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n0c4l-4c1d · 2 years
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2019-2020 ed: i want sk1ny to look appealing to men
2020-2021 ed: i want sk1ny to look appealing to men and women
2021-2022 ed: i want sk1ny to look like a boy
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strawberriesnmilk · 1 year
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my reasons to keep going!
⚠️TW⚠️
-my thighs won’t rub anymore
-i’ll look so small and dainty
-i’ll appear even smaller next to him
- he can pick me up and tell me how light i am
- i can sit on his lap and his hands can easily wrap around my waist
- i can save money on food
- ill look cute in anything
- ill look cute in oversized clothes instead of sloppy
- i can count my ribs
-my hip bones will look gorgeous
-i can wear dresses without being ashamed
-ill look skinny in the beach
-people will tell me how small i look
-being told to sit in the middle seat because i’m the smallest
-looking good from every angle
-sitting down with a flat stomach
-being able to wrap my fingers around my thighs
-collar bones!!
-i’ll feel pretty
-i’ll be happy
-i won’t have to worry about food
-being able to curl up on the couch with ease
-i’ll be able to dress the way i want
- my hair will look long
-i’ll look tall
-i won’t be the fat friend
-i’ll be weightless
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sadlytrying-again · 1 year
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Ribs bigger than my boobs
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b1each3da110ver · 3 months
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mutuals?
✧༺°*༻∞°•*
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skinnielittleplant · 2 years
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🖤 lunch: miso green onion — 45 cal
no breakfast, no snacks today.
will be eating ramen with my partner later today, sadly.
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hjfegvj · 2 years
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skinnycelery · 2 years
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netflix doesnt let you show pictures but it's true. skinny is magic
show: insatible
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fliimsyfiingers · 2 years
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Accidentally pulled an all-nighter, WoOps. 13 hours into a fast and I feel pretty good about it. Probably going to have a bang energy in a little while, those drinks are fucking amazing.
If I fast through sat/sun like I plan I will make myself a fancy low cal reward. I'll post the recipe I use here in case anyone else wants it, I've been stewing on the concept for a little bit.
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tootiredtosurvive · 2 years
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I always been alone.
Like, when I was a child, I grew up independent at a little age since my parents try to figured out how to work as a marriage after my father cheated on my mom. My mom always saw me as a ‘very mature kid’ so not only I was a therapist for my mom and her broken marriage, I was allowed to do a lot of stuffs by my own since my mom tried to fix her life.
(Also, I could see a lot of their arguments, and I still remember how my mom told me ‘grow up, and don’t cry’ when I, of course, cry bc of the fear).
So I grew up and didn’t cry, actually, I don’t cry, don’t feel, try to hide my emotions the best that I can. I don’t show up if I’m sad or if I’m scared, if I’m depressed or if I had problem with my self image and food.
(Well, that’s a lie, I was really desperate that day a few months ago bc I passed one week vomiting after every single meal, and I was scared. So I told my mom and she told me “well, you have to grow up and be mature, do you believe that you are an0rex!c or bul!m!c? Not with that body”. And I stopped. Again. I grew up and didn’t cry.)
So… after all these years of don’t crying. I also grew up as an independent woman who don’t give a f about love. Don’t wanna to be cheated on and don’t want to suffer and try to fix my life just bc a man. Also, don’t want to have kids to traumatized.
But inside my heart, there are days that I yearn for physical touch, to someone that looked me in the eyes and told me ‘I know that you are not okay, but I’m here’ to someone to hug when things get too much, too someone that actually listen to me, not just pretend.
There are days that I want someone to love me the way I could give love.
But I just close my eyes and shake my head. I grow up and don’t cry about it.
And I keep pretending that everything is fine.
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n0c4l-4c1d · 2 years
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I love my ed so much even a little starvation decreases the most of my period pain
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strawberriesnmilk · 4 months
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2024
getting back on my bullshit
i will meet my goal weight this year
or i will get as close as i can
it starts tomorrow
no bullshit
only eating low cal meals if i have to eat
please give me some low cal food ideas!
i’ve got this
you’ve got this
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emilyrayeofsunshine · 2 years
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god i WANT to eat. i DO. i physically cannot. it’s like my brain is yelling into a void, telling my body to eat but the message isn’t making it to the nerves in my hands, in my mouth. i CANT. EAT.
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b1each3da110ver · 2 years
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that feeling when you sleep through breakfast and lunch 🥰
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skinnielittleplant · 2 years
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Food diary:
*early since i will be with partner later and i cannot get on :(
2 fried eggs + 2 slice bacon — 230
Iced latte with oatmilk (oatly) — 140
*planning on having magherita pizza for dinner, ofc menu doesn’t have the cals on it soo… :((
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Total: 370 + ??
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loudpinkflowers · 2 years
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i need more blogs to follow so my dash is full of inspo. so like this post if i can follow u.
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checkerdancee · 3 years
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Dear minors in ED communities,
♥️DO NOT post/send near-nude or nude body checks. This counts as distribution of CP. The FBI (or your country's equivalent) will find you and put you on a list if someone reports it.
♣️DO NOT look for a coach. Coaches, especially the adults, are not looking to help you. Theyre only looking to pressure, manipulate, and/or sexualize you. Its a lot like an abusive significant other. See point above.
♦️DO NOT ask for ana/mia tips from adults(or at all, preferably). It makes the majority of us uncomfortable. This only applies to things like 'how to fast longer', 'how to purge,' etc. Asking about harm reduction or internet safety(like this list) is always ok.
♠️ DO NOT forget that your body is still growing, especially if youre 13-16. You might occasionally gain weight, despite how much food you eat. Its normal. Youre not "doing it wrong," and your struggle with your ED still matters. Don't let something like that make you think youre faking.
Stay safe, because someone really cares about you.
Love, Puppy
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