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Remember when we used to say that Mc’s the therapist for everyone around here but who’s going to give Mc therapy before they go insane themselves? (probably already are)
THIRTEEN IS.
THIRTEEN IS.
THATS RIGHT.
PLEASE PLEASE I WANT TO MARRY HER NOW AHHH
SHE MADE ME SO HAPPY I CANT TAKE IT
#obey me#obey me nb#obey me nightbringer spoilers#I didnt write down spoilers because there’s not really context#BUT#I LOVE HER#BE MY WIFE FOR THE 100TH TIME#SHE WAS SO SWEET IN THE LESSON#obey me thirteen#just my head internal screaming I think I should let out#and go to sleep before I lose the energy to even sleep#literally 4 am currently
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summer '93
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#AUverse#kelly#dhestyn#something came over me when i made these man#i don't know#AUverse is the new tag for all of my miniAUs btw. so it encompasses multiple AUs#this one is what i'm currently calling the 90sAU (ideally it will have a real name eventually. it just. doesn't yet)#uh i have a confession which is that i haven't actually written anything for this particular AU yet#like. not even bullet points or anything#but i am completely obsessed with it#something about the boys traveling around in their lil van is just so fun to me#i love the idea of kel just being some punk ass kid who ran away from home#& dhes sees him on the side of the road one day & is like. oh. yea. that one's cute. sure. i'll pick him up.#& they literally just travel the states together#like originally dhes was only gonna drive him to this one concert in a nearby city but#since they had a few days to spare dhes convinced kel to let him take him on a small detour & go sight seeing#& they ended up having a lot of fun!!!#i haven't decided for sure yet but i think they're like... 19 or 20 in this AU#i'll figure out the details once i actually start writing it though
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Guys imagine, Roach died, before the creation of 141, but Soap is able to see his ghost. He was originally following Ghost around, really annoyed that he was using his death as an excuse to not get close to anyone, but when he found out Soap could see him and talk to him he started following him around instead.
And they get really close, like two peas in a pod, except they have to be discreet about it because no one else can see or hear Roach, and they'd think Soap was crazy if they saw him talking to no one.
They use that for shenanigans too: Roach will go follow someone else and report back to Soap, Gaz is genuinely starting to believe Soap has superpowers or something. It's really useful on missions as well, and Soap managed to successfully rescue team members thanks to Roach being able to move through walls and everything.
(Roach is not the only ghost Soap is able to see btw, just the only one he's talking to.)
And then Roach is witnessing his past lover trying really hard to not fall in love with Soap, and Soap trying really hard to not do anything about the love he already feels, and he has to try and convince Soap that he is dead. During that conversation he finds out that something else that keeps Soap from doing something is that he feels very confused about everything because he also has feeling for Roach.
So now Roach has to try and convince him that even if he was still alive he wouldn't have a problem with that. He's known for a while that he was polyamorous, but he hadn't really dared talking to Ghost about that because he thinks he's jealous and possessive.
And Soap is like "oh yeah, you want me to go say to Ghost 'don't worry about your dead lover that I'm not supposed to know, he's actually polyamorous and also in love with me, I know because his ghost told me!' ??? I'm sure he's gonna take that well!"
But Roach is nothing if not resourceful and he manages to put Soap in situations where he's forced to interact with Ghost, and eventually they kiss and their relationship is beginning to be something. They're not really sure what.
And Roach is sad, because he has to watch the two men he loves being in love without him, yes, but at least they're both happy, and it makes him feel a bit better. And then during a mission Ghost almost dies.
Because he was alone and Soap and Gaz were together, Roach was following Ghost this time, ready to fly to Soap in an instant if there was any problems. But there was and he didn't have time, so he instinctively grabbed the gun being pointed towards Ghost's head and moved it as the person was shooting, saving Ghost's life, giving him enough time to shoot the enemy himself.
But even as the threat is eliminated, Ghost is still looking up from where he's on the ground, staring right through him, looking shocked. No, not right through him, he realises when he moves to the side and Ghost's eyes follow him. He also realises that he grabbed the gun. He's never grabbed anything before, in all his years of being a ghost.
Then suddenly Ghost's eyes move wildly around, and he figures he disappeared from his view. He can still go through the walls, but he's kept the ability to grab stuff when he wants. It gives him a ton of new possibilities, to fuck with people and, of course, to touch Soap.
