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wishingintotheunknown · 8 months
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Running into the arms of my Ed because at least that will always be there waiting for me. Because at least if I’m too starved to feel anything I won’t have to remember how alone I really am. Because the few friends I do have all have friends they like way more than me. Because no matter what I do or where I go, the only place I can ever call home is sickness.
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metaphysicalskinny · 2 years
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✨️her✨️
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bonnieboneskin · 9 months
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If I have literally no food in my home I won't be tempted to eat hahahahaha (help I'm broke)
#skinnyqueen
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angelrexxic · 2 months
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hi! this isn't really ed-related, but i will be tagging for traction, as it is the only group of individuals i surround myself with, on this account. i'm currently around 200 usd short for rent, and i figured i would give it a try here. i only have cashapp, as im not sure if my paypal is set up correctly.
please dm me if you would like my cashapp, ANY amount helps greatly.
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skinny-fairy22 · 2 years
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5 years ago today I was 98.5 lbs and it was wonderful. How could I let myself get this fat after this? I’m so angry at myself so I’m on my third day of a fast!
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fliimsyfiingers · 2 years
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Shrimp - 3/4 cup - 80 cals (may vary depending on the size of the shrimp!)
Broccoli - 1 cup - 35 cals
Miracle noodles - whole pack - 45 cals (your brand may be more or less. Just check!)
Low sodium soy sauce - 2 tbsp - 20 cals
Salt + pepper to taste
Makes a bowl full, and its 180 cals! You just throw it all in a pan and fry it up a little. Feel free to change portions or add ingredients!
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curiokcals · 1 year
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hello ^^ it's been a while, but im in uni right now and have been in "recovery" for... a while...
it's difficult, because as much as my body is now being nourished and stuff, i still havent changed mindsets. i still want to starve and i still want to be skinny but im not and it's difficult. it's really really difficult lol i hate myself a lot
i cant afford to fast though, because when i fast, i get terrible brain fog that holds me back from my studies. it's really really bad and can be scary because i feel euphoric until i eat something and then i realize how stupid i was acting. i could get away with it in hs but not in uni, and i cant afford to fail out. i need this degree. i need it so bad i can't even begin to explain. i'm willing to feel like shit and look like shit every day just to get it and it's really really hard
but we'll see, maybe i can start small...? just cutting out one or two things. not quite fasting but definitely losing weight. idk. i can toe the line between diet and ed. we'll see
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lil-wastebin · 2 years
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Me rn lmao
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motavatorbaethany · 2 years
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how can i lose 10 pounds in a week? i wanna lose stomach weight before school starts
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sunniecals · 2 years
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dancing with your younger sibling and having loads of fun can get tainted when you remember that you can't dance as hard because you're starving lol
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fairygrunge · 2 years
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I don’t ever talk about this on here bc Tumblr gets doing bitch shit like deleting my account, but I’m gonna take my chances tonight. I know a lot of us are chasing pretty or perfect or acceptance or control or whatever the hell it is that makes us do this. I have been in denial that I have a real problem bc I had yet for anything to actually ‘happen’ to me. My little sister had her first child last night. I was in the delivery room, and as this is happening, I fainted. And why? Bc I had not eaten or had water in far too long. I’ve had a fear of fainting in public for years, so I’m always good about my water intake if I know I’m gonna leave the house and don’t intend to eat. However, I was so busy the other day that I genuinely just forgot. I had had no food and no water and bc she was in labor I was awake for too long. I was moving around a lot. I try to keep physical activity to a minute when I know I’m not eating anything. In fact, I try stay in bed and not even leave the house. Bc if I faint in my bed, no has done, right? Well, I got caught lackin’ yesterday. Thankfully, I spoke up when I got the weird feeling. The nurses told me to sit down. I didn’t want to, so they told me to stand against the wall. Not even ten seconds later, I was sinking down to the floor. Of course, I don’t remember sinking to the floor. I genuinely thought I sat down. However, thanks to my mom’s lovely reenactment, I know that’s not what happened. Embarrassing, but at least I wasn’t injured. Lucky for me my sister is a good sport and my mom is a goof, plus, the baby overshadowed it, so it wasn’t that big of a deal. However, I just wanted to address this. This illness is inconvenient. If you can still get out, GET OUT.
And just in case it helps anyone, before I fainted, I got really hot all of a sudden, so I had to take off my hoodie. Then I had tinnitus (ringing in my ears). After that, my head kinda felt like there was static in it and it hurt a little. Sound got kinda muffled. So if you experience any of that in public or even just in your house, sit down IMMEDIATELY.
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wishingintotheunknown · 7 months
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I actually can’t fucking stand seeing old pictures of myself knowing I thought I was fat back then. I was literally so thin like I would die for that body now. I’m quite literally obese now and I just can’t handle the fact that I let it get this bad. What is wrong with me? How could I do this? Who will love me now?
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adastra-ed · 2 years
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had a salad and my stomach feels full go volume eating !!!! :D
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angelrexxic · 2 months
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don't you wanna be happy? don't you want people to look at you when you pass by, instead of just seeing you because you're so big?
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emilyrayeofsunshine · 2 years
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god i WANT to eat. i DO. i physically cannot. it’s like my brain is yelling into a void, telling my body to eat but the message isn’t making it to the nerves in my hands, in my mouth. i CANT. EAT.
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fliimsyfiingers · 2 years
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I have a general rule about not fasting at work but I think I'm going to try tomorrow anyway. If not I'm gonna just restrict to really low because I'm so frustrated with myself. I almost had a perfect week and I fucked it up.
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