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jiaqixusposts · 5 months

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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justshipsandstuff · 3 months

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For all of you who said she’d grind him into powder medicine

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#not the kind of shared dream Jinshi expect #my art #jinmao #kusuriya no hitorigoto #the apothecary diaries

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amartworks · 4 months

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I think a lot about the architecture ideas drawn by Étienne-Louis Boullée

They're sketches from the 1780s and they look like the end of the fucking universe

#reblogs off this is hogging my notes sorryyyy #I’ll turn them back on later #I too want Denis Villanueve to see these for dune messiah it’s exactly what I envision for the keep #shared art #architecture #theyre proposed ideas for Isaac Newtons grave monument and weren't built for obvious reasons #diary

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obsob · 4 months

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once more around the sun!! :3

#mine #cats #happy new year!!! a little late but alas #i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh #i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey #in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me #also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill #i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy #im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares #if i do cute spreads i will share them :3 #also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All #but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip #anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese #love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do!#and then did not do that #alas...time escapes me

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harunayuuka2060 · 4 months

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MC, Ace, Deuce, Epel, Sebek, Jack, and Grim: *unanimously decided to have a shared diary where they will write everything noteworthy or just some straight-up bullshit*

MC's entry:

I'm so bored. No one wants to play with me.

MC's entry:

Grim. Don't write using my name.

Grim's entry:

Tch.

Ace's entry:

Okay. So Riddle's mad at me again.

Deuce's entry:

He ate his tart.

Ace's entry:

Dude?!

Jack's entry:

*review notes*

Epel's entry:

Thanks, Jack!

Jack's entry:

Yeah. Free to use.

Sebek's entry:

Waka-sama complimented me today! Envy me, humans!

MC's entry:

Your Waka-sama kissed me. Cry about it, Sebek.

Sebek's entry:

Curse you!

#twisted wonderland #twst mc #twst ace #twst deuce #twst jack #twst epel #twst sebek #twst grim #twst shared diary

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shishuri · 10 days

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This guy.. this fucking guy is bragging about the game he had with his wife, during a damn meeting..

#his love for his wife is SO goals though #its like the wholesome version of sharing your sex life with anyone who are unfortunate enough to be nearby 😂#kusuriya no hitorigoto #the apothecary diaries #apothecary diaries #lakan #fengxian knh #fengxian

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literatureaesthetic · 21 days

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oxford, comma

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galina · 6 months

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In hundreds of thousands we put feet on the ground, voices in the air, strangers' hands clasping each other tightly, eyes ahead focused on love, compassion, hope, sunlight breaks through

#diary #life is not a back patting exercise #virtue signalling is a waste of energy we could be using for good #but sharing ideas of hope can be healing #and right now for the first time I'm hopeful #ceasefire #free palestine

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scificrows · 9 months

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Okay, my brain refuses to think about anything other than Murderbot, so I looked at every use of the word "friend[s]" in TMBD and... created some pie charts. Normal human activities.

Some Thoughts™ I had while putting this together (under the cut):

In All Systems Red, Murderbot notes that the PresAux crew are all close friends (twice! and goes on to explain their internal relationships which I think is very cute). This is pretty much the only use of 'friends' in ASR, except for when Murderbot says that SecUnits can't be friends with each other.

It seems that this may be one of the first times Murderbot has ever really been around a group of friends before? Murderbot notes that this is not the norm for its contracts and admits that the fact that they are all friends and the way they interact with each other make it actually enjoy that contract (before!!!! the hostile attack, so it already enjoys this contract before they start seeing it as a person etc ghghhhh). [Inference: Friendship seems enjoyable.]

The first character that calls Murderbot its friend is ART in Artificial Condition. Murderbot immediately refutes this (and then goes on to call ART its friend to its clients for the rest of the book). [Inference: Maybe ART is Murderbot's friend. And maybe that is... agreeable]

Rogue Protocol has more than twice as many instances of the word 'friend' as any of the other novellas. Why? Miki. Friendship and its implications for non-humans are a central theme because Miki is friends with everyone. Murderbot initially scoffs at the notion that Miki and Miki's humans are friends. At the end of the book, after witnessing how desperately Don Abene tried to stop Miki from trying to save them, and her grief after its death, Murderbot has to admit that she had in fact been Miki's friend. [Inference: Humans can be friends with bots and can sincerely care about them]

