front door to finally set you down. He rushes to the back to grab your slurpee’s, one blue raspberry and one cherry, while you snatch the candy. 
By the time you both meet back up at the counter you would be set for movie night.
“Eddie, Y/n.” Gareth sighs in greeting, casting you a quick look that says ‘you stole my friend from me’.
“Don’t give me that look.” You roll your eyes, and he tries to fight off a smile. “You were working today anyways.”
Something that had changed since Eddie forced his band to show up to the birthday party your mother had thrown, they seemed to hate you less and often asked you to join their hangouts now. 
“Be nice to my princess.” Eddie warns, slapping your hand away when you move to put your tip money down. 
“You paid for the movies, Eds.” 
“Yeah well- suck it.”
“I’m sure she would.” Gareth laughs, stopping when Eddie shoots him a glare. “Sorry.”
You slap your hand down to pay, snatching the candy as Eddie tries to snatch the money, but Gareth is too quick and you both are shooting each other a mischievous look as you dash from the station with Eddie on your heel. 
“So let me get this straight, I can’t pay for the burgers at the diner-”
“I get an employee meal anyways.”
“And now I can’t pay for our snacks?”
“You paid for the movies!”
“Just…. Damnit princess, just get in the car.”  
You shoot him a smile before hopping in, starting the car up and beginning to drive down the road with Eddie focusing on the music. By the time you get to his place the heat of the day has fully stuck to your skin and you both find yourself sitting on his porch as his uncle sleeps in the living room. 
These were some of your favorite moments with him, when it was too early for movies and too late to go to the lake, so instead you sat hip to hip as you whispered about anything and everything. 
These were the moments you helped him build campaigns and these were the moments he told you about his family before Wayne. 
Today you spent the time talking about what you plan on doing over the next couple weeks, his forehead pressed to your shoulder as he struggles with a brain freeze. 
“You know what I wish?”  He asks, rubbing his temples. 
“What’s that?”
“I wish they had a purple flavor that wasn't grape.” He groans, finally lifting his head from your shoulder and gesturing to the cup. “I freaking love purple.” “Eddie Munson, the great dungeon master, with a purple demon tongue.” You giggle as he rolls his eyes playfully and takes a large sip from his slurpee.  “You know you can make purple.”
“I would never mix blue raspberry with cherry, that would make a disgusting flavor-”
“That’s not the only way.”  Your heart is slamming against your ribcage as you blush, your hands are shaking and you can barely keep a hold of your own slurpee cup.  Before you can debate it you find yourself leaning forward until your lips are on his, smashing together in a clumsy manner. 
He seems to freeze at first, pulling back a little which makes you panic and draw back within yourself. “Oh my god I am so sorry.”
He stares, wide eyed and shocked for a moment before slamming his slurpee to the ground and reaching his hands up to either side of your jaw to pull you in for another kiss. His lips smash against yours in an aggressive manner before it calms down and you both kiss back, it’s still a bit awkward and you try to find the proper placement for yourself before he helps you find the perfect rhythm against his own lips. 
You spend most your time on the porch, lips mashing against his and when you both pull away for air he finds himself kissing around your face. By the time you hear Wayne’s alarm go off you pull back, both your eyes wide and lips swollen. 
“Let me see, princess.” You smile at Eddie’s order, showing your tongue which is now 100% purple. “Fuck. I think I just found my new favorite flavor.”
Uh oh, I'm falling in love
Oh no, I'm falling in love again
Oh, I'm falling in love
I thought the plane was going down
How'd you turn it right around
Eddie’s new favorite flavor didn’t last for long before he decided he had to expand his taste buds a bit, and it wasn’t long after that that he found his all time favorite taste and feeling in the world. You. 
He loved your lips on his, he loved sucking hickies into your neck in the janitor supply closet at school and he absolutely loved tasting your lip balms fresh in the morning when he picked you up for school with a quick kiss. But his favorite out of everything? Was when he was between your legs. 
The loss of your virginity had waited until the end of summer, but you and Eds had found different things to do to each other before then, until the fateful day at the lake when it all went out the window. Now a month into the school year it was safe to say that you were completely open to Eddie sexually speaking, you felt comfortable and beautiful whenever you were with him and he was one of the best teachers for this aspect of your life. 
He also knew everything about your body at this point, made it his job to know like a religious person with a bible. He swore to your body. 
Today was like any other, with you splayed out on his mattress, hands splayed through his hair, gripping and pulling whenever he drew a harsh movement. You were a moaning and sweaty mess as he licked and bit at your clit. His hands clenched at your thighs when you pulled his hair harshly, a moan tearing from him which reverberated through your folds and had you clenching again, over and over in a chain reaction. 
He taps your hip three times, which is his sign that he wants you to look at him so you do, pulling your head off the pillow. He smiles from ear to ear, his chin glistening as he pulls some of the hair from his eyes. “Fuck princess. Why are you always so delicious?”
“Eds…” You sigh, hiding your face within your hands which he tsks at, leaning over you to snatch your hands away and smile while hovering over you. “Why would you ever hide from me?”
“I want you.” You whisper, hips moving up to meet his own, one leg wrapping around his own. 
“And I can give you anything you wan-”
“HEY EDS!” 
“Shit-” He rushes out, snatching the blanket that had fallen from the bed and draping it over you unceremoniously in a panic to get you covered. You know he is only covering you out of a place of love but a part of you wonders if  was actually hiding you as she slips his jeans on and rushes out to meet Gareth and Jeff, shutting the door quickly behind him. 
You move to get dressed, taking one of his band tees and slipping over you before you find your underwear, shuffling to the door and pressing your ear against it. 
“Come on man, we never see you anymore.” Jeff sighs, and you can hear them all shuffling around. 
“I see you at DnD all the time-”
“You are always with her!” Gavin snaps out, and you can practically hear him stomp his foot. “Dude, I get it. She doesn’t have any friends and blah blah blah. But that doesn’t mean you can’t have friends anymore!”
Wait, what?
Had Eddie said something about this before? About you not having friends? 
“We just think that you should spend a little less time with-” Jeff was always so sweet, and even when he was being mean he found a diplomatic way about it. Gavin on the other hand……not so much. “Screw that man! You yourself said she was being clingy since you started dating and I think you’ve become a real bitch-”
“Gavin, come on man-” Gareth sighs.
“Okay. Okay.” Finally, Eddie’s voice rings out and you wait to hear him defend you, to at least defend the clingy statement. But instead you hear “I’ll meet you outside. Okay? Take it easy.”
You hear him shuffle closer to the room, and you lunge for the bed to make it look like you hadn’t been listening, laying back down and smiling at him when he enters. 
Only it wasn’t a true smile, more so one you glued on. 
“Hey, that was the boys. They wanna have a last minute band session.” He smiles, shuffling closer to kiss your lips. “I’ll be back  later, okay?” You can do nothing but nod, watching him get dressed before he sends you one last smile and dashes out. You try not to feel much bitterness on it, but you can’t really stop it when you notice he didn’t even take his guitar. 
With nothing to do you put on pants and shuffle to the living room, sitting on the couch and debating what you should do from here. 
The conversation from earlier circles your mind, the words clingy and the ‘she doesn’t have any friends blah blah blah’.  Eddie must have complained to them about you, that was the only reason they would have said those things. 
How embarrassing, and here you were thinking that they had grown on you. Jesus have they all been laughing behind your back this whole time? 
You sit on the couch for a bit before deciding to walk home. They thought you were clingy? Fine, you would pull back. They thought you had no friends? Easy. You’d make friends. 
“I just don’t like the way you guys spoke earlier.” Eddie argues, hands on his hips as he stares back at his friend group. “I understand the frustration, okay? I forgot our jam session today which was a massive dick move but that was my princess you were talking about.” Eddie has to stop a cringe from the memory earlier. He had promised the boys that he would meet them here, but after school he just wanted to stay with you. But the boys showed up angry because he forgot and they were saying some pretty brutal things, and they were beginning to get loud. 
He hadn’t wanted you to hear them, so he rushed them out. And left you in his bed. 
“Eddie, you don’t get it-”
“I do get it. Okay, I get it. I haven’t had a girlfriend like this before and I haven’t done a good job multitasking. But that is on me, kay? But you guys said some pretty hurtful things about Y/n and-”
“She didn’t even hear me!”
“But she could have Gavin.” Jeff sighs, rubbing his head. “I’m sorry Eddie, the plan was just to confront you about it. We hadn’t planned to attack like that.”
“You can be mad at me, but never talk about Y/n like that. You hear me?”
“Deal.” Gareth nods. 
“Heard.” Jeff smiles. 
“Fine. But you don’t see me ditching this group for my girl-”
“SHE’S NOT REAL!” 
Uh oh, I'm falling in love
Oh no, I'm falling in love again
Oh, I'm falling in love
I thought the plane was going down
How'd you turn it right around
Pulling away from someone was a lot easier said than done. Especially when all you wanted to do was spend time with him.   But you had made a plan, and this you would stand by.  
That night Eddie had called you late, making sure you got home safe and you had told him that your dad was going to start taking you to school. 
“What? Why? Princess I can do it, it’s really no proble-”
“I’m going to start going in a little early for the club I joined. So don’t worry about it, Eds.”
“Club? You joined a club?” His tone was laced with excitement and you realized he was probably so excited to get you away from him, so with tears in your eyes and a tight throat you told him you had to rush to bed and hung up. 
This began a heavy game of avoidance. You walked to school each morning, reading by yourself in the gym before making it look like you were leaving a club when you saw Eddie in the mornings, but you only left enough time to give him a quick kiss before you were dashing off. You avoided him in between periods and began taking the back exit so he didn’t see you leave school.  
You picked up more shifts at the diner, claiming it was the busy season and your dad needed help. No more clingy girlfriend. 
Three weeks of this and you were beginning to wear yourself out, your body hot and barely any energy for the day as you trudged to school a little late. You had overslept past your initial alarm, and by the time you managed to get to school there was only 4 minutes before the first period. 
You were digging through your locker for a pencil, trying your hardest to keep your eyes open as you did so, when you heard a loud sound rapping to your right. 
Looking over to find Eddie with a soft smile, his rings hitting the metal of the lockers beside you.  “Hey princess.”
“Hey Eds,” You mumble back, already trying to think of an escape route. “I should head out, I had class-” “I can walk ya. I actually had something I wanted to ask you.” His smile widens as you finally find a pencil and shut the door to your locker, moving to wrap an arm around you. He pulls you close and you can’t help but press your forehead to his chest, wrapping your own arms around him. He stops for a moment, bringing a hand up to your forehead with a worried expression. “You are burning up.”
“I’m fine.” You smile, getting him to walk again. “What did you want to ask?”
“Oh, right. The band is performing this friday and they wanted to ask you to come. I haven’t really seen you much over the past couple days. And I-” He is cut off by a very large coughing fit on your end, his hands flying around your hips to stabilize you as he watches. “You are burning up, but your clothes are wet. Princess, did you walk here?”
“Oh, yeah. Just this morning though-”
“So you managed to catch a fever within 10 minutes?”
“Eds, I gotta go-” You try to rush out, but he stops you. 
“How about a movie night? Just like old times. I’ll get your favorite movie and-”
“I have a sh-”
“I already ran it by your dad.”
