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moiravim · 9 months

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I Miss When We First Met: Chapter 40

YN Potter falls in love with Draco Malfoy. Along with that, her relationship with her brother, Harry begins to fall apart as she was sorted into Slytherin. Will Harry find out about the relationship between his enemy and his sister?

IMWWFM: Masterlist

You were excited for the third task. You had hope that you'd win. You and Harry were first to enter the maze. You enjoyed seeing all the Slytherin flags and banners with your name on it.

Again a canon was fired to signalize the start of the round. You entered the dark and eerie maze, in a rush to be first to win. You started to run faster when you realized the maze was moving.

The maze tried to close in on you. You were scared now. The confidence you had just moments ago completely shattered. But you kept running.

You saw the try wizard cup glowing in the distance and you continued to run. That's when you notice something strange. Viktor Krum. But he wasn't acting normal. He wasn't running towards the cup. He was walking straight towards you.

Then you saw Harry walking towards the TriWizard cup. "Harry watch out!" You shouted as you watched Viktor run right towards him, "Expelliarmus!"

You watched Viktor fly back and you immediately ran towards the glowing trophy. Harry followed you, and you both pushed each other past trying to get in front.

The next thing you know, The walls of the maze start pulling you in. Roots wrap around you and start to cover your body. "HARRY-!" You shout as you tried to get out of the root's grasp.

He stands in shock for a moment before yelling; "reducto!". The roots start to break apart and he runs over and helps you get untangled.

You pant and try to catch up on your breaths. "Thanks.." You say, still breathing heavily. "No problem" Harry responds quietly.

"You know... For a moment there I thought you were going to let it get me" You speak sadly as you look down at the crumpled roots. Harry looks back up at you and says; "for a moment there so did I".

The maze starts closing again and you both run towards the cup, together this time. You both grab the cup at the same time. You then realized the cup had teleported you somewhere. A portkey. You recognized it from your time with the Weasleys.

"Where... Are we?" You ask as you look around. It seemed to be a graveyard. "I've been here before. In my dream... YN, we've got to leave. Now!" He responds frantically.

"What are you talking about?" You question with a confused tone. "YN! Get Back to the Cup!" Harry shouts as he crouches down in pain, with his hand on his scar.

The Reader's Ending

This is the first out of three endings!! You can skip this or read it, you choose your ending. 😊

TW: Main character death.

You see someone walking towards you and Harry looks horrified. You pull out your wand, ready to protect him. "Who are you? what do you want!" You shout, you're one pointed at the mysterious person.

"Kill her. Like how it should have gone years ago" You hear a raspy voice shout. Before you can do anything you see sparking green lights. Your body falls to the ground with a thump as Harry shouts. "No! YN!".

Harry is held in place by the statue which stood behind him. His eyes filled with tears as he struggled to get away. Peter Pettigrew, a follower of Voldemort, cuts Harry's arm with a knife and uses the blood to bring Voldemort back. He watched as Voldemort was reborn right in front of his eyes.

Voldemort does a speech in front of all the death eaters as Harry quietly breaks free from the statues grip. He grabs your body and the portkey, bringing you back to Hogwarts.

The room fills with collapse, not yet noticing your dead body. He grasps onto you, sobbing into your chest. Fluer had started screaming and her friends shushed her. Dumbledore tried to pull Harry off of you. "NO! NO!" He shouted as he continued to cry onto you.

The Great Hall soon enough was filled with silence. Dead silence. The only noise to be heard was Harry's sobs. "He's back- Voldemort- he's back!"

Things were never the same after your death. The greatest change was how Draco had left his family. He expressed to Harry that he wasn't a death eater. That he wanted to be on Harry's side. And now that he was away from his family he could. Later on Draco would join the order and work beside Harry. Their goal for the next few years were to defeat Voldemort, the man who caused your death.

Draco and Harry continued to grow closer after your death. Draco got into painting in his 5th year and convinced Harry to paint murals with him dedicated to you. Most of them were constellations, as they reminded him of you.