"I wish you were actually alive," Soap whispers to him, holding his hands against his face as he's falling asleep.
"What the fuck," comes Ghost's voice the next morning, waking both of them up - wait, since when could Roach sleep?
Soap doesn't understand immediately, because he's always been able to see Roach. But Ghost is standing in the door, looking straight at dead past lover.
Turns out Soap is a necromancer and he had no idea, though the whole 'I can see dead people' should probably have told him sooner that he wasn't normal... The more he wishes Roach is alive, the more he actually is. And they all end up happy and together. And Gaz is very happy to have won the bet that Soap indeed has superpowers.
The day Roach says, in a wondering voice, "I... I think I'm hungry" is the day they understand that something is really happening and he's actually coming back to life.
(Also, Soap has no control at all on his abilities, he has no idea what does what and why, he knows nothing. No one knows.)
#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#gary roach sanderson#soapghost#ghostsoap#roachsoap#ghostroach#ghostsoaproach#accidental necromancer soap and ghost roach au#this is not organised at all bc my head has been hurting for days and i feel like i'm dying (i'm being overly dramatic don't worry)#this came to me when i was watching megamind don't ask me why#anyway i can't even read that again bc the words make no sense to me when my head hurts so sorry if it actually makes no sense for real lol#omg imagine ghost being interrogated bc someone reported him for sleeping with soap and he goes 'do i sleep with my sergeant?#yes i do but i don't only sleep with one of my sergeants i actually sleep with two of them; one having been dead for 4 years'#and they go 'dead as in... pronounced dead but actually alive?' 'no no dead as in actually dead as in buried; dead dead'#'so you *were* sleeping with him in the past?' 'no i am currently sleeping with him. with both of them.'#and then price has to gaslight sooo hard to make it all right they're literally taking years off his lifespan#and when he complains they giggle at him saying that it's alright bc soap will bring him back anyway if he dies for their sins
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SEVENTIES
Requested by @bloomingkyras, @citrlet and @tudear
Starring Helena Zhao
You could be my silver spring
Blue-green colors flashing
I would be your only dream
Your shining autumn ocean crashing
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#the zhaoverse#GOD BLESS EVERYONE WHO REQUESTED THIS#she has literally never looked better!!!#as you can tell i got a bit lost in the ~vibes~#anyway this is the last one!#there are still some outstanding requests for the vatores which will come to life in the magnum opus i am currently working on#watch this space!
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What's the best comedy ever made and why is it Wooden Overcoats
#wooden overcoats#literally the people who created that show reached into my brain extracted the very essence of my sense of humour#and distilled it into a 4 season audio sitcom about undertakers#to this day it's the only podcast I've ever listened to in its entirety#(nothing personal I just find my attention wanders from podcasts a lot i lose the thread)#wooden overcoats though? have listened to it like 10 times in its entirety and am currently listening again#i should write more silly chapyard sometime#maybe even finish that spider au one of these days#mr. bees speaks#i tend to downplay how i sincerely think it's the Funniest Thing Ever Made when chatting to my brother#bc he was in an improv group with one of the producers/directors at uni and I think he would get legit weird and jealous about it sbshfhhdd
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i just. love my dogs
#i am excited to come home to them! they are excited to see me! i kiss them on their little heads!#era some ~4 months after pando went back to his breeder and my relationship with my current dogs is literally so much better#i am not exhausted all the time. i enjoy working with both of them. i love traveling with them and hiking and they are just. really good do#*dogs#personal
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that utterly DEVASTATING moment when you find a fic by an author that is SO breathtakingly beautiful and gorgeously written and you click into their profile, SO eager to find more of their wonderful words to read, only to find that that was their only fic for that fandom 😩😭
#this just happened to me and i am. DEVASTATED#they literally posted the fic yesterday tho hdjsks so at least that means its current for them and more could be on the way!!#they do also have 4 fics for a diff fandom im in/read for that i will ABSOLUTELY be checking out#but hot damn the one fic they wrote for this fandom... BREATHTAKING#it was SO well done i am in AWE over the talent