“Oh….. well then okay.”
“I’ll meet you after school? By my van?” He asks, his face reading off nervously. 
“Sounds great.” You smile, and that nervous energy he has seems to lighten up as he leans in for a kiss, kissing once more on your cheek before he drops you off at class. 
-
By the end of the day Eddie is anxiously waiting by his van, sitting in the back with the doors open as his foot taps against the wet pavement below him. He had spent the day after his talk with you thinking of things that you might like. Something that would make you happy tonight. 
It had been weeks of not seeing you and he was desperate to see you. What had happened? Why were you avoiding him?
“Hey eds!” Jeff calls, dashing up to the van with Gareth in tow. “What are you doing tonight?”
“I’m actually waiting on Y/n today guys.” He mumbles out, looking past them just so he could keep an eye out for you. 
“Oh, what did she say about the concert?” Gareth asks, turning to watch the door for you as well. “Seems like I haven’t seen her in a moment.” 
“That makes two of us, and she didn’t really answer about the concert.”
“What’s wrong?” Jeff asks, noting the tone. 
“She’s going to dump me. I just know it.” Eddie blurts, hands flying through his hair. “I just don’t know why.” 
“But Y/n loves you man-”
“What are you guys doing out here? It’s so cold.” Gavin snaps out, emerging in the group with a glare. “Let’s hop in Eddie’s van.”
“Can’t. He’s waiting on Y/n-”
“Ugh. Again?” 
Before Eddie could tell him to fuck off he spots you exit the building, his heart jumping through his chest as he smiles and waves his arm so you can spot him. You do, making a couple steps to him before you see his friends all turn and spot you as well, which makes you stop and look around. 
It hits Eddie then, what is going on. Especially when you turn to walk the other way. Before his friends can say anything Eddie lunges, dashing across the parking lot and reaching you in an instant. 
“Hey princess.”
“Oh, hey Eds.” You cough out, trying a smile out that makes his heart lurch. “Didn’t see you.”
Yes you did. But he doesn’t call you on it. 
“Well my van is over here, so let’s-”
“I don’t think-”
“The boys were just heading off. It will just be us tonight. Swear it.” He smiles, putting up a scouts honor sign and holding out his hand. You take it after a moment and he wastes no time dragging you to the car, helping you in and buckling you up. 
You giggle when he buckles you, an actual giggle that makes his heartbeat speed up and he leans to kiss you before dashing to the driver seat and heading to his trailer. He offers to stop for slurpees only to look over and realize you had actually fallen asleep curled up against the heater. So he skips the slurpees and pulls into the trailer park, heading to the one Wayne made their home. 
Back when Eddie first started hanging out with you he never wanted to admit where he lived, he was embarrassed about this perfect girl seeing the mess he lived in and dashing off. You were the prettiest girl he had ever seen, he was desperate for any of your time. 
And you chose him. 
That was something he could never understand. You met him, the school freak and the trailer trash, and still decided he was worthy of your time. 
But that was beginning to change and he was fucking terrified of it. 
But he didn’t have time to think on that when he pulled in, because the second he turned the van off you seemed to stir from your sleep, blinking slowly up at him as he moved to rub your cheek. “Come on, we are here.”
You hold his hand as he rushes inside, dropping both your bags by the door and helping you kick off your shoes before herding you to his room and helping you undress. He picks up one of the band tees and slips it over your head, kissing you softly. 
“You are absolutely burning up.”
“I don’t feel good, Eds.” You mumble out. 
“Okay, how about we lay down and nap for a bit. We can watch movies later, yeah?”
You merely nod, crawling across his bed as he shuffles into his boxers and follows your movement until you are both under the covers and he can pull you into his chest. “I’m sorry.”
“For what, Princess?”
“Being so…..” You doze off after that, and he finds himself fighting the urge to wake you up and find out. 
Instead he tightens his hold on you, and closes his eyes himself. 
Uh oh, I'm falling in love
Oh no, I'm falling in love again
Oh, I'm falling in love
I thought the plane was going down
How'd you turn it right around
You awake around 1 am by the sight of Eddie’s alarm clock, gasping in pain as you try to catch your breath. You reach out to his side, only to find it empty, tears sliding down your face. 
Your head hurt and your body hurt, you were burning up and your throat was so sore you could sob. 
Eddie must have heard you, coming in slowly with messy hair and sleepy eyes, holding out some medicine and a cup. “Easy now princess. I was just grabbing you medicine.”
“I don’t need it.” You manage to croak out, eyes spilling over with water. 
“Yes, you do.” He places the little medicine cup to your lips and that’s when you realize he had actually poured the medicine in a shot glass. A smile cracks your face as you choke it down, Eddie switching it out with the cup, the bubbles of sprite burning your throat. “That’s my girl.”
“I don’t feel good.” You croak, and he nods. 
“How long have you been walking to school then?” 
“I haven-”
“You have. And you got sick from walking in the rain.” He sighs, making you drink some more of the sprite before setting them both down and moving to make you lay down beside him. “I grabbed some of the extra winter blankets, we’re gonna have to sweat this out. Okay?”
“Are you going to break up with me?” You cry, curling into his chest as he fixes the blankets around you both. 
“What? No. Why on earth would I-”
“Because I am clingy.”
“You’re not clingy, who said you were clingy?” He leans back to glare down at you, accidentally hitting his head on his own nightstand. “Ow, Jesus christ.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Stop apologizing. When did I say you were clingy?”
“That day I was here-”
“A little more specific.” 
“We… you…. The day we were in here and your friends came over.”  His face crumples in recognition, closing his eyes. 
“You heard Gavin.”
“I heard Gavin! And you guys were all probably talking about me–” He leans down to kiss you then, pressing his own lips against yours softly. When he pulls back he rubs his nose against yours, up your face and to your forehead where he leaves a soft kiss. 
“I can promise you that I do not think you clingy. And the only reason I didn’t argue back was because I didn’t want them getting louder so you could hear them. I didn’t want you to hear that. I. Swear. It.”
“Your friends don’t like me.” You whisper. 
“Only one friend doesn’t like you. Gareth and Jeff invited you out to the concert.”
“But Gavin-”
“Can call his girlfriend in Canada to cheer him up. I don’t give a shit.” You laugh at that, pressing your nose to his cheek. 
“Can we watch a movie, Eds?”
“I actually got pretty in pink for you.” He whispers, and you can’t help but kiss him. 
Uh oh, I'm falling in love
Oh no, I'm falling in love again
Oh, I'm falling in love
I thought the plane was going down
How'd you turn it right around
You were too busy running around the diner, taking and delivering orders, to see Eddie and his friends sneak in. But when you turn to see who had taken up the table you are met with his smile, watching him snag a menu from Gareth. 
“What brings you boys in tonight?” You laugh moving to sit by him as Jeff fixes his jacket. 
“We came to hang out with you after the gig, you should have seen it Y/n. It was absolutely wild and Eddie nearly fell off the stage.” 
“Is that so?” 
“There was a drunk guy in the back talking to someone imaginary and we told Gavin it was him and then get this- Gavin freaked out-” Gareth launches into a story on their fight with Gavin, you look over to Eddie who isn’t even bothering to listen as his finger traces your cheek bone. 
“You make this outfit?” 
“I did, thought it matched the diner apron a little better.” You blush, showing him the spot on the sleeve where you had messed up only for him to lean in quickly and kiss you. 
“Y/n!” Your dad calls from the window. “Back to work!”
You roll your eyes, moving to stand up before Jeff calls you and you turn. He opens his leather jacket while Gareth widens his flannel, both to reveal the hellfire shirts you made them. 
“We stay repping our designer.” Jeff brags. “But we need three more.”
“For who?”
“These freshmen that Eddie recruited.”
“OH! Dustin and his two friends right?”
“Dustin, Lucas and little Byers……but……” Eddie smiles. 
“You should make one for yourself.” Gareth finishes. 
“Because you have officially been recruited, Y/n.”
You laugh, watching the three before Jeff slams a sheet on the table and you lean forward to read it. “The lost princess of hellfire?”
“Eddie wrote the campaign for you, and we helped create the character.”
You pick up the paper, flipping through them to reveal the sketches Eddie had drawn, a cartoon version of you in a fantasy version of the pretty in pink prom dress. 
“That’s…..”
“Can’t take it easy on you though, princess. Even if I love ya.”
“I love you too.” You smile, leaning down to kiss him back. 
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(Also just to lace up any confusion regarding the manner of how I named everyone.
These are Gareth and Jeff - CONFIRMED BY THE DUFFER BROTHERS THEMSELVES----
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This is Gavin, I named him because he is technically named 'the freak' and I see him as a gavin. Fight me.
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thanks- Ultralight)
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meraki-yao · 8 months
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RWRB Movie Thoughts: Emails
The emails are my favourite part of the book, partly because that is how I show affection: I write lengthy letters to my friends during their special occasions, and I keep every message of love they send me in a cherished chest. The emails detailed their growing relationship and love not only in a wonderfully written way but also in a way that speaks true and is personal to me.
That being said, I went into the movie knowing they can't do the full extent of what's in the books out of practicality: the audiobook takes like fifteen minutes to read an email, and with visual media, there has to be something on screen, and long montages don't work. I've accepted this and just was curious about how they were going to deal with it.
And I liked that part of the film! It wasn't as innovative as how the texting scene was done, but texting allows that since texting is a conversation, basically talking online, while email is not that, and is something closer to continuous monologues, so it can't be presented in the same way. What we heard was less poetic or epic than the book emails, but it was soft, sweet and adorable in its own way, and I loved the book quotes we did get: "When we’re apart your body comes back to me in dreams" & "I'll be damned but I miss you", and I do wish it was longer and we got to hear more.
But with that being said, two things I noticed:
1. From the middle until the end of the email scene. I think starting from Henry's "Wait don't they have napkins in Texas?" line, there are actually at least two overlapping audios of their emails playing, it's just one is louder and subtitled. All I could pick up from the other audio is
Alex: Dear Henry, I miss you too Henry: Dear Alex/ Affectionately
but there's definitely more, I just couldn't pick the words up. So what is the other audio??? What are the other emails ??? Are there more that was recorded but wasn't even put in the movie??? I NEED to KNOW!!!
2. We may not get a lot of emails in the movie, but when the emails were leaked, the newscaster who questions Miguel says there's 72 emails, and the British newscaster still calls them "the Waterloo letters", which means in universe, the "Hometown Stuff" email thread, with “memories are difficult", " I thought, it someone like that ever loved me, it would set me on fire", and my favourite:" A INCOMPLETE LIST: THINGS I LOVE ABOUT HRH PRINCE HENRY OF WALES" with certain changes to fit the movie canon, EXIST IN UNIVERSE, even if we don’t see/heard it.
If I'm gonna stretch this point a bit further, since Henry looked so damn broken (applause to Nick here) and Alex mentions “most private and intimate thoughts", "fear and truth", and honestly as sweet as it is, I don't think the emails shown in the movie reaches the level of "most"," I imagine most if not all emails in the book still took place and were written between movie Alex and Henry with certain changes: "Paris?" during the time jump between polo and Paris, “You are a dark sorcerer” maybe after their night in Paris, "A Mass of fools and Knaves" maybe a little earlier than where it is in the book, or have the "Dear Henry, so I just came out to my mom” be the last email in that thread, "Bad metaphors about maps" between runway goodbyes and the email leaks...
