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pinheadbella · 7 months
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Day 5: Hockey
I meeeeaan
The prompt never specified what type of hockey
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lymtw · 2 months
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Late night phone calls with Toji where he's practically buzzing at the sound of your voice. Nothing special about the conversation, but there's just something so delicious about the static on the line merging with your voice. You sound kind of tired and you're sighing just enough to drive him a little crazy.
You have a history of having to fight to get him to listen, regardless of how many times he says that he is listening. You test him by asking questions about what you just talked about and he gets a solid 90%. Most of the time...
This time he wasn't getting anything. It's been a couple days since you last went over to Toji's so he was missing you a little more than usual tonight. But, you called later at night like you usually do to tell him about your day. You'll never get over the way he answers the phone, the most spine tingling hello you've ever heard, each time better than the last, save for when you call him after he falls asleep and he answers in that raspy voice that shakes you to your core. But, as said before, he was getting nothing and you were starting to wonder if he was losing track of what you were telling him.
"Toji? Are you still listening?"
"Yeah, keep talking, princess. Tell me everything."
So you keep going because you believe him, only to be interrupted a second time by something that sounds like a shudder.
"Toji?"
He takes a second longer to answer this time.
"Mm... yeah, doll?"
"You okay? We can go to sleep if you want. I'll see you tomorrow anyway."
His hand is wrapped around his cock, pumping himself as you keep talking. You're kindly offering an out for this phone call. He must be tired. You think maybe that's why he's not talking as much.
"Don't feel pressured to keep talking. If you're tired, you're tired baby. We have all day tomorrow."
He wants to hear your voice as he keeps going, though. If you knew what was happening, would you judge him or would you egg him on?
"Don't worry about it, mama," he groans. "Just really like the sound of your voice 's all. Come on. Talk to me. What else did you do today?"
So you tell him about how you went shopping for a new dress to go out in.
"Wanna see me in it tomorrow? Or should I save it for a more formal date?"
He shudders once again, his abs quivering as he focuses on collecting the pearls of precum that endlessly form on his tip and smearing it all over his shaft. You have him thinking about the last time you wore a dress around him. It ended up being bunched up at your waist as he fucked the soul out of you in the men's bathroom of a restaurant.
"Think you should," he pauses and clears his throat, muttering an unintelligible curse away from the phone. He is seconds away from busting. "Save it for when I can take you out... we're staying in," he pants. "I'm gonna fuck you tomorrow, doll."
Your face goes so red, and you can't help but giggle to yourself despite the rush of nerves that invaded your body.
"Gonna be good for me, right? You're gonna sleep over and let me play with you?"
At this point you feel like rolling off your bed to cool yourself down on the cold floor.
"Of course, Toji. I'm all yours."
You can hear heavy breathing laced with the static on the line.
"Oh fuck... say that again, princess. Again for me."
You've caught on to this freak's game. So you do what you can to make him drip like honey.
"All yours, Toji. Yours to fuck, yours to choke, yours to gag. I'll let you have your way with me tomorrow." You grin as you hear the muffled moans on the other end. "You can put it whereeever you want and i'll take it for you. Just promise you'll fill me up, yeah?"
With that Toji cums so hard that he's rocking his hips against the mattress, his back arching in pleasure and a barrage of expletives are released. He sounds strangled, out of breath on the other end, and all you can do is laugh at the silence that takes over the line. You know he's laying there with his eyes closed, trying to come back to reality.
"You dead, baby?"
"Fuck you," he says, breathlessly, a lazy grin on his face. "I'll see you tomorrow. Better not be lying 'bout what you said earlier."
"Goodnight~"
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aaagustd · 11 months
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greedy | jeon jungkook (m)
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title: greedy
pairing: jeon jungkook x (f)reader
genre/rating: established relationship, smut, mature/explicit
summary: he gives, you take. you want more? he gives you more. it’s simple.
warnings: just smut, dirty talk, Dom/sub undertones, orgasm denial, unprotected sex, size kink, cervix touching and belly bulging, cum shot, cum play, biting, that should be all
wc: 561
release date: june 30, 2023; 10:34 pm est
note: it's not proofread too well. i tried my best though lol. hope it's good. div cr.
also available on ao3
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It was supposed to be movie night—a quiet romantic evening in your living room cuddling with your boyfriend—but that didn’t last.
“So deep… Need to cum.” 
Jungkook ignores your cries. You begged for this, and he reminds you of that.
“You should be careful about what you ask for, baby. No mercy, remember?”
He says this while he watches his arousal-coated dick enter and exit your cunt, fucking you like it’s the last fuck of his life.
Your boyfriend knows you’re close. He can feel the tell-tale sign—you squeezing him like a vice—of another wave of euphoria building inside you. But Jungkook wants you to hold on just a little longer.
This time, he wants both of you to reach the peak together.
Closing your eyes, your lids provide a blanket of darkness thick enough to distract you from the irresistible urge. You pray he finishes soon, as this will only do for so long.
“You need to open your eyes” — Jungkook clenches the flesh of the ankle thrown over his broad shoulder between his teeth — “so you can see how much this pussy loves me.”
Your response is a nod; followed by a jumble of words your lips swiftly dish out in your hazy state, not wanting Jungkook to deny you. He soothes your skin with the pad of his thumb before he averts his gaze to your body.
“Right here, huh?” he whispered.
The warmth of his left palm presses your stomach gently, and he pauses. You prop your upper body on your elbows and watch in awe as the outline of his dick pierces your cervix. There’s so much of him, but you take every inch. If he had more, you’d take that as well.
He makes you watch, and you do it shamelessly. That’s how greedy you are for your man—needy for him—because you can never really get enough of him.
Luckily, he fills you up every time like no one else can.
Jungkook's eyes darken at the sound of you moaning his name, fueling his desire to ruin you right here on your living room couch.
“Feels so good. It’s so big. I… I wanna—”
“Cum?” His assumptions are correct. You plead with him again, and this time you aren’t denied. “You can, baby.”
“Fuck,” you rejoiced.
Jungkook thrusts into you faster, making the top of your head hit the armrest each time he lodges his dick inside your guts. You can feel your muscles tightening as the pressure in your core returns. Soon, your boyfriend’s movements become sporadic. He no longer can resist your warmth and wetness. His voice is rough when he speaks.
“Here I come,” he grunted.
You know what that means. Your hands grip the sofa’s cushions as you brace yourself. Jungkook uses his last bit of energy targeting your g-spot until the coil tightening within your center finally snaps and sends you spiraling into a rapturous high.
Whiteness clouds your vision, and only Jungkook’s angelic voice keeps you in touch with reality. His gentle tone and assuring words calm you down just in time to witness him dumping his load on your sensitive cunt.
He uses his fingers to spread it all over your inner thighs, and once he’s done playing in his sticky mess you meet each other’s gaze.
Damn.
That is the only word either of you can say.
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the-roo-too · 1 month
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not my fault -> plastic! oh haewon
-the trio owns the school, but you own the queen bee’s heart
warnings: loosely referencing mean girls; basically making out in the closet lol; more of a short drabble than an oneshot tbh
genre: secret relationship; fluffish
notes: i might be in love with reneé rapp
⌦ .。.:*♡
as your lunch tray hit the table with a soft thud, you became aware of how quiet your spot in the cafeteria was compared to the other tables.
while you wouldn’t necessarily call yourself a loner, you wouldn’t be caught dead talking to someone without a reason. it just felt like none of the cliques were for you.
taking a small bite out of your food, you could feel a pair of eyes burning into the back of your head. even from across the cafeteria, the sensation was unmistakable.
the table in the middle of the room was occupied by the most influential trio in the whole school—the plastics. not to be mistaken with an environmental group, the plastics were a very closed off clique, like a teen royalty.
there was bae jinsol, an actually nice girl. she just wasn’t on the brightest side. rumour has it she tried to spell orange with a ‘d’ once.
then there was seol yoona, more commonly known as sullyoon. she knew everything about everyone and had connections basically everywhere.
at last, there was an apex predator. the queen bee of the school. the devil in human form.
oh haewon. the girl who’s eyes were currently burning holes in the back of your head.
one secret not even sullyoon knew about was the one that you shared with haewon.
despite all the rumours of her hooking up with this or that jock, she was very much not interested in men. you were the only one she had her eye on.
⌦ .。.:*♡
haewon let her eyes linger on you for a little longer before she turned her attention to her friends with a bored sigh. sullyoon was yet again talking about some boy she had in her gym class. no one worthy her attention.
“what’s his name again?” she asked in a dismissive tone.
when sullyoon looked at her, slight hurt flashed in her eyes. the queen be rarely ever listened to them.
“jake.” she said before smiling stiffly. “the one i’ve been talking about for a week.”
“yeah, i remember now.” a bored sigh escaped haewon’s lips before she turned her attention to the third girl in their clique. “say, jinsol, wasn’t he invited to your party this friday?”
“who, jake?” bae glanced briefly at yoona as she nodded. “i think so.”
“great. i’ll help you talk to him then.” sullyoon looked at her in shock before a small smile broke out on her face.
“thank you, haewon.”
“it’s whatever. you guys wanna skip the rest today?” she got approving nods from her friends, making her grin softly. “i’ll meet you two by my car. i have to go see minjae before we leave.”
sullyoon smiled at her, as did bae. they both thought she was dating one of the jocks—she did let him be seen with her sometimes. he thought she was just playing hard to get, while in reality she just kept him around for appearances.
haewon typed a quick text to the contact ‘my baby 🩷’ before she stood up from the plastics table and left the cafeteria.
⌦ .。.:*♡
“i missed you…” she whispered, pinning your wrists above your head with one hand, keeping your body close to the wall. “you looked so pretty today, my baby.“
“i missed you too, haewon…” you mumbled back against her lips, gently kissing her. those intimate moments in the janitor’s closet weren’t ideal, but it was all you could get in school without being caught.
“i told jinsol and yoona i was seeing that jock again… does that make you jealous, pretty girl?” the grin she sent you made you feel weak in her hold. she knew damn well what she was doing, and boy did she enjoy it.
“you know it does… i hate that we have to hide.”
“awh.” her soft pout didn’t ease your nerves as much as she hoped it would. “i’m sorry, babe. you know i can’t have people knowing i’m gay. do you know how much it would cost me?”
“yeah.” you gave her a weak glare before kissing her pink lips yet again. “you care about your reputation more than you care for me.”
“i wouldn’t be sneaking into this dirty closet with you during lunch time if i didn’t care, would i? you knew what you were getting into when i told you this had to be a secret.”
of course she was right. when was oh haewon ever wrong though?
“it’s not my fault you fell for me, silly girl.”
“i hate that you’re right.”
she grinned at you, her free hand sneaking to your waist. “course you do.”
⌦ .。.:*♡
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agentmaxa · 2 years
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Not Made of Stone (Alex Morgan x Reader) Part 4
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Here’s part one, part two, and part three if you need them.
Sorry for any mistakes, please enjoy.
Y/n felt unreasonably nervous, standing outside of Alex’s house. Taking a deep breath Y/n finally knocked on the door.
Waiting for a moment, Y/n was about to check the time when Alex opened up the door.
A blush came over both of them, Y/n was overtaken by Alex’s beauty seeing her dress, having to look away. While Alex felt she had overdressed seeing that Y/n was in jeans and a sweatshirt, looking away embarrassed.
“Um...” Y/n tried to find words.
“Please come in.” Y/n just nodded and mumbled ‘thanks’. About to ask where Charlie was Y/n wasn’t fast enough.
“Let me get changed, Charlie is in the other room.”
“Okay.” Y/n watched as Alex hurried to what was assumed to be her bedroom. Y/n just shrugged it off, heading over to check on Charlie.
Y/n smiled when Charlie giggled, playing with some of her toys.
It took a couple of minutes, and Alex soon came into the room now wearing more casual wear. “Alright, I just need to drop off Charlie at the babysitter’s place, on the way if you don’t mind.”
