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why i'm starting again
hi!
ive been feeling really lonely recently and thought i would try to make a space for myself :)
this past week i went out to a couple shows where my boyfriend lives and 1. had horrible HORRIBLE pictures of me taken that made me bawl my eyes out, 2. had a really upsetting thing happen with one of my close friends where they left with the "cool" group of girls and left me at the show alone.
there's another show coming up at the end of September that i want to be a completely new person for. i want to stop being the outsider and nervous about how i look, or just generally feeling inferior. i want that group of girls to stop looking over at me whispering to each other. i want them to envy me.
maybe that is just me being a bitch or my constant fear of being unliked, but either way, i want to show up and be THE it girl.
so to start off this new journey, here are some of my inspo pictures for how i want to look :)
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my reasons to keep going!
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-my thighs won’t rub anymore
-i’ll look so small and dainty
-i’ll appear even smaller next to him
- he can pick me up and tell me how light i am
- i can sit on his lap and his hands can easily wrap around my waist
- i can save money on food
- ill look cute in anything
- ill look cute in oversized clothes instead of sloppy
- i can count my ribs
-my hip bones will look gorgeous
-i can wear dresses without being ashamed
-ill look skinny in the beach
-people will tell me how small i look
-being told to sit in the middle seat because i’m the smallest
-looking good from every angle
-sitting down with a flat stomach
-being able to wrap my fingers around my thighs
-collar bones!!
-i’ll feel pretty
-i’ll be happy
-i won’t have to worry about food
-being able to curl up on the couch with ease
-i’ll be able to dress the way i want
- my hair will look long
-i’ll look tall
-i won’t be the fat friend
-i’ll be weightless
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this week i ate 500 calories less than last week.
and also I found out that alcohol is fucking high in calories!
i like white wine, it always seemed to me that it did not have enough calories to taste meh
i know you know what i mean. some fall into such a nut trap
next week promises to be better.
and i'm going to buy a scale. or maybe it's better not to? ahah
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48 hours in and I do have to say that I'm struggling! I know that's normal around the 24-72 hour mark so I'm not surprised but damn it sucks. I just keep sucking on pink Himalayan salt pebbles so that I don't feel so sick. I'm also a bit weak today so I hope that when I wake up tomorrow, I feel a whole lot better. This morning I w31ghed in at 57.2kg. sigh
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