I literally don’t know if this brain rot made me happy about the potential cross-universe point that is their emails or even sadder that these were the bleeding words that fucking asshole Miguel leaks to the world. Henry’s face during the whole scene breaks my heart into pieces.
But there you go, something to think about.
P.S: Also I really really really want to hear Taylor and Nick read the book emails :D
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Okay, to build on that romcom idea, Rollo is co-owners of the bakery with you (and maybe you used to date but found out that you’re better off as friends) and he’s constantly warning you about Floyd. He doesn’t mean to cockblock, he’s genuinely concerned and being a good friend, but oh my gosh, if Rollo doesn’t stop giving Floyd the side eyes or passively aggressively pointing him in the direction of the exit, Floyd might just have to do something drastic! Rollo’s lucky you have a soft spot for him or else he would have been in trouble…
Alternatively, Floyd pays Rollo an ungodly amount of money just so he can have “alone” time with you and some insider tips on what you like and desire in a relationship. Cue a hilarious montage where Floyd does more and more unhinged things to earn Rollo’s respect until Rollo gives in and gives his blessing since you’re an honorary sibling/best friend to him.
I don’t know where I’m going with this, hahah. I just find it hilarious to have a b plot to the fluffy romance to get some bro friendship material between two vastly different individuals.
Oh, I love that!!! I can imagine Floyd just keeps pushing and pushing until Rollo eventually gives in once he knows for sure that Floyd has no intentions of hurting you and is genuine in his feelings. Imagine the two of them meeting up to discuss possible dates and a plan of how Floyd can ask you out on said dates. Rollo gives very useful advice, which helps put Floyd on a good track for earning your affections or, at the very least, having a chance at easing into a friendship with you.
On top of large quantities of money, Floyd also pays Rollo in what he likes to call "pocket surprises," which is essentially whatever Floyd happens to have in his pockets (usually trinkets and jewelry he's taken from some not-so-great people). Rollo tells him he has to stop with that because it's disconcerting and will definitely land you in the eyes of the authorities if they think you aren't meant to have those riches (i.e. accusing you of stealing). Floyd whines about this and all of the other things Rollo advises against, which is basically scrubbing Floyd clean of his criminal tendencies.
Rollo has even made cards for Floyd to practice with so that when he does finally score a date with you everything that leaves his mouth won't sound like it's coming from a terrifying mafia boss. Situations like what do you do if someone is being rude to your date? or how should you act to make your date feel comfortable? are practiced so that Floyd can be patient and won't lose himself to his unpredictable moods if something goes wrong. Essentially, Rollo wants to prevent any murders that might happen while you're on the date with Floyd.
Floyd may seem impatient or annoyed by all of this at first, but he's a good listener when he wants to be and he dedicates his time and best efforts to preparing himself for the date, which Rollo absolutely chaperones from a discreet distance. He has faith in Floyd (not really) and wants to make sure everything will go well (and that you're safe and happy on this date). Floyd will notice him right away and give him the most obvious thumbs-up and wink, and Rollo is face-palming in his hiding place.
Floyd and Rollo end up spending so much time together that they eventually become something akin to friends. Rollo denies it with a huff if you question it, but Floyd is happy to have someone sensible like Rollo to help him out. Of course, since you and Rollo were once together, he fully expects Rollo to share the details on your sex life. He needs to know these things. After all, wasn't it Rollo who said Floyd would need to know everything about you if he wanted to charm you? :)
Also, after every successful date, Floyd always tries to go in for a hug or a high-five and Rollo denies him every time without fail. Perhaps he'll return the hug and the high-five one day (the day Floyd proposes to you and you say yes), but until then it's more practice to ensure Floyd can continue to be good, safe, law-abiding company.
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7 and 39 for the sns asks!
7. What is their first time like? 
it would be a fade to black scene because I can't imagine kishi drawing out something R18 in SJ but if I were to peek behind the curtains I'd see flying kunai, a katana embedded onto the wall shredded clothing "where tf are you touching dobe!!" "shut up teme! I read this in a book ok!!" "oh look the dobe says he can rea-OMPH! THAT HURTS USURATONKACHI!!!" "OK YOU TRY-- SASUKE NO!! NOT MY FROGGY PURSE!!!"
chaotic clumsy messy loud, half way through Naruto can't stop making dumb jokes to cover the awkward silences and they both start giggling nonstop...
but it could also go the opposite way when I want to be self indulgent where everything is soft and difficult BC nothing has ever come easy when they're trying to touch each other. it's always been bruised bones and crushed lungs between the two...
when they first touch each other it'll be like they are trying to reach across this invisible barrier... his outstretched hands are shaking and tears are threatening to spill over before he finally can caress the others cheeks...
ive read a few fics that I thought would describe their first time well but like idk sometimes they are too soft for kishis writing style yknow? but then again, kishi wrote them to be so hard and brutal bc hatred was all they knew and in their deepest of hearts they yearned for a soft closeness...
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OH! if anyone's read Kareshi no kanojo... maybe it would look like that... nothing explicit.. starts off with a cliché like they get caught in the rain so they rush home.. the atmosphere is quiet.. a series of stills begins to play like this that will confuse the reader until it sets in what's happening ....
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and when the montage ends you see their adult selves smiling at each other softly in bed like >>this<<
(the only proof that the deeds been done is when Naruto starts getting nauseous a few weeks later LOLLLL JOKINGGGG
everything is left up to the readers interpretation but the idea is that their innocence has not been lost as they finally make love for the first time
39. Describe Taka’s relationship with Naruto once they learn he’s with Sasuke. 
I think juugo would be indifferent, suigetsu would be like 'we been knew 🙄' and would tease relentlessly, Karin would be bummed out that he chose the other uzumaki over her (and suigetsu would edge her on this point lol) but like her crush wasn't too serious and she p much got over it after danzo so she wouldn't actually care
I think suigetsu would be the worst, constantly teasing sasuke like naruto calls 'sasuke!! come over and look what I found!!' (spoiler, it's the tenth frog he's called sasuke over to look at in the past hour but sasuke perks up anyways and rushes over)meanwhile suigetsu calls 'yea yea run away lover boy'
I think team taka would just accept them and remain as one big family that travels around the world, each doing their own thing but coming and going out of the one big house they call home (like this faneart that I love so much)
Link to sasunaru asks ^^
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kowlsy · 1 year
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Eddy and being an Artist; across a decade
Eddy is 16 when he thinks that his life hasn't been hard enough for him to make good art. It's a childish thought but he doesn't know that yet, reading a biography of Beethoven, and thinking, well, maybe if I had experienced struggle, heartbreak, maybe everything would be easier
And it's a silly thought but he believes it, turns away from the struggles he's had to some idealized pain that leads to Art, with a capital A, the kind that makes people love you, respect you, want you
Eddy is 16 when he decides he needs to get his heart broken.
Brett is 17 when he decides to just let his best friend do whatever he wants, hey
So Eddy falls in love with the girl in his maths class, or he says he does, and brings her flowers and takes her out on little dates, and something grows in his heart, soft and tender and when he tells Brett that he understands Tchaikovsky now, Brett just nods along
And when she breaks it off for a basketball player, Eddy cries himself sick on Brett's shoulder, falls asleep with a soreness in his chest, and when he wakes up the next morning and he still understand Brahms the same as he did the morning before, well-
well he just needs to try again, he tells Brett over bubble tea, she wasn't his muse- clearly, he just needs to find that heartbreak that will make him an Artist, a real one. And Brett just nods along and writes a in his planner to start carrying tissues in his case
Eddy dates girls, pretty or quiet or athletic, some musicians and girls who like top 40 pop. And each one isn't right-- doesn't set Eddy's heart aflame the way it should, like the books say it will, doesn't make it any easier to play Bach when surely, with all this love it should be easy now
In uni he dates a boy as well, and when he rages his heartbreak at finding the boy's plans to move abroad in the early morning of Brett's kitchen he still can't play Debussy with the sensitivity that he wants, must still be looking for that perfect hurt that will lead to Art
He gets older. More mature, or maybe just more busy. His mum screams her worry at him with cutting words and the emails he get show only "we regret..." He practices It doesn't get easier, not the way it should.
There is not dramatic montage, no backlight scenes
its slow and he lives every second of it, each held for it's whole beat. Him and Brett start a YouTube channel
He learns how to spend a whole rehearsal playing the same A over and over again
He listens to Brahms on the bus, groceries between his legs, and it makes sense
He gets his heart broken again and again, in little ways, by girls who say no, by men who's eyes pass over him, by a video that doesn't preform, by the number on his scale and the answering machine on his sisters cellphone.
He loves, hotpot with uni friends, laughing himself giddy with Brett over an editing mishap, a old photobook of his family at their first house, a performance from a visiting orchestra, a flowering bush on his morning run raining pale petals down on him
He gets older, a single second at a time.
He starts making good art
There is no single moment when it happens, a light flashing, the swell of an orchestra. He learns to make his instrument sing sometime between the ages of 13 and 27 He learns to hear Shostakovich with a tender ear between 17 and 29 He learns to love and hurt and wake up again
In tender moments, when he has a mug of tea held to his chest, he muses that in past decade there has only ever been 2 constants Good Art, always ahead of him, always just out of reach, a constant journey forward in pursuit of it And Brett, always beside him, sharing the journey
And it isn't like the movies, it isn't like the books. His heartbreak, his love, doesn't transform him in a shower of tremolo into Artist His life, each moment of it does, a slow accumulation of little joys and little hurts
And Brett, always by his side, always with tissues tucked into his case, has been there for most of them, has grown with him, until the fall together down a phrase, easy as breathing, easy as morning coffee and late night ramen, and choosing smash instead of emails
--
Or, there is something very profound in existence as a form of practice for all of the rest of the existence you have to do. And Eddy has been practicing Existing with Brett for so long I can't imagine them existing independent of each other and i don't think they can either.
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Ok but episode 5 is such a turning point and I feel the need to ramble about this a little.
When I first saw the almost kiss at the end of the episode, I was kind of surprised. I knew from tumblr that the relationship between Ed and Stede was going to develop into a romance, I just didn't expect it to happen so quickly and so explicitly (the damage queerbaiting does to a mf). That scene signed a tone shift that I wasn't expecting, and the more I think about it the more absurd it feels that I didn't see it coming.
While Edward and Stede have lots in common and get along from the moment they meet, they are not on equal footing at first.
Stede treads Blackbeard as a friend, but he is also in a kind of hero-worship situation. He's known about him for a long time, he just had his life and crew saved by him, he is learning crucial skills from him.
And Ed, well, Ed also liked Stede from the moment he heard about him but, as lovable as he thinks that Stede is, Ed is still going along with his own plans. He decides to contact Stede because he's bored. He's learning about upper class because he wants to be one of them. As much as he likes Stede, he does not need Stede, while Stede pretty much needs him to survive.
What changes this dynamic? Well, the way Stede reacts to Ed's vulnerability.
