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latimeria-fell-from-heaven · 2 years

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#SORRY, I FUCKED UR ROOMMATE

feat. kaveh x amab!reader

lati. bc i don't do enough amab/male reader content and kaveh has been floating in my little gremlin brain. according to leaks, he might be blonde and apparently stole al-haitham's wine so i love him already,, disclaimer for kaveh's appearance since we know practically nothing else about him so yeah.

sometimes you really regret letting your dick decide for you.

you're totally gonna have to apologize to al-haitham when you're done. if not for whatever dignity you have left in your body, then at least for kaveh who'd leave limping after you were done with him.

it was supposed to be a bit of fun, that's all. it was your first time actually trying to seduce another man and get into his pants, and it was an immense surprise that your straightforward methods had actually worked.

kaveh was quite handsome, with smooth blonde tresses that perfectly framed his face and felt as fluffy as feathers. sometimes he'd become so overworked that his hair was reminiscent of a rat's nest, not even bothering to try to smooth it down.

"you're pent-up and frustrated, and i'm willing to help." okay, maybe not the best wording, but kaveh was cute enough to send pulses of arousal straight to your dick.

he'd agreed, though rather abashedly, since it seemed to be his first time having another man flirt with him. actually scratch that, it just seemed to be his first time doing this in general. not that you minded; cute guys were always your type anyway. and by that, you just meant that you'd always check them out should the opportunity provide itself.

you had to instruct him on everything, like staying still when you flicked and pinched his cute perky nipples between your fingers, or reminding him to breathe as he took your cock down his throat with one swift motion, or telling him to push your cock into his ass slowly, not just shove it in.

he was a virgin in almost every way possible, seeing as how cutely he reacted to your touch against his skin. it didn't take long for him to cum just from having your cock nestled inside his soft hot walls. it seemed to throw him in dismay when you kept going; like hell you were going to be satisfied with just one round.

you were horny as fuck, and it'd take a lot more to satisfy you.

"did'ya think we were done? that's cute, but i'm not stopping now, pretty boy."

now he's nothing more than a slut getting off to having your cock pounding into him with no signs of stopping whatsoever. kaveh won't stop mindlessly babbling how your cock was so big, and that he could feel you in his stomach. he sounds so out of it, and you have to admit, hearing the way he cried and begged for you to fuck him harder was making even more heat pool down into your erection andー

" f-fuck me harder! d.. don't stop!" kaveh all but shrieks as your cock slams into his oversensitive prostate, and his ass clenches up tight around your length. you heave a choked moan at the sudden tightness that sucks you in further and leaves your dick feeling half melted.

"o-oh gods, yes, don't stop.." his eyes roll back into his damn skull as cute spurts of white fly from his cock, and for a moment he looks like he's just ascended to celestia or something. " f.. fuck, let's do this every day. your dick is the fucking best!♡"

the leg lock he has around your waist only tightens further, as if he's trying to push you even deeper and holy shit, yeahー

yeah, you were absolutely apologizing to al-haitham for turning his roommate into a cock-hungry slut who wasn't going to let you stop fucking him anytime soon.

#lati thirsts #genshin kaveh x reader #genshin kaveh smut #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact smut #sub genshin #kaveh x reader #kaveh smut #sub kaveh

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pasta-in-the-pudding · 8 months

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i love ur writing sm!!! can i req eyeless jack & toby with a s/o who struggles with anorexia/has a eating disorder? if you’re not comfortable with this req then please ignore this!!

Aw, thank you so much! Im glad you like my writing <3 Also, a small disclaimer before we get in, i do not have that specific ed, so i apologize if i accidentally write something triggering or innaccurate!

TW: Eating disorders are a constant topic throughout this entry, also on Toby's entry there is a (fake) skull so be warned

Thank you so much for requesting!!

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Eyeless Jack

From a medical and boyfriend standpoint, he is extremely worried for you

He tries to get you to eat small things, at least enough to fuel your body so it doesn't shut down

"You know, dandelions are actually very nutritious! They are low in calories and are quite good in tea"

And if you feel really upset about your body or about your medical issues, he will listen to you without judgment

And if you want different inputs, youll have to ask him whether you want his opinon as a doctor or as a boyfriend

If you eat something you normally wouldn't, he assures you that you aren't bloating up ten sizes, and in reality, one little meal won't hurt

If you lose weight, expect him to go full on doctor mode

If you don't like that though, just tell him and he'll stop

He would probably be the best at giving you safe food reccomendations that are still healthy but low in calories

He'd also be the best at helping you recover, as he wouldn't push you to recover until you are mentally ready, and also has the most knowledge on how to recover

Ticci Toby

When given the topic of eating disorders, he doesn't really know what to do

He tries his hardest to understand, but you'll probably still have to guide him on certain things

For example, you'll have to help him understand that he can't just constantly ask if you've eaten yet, or try to make you eat, as it can be very triggering

He of course, understands and apologizes heavily for all past incidents of him doing so

It's definitely a delicate subject for him, so he tries to kind of tip-toe around the discussions so he doesn't trigger you in any way