Speaking of the stars, Ginny began to stargaze. She fell as if you were up there somewhere, watching over her. She began to see the stars as beautiful as you saw them. She never understood before, but she sure does now.

Lorenzo constantly talked about you. You were the first person he ever loved, and even if you never loved him back, you were still his everything. Anytime he saw something that even slightly reminded him of you he would mention it. Something like "YN used to love these!", Or, "This looks like something YN would love".

Harry forever blamed himself. Over time it got better, but he always felt as if he could have done more to save you. He hated that you died on bad terms. And over something as stupid as dating Draco, who hadn't even been as bad as he seemed. Ginny would comfort him and reassure him. Harry and jennica very close and started dating by 6th year.

Soon after you died, Luna made a grave stone for you in the Forbidden Forest. Your body hadn't actually been buried there, but your friends always felt closer to you when they were there. The first person Lena told about the grave was Neville and Ginny.

Neville was the one who decorated your grave. He used his knowledge on plants to make your grave just as beautiful as you were. Ginny soon told Harry, Lorenzo, Draco about the grave and they had started visiting it as well. Draco even started to write letters and poems for you and left them at your grave. He could only hope that wherever you were, you could read them.

They all missed you, but they knew you weren't far. Whether you were in the stars or in the ground, you'd always be there for your friends. They just wished they could be there for you and that it wasn't too late to show how much you meant to them.

Alternative Ending: Draco Malfoy

Second ending. In this one YN and Draco live a happy life together after the war. (Good ending)

No warnings!! Fluff

You nod as Harry shouts at you to get back to the portkey. You run back to the portkey and wait for him. You quickly realized who the mysterious man was. Voldemort. More death eaters arrive start to arrive and you begin to get nervous.

You recognized a lot of them. You saw Draco's parents along with Peter Pettigrew. You looked back to see Harry still behind you so you grabbed his hand and dragged him, running with him to the portkey.

You reached for the cup, and you and Harry teleported back to the safety of Hogwarts. You both were shaken up and looked horrified when you arrived. "Voldemort! He's back!" Harry shouts. Everyone stops clapping and goes silent. Fluer is already hysterically crying and Harry is causing her to become more panicked

Dumbledore storms up to the two of you and starts to interrogate Harry, asking what he means, trying to figure out what had happened.

You feel overwhelmed and immediately storm out of the Great Hall. You ran out into one of the many courtyards of Hogwarts. You sit down on a bench and try to hold in your tears.

"YN?" You hear a soft voice call for you. You look up to see Draco. "Is it true what Harry said...? You ran into Voldemort?" He asks, his voice shaking.

"Yes..." You respond, "your mom and dad were there too. I think bellatrix as well...I'm sorry." You look into Draco's eyes and feel as if you just watched his heart shatter. His eyes filled with tears and he sits down next to you.

"I'm scared. I'm scared they'll hurt you, kill you even" He expresses as he starts to cry quietly. You hug him, burying your face into his shoulder as tears fill your own eyes.

It all wasn't fair. The situation you were in. Being in love with the man you're supposed to hate. "What do we do..." You ask, trying to hide the fear in your voice.

Draco looks at you hopelessly. "I... I don't know. But we'll get through it together. I promise, I'm not leaving your side anymore" he comforts.

Draco promised to himself from then on that he would no longer associate himself with his family. He'd associate himself with you. With Harry, Ron, and everyone else he once thought he hated.

He knew Voldemort would have killed you. He knew Voldemort would try again. And he also knew that he would never let Voldemort hurt you. He'd never leave your side if he had to.

And he didn't. He ran away from his family and just stayed with you from then on. He lived with you and Harry at the Weasleys for a while.

He helped in any way he could, feeling as if he had to make up for his family's mistakes. The two of you grew more in love everyday, until the point where you were unseparable.

"YN, Please... I don't want you around any of this! Voldemort's trying to kill you, You know that... Please, let's find somewhere safe to stay while all of this is happening" Draco tries to convince you.

