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my--moon · 1 day

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My story.

I have never told anyone this ever. None of my friends know, so this is the first time I've spoken about it. So here it goes I guess.

To the anons in my asks, threatening to slit my throat or rape me or asking to be my sugar daddy. I'd like to tell you a little something.

I am a rape victim as of age six.

Age six.

Six years old.

It was an older cousin, he said we should play truth or dare. It started as me being dared to do a cartwheel (I couldn't).

Then it started to get less innocent. He started to ask me to take a photo of him. When I said yes, he tried to slip his pants off.

He didn't go through with this idea though.

Later, he asks me to play a special game. Where I'd take my clothes off and he'd draw pictures on me with his finger

He started at my shoulder and went down to my clit.

I eventually screamed out to my aunt, who was out smoking at the time. She saw the scene and my cousin tried to run away.

He packed his stuff and threatened to kill himself while walking away. At 10:34pm at night.

I, was crying because I thought I did something wrong. I tried to fall asleep and when I wake up my mother's right there, taking me back to the car.

I haven't seen my cousin since then and I never plan to.

I don't fucking care if it was a game or a joke. What he did was wrong and it has affected me deeply, now every time I see a older boy even close to resembling his appearance or mannerisms—

I get hateful, I become rude to them. Calling them bitches before they can get close to me.

Now, I get scared anytime I see an older boy comes close to 5 meters near me. I'm scared it'll happen again.

I'm afraid to go on school camps without someone I know constantly with me because what if it happens again?

These what ifs drown my mind constantly. It shouldn't be like this.

I wish I wasn't like this, but it's not my fault for acting like this anyway.

So to those bitches in my asks or 12 people in my messages asking to send nudes, please fuck off and never interact with me or my mutuals.

— signed @my--moon.

#TW rape #tw sa #tw abuse #vent post #anti rape #sa mention #tw #trauma #sa vent #sa survivor #sa tw #women shouldn't be afraid of you.

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zeldasnotes · 8 months

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”It is never too late to be what you might have been.” 💘

#self love #self healing #healing #self esteem #starting over #loveyourself #trauma #abuse survivor #sa survivor

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guess-who-relapsed · 1 year

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#sa survivor #csa survivor #trauma memes #actually traumatized #hypersexual #sex repulsed #actually dissociative #childhood trauma #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd vent

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it-never-gets-better · 7 months

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MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

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mindfulparentingproject · 1 year

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Hey y'all. Healing is possible. It's hard and it takes years. There are things you may not be able to fully heal and there are things you will let go of quickly. It's okay. There is no timeline for healing.

#generational trauma #trauma survivor #childhood abuse #sa survivor #mindfulparenting

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sparrow-the-tired-lesbian · 2 months

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here’s a friendly reminder for survivors of any sort of abuse that

It wasnt your fault

You are strong

You didnt ask for it

No one gets to invalidate your experience

If someone invalidates your experience, you get to dump their ass

#i suffered through a friend abusing me #physically emotionally and mentally. These reminders save me everyday #childhood trauma #trauma #emotional abuse #parental abuse #sa survivor #abuse survivor #abuse recovery #child abuse #tw abuse

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dying-weeds · 1 year

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I feel like it's not talked enough about how SA really strips you of your identity. Like someone violates your basic humanity and you're left to deal with the aftermath of having everything you are as a person taken away from you. It makes you feel subhuman.

#tw sa #tw sa implied #sa vent #vent #trauma #sa survivor #tw ptsd #actuallyabused #actually cptsd #actually ptsd #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent

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neuroticboyfriend · 1 year

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abusiveness and predation is not unique to men. abusive women (and the abuse of men for that matter) are much, much more common than you think. if your support for abuse survivors only extends to women or people who were abused by men, you don't actually support survivors.

so to all the survivors who aren't women, and the survivors whose abusers weren't men: i believe you, and i see you. you deserve to be safe and supported. you are not alone. your pain and suffering matters just as much as others' does. what happened to you is just as awful, and i'm wishing you so much healing and happiness.

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sickmuseum · 1 year

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I am sitting down in the shower It is this dirty type of clean That keeps me trapped in here for hours Still, I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds Convince myself I am coming clean Forget and ignore who I used to be That kid is never coming back

Bathtub - The Front Bottoms.