Though, if you get upset about your ed, he will of course be there to comfort you

Or maybe if you want baggier clothes, he will lend you his clothes, which tend to be pretty baggy

And if you lose weight, he does his hardest to be excited for you without directly encouraging your ed

If informing him about certain things would be too triggering for you, never fear, for he has reddit and google

Im kidding of course (sort of), he also finds credible recourses and articles so he can understand on a deeper level everything about you

If you are trying to recover, hed do all the things with you

Trying out different diets to see what works fo you? He'll also go on that diet to support you

Just trying to eat more in general? He'll make you little personalized meals with things he knows you'd like

All around, he'll do what you want him too

#creepypasta #slender mansion #creepypasta x y/n #creepypasta x you #creepypasta x female reader #ticci toby #ticci toby x reader #toby erin rogers #ticci toby x you #eyeless jack #ticci toby x y/n #ticci toby x male reader #toby rogers x reader #ticcy toby #eyeless jack x male reader #eyeless jack x you #eyeless jack x reader #eyeless jack creepypasta

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errihaienx · 1 year

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Hello!! Can I have a request hq characters reaction on being prank by their girlfriend. The prank will be the girlfriend will be fake texting someone while laughing while they are doing something on their phone. Thank youuu, love ur works btw. 🫶🏼

Hiii i am not quite sure who among all of the hq characters shall i write reaction on. so i applied multiple characters(characters who i am familiar with, i can't include everyone T^T) by the reaction that i think they will have during the prank! thank you for loving my works ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡

(REQ!)

quick disclaimer: these scenarios don't affect the original plot of the series. any information or events that contradict the original plot are purely fictional. (i do not own any of the characters) (I did not proofread this)

⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀ ⠀ `· . ୨୧⠀HQ MEN REACTING TO YOUR 'FAKE TEXTING SOMEONE' PRANK

SUNA, Tsukishima, Kenma, Kunimi

"I KNEW IT BUT WHY AM I SO GRUMPY"

Actually saw and knew about the trend, but he didn't expect you to do this, so when he found out you were following the trend, he was taken aback.

though what he couldn't understand is why the hell is he grumpy and displeased about it even though he knows that it is just a prank

"Heyy, your mouth could reach the ground, stop pouting! you knew it was a prank, so why are you acting like that"

"You're such a child, why are you even doing those things?" he said sharply.

If you've just been his girlfriend for a short time, his remarks will hurt you, but at this point you just know that it's either his love language or he was born that way.

"So who's the grumpy one because I did some 'childish stuff'?" you laughed

You returned to the prank and began typing random letters while giggling, and then your phone was taken away in a matter of seconds.

"Hey! what are you doing!"

He checked your phone with strained brows, then handed it to you, his countenance considerably calmer now.

"What did you do?"

"I don't usually check phones coz that's your privacy but I can't help it, stop that antics of yours and just cuddle me that would've been better"

"I don't want to!"

"oh trust me you do"

OIKAWA, Atsumu, Kuroo, Terushima

"YOU DID ME SO DIRTY, I'LL BE DOIN' THE SAME >:("

It was a typical day for you and him; he was busy packing for an international match, at the same time you were laughing on your phone.

"What's the matter, babe?" He asked

He stopped doing his thing while his gaze fall upon you.

"N-nothing! I'm j-just talking with a friend.."

Your nervous chuckle made his eyebrow shot up. When he's packing his belongings, you usually help him, but he thinks it's strange because you're texting and giggling with someone else instead.

You snickered as you swiftly glanced at him, seeing his brow furrowed while stiffly folding his clothes.

That caused him to stare at you again, and this time he can't help himself.

"Babe."

"y-yeah?"

"Who are you texting."

"he's a-"

"He?! I haven't left yet and you are replacing me right away??"

You turned your phone off, trying not to giggle, and reached out your hand to him, which he ignored while looking at you.

"Explain." he sternly said, with his arms crossed.

"It was nothing! I just saw a video online about fake texting and I decided to-"

He interrupted you by laughing dryly. You handed him your phone and told him to check it himself if he was doubtful.

"I don't have to, I believe you. I can't just believe that you did this to me!"

You hugged him because he looked betrayed.

"Just wait until I start giggling and kicking my feet while texting someone!"

His childish words made you roll your eyes; he'll certainly never do this ever. He is totally committed to you.

SAKUSA, Kageyama, Ushijima

"UH YEAH OKAY GO ON, I'M HURT BUT I WON'T BE SAYIN' THAT TO YOU"

Your boyfriend arrived at your shared condo late at night. Tired and feeling a bit drowsy, you knew exactly what he needs. yourself

But, for the time being, he will not be getting that. You're busy pretending to text someone.

"My hugs..?"

You ignored him as you shifted your body so that it looked like you were hiding what you'd been doing.

"Love.. what are you doing?" he asked again

His voice was soft and desperate, so you kept typing random letters and let out a quick giggle that drew his attention.

"Oh are you talking with Sana-san?" he concluded

You finally looked at him with a grin on your face, finding his conclusion amusing.