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#not to sound like a broken record#i know this has already been talked about a lot in current fandom discourse#but all the tommy love also comes from a place of#misogyny (buck’s m/f relationships failed bc the women weren’t good enough. but his first m/m is perfect and destined and tommy is god)#(even though we know next to nothing about them as a couple. cough 1 kiss and 1 failed date cough cough)#and biphobic concepts (buck’s only relationship/partner that is worth shipping and love and fandom time is the m/m one)#(if he’s with a woman he’s not worth our time? the relationship/partner isn’t worth our time. right?)#some people kinda sounding like the conservative haters right now#oliver stark’s voice shouting from afar: he isn’t gay! he is bisexual! he still likes women!#some people like to celebrate bi buck (as we should) but then erase his previous gfs#in favour of this 1 man he’s shared literally 4 scenes with. okay#<- <- <- i drafted this like 6 hours before that interview came out. ollie came to back me up with the ‘he still likes women’ lmao#him dating a guy now does not erase or dismiss his previous m/f relationships or that he’s still into women#one final comment. any time buck got with a girl it was ‘they need to break up immediately’#‘she’s not right for him’#he’s with his first guy and it’s ’they should be endgame’#‘they’re perfect together’#huh?? one. we barely know tommy/them together#two. what exactly makes them endgame material? bc they’re both men? cough biphobic misogyny fetishization cough#three. it would be objectively hilarious if he realises his sexuality and within 2 weeks is dating a guy for the first time#and then that guy ends up being his endgame forever partner. lmaoooo that would be so dumb sawry#not to mention it would kinda lean into the biphobia and misogyny mentioned above#in that it would suggest that his problem with finding love previously was… women#and this problem is now magically fixed because… man#four. not to be a buddie endgame truther but if all the vocal support means this is what we get instead#instead of Them. i’m out see ya bye bye#i am sooooo reading way too much into this but oh well
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vash w this hairstyle is literally so cute.. .. wolfwood matchies or smt T__T
#litearlly dont talk 2 me i saw the knives panel again and smashed everuthing inmy room and set myself on fire#am i wrong 4 thinking that he shouldve had a little more time.am i wrong for thinking this guy.having lived in terrible fear#his whole life 4 what he thought could happen 2 him. to his brother. DID happen 2 his sister#should be able 2 experience some happiness and comfort for once#like yeah the guy killed hundreds of thousands SUREE ok.AND??? let the guy breathe a little#BAHAHA no i think i do still agree w the ultimate ending of him using the last of his energy 2 generate that apple tree#its sweet and i do like the sentiment it was just. Too.soon after it was literally right after#and im like coughing and hacking and wishing.that he and vash couldve spent those few months living (somewhat) peacefully#and secluded.before everything that happened#i guess there is a bittersweet tinge to knives dying before vash woke up / could say gbye but idk.i just grieve 4 this guy#even if a clean redemption isnt like#feasible in a sense U KNOW!!!!!!! but then again i dont think. satisfying endings have to be clean cut and perfect#like he doesnt have to be redeemed i think. not everyone needs Redemption as it exists in its current form#&& i do think that even after all he did.comma.he wasnt entirely wrong?like you cant rly blame him 4 rejecting coexistence#based on the way plants have historically been treated (assuming he also telepathized with exploited plants after the great fall)#though not to say that his decisions/methodology is right ykwim#and i know yeaa yeaa there was a lot of hypocrisy in how he used the other plants 2 amass power#ok this is literally getting too convoluted there r so many conditional aspects to this but long story short i do thnk he deserved.#a little something at the end;______; even if just 4 me to see art of them together post-final arc .#< me dragging my knuckles in the sand w open wounds or smth#sry vash post turned into knives sadblogging EHAHEHA but its like the nature of this^ guys life anyways LMAO#trigun spoilers#trigun maximum#trigun#vash
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#currently experiencing a category 4 double chappell storm#double meeting I have two songs playing on loop. jigssaw falling into place by Radiohead and los ageless by St Vincent#literally made a playlist that was just those two songs so they repeat effortlessly#jigsaw is such a good fucking song. The lyrics are abstract enough that you can put tons of interpretations on them but specific enough to#focus your interpretation#los ageless is less abstract but the imagery is so unique#and also both songs start off calm and quiet and build up to a point where I can holler at the top of my lungs#I am not going to have a voice at the end of today#why am I writing this in the tags by the way#tags
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Watch me do the absolute LEAST necessary things for starting a solo rpg.