In episode 4 we see Blackbeard in complete control of the situation while Stede panicks, until we learn that Blackbeard was wrong about the day. At that point Ed just... gives up, and retreats to drink himself into a stupor, and is joined by Stede. While they don't exactly bond in this moment, they are for once on equal footing, both musing on their own failings, and come up with the same plan at the same time. They work together, and while Ed still does not need Stede in his life at this point, he has learned that, at the very least, Stede is not the kind of person that would stab him (physically or emotionally) the moment he shows weakness.
Then episode 5 comes along and, despite Blackbeard's attempts, Stede starts to see more through the facade. Stede sees how the "rich donkey" comment got to him, and offers a support that Ed is not yet ready to accept. But later, when the party gets ugly, Stede "soft boy" Bonnet tells motherfucking Blackbeard to stand down, with so much authority that Ed actually does listen to him. Stede not only sees how much those comments got into Ed's head, not only stops him from doing something extremely rush and stupid in response, but actively takes the matter in his hands, punishing a boat full of people for the crime of hurting someone he cares about.
Ed has grown up in a world where every man has to fend for himself, where pirates don't have friends, where weakness means your crew will mutiny, and suddenly he is faced with someone who not only doesn't shame him for his moment of weakness, but tells him don't worry, I can deal with this so you don't have to. The look that Ed gives Stede as the boat burns is, I believe, both because he didn't think Stede had it in him, and because he definitely didn't expect Stede to do this for him.
Cut to the moonlight scene. Ed is still processing everything that just happened, when Stede approaches him and offers, once again, support for what he just went through. He gently takes (after asking!) something that Ed cares about, a symbol of his softness, and treats it with such care and respect, showing Ed how to display that to the world. Ed knows, in this moment, that he can trust Stede, that it's safe to be vulnerable with him, something that he probably hasn't felt with anyone in years. Of course he takes that step forward, of course he is tempted to kiss him.
And this fully progresses in epsiode 6. The episode opens with a montage of the two of them enjoying each other's company, finally on equal footing, because Ed has realized that he does need Stede, not for his plan, but as a person he wants to spend time with, someone cares about (much to Izzy's chagrin). Not only that, but the hilarious/flirty "stab me" scene is all about physical trust. Ed trusts Stede enough that he's willing to be physically vulnerable when he's around. But this isn't the highest level of trust for Ed. Ed would probably rather be stabbed than talk about his feelings, but by the end of the episode he's ready to show Stede what, by pirate standards, is the worst part of him. He's crying, he's scared, he's showing all of his emotional vulnerability, and once again Stede only shows him care. Stede reassures him that he's not a monster, that they're friends, and that their friendship won't change because Ed planned to kil him or because he was too soft to go through with the plan (there's a wonderful post about this, I can't find it right now).
It's not a coincidence that from episode 7 onward these two are clearly and openly head over heels for each other (still screaming about Ed trusting Stede to take something out of his beard), so much so that other characters start to fully acnowledge theirs as a relationship. The progression of their romance - from the instant chemistry to the weird tension to the full flirting - is dictated by how vulnerable Ed is willing to be with Stede, and how gently Stede treats him in response. And it breaks my heart because when Ed finally brought down his final defenses, when he was ready to leave it all behind for Stede, he had his heart broken in the worst possible way.
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After seeing the all cat-boy Hank stuff after Krinkel's stream, I am 100% on board with this! ~Mod Sanford
This was an unfinished draft from my main blog that I brought to here and let Mod Sanford finish. Hope you enjoy!! ~Mod Deimos ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Nya~! - Cat-boy! Hank x Reader SMUT
When Hank was finally brought back and walked out of 2B's lab everyone was stunned. He looked more cat-like in appearance, he had ears poking out of his bandana, a tail could be seen swaying behind him, his hands seemed more like paws with paw pads and claws with his fingers slightly curled and if you looked close enough at his feet you could see a slight bump in his boots that looked like paws. "H-Hank? Ar-are you alright?" He said nothing to Sanford, spotting you on the couch in the living room he immediately sat down next you and laid his head against your shoulder letting out a light purr. You gently rubbed his arm wondering what went wrong during his revival. "2B, what happened with Hank? He's acting an awful lot like a cat now with the look to boot." He kneaded his paws against your arm, his purrs getting even louder. "I don't know, my Resurge machine seemed to be working fine, but when he came out he didn't seem to remember much and he only seems to remember you. Whatever I'll figure out a way to fix this, in the meantime we'll have to take care of him." Cue the montage over a few weeks.
Hank would constantly lay on top of you at the most inconvenient times.
He would knock over stuff on the tables and counters, a couple of bowls and glasses were broken much to everyone's disappointment
Deimos and Sanford got a couple of scratches and scars from Hank getting super defensive over you
He got super distracted by lasers, you figured this out when you were testing new weapons and activated the laser sight.
When he wanted to get your attention, he would yell until you gave him what he wanted
Needless to say, the weeks with Hank were a bit stressful, but you knew it wasn't his fault. Overtime, he seemed to start behaving more like himself. He saw you on your bed scrolling through your phone, taking the opportunity to sit next to you and lay his head against yours. "Hey Hank, how's my big guy today?" "F-fine...g-getting better..." You gently pet his head getting a loud purr in response. He looked over at your phone to see you looking at a certain photo. He tried to get a look at it but you had already switched tabs. He was getting a bit hungry so he got up to search for something to eat, walking by a set of photos a particular one caught Hank's eye, he picked it up gazing at it. It was photo of you, him and the others, you and him looked so happy together. Something inside him snapped, he remembered everything, he immediately ran back to your room and pulled you into a sudden embrace much to your surprise. "H-Hank?! Honey, are you alri-" "I-I remember everything...I-I'm so sorry s/o..I didn't realize what I had gotten into. I-I-" "Hank...it's okay. You...remember everything?" He nodded, burying his head into your neck. You returned the hug, rubbing his back to soothe him, pressing soft kisses onto his head. "I'm glad you're alright..." His body started to get really heated, he was breathing heavily. Pulling away from the hug you could see Hank looked a little under the weather, his face was red and sweating, his breath was hot and heavy and his claws were digging into the bed sheets. "s-s/o..would y-you be able to help me with something?" The more you looked at him, the more you realized what was happening. He was in heat. "Hank..you know I'm always here to help...so please, let me keep my word to you." He pounced on top of you eagerly pinning you to the bed, his tail was swaying wildly with his claws lightly digging into your arms.
"Thank you...n-now...~"
He started biting into your neck marking you up, lightly licking the wounds.
"Mmnh..Hank~"
He gazed at you with hungry eyes, gently scratching your hips. You moaned once more at the scratches he was leaving, he realized why.
"A kink for pain? I didn't realize you liked this~"
He started to leave more bites and scratches on you, this only made you moan even louder. Using his claws, he tore your shirt off leaving your bra exposed.
"Let's take this off, shall we?~"
Nodding, you reached behind and undid the clips of your bra and slipped it off, your breasts were displayed in all it's glory to Hank. Not wasting a second, he immediately started to leave marks all over your chest and stomach.
"A-Ah!~ Hank..~
He smirked, yanking down your pants and panties. Swiping two fingers across your slick-covered opening, he licked them clean savoring your taste.
"Getting this worked up already? Naughty girl~"
He immediately started pumping his fingers in and out at a rapid pace giving you no time to adjust. Your body was heated and sweaty, breaths hot and heavy as he scissored his fingers to stretch your insides wide.
"F-Fuck!~ Hank!~"
Smirking, he added a third finger in. The stretch was immense, he was hitting all the sweet spots causing you to clamp down on his fingers.
"Easy...we haven't even gotten to the good part yet"
He continued pumping his fingers in and out, much faster than before. It was too much, you released hard onto his digits. His licked them clean, savoring the taste.
"Mmm..~ Delicious~ Now for the fun part, where I get to absolutely ruin you~"
Slipping his pants down, his cock sprang out. It was huge! How was that going to fit in you?!
"Hank?! That'll tear me apart!"
He chuckled lowly, spreading your legs apart to give him access to your lubricated cunt.
"Good. I'm counting on it~"
He thrusted in with no warning, a choked gasp rang from your heated body.
"S-Shit!! Hank!!"
Chuckling, he leaned close to your ear.
"I'm sorry~ Was that too much s/o?~"
A sudden smile spread on your face, a shot of adrenaline and euphoria ran through your veins as you felt the cat boy's large and pumping member deep inside you, the way he topped over you, ready to dominate and take over your body as his own personal little pleasure toy, turned you on so much, you felt as if you're going to burst in excitement.
"No!!! I want more!!!~" You suddenly exclaimed out, almost in a begging tone. This sudden reaction made Hank growl out a seductive purr, hungry for your body..
"That's exactly what I wanted to hear.~"
He growled in pleasure as he aggressively moved back and forth, thrusting in and out from your body, panting almost animalisticly, you held onto him, wrapping your arms around his neck as you moan uncontrollably, enjoying every second of his rough love deep inside you.
"Yes!! More!! More!!~O-Oohhh Hank!!!~"
You moan out his name, your tongue dangling out of your mouth, arching your back so hard you might sprain yourself without realizing. Hank groaned and moaned softly, his claws scratching your arms a bit, making the warm blood drizzle and stain your skin red. You find yourself suddenly realizing you enjoy the pain from his scratching..
"H-Hank!! Scratch me more!! Mark me as your property with your claws!!!~" You moaned out, almost in a begging tone.
Hank looked a bit surprised, but his expression changed from surprise to malice very quickly, as he picked you up into his arms, holding you closely to his chest and wrapping his thick, muscular arms around your body. You suddenly feel a sharp but very pleasant pain on your back, he was scratching it more, as his thrusting accelerated, making you moan so loud you might attract people around the base.
The pain and rough love is so intense, so much, you couldn't even make out comprehensible words anymore, all you could moan out was the large cat boy's name, begging more for his touch.
Suddenly, his grip around you tightens: He was about to release.
"Y/N... I'm close..." He growled out.
"Inside Hank!!! Fill me up!!!~" You moaned out, desperate for his juices to fill you completely.
With a pleasant growl, he granted your wish, with a few more quick thrusts, he pinned you down on the bed as he released himself deep inside your body, as you came hard along with him, letting out your final yell in pure ecstasy of the desired release.
The catboy collapsed on top of you, breathing heavily, his muscles heaving along with his breath, the sweat from his efforts mixing with yours, gluing your skin together.. You panted as well, feeling a sudden exhaustion right after the release, but you couldn't deny one thing: It was fucking amazing.
Once he caught his breath, Hank slowly pulled out from you, and then suddenly picking you up and holding you closely, a deep, yet affectionate purr resonating from his throat. You smiled, reaching your hand up to cup and caress his cheek, giving back your own affection to the catboy.
"Heh.. I love you too, Hank..." You softly answered to his purr, enjoying this moment of serenity to enjoy each other's presence..
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Afterglow (A Bucky Barnes AU fan fiction) - Chapter 13
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Afterglow chapters
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
A/N: Future you, r u okkkk
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
You stared at Bucky and the gentleman who was with him named Sam Wilson, completely dumbfounded; as if they both had three heads. They were seated across from you, Bucky with a glass of water, and Sam with a bottle of beer in his hand. Sam was just finishing his beer, as well as his speech about his business proposal which had to do with you taking photos of his new products, and models.