"No, babe, I was talking with a male friend.. have you eaten?" you returned the question

You could see his eyes widen a little; he knew you didn't have any close male friends, so you expected him to question you. He, however, did not.

"Oh, okay.. go on continue talking to him."

His cold, trying-not-to-sound-jealous voice was hilarious, his ears growing red, and the way he acts in the next minutes confirms his jealousy.

He's always been this way; he's not the very jealous type, and when he is, he attempts to hide it and fails miserably. He'll be stiff and irritable, as though he doesn't know how to act.

After a few minutes had gone and you had not heard from him, you stood up and provided him a back hug.

"Hey baby, I was just kidding.. I missed you so much.."

He shifted his weight and is now facing you with a less tense manner, but his brow wrinkled clearly indicates that he needs a little clarification.

"You preferred to play some pranks on me rather than give me my hugs."

AKAASHI, Iwaizumi, Kita, Hinata, Sugawara, Osamu, Daichi

"I UNDERSTAND YOU MWA (ɔˆ ³(ˆᴗˆc)"

He got confused when he called you for dinner and you were still on your phone, texting and laughing constantly. especially since you had a motto "food always comes first!"

"My love? I called for you, you can continue that later.." He called again

He got your attention, and you acted annoyed by turning your phone off in a tetchy manner.

"Eat first, you were doing what?"

"I was messaging a friend, and he invited me to watch a movie with some of our mutual friends."

You assumed him to question you, but knowing your partner's personality, he didn't. You finished your dinner, but he's still all smiles!

What you expected did not come around, and guess what? He even insisted on driving you to the place you were going.

Because of how things played out, your prank was reversed, and you are now the one who is grumpy.

"Hmmm, why are you acting this way?" he gently asked as he kissed the furrow in your brow.

"Nothing!"

He laughed at your defensive tone, still holding you in his arms;

"I love you.."

THE BOKUTO ( my baby ! ‹𝟹 ) TYPE

he'll be so whiny lol

will be saying these for sure;

"heyyy who are you texting?"

"oh you're talking with a boy, okay! — WHAT A BOY????"

"baby you don't love me anymore??!"

"baby are you happier with him?"

"bAbY dOnT LeAve mE:("

please stop the prank and cuddle this babieee! ₍ᐢ._.ᐢ₎♡

HI EVERYONEE!!!! It's almost been a week, i am clearing up my requests and I have a post lineups that will be out very soon! I also got addicted creating dividers lmaoo. anyways, thank you for appreciating my works! see ya in few days! ₍ᐢ⸝⸝› ̫ ‹⸝⸝ᐢ₎

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smokebug · 5 months

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Can u share p1 x p3 hcs?! 👀 they are literally my favorite postal dude x postal dude ship so ur art of them added like YEARS to my life span

oh boy let me just delve into my brain wrinkles rq

a disclaimer to start with: I hc the Dudes as being a DID system but i think their dynamic can fly either way

initially P1 and P3 do not get along. P1 doesn't vibe with P3's blasé attitude and the way he'll just go along with whatever anyone asks of him because he just doesn't give a shit, or he thinks it'd be funny if he did.

on the flip side of that, though, is that P1 comes to respect the way that P3 is basically an immovable object. he cannot be shaken or deterred no matter what happens. he'll just deal with it in the most casual can-do attitude known to man -- a stark opposite to P1 encountering hardship which means praising the lord and passing the ammunition

basically they're the unstoppable force + immovable object couple that will absolutely wreck shop if they have to

also, while P3 doesn't feed P1's paranoia and delusions he also doesn't try to dismiss or challenge them. he goes the route of "well, if the government's spying on us I hope they enjoy watching me laugh at dumb reality TV" which works surprisingly well at calming P1 down because he says it with so much confidence. he just feels safer all around with P3 there

P1 comes to rely on P3 for comfort and company, and P3 starts to gravitate towards feeling protective of P1 as he develops a sort of "this one's mine" sentiment.

his protectiveness of P1 manifests in the way that he wants P1 to feel included. he makes sure that he is heard - quit mumbling already! - and that he's not left out of things because of his tendency to withdraw and isolate.

they also kiss and make out, to the everlasting joy of P1's touch-starvation. P3 is the best kisser out of all the Dudes and I will not move from this stance

#pdhc #bug asks

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storytellering · 6 months

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hey man love ur stuff. i was wondering if youd considered posting some of ur art on ao3? ive seen more ppl doing that lately, since ao3 isnt gonna ban "adult content." id love to follow u on twitter but i had to quit using that god forsaken app awhile ago lmao

Hey!