“Actually I was hoping Charlie could come too.”
“Yeah, sure.” Alex was caught off guard but it was a relief that Y/n wanted to keep Charlie tonight.
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Walking into the house Y/n led Alex to the dining room.
“I know it’s not a lot but a simple date is as good as any, right?”
Alex looked around the room to see a blanket fort in the living room, a stack of movies next to the TV and DVD player, and some snacks that Charlie deemed her favorite.
There was a small ding from the kitchen, Y/n going to check the food.
“Dinner’s ready.”
Y/n plated the mac'n'cheese and dino nuggets, bringing over the glasses of apple juice as well.
Saying ‘thank you’ Charlie started eating while Alex was still trying to take it in.
“Don’t worry, it’s vegan,” Y/n tried to get rid of the nerves with a joking tone, “do you like it?”
Alex finally came back to reality, “Yeah I love it. It’s just not what I expected.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
“No this is perfect.”
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The three of them snuggled into the blanket fort, Y/n about to start the next movie.
“Oh man, I didn’t realize how late it was.” Y/n taking note that Alex and Charlie will have to leave soon.
“Mamma can we stay a little longer?” Charlie asked.
“I have extra pajamas if you guys wanna stay the night.”
Charlie gasped in excitement, “Can we ma, please?”
Y/n hopped not to overstep waiting for Alex’s reaction.
“Sure, that would be nice.” Knowing she was too tired to drive back home and not that she’d decline more time with Y/n.
“Yes!” And with that, Y/n led Charlie to where the spare pj’s were, grabbing Alex’s too.
“You can change in the bathroom, I’ll give these to your mom.”
“Okay.”
Y/n chuckled, loving how the kid didn’t have a care in the world.
Going to the living room Y/n spotted Alex in the kitchen who was doing the dishes.
“You know you don’t have to do that right?”
“I wanted to and you cooked so it’s only fair.”
Y/n wanted to argue but seeing as Alex was drying the last plate it would have been pointless.
About to hand Alex the pajamas Y/n was surprised by the kiss. It made the two tune out the world, enjoying the touch while it lasted.
“What was that for?” Y/n whispered, staying close to Alex.
“A thank you for tonight.”
“You don’t have to thank me for loving two amazing humans.”
Sharing a smaller kiss than before they noticed the footsteps of Charlie coming closer by the moment.
“Come on, I wanna watch Wall-E.” The child’s excitement made both of them laugh.
Y/n stopped Alex before she followed Charlie, “And here, I didn’t want Charlie getting them before you.”
Alex smiled brightly noticing the package of Oreos on the pile of pajamas she was handed.
“My hero.” Alex joked as Y/n followed mini Morgan.
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When the end credits rolled, Alex looked over at the two. Y/n was laying down and Charlie made Y/n’s body into a bed both sleeping.
Alex was happily looking at them, kissing both of their foreheads, pulling a blanket over them as she replayed the conversation Y/n had with Charlie when they thought she was still changing.
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“Y/n what does love feel like?”
Taken aback, Y/n tried to dodge answering it.
“Wait till you’re older then we can talk.”
“But Y/n.” the small whine and puppy eyes were enough for Y/n to at least try and make an effort to explain.
“Love is when things aren’t perfect but when you’re with that person you love, it feels as close to perfect as it can.”
Y/n hoped to come up with a more solid answer if Charlie asked again but this would have to do for now.
“What about you and Mom?”
Both Alex and Y/n froze not knowing what to do.
Alex was about to come out of her hiding place, hoping to help Y/n but she stopped when Y/n continued.
“I mean yeah, life feels pretty amazing when you and your mom are around.”
“So do I get to start calling you mom?”
“Alright, that’s enough questions for tonight kid. You said you wanted to watch Wall-E?”
“Yeah!”
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writteninthesewalls28 · 3 months
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Secrets
A "family" one shot
A/n: This work is part of the "be my valentine challenge" by @bemyvalentinechallenge for the day 10 prompt. It‘s also a one shot to my fanfiction series "family".
Summary: Milly and Calum already have been dating for a few years but the public does not know about it, until Calum does a live stream…
Warnings: Curse words, mentions of death, not proof read
He finally hit the ´live´ button on his phone. His first instagram live without his bandmate around felt really strange to Calum, but it wouldn´t be too bad, right? The band had the best fans in the world anyways.
In the background he could hear Milly organizing the kitchen from their earlier cooking date, which had been a lot of fun and is a good way to cheer her up, especially during these hard times.
He just hoped his phone audio wouldn´t be as good so the fans heard the dishes being put away and asked why there was someone in his house. Thing is, apart from their close friends, no one knew about Milly´s and Calum´s relationship, they actually were able to keep it a secret for the last 2 years (his bandmates were pretty jealous), which hopefully would stay like that for a little longer, so they could enjoy the peace of this beautiful relationship.
"Hello everyone! He greeted the viewers who increased minute by minute.
He really hoped this was a good idea. He wasn´t as comfortable as Ashton to speak in front of so many people, especially when it was over livestream. People always recorded these and he´d probably never understand the reason behind that.
"Just thought, I´d do a little stream for you guys and maybe play you a few songs on my guitar." he lifted the guitar lying on the sofa next to him up and held it into the phone camera so people can see it. "Sounds good?" he asked, obviously not expecting a response, he was just talking to a camera.
Calum softly started playing the first few chords of the song "Amnesia" and the instagram live chat went crazy.
He was always happy to know they love that song as much as he loves it.
He still heard Milly walking around in the kitchen, switching light on and off and clearing out the dishwasher, but thankfully no one seemed to notice.
I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget about these stupid little things.
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I never can escape
´Cause I´m not fine at all.
Calum sang, closing his eyes and blocking out everyone including his thoughts. He just felt the song and the soft guitar notes. He was one with the music.
The moment he was finished and opened his eyes up again, he was pushed back into reality with the phone in front of his face, in some ways recording him.
"That´s one of my favorite songs… do you have any, I could possibly play for y´all? He asked the audience, but couldn´t even read the comments as quickly as they went by.
So Calum just played a few chords on the guitar and the audience seemed to be rather satisfied with that as well.
Ashton had been right, they just want to see them, the fans literally needed nothing more.
But suddenly, he heard Milly´s voice. "Hold on, are you writing a song?"
Oh no.
No, no, no, no, no.
He already saw the immediate comments on instagram. "Who was that?!" "Guys, wasn´t that the voice of Louis Tomlinson´s sister?" "Does Calum have a new girlfriend?" "No, please don´t tell me that is his new girl?" Were just some of them.
Should he just ignore it and try continuing the livestream?
"No, I´m doing an instagram live." It didn´t matter now anyways. Better correct headlines, instead of a bunch of rumours, right?
He turned his head to the direction he heard Milly´s voice and looked into a very shocked and somewhat disappointed face.
She felt so guilty. Oh no.
"Wanna meet my girlfriend?" he asked towards the phone and got thousands of "yessss" comments as a responds.
Calum waved to Milly, who shook her head, she wanted to do anything, but totally not being on a social media livestream. She hated being recorded as much as he did. "Come on, they wanna meet you!" He encouraged her and Milly finally made a step forward.
The fans could see them together.
They were together, a couple.
It was no secret anymore.
It just hit Calum like a bucket with iced water was just emptied over his head.
They were no longer in private. He just prayed, the fans and the media wouldn´t hate on his precious girl. Because if so, he´d try and murder them with his own hands, no one hurted her feelings.
"Heyy!" Milly said, giving the phone, and with that thousands of fans, a shy wave with her left hand.
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Calum played a few more songs for them, before shutting the live down and immediately going upstairs to find Milly. She escaped right after she had her appearance.
"Sweetie? Are you somewhere up here?" He asked, hoping to get a response from her. They had quite many room on the second floor, finding her would take some time, considering that the rooms are rather big as well.
"Yup, here…" he heard his girlfriend voice coming from either the bathroom or the bedroom.
So he checked both and finally found her lying on their shared bed in the bedroom.
"Heyyy…." he said, crawling onto the bed so he could lie next to her and stroke through her blonde hair, his favorite gesture. "It´s okay, they were gonna find out eventually.." he tried comforting her, knowing that it would not help. Milly hated herself for being such a perfectionist sometimes.
"But- all that happened just because I thought you were writing a song! As if that would´ve really been the case…" She felt so down and he could understand it so well. She thought she ruined everything.
"Look, maybe I was really writing a song, how about that?" Because it was the truth. He actually had been trying to write a song just for her for the past few months, but wasn´t completely finished with it, till he played this random melody on the live earlier, just seconds before Milly asked the question that revealed their secret.
"Wait- what?!" she asked, being adorably confused.
"Yeah, I´ve been writing a song for you during the past few months, I´m gonna include the short thing you heard earlier in the song… before you ask though, you cannot listen to it now, I´m not finished yet." He responded, giving her a small smile. "You good though? Please don´t be too hard on yourself, Milly. It isn´t worth it."
And with that they hugged for a while, before going back down into the living room to spend some time together.
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shinidamachu · 2 years
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CHAPTER SEVEN: I Bought You a Ticket
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SUMMARY: “and I’d choose you. In a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.” – Kiersten White. For each chapter, a prompt from the One Hundred Ways to Say I Love You list.
WORDS: 622
GENRE: fluff
FANDOM: Inukag
FORMAT: multichapter
ALSO FOUND ON: AO3, FF.Net
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Kagome could barely contain her enthusiasm.
Precisely five years ago, she and Inuyasha shared the kiss that marked the beginning of everything. 
And five years from now, Kagome was sure she’d still remember how magical it felt. The lights. The band. Slow dancing to Thing For You. How his lips touched hers and a crowd of thousands disappeared.
Which is why she knew from the moment Hinder announced a concert in their town on the exact same date of their anniversary, that she had to take Inuyasha as a gift. Even the most cynical of men couldn’t ignore a sign when the stars aligned and Kagome was no cynical nor man.
She had made the purchase the very night the tickets were available, not wanting to ever risk them getting sold out before she secured theirs, but steep prices aside, this was the easy part. 
Keeping it from Inuyasha had been the real challenge.
It was a true miracle that Kagome made it. She had lived in constant fear that he would see right through her or that she wouldn’t be able to hold her tongue for much longer. The temptation to tell him was almost irresistible. Almost.
Retrieving the little cards from their hidden place — the far end of the spice cabinet Inuyasha avoided like the plague — Kagome walked with her hands behind her back to the living room, where her boyfriend sat casually on the couch.
“Alright, it’s gift exchanging time.”
Inuyasha put his phone down, a devastating grin slowly gracing his features.
“And what makes you think I have a gift to give you?”
“Because you do.”
He rolled his eyes and Kagome chuckled.
“Smartass,” Inuyasha muttered, “I’m guessing from the way you’re nearly jumping from one foot to the other that you wanna go first.” 
She nodded and brought her hand upfront to finally reveal its content. 
“Hinder is playing tonight and I bought you a ticket,” Kagome blurted out “actually, I bought us two tickets,” she clarified, her fingers sliding so the second ticket could be seen.
“Kagome—”
“Yes, I know we had a budget limit. I just thought that the opportunity was too perfect to ignore. I mean, when will a Hinder concert ever happen here, on this, of all days? It’s gotta be kismet, right?”
“Kagome—”
“Plus, don’t you think we deserve to have some fun? Even if it’s a bit expensive? How long has it been since we’ve done something for the hell of it? Let’s go have an adventure and… why aren’t you excited?” She questioned, noticing that he looked less thrilled the more she rambled.
Inuyasha sighed and got up, making his way to the notebook case laying on the table. Kagome watched, puzzled, as he unfastened the zipper, fished something out of it, then returned to her side.
“Happy anniversary," he said, offering her an identical pair of tickets.
Dumbfounded, Kagome stared at them. At Inuyasha. And back at them.
“You gotta be kidding me.”
“Nope.”