Bucky introduced Sam as a long-time friend and an owner of a sporting fit apparel named The Falcons. The name did ring a bell as soon as you heard it. You suddenly remembered passing through it while you and Bucky were strolling down Fifth Street, vaguely telling you about a friend who owned it and six other stores scattered in California, Chicago, London, and Australia (and was planning to branch out more in Asian countries); and here he was right in front of you, hiring you as a photographer for his big-time business.
Sam didn't give you a sliver of time to intervene with his flawless little speech he had committed to memory, as he spoke so fast. Some words were even incomprehensible to you — or perhaps it was just because the world was still whirling around you, given the prior event that just took place.
And now this.
You tried to give Bucky some kind of signal by giving him a look but he encouraged Sam further and urged you to listen to his proposal.
"So, y/n..." Sam rested his hands on the wooden table, his attention solely focused on you. "What do you think?"
If only you could tell him the truth that your mind was completely blank, you would. But you didn't want to embarrass yourself or Bucky for that matter, so you just gave him a smile and did the first thing you could think of. "Mr. Wilson — "
"Oh, you can just call me Sam. There's no need for formalities."
You nodded. "Sam... Do you mind if I have a little discussion with Bucky? It will just take a moment."
Sam leaned back on the cushioned couch of the booth and nodded. "Of course. Take all the time you need."
You didn't give Bucky the time to question why so you immediately stood up, grabbed Bucky's hand from across the booth and dragged his body towards one of the closets the bar rarely used. You closed the door behind you, and switched the light on. Even with the small lightbulb hanging from the ceiling, the inside of the closet still looked dingy, and the dust crawling on the walls and flying in the tight air space were clearly evident.
"Bucky, what the hell is going on?"
"Isn't it great?"
You smacked his arm. "Steve just told me he's getting me fired so that I can focus on my career as a photographer."
"That's even greater!"
You smacked his arm harder this time. "I'm not done." You hissed. "He's giving me one week to figure things out and then I'm fired. If I don't have shit figured out in that one week, I'm not gonna be able to pay for bills. Did you say something to Steve when you came here this morning? Don't lie to me, James."
He was rubbing his arm, brows furrowed. "I told him nothing."
"You showed him the photos I took last night. What was that all about?"
He sighed in defeat. "I just made him realize that you needed to be out there and not stuck here. You said it yourself, y/n, you're stuck in a rut and the only way to get yourself moving is to break from that routine. To go out there and explore the world."
"And then you just swoop in and bring your friend?"
"Yes."
"So, Steve just happens to realize that I needed to go out there and explore the world, and then it just so happens that your friend needs someone to photograph for his business?" You scoffed. "Bucky, do you expect me to believe that this is just one big coincidence? That you're not the one pulling all the strings in this little weird puppet show?"
"Yes, okay, I may have done something about those, said something, but — "
"Oh my god, you can't do that." You had the urge to get some air, and to pace back and forth as you tried to put your thoughts into words, but the space felt tighter the more you spoke. "You can't just walk into people's lives and, and... control everything! This is not just about chasing a dream, this is also about survival. I'm not rich like you. I don't have a safety net when things fall apart. You... You can't put all your trust in me."
"Well, someone needs to." Bucky sternly answered. "And if that someone should be me then so be it."
"I don't even know why you're going to great lengths for me." You looked down on the floor. "I... I don't get it, Bucky. I don't get you at all."
"Hey, hey, hey, listen to me, doll." His hands made contact with your skin, lifting your face to look at his blue eyes. "I apologize for taking things too far, I guess I could act so rash as well but I just wanted to do what I know is right and what would make you happy. Seeing you last night was... heartbreaking."
"So, you pity me." You sighed. "Everybody does."
"Call it what you want, y/n. But people who pity you won't ever believe in you and in what you do. But here I am putting all my trust in you. Your boss Steve does too. And Sam." A smile formed on his lips, making the insides of you flip.
"Your friend Sam sounds like a big deal and he hasn't even seen my photos. How can he trust me to do all this for him?"
"I put my word in for you. I told him if I was wrong, then to hell with me. And if you're worried about people assisting you during the shoot, don't. Sam has people all over and he just needs your beautiful eyes and hands and brain." He laughed. "Sam's a good guy and you're not going to be working for some big corporation. I know you hate those. This is perfect for you, trust me. And right now, all I need you to do is say yes to Sam, say yes to me, and most especially say yes to yourself. Please?"
The atmosphere became lighter, and the room didn't feel that tight any longer. His flattering words forever engraved in your mind. His warm hands stayed on both sides of your face, his face pleading.
You sighed and nodded your head slowly, finally convinced. "Okay, yes."
A grin started to crawl to his face and for a moment, his face drew closer to yours. "Okay, good. Now let's get out of here and tell Sam the good news."
You nodded but a touch of disappointment came, as Bucky's hands left your face. You never knew the presence of Bucky's skin against yours was one thing you could miss. You didn't even know if you should.
As soon as you sat down, you told Sam the good news and quickly ordered a bottle of champagne. You were supposed to get it for them but Bucky told you to sit down and let loose for a while, so you did.
Nat approached the booth with the cold champagne, and some glasses. She bent down and whispered to you, "You better tell me what's going on here. I wanna hear everything."
Sure, she did. Nat always wanted to. When it comes to water cooler gossip or any kind of gossip for that matter, Nat always wanted to dig her nose into other people's stuff. With a wink and a slight sway on the hips, she retreated to the counter and took more of people's orders. Beside her, you noticed Nick steal a glance in your direction but was averted away by people trying to get their drinks.
"Alright, let's toast." Sam declared. Bucky was just finishing filling yours when you focused your attention back at the two gentlemen in front of you. You thanked Bucky and mirrored Sam as he raised his glass. Bucky followed, his eyes with a luster glaze on you. "To new partners, beginnings, and to y/n."
"Thank you, Sam." You laughed, clinking your glasses. "And to Bucky, for trusting me enough to do this."
"To Bucky who wouldn't leave me alone until I said yes." Sam replied, emptying his glass.
You gave Bucky a look and shook your head. Being the cheeky man he was, the ends of his lips curved slightly which triggered the beat of your heart. The sudden changes you have been feeling when it came to Bucky have been scaring you but it wasn't a "bad scary"; it was the kind that excited everything inside you. A thrilling feeling that left you wanting more.
At the taste of the sprinkling cold champagne, for a moment, you were brought back to last night's events. A montage-like of red, blue and white lights illuminating the street, Howard waiting in the limousine, Wandavision, and then Bucky. After that, it was just Bucky's presence beside you and as you looked back at him, all you could think about was his soft warm lips pressed on your forehead. The entirety of it felt like you were living a dream — there were parts you couldn't remember and parts that you could, and the latter were just the ones you kept replaying in mind (even with Bucky in front of you), trying to imbue this dream-like memory and convince yourself that it was a memory.
Nat's voice pulled you out of your thoughts (and boy, were you thankful for it). "Hey, your shift's almost ending." She reminded you, passing by the booth, then turned to face Bucky and Sam. "Anything you want from the menu, boys?"
"No, thank you." Bucky replied then turned to you. "We should also be heading up."
"Oh." Nat's change in voice was so evident that you wanted to pull her out of here as soon as possible. "You guys are heading up, huh?" She teased, her eyes now on you.
"It's not what you think." You said. "He's just looking after me. Parker's gone to some corporate retreat for a week."
"Man, you're a babysitter!" Sam butted in, punching Bucky's arm lightly. "Oh, I can't believe this."
"No, I'm not."
"You can't even take care of your damn self, how are you gonna take care of her?"
"Shut up, Sam!"
"He's actually taking good care of me." You said, looking at Bucky.
"I'm sure he is." Nat chuckled which made you step on her foot. She cleared her throat in response.
"Anyway, I gotta go say goodbye to Steve." You said, standing up. "Hey Nat, do you want me to say hi to him for you?"
With her mouth slightly open, and eyes furrowed, she replied very slowly. "No."
You smirked. "Okay then."
You headed towards Steve's office, leaving Nat stunned in her place. Steve's office was slightly open so you didn't bother knocking and just went inside. "Hey, Steve. I'm off for tonight."
"Sure." He replied. "Hey, about earlier."
"What about it?"
"I'm doing it because I truly believe in you." He smiled. "And your new friend Bucky does so too."
You smiled at him right back. "Yes, Steve. Thank you."
"Take care, y/n."
"You too, boss!"
And with that, you headed towards the booth where Bucky and Sam were.
Out on the side of the street, the three of you parted ways, Sam hailing a cab and you and Bucky heading towards the apartment building. Once the elevator doors opened, you stepped inside and was greeted by its metallic smell.
"Hey, Bucky?" You said, quickly grabbing his attention. "T-thank you for this and for basically everything you've done for me for the past few days."
"Please, you don't have to thank me for this. I'm just really glad I'll be able to help you."
"And I promise once I get my shit done, have money and everything, I'm gonna pay you back — "
"Hey, hey, hey." He cut you off. "Who said anything about paying me back? You don't have to do that, okay?"
"But I feel like this is all too much, like, there's this thing tying me to you."
"Is that a bad thing?" He asked.
"When it comes to money, yeah kinda. And you've bought me all kinds of stuff — "
"Y/n, just..." He sighed. "You don't have to do or say anything. You don't have to worry about paying me back and even if you will, I won't ever ever accept it. Can we leave it at that?"
You sighed in response, the little ding! right on time. "Yeah, okay."
By the time you got in the apartment, you practically ran towards your room because of how exhausted you were but before you could even open the door, there was one more thing you needed to do.
"Bucky?"
“Yes?”
"I-I'm sorry again about last night and no," he was about to do his face whenever he cuts you off, "please, don't cut me off, let me finish."
Bucky walked towards you, his back facing Peter's room.
"This is about what I said... when I asked you to, uh, kiss me. You were right to stop me. I was drunk, sad and vulnerable and the moment wasn't right. It wasn't right. I would have regretted it the next day and would be so ashamed to face you. I might actually avoid you for a month." You sighed. "I'm really sorry you had to see that side of me. A kiss at that moment would be really inappropriate. When we — if we ever do, um, it wouldn't be like that... just like what you said. You said that right? You said, and I quote, not like this. 'Cause I keep hearing your voice saying that in my head." Bucky nodded, affirming it. "Okay. Um, yeah so in conclusion... I am sorry."
He slowly smiled, nodding his head. "You make a lot of speeches."
"Yeah, I'm the queen when it comes to it."
"And apology accepted, of course."
You warmed up with a smile. "Okay, thank you. Good night."
“Good night, doll."
Once you turned around, you felt a strong force on your arm, spinning your body which then collided with Bucky's, together with his lips crashing on yours.
It was like an impulse you couldn't avoid: for you to close your eyes, to move your lips in his rhythm, and to savor his breath. He tasted like cold champagne, and mint, with a hint of coffee. His lips, luscious, warm and soft; you were afraid of tearing them apart with your teeth. He kissed you with all the fervor of a lover. A lover talked about in books, movies, in fairytales.