I honestly don’t plan to do that, truth be told I was initially very hesitant to publicly link my ao3 to my art account at all tjfk writing is a skill I’ve only just started brushing up on (I’ve always done it, but never seriously and not with the intent of making stuff that was to be seen by the public, and definitely haven’t studied it the way I have art) and it’s taking me a bit, still, to not feel embarrassed enough by everything I put out to not even want my name on it. I’d rather keep my art and my writing separate! If I were to I would have to make an account specifically for that, but honestly, that would only come if I felt the need to archive my stuff and not actively partecipate in the community anymore? I don’t know how to explain it. Obviously I’m still gonna keep posting my stuff even if Twitter crumbles, I’m trying to find an equivalent alternative still, and I don’t blame anyone for wanting to leave that dumpster fire, I’m just the kind of person who’s very hesitant to leave a place once I’ve figured out how it works - I honestly don’t know where else to put my nsfw if it does crumble into dust, tho. I might start posting previews on Tumblr with links to privatter in that case (they say they don’t allow nsfw but until they actively come down and delete my posts themselves, honestly, I’m gonna treat it like it is ok. After all all my posts there come with a disclaimer warning about 18+ themes and every potential CW present in the image so, I don’t think there’s anything morally wrong with that.)? I think I’ll see about that once it really comes to it. Terribly sorry if that locks anyone out! For what it’s worth, the full pieces of my nsfw are still on privatter so if you can access them there they’re still gonna be available, and for regular art I have here, bluesky, and misskey. (And Instagram, though I try to be as non-controversial there as possible because I’m honestly kinda terrified of the large anti presence there hfjfkf, so I don’t post most of my ship art there.)

#asks #sorry if that’s not the answer you were looking for anon!#honestly re: twitter #the issue is also that it’s the only place I’ve managed to get a significant following on #and like. obviously I don’t care about clout or numbers that way #BUT art is kind of where I’m trying to go career wise #and if I’ve got a crumb of visibility and work (commissions) it’s been mostly thanks to it #weren’t it for twitter visibility my discord wouldn’t be visible either and while Tumblr is really nice #it’s really only down to how active your fandom is if you get any attention at all and also it’s not as international as twitter #unfortunately spardacest fandom while picking up slightly is still kinda dead here #and that’s ok! again I’m not doing it for like attention or clout or numbers #I’d keep making art even without an audience #(it’s what I’ve done all my life anyway since before dmc I never HAD an audience lol)#BUT AGAIN #it is what I’m trying to make a living off of #and that’s kind of hard in todays climate if no one on the internet knows you exist #so it’s kinda hard to move anywhere else #since I’ve kinda figured out how to make the whole twitter thing work #everywhere else? not so much #and I refuse to get on tiktok like. categorically LOL #+ I think what I do is just not the kind of content for platforms like it and again IG

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bahngray · 2 years

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LIMERENCE

Disclaimer This work is for mature audience.

Pairing hyunjin x reader x felix

Synopsis - guess it was my fault to love you ever so dearly but to lose you too soon.

Because I never really felt the need to express things with him. He was always there. Right beside me when I needed him. But what hurt me was the reality. The fact that he never really wanted to give in himself to me, that he never gave me the chance to claim him as mine. When I tried to escape he held me in. And though it hurts I was trapped in a prison I had created myself.

This is my story,

Chapter 1: A Fault In My Star

Hyunjin and Y/N have been friends since they were 5, grew up in the same neighborhood and eventually became best friends but little did they know their feelings were growing towards each other in a romantic way as they grew older. Hyunjin was never the type to bring things up, he would always wait until someone brought it up and would then only spill his part of the story.

On the other hand Y/N always kept waiting for Hyunjin to confess because she herself wasn't confident enough to express her feelings as she felt like it could act as a threat to their long friendship, so they kept it in for as long as they could.

"Hey what's up?" Hyune asked

"Nothing much really, wby?" I said

He frowned, giving me a concerned look. And just as I thought I could get away with it he blurted out, "You haven't found a partner for literature did u?"

I gasped, just realizing how much he knows me, how he can see through me. Without sparing time for me to answer he knocked the silence out, " Dw I'll be ur partner, we have always been partners since the beginning so why not? Right?"

And there he just got me again. Once again I started to cross the line I had created.

" So, okay we start today, meet me in the spare room after class" he said

"Cool" and with that being said he left as if it was all just so easy for us to be that way.

After class I walked out of class to meet hyunjin, as I was about to enter the room, I saw hyunjin set in concentration trying to finish the sketch he has started. He looked so ethereal, just breathtaking and painfully true to be false.

I watched as sweat trickled down his forehead, his long hair hiding half of his face while he kept biting his lips in frustration not sure what to do next.

My mind kept telling me to move and go sit beside him get the assignment started so that it'd end soon, but I just couldn't, my feet felt frozen and all I could do was watch him mesmerizing me once again with his beauty. Hyunjin wasn't just beautiful he was breathtakingly gorgeous .

"Hey y/n what r u doing there come on in, let's get this done with!" Hyunjin yelled and like an embarrassed idiot I walked inside the room to take a seat beside him.

We took our copies out and started to discuss abt the assignment. After half an hour of discussion we decided on doing Romeo and Juliet. We decided to convey their emotions in the assignment. I took out my notebook to note things down, "Let me do that", hyunjin took the notebook from me and just as he opened it he saw a picture of him and I on homecoming,

I quickly shoved the notebook away from him, but he was too stubborn to let go, he held it tight in his hands, "hyune let go!"