The couple started laughing. Uncontrollably.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Inuyasha and Kagome asked, in unison. “I wanted it to be a surprise.” They replied simultaneously.
Kagome giggled.
“Are we becoming the same person?”
Tickets still in hand, she wrapped her arms around his neck.
“Fine by me.” Inuyasha pulled her close, his hands finding her waist with expertise. 
“What do we do now?”
“We can try and sell two of these, get our money back,” he suggested, “or we can invite Miroku and Sango to come along.” 
“It’s only fair, considering they were there the last time.”
“Hey, as long as we get to ditch them again.”
“Are you planning to take me on a romantic getaway?”
“You bet your sweet ass I am.”
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A/N.: @inukag-week wrote this for the "anniversary" prompt. It's not much and I'm super late, but here it is.
Also, I really love Thing For You by Hinder so if this sounds awfully self indugent... it's because it is.
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atkar-thedemonkitty · 2 years
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I thought I had googled the synopsis of that potentially gay anime, Lycoris Recoil, last night since I’ve been seeing it all over. The reality is that apparently that research was all part of the dream I had - I dreamt I googled it and fell asleep, proceeding to dream within a dream of what was supposedly the show.
The dark haired girl was someone who kept moving between parallel worlds and timelines, in a way that she kept entering game universes - specifically dating visual novels and games. Flaw was: she was a teenage lesbian, was very aware of what was happening, and was not for these teenage boys salivating over her, nor having jealous girls hate her, so she kept switching universes because of “game failure”.
She then switched into a game world in which the main game had actually ended - the route had reached a bad ending and this was what was happening after. The blonde haired girl went to a strange white-walled old-building of a school and she had been the “main love interest” of the MC guy. However, when he went on to university, he had decided to move out of town and asked her to join him when she graduated school. She had declined, hence the “bad ending”. The aftermath was they broke up, he left never to return, and she was heartbroken. She declined because actually her mother was a sole parent of her and her younger sister and she didn’t wanna leave her alone. And also this girl had a terminal illness and didn’t have much longer to live?? So she said no, stayed where she was, and ended up also being bullied at school because the majority of the girls had been part of the “harem romance game” and liked the MC guy, and hated her for dating him and then daring to reject a future with him. I imagine the “true happy ending” involved her going to University with her guy, and somehow finding and affording medical treatment alongside everything else happily-ever-ever.
Alas, not to be and she was incredibly unhappy. Poof! our dark-haired girl appears as the anime-typical transfer student and everyone thinks she’s a cool new person of interest. She had piercings and wears a black choker, and is the sort of laid-back reserved type - likely due to having seemingly lived the same year repeatedly in various nauseating game worlds. She expects this to be the same as every other time before, but she soon realizes that none of the guys are paying any unnecessary overbearing attention to her than what’s usual for a new student in a smallish town.
Instead, it’s more like going to a normal school in her original world and she’s able to just sit back, less on edge. This means she can allow herself to pay more attention to the people around her rather than trying to avoid any form of contact, and thus ends up focusing on the blonde-haired girl. She’s pretty and she seems lonely. There’s an air around her, some distant point in her mind as if she’s watching the darkening horizon approach her and there’s no light to guide her way home. And it seems she doesn’t want the help either, as if she herself has placed herself five steps behind everyone else and she knows no one will walk by her side.
Also the school had its own specific sport they played in PE called “Ouroborus Lines” and in this particular PE class they played “Silent Ouroborus Lines”. New girl obviously had no clue what was going on but was roped into it anyway, while blonde girl sat on the outskirts watching. The gym floor had a painted town map in the centre with thick white lines cutting it into quadrants. All players wore earbuds so they couldn’t hear anything, and the teacher or selected person stood in the centre of the lines. The selected person would say numbers or something, and the players would have to work out by lip reading or room reading if their number/reference had been called and which quadrant they had to stand in. Once complete, everyone took their earbuds off and the selected person questioned what everyone individually thought was the total of their quadrant. It...made little sense but it was seen through the eyes of the new girl who had no clue what was happening.
Once the dark-haired girl had settled in more and the initial excitement of having a new student wore off, she could do more of what she desired rather than be dragged around by overzealous “popular” girls (who were the ones who bullied blonde girl). This meant she tended to remain in the classroom during break time where blonde girl hung out, using the excuse of “needing peace” or “wanting to read up on these crazy things I have never heard of that these teachers are teaching us”. This led onto blonde girl actually helping new girl study during breaktimes, but the second anyone would approach the classroom blonde girl would stop all interaction and close off.
Dark-haired girl didn’t like this and decided to make a point of sticking around blonde girl more, particularly outside school where no one could stumble across them. This led...to...well...yknow...gay feels for both of ‘em. But blonde girl had her death upcoming and was very aware of her social status at school, and while the girls had laid off bullying because of the new girl, they’d soon get bored and continue full-force. Blonde girl didn’t want dark-haired girl to get caught up in that.
Dark-haired girl didn’t care. They kissed behind her apartment block, leaning against the wall outside the steps up into the building opposite the old, rusty children’s swings where they’d previously been talking.
I woke up around this point and checked the true synopsis of the show, rapidily realizing I had most definitely not researched it the night before because...that isn’t the show.
Anyway, I’d watch whatever show my dream concocted.
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quarantinehomies · 1 year
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Lily: The Last of Us
Me and Valerie were the last ones still testing negative and were quarantining in another room due to the exposure. I was drawing in my sketchbook, as one does when you have nothing else to do but wait, when I noticed a note,“Go to page 101, Lily’s eyes only.” “Huuuuh,” I thought to myself. Page 101 read “Wanna go on a beach date next Saturday? -Richard :)” I involuntarily gasped loudly and looked at Val with wide eyes. She was immediately concerned and asked, “what, what's wrong?!” I told her, she laughed and recited a joke the singles in our group made when Richard and I first started openly flirting with each other, “when is it my turn to be happy?!,” as she jokingly smacked her fist on her desk. I giddily texted him my response.
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A day or so later, Val and I continued taking rapid tests and they kept coming back negative, until the last test of the night when one didn’t. Val tested positive. We immediately put on masks and got into the beds we were sleeping in, at opposite ends of the room, and she texted the others who would take her in in the morning to continue quarantining. I still tested negative and the next morning she went to quarantine with the others.
I was now alone. In a room that wasn’t mine. With nothing but my thoughts. I had all the beginning symptoms of covid, sore throat, runny nose, overall sick feeling, but no matter how many tests I took I continued coming back negative. I began to doubt the reality of my symptoms. Having ocd, I began thinking my mind was just playing tricks on me and I wasn’t actually sick. I was rather upset at this point. I was sick, couldn’t be with my friends, was doubting my mind and body, and still couldn’t leave the room. I remember vividly, drawing in the same sketchbook I described earlier, sitting at Zeltzin’s desk in my pink heart pajama pants, jealous that the others were making the best out of a bad situation… without me.
A day later I got two emails, one with my PCR test results and the other detailing my next steps. I was positive. I no longer met UCSC guidelines for being on campus, and was given a covid representative to follow my case. Obviously I didn’t want to have covid, but I was relieved that I wasn’t making up my symptoms and that I could deal with this experience in the company of friends. I texted the group chat the results and it worked out well since Richard’s roommate wanted back into the room and I was considering continuing my quarantine in my dorm so the others could take over Zeltzin and Val’s dorm. However, my roommates did not want me back in the room. I was told I could be quarantined in my dorm, with my roommates, by the representative, but when I told my roommates the dilemma and the plan initially, they lost their minds.
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Anyway, the group began their move to me, in Zeltzin’s room. Since it was a double, attempting to properly fit five people into the space was maddening. After the first night me and Richard were snuggled comfortably in a corner of the room, John at the other end, and Valerie and Zeltzin in their respective loft beds. 
As the days progressed I got more and more sick. My body ached, my throat hurt, my thoughts were scrambled, combined we were all guzzling Dayquil and Nyquil like it was nothing. I passed the time by talking with everyone, especially Richard, drawing, trying to keep up with homework, and sleeping. John was losing his marbles, he was pacing around, sitting in his funky camping chair, being agitated but still silly. Zeltzin and Val were mostly chilling, sick but just recovering in their respective beds. I was trying really hard to keep up with my book and writing for my Cowell 1 class but I already hated the writing she assigned us and the reading was incredibly long. If I was dreading these assignments normally, they were going to put me into cardiac arrest in the state I was in.
I stayed in my pjs almost the entire time we quarantined. There was one day when I began feeling slightly better so I did my makeup and put on regular clothes but by the next day I was sicker than before. Everyone else was already getting better at this point and I was still stuck, sick and in bed.
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We decided to go on a mental health walk. Initially I was excited to leave the room for a little while but once we got from Merrill building A down to the farthest part of the field at Cowell I was exhausted, out of breath, and aching. I was still trudging along. When we got back to the room I took more DayQuil, because I anticipated doing work, but ended up knocking out in our little corner anyway. 
Zeltzin’s family invited us to a quinceanera, I don’t know the details since I was still testing positive, and lowkey mad I couldn’t go too, but once John, Zeltzin, and Val tested negative, they were rushing out of the room with a bag for the night and me and Richard were left on our own, the only two testing positive. 
We ordered snacks from 7/11, and drew, he played guitar. We ended up staying up till 5am just talking about various miscellaneous things, some serious topics, a lot goofy. The next day Richard tested negative but I still tested positive. I was stressed about missing another day of classes while the rest of them got to live life normally again. I finished reading an entire book for my Cowell 1 class and was pretty productive although rather lonely. 
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The next day I finally tested negative and went to my classes like normal. I was ecstatic. After the fact I can confidently say that although none of us wanted to catch covid, I’m glad that we went through this experience together. I love all the people in our group, especially Richard, and I hope we continue experiencing our lives together!
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jgtespino · 2 years
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9/2/2022
Today is the last time I think we are ever going to talk. I asked why you changed from being clingy to wanting distance, you said you didn’t know. I asked why you had to guilt trip and gaslight me when I told you that I didn’t wanna date you again in the future. You said I was being an ass again and then eventually I blocked you and realized that there are questions I am never going to get answers to.
And that’s okay! I still feel this overwhelming amount of joy and hope to find and do things I want to do and that I am capable of making happier memories with someone in the future. I truly hope you do too, even if I hate the person you turned into and play song about not caring anymore, at the very least I hope you become happy with the fact that I’m not in your life anymore.
Time heals all wounds, and while we are going to always hate each other for how we ended, I am glad that this marks a more “official” end to you and I. That we can’t and won’t be able to talk to each other anymore, and that we’ve both established our boundaries and they are that we don’t want to be involved in any capacity with each other anymore.
We went to a supermarket today and all that happened was I was reminded of you and I going shopping. It was a sad feeling, knowing that I was looking over my shoulder to find you out of only habit. The bakery reminded me of HyVee, and I couldn’t help but feel a pinch on my heartstrings. That, even if only for a little moment, I felt that our problems weren’t as big as we were making them seem. But I blinked, snapped back to reality and reminded myself that we had been growing apart for a while now, and that you and I want completely different things in life from what once were inseparable parallels were now lines traveling towards opposite quadrants.
I am glad I met you and I am still glad that you and I both tried so hard, but it’s time to start moving forward with only the thoughts and memories of each other since we aren’t healthy anymore. And we hadn’t been healthy for a lot longer than we wanted to admit.
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paperbagnotes · 2 years
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But for real..
Bug spray
Stay away sometimes
Mosquitos can’t possibly be my friends?
Flies? Fleas?
Much like reality
Because just because I believe in pansexuality*
And there for in polyamory within my perimeters
And talking to ppl terrified about it,
Im Probably home in my pajamas.. 🙀
Ppl assume sex is involved in every relationship you have?
..Thats perverted.. and definitely no to let’s not say the other p word ever pls, how do we convert all that!
Anyways
Sorry but no it’s not for me,
Just do things to ppls bodies??