Eventually you agree. The two of you stay in a cottage styled home near Hogsmeade. You felt guilty that you couldn't help, but you knew that you would have been little help anyways.

After the war he would go and try to talk things through with his parents. They took him back in and he inherited Malfoy Manor, along with his family's savings. The two of you were safe and could finally live your lives together peacefully.

"Love, what are you thinking about?" He asks you from your shared bed in malfoy Manor. You look up from your spot on the reading nook.

"Just looking out the window. It's beautiful." He looks into your eyes, then to the window, and back at you. "It's raining." He responds confused.

"Exactly" you say with a smile. He admires your face for a few more minutes before getting up. "Where are you going?" You ask as you watch him start to get dressed.

"Come on, let's go out" he said simply. You looked at him curiously with a small smirk. You hold hands and walk down the stairs, making your way to the front door.

You start to get excited as Draco opens the door, revealing a light rain. You walked out, feeling the light rain drops hit your face. You grabbed Draco's hand and guided him into the rain.

At first he looked annoyed but then he started to smile as he noticed how happy you were. He hadn't seen you this happy since the war started. But now you were safe and you were with him. He couldn't be any happier.

"I love you" you tell him as you hug him, playing with his wet hair. Your hands started to grow cold, but you were still enjoying the rain. "I love you more" he said, pulling you in for a short kiss.

You let out a small laugh as you spend a little more time in the cold rain before going back inside. "Let's go, love. I don't want you getting a cold" he said softly.

You go back inside, hand in hand. Draco uses The Drying Charm on them both of you, and guides you to sit in front of the fireplace. "I'll make you some tea. Wait here" he says before walking off into the kitchen.

He came back shortly after and sat down with you. "Warming up?" He asks as he hands you your cup. You nod and take a sip.

"I have something special planned for tonight" he speaks quietly, "I'd like to take you for dinner at Diagon Alley".

"Oh, really? I haven't been there in so long!" You shout excitedly. He nods and tells you; "get dressed in somewhere nice".

You nod happily and go up to get dressed. You hadn't gone to do anything fun in a while. You get dressed into a green sundress similar to the one you wore on your first date.

Along with that, you wore the locket he had gifted you for Christmas a few years ago. After you were satisfied with how your look, you go back downstairs to meet back up with Draco.

"You're beautiful" he said with a genuine tone as he looked at you lovingly. You smiled at him and responded "thank you".

You used floo powder to get to Diagon Alley. When you arrived, the two of you linked arms and walked around, enjoying the atmosphere. By now it had stopped raining and was quite sunny.

Draco went into the leaky cauldron and got the food to-go. You looked at him with a confused face. He smiled and said; "I was thinking we could do a picnic... The rain has cleared up and it's quite beautiful".

"That sounds perfect, Draco" you say. He guides you up to a small hill to reveal a beautiful view. Flowers everywhere and large trees covering the dirty buildings that usually occupied the area.

It was peaceful. Beautiful. Just overall perfect. "It's stunning..." You say in awe. He sets out your food and begins to eat.

It was relaxing to just sit with the Earth and eat with your loving boyfriend. When you finished he used a spell to clean up. Instead of leaving the hill immediately, he remained sitting.

He looked nervous and you began to feel worried. "YN..." He starts, "would you like to marry me? To be with me until the end of our days?" He asks as he pulls out a box.

He opens it to reveal a beautiful ring. You were overwhelmed with emotions and all you could think of to do was hug him.

You cried into his shoulder and nodded. Everything was perfect and it would always be as long as you were with Draco. Even if you didn't know much about love, you knew you loved him and you knew he loved you just as much.

Alternative Ending: Lorenzo Berkshire

Third and Final ending! YN realizes Draco isn't what's best for her and realizes that Lorenzo has been here for her this whole time.

No warnings just fluff!!

