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ten-twenty-two · 2 years

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Neubau / NB International Pro Edition / MMXXI

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saint-ambrosef · 4 months

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everyone wants to make fun of "im not like other girls" and "im only friends with boys" kind of girls and accuse them of being pick-mes, but nobody is ready for the conversation about how that kind of attitude often originates in girls who have been ostracized, ridiculed, and traumatized by other women in their lives due to toxic feminine culture.

#nobody wants to talk about how internalized misogyny can often originate from interactions with OTHER WOMEN rather than from men #when women in your life routinely treat you like shit for being slightly outside norms of accepted feminine behavior/interests #is it any wonder that girls want to distance themselves from other women both emotionally and physically??#this goes for some AFAB trans/nb people too btw. they have such a negative experience with femininity that they disassociate from it

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prince-liest · 3 months

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Ok so I know you haven't officially trans anyone's gender in any of your Hazbin fics, but I lowkey get really trans vibes from Alastor in most of your fics?

Idk, it's a little hard go explain but what really tipped me off was his... distaste? Disfavor? Aversion? To his "male body" in one of the 666 fics. (I think the line was something akin to "the male body being what it is" in reference to Alastor getting hard fairly quickly).

There's honestly a lot of interesting things to speculate in relation to how Alastor views his body. Especially with his relationship with touch, and how he initiates touch and how he actively dislikes it (depending on the person).

Not to mention his feelings regarding his non-human features. How he doesn't inherently dislike them for being what they are, or rather, that they're "abnormal", but more so that they're not what they're "supposed to be", and not "what he was before" (though I do think that his dislike of his deer features is linked to his dislike of how he died, being viewed as something so easy to be put down - an animal).

Which also relates to how dressed Alastor constantly is. How he shields away his body using clothing, a customizable thing that he takes great pride in making sure is up to his standards (notice how when his coat is damaged he immediately goes to get it fixed, even though the ends of his coat is already damaged. He seems to have very complex opinions on how, exactly, his coat is supposed to be damaged)

I do think that Alastor's preference to being so dressed is linked to his dislike of vulnerability, but I also think it's a very trans(tm) move, lol.

(And I also do think that his dislike of vulnerability is tied to his transness, kinda in a weird "chicken and egg" scenario.)

I find it really interesting how Alastor's true feelings are revealed by his shadow, a being that can transform to look different, is mostly hidden, and is internally mysterious. Idk, it's just very trans(tm) to me!

I also think that Alastor's transness is linked to how he views masculinity, how he seems to automatically like woman, while automatically disliking man. How this is also tied to his parents. I've noticed in your fics (and could be completely wrong about) that Alastor seems to relate femininity (and his mother) with "safety" (how he compares the gentle touch in your last fic with feeling like his mother and his like of jambalaya).

I'm not sure if I would say that Alastor is a trans woman, but I also wouldn't say he isn't. Overall I think he has a very complex view of gender, but it's definitely something he doesn't put a lot into. Which relates to him not knowing what asexuality is.

I have a lot more Alastor trans thoughts, but this ask is already getting pretty long so I'm just gonna cut it off here. I hope I made sense, and that you're comfortable with me speculating on a character you've written about gender. (Totally valid if you're not though! If so, then please disregard this ask!)

I'll take "asks that made me realize I'm out here accidentally writing a character as nonbinary" for 300, please! Please prepare yourself for the mistake of letting me have a keyboard and talk about gender after 9pm, so sorry to literally everybody else.

You're gonna get a real fuckin' kick out of the first bit of the next 666 that I'm gonna post tomorrow. ;) It's definitely the point where I finally acknowledged to myself that I have a strong urge to inject some genderfuckery into Alastor in the form of him continuing to use his thing with Vox to explore his own relationship with, like, existing in his own body, and then also threw those feelings all over Angel Dust like a fistful of glitter while I was at it.

