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support · 5 years
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Everything okay?
If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 
For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 
If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.
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xotryagainxo · 2 years
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sweet-15 · 3 months
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strawberriesnmilk · 1 year
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my reasons to keep going!
⚠️TW⚠️
-my thighs won’t rub anymore
-i’ll look so small and dainty
-i’ll appear even smaller next to him
- he can pick me up and tell me how light i am
- i can sit on his lap and his hands can easily wrap around my waist
- i can save money on food
- ill look cute in anything
- ill look cute in oversized clothes instead of sloppy
- i can count my ribs
-my hip bones will look gorgeous
-i can wear dresses without being ashamed
-ill look skinny in the beach
-people will tell me how small i look
-being told to sit in the middle seat because i’m the smallest
-looking good from every angle
-sitting down with a flat stomach
-being able to wrap my fingers around my thighs
-collar bones!!
-i’ll feel pretty
-i’ll be happy
-i won’t have to worry about food
-being able to curl up on the couch with ease
-i’ll be able to dress the way i want
- my hair will look long
-i’ll look tall
-i won’t be the fat friend
-i’ll be weightless
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mcmuffint0p · 4 months
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People think an eating disorder is turning meals away and bones and healed scars.
They think it’s easy to “just eat” when you’re hungry.
But it’s not it’s not it’s NOT.
It’s arms over stomachs and baggy sweaters and dripping blood mixing with tears on the bathroom floor and drowning in the numbers flowing through your head and hollow cheeks and hollower eyes and fear of being found out and fear of not being found out and the need for control and the loss of control and being filled with barbed wire whenever anyone asks what you’ve eaten today.
It’s fighting and crying and disappointing your loved ones because you can’t just STOP and you know it’s wrong but being empty, being in control, feeling like this seems to be right.
It sucks you in and will never you let you out, no matter how much you kick and scream and fight.
Because that’s what it is. A fight.
Your logical mind that wants to keep you alive is in a battle with your emotional mind, and emotions aren’t above cheap shots.
It’s laying awake looking at people “more disordered” than you and feeling disgusted in them but even more so in yourself because you want to be that and you’re NOT.
It’s the way your heart sinks when you see people around you fall in, but not knowing what to do about it because you’d be a hypocrite.
It’s wanting to get better but not, at the same time.
It’s needing to rationalize every single thing you put in your body, needing to know the numbers, needing to achieve some unattainable goal and the conquest will leave you bruised and bloody and sobbing and feeling like a failure when you can’t be a weight that would make you a corpse.
It’s drinking enough water to fill a million swimming pools but it’s still not enough to fill the void inside you, growing needier and louder and angrier.
It’s wanting to weigh the same as a small child and making that NORMAL in your mind.
It’s pretend bites and food in napkins and making yourself love green tea because the internet told you too.
It’s pinching and poking and staring and hating every inch of yourself, this person you’re supposed to cohabitate with, to BE, that you can’t stand.
It’s aching to be somebody, ANYBODY else, because the person you see will never be good enough.
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gaynorexic-posts · 1 year
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It be like that
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I have been anorexic since I was 15 or 16. I'm now 22 and my body is refusing to keep up with my restrictive eating habits. I'm starting to experience scary and frankly very dangerous health issues, but at this point I'm terrified to take even the most basic harm reduction measures.
Your body WILL NOT tolerate your disordered eating forever. You WILL get sicker the longer you suffer from this life-ruining disease. Your honeymoon period WILL end, and you will find yourself caught, miserable, in a loveless marriage to your ED.
A 30-year-old body is not as resilient as a 25-year-old body is not as resilient as a 20-year-old body is not as resilient as a teenage body.
Recover.
-Mod Lia
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ronnieboy687 · 1 year
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I'm thinking about making a pro ana gc on Instagram if you wanna join dm me
btw it will be very strict and have group tasks
if you aren’t active you will be kicked out. feel free to share meanspo fatspo or thinspo whenever you want. you MUST share tips on how to lose weight!
18 and over only!!!
Add me on ronnieboi47
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lakeofme · 5 months
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Bc I’m feeling so fat
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miyanocat · 6 months
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tw:ed acid reflux
idk abt anyone else but over the summer I had EXTREME nausea (from acid reflux) and it keeps on coming back. The only thing that helps is walking outside so in the past 3 months I have gotten back down to the weight I was in year 6. I’m slightly worried but I don’t really want to stop losing because I can feel myself becoming lighter and lighter. What should I do?
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greenteabaee · 6 months
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ssadfxck · 1 year
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right so fuck being healthy, saw an old body check of mine and fuck do i miss how skinny feel
i’ll be my own thinspo and get skinny again i was actually happy with my body in a weird way, i wanna feel that absolute high of that god complex hitting on a good day
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deepestkingdomangel · 1 month
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I pray to God to help me lose this weight
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