I could be “monogamous”
Live monogamously with monogamy
But to me that’s open, that’s one, gotta answer to who? It’s you. to telling everyone anyone and yourself what your truthful opinions are, and what and why things happened within your practice of awareness. Within your preferences. When only after it’s been discussed. #1 for me is did you get hurt? is this going to hurt you, or me? or improve us, does it change what makes us we? Continuing? I’d have questions, quizzically,
whatever the relationship, were you in a hurry.. being present? and not paralleled like in lull..
I’ll always hope it turns out dull. Definitely drab, not though for my other to never have a good time.. just w/me 🙃 or not so sexually,
I dream of nothing and I have no one,
I’m lying through my teeth but I say this to seed stronger thought
However
I’ve called these hazards towards me,
Some experiences only upset, but still in how they end.. and it makes me further want to avoid them..
Even
When I’ve cuddled,
Or snuggling? O.O
It’s ppl touching.. so not 100% monogamy
If you can think penis or pussy?
about them, Individually, not attached to a person?
Idk what place that is,
I think ppl make intentions clear
When they’re just trying to fu*k you
Without any thought of the future,
They’re not some kid biking down my road wearing a traffic cone as a helmet?! (😹)
When someone’s playing games and trying to steal bitches on leashes..
wow, what is the world?
Maybe you have children when you want to stop touching one another all the time or need to go back to a snuggle and not a lover..
Like with someone you’re time becomes more filled with?
Ppl are so horrible to animals..
It’s part of our problem.
People can treat ppl terribly,
You realize you could do more?
Not just moan..
Or be only a mother, there’s more out there to smoother than an infant, dependent.
So I’m sorry if sometimes I’m on edge
And not cute currently
But baby? Can’t remember the last time I called anyone that in a nice way,
The meaning of it no longer makes any sense to me..
I wanna talk about guava,
Vegetables and roots!
Everybody better be getting on top some herbs,
Ex so snarky
I heard it clearly “are you everything you want to be dating”
💘
And actually.. yes 😹 no.. I’m working on it.. but the things I’m working on are to become even more me, it’s just inwardly
So yeah if you’ve never seen me do aerial,
Or paint anything
Only move my body.. then Yeah maybe you wouldn’t like me and maybe not know me at all
I don’t want to be with a man manipulatively
From either him or me.
Just love genuinely
Being as authentic as possible
Not everyone is for me
And I’m not for everyone
*pansexuality -to love as an umbrella term, emotionally, in a bond, sexually, romantically, intimately, connection through [x] but with my heart in any way.. not just physical love. in term being sexually and emotionally attracted to having a specific connection. (Being sexually attracted to anyone regardless of their sexual orientation because of the connection)
**polyamory- plural “partners” you love in different ways for different reasons at the same time, the attraction in these relationships can be emotional/romantic/intimate/anything & not sexual or 💘
**open relationship -being able to do whatever you want whenever you want with open communication only. if you touch “base” with the single person your “anchor” is with. In term no rules with honesty. (Someone who wants to be having sex with anyone anytime)
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planetsano · 3 years
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everyone finds out you two are dating.
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SYNOPSIS: Class 1A find out you're in a relationship with some of your favorite MHA boys.
TAGS: established relationships, secretly dating, social media, making out, date night, sitting on kirishima's lap, fluff, slice of life.
CHARACTERS: bakugou katsuki, eijirou kirishima, todoroki shoto, kaminari denki, izuku midoriya
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— bakugou
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Everyone finds out you two are dating when he accidentally posts a video of you captioned, "this idiot 🧡", on his snapchat story.
It was a Saturday night and you both decided that it would be nice to spend the night in enjoying each other's company. Obviously you told your friends that you would be busy studying but in reality you were actually with each other.
You were on his bed wearing one of his ridiculously oversized hoodies. Admittedly, he thought you looked cute. You had sweater paws like c'mon. He wanted to save the memory.
(Contrast to popular belief, Bakugou is capable of being a cute boyfriend sometimes. He's just rough around the edges, ya'know?)
When you looked up from your switch you saw your boyfriend recording you with a smirk on his face.
"Stop, I look ugly." You whined and hid your face behind your handheld game.
"No, you don't. Shut up." He scoffed.
"Make me." You stuck your tongue out and flipped him off.
"What do you want anyway, stinky?" You asked resuming your animal crossing gameplay.
"Show me your shitty island." He said.
"Really?!" You looked up at him again with your face lit up in excitement.
"Sike, no." He deadpanned behind the camera.
"I hate you!" You whined & jumped on him starting a play fight. The video was cut with a shaky camera & couple of your giggles.
After about maybe a minute of roughhousing, Bakugou's phone started to blow up with texts, snaps, and facetime calls.
"Someone's popular." You said while looking up at him. He pinned you down easily since he had a physical strength advantage over you.
You were curious as to why his phone was blowing up so suddenly but you were too entertained by squeezing his surprisingly squishy cheeks.
While you did that, Bakugou grabbed his phone. The facial recognition automatically unlocking it for him.
"The fuck?" Was all he said scrolling through all the notifications. He was confused.
One text in particular out of 64 unread stood out to him. It was from "Mina 👽", and it said:
"No but really, did you mean to post (Name) on your story? 💀🤚🏾 I knew you guys were going to date at some point!!"
"You've got to be fucking kidding me."
— midoriya
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This man Midoriya is terrible at secrets. So it didn't surprise you when he accidentally spilled the tea about your relationship.
It all started when Uraraka, Momo, Iida and Todoroki asked him if he wanted to join them for dinner that night. Apparently they were treating themselves to something fancy.
"I'm sorry guys. I can't. I have a date with (Name) tonight." Midoriya doesn't even give what he said a second thought.
Everyone literally stops. "Date? 🤨"
"Yeah. I have a date... with...." Realization hits. "You know what? I've really gotta go guys! See ya!" This boy tries to run but they stop him so fast.
They have so many questions. The main being when exactly did you guys become an official thing and why didn't they know about it.
Midoriya tells them that he's not sure if he feels comfortable without you being there to answer all the questions they have since they weren't even supposed to know to begin with.
They're all understanding and don't push him any further. He's already embarrassed enough. The most important thing is that they're happy for the both of you.
Now the only thing on Midoriya's mind was how to tell you he told half the friend group you two are dating over dinner.
— todoroki
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You both really thought no one would catch you guys sharing a "quick" makeout session in the kitchen area.
It was risky to begin with because it was like 9pm on a weekend and more than half the class was still awake roaming around the building.
But honestly, neither of you could help it. You were at that point in the relationship where you just couldn't keep your hands off of each other.
Plus that little adrenaline and dopamine you got from pulling little stunts like this made it all the more fun. It was you guys' little secret. It was fun.
You were sat on the kitchen counter with Todoroki standing between your legs. His hands were placed on your thighs mindlessly kneading at them while your arms were lazily draped around his neck.
"Sho, I really wanna kiss.." You said softly.
"The others might come in soon, love." His voice was so smooth. He really didn't want to tell you no but you guys were already pushing it in this position.
"Just one tiny little kiss?" You gestured the words tiny and little with your thumb and pointer finger. "Pretty please?" You pouted playfully and batted your eyelashes at him.
Todoroki mentally sighed in defeat. He just couldn't say no to you.
With that you two shared a simple kiss, then another just a little longer... and the last kiss turned into a full blown makeout. You didn't know how much time passed before you both heard a forced cough.
You guys pulled away and looked at this kitchen area's entrance to see Denki, Kirishima, Tokoyami and Asui.
Denki: "Care to tell us when UA became Love Island?"
Kirishima: "Aw, come on guys. The counter?"
— kirishima
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Honestly, this pairing is bold because you two fully outted yourselves out willingly.
1A decided to have a movie night in the common area one Friday night. It would be some fun considering training and classes were particularly hard that week. It would be nice to blow off some steam and goof off.
You were a little late coming down from your room because you had to finish up some important papers your work study requested.
When you finally got down to the common room, everyone had already claimed their seats.
Kirishima sat at the end of one couch and the spot next to him was already taken :(
Through 1A's chaos and chatter, you locked eyes with him and pouted subtly.
Just when you were about to sit on one of the empty pillows on the floor, Kirishima beckoned you over with his head and patted his thighs.
He gives you a wide toothy grin when he sees you walk your cute self right over to him to plop yourself right on his lap.
"Hey." He looks up at you with a goofy smile while he wraps one of his arms around your waist.
"Hi." You smiled at him and ran your fingers through his hair. He had it down which was your absolute favorite. You guys didn't even notice the chatter die down until
"Um.. are you guys dating?" Midoriya asked carefully. The whole room silently thanking him for being the one to ask.
"Huh? Oh yeah, totally! I'm her/his/their man!" Kirishima smiled widely and gave a triumphant fist in the air.
*cue Denki, Mina, Sero, & Bakugou angry (but supportive ❤️) at you guys for not telling them*
— denki
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Okay, this one is pretty funny.
Behind closed doors, Denki made it a habit to quickly kiss your lips before you two part ways. For example, when he leaves your dorm to sneak back to his, he gives you a quick peck before he leaves.
Everyone engaged in their own separate conversations waiting for class to begin.
Denki was sitting on your desk while you sat normally in your chair. Mina, Sero, Kirishima and Bakugou were gathered around holding a conversation about the homework that was due today and how it was harder than usual.
"Alright, everyone to your seats." Aizawa said as he walked into the classroom. Everyone audibly sighed and sulked back to their seats.
"I'll see you after class, babe." Denki as he leaned down to give you a quick kiss on the lips.
Now...
It only registered until after he pulled away from you that he kissed you in front of everyone.
You guys just stared at each other like "😀"
1A: 🤨🧐🤭
Aizawa: 🧍🏻🗿
"I don't care what you guys do outside of class.. but PDA isn't allowed in the classroom."
Yes, Aizawa put y'all on blast and if you weren't already embrassed, you are now.
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apocalypticgargoyle · 3 years
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𝘽𝙊𝙔𝙁𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙉𝘿 | 𝙠𝙖𝙧𝙡 𝙟𝙖𝙘𝙤𝙗 (18+)
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∘ request(s): I am in love w all of you and i'm getting to the others when they fit :)
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∘ pairing: edgy!Karl Jacobs x fm!reader
∘ warnings: nsfw (minors dni), smut, choking, fingering, slight domination
∘ links: 𐐪 ao3 𐑂 𐐪 previous part 𐑂 𐐪 submit an edgy!karl edit 𐑂
a/n: my incentive for getting these done (when they're fuffy) is listening to 21st Century Vampire in a dark room for four days, in case you guys were wondering.
Your tongue felt like sandpaper as you chewed the inside of your cheek. "No, uh… I think I need some time…" you trailed, your eyes flashing to his. "... To think…"
He nodded slightly, taking one last look at you before slipping out your front door, the lock clicking shut behind him.
Your heart hammered in your ears. You took a seat on your couch, carding your fingers through your hair as his face flashed into your mind, the somewhat confused expression boring a hole in your heart. You’d led him on, you knew it. It wasn’t that you weren’t into him, but the cold fear of what the two of you had vanishing after assigning labels flushed through your body. What if it was only as strong as it was because you weren’t stuck to each other? Was the fact that you were choosing to sleep with him and him alone not enough? What more could he want?
Then it dawned on you; what more would it be? The two of you were already attached at the hip a ridiculous amount of time, you already knew more about him than you cared to, and obviously, the two of you were already past the awkwardness of building a sexual relationship.
So what the fuck was wrong with you? Would it be so awful to be his girlfriend?
You avoided him for a few weeks, your mind burning with guilt and indecisiveness. As soon as you had straightened your thoughts and favored one reality over another, it was like buyer’s guilt persuaded you the other way.
Lectures were quiet, even lonesome for you without him around. That would add to your Pro Karl list; he was great company, especially in public, when he knew people were watching the two of you. Would that element be different when the two of you were dating?