But instead he pulled the notebook harder and we were so close to each other I could feel his breath. He looked up at me and realized the situation, we both froze. He looked in my eyes and I could feel myself lost in him again.

The sincerity in his eyes made me feel loved, his breathing grew tense as he kept coming close, until his lips brushed against mine, that gentle familiarity felt wrong somehow.

I could feel him trying to control himself, as if he would move away any second then so i did what i shouldnt have done i crashed my lips on his and kissed him with all that i had in me. He was quite taken but he didnt stop he held me and kissed me deeper, softer.

Moments after we pulled away to let ourselves breathe, resting our foreheads against each others. I was just happy that hyunjin was finally letting me in, giving me a chnace to be his but then he broke the silence, "We shouldnt be doing this", and like that it was gone.

The moment that felt so warm and fuzzy turned into the most painful step I had taken.

I looked up at him, my eyes teary and without saying another word, I rushed out if the room. I ran out of the the building as fast as i could.

Tears streaming down my eyes, "Ouch!"

And I fell on top of someone i shouldnt have.....

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steelycunt · 2 years

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what’s your relationship with sirius’ and remus’ characters?

like, obviously you like them, you write about their love story, but I just want further description on how you interact with their characters (including muggle AUs, like how their characters change depending on what you are writing or if their always have the same basic traits in your mind) (and if you have a bone to pick with certain aspects of their characters but love them anyway)

also, your relationship with /their/ relationship. like, their dynamic

sorry for all the questions but I just find your interpretations of them super interesting and want to know more :)

hi babs!! no worries i love talking about these guys <3

i feel like i have to disclaim every time i talk about this sort of thing, but--when referring to these guys, i'd never try to claim i'm writing a canonically correct remus or sirius. i think at this point i have such a firm yet likely inaccurate idea of the two of them in my head, and have strayed so far from the information we get in the books, that my opinions on who they are probably dont hold up against the books...at all. i know this isnt quite what you asked, but i had to mention it aha.

i spend way more time in sirius' head than remus', and i think some of his most defining traits that i refer back to again and again are things like his volatility, his temper/capacity for cruelty even against someone he loves or cares about, but also his loyalty and rather all-consuming devotion to those people. if you take those away, i'm not really sure what you're left with? he often ends up saying the wrong thing because there are so many different emotions that translate into anger or frustration with him. the intensity of that can make him snappy, and again--cruel, but it also makes him wonderful and fiercely loving. i think, maybe because i write his pov more, that he's a lot more consistent than my remus (apart from small details that don't really reflect on his character so much as the situation/plot of the fic).

remus is more cautious, more reserved and more fatally self-sacrificing, but he's also often more mature and kind (which i'd say is different from sirius' loyalty). he's also always got a very dry sense of humour and id say that despite it all, he's often more optimistic? though maybe he just has to be. ive only written one muggle or otherwise au, ever, but i did find i ended up writing a remus who was a bit more outgoing and a bit flirtier when he didn't have the massive barrier of his lycanthropy holding him back during interactions. now im in his head for the prank fic, he's got a temper just like sirius does, but he also has a rather frustrating tendency to refuse to confront that which obviously needs to be confronted--sirius is currently doing a lot of the heavy lifting, although considering what he's done, perhaps that's fair enough. i still just think he's lovely, though. remus is lovely. i want to put sirius in a blender.

their relationship is probably the most delicate, changeable factor from fic to fic--its obviously shaped by the different plots and circumstances etc, but also from whichever pov ur writing. i do reckon i write as if i think sirius loves remus more, but i dont necessarily believe that--i just write him more, and i prefer his pov. ive said before im boring when it comes to those two, but its true: they're just made for each other, they fix each other and they make each other worse, they've got something so fucking insane going on that they've got to stay together because honestly neither of them deserve anyone else. like two people quarantining with the same infectious disease that no one else should be exposed to. locking the car doors and driving off a cliff. i can't imagine writing a sirius who isn't in love with remus. they can be terribly cruel to each other because they know parts of the other that nobody else does (maybe with the exception of james, which is why wolfstarbucks works imo), and there's almost always some point of pressure acting upon their dynamic, whether that's a lack of time, or the war, or things left unsaid or a specific incident (see: the prank). and at the centre of that they are completely, obsessively, irreparably in love with each other, always. i want to study them under a microscope :-)

#anon #telegram #r/s #i hope this sort of addresses your questions?? sorry if it doesnt feel free to ask me anything else that i didnt really get to <3 #theyre so insane. theyre so INSANE i need to lie down god

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katesadventureworld · 10 months

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The Grinder Experience

** DISCLAIMER this blog features topics words and language that may not be suitable for under 18s adult supervision advised.**

Hey boos… so, this was meant to be a sort of lighthearted look into the world of using Grinder and other dating apps. but recently I’ve been hit with a reminder to why so many people like myself find it hard to find dates, or struggle with there mental health…