Like you said, I wouldn't say that I've ended up writing him as a trans woman, but I think I have seen him from the start as a character who is not exactly cis in a wibbly-wobbly way I have not previously defined but that I think I would perhaps characterize as "gender: monster condescending to play at humanity."

I don't think he eschews masculinity entirely, for what it's worth. He definitely strikes me as a person who aligns himself with the image of a smiling gentleman (if a hellish one) as the proper way for a person like him to be, and for whom that is an important, comfortable, and satisfying part of both his identity and how he relates to both his female friends and to men. However, he also strikes me as someone for whom that part of his identity is what he shows the world on purpose, presented as he would like it to be seen, rather than as something that reflects his bodily preferences. To put it another way, if he'd been AFAB, I think he would put just as much into his presentation, just in the direction of femininity, and it wouldn't make him any more or less comfortable with himself.

You're right in that I've definitely written him with a faint distaste for the mundane physical reality of his body, and a lot of this comes through in how he alternates between short moments of fascination with what new things his body is doing as he explores it and decides whether or not he likes it, and his much longer moments of utter disregard for the same thing. It also extends to the rest of his mundane humanity, though: his physical limits, his adrenaline-rush of fear, etc. He values the coat, the cane, the reality-bending static, the smile - but whatever he sees in the mirror when he gets undressed or whatever doesn't function to his purposes, he can take or leave.

I see Alastor as someone who defines himself first and foremost as the radio demon: not a person, but a monster and an enigma. A voice and a personality. Everything else is more or less incidental, and he would prefer to keep it set aside, thank you. The occasional dysphoria isn't just about his sex, it's about the humanity of his body as a whole.

#ask #alastor #hazbin hotel #personal #vengeful-velvette #vengeful velvette #long post #gender #my writing #meta #anyway I don't think I'll be tagging him as nb because idt he would identify himself that way even if it was explained to him #(unlike the aroace thing I suspect)#but! jazz hands! now you know!#all of this said I would be REALLY down for writing ftm Alastor if I hadn't already committed to him possessing a dick lmfao #but that version of 666 would have even less internal acknowledgment of his body from his narration

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searchsystem · 1 month

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Neubau (NB) / NB International™ Pro / 75F / Poster / 2014

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#neubau #nb #nb international pro #75f #poster #2014 #shopsystem #typeface #typography

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yourlocalgrass · 6 months

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Remember when we used to say that Mc’s the therapist for everyone around here but who’s going to give Mc therapy before they go insane themselves? (probably already are)

THIRTEEN IS.

THATS RIGHT.

PLEASE PLEASE I WANT TO MARRY HER NOW AHHH

SHE MADE ME SO HAPPY I CANT TAKE IT

#obey me #obey me nb #obey me nightbringer spoilers #I didnt write down spoilers because there’s not really context #BUT #I LOVE HER #BE MY WIFE FOR THE 100TH TIME #SHE WAS SO SWEET IN THE LESSON #obey me thirteen #just my head internal screaming I think I should let out #and go to sleep before I lose the energy to even sleep #literally 4 am currently

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chapst1ckmcdyke · 7 months

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Some spooky pics i took for my girlfriend 💕

🎃 Happy dyke day 🎃

They/them

#international lesbian day #lesbian #dyke #butch/femme #femme4butch #butch4femme #femme dyke #femme lesbian #nb lesbian #hard candy

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im-a-goddamn-cat · 2 months

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i wanna send a message out there to anyone struggling with accepting their sexuality/orientation/gender: plz try to love yourself as much as you can, don't try to force yourself to change who you are, and don't change who you are to appease other ppl. ik it's very hard with societal expectations and all the bigotry in the world but trying to surpress your true self will just make you miserable and sometimes it can cause problems with the ppl you love. being yourself and knowing there's others just like you will make you feel so very happy and free. even if you're closeted and can't or don't wanna come out for whatever reason, you can still accept yourself as you are within yourself. you are perfect and amazing just the way you are, don't let anyone or anything make you feel any different 💕🏳️‍🌈