#for a solo rpg session you need:#1. a character#2. a brain with imagination settings turned on#3. random number generators (i prefer dice but non-acoustic options also work)#4. a general setting idea. can be literally anything#5. an oracle (non-human) (random numbers-based)#optional:#1. way to document events#2. an rpg system#3. plot idea#I have the bare bones of a character backstory#but I started making a map for the world he'll be in#it will have the continents and climate zones figured out but no big landmarks beyond that#that is extremely unnecessary I can make up the world as I go#I am currently laying miniature wooden boards on the inside of a dice tray#the dice tray is somewhat necessary because the sound of dice rolling hurts my ears. a dice tray can be any box.#I stupidly decided to build and decorate my own#yes I will be covering the bottom with felt. the reason for the dice tray IS the dice sound#it could have still been ANY BOX#I might never start playing#dnd#solo rpg#solo roleplay#why am i like this
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#man oh man liberal bullshit on my dash in 2023 is an unfollow and soft block 4 me#licherally hat e liberals and their nonsense :-)#ok I might rant hold on I’m just like#literally just saw a post blaming all the transphobia going on rn on pp being not wanting to vote#I am so serious rn I saw that w my eyes#ur liberal president is sitting in office rn doing nothing#my brother in Christ how are u gonna blame tired poor people#whatever. i do vote but I don’t think it matters. Ive voted in a swing state my whole life and the world is still like this#and Blue No Matter Who Bullshit makes me feel like Im talking to a person from another dimension like srsly what are u on#if this is making u mad that honestly brings me joy btw u can unfollow ❤️#I’m too tired I hate seeing political nonsense or current events on tumblr bc I don’t trust y’all to not be#fucking insane LOL#tumblr is for gay ppl kissing and funny jokes only pls don’t make me look at bad opinions#also all of this is US specific btw
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20 more minutes of study
#I'm so tiredddddd#but I set myself the goal of 5 lecture recordings#and I will accept 4#but I am not going under that bcause I have an exam on Wednesday and I am literally nearly 20 fucking lectures behind#(well. currently 15.5 lectures behind for this subject! yayyy)
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I really wrote a mini essay in tags on how high roller would survive fnaf 3 only to realize the post said fnaf 4 and I'm dyslexic AND dyscalculic and described the wrong game
Either way high roller would survive in fnaf 3, thrive, even
MORE AT 5!
#I need to think about fn.af 4 now#It's like#Not real#Are we going with he book OOPS! GAS LEAK#Or just like OH Yea It's A Nightmare Literally#I'm a bit shabby on my Freddy's lore currently so big apologies#Plus I never got the fourth installment completely it gets confusing when it's NOT REAL#But this is five night Freddy we are talking abt#Hr without powerers is still a massive fucking animal robot in a perfect condition#And with this guy's personality#I think hr could maybe make it but if we think of like#Baby oller 😭😭😭#Defo more difficult#Plus I imagine having piano teeth and sounding like a midi#Doesn't help with the game and I imagine the 'irl experience' being mostly sound based#Like having to hear for the animatronics bresthing#It is an inherently fucky ass sound based game#But like are we talking game or being in there physically#Bc u really can't if it's a nightmare slash HALLUCINATIONS#SRRY I don't know book lore i can't care abt jt#This isn't the tags of the post I reblogged earlier but sure I'll say it here anyway#Idk I'm tired I just woke up I am missing some points#Anyways hr would thrive in fnaf 3 it being an horror attraction and all#And OOPS GAS LEAK so robot prolly don't gotta deal with phantoms#And peepaw willay is a rotting corpse in an animatronic so#Bro just kick him in the chest 😭😭 what's he gonna do#AH THAT BLOODY HURT YE GREEN BASTARD. FOCKIN BOLLOCKS
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my mom just made a social media post saying that she chose to homeschool because “no indoctrination” and “healthy socialization”
#girl 6/7 of your kids have/had severe social anxiety and depression and 4/7 that i know of are currently deconstructing and healing#from that supposed lack of indoctrination#ma’am i am literally afraid of men.#ily but this is clown behavior
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#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️#my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off#and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there#and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault#ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here??#like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties#and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!!#4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm#going to a doc;#my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point#i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫#i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh???#and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep#and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything#man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted#than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once#sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲#tbd
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