You hadn’t realized how apparent your moping had become until your roommate brought it up one night. You were tucked into your favorite spot on the couch, mind racing with how to solve your problems. “I called Karl. I’m sick of this weepy, self-loathing bullshit. Man up and tie him down. I know you want to,” she stated bluntly, tugging open the curtains in the room to get to the windows. The night breeze wafted in as if it’d been knocking against the glass for an hour. “He’s outside.”
You blinked at her as she pulled you out of your seat. “He’s what?”
She pulled you behind her, slipping on her jacket. “I’m going to Clay’s. Work this shit out and let me know if I need to vacate for the week,” she jested, making you roll your eyes as she pushed you out in front of her. As she headed down the stairwell, Karl was on his way up, greeting her brightly as he usually did.
He smiled at you gently as he stopped in front of you, fondness and allure playing in his eyes. Even if you looked disheveled, he still looked upon you with pride and admiration. His hair was longer, but despite that, he looked exactly the same way you’d left him. You cleared your throat, the wind bringing his scent towards you. “We need to talk,” you mumbled. “You were right.”
He pressed his back against the dividing wall, tucking a cigarette behind his ear that he had between his fingers and looking out over the railing behind you. The city lights reflected in his eyes. "I didn’t mean to freak you out or anything. I just..." He looked at you softly. "Fuck, I really like you."
You crossed your arms, hands rubbing against the sleeves of your hoodie to generate more warmth. You were so torn. Most of you, wanted to wrap yourself up in him and give in to his offer while the ugly, nagging thoughts in your brain told you to run. "What about after we cool down then?" You asked, making one of his eyebrows feign to furrow. "Are you still going to be attracted to me after I'm… domesticated?"
He smiled slightly. "I'll probably be attracted to you even when your tits sag to your waist, baby." You rolled your eyes at his joke and he crossed the space between the two of you, shoes dragging against the cement. He pushed his fingers into your hair, settling his hand against your neck so his thumb brushed against your jaw soothingly. You leaned into his touch. "I just want to be locked down by you," he chided. "... Officially."
You let out a small wheeze. "You're not gonna be into my friends next week, are you?" It was a joke, but it came out as more of an insecurity.
He fought not to grin. "You're fuckin' serious?" He used his other hand to separate your arms gently, stepping into your embrace. "When I'm with other people, all I can think about is how they're not you."
He pressed a kiss to the corner of your mouth, eliciting a pleasant sigh from between your lips. You tightened your arms around him, basking in the warmth of his body as you threaded your hands beneath his jacket. "Even your mom?"
He snorted. "Don't make this weird," he jested, making you laugh softly. He pulled your body completely against him, digging his face into the crook of your neck as you sighed tiredly, your cheek pressing against his shoulder.
The bathwater was warm against your skin, Karl’s arm wrapping around your shoulder to pull you closer to him in the small tub, making you giggle slightly. You paused what you were doing as he dug his nose into the crook of your neck. You struggled to shrug from his grasp. “If you don’t stop, I’m gonna mess up your nails,” you wheezed, before he surrendered, leaning his back against the porcelain.
It was a brighter color than he usually wore, but the hue still gave him the dark appearance he prided himself on. Goosebumps peppered your skin as he drew absent-minded shapes into your back with the pad of his finger. “I missed you,” he hummed. Despite having your back to him and concentrating on not smearing his nail polish, you could hear the content smile in his voice. “And now, I’m your boyfriend,” he mocked, eliciting a snort from you.
You screwed the cap on the polish when you were satisfied with your work. “I feel like a middle school girl every time you say that,” you grumbled, jokingly.
He snickered. “Me too.” You could feel him watching you carefully as you blew on the nail polish, his fingers to your lips to test their dryness. He curled around you again, pressing his lips to your neck, his other arm curling around your torso. His breath was sweet against your skin, mixing with the steam from the water. “Stop it, or I’ll get too excited,” he groaned, making you smile.
You moved his hand to rest in the crook of your neck, fingers threatening to demonstrate his true strength. He swapped hands, his fingers dipping beneath the water towards your heat. His other hand wrapped around your neck, waiting for your first moans until applying pressure. Your head tilted back against his shoulder as he rubbed circles against your bundle of nerves, a sigh of pleasure spilling past your lips as his teeth nipped gently at your shoulders.
Your knees peeked out above the surface of the water as you leaned further back against him. He pressed his lips to the skin behind your ear. “Look at my girlfriend, so needy so quickly,” he moaned in your ear, slipping one of his fingers into you. His name fell from your lips as if your life depended on you repeating it. He pumped another finger into you, basking in the way you reacted to him. You hated how well he knew your body.
Before you knew it, your back was pressing into your sheets, Karl hovering over you. You dug your fingers into his hair, tugging lightly on his locks as he pushed himself into you with a moan. His hips rolled against yours, his forearms resting on either side of your head, pressing his lips to your shoulder. It wasn’t long until he was thrusting in and out of you, teeth printing his mark on your skin. “All mine,” he moaned as your fingernails pressed into his skin.
You smirked slightly, rutting your hips against his. “Oh, right there, Todd,” you moaned almost pornographically. Karl stiffened slightly, struggling not to laugh as you giggled.
His teeth dug into your neck, shutting you up with a moan. He pushed your hands above your head, intertwining his fingers with yours while his other hand moved to wrap around your throat. “He fucking wishes,” he hissed through gritted teeth, making your toes curl. His pace slowed, focused on driving himself deeper into you, reaching your sweet spot with each of his thrusts.
You moaned his name, pressing your lips to his shoulder as he dug his nose into the crook of your neck. He muttered pet names into your ear, coaxing you over the edge with his declarations of ownership over you.
The next morning, you wrapped your arms around Karl’s waist, pressing your cheek against the middle of his shoulder blades as he stirred whatever he was making. Your hands looped into the front pocket of his hoodie. The kitchen was humming with life as the radio hummed softly in one of the corners and the two of you lightly conversed.
You moved to lean against the counter beside him, attempting not to completely gush at the sight of his messy hair and lazy smile as he made you breakfast. “So, do I get to wear your letterman’s jacket now?” You joshed, making him smirk.
He flipped a pancake. “I mean, you can if you’d like, I think it’s at my mom’s,” he answered, soft tones of sleep still hanging in his voice. “You can twin with your pal, Todd. We went to the same high school.”
Your head tilted at the news, mouth slightly ajar. “No way. Please tell me you’re joking.”
He shrugged. “We lived down the road from each other growing up,” he recounted, making you chuckle at the irony.
You wet your lips slightly. “Now that we’re official, do you wanna have a threesome with him?” You asked sarcastically.
“If Todd’s dick comes anywhere near me, I’m moving to Iceland,” he finalized, making you laugh.
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spikesbimbo · 3 years
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-Giving head for the first time
-Sakusa, Atsumu, Hirugami, Boktuo
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a/n: this was inspired by me thinking about being the first person omi gives head to </3 
first post of the year!
18+ Minors DNI
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-Kiyoomi Sakusa 
Again, give and take.
This isn't the first time hes seen your bare cunt, exposed to the world, him being in it and making a mess multiple times.
You assured him that he didn't have to go down on you due to his “predicament”.
 You said that just touching and kissing him was enough, and you were right, everytime leaving you soaked.
But he insisted, it internally hurting his pride of whether he could get you off, and also believing that's what a good boyfriend should do. Bless his heart 
You returned the thought, wanting to suck him off, but he declined saying maybe later.
You eventually did before him, now wanting to get you off even more because of the guilt that you've given him head but not the opposite.
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“Yoomi'' you whined as he opened your legs, him facing you needy cunt. You've never been so shy in your life, him staring at it for what felt like forever, not moving an inch.
“Baby” you started, uncovering your eyes with your hands and moving them down to his head. “You don't have too” you softly continued, gently stroking his cheek with your fingers getting tangled in his locks. 
This isn't just his first time with you, it's his first time with anybody. Yes he was confident in everything he did, but that was because he had practiced before. And also he wanted to do good for you, worrying if he was going to be good enough even though he would never admit that outloud. 
But you already knew, making your heart flutter that he would go to such lengths for you, getting you even wetter without him touching you. 
He moves his head closer to your entrance, slowly taking your hands off his face and putting them in his hair, gently grabbing it. He started kissing around it, natural instincts coming into play, gripping your legs.
You let out a whimper as he bit the sensitive area around your thighs, he looked up to make out if that was a good or bad one, quickly seeing your head roll back with your eyes, instilling confidence in him.
“Fuck yoomi, please” You moaned shoving your greedy cunt into his face. He usually wouldn't tolerate this attitude, but seeing as he's doing this for you, he lets it slide and at last connects his lips to your swollen clit. 
He works his tongue making you let out a string of cries and whines getting him painfully hard. As much and he wanted to make himself feel good, he reminded himself that this was all for you and him now , putting all of his work into both of his hands and mouth.
He continued flicking his tongue making you arch your back, now roughly grabbing his hair, not letting him up, getting lost in your own world, feeling prideful that he could make you feel this good.
He was in his own world too right now, not even worrying about the mess he was in, even admiring it. “Fuck doll” he groaned, his face still buried deep in your cunt, your movement getting eratic, letting him know you were close.
“I-im gonna cum- yoomi… please!” You begged, feeling like you were about to tip over and the only thing keeping you stable was his touch.
“Cum for me.” he muttered, taking his lips slightly off enough to reposition them, placing them in the spot he knew you loved.
“Fuck” you cried gripping onto hair even stonger making you see white while cumming all over him, drowning him in more of a mess. 
Coming back to reality, realizing what you've done, now hiding your face again. You knew he wasn't mad at you, and he was trying his hardest not to care about being soaked in your cum.
“I love you” he commented, already proving it but reminding you in a different form.
“I know” you giggled, feeling his cock, still stunningly hard. “lemme take care of you now?” 
-Atsumu Miya
Boy is needy asf
But you're his shy little virgin gf, which he respects, even though he's been daydreaming about him in between your legs.
So one day you finally get there after kissing for what seems like hours.
He makes you look him in the eyes, making sure you're actually okay with this, and not just going along with it because you don't want him to get upset.
 He loves, and I mean loves, watching you squirm and cry out because of him.
It makes his ego rise causing him to be more cocky, shoving his face back into you like he would die if he didn't get a taste.
When you finally cum for the nth time while he's eating you out he's puts that to rest, then fingers you till you pass out, crying out his name, saying that you can't take it anymore even though you could
What a good boyfriend < 3
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“Tsum- ahh” you moaned sitting on his lap, grinding on his erection, making your pussy wetter than you've ever got it before.
“You gonna let me take care of you?”  he kissed into your skin making you let out another whine.
“Hmm baby?” he grinned seeing you in such an already fucked out state with him barely even touching you. “Cmere doll.” he said flipping you over so that you were now on your back and he was above you.
“Dont hide that pretty face, lemme see you.” he gently said, not wanting to overstress you, wanting to put all his energy into taking care of you. “Good girl.” he praised after you shyly removed your hands, now just laying there.
“You sure u want this baby?” he asked, looking you deeply in your eyes, stroking your cheek with one of his hands. “….y-yeah” you replied, grabbing him by the shoulder dragging him in for another kiss.
“Needy little thing” he muttered, dragging his fingers across your oh so wet panties. “I should just give you my dick huh, you'd like that baby wouldn't you?” he teased dragging them off finally seeing your pretty little pussy for himself. 
“Just playing baby.” he said, moving his head down to be face to face with your cunt. “wouldn't wanna break ya.”  
“Tsumie please” you could only moan at the thought of being stuffed full, feeling his breath on you, increasing the wetness between your legs.
“There she is! My pretty girl at last opening up...You wanna tell me what you want princess?” he teased again.
“Y-you-”
“Hmm can't hear you” he said cutting you off, his lips now hovering over your clit.
“Y-our mou-th” you finally got out, feeling more embarrassed than ever to admitting what you desperately wanted. You were by no means a “good girl”. But you kept yourself closed off, not wanting a hit and run relationship, but the way you acted when you were needy was a whole different story, that he loved to pull out of you.