As you hear those words leave Harry's mouth, you immediately run back to the portkey. As you're running

, you quickly realize that the mysterious man was voldemort. As you were about to reach the portkey, more death eaters arrived, one of them being Lucius Malfoy.

When you finally arrived back, you decided to wait for Harry and decided that if he wasn't back in ten minutes that you would go after him.

Thankfully, you see Harry running towards you. You wait for him to catch up to you before the both of you go to the portkey.

The both of you reach out to the Cup, and both of you are teleported back to Hogwarts.

You and Harry are both shaken up and scared when you arrive back to Hogwarts. Harry immediately yells; "Voldemort's back! He's back!"

Gasps erupt through the Great Hall, but before they can question you on what happened, you storm out, rushing towards one of the many courtyards in Hogwarts.

You feel tears forming in your eyes as you sit down on the ground, leaning up against a wall, taking fast and shallow breaths.

"YN?" You hear a concerned voice say. You take your head out of your hands to look up, and your eyes are met with Lorenzo's.

He immediately sits down next to you, pulling you into a tight embrace as his hand rubs your head as a form of comfort. "What happened? I heard what Harry said about you know who and you just rushed out." Lorenzo asks softly, looking down at you. "If you're not ready to answer, you don't have to, only if you're comfortable."

You look up at him, tears falling out of your eyes slightly, "Voldemort possessed Viktor. He was acting strange. He just started running straight at me instead of the cup. It looked almost like he was going to kill me."

You pause for a moment, taking a deep breath before continuing, "But when he saw Harry near the cup he started walking towards him, then Harry and I touched the cup, we got teleported to a graveyard where voldemort tried to kill us. But as we were running Harry said something about him being here before in a dream and that we had to leave now or else something bad was going to happen. We both run to the portkey and the both of us touch the cup taking us back to Hogwarts, and now I'm here."

"I'm so sorry YN, I know that must have been scary. But I'm just glad you're alive." Lorenzo says with a sigh. The both of you just sit there for awhile basking in eachothers arms.

Eventually Dumbledore came and found you, which meant you had to go with him an answer some questions. As you were walking with him to his office he kept glancing towards you, but no words were shared.

As you arrive to his office he makes you wait a little farther back so he can say the password to his office. As the door opens he ushers you in.

You sit down in one of the chairs in his office as he sits in front of you. He asks you a couple basic questions like if you're okay, what happened, and you're sure it was voldemort.

You answered all of his questions as fast as possible, hoping to get out of there quickly so you could just got to bed. After about an hour of questioning he finally tell you that it's alright for you to leave.

"Be safe YN and if anything strange happens tell a teacher immediately." Dumbledore states in all seriousness, looking at you.

You look back at him nodding your head that you will before walking out of his office and towards the Slytherin common room.

Opening the door to your dorm had never felt better. You quickly went into your bathroom, took a shower and did your nightly routine before changing into your pajamas. You hop into bed, but you can't sleep. Visions of voldemort filling your mind preventing you from falling asleep.

A long night of tossing and turning was what you experienced. Most of it was spent thinking about voldemort and some of it was questioning your relationship with Draco.

After seeing his father with voldemort trying to kill you, you didn't know how to feel about your relationship. It always seemed like Draco was never a good boyfriend, especially after he left you alone with a ripped dress crying at the yule ball. But knowing now that his father was actively trying to kill you with voldemort just made things worse.

You knew deep down that being with Draco wasn't good for either of you. He wasn't there for you when you needed him the most, and your family problems with his is just to much to handle.

So you decided that you were going to talk to him in the morning about your relationship.

When you woke up you got out of bed and went to the bathroom, you did your morning routine even though there wasn't school today. The only reason you got uo was because you knew you had to talk to Draco.

You walked into the common room, hoping to find Draco. You were about to exit the common room to go look around the school but you see a blob of blonde hair coming up to you.

"YN hey I've been meaning to talk to you after yesterday but I never got the time to. Are you alright?" Draco asks, quickly pulling you into a hug. As his arms rap around your body, you catch yourself not enjoying the hug as much as you used to, it felt strange.