Before we get into that let me explain Grinder! I’ve been on grinder on and off for quite a number of years now in that time I’ve made 2 friends and had to block at least 200 people…. so why is this? Well in general My experience with grinder had been full of fake profiles creepy old guys and people who want to blind date apparently. ( There profile has NO photos and they then send a dick pic as an opening… ew.) It’s an extremely frustrating app trying to find someone close by and who is genuine. (I’m also very fussy. so that doesn’t help me personally) Though on occasion there are some lovely people who pop up who just want to chat or leave a really nice complement even though they know they aren’t what I’m looking for. But for the most half I’m bombarded with messages such as ( And these are genuine messages) “ Fuck me ur hot I’d deffo smash ur tight little pussy” “come sit on daddys lap baby ill show you a good time” or my personal dis-favorite “Wow your hot Ide deffo bend you over with my hand on your throat and fill you up with my cum then eat your ass out you want that baby “ Safe to say anyone who sends me those as opening lines get blocked instantly like WHY would you send messages like that sometimes accompanied with the worst dick pics I’ve ever seen as an opening WHO IS THIS WORKING ON! Its so distasteful and disrespectful and makes the App a vile place to be.

Before I move on to the competitors (Tinder POF Hinge and Badoo ) lets address my biggest issue with dating apps, Mainly Grinder and why this isn’t the light hearted look I wanted it to be.

You see, I identify as a “Trans woman” as this is easier to explain my situation (Please read my previous Blog “Me and Him” for more..) This can give some people easy ammo to use if I ignore them or simply don’t reply and delete there messages, it seems if you don’t reply they take it as I must try again and again and each time get a little bit more ruder, in the past I’ve been called all sorts and perhaps there is another blog in there somewhere about that, But just today as I write this post I was on grinder checking my messages and I received a message from a guy I simply didn’t reply too from 2 days ago, - I’ve been busy! So his simple way of getting my attention and ending our chat was this. again, this Is a genuine message “ You are an arrogant man” now, Those who know me know I simply do not and will not accept any slander like this aimed at me or to anyone I know that said this hit me hard I’m already struggling with my MH at the moment although I don’t talk about it, so this comment has sent me into a spiral. I AM NOT A MAN. IM NOT MANLY IM NOT A CROSSDRESER I AM NOT A TRANSVESTITE I AM A WOMAN. I do constantly worry that I don’t look beautiful or feminine enough something that’s led me to hide away at home rather than go out shopping this week or do something I wanted to do which was write up some blogs in a coffee shop for a change of scene. I’ve been unable to be free due to my own thoughts getting to me so when I received this message I just wanted to try and scream at them Ironically I did reply with “WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME” and before I had a chance to get a reply or block them they had blocked me, so I guess I won without trying but this isn’t the first comment of this type I’ve got on this app, And although its slowed down a lot it still happens and it’s really not right in this day an age..

It’s only fair I now delve into the other apps I use So how do the other apps compare with grinder?

-Tinder … YAWN… same type of “Fuck boys” over and over I’m tired of swiping left! But those who I have matched with seem genuine with only one “Bott” now and again but they are so easy to figure out and block it doesn’t affect the overall experience of swiping left.. 3/10

-Badoo …. Notification central… and my god it’s a bit weird it had the same features as tinder with more options to see people and chat or send likes on their photos, but it just seems a little confusing like do people see the likes or what?? You also can’t message unless you match so what’s the point of being able to see them off the swipe feature? So far seem like lots of genuine people on there and although I don’t think I’ll find Mr/Mrs/Them/There Right I think it’s a great place to make friends. BUT MY GOD ARE THE NOTIFICATIONS ANNOYING! 1/10

- POF… Perhaps the most legendary app who hasn’t been on it right! Well, it seems to have died off almost completely, The old features I once enjoyed are gone, and the profiles seem to be people who forgot to delete them! shame as it could be good but they ruined it , 1/10

- Hinge … well they say in there marketing it’s the app designed to be deleted. YES it sure is get it in the bin its awful. You get like 5 likes a day. There is so many tabs at the bottom that seem to do nothing to help you find someone it really is crap. 0/10 would not recommend.

And as for grinder….. Well, what can I say, its got me some attention and I’ve met up with one bad person. (currently writing that blog but its very hard to write.) but also met up with a handful of respectable people I’ve had fun with. It’s not an app I want to use. But at the same time where would I be without it, I check it daily and nothing ever changes, 5/10 for me…

With all of this said I am still trying to find genuine people to date but I’m so exhausted with it all. And must add that if I get ANY messages from people on grinder that do not match what I’m looking for to save the hassle of potential spam/ Hate messages I do block them straight away… maybe one day ill find an app that works or who knows meet someone who makes me want to never use them again!

Thanks for reading boos be great to know what you think of my blogs and what you experiences on apps have been I’ve been Katie-Mae Ellis and this has been a Kates adventures blog.

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beardedhandstoadshark · 1 year

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What's ur thoughts on break up?

Uhh…About that. Yeaaaaa you’re kinda asking that to someone who never had to deal with breakup before. So. Just as a disclaimer for the rest of this answer.