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faithdeans · 10 months

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hello friends... i'm just letting you know that i'm gonna stop going by tali on here and just use isaac from now on (and worm of course). i really appreciate you guys letting me feel this out over the past few months, and i've come to realise it makes me much more comfortable, at least on online spaces

that being said if you have a tag for me and it's tali, it's fine to keep it that way

further explaination in the tags ig

#so basically i've been feeling like i'm 'not allowed' to use more masc pronouns and a 'guy' name bc i'm nb and also present #slightly more 'femme' i mean not really but also kinda? but i know that's stupid and just internal bullshit.#but i've come to realise i'm WAY more comfortable using isaac and he/they on here. idk why but that's how it is and #honestly i'm proud of myself for taking the time to figure this out and really let myself ~feel~ what's right #ok bye! <3

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ursie · 2 years

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Happy international lesbian day to dykes who are also fags and fags who are also dykes way to be the hottest bitches at the party

#before anyone gets confused. remember nb people exist #international lesbian day #lgbt+#tw f slur #tw d slur #i babble

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nonymous-nb · 1 month

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Bro I cant rn I was just looking for inspiration to continue writing and some Wattpad story really just gave me a boombox foot pic. IM LOSING MY COMPOSURE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE—

AND I MEANT THIS SHJT AHH PIC

I'm sharing the pain I feel rn.

[WARNING: THE PICTURE WILL SCARED YOU FOR LIFE.. goodluck soldier.]

#—♡nb rambles #phighting!#what the fuck #boombox phighting #sobbing #i cant do this anymore #random #never again in wattpad #boombox foot pic is real #roblox #dying internally #boombox

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sirwow · 4 months

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WOE very big RD doodle/art dump (25 imgs)

(alot alot more under the cut < for the sake of not flooding)

now time for INTERN SONAS BLAST

ft mostly @mochiiniko 's and @herosplatling-replica 's sonas And then i got angsty!!!

Context for these two: 1st one is miner hailey angst yay!!!! specifically Connectifia getting Hailey n Miner being a little bit in distress other 3: Future Insom and Samurai got into a big fight and dueled it out- Resulting in Samurai getting stabbed n Insom instantly regretting it. i swear im gonna talk about these two more i just KEEP FORGETTINGG

Anyways. Both have some writing i made to go with them <3

Miner's:

Samurai n Insoms (my fake names for them are Kibou and Gojib. ((pronunced co-hib)):

ok. whew. first time hitting the 30 image limit!!!!!! wo!!!!!!!!!!

#ohmy god i have to tag everyone right FUCK #rhythm doctor #rhythm doctor miner #rhythm doctor lucky #rhythm doctor insomniac #rhythm doctor samurai #cole brew #nicole ting #rhythm doctor logan #rhythm doctor lucia #rhythm doctor hailey #rhythm doctor intern sona #oh yeah NB masc logan was something that just hit me today #twas drawing older him with long hair and then it spawned in my mind. demanding to be thought on more #I HAVE so much i wanna get out on tumblr. its just gonna take awhile #giving me asks will probably help lmao #cw implied death

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transenbyconfessions · 11 months

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ive put some weight on and i have a new game called is it dysphoria or internalised fatphobia. bad game i am losing 👍

Submitted June 12, 2023

#transgender #trans #enby #nb #nonbinary #non-binary #non binary #internalized fatphobia #dysphoria #gender dysphoria

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imbeingtauntedbyachild · 2 years

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Happy birthday to my favorite non-binary main character!