You pull out of the hug before answering; "Its okay, I'm okay." Draco looks sad that you pulled away from the hug so fast but he smiles slightly at you, knowing that you're alright makes him happy.

"I need to talk to you about something serious Draco." You state looking at him. "Ok what do you need to talk about?" Draco questions.

You pause for a moment before saying; "I think we need to break up. Your father tried to kill me yesterday, and knowing that you're in a family of death eaters who want me dead, doesn't exactly make me feel secure. I just think that what we have isn't good for either of us."

Dracos jaw clenches at your words, his eyes begin to water slightly. He doesn't know what to say, so he just stands there, hands hanging at his sides staring at you.

As you watch his face contour into sadness it makes you feel sad as well. You've liked Draco since first year, but his family wanting to kill you means that you just won't work out. Your relationship has always felt a little strange, and now you now that you and Draco were not meant to be.

"Can you say something... please?" You mumble at him. "Okay, I guess we're breaking up then. We don't work because of our families." Draco states calmy, he turns around to walk away but you grab his wrist. "Draco wait."

"I'm sorry Draco, I really an sorry we don't work." You utter, weakly letting go of his wrist. You give him one last look before heading out of the common room.

You decide to walk to the courtyard where you and Lorenzo hang out, you always feel at peace when you're there with him. When you finally arrive to the courtyard you find that Lorenzo is already there.

You walk up to Lorenzo and plop down next to him on the bench. Your hand going up to ruffle his hair. "Hi Lorenzo." His face lights up when you sit next to him, smiling as he answers; "Hello YN, to what do I owe the pleasure of seeing you?'

You laugh slightly before answering; "I was thinking about you and wanted to come down here. I was hoping you'd be here and my wish was granted." Lorenzo blushes slightly at your words.

"You only come down here alone to think though. So are you alright?" He asks. "Uh yes. I feel good. A little weird but I feel kinda relieved I guess?" You state looking up to the trees. "What happened?"

Your head turns slightly back towards Lorenzo before responding; "I Uh... broke up with Draco." Lorenzo looks at you shocked, "What why?! What happened?"

"We just didn't work out, we broke up for private reasons, but they just made it so our relationship couldn't work out." You state calmy, your eyes drifting back up towards the trees.

"You're not sad or anything?" He asks.

"No not really, I know that it's for the best, it does feel a little weird since I've had a thing for Draco since first year but... I'm okay." You say.

No other words were spoken after that. The both of sitting in a comfortable silence, but while your were admiring the trees Lorenzo was admiring you.

After the both of you sit there for awhile you begin to feel yourself getting tired. You lean your head on Lorenzo's shoulder, his body tenses for a moment before he lays his head on top of your head.

Once it starts to get dark out the both of you head back to the common room, mindless conversation between the both of you. You finally make it into the common room, you tell Lorenzo goodnight before heading into your dorm and going to bed.

You weren't up all night, instead when you layed down you went straight to bed, no thoughts or visions about voldemort.

A week has passed since the triwizard tournament and school has pretty much so gone back to normal. Classes resumed as usual but there was still some uneasiness in the air. School was almost over for the summer and just thinking about having to go back to the Dursleys made you shiver.

Lorenzo doesn't say anything after that, the atmosphere around you feels awkward. You were about to apologize and walk away, but he grabs the sides of your face gently, but before his lips meet yours, his eyes searching for consent. You nod yes at him, giving him permission to kiss you.

Lorenzo immediately leans in, his lips meeting yours in a sweet kiss. One of his hands moves down from your face and onto your waist, pulling you closer.

You pull away from him, needing to get a breath. The both of you stare into eachothers eyes, his hand never leaving your waist. "I'm sorry I didn't realize sooner, I really do love you Lorenzo."

He smiles at you before responding; "I love you too YN." His hand interlocking with yours as you both walk back to the Slytherin common room. As you enter the common room, you see Draco sitting on the couch.