In Exit Strategy, Murderbot tentatively uses the word "friends" for its humans for the first time (several times actually). It questions whether it can actually call them its friends or not and later realizes that it had been afraid what admitting that the humans are its friends would do to it. At the end of the book, Mensah tells Murderbot the PresAux crew are its friends, which is the first time a human has directly said that to it (at least on-page). [Inference: Humans can and want to be Murderbot's friends]

In Network Effect, Murderbot seems to be more habituated to the word 'friend', confidently calling ART and Ratthi its friends, like it is no longer just trying the concept on unsure if it fits. There are many instances in which other characters refer to MB as ART's friend or the other way around and Murderbot's humans refer to Murderbot as their friend several times. Generally, there seems to be less hesitancy, because yes, all of them are Murderbot's friends, why wouldn't they be. [Inference: SecUnits can have friends. This SecUnit has friends. They care about it a lot.]

Conclusion: The Murderbot Diaries tell the story of a construct that does not seem to consider the possibility of friendship for itself and is fine with that - until it accidentally starts caring a little too much and suddenly more and more people annex it as a friend (ew) to the point where it can no longer deny that this is happening and has to begrudgingly admit that yes, it has friends now and maybe that is actually not a bad thing.

#the murderbot diaries #murderbot #𓄿 #hi i'm READY to write a thesis about murderbot i am having way too much fun with this #i created a pretty excel spreadsheet and everything #i don't know why i did this but now i can look at them while i think about this more! so i figured i'd share them haha #i didn't count uses of 'friendly' but special shoutout to when MB is all alone in its cold cubicle missing 20% of its body mass #and starts putting on a show because 'the friendly noise would keep it company' 😭😭#i feel sick thinking about murderbot all alone on its own not knowing what its like to have friends watching media for 'the friendly noise'#also YES okay i wanted to make a point about miki there but i just #couldn't bring myself to talk about that more so... yeah #also uhhh this data is very subjective #i didn't count particularly ironic uses of 'friend' and generally did not count every instance of friend and sometimes it was a hard call #also i probably shouldn't have counted the times murderbot refered to drones or secsystems as its friends (often after hacking them)#but murderbot does seem to care about them and shows kindness and respect and sometimes points out that a system is friendly #so while i don't think MB means “friend” in the same way referring to them as when it refers to ART for instance #i still think its CUTE and also kinda funny how many times that happened so i decided to keep those!!!#but yeah take my data with a grain of salt lol

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jiaqixusposts · 5 months

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#journal #diary #shared diary #ritual

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youweremyridehome · 13 days

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The Murderbot Diaries, estonian covers for All Systems Red and Artificial Condition by Liis Roden

#sharing these cause they fucking RULE #aitäh liis roden !!!!#the murderbot diaries #the artist shared on ig that the 3rd book's translation should be out very soon #so expect a new cool cover in the near future #i hope the artists link works but this is tumblr so ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

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lazyasriel · 8 months

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I’ve been picking my little sister up from school recently and don’t 100% know how to talk to a 13 year old. So far I have:

1. Ranted about the development of the vampire diaries and the differences between the books and tv show

2. Sung most of the Hamilton sound track with her

3. Played her the first few episodes of the Magnus archives

4. Played her 3 of the mechanisms albums

We also got coffee bc I’m not afraid to bribe her for love

I’m excited for the future

#I really don’t know how to talk to 13 year olds #I want to engage in her interests and share mine #I just want to be a good big sister #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #the mechanisms #jon sims #Hamilton #alexander hamilton #Hamilton musical #hamilton memes #the vampire diaries #tvd #damon salvatore #e l james #sister shit

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angelexotica · 24 days

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Panties of the day?

burgundy lace :)

#I actually ended up taking a whole photoshoot 🥴#but I’ll share it later bc I gotta go to class #self #ask #anon #intimates diary

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caintooth · 6 months

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hi. we have 98 days left to raise approximately $9,000 before i must significantly push back my top surgery date.

i was previously considering taking out a loan but i am over $2,000 in medical debt due to my brain cyst, and have had to miss a lot of work because of my on-going symptoms. i have an MRI next week which i know is going to bring on even more financial strain. a loan is not practical for me and there is no version of one i could safely afford.

link here

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uoouaquarium · 6 months

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One thing i absolutely adore about The Murderbot Diaries is how media, or MB being a media fanatic, is so important to the story. It’s not just a random character trait like a sweet little treat. It’s such a KEY COMPONENT and it’s just. perfect.

#Murderbot #the Murderbot diaries #system collapse #dude’s brain-trashed ass was saved by media and found The One by a shared interest of media and won a bunch of cave-dwellers’ trust by media #and every thing

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