Bucky's hands found their way around your hips, pulling you closer towards his body, while you rested yours on the sides of his face, pulling every inch of him, craving more of him. Slowly, you opened your eyes and tore your faces only an inch apart, foreheads touching. Lips empty but still hungry. You stayed right where you were; You never dared move an inch and so did he. You were still like statues. The only movement was the rapid rise and fall of your breathing.
Bucky's hands slid from your waist. You felt his fingers on the nape of your neck, his thumb tracing your lower lip and giving it a small, passionate kiss.
"Just like this, doll." He whispered. "Just like this."
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Undeniable Truth
Count Lucio x Gender Neutral MC
EDIT: I recently re-realized that this is the first thing I've seriously written in literally 10 years so, constructive criticism is definitely welcome... Thank you!
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Fanfiction inspired by these pieces of art:
Left: @jyuukichannart
Right: @imaridraws
Tags: Scars, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff
Rating: PG-13?
He shivered a little as they gently grazed the tips of their fingers along the scar on his ribs, already lidded silver eyes falling the rest of the way closed as a soft sigh slid past his lips...
The fingers of their other hand continued to reverently caress thick, golden locks as they slowly glided through the silken strands, but then the fingers of their previous hand ghosted along fair skin to lovingly trace the occasional lines that mark it: his ribs, across his toned stomach to jump to his wrist, caressing the lines that criss-cross that arm...
He almost wanted to tell them to stop; he hated it when people paid so much attention to his scars; he had other, far more lavish features to admire, he could never understand the bemusement toward the abhorrent imperfections. He melted under their touch, though, & despite his mild uncertainty, he found himself keeping silent to simply enjoy the feeling of their hands on him, the touch he always craved.
Fingers tenderly continued along across his neck - earning the slightest shiver as he was brought back from his musings - to the mark leading to the junction of his shoulder & neck, falling lazily to trace along his clavicle until it met cool metal, where it changed course to begin to outline the anchor for the golden prosthetic & before either could think his other hand had their wrist in a vice like grip.
The sudden force surprised them & they couldn't help the flinch before they looked again & their eyes met the steel of his irises beneath his now deeply furrowed brows. It winded them for a moment, that stare, before they recalled that the only steel in that gaze were the bars put there to hold the emotions in check. After a moment's hesitation, their free hand continued through his hair, just as reverently, nothing but love as they managed to hold those guarded, yet burning eyes.
"Please...?" They pleaded gently which drew a flush to his cheeks, immediately softening the rest of his features a little.
He was certain they'd said "please" before, but the weight of the plea despite the softness of their voice would have floored him had he not been resting in their lap already. Even on the occasions when he took the dominant role he couldn't help but to love & spoil them without abandon, unable to leave them want for anything, but...
Searching their eyes for some answer, his grip on them relaxed just enough & they brought their hand away from the place that had so offended him to caress the side of his face. He'd started worrying at his lower lip so they leaned down to take it from him, gently sucking it into a kiss as they used their hands along his face & in his hair to pull him to them just a little, earning another soft sigh as he relaxed a little more.
"Please...?" They whispered again, a little breathless, but just as weighted.
"Yes, anything you want," he answered so quietly, unable to resist them, but so reluctant.
They didn't move away as their hand slowly, *carefully* eased back down his neck & along his shoulder again, instead pressing reassuring little kisses to the corner of his mouth & down along his chin.
He shivered again tangling his fingers into their hair & hoping to distract himself from his nagging thoughts as his partner found the anchor again & traced down along it until they found the deepest scarring where the prosthetic met his shoulder. He nearly whined with the effort to keep from snatching up their wrist again, instead tightening his grip in their hair, tangling his fingers a little deeper, his golden hand starting to tremble a little.
"It's alright," they found themself gently cooing against his lips as they affectionately rubbed their noses together. "I love you, Lucio."
"I love you, too," he breathed lifting his still trembling hand to slide underneath their hair & rest against the back of their neck, the cool metal making them tremble just a little before he pulled them in to close the short distance between their mouths, eliciting a soft whine of surprise before they melted into his trembling lips.
Their hands continued caressing him, one barely resisting the urge to tangle & pull his pretty blond hair, continuing instead to adoringly stroke him like a treasured pet & the other falling to continue following the line of his prostethic, tenderly stroking along all the scarring there. As they traced the junction of flesh & metal underneath his arm, his fingers tangled painfully tighter into their hair as some sound between a whine & a moan escaped from him into their mouth making them shiver & pull back just a little to gaze down at his flushed face. They were taken aback by the tears as they began to slide from where they'd collected around his silver eyes, causing them to glitter beautifully despite the heart wrenching expression across his normally proud features.
"Oh, Lucio..."
Both of their hands made their way to his cheeks so that they could caress his face, carefully thumbing away the tears & trailing eyeliner around his eyes; a fruitless effort as they continued down his cheeks & their hands anyway.
"Why...?" He managed to choke out around the sobs he was trying to hold back.
At first they didn't understand & they didn't want to hesitate too long while he was so fragile, but thankfully as they opened their mouth to respond, they realized what he meant.
"You're beautiful, my love; I just crave to touch you," they answered, managing what they hoped was a convincing smile which was hard with how worried for him they were.
He looked away. Actually turned his whole head to look away. They didn't like that; even fully submitted to them, he didn't do that.
"Not that part..."
"Yes, that part!" They used their hands still on his face to make him meet their eyes again. "ALL of you! Every centimeter!"
His eyes widened a little before he turned them away, teeth finding his lip once again. He'd planned to disagree, but knew better & bit back the protest.
When they shifted his head from their lap, freeing him from their grasp & convincing him to loosen his own, so they could stand up, he was certain they'd given up & would leave. He almost wished they would, but he knew that if they did he'd remember how worthless & alone he felt & yearn for them again only to have chased-
Familiar weight settled across his waist & the plush couch sank beneath him as he gazed with tear blurred vision up at the being straddling him, moisture collecting & threatening to fall from their eyes, too. While they had his attention again, they leaned down over him, curling their arms around the back of his neck to tangle their fingers back into his hair as they pressed their body as close to his as they could, crushing their mouths together once more. They shivered against him as he moaned into the kiss, wrapping his prosthetic around their waist while his other arm snaked up their back so that he could rest his hand along the nape of their neck, pulling them impossibly closer.
They stayed like that for a short time: tightly wrapped up in one another while they eagerly explored each other's mouths, gasping desperately between soft sounds of delight as they lost themselves in one another, their tears momentarily forgotten in their affection for each other. But, finally, the pair parted for an actual breath; they stayed hovering inches over him while both of them gazed into one another's red-rimmed eyes.
"I love you, Montag," they declared shakily, "I love every part of you. All I could ever see when I look at you is indefectible beauty, why don't you believe that?"
His breathing picked up a little at the sound of his birth name on their lips. They were the only one he allowed to know & use it, though they seldomly did. He hung on to every word, silently cursing himself as he felt his throat tighten again.
"How can..." he had to swallow back the tears once again, "how can you say that any of this," he stopped to shift his shoulder a little beneath them, emphasizing his prosthetic, or rather, the scarring associated & surely the rest of his scars, too, "is beautiful?" His voice started to waver making his already distinct accent a little more pronounced. "If I'd been stronger, I'd have been able to better protect myself. What kind of warrior loses an arm? & days after the fact to AMPUTATION?!" He was frantic, nearly seething by the end.
"A *strong* one," they pressed firmly, emphasizing it with a slight tug on his hair to redirect his attention back from within himself to out there with them. "A warrior who could have died, but *lived*. A warrior who has seen countless battlefields & endured much pain to get to where he is." They allowed their voice to soften as his expression did; he was truly listening now. "A warrior who *perseveres* instead of submitting to death under the guise of honor. A true warrior."
A hand slid from his hair to gently rest along his neck, thumb stroking along the underside of his jaw. His face wasn't wholly relaxed yet, but he looked a little more serene under the touch, his eyes softening slightly & his lips parting just a little; he was processing what they'd said.
"Y-you really believe that."
It could have been a question, but the tone made it a statement. They felt a smile tug at the corners of their mouth at that child of a man. Gods how they wanted to just hold him tight & help him forget all the bad things that had made him grow to feel the way he did about himself.
For the time, though, they ghosted their lips along the other side of his jaw, earning yet another shiver & a soft gasp until their lips reached his in a featherlight touch so they could give him their answer:
"Absolutely."
His own lips parted with some other sound, but they swallowed it in a kiss that had him trembling beneath them as soon as their lips met his. Fingers eagerly slid up into their hair inspiring them to trail theirs down his chest to rest over his fluttering heart with a gratified moan.
"Mm, Montag~" They managed, pulling back only enough to focus on lidded silver eyes.
"Yes, my Deity," he answered, his voice slow & husky.
His golden hair was tousled beyond any quick fix, strewn here & there with a few pieces having fallen felicitously in his face, drawing to his eyes. The makeup was smudged & streaked & they were still a little puffy & bloodshot from his tears, but it only made the softness behind, those foxy eyes more apparent; the truth he tried so hard to hide from everyone laid bare for only them to see: he just wanted to be loved & to share that love in return without fear of admonishment.
Their lips brushed the shell of his ear as they whispered to him,
"Let me show you how comely I think you are~?"
A gently posed question, with deep promises that finally brought some of that familiar mischief to his face; his eyes starting to twinkle as the smile began to play at his lips.
"I am putty in your hands ready to be molded to your whims," he started with quiet confidence only to writhe with a whine as they licked along his ear to gently nibble the lobe. "P-p-please show me h-how fet-fetching I can be..." Their lips trailed to his neck nipping a little so that he moaned the last part. "I'm yours~"
And sometimes it was absolutely impossible to believe but, as they sat all the way back to admire the flushed, disarranged mess that was the Count of Vesuvia, more at ease & completely vulnerable below them, it proved to be absolutely undeniable truth.
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ghost of you - cth
summary: dovey’s been dancing around with the memories of calum and what their relationship used to be. 
author’s notes: here’s the part two of best years! inspired by this tik tok. 
warnings: angst, more sad feelings. 
masterlist || request || more doves
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Here I am waking up, dreamt you were by my side.
The weeks seemed to blend together. Days passed much like the seasons and Dovey found herself back in LA with the small dog sleeping in the backseat of her car as she drove through the crowded streets she'd become so used to. It was dark by the time the city lights had come into view, but that never stopped people from being out and celebrating life. Dovey's first few days back in the city were spent in a haze, trying to distract herself from the fact that she'd be seeing Calum again in a matter of days. The first morning back in LA, Dovey woke up to the sunshine on her face, her brain still trying to process the dream that had played through her mind while she slept. 
"Do you think we'll always be like this?" Calum had whispered, his hair a mess from Dovey's fingers that had been tugging and running through it just minutes before. "Do you think it will always feel like we're on our honeymoon?"
He looked ethereal, the way the sunlight hit his skin and made him glow in that hotel room. Dovey could feel his touch on her skin, could feel the way his fingertips traced shapes onto her shoulder, and Dovey could most definitely feel the kisses her pressed onto her skin. 
"I hope so." she whispered back, looking up into the brown eyes she'd fallen in love with all those years ago, "Don't know what I would do if we lost this." 
Left my coffee cup at your place, almost cried. 