#my art #tanjirou kamado #inosuke hashibara #zenitsu agatsuma #inotanzen #tanzen #zentan #inotan #kny #demon slayer #tanji is nb cuz their birthday falls on international nb day die mad abt it

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aroaceconfessions · 1 year

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its kinda funny that i wish more people would have a crush on me because im so #transgendercore and #autismcore and #mental illnesscore that theyve never really liked me for being an outcast and i want an ego boost... like revolve your life around me tell me that i'm someone worthy enough to spend your future with even if i could never feel even remotely the same for you. i wish i was special. for many people crushes are felt towards someone special. i want to be special and im soso aro ^_^

Submitted April 12, 2023

#aromantic #aro #arospec #aspec #transgender #trans #enby #nb #nonbinary #non-binary #non binary #autism #autistic #amatonormativity #internalized arophobia #internalized aphobia

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searchsystem · 2 months

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Neubau (NB) / NB International™ Pro / Specimen / 2014

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#neubau #nb #nb international pro #specimen #2014 #shopsystem #typeface #typography

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transtalesofdoom · 2 months

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Personal experiences with Gender Roles as an AFAB Transmasc

I know not everyone's big on describing yourself with your assigned gender, but for me, it is a pretty significant part of myself and my upbringing specifically. And that's kinda what this post is about.

Growing up as a nonbinary transmasc, there weren't a lot of opportunities for me to have strong feelings about my gender, whether that'd be dysphoria or euphoria.

Presenting masculine-ish as a girl is pretty easy. It's socially very acceptable. We even have a word for it. Tomboy. If there's a non-derogatory version for feminine-presenting boys, I'm not aware of it. I wasn't a full butch tomboy, I kept my hair long and happily wore dresses to special occasions. I also wasn't exposed to particularly strong gender roles. My godfather wore his hair long. My mom being a single mom meant she had to fill the dad role too. My grandparents were equal to each other, even if my grandma was the housewife and my grandpa was the breadwinner - roles that they mostly wrapped up by the time I came around. My gender expression was never about gender, really. It was about convenience. Pants are comfier and allow free movement. Make-up just takes up time in the morning. Flat sneakers are comfier than anything with heels. I wore quite an amount of pink, not by explicit choice, but because they were convenient hand-me-downs. Wearing a pink sweater was more convenient than having to go shopping. Once I got older, I cut my hair short. Also for convenience, of course. (Spoiler: That one wasn't for convenience.) So I didn't really have an opportunity for an "aha" moment when expressing masculinity for the first time. It was just always kinda happening. And it wasn't particularly special. It wasn't like presenting more feminine bothered me, either. No "aha" moments from that side.

I think it's a little more difficult for transmascs to experience and especially identify gender dysphoria. Because growing up female, you're taught over and over that what makes you female is awful, inconvenient, and shameful. Boobs are heavy, painfully sensitive, they get in the way, and give you back problems. Wearing a bra hurts. Not wearing a bra hurts. Bras are expensive, too, but don't you dare show them in public. They're only acceptable in public when they're on poster advertisement models, looking seductively for some reason. When it comes to boobs, no one actually likes having them, but a lot of people enjoy looking at them. There's thousands of jokes about dicks or dick related masturbation. Middle schoolers draw dicks everywhere. It's the height of comedy. You ever see a vulva drawn somewhere? Know a joke or even a euphemism for masturbation involving a vulva/vagina? No, that's taboo. Periods are awful. There are so, so many things I could say here about menstruation, social stigma, pain, and so on. I'm not going to. You've heard it all before, countless times. Of course you hate your period. No one likes their period. There's another whole section I could write about women's role in society as caregivers, about emotional labor, everyday sexism, but you've heard all that as well and the post is long enough already.

Of course you hate being a woman. Being a woman is miserable.

And within this atmosphere, within this external and internalized misogyny, within this misery, how do you differentiate? How do you tell apart dysphoria and the pain of womanhood you've been told is normal? A lot of terfs use this a talking point. They like to claim that trans men are just women who couldn't cope with the misery of the patriarchy. This post isn't about debunking that, but I'd like to briefly go on record and say that they're full of shit. Trans Men are Men. Trans Women are Women.

As someone who hasn't experienced a lot of gender dysphoria or euphoria, this does leave me with the occasional wave of doubt. Are these really trans feelings? Do I just hate being a woman, the way every woman does?

Then I remember that gender is an entirely fake concept and I can do whatever the fuck I want.

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