“Yes maam.” he uttered as he started kissing on it, it all being a foreign feeling to you, you never making yourself feel this good. 
He increased his pace going between sucking on your clit and licking it all up, leaving you a mess before his eyes, he was blessed. The fact he had someone as sweet and beautiful as you in his life made him want to worship the ground you walked on, devoting all his pleasure to you. 
He went back at it making you cum for the 3rd time, feeling pride that he got you off this easily, but not letting it get to his head, just yet.
“Ahhh!” you squealed feeling his finger suddenly inside you. “Shh relax baby” he said, to which you listened, letting him at last thrust his fingers inside of you. “Dont that feel good?”  
“Y-yeah f-fuck.” you moaned, not even trying to hold it back anymore. The pleasure of his mouth and fingers pushing you into your 4th orgasm today. 
You grabbed his wrist wanting the attention on you right now and not your throbbing cunt even though you loved the feeling and didn't want it to stop. He turned his head to see your pretty face once again, already reading your mind, locking eyes for what seems like forever, eventually smirking along with you, grabbing you back up in his arms saying “Oh were not even close to done baby.” 
  -Sachiro Hirugami
You had a bad day : (
So when you come home and immediately clinging to your boyfriend, he knows just what to do to cheer you up.
You haven't been dating for that long, only a few months, but he could tell by the way you greedily kissed him that you wanted more.
He grabs your lower back as you snuggle into him, letting you complain about your day, talking his ears off, listening as he should.
But what he starts to do, slowly sliding his hands down your shorts, making you go wide eyed then falling into his touch making you let out a few held back moans.
BUT HERE'S THE THING
He lets you rant about your day while you ride his face.
True love< 3
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“Gamiii” you whined completely, losing focus. The tv in the background being muted in your mind, the only sense you're feeling right now is his touch.
“Hold on honey” he softly laughed repositioning you in his lap, you not being shy at all, being so needy for him with a pout adorning your face. He continued to listen about you rant about your day while kissing your neck every so often, hands gently but firmly holding onto your sides.
You stopped for a second, his hand getting extra close to your ass, did he mean it? You don't know, but what you did know was that it gave you butterflies, in your heart and pussy.
You moaned into his neck again, this time accompanied by your hips swinging back and forth, taking out your stress on your poor boyfriend, not that he minded. You could use him in any way you wanted. He just lived to please you.
“I got an idea love.” he said, taking your hand into his, playing with your fingers.
He laid down on the couch, you still in his lap, just moving you slightly with your hands now resting on his chest. He took your hand in his again pulling you towards his face, to your confusion. 
“If you wanted to kiss then we could have done it sitting.” you thought, missing the feeling in his lap. But before you could pout any longer he dragged you on even further, you mind guessing what was happening but your conscious not wanting to admit it.
You immediately got flustered, the fact that he was wanting you, to sit on his face, made your cheeks burn.
“A-are you sure” you mumbled out, feeling him grow in anticipation. “Yeah baby. If i wasn't thinking about it ever since you came home i wouldn't have”   
“Thinking… about me. Really?” you shyly confessed. “Of course love.” he said, sliding your shorts off along with your panites, wanting to taste you for so long. “All I do at work is think about you, wanting to touch you, feel you, kiss you.”
He finally got you to hover over his face, being nervous about the whole thing, wondering if he could handle your weight. But he assured you by pulling you down onto his lips, immediately sucking on your neglected clit. 
“nghh” you instantly moaned, trying to be more quiet, leaning back onto his waist, your hands supporting you there.
“No keep talking, lemme know what went wrong with your day angel.” he said putting you back onto his face.
“W-well, ahh, my bos-s made me-nggh, re-edo the who-le project… by mysel-lf” you got out, a few moans escaping here and there.
“By yourself?” he sated giving you a break. “Oh no baby.” he genuinely said, wrapping his lips around it once again. He was working magic beneath you making you feel weightless, taking the stress out of your body, making you feel oh so good.
“You're so lucky you've got a man like me huh?” he cooed, you feeling the smirk he had in between your legs. 
“Yeah,” you stated, voice shaky, not one trace of a lie being hidden. “yeah i am.”
-Kotaro Bokuto
Virgin!Bo!!! 
Baby boy is so nervous, never doing this before in his life, only using his fist and incredibly active mind.
But it's okay you’ll guide him through it, like to good gf you are.
He loves- no needs praise.
Moan out how good he's doing while grabbing his hair
That'll set something off in him, turning him into a whole different man between your legs
Making him grab and suck the life out of you, leaving tons of hickies and marks on your thighs
Good luck getting away from it once you've started it
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“Am I doing it good?” he asked, voice muffled by your pussy, sitting on the floor between your legs as you rested on the bed.
“Yeah. fuck baby. You're doing so good, being such a good boy.” You praised not lying once. Fuck he was good. After all that time building up to this, him shying away because he was scared, not wanting to disappoint you.  
He looked up at you for approval; noticing this you let yourself go, not holding back any moans or sounds that wanted to escape your body, wanting him to know that he was doing such a good job. The bite marks, bruises and hickeys, along with your dripping wet cunt, being visible proof.
“fuck y/n” he groaned, being in distress, not knowing what to do, whether to take care of his hard cock or keep all his attention on you. 
He chose the latter, wanting to be your good boy, loving how hard you pulled his hair, and moaned his name. 
He continued making you cum another time before completely pausing himself, realizing what he'd just done.
“Hmm, what wrong baby?” you quickly said noticing his state, not caring about the pleasure anymore, just waiting to make sure your boyfriend was okay.
He didn't say anything but you noticed the blush on his cheeks, and the ruffled look on his face. Your eyes scanned down until you saw what the problem was.
“Aww baby, did you cum? Because of me!? How cute.” you giggled taking him his large frame into your arms, him letting you not waiting to be seen right now. It made your heart race that he go this worked up over you, the fact that calling hi a good boy sent him over the edge.
He was so embarrassed, wanting to hide in your chest forever, hoping that this was just a dream and not real. “Ko- look at me.” you said pulling dragging him out of your chest, him missing the warm comforting feeling of your boobs.
“Don't be embarrassed, that was hot.” you said assuring him that it was in fact not something to be ashamed of but instead embrace.
“C'mere “ you said, jestering him to sit on the bed, already getting on your knees. “Lemme show you how hot that was.”
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atpaftmoom-bily · 3 years
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Thoughts about Erik, why Wilhelm wasn't allowed to come out, and more.
Be warned, this is long, confusing, and I'm not even sure if I made any valid points. But I had thoughts on Young Royals, with no one to talk to, so here you go.
I've seen various different takes on Erik and what people thought his reaction would have been if Willie had come out to him, most of them being positive, and some as well saying how sad it was that Willie never got to come out to his brother. I have a different take, but bear with me it's gonna take a second to get there.
Something that I found interesting in the first place was that when August found out it was Simon and not a girl, he just seemed shocked, but not in a homophobic way that I had kind of been expecting.
Additionally, let's take a look at the comments on the video, I've split them up into three different groups. General comments (disbelief, surprise, pity, etc.), comments sexualizing them, and negative comments. (I've translated these as well as I could as they were not all captioned, but if I've made a mistake feel free to let me know!)
General Comments "OMG Have you seen this?? The Prince is gay!!!!" "Who's the other guy?" "I'm dead" "Finally some news to put Sweden on the map!" "Poor boys, I feel sorry for them" "So clumsy to get caught on film" "I know where he lives!" "I think the video is fake" "Love for the boys"
Sexualizing Comments "Royal porn" "Sexy" "Love" "Sexiest video ever"
Negative Comments "How will the monarchy survive this?" "The end of the royal family, time for Sweden to become a republic!" "Never been ashamed about being Swedish until now" "Class traitor! Your mother cries for your sins"
Now, there are quite a few things I want to point out about Sweden that I feel should be taken into account here. Of course, we don't know the exact dates that the show took place, but we do know it is modern-day, and though it is a work of fiction, I am going to assume that anything that is currently true in Sweden at the moment, give or take a few years, would also be true in the Young Royals universe.
The first point I would like to make is that Sweden is one of the most LGBT-friendly countries, even being named the most friendly country in 2019. Looking back in history, 1944 was when Sweden decriminalized sexual relationships between consenting adults of the same sex, though it was still thought to be an illness. However, in 1979 it was no longer considered an illness. Fun unrelated fact, but Sweden was the first country to legalize gender change in 1979. (If you'd like to read more on LGBT rights in Sweden here are some resources. One. Two.) If Sweden is that progressive and is that LGBT-friendly, then I wondered what the problem was with Willie coming out, so I dug some more.
I'm American, so my understanding of many parts of the world is unfortunately skewed or incomplete, but I'm working on changing that. However, because of this, one thing that surprised me in my research was that the monarchy in Sweden is more of a unifying symbol than anything else. They have no political affinity or formal powers, but rather "the King’s duties are mainly of a ceremonial and representative nature." Of course in the case of Young Royals, the Queen inherited the throne, and Wilhelm would after her.
Something else I found interesting about the monarchy in Sweden is that the current Queen, Queen Silvia, did not come from a line of nobility, so when Queen Silvia and King Carl Gustaf married in 1976, it was highly unusual. (See more on the Swedish monarchy here.)
There is one last thing I want to point out about the current King and Queen. "In summer 2000, King Carl XVI Gustaf and Queen Silvia of Sweden made history when they ate under the rainbow flag at Djurgårdsterrassen, a Stockholm restaurant owned by gay owner Arto Winter. At that time, the decision was seen as controversial, and played a valuable role in moving conversations forward – while making the royals’ position abundantly clear." (Source)
Now, of course, I understand the difference between a fictional work and real-life situations, but at least in my opinion, these same ideals should carry through to the show that we see. If the King and Queen in real life have been openly supportive of the LGBT community since at least 2000, then although specifics might not be the same, some of those ideals should carry through to Young Royals, so what is the problem, right?
I'm not trying to erase the reality of homophobia altogether, because of course, that exists. We even see in the show through comments that there are some people who are worried about the state of the monarchy, are disgusted, or downright still think that not being straight is a sin, but we also see other comments as well. If Wilhelm were to come out, what would happen? Would there be some backlash? 100%. Would there be people who would support him? Also 100%. Would it make his life harder? Probably, but would he be happier? In my opinion, yes, but I guess that's a question that Wilhelm would have to gauge on his own.
Now I want to look deeper at the conversation that Wille has with his mother, the Queen, in the car on the way home so he can give a statement to the media. Below is an excerpt from their dialogue.
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Wilhelm: Why can't I just have a relationship with him? And not say anything. Just live a normal life.
Queen: You're the crown prince. And that's a privilege, not a punishment.
Wilhelm: Yes, but I didn't ask for this!
Queen: Well, nobody has ever, ever asked for this! You are the only one who can take over the throne after Erik. Don't you understand that? You are so young. When you're young, love feels like the most important thing in the whole world. When I was your age, I too had an unfortunate romance. That was before I met your father. What I mean is, is it worth it? If you feel that the attention you've been getting so far is unacceptable, it's nothing compared to what you will endure for the rest of your life. We have a chance to cover this up, I urge you to take that chance. You may not get another."
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Something I find interesting is how much Willie just wants to live a normal life, which I get. He is under so much pressure, from being a role model, his brother's death that he hasn't even had time to process, preparing to be king someday, and (kind of) being outed to the entire world, but at least his school. It's enough to make anyone want to live normally. I think the biggest thing we have to think about here is the Queen's question as well. Is it worth it? She is right of course, the attention he will get will always be there, but I do think that Willie would be able to find a way to be happy along with being King. It shouldn't have to be a case of either-or, and ultimately I don't think it is.