Dropping Duke off had seemed like a good idea when she had texted Calum and told him she needed to run some errands before their big meeting. She was almost positive that the old dog missed his house and the dog bed Dovey had forgotten to take with her months ago. The drive, one she had done a thousand times before, felt strange. The streets all looked the same and the neighborhood had changed since the last time she had been there. The lawns were littered with leaves that had fallen and the usual holiday decorations were gone. 
Calum had promised that he'd be out in the studio during the day, that he wasn't going to show up at home while Dovey dropped Duke off. If there was one thing she still believed about Calum, it was his ability to keep a promise, and so she found herself grabbing the hidden key near the front door and walking into the house she'd once called home. 
It was strange, being in the one place she had felt safe and comfortable in and now feeling empty. The AC was on and the windows were shut, making the once lively house silent and cold. Duke would have cared less about the way Dovey's hand shook as she looked around the kitchen and living room, he was on a mission to find the most comfortable spot in the house again. Once she knew that the dog would be comfortable on his own, until Calum came back and he was finally reunited with his owner after months apart, she made her way back to the entrance, her body tensing as she saw the mug on the counter. 
It had been a stupid idea. But Dovey had just been excited to spend some time outside of arenas and radio stations to explore whatever city the tour had brought them to. It had been their first tour together, Calum had practically begged Dovey to join him for at least a few weeks so that he could show her the world. They had snuck out early in the morning, hand in hand through the chilly weather in search of adventure. Calum had made a list of places he'd been wanting to check out and Dovey was not going to say no to spending all the time she could with Cal before they were shoved onto a cramped tour bus again. 
"Do you think they'll let me keep the mug? I'm pretty sure I could convince the waiter to let me take the mug." Calum had mumbled quietly as they sat in a cafe somewhere in the middle of the city, watching the crowds of people walk past them. "I'm pretty good at talking people into things."
"Oh yeah?" Dovey had asked with a chuckle, taking a sip of her own warm drink and examining the matching mug in her hands, "Think you could convince him to let us take both?" 
The mug, evidently, had made its way from a café in Europe all the way back to sunny California without a scratch and now it was staring Dovey in the face. The memories of the tour and just how happy she had been to see Calum in his element on stage and then taking city tours the next day brought a pang to her heart. But the mug had meant just as much to Calum as it did to her and she wasn't going to be the one to steal it from another shelf just for her to be sad again. 
'cause I dreamed long enough, without you I'll never be fine. I won't be just fine. 
Her dreams came in waves most nights. Some were like watching a montage of her life. Sometimes it would be memories of growing up and going to school and other times, it would be of Calum. If she was being honest, most nights ever since she'd gotten to LA, she'd dreamt of Calum. She'd dream of moments she had forgotten about, like their third date when she had made Calum laugh so hard that soda spilled out from his nose or when they pranked Luke while on tour by hiding his passport. 
Some nights, Dovey found herself tossing and turning as she tried to clear her mind of whatever dreams Calum had managed to infiltrate himself into. But the harder she tried the more he showed up and even after their talk, Dovey realized she couldn't ever get him out of her mind. 
I can't drown this out like I always do. 
She found herself walking out of the hotel room in the middle of the night, wrapped up in a hoodie and fuzzy socks. In her mind, the plan was to call him an idiot and tell him he was never allowed to stop talking to her again, which seemed fair considering he hadn't stopped talking the day before when they had been face to face for the first time in months. Then she was going to take the ring back, making sure he knew that if he ever fucked up like this again and she took it off, there was no way in hell she'd ever put it back on. The third step of her plan, the part she was blaming mostly on the dream she'd been having before she shuffled out of bed at two in the morning, was to grab his stupid face and kiss him. 
Dovey had ran over her brilliant plan a few times in her head as the elevator travelled down to the lobby, her mind racing as she began to doubt the genius of it all. Because what if Calum hadn't meant what he said the day before? What if he hadn't wanted to get back together and he was just asking for closure? Surely he would've made it clear, right? Was Dovey just going to drive to their- to his- house and make demands? She had surely lost her mind due to the lack of sleep and now she was going to embarrass her-
"Dovey?" Calum's voice brought her back to the elevator, whose doors were wide open and a very disheveled looking Calum stared back at her in confusion. 
"Calum."
When I close my eyes, I see the ghost of you.
The sun was coming up by the time Calum and Dovey found themselves tangled up in each other's arms, chest rising and falling in unison. The soft light of the sun was peeking in through the blinds of the hotel room and Dovey found herself looking up at the man who she had thought she'd lost. The man who she had given her best years to. But as he laid next to her, with flushed cheeks and curls stuck to his forehead, Dovey realized that he'd given his best years to her. From the ring he'd never taken off since the day she had slid it onto his finger to the way his body fit against hers so perfectly, Calum had been there for all of her best years and they were both going to be there for the rest of them too. 
They might've missed out on a few months, both of them too stubborn to be the first one to cave in and admit the truth, but as Dovey's dreams melded with her reality and Calum's fingertips found their way across her skin, there was no one else she would rather have next to her than Calum. The ghost of pain and loneliness had been next to her for too long and she wasn't going to let them stay any longer. Calum was real and he was holding her like no one else could. For the first time in what seemed like months, both of them found themselves drifting off to sleep with promises made of love and more of their best years to come. 
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damie vibecca exes au part 8
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obsetress: now i just want fanart of damvibecca at the gym
em: well. pitch it to me comrade ghostfucker
obsetress: idk that's about as far as i got i just reread that bit about vibecca in their matching gym outfits and my brain got stuck
em: hypothetically do u have a colour palette in mind bc i associate gym outfits w like. bright loud colours and
em: idk if it works w our earth sign queens
[em note: emily is a liar and did NOT draw fanart of damvibecca at the gym]
[em note 2: we have the gym art now [x] [x]]
obsetress: i was imagining like charcoals tbh, or jewel tones
obsetress: i could see them in like jewel tone purples or that jewel tone blue green color
obsetress: yeah viola jewel tones or blacks n charcoals
obsetress: becs pastels and camels but jewel tones at the gym
em: it’s about Matching
em: And Destroying Ur Ex (platonically)
obsetress: yeah
obsetress: viola's feeling particularly smug about it but then
obsetress: dani's in an old school tshirt and shorts and jamie's in............ one of dani's old school tshirts and shorts
em: YES
obsetress: not intentionally, she just grabbed whatever was there
obsetress: dani chirps "oh you two look so cute! baby look, they have a matched set"
obsetress: viola arches an eyebrow "and so do you, it seems" and dani laughs "not on purpose, jamie just grabbed whatever was on top in the drawer"
viola: you two... share... a wardrobe?
dani: yeah?
em: god cute
obsetress: cute n dumb
em: they can share nearly everything except pants
em: well. pants as a treat
em: haha pants
em: trousers
obsetress: also rly nice rly clean smooth funny juxtaposition in my brain of vibecca being the ones who intentionally match and damie the ones for whom it just accidentally happens
obsetress: hahahah pants
obsetress: they can share pants but................ should they
em: idk miss chapter 12 danis thighs jamies pyjamas
em: should they
obsetress: PLEASE
obsetress: that's exactly what i was referring to THANKS
obsetress: anyway
obsetress: rebecca just laughs
obsetress: viola huffs and bex is like "sorry, babe, but it is kind of funny"
em: dani jamie wearing like
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obsetress: YEAH
obsetress: MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY
em: poor viola
obsetress: thinking about dani's ass in those
em: yeah....
em: violas huffing until jamies exercise flush lasts a little Too Long
obsetress: big blush jamie taylor
em: she’s still like ‘oi dani close ur mouth’ but then she
obsetress: yeah
obsetress: just ogling each other
obsetress: (they briefly pause to ogle vi and rebecca passing a medicine ball back and forth as they do squats and have to acknowledge that, yeah, they've all done alright by themselves)
em: funny montage of the gang doing exercise while surreptitiously taking Peaks
obsetress: omg all i want
obsetress:sometimes having friends as a lesbian means they're all your exes except one, who's your gf, and you're all checking each other out always anyway
em
And That’s Beautiful
obsetress
obsetress: dani: checking out viola's biceps, rebecca's abs
viola: checking out dani's thighs n ass
rebecca: minding her business
jamie: scowling n scrawny
obsetress:(n also checking out dani's thighs n ass, viola's biceps, and begrudgingly peeking at rebecca's abs)
obsetress: every other woman at the gym: checking out jamie, trying to figure out the entire dynamic here
are they a polycule? what
em: jamie probably like
em: maybe she gets really into running bc she just checks out and listens to her audiobooks but like
em: slow twitch vs fast twitch fibers so stays scrawny
obsetress: i can see that
obsetress: just gets on the treadmill and zones tf out
em: jamie ‘why don’t i have biceps’ taylor vs jamie ‘no u gotta lift w ur hips’ taylor
obsetress: she hates it but her psych told her it'll be good for her routine so you know she was like yes ma'am every day ma'am
em: cant believe safe lifting procedures screwed her over
em: ‘yes ma’am every day ma’am’ ur just Going for it arent ya anshdjdh
obsetress: sorry but don't tell me you can't hear it
obsetress: jamie's the person who takes notes in therapy
obsetress: jamie, in the locker room after their workout: do my biceps look bigger?
dani, patiently, already knowing where this is going: bigger than what, baby?
jamie: than yesterday
dani: mm, rome wasn't built in a day, you know
jamie: do they look bigger at all?