Maybe it’s media portrayal or personal lack of experience, but It seems very…overdramatic? It seems like this super big thing that should only ever be done when a relationship is completely un-salvageable and even then seems like something very bad, but like.

I mean. Yes it was a great time in the past, but now it’s not anymore, and calmly deciding to call quits is better for both sides than forcefully trying to keep smth up that just isn’t the case anymore (and will probably make this broken relationship crumble even more) until it explodes into a big mess that’s gonna be very hurtful for both sides. Yet somehow that seems to be what’s expected from a breakup.

Like, it’s ok to break up with someone. Be it because the other isn’t who you think they were, or you slowly drifted apart over time, or that particular form of relationship isn’t the right one with this person, whatever. As long as it’s done in a way that still respects the others‘ feelings, it’s cool. (Like. Breaking up via text. That just seems rude. Unless the other person is an arse and deserves it. Idk). Just like how in friendships, you sometimes just calmly drift apart. It sucks because you were close, but it’s okay because you’re just not close anymore.

It’s ok to break up if staying bound together is just gonna keep you tangled in a sinking ship.

(Speaking of friendships- you can drift apart with close friends you’ve had for decades and might only get an "aw that sucks“, but breaking up with someone after 6 months is considered a big deal. And that just seems a bit weird? Cuz one of these people had more impact on your life and it probably wasn’t the latter. Though it of course still sucks a lot because you were really close. But still. Why is being together treated so dramatic.)

Idk it seems to be very confusing and involve a lot of complex emotions. Of course that’s just my own feelings, and if breakups are a major deal for someone, those are of course completely valid emotions to have!

#another anon ask #…everything good on your side anon?#wait we ARE talking about ^we‘re not together anymore^ breakup right #and not some new movie or series with that name #what are relationships pls help

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littleoddwriter · 2 years

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ahhh awesome!! ur writing is so good btw <<33 i’d love to know how eddie would react to finding things in readers room- reader is ftm and maybe eddie finds out the reader is trans by seeing some needles and all the empty T vials on their bathroom counter. (i tooootally don’t have like 10 of them lying around & collecting dust) & how he’d react to the reader having a cat :> ♡

Getting to Know You | Edward Nashton/The Riddler x Trans!Male!Reader (Pre-Relationship)

Hiya there! Thank you so much!!! <3 <3 <3 Gosh, thanks for the request, hdfkjdhkjs, I really hope you like what I've done with it! By the way, I'd be willing to continue this particular story if you, or anyone else, wanted me to. :') <3

summary; Ed looks through your apartment to get to know you better, before he actually goes to talk to you, and finds some interesting things. Disclaimer: The card's text is not mine, I simply found it on the internet.

notes; Trans!Male!Reader; Reader is on T; Reader does not make an actual appearance; Pre-Relationship; Stalking; Obsession; Breaking & Entering; Pet Cats; No Dialogue; Mild Dark Fic.

Lately, Edward had a new favourite way to pass the time after work and whenever it fit in, which was watching his newest obsession: You.

He didn't just watch you in places you went to, though, taking pictures of you to study them once he returned home. No, he followed you home once, and took photos of everything to find back to your place for when you should be at work yourself.

And then, on his day off, he decided to finally go and look around your apartment. He hasn't been able to do that yet, and it was definitely about time.

He found you so interesting, so fascinating, so charming. He wanted to know everything about you that he could before he would try to talk to you. He wanted you to know that he was the right one for you immediately, and that would only truly work if he knew absolutely everything about you beforehand. He couldn't allow himself to make mistakes.

Edward had gotten into your apartment almost too easily. Something that concerned him. You needed to be more aware of how easy it was to find your spare key under the potted plant outside your door. It was dangerous, considering that the wrong people could simply walk inside. He'd have to warn you about that eventually.

Right now, though, he only wanted to look around your apartment and see what new information he could find out about you.

As soon as he'd gotten in, a cat greeted him. Quickly, he closed the door behind himself, lest the cat would manage to get out.

He looked down at it, tilting his head to the side. The cat did the exact same thing, eyeing him curiously.

When nothing else happened, Ed shrugged and let his eyes sweep over the entrance way first. There was nothing much of interest to him. Your jacket and coats hung on a coat hanger, your shoes and boots were placed below on a small shelf, and there was a chest of drawers that also had a small bowl on top of it, which was empty now, but he guessed your keys landed in there when you came back home.

He took out his phone and photographed your coat and its size, doing the same thing with a pair of shoes and boots each.

He walked down the hall and turned right, which led him to the kitchen. He spent quite some time there, finding out what your eating habits were, what you ate most, such as your favourite drink, which was evident by the amount of bottles you owned, and taking photos of all the products he deemed important. The cat followed him throughout, sticking to him, but otherwise not doing anything. He thought that was a good sign. Your cat already trusted him, and it should. You were meant to be with him after all. He couldn't afford to be disliked by your pet.

Once he was done in the kitchen, he walked over to the living room, which was on the opposite side.