Your grip tightens on Lorenzo's hand as you walk past Draco, making eye contact with him. Lorenzo whispers telling you to not worry. You make it back to your dorm, inviting him in to spend the rest of the night with you.

As you lay down, Lorenzo pulls you in closer, his body warming yours. The both of your heartbeats syncing, helping you fall into your first relaxing sleep in a very long time.

TAGLIST @ashisabitgay @doingyourmom069

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simpingforthemm · 8 months

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right person, not enough time

#orange is the new black #brook soso #poussey washington #poussey x soso #oitnb brook soso #lgbtq #right person not enough time #oitnb poussey washington #oitnb poussey x soso #my heart is in pieces #oitnb collage

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thevoidexist · 2 years

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wolfstar is the definition of right person not enough time

thats it

#wolfstar #marauders #marauders fandom #marauders era #dead gay wizards #atyd marauders #atyd #remus #remus john lupin #remus loves sirius #remus lupin #remus x sirius #sirius x remus #right person not enough time #sirius #sirius orion black #sirius black

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startledstoat · 4 months

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Right Person Wrong Time

I definitely don't ship Sirius and Mary but I kinda like the idea of the two of them dating as teens and then having this mutual realization of like "omg I'm gay" "omg wait me too" "omg I'm in love with my best friend" "omfg dude. me too." and having an amusing amicable breakup and becoming each other's wingman/woman so here's this that I just wrote except its less amusing and more sad.

14-year-old Sirius black not knowing was being gay even was because merlin forbid such a topic was spoken about within the halls of the noble and most ancient house of black.

14-year-old Mary choosing random guys to pretend to have crushes on because she didn't know why she never had a real crush like all the other girls her age. She didn't have the knowledge she needed to recognize her feelings for her best friend yet.

15-year-old Sirius asking Mary out because she was a pretty girl and he thought he was supposed to date pretty girls.

15-year-old Mary saying yes because Sirius was a cute boy and she thought maybe if she dated him long enough, she would actually start to like him.

15-year-old Sirius not understanding why the room felt like it lit up whenever Remus walked in but that didn't happen with any of his other friends.

15-year-old Mary being afraid of why she got butterflies when Lily hugged her but not when Sirius kissed her.

16-year-old Sirius hating himself for hurting Remus and not being able to find the words for why his guilt was so immense and why it ached so bad that Remus would likely never speak to him again.

16-year-old Mary suddenly making sense of everything when Marlene came out to her and Lily. Realizing that she'd never grow to like Sirius romantically because she's only ever had eyes for the girl sitting next to her.

16-year-old Mary breaking up with Sirius and being honest with him about why. Not telling him about Marlene or even about Lily but telling him that she had feelings for a girl. Mary being relieved when Sirius took it well and wished her the best of luck with the girl.

16-year-old Sirius having an honest to god crisis when Mary came out to him, realizing that if girls could like girls, then boys could probably like boys too.

16-year-old Mary seeking Marlene out and asking anything and everything about how she knew and what it felt like to be gay. Marlene answering all of her questions and helping her become comfortable with her identity.

17-year-old Sirius keeping these feelings bottled up, even after Remus has forgiven him, because despite being wholly supportive of Mary, he just can't accept himself the same way. Not when his mother's voice is always at the back of his mind, telling him to be a good son, a respectable man, and pure heir. Not when Remus' words to him a year prior "Looks like you really do wear your last name well" rattle his bones every time he looks at the boy.

17-year-old Mary being crushed when Lily and James start dating. She admits her feelings to Marlene, who only gives her some sad words of comfort, unable to do anything else. Mary staying by Lily because she values their friendship above all else and if she can't have the girl she loves, she's at least going to make damn sure that that girl is happy.