dani: well
em: i mean not to perceive her too much but mattresses scene indicates AE/jamie like. at least some muscle in the leg area
em: poor jamie
em: not playing to her strengths
obsetress: yeah she does
obsetress: i mean ae has toned af arms
obsetress: she's just wiry
em: how could i forget the benchpressing dog gif
obsetress: dani's like "jamie, baby, come do squats with me and vi" "m'good" "baby, c'mon, you'll like it" "don't wanna do squats" "it could be good for you" "don't wanna do squats with you two"
em: dani: you gotta like. eat more
jamie: i eat plenty
dani: no u graze all day and then u don’t eat dinner
obsetress: dani: five biscuits spread out across a day doesn't count as eating more
em: dani: protein jamie it’s abt protein
obsetress: dani: you need more protein, which is why i think some lentils would really––
em: jamie thinks protein shakes are Nasty
obsetress: jamie does think protein shakes are nasty but dani will make her a smoothie and sneak it in like she's a child
obsetress: viola and rebecca, with their matching monogrammed blender bottles, just staring
obsetress: becca's like "jamie, just drink it, really, it's fine"
obsetress: viola just does this haughty sniff at her and that's what finally gets jamie to start
em: jamie can deal w being a brat but the idea of viola having Anything over her drives her Insane
em: Drives Her Fuckign Nuts
obsetress: she hates it
obsetress: just the absolute fuckin worst
em: do u think dani ever like
em: like they REALLY need to clear out storage but it’s a boiling frog situation where it’s increased so gradually that
em: like jamie thinks it’s Fine storage is Clear Enough
em: it’s Not
em: danis like. should we invite rebecca and vi over
em: just be Idea of A Snide Viola Comment fills jamie w a burning rage
obsetress: oh my god
obsetress: i'm obsessed with this
obsetress: i would read a whole oneshot about this
em: eventually dani comes clean abt it n jamie thinks it’s v funny bc yknow; open and honest communication is a v important part of their dynamic
em: jamie: next time just tell me my storage looks like shite dani or i will be grumbling abt viola for a Week
obsetress: inevitably
obsetress: when they do have to come over to clean
obsetress: dani offers them takeout and wine ("step up from pizza and beer at least," jamie grumbles) and viola's like "jesus, dani, let's just go out to dinner. my treat"
obsetress: at dinner, viola's like "if you want more storage, i have some wonderful properties––"
obsetress: rebecca's mouthing "sorry" from next to her across the table
em: every time they go out rebecca takes vi aside n is like ok sweetheart so you promise you’re not gonna try convince them to sell the apartment again
em: and violas like (mock horror) of course i won’t. ye of little faith
em: and every time
em: every time she does
em: she’s tryna HELP
obsetress: she would too she'd be like
obsetress: "i'm just trying to HELP"
obsetress: "they're our FRIENDS"
em: i’m on a mission to figure out like
em: this is way way down the line
em: but i wanna believe eventually viola and jamie start to, at the v least, Tolerate each other
em: jamie might even be fond of the crazy bird but she’ll NEVER admit it
obsetress: god like vi's on business or some shit in like
obsetress: the UAE
obsetress: negotiating some Deal
obsetress: and so dani and jamie get dinner with just bex and they're driving home after and having a perfectly mundane conversation and then jamie's just blurting like
obsetress: "i think i miss vi"
em: she’s HORRIFIED
em: she tries to play it off as like um
em: she’s Too Comfortable
em: things are Too Boring
em: which is weird knowing everything we know abt jamie
em: but actually she just... maybe misses viola
em: danis like god i wish i was recording this
obsetress: jamie's passed out next to her at home later (it's ten pm) and dani's chattering happily away on the phone with vi (drinking a martini in her dubai hotel room at one am since, y'know, no bars) in bed right next to her
obsetress: "jamie, uh, said she misses you. i know. no, i KNOW. don't tell her i told you. yeah, yeah, you win, vi, we know. uh-huh. uh-huh. i'm gonna pretend you didn't just ask me that"
em: CUTE
em: u can’t lord it over her vi it’s a little secret
em: vi's like when have i EVER
em: she does
obsetress: once they're good again, dani and vi absolutely just. lose time (there's a metaphor in there) talking to each other still
em: this is wholesome tbh
em: i really like the damie stories where like
em: look it’s nice when damie have each other but it’s also nice when they have their own friends and stuff
em: dunno how to articulate that well
em: it’s a balance! it’s a balance
obsetress: yeah! exactly
obsetress: because that's part of the love n possession thing too yk
obsetress: not to say either of them would ever be like "no friends for you" but
obsetress: wanting to have a life outside of your partner yk
obsetress: they're meeting vi and rebecca for dinner after vi gets back and vi's just grinning and sweeping jamie into a hug "i heard you missed me"
em: she gets jamie a souvenir t-shirt
em: it’s too big
em: OR
em: child’s t-shirt
obsetress: (jamie sleeps in it that night)
obsetress: oh childs might be better
obsetress: she's like "you're a little scrawny, so..."
em: jamie sleeps in it.... soft bitch
em: she feels too much
obsetress: jamie taylor softest bitch
obsetress: dani watches her pull it on and raises an eyebrow and jamie's just like "wot"
em: jamies like (grumbles) i knew she was comin back i’m just
em: shouldn’t you be HAPPY about this development dani
em: ‘s’a gift... s’rude not t’....’
obsetress: YEAH
obsetress: dani just grins "mmhm"
em: it accidentally makes its way into jamies workout clothes pile
obsetress: oh my GOD oh my god
obsetress: viola's shit eating GRIN when jamie shows up at the gym in it
em: jamies like fok
em: mental maths tryna figure if she wants to just. work out in a sports bra
em: she Doesn’t
obsetress: she Doesn't!
obsetress: (she's shy)
em: god it’s one of those shirts that’s like
em: someone who loves me went to UAE and got me this t-shirt or something
obsetress: dani corners her in their empty row in the locker room "you could've just taken it off, you know" "dunno, not everyone needs to... see that, you know?" "i'd certainly like to see it" jamie rolls her eyes but she's grinning "you can see that any time" "well maybe i wanted to see it during my workout" "dani......."
em: jamies embarrassed bc of her gnarly farmers tan means her tummy is at least five shades lighter than the rest of her
em: crisp tan lines
obsetress: god jamie's farmers tan
em: once again i am bringing my tan lines jamie agenda
obsetress: dani loves jamies dumb farmers tan so much
obsetress: she giggles
obsetress: but it's the most loving giggle possible
em: and then when she gets into running...
em: god when i was rowing there were a couple ppl w like what i called a neapolitan icecream tan which is
em: gimme a second
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obsetress: jamie gets all huffy when dani giggles at her tan but then dani's like "baby, no, i think it's cute" and jamie gives her a look and dani grins mischievously and ducks her head
obsetress: and then she's licking and kissing and nipping her way along jamie's dumb tan lines
em: there it is
obsetress: it was inevitable
em: so caught up in the joy of jamies dumb farmer tans i forgot abt her gnarly scar she keeps under wraps
em: baby
em: the most baby
obsetress: baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
em: jamie decides the only way to claim the stupid t-shirt as hers is to cut off the sleeves
em: it’s abt the ritual of the thing
obsetress: she shows up at the gym wearing it and
obsetress: that's viola's "oh no she's hot" moment
em: YEAH BABY
obsetress: literally just like
obsetress: world stops
obsetress: viola stares
em: jamie finally gets to do an exercise that shows off her sinewy manual labor grip forearms
em: viola’s probably just as horrified to find jamie hot as every time jamies like oh no
em: violas hot
em: and once again jamie CANNOT know she’s hot bc she will be insufferable
em: she will be the Worst
obsetress: viola's tugging rebecca aside "why didn't you tell me jamie was hot" "what?" viola waves a hand and rebecca just furrows her brow a little and is like "that's just... what she looks like, vi"
obsetress: viola corners dani next "why didn't you tell me jamie was hot" "i did" "oh. right" viola pauses, then "why didn't you make sure i was listening?" dani just gives her a look and walks away
obsetress: dflksdjfldaj god the way jamie and viola are. the same
obsetress: kind of incredibly, in the same ways dani and rebecca are the same
em: “hey baby, did viola seem different today? seemed off”
em: jamies like. is she mad at me. did i break another social taboo.
em: rebecca ‘jamie looks like jamie’ jessel vs dani ‘my gf is so hot i can’t stand it’ clayton
obsetress: "i tell you how hot she is at least three times a week, vi"
em: danis tryna goad her into making the damn shirt a crop top
em: jamies like yeah but isn’t that a step too far. i feel like i am destroying this shirt too much
em: she does it anyway
em: so jamies workout clothes are danis endless grey baggy school t-shirts and this one ugly souvenir shirt that like
em: psychological warfare and she doesn’t even know it
obsetress: i would........ like to see it
obsetress: also crop top jamie is one of my favorite jamies
obsetress: she is severely underrated
em: crop top jamie is
obsetress: and we do not talk about her enough
em: jamie wear More crop tops
obsetress: viola and rebecca in bed, in matching facemasks, after going to the gym post-epiphany that Jamie Is Hot
obsetress: viola: are dani and jamie hotter than us?
rebecca: what?
obsetress: and like
obsetress: viola is NOT insecure
obsetress: she is constantly confident that she's the most attractive woman in the room at any given moment, but
obsetress: she's just so staggered by this realization
em: some neutral third party (ms grose and mr sharma probably) are like well. u guys definitely have a little more of a scary thing going on
em: i’m imagining rebecca and viola at brunch w hannah and owen v seriously discussing this
em: viola brings it up and rebecca GROANS but then she gets invested in the convo
obsetress: GOD yeah
obsetress: she's leaning forward and gesturing with her fork "when you say 'scary'..........."
em: owens like scary is a compliment
em: hannah grose sips her tea knowingly
obsetress: rebecca just narrows her eyes at hannah grose and hannah raises her eyebrows and shrugs
em: after a week or so viola bursts into a room w stupid big sunglasses and a tray of take out coffees and she’s like Don’t You Worry Jamie I Have Concluded You’re Hot But I’m Not Threatened By It
em: jamies like sorry WHAT
em: you’ve been thinking about WHAT
em: viola leaves without ever following it up
obsetress: dani is entirely unfazed
obsetress: doesn't even blink
em: danis like neat she remembered the oat milk
em: everyone in this au is insane
obsetress: any lesbian in 2021 is insane
obsetress: par for the course
em: was gonna protest but
em: Yeah
obsetress: this lesbian meme account i follow on insta is doing “stop asking who’s the top and who’s the bottom. start asking...” posts
obsetress: and one of them is “start asking who’s baby and who’s fuck around and find out” and it just makes me chuckle
obsetress: jamie taylor baby
obsetress: viola lloyd also baby
em: dani is baby passing and jamie is fuck around faking
obsetress: oh my god that’s why that’s why i think we cracked it
obsetress: dani (fuck around) dated jamie (baby) and vi (baby)
obsetress: rebecca (fuck around) dated jamie (baby) and vi (baby)
obsetress: the reason they could never cross further even tho per the transitive property dani (so similar to vi) should be able to date beccs and jamie (so similar to beccs) should be able to date vi is because
obsetress: you can’t have two babies and two fuck arounds in a relationship together
em: oh of course. i see. i see
em: however in the rare rare crack ship of the ‘jamie viola hatefuck’ a similar phenomenon to ‘social anxiety mum friend ordering food’ instinct takes over and someone fucks around and finds out
em: this is just my unhinged jamie viola hatefuck bulkshit which is. it’s ironic ok it’s ironic it’s ironic it’s
em: ok one last thought bc i know it’s super late for u but
obsetress: omg i also have a last thought let’s trade
em: what if mikey is about isabels age n jamie ends up looking after him for one reason or another for a bit
em: and viola absolutely Dotes on him
obsetress: omg
obsetress: that’s what does it. jamie seeing viola w mikey
em: grumble grumble i guess she’s not that bad
em: except then she’s like god what if mikey likes her MORE than me
obsetress: “dani what if mikey gets one of those weird first crushes on vi”
obsetress: dani doesn’t even look up from the laundry “who hasn’t had a crush on vi”
obsetress: jamie’s like “mE” and dani just gives her the most withering look
em: danis like It’s Par For The Course Jamie
em: danis a teacher she’s like it happens don’t sweat it
em: anyway
em: what was. what was ur last little thought
obsetress: i was just thinking more about viola also baby and how also she’s been so privileged her whole life that sometimes there are just some things she can’t do for herself because she just doesn’t know how
obsetress: like she’s never had to learn
em: rebecca gets um
em: freeze dried coffee
em: nescafé
obsetress: but like
obsetress: rebecca genuinely loves taking care of vi for whatever reason (it’s because she loves her) when she really needs it but
obsetress: rebecca also takes no shit and is like “i’m not making the nescafé for you. you’re 36 years old, vi, you need to learn to do it for yourself”
obsetress: and she’ll stand there and watch her do it and then she makes vi do it at least three more times for posterity
obsetress: “i’ll make a plebeian of you yet, viola lloyd”
obsetress: (god only the two of them would think a line like that is funny)
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