Now I'm going to move back to Erik, and really, this ties everything back to the start where I mentioned I had a different take on Erik's reaction to Willie being not straight. I think that Erik already knew. It would make sense for a variety of reasons. In the show, it is obvious that the two of them have a good relationship. We also hear Erik tell Willie, "you can trust him, he's like a brother," in episode one when speaking about August, showing that trust is something strong between them as brothers. I'm not exactly sure how old Wilhelm is meant to be in the show, but I estimate somewhere around sixteen. I would like to assume that sometime before attending Hillerska, he may have had a crush or felt some attraction to a guy. We also can see from their phone call in episode three, that they're not afraid to joke around with each other about such things, meaning that Erik would most likely be the first person that Willie would go to about such things.
Another thing that makes me believe Erik already knew has to do with people assuming that Simon is the first guy that Willie has liked. Now, I know things are not the same for everyone, but if we consider what happens when the video is posted, and Willie had to deny it is him, we can conclude that being anything other than straight in their family is not okay, simply because they are royals, and the media attention will be too much. Imagine you've known your whole life, you can't be something, the first instance you encounter that, you're probably not going to give in right away. I'm talking at least some minor internalized homophobia here or something.
So put that into the context of Simon and Willie's first kiss in episode two. Simon kisses Willie twice before Willie says "Well, I'm not... I'm not... Stop! Wait, wait, wait!" and immediately pulls Simon back towards him. Let's reflect back to episode one where Willie says "I’m not… I’m not allowed to speak about political issues." I'm not allowed. Of course, there are TONS of restrictions on what he can and can not do, kissing guys, probably being one of them. But if he was going to say I'm not gay or I'm not like that, why would he instantly pull him back in, contrasting what he was just going to say. In episode three, Willie does say, "I'm not like that," which makes sense. He's had time to think and isn't in the heat of the moment. What other explanation can he give? Sure, he could say he's not allowed to be like that but saying that would admit that he is. It's a circle, a very messy circle, but it is a... loop.
Going back to what I'm supposed to be talking about here, Erik. This isn't Willie's first rodeo, but Erik was there for the first. One last thing I want to talk about is the phone call that Erik and Willie have in episode three. Below is an excerpt from their dialogue.
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Erik: You've met someone.
Wilhelm: I, uh... Yes, okay, but I... I don't think we're a couple or anything. I don't know what it is but can we just...
Erik: I get it. I get it. You don't have to tell me any... I don't wanna hear any details. Hey. Willie, enjoy yourself. Soon enough people will start having opinions and-
Wilhelm: They don't care about me. 'Cause you're the Crown Prince that they have opinions.
Erik: I don't get it. Why are you sitting in your room sulking when you have a crush to hang out with?
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Firstly, Erik refers to Willie's crush as completely gender-neutral. "You've met someone" could very easily be "you've met a girl". The same goes for "you have a crush to hang out with". Very well could have been "you have a girl to hang out with". Sure, it could be completely coincidental, but we live in such a heteronormative society that it would just make sense for Erik to use female-gendered words. Unless, of course, he knew.
Secondly, "Hey. Willie, enjoy yourself. Soon enough people will start having opinions". This sounds very much to me like, enjoy your time while you can be yourself without backlash because soon you won't have that privacy. While I feel that, yes, the same may happen with anyone Willie was to date, him having a same-sex partner multiplies that, by a lot.
In conclusion, Erik knew Willie was not straight, Willie should come out, but when he is ready, and August is a really deep character that people don't give enough credit to. Gosh, I hope I covered everything, I probably forgot so much, but it's fine. Please let me know your thoughts if you've made it this far into the post.
One last thing. I hope you'll notice how in this post, I never referred specifically to Wilhelm's sexuality, and I did that for a reason. I often see gay used to label him, and though I am unsure if that's being used as an umbrella term or specifically as in he only likes men, I think it's really important to realize that they're specifically making him unlabeled. In this youtube video Edvin Ryding, the actor who plays Wilhelm, says "What we're trying to do... We're not labeling Wilhelm's sexuality. I think that's good because it's like, it portrays that it's okay that way too. You don't have to. You shouldn't have to come out. It should be allowed to be a bit fluid, a bit out there." I just think that it is important as it's another type of representation that is not seen often.
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bokuroskitten · 3 years
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𝔅𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔥
〈 you and kuroo have been together for years. Bokuto is his closest ally, so what happens when theres a breach.
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† genre/pairing: 18+ NSFW MINORS DNI Yakuza AU, Bokuto Koutarou x Fem!Reader.
† word count: 4.2k
† warnings: dubcon (corersion / power imbalance), pining, fingering (f!receiving), creampie, unproctected sex, aftercare if you squint, possessive behaviour.
❦ this lovely piece is for @sugawara-sweetheart decadence collab! I’m slipping in right before the due date hehe! Please check out all the other amazing pieces in collab. Also shoutout to @semisgroupie for beta reading this for me! Ily dee ❦ please let me know what you all think!
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You can still remember it, the day Kuroo finally asked to be your boyfriend. Standing outside of the gym, still sweaty from practice. He had come all the way to Fukurodani Academy from his college in Tokyo just to make sure he caught you leaving the gym.
He had been so nervous, taking your hand into his and giving you that classic smirk you loved so dearly.
“I know you have a volleyball team to run, but do you think you have time for a boyfriend too?”
You had been together ever since, even when you graduated, even when Kuroo had to drop out to take over for his father, even when you discovered his father ran a large chunk of the Japanese Yakuza’s underground division.
Kuroo had always been careful, he never brought that life home to you. You were his angel, his precious kitten. Whatever hardships, shady dealings, and dangerous activity he had to do was kept away from home. Away from you at any and all costs.
His job and his life with you was kept separate, for your safety mostly. He has enemies on the other side that would do anything to get their hands on the great Kuroo Tetsuro’s little fiancé and that alone was enough for Kuroo to keep you safe, hidden, and protected with the help of his closest allies.
Which consisted of Bokuto Koutarou. You were already well acquainted with the silver owl, considering the two of you had gone to the same high school. Bokuto had gone into the Yakuza around the same time Kuroo did, easily making a name for himself so his father could enjoy the rest of his life without crime attached to his name. Kuroo and Bokuto stayed close, and got even closer when they had to step into this lifestyle.
Allies were important to have, Kuroo and Bokuto knew this and used their long term friendship to their advantage. Bokuto was one of the only people who knew exactly who you were, your true identity and your relationship to Kuroo. He was to look after you if Kuroo had any “business trips” or had to suddenly leave for “meetings.” Kuroo trusted him to keep you safe, and Bokuto promised to do just that.
What Bokuto hadn’t expected was to fall for you.
He had always seen you like a cute underclassman, always trying your hardest to make everyone happy. Never once did he think he’d start to notice the way your hips swayed when you walked, or how plump your lips were when you applied lip gloss.
It had to be your fault. Maybe you were doing this all on purpose. Bokuto knew himself, and he knew he wasn’t the type of person to fall for his best friend's fiance. So that means it had to be you, maybe you were trying to get his attention when you wore those pretty skirts, maybe you were trying to pull him in when you batted your lashes at him.
Bokuto couldn’t take it anymore, not when he started staring at you a little longer than he should, not when he started to get hard in your presence. Especially not when he started to fuck his fist late at night, hips humping wildly into his palm as your name vibrated off his lips.
So he decided to do something about it. The opportunity presented itself when Kuroo called him up, told him he had some last-minute business to attend to and if he could stay the night with you just in case. Of course, Bokuto agreed, reassuring him that you would be completely safe with him.
So that’s how the two of you ended up here, on the couch late into the evening. You were already dozing off, nuzzling your face into a pillow while your legs laid across Bokuto’s lap. Although a movie had been playing, his amber eyes were locked on your legs. He ate up the surface of your skin, eyes lingering until they landed on your crotch which was currently covered in a pair of satin red pajama bottoms.
The ones Kuroo had bought you for your last anniversary.
Bokuto could feel his heart picking up in speed as he smoothed his palm over your leg. Which had been resting on your knee, but he moved it up, rubbing soft circles into your thigh. You stirred a bit, a yawn slipping past your lips.
“Bo, m’sleepy, gunna go to bed.”
He felt his chest tighten, along with the grip he had on your thigh. It made you squirm.
“Don’t go just yet Birdy. Stay up a little longer, yea? We can watch whatever you want.”
“I won’t stay awake.” You rebuttal, attempting to pull your legs away from Bokuto’s lap.
He worked quickly, deciding on tickling your leg. You jolted from the suddenness of the attack, giggles and whines leaving your lips in streams as Bokuto persisted. He worked his way over you, fingers travelling up your sides and continuing the tickling until his hands found your hips.
Your eyes were sparkling with tears when he finally finished the onslaught, chest rising and falling as you tried to catch your breath. That task only seemed more complicated when Bokuto’s large palms pressed your hips further into the couch, his much larger figure looming over you.
In the dimness of the living room, his eyes looked different. Lit up by only the subtle glow of the tv. His pupils were blown out, darting between you and your chest. You suddenly became very aware of his piercing gaze, clearing your throat which made his eyes shoot back up to meet yours.
“Koutarou��� is something wrong?”
Bokuto had to hold back a moan at the sweet sound of your pretty little voice. Koutarou. His first name so easily slips off your tongue as if you already belong to him. The scar on the corner of his lip twitched when he grinned down at you.
Before you could ask him again his lips were on yours, smothering any words that threatened to question him again. Your eyes widened, shock and confusion and an odd sense of warmth filling your stomach.
You did the first thing that came to mind, you squirmed, whimpered beneath him.
Wrong. This is all wrong. Bokuto was your senpai, a friend, an ally.
What if Kuroo came home?
“B-Bo--” you managed to squeak out when his lips finally left your own, only to begin pressing wet kisses along your jaw, down your chin. Everything was suddenly a little hazy, and you couldn’t tell whether this sensation was fear or something else.
Something that you had only felt for Kuroo for as long as you could remember.
You snapped back into reality when his lips got dangerously close to your chest, lips threatening to pass the hem of the satin neckline. You yelped, fingers going into Bokuto’s hair and giving a harsh tug.
“B-Bokuto! What are--”
“Birdy--” There was a growl in his tone, one that made your fingertips go numb and your breath caught in your throat.
When he looked back at you he didn’t quite look like himself. This is what you pictured Bokuto looked like on the job. Eyes cold, lips held in a stern line. Not a single speckle of that sparkling gold that his orbs usually held. No traces of a grin that his lips usually graced.
This was Bokuto Koutaruo, a businessman, a potential threat, a possible killer.
“Birdy.” He repeated again, softer this time. He must have felt the way you tensed, the way you sunk further into the couch beneath him. He brought his face close to yours once again and to his displeasure you let out a soft whimper.
“Don’t be scared of me baby, I’d never hurt you…”
“But--”
“But what, pretty, what's the matter, hm? Don’t you want me to show you how much I care about you… don’t you wanna feel special…”
His words were slightly slurred, or so they seemed in your head. His tongue was against your ear, tracing along your earlobe as his warm breath fanned against your skin.
It was a familiar scent, bubblegum. Bokuto’s favourite. It seemed too sweet so close to your nose.
His hands smoothed up your sides, thumbs just inches away from slipping up your tank top and it had goosebumps forming all along your skin.
Wrong.
“We can’t.” You muttered, voice sounding much weaker than you wanted it to when Bokuto pressed another kiss behind your ear.
“Why not?” He was relentless, one knee slowly wedging itself between your thighs despite the way you were squirming.
“Kuroo--”
“Kuroo wants me to take care of you Birdy, and I’m doing just that, aren’t I?” You yelped softly when his teeth suddenly sunk into the flesh of your collarbone. When had he moved down so much? Why hadn’t you noticed his sliver spikes tickling your chin or the way his palms had begun to slide the silky material up your skin.
“I’m taking care of you by makin’ you feel good…”
“But--”
“Kuroo’s gonna be happy…” Bokuto continues, his words suddenly sound distant, your body unbelievably hot as his lips find the tops of your breasts. “His pretty kitty is gonna feel safe and pleased when he gets home…”
Your fingers were no longer lost in Bokuto’s hair, rather they were held loosely above your head, one of his big palms keeping them anchored there as he lifted himself.