#cocsa survivor #sa survivor #csa survivor #sa awareness #cocsa vent #sa vent #cocsa victim #sa victim #sad writing #vent

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chronicsymptomsyndrome · 5 months

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Childhood trauma culture is being grown and still getting really into whatever was popular with kids/teens when you were that age because you feel like you missed out

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jordanlovesalexg · 27 days

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don’t ever tell a male SA survivor; “You’re supposed to enjoy it”

don’t ever tell a male SA survivor; “You’re a boy, you can’t get raped.”

don’t ever tell a male SA survivor; “that doesn’t count.”

don’t ever tell an SA survivor; “What were you wearing?”

don’t ever tell an SA survivor; “Did you close your legs?”

don’t ever tell an SA survivor; “They’re family, they wouldn’t do that.”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “I don’t believe you.”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “I know them, they wouldn’t do that.”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “You’re supposed to enjoy it.”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “We’re you leading them on?”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “We’re you rude?”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “You’re an adult, toughen up.”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “it doesn’t count.”

don’t ever tell a SA survivor; “it’s your fault.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “but you don’t act like it.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “But they seem so nice.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “They’d never do that.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “She’s a girl, girl’s don’t abuse.”

don’t ever tell a male DA/GA survivor; “Boys can’t be abused.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “But you have no scars.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “You’re just making things up for attention.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “you should’ve just fought/yelled back.”

don’t ever tell a DA/GA survivor; “It’s your fault.”

don’t ever tell an attempt survivor; “that’s selfish of you.”

don’t ever tell an attempt survivor; “I’ve had it worse/i know someone who has it worse.”

don’t ever tell an attempt survivor; “that doesn’t sound like an attempt.”

don’t ever tell a POC; “you’d be way prettier with lighter skin.”

don’t ever tell a POC; “but you don’t look american?”

don’t ever tell a POC; “you should try skin bleaching.”

don’t ever tell a POC; “oh, are you in a gang or something?”

don’t ever tell a POC; “but your skin is so light, you can’t be colored.”

don’t ever tell a POC; “can you give me the N word pass?”

don’t ever tell a POC; “your hair is distracting”

don’t ever tell a POC; “go back to where you came from.” [whoever says this, i live in your walls]

don’t ever tell an albino; “you’re white, not black.”

don’t ever tell an albino; “so are one of your parent white or something?”

don’t ever tell an albino; “you’d be prettier if you were normal.”

don’t ever tell an albino; “oh has anyone tired talking you limbs or something” [i will hunt whoever says this]

don’t ever tell a child; “you should take care of your siblings.”

don’t ever tell a child; “he hits you/is being rude because he likes you”

don’t ever tell a child; “you have to hug them!”

don’t ever tell a child; “it’s your fault we’re divorcing”

don’t ever tell a child; “you’re too old to be doing this.”

don’t ever tell a child of divorced parents; “it’s your fault”

don’t ever tell a child of divorced parents; “pick a side”

don’t ever tell a child of divorced parents; “did you ever consider that you should’ve stepped in?”

don’t ever tell a child of divorced parents; “well if they never got together in the first place, they wouldn’t have had you”

you never know what a person is going through and don’t you dare shame a person for something they can’t control.

if you say any of these things you’re disgusting and you need to not only get educated but stop being a dick.

keep in mind that i am aware that these prompts don’t apply to everyone of a certain minority. But this is me teaching to simply be kind and pay respect and mind to a person’s experiences, minority, etc. there are multiple prompts that can be added but I will refrain to using those out of respect, and also due to censorship.

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ptsd-phoenix · 2 months

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Cause my life did not end with you

My life is only starting to blossom

I did not perish with you

You can stay there in the ashes

I will rise above

#actuallytraumatized #actuallyabused #traumacore #abuse survivor #sa survivor #phoenix posts poetry

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it-never-gets-better · 7 months

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NO ONE GETS IT. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS LIVING IN THIS BODY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

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ash-says · 2 months

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If it kept you alive then don't regret it.

What's important is surviving. Being alive . By whatever means possible.

Forgive yourself for all those decisions you made, you think were wrong and do the right thing now.

You are here. You are alive. It's all that matters. I am proud of you.

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family-oddity · 6 months

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#vent #trauma #traumacore #trauma coping #my writing #sa survivor #actually cptsd #cptsd recovery #ventcore

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chaos-in-one · 2 years

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I wish I knew how to get people to understand how absolutely fucking EXHAUSTING it is that I cannot share so many of my symptoms either online or irl without being shamed, outright dehumanized, or demonized for it. What I show on here is only a very small portion of what I have to deal with on a daily basis. And it's fucking exhausting to hide the rest but I have to. I don't have a choice because the consequences of being open on certain symptoms is worse than the exhaustion and internalized self loathing of hiding them

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