18-year-old Sirius not going to James about this, because he needs someone to give him something other than blind faith and optimism. Sirius going to Peter, and for the first time admitting out loud ever, let alone to someone else, tells Peter that he's gay. That he's in love with Remus. And that he hates himself for fucking it up before he ever had a real chance. Peter telling Sirius that he knows. Because Sirius Black has never known subtlety. Peter telling Sirius that, while he has certainly made himself a considerable large obstacle to get around, he doesn't think that Sirius has completely fucked up his chances.

19-year-old Mary being Lily's maid of honor, heartbroken but somehow genuinely happy for her best friend. Mary admitting to Lily just after the wedding that she had feelings for her, not with the intention of ruining her marriage, just with the intention of finally getting the weight off her shoulders. Lily telling Mary that she loves James and wouldn't give him up for anything, but that she wishes Mary would have confessed years earlier. Because Lily had once loved her too. The two of them laughing at themselves and hugging and making a childish pinkie promise. Lily promises that Mary's feelings will never change how she acts around her. Mary silently promises to always have Lily's back and make sure she's happy.

19-year-old Sirius seeing his best friend get married and finally working up the courage to confess to Remus. He doesn't expect Remus to return his feelings, or even still be his friend afterwards. He doesn't expect Remus to cut him off mid-rant to kiss him full on the mouth. Except that's what Remus does. They're in the middle of a war, and they're young, and they're fucking terrified, but none of that seems to matter when now they're all of that together.

21-year-old Mary has failed. Her promise has been broken. The butterflies are gone, withered alongside the Lily that gave them life with each of her hugs.

21-year-old Sirius is so, so cold. There is no light in dark Azkaban cell, the one room Remus will never walk into. The war is over, and he will not be young forever, nor will they ever be together here. Sirius is left to be terrified alone.

#marauders #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #lily evans #mary mcdonald #marylily #james potter #right person wrong time #peter pettigrew #right person not enough time #marlene mckinnon #dorlene #jily

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natinthe60s · 5 months

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This is not okay I'm so damaged

#reg at his happiest #pandora #pandora and regulus #luna lovegood #harry potter #jegulus #right person not enough time

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https-maxine-stuff · 1 year

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Your best American girl. Songfic because I actually hate myself guys

Cedric x Female!Hufflepuff reader

Warnings: Implied smut, death, reactions to death, mentions of puking and grief.

If I could, I'd be your little spoon

And kiss your fingers forevermore

Arms wrapped gently around her stomach, his breath fanning on her neck as they laid. “Cedric??”

“Hm..?” He seemed tired.

“Do- do you think it’s a good idea?”

“Do I think what’s a good idea..?”

“T-The tournament?”

“..yeah I do..”

But, big spoon, you have so much to do

And I have nothing ahead of me

Y/n stared at herself in the mirror, her eyes narrowed as the dress hugged at her curves. “Fuck..” she sighed turning around her shoes laid ontop her bed. A few sharp knocks hit her door.

“Who is it?”

“It’s Cedric!” She walked over opening the door.

“You look stunning.”

“I don’t feel stunning.” She frowned, his hands cupped her face.

“What can I do that’ll make you feel how you look?” Her face contorted into this dumb smile as she came up with an idea.

You're the sun, you've never seen the night

But you hear its song from the morning birds

He was let out boisterous laughter as she pressed kisses to his face, neck and chest. “Really?”

“Oh absolutely! Can’t have other girls taking a gander at what’s mine.” She giggled, her red lipstick smudged against his skin.

“Merlin’s beard aren’t you just a breath of fresh air.” He pressed a kiss to her lips.

“I’d hope so,” she purred.

Well, I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star

But awake at night I'll be singing to the birds

As they stood outside the hall a few girls gasped and scowled as they walked past them, her hand firmly in his as he kissed behind her ear causing her to laugh.

“My love, I think it’s time we go in.” He hummed. The sounds of trumpets filled the silent air, her arm now hooked with his as they walked towards the door.

They were the first to start dancing, his hand on her waist, the other in her hand, one of her hands on his shoulder, spun and laughed, she was truly happy. In that moment nothing could change how she felt.

They shared a tender kiss at the end of their waltz.