You whined, the sudden loss of contact making goosebumps rise along your flesh.
Bokuto had a hard time keeping his grin to himself. Your lips were in a small pout, body squirming, eyes holding a little bit of confusion but most of all.
Desire.
He would get you there. He would hear it.
“I want you Koutaruo .”
“Your heart’s beating really fast.” Bokuto’s voice was low, nothing more than a whisper behind the static of the tv. It made a lump form in your chest.
Your chest tightened the further he pulled away from you. You weren’t exactly sure what you wanted, but you knew you didn’t want him to leave.
“Koutarou.”
There it was.
He leaned back in, his large palm sliding away from your wrists and down your arm instead. All the way down until he cupped your cheek in a large palm. His thumb swiped along your bottom lip.
He had to hold back a groan when your lips opened up just a sliver when your tongue threatened to touch his thumb.
“Let me take care of you, Birdy.”
“Will Kuroo really be okay with it?”
Your voice shook, soft and sweet and oh so innocent. Naive. Adorable.
Bokuto couldn’t wait to have you all to himself. Clearly, Kuroo hadn’t taught you well enough. But Bokuto would, he would teach you to stay away from guys like him.
“Course he will, baby, he always wants what's best for you, isn't that right?”
All you had to do was nod. A gentle, subtle nod. And Bokuto’s lips were back on yours. It was a deep kiss, pressed tightly to your lips and suppressing any chance of denial. Your fingers were back in his hair, but you didn’t tug this time.
Rather you just ran your fingers through silver locks. A bit stiff from the gel, and yet so very soft.
Soft like Kuroo’s.
“Spread your legs, angel.” That dizzy feeling was back when Bokuto’s words vibrated against your lips. Your legs spread open despite your confusion. They were commanded, working on their own.
Working because of the strings Bokuto has somehow placed on them.
“Good girl.” You shivered. That’s what Kuroo always called you.
Was it him speaking to you?
Bokuto was holding back a groan. He should have felt sick to his stomach, looking down at you between his legs with teary eyes and a slightly confused expression. He should have been thinking of Kuroo, his best friend, ally.
But instead, he just felt himself harden, licking along his lower lip and bringing his large palm to cup your sex. You were so warm, even through the fabric of your shorts.
He rubbed it, slow and soft, his eyes widening as he watched you, twitching and whimpering. You were already becoming so pliant, hips rubbing back into his palm. The longer it went on, the warmer you got.
He was so excited to split you open.
“Tell me what you want.” Bokuto looked into your eyes, waited. He knew the words were there on the tip of your tongue.
“C-Can you…” It was so cute, hearing you stutter over yourself despite the way you shamelessly pressed into his hand.
“Can you touch me, Kou...”
Finally he released his groan, loud and guttural. He moved his hands only a moment, just long enough to grip the hem of your shorts. In one swoop they were off your trembling thighs, discarded on the floor.
You were even more beautiful than Bokuto had imagined, one palm covering your flustered face while your thighs glistened in the dim glow of the tv. And there was your cunt, folds slightly swollen and shiny with your desire.
He would have taken a picture if he could have but that could be saved for another time.
“You’re so pretty baby, you’ve got the perfect little cunt.” Bokuto said with one of his signature grins, the ones that used to make your heart flutter back in high school when he would score a point.
His fingers were gentle, rubbing one large strip along your slit. Slowly he split open your lips, holding back the urge to drool. There was your perfect hole, fluttering around nothing.
Basically beckoning him.
“S-Stop staring Kou…” your voice was so whiny, so soft as you looked at him through tear clumped lashes. He hushed you softly, one palm on your cheek so he could have a better view of your face.
He just had to see what you looked like when he finally pressed inside.
“Can’t help it Birdy, you’re just so beautiful…” His thumb pushed past your bottom lip at the same time he pressed two thick fingers into your pussy. Your gasp was adorable, lips quickly latching onto his thumb to hide the whines.
His fingers alone were enough to cause a slight burn, the stretch feeling so much different than the one Kuroo could provide for you. It made you press your hips into his touch, your trembling fingers gripping his wrist with desperation.
Bokuto bit his lip, slowly pumping his fingers in and out. He would push all the way in until he reached his knuckles, allowing the cold surface of his rings to make you yelp every time before pulling out to just his fingertips.
He kept this pace until your hips began to match it, your adorable little body humping along his fingers as you tried your very best to keep yourself quiet.
Bokuto didn’t want that though. He wanted to hear you, needed to hear his name spilling off your lips. So he pulled his thumb from your mouth, gave your bottom lip a little tug as an act of encouragement.
“Feels good baby? Tell me how it feels?”
“F-Feels.” You were still stumbling over yourself. So cute. “Feels good…”
“Yea? I can tell, your pussy is swallowing me up.”
He chuckled when embarrassment flashed over your face, but before you could hide your face from him yet again he pressed the pad of his thumb to your clit. The action had you gasping, back lifting slightly off the mattress.
“That’s it…” Bokuto murmured, gaze locked on your face, how it scrunched up and twisted so pretty as the pleasure took over you. Your cunt squeezed around his fingers, an indication for him to add just one more.
“S’too much~” you tried whimpering at him, but Bokuto brushed it off with a couple of quick kisses to your lips. He had to prep you anyway, his cock was already threatening to rip through his pants.
When your voice heightened in pitch Bokuto picked up his pace. He brought his face close to your pussy, allowing his hot breath to fan over it. That had you grasping the cushions for dear life, a string of pleas leaving your lips.
“Want you to come on my fingers now Birdy. You can do it. It’ll feel so good. Be a good girl and cum.”
Your body reacted for you, lips hung open in a silent scream as his fingertips focused on that spongy spot within you. With a couple more tight circles into your clit you fell apart, walls clenching before gushing around his fingers.
Bokuto’s pupils blew out at the sight, nothing but primal desire flooding his system as he watched your arousal drown out his fingers. It wet his knuckles, coated his rings as he ever so slowly pulled his fingers free. The slick pop had both of you groaning softly, and he couldn’t help but watch as he spread his fingers apart to find strings of your arousal keeping them together.
He had to have a taste and refused to continue the evening without it. So he sucked his fingers into his mouth. His moan was nothing short of obscene, making sure he licked off every ounce of your essence.
You were panting as you watched him, eyes still tear glazed and body tingling as it came down from the high. When he finally noticed you staring he grinned.
But this time it was different. Not the scoring high school Bokuto, or the Bokuto who would flash this grin when he had a little too much to drink
This was different. Darker, carnal. It made a shiver travel all the way up your spine.
And yet you still didn’t say no when he told you to take your tank top off, didn’t say no when he pulled off his own black button up, back muscles rippling in the dim lighting as he pulled you into his lap.
And you definitely couldn’t say no to him when he pulled his cock free, the sheer length and girth making you whine.
He was so much bigger than Kuroo. Thicker, wider, maybe even longer.
“Shh Birdy, hold on tight. It’s only gonna hurt for a few seconds. Then I’m gonna make you feel so very good.” His reassurance puts you at ease. Kuroo had done the same for you, way back when the two of you first slept together.
Would Kuroo really be okay with this--
The gasp that was ripped from your throat made Bokuto that much more excited. Just his tip had pushed past the first ring of muscles and already there were tears in your eyes, nails digging into his shoulders at the stretch he provided.
“K-Kou, can’t, I can’t”
“Shh birdy. Remember I’m gonna make you feel good, promise.” And he really did want to make you feel good but fuck, with the way your pussy already clenched around his tip, threatened to suffocate him as he pressed in inch by inch, he wasn’t sure he’d be able to keep his cool.
You were already creaming when he finally bottomed out, your legs wobbly when they tightened around him. Bokuto couldn’t tear his gaze from his lap, where he stretched out your sweet cunt. It was already drooling, swollen from just being split open by him.
Absent-mindedly he trailed his fingers over your tummy, fingers cursorily tracing the bulge he was able to form there.
There’s no way Kuroo filled you up this good, Bokuto knew that for certain.
“P-Please.” Your voice snapped Bokuto back to reality, the whine in your tone enough to make his dick twitch inside you. “M-Move Kou, need you.”
He sighed. Of course you needed him.
With his palms firmly grasping your hips he pulled you up his cock, just enough that the tip was still edged inside before he began to fuck you on himself. His arm muscles rippled with each push and pull, his hips thrust upwards every time he pushed you back down in order to help with the momentum.
You were gripping onto him so tightly, leaving red streaks along his shoulder blades. Your moans were sweet, sweet music, filling up the empty space with nothing but babbles and cries of his name.
There was still a part of him that looked at you with disappointment, a part of him that screamed how wrong this was, a part of him that knew if Kuroo walked through the doors right now you’d probably both be dead.
But when you looked at him with a tear streaked face, lips hung in a silent cry, skin rippling due to his relentless thrusts, how could he stop himself?
He was even more thrilled when your nails dug into his skin, along his back and shoulders, even along his forearms and pecks. “That’s it Birdy, you’re doin’ so well, takin’ my cock like this.”
The wet slapping sounds soon filled up the room, along with the moans and whimpers the both of you released. With a grunt, Bokuto had your back against the cushions once more, just so he could thrust within your tight cunt harder, faster.
Anything to feel you coming around him, to feel your walls squeeze him. It was everything he knew it would be, better even.
And he knew, Kuroo couldn’t make you feel this way, no way in hell could he even compare.
You had planned to ask him to pull out. No one had ever come inside you before, except Kuroo of course. It was his way of marking you, the subtle possessiveness always coming through when he would fill you to the brim and then plug you up.
But now, as Bokuto drilled into you, showered you with praises and sweet groans you lost all thought. All you thought of was the sweet sting, the stretch his cock could provide. The way he was able to smack into your sweet spot with every thrust.
So when he grunted out a “gonna cum.” you couldn’t find the words to stop him, rather you just let your eye roll back, let out a sweet cry when one of his calloused thumbs pressed into your clit.
Bokuto’s hips smacked into you once, twice more, before his balls twitched and his load filled you up. Rope after rope of warm cum spilled into you, one last strand being milked from him as you clenched up around him, finishing only seconds after he did.
His arms were around you, holding your trembling form so tightly to his chest. He had to look though, had to see exactly what it looked like when you were filled to the brim. So he pulled up just a little bit, moaned out loud at the sight of his cock, how when he slowly pulled it out it was covered in a layer of milky slick.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful…” He murmured, fingers scooping up the beads of arousal dripping from your used hole, only to push them back in.
He didn’t want a single drop wasted.
You were finally starting to come down from the high when Bokuto lifted his weight from you, the loss of contact making you shudder. In your right mind you could have covered up, but instead, you stayed sprawled out, lips tilted into a dumb little smile.
“K-Kou…” You murmured to him, making him look down at you as he stretched out, wincing from the marks you left that managed to break skin.
“Kuroo is gonna be so happy, you took great care of me…” Bokuto hummed, his smirk growing. He was so lucky, so lucky you were so sweet and naive.
He scooped you up then, carrying you bridal style up the stairs. As much as he would have loved to leave you there on the couch, a nice mess for Kuroo to come home to, he had to play it safe. He made sure to clean you up properly, tuck you into bed with fresh and clean clothes.
Bokuto couldn’t lose his closest ally just yet. So until then--
“I’ll make sure Tetsu knows. But you baby, I want you to keep it our secret okay? Can you do that for me?”
That sat funny with you, made your stomach tighten, just how it had at the beginning of the evening. You wanted to question him, ask why you couldn’t be a part of the discussion.
But when Bokuto loomed over you once more, one of his much larger palms easing itself over your neck, you were reminded yet again. Reminded of Bokuto and his power, his power over you.
And now over Kuroo.
“It's our secret. Remember that Birdy. Kuroo has always kept you in a cage, away from the world so others couldn’t hurt you, isn’t that right? Well now I’m going to do the same, keep you in a cage of my own, just the two of us…”
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