“Y/n L/N, I love you.” He whispered.

“And I love you,” she whispered back.

Don't wait for me, I can't come

Warm lips pressed to her neck as hands tore at her dress, the sounds of his sharp breaths keeping her aware.

“Fuck you smell good.”

“Why thank you, it’s actually jasmine perfume.”

“I’ll have to buy you more of it.” His hands gripped her legs as they moved towards her bed, she was letting out squeals and giggles. His lips now on hers as they pulled each other closer. When they pulled away their faces were red and lips puffy. “Don’t you look pretty.” He cooed.

She bit down on her lip as he pressed kisses down her dress, she went for her zipper but he stopped her. “The dress stays on tonight.”

“Oh? Oh.”

Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me

But I do, I think I do

“You need me to do what?” Her face contorted in confusion.

“We need you to get into the black lake as you are..well the thing Cedric has to retrieve.”

“What if I drown!?”

“You won’t.”

“How do you know that, Headmaster Dumbledore?!”

“Because I won’t allow it.” He hissed.

“I bloody hate it here.”

“Watch your tongue.”

And you're an all-American boy

I guess I couldn't help trying to be your best American girl

The water was cold and icy before everything went black, the next thing she knew was awaking above the water, Cedric holding onto her. “Are you alright?” He stared at her with bewilderment.

“I’m- im okay, what about you!?” She was shaking due to the coldness.

“I’m okay! Let’s get onto the platform.” He swam with her towards the stands.

You're the one

They sat in the common room in their own little corner, his hand on her leg as they read a book together. “You smell nice, is that..honeysuckle?”

“It..it is. How’d you figure that out Ced?” She turned to him.

“I dunno, just a guess.” He winked.

You're all I ever wanted

His father raised his hand with him, a large maze behind them.

“Go Cedric!” She pumped her arm upwards just like him, he made a mini jog towards her leaning upwards as she bent down. “What is it that you require?”

“A kiss for good luck of course.” He watched as she rolled her eyes.

“Only for you.”

“Only for me.” A sly smile on his lips, her lips now pressed to his.

A release as she smiled “don’t die on me.”

“I don’t plan on it.” He winked running back to the rest of the champions.

I think I'll regret this

Two of the other champions are now back with the other students, Fluer and Viktor. Anxiety nipped at her heart and then suddenly in the blink of an eye the other two were back.

A smile on her lips as she whooped, the fanfare trumpets playing but.. something was wrong. Her brows furrowed as she took notice of Harry’s cries. “He’s back! He’s back!” She swore her heart stopped.

Cedric.. why wasn’t he moving..?

Her steps were careful as she walked down the stands. “..Cedric..?” His father was right behind her. “…Cedric.. a-answer me..?” Her voice was unsure as she got closer. He had no color to his once lively face.

“Tha-That’s my boy! My son!” Her mouth hung open as his father began to scream. “My boy!!” Her eyes wide as tears fell silently from her face.

No.

No no no.

No, he- he can’t be?

Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me

But I do, I finally do

Screams tore at her body as things were tossed around her room she was gasping and crying. It didn’t feel real, like someone had gone through her and took everything, every organ, every touch and every word she wanted so badly to say but couldn’t. She was hunched over her bed.

“Please Y/N..” Professor Sprout held a comforting hand on her back as sobs wracked her body.

“No no no, I-I can’t I can’t.”

“But you have to..” she stared at her professor through tearful eyes.

And you're an all-American boy

I guess I couldn't help trying to be the best American girl

Y/N sat, blankly staring at the ground as Dumbledore talked about Cedric, about his bravery, about his love, about how humble he was. She felt like puking in all honesty.

As if this wasn’t enough she could feel the stares of pity behind her. She furrowed her brows as she looked down.

Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me

His robe laid on her bed, the prefect badge she made him laid next to it. Tears filled her eyes as she held the robe close to her nose just to inhale what was left of his scent, tears leaving her face. “..come back..please…”

But I do, I think I do

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