It was decorated nicely, made to feel personal, as it was covered in things you liked; posters, books, DVDs, CDs, action figures, and more. He liked that. There was also a TV and a couch not far from it, such as a carpet on the floor between them. He took photos of the entire room at different angles, making sure the posters and the likes were visible. He took close-ups of your DVD and CD collections. He'd have to take a weekend or two to himself to watch and listen to each title.

Next was your bedroom. He looked forward to it.

It was similarly decorated to your living room, which he thought was a nice touch and really underlined how much you liked certain things that you've hung up posters of in either room.

After he took a photo of your king sized bed, he put his phone away for a second, to take your sleeping clothes into his hands; a soft, big, cotton shirt and a pair of boxer shorts.

He hesitated for a moment, but then gave into his instinct and put his face into the shirt, inhaling its scent. It smelled clean, but there was something underlying that was just you. He breathed in deeply to savour it. He really liked it.

Exhaling slowly, Eddie pulled away from the shirt and put your clothes back on the bed.

Then, he opened each drawer of your bedside table. He almost expected to find something related to sex, considering that most people kept their lube and condoms in one of those drawers, but you didn’t. There were just some trinkets that he guessed you couldn’t fit anywhere else. He took a photo of those as well, thinking that they could be important if they were beside your bed, rather than in a different drawer.

After that, he walked over to your closet to look into it. He only found your clothing neatly stacked or hung up, showing off all the different items you owned. He also took a photo of the entire closet, noting down some of the brands you owned more pieces of, such as the different sizes for each.

When Edward was done with your bedroom it was time for the last one - the bathroom.

He heard a quiet meow behind himself and turned around. That was a different cat than the other one. Huh. So you owned two pet cats? He could work with that.

Ed crouched down and held his hand out to the cat. It sniffed at his hand for a bit before coming closer and rubbing its head against his palm. Smiling he scratched the cat’s head and behind its ear, making it purr. He mused just how lucky he was to not be allergic to the felines.

After a few minutes passed, though, Ed straightened back up. He couldn’t let himself be distracted like that for long after all. While you were supposed to be gone for a few more hours, he shouldn’t risk anything just yet.

In your bathroom, he first went to the shower, looking at the products you used and taking photos of them. Then he turned around and crouched down to look at the cabinet below the sink. The left side held cleaning products and the right side held extras of the hair and body products you used.

When he looked at the bathroom counter, he stopped short. There were at least eight vials and needles on the right side. He took a closer look, picked one vial up, and read that it was testosterone. Interesting. He knew what that could mean.

So, he took a photo of it and noted down to do research on what being a transgender man meant for someone, how it may impact their daily life, etc. Ed had to admit that he only had the most basic surface knowledge about it, so doing this research would definitely benefit him in more than one way.

Edward only found you to be even more intriguing now. It was as though everything he’s found out about you thus far changed in some way, like it became more meaningful. He’d have to look at his photos of you more closely again with the knowledge he now had.

That was why he thought it was so important for him to do this and go through all your things. He didn’t mean to invade your privacy. He only wanted to know everything he could so he wouldn’t make any mistakes and potentially mess up. And this was something he could have fucked up terribly if he hadn’t snooped around.

At last, he’s seen and photographed everything he needed.

Before he left, he opened his jacket’s pocket and pulled out the envelope with the card he’s written for you. It was risky. He’s never contacted you before, but he felt that it was time to start initiating it.

‘To Y/N’ was written on the royal blue envelope.

Inside was a card with an owl printed on it, saying ‘Guess who…’.

In the card, Ed had written, ‘Although you may not know my name, you are special to me just the same.’

Usually he would opt for a nice riddle, but he discarded each one he’d written because none of them really conveyed this sentiment well enough. But he would try them out for the next card he would write to you. This one was mostly to test the waters anyway.

At the bottom, the card’s own text continued, ‘... your secret admirer.’

Edward walked out of your apartment, after having said goodbye to your cats, and placed the envelope on your doormat outside.

With a happy smile and while humming Ave Maria, Ed walked downstairs and out of the building, practically skipping to his own apartment complex.

He couldn’t wait to finally make you his.

#if you've read my fic about Thomas Schiff breaking into your apartment I've taken like two aspects from there into this one #just because i find them particularly interesting and to be driving the point home that Eddie is a creep lol #trans male reader #trans male reader insert #male reader #edward nashton #ed nashton #edward nashton x reader #the riddler #the riddler x reader #dano riddler #dano!riddler #dano riddler x reader #paul dano #danonation #fanfiction #fanfic #dark fic

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enhadiares · 2 years

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I just want to say I love ur updates a lot..i spend my time reading your post and glad that I found your profile ....your so talented..

And i also have a request...

Enhypen yandere reaction to s/o getting harassed by their bff ( the members friend )and s/o hiding it because she/he threatened by their bff not to say it

If u have time ? 💗💗💗💗☺️

✧Enhypen Yandere reaction to their s/o being hara$$ed by their friend and them finding that they threaten their s/o to keep shut.

✧a/n: ooomyyghaad 😭😭that's soo sweet of you. Thank you so much for reading my works and I really appreciate ppl liking and enjoying it😊. It makes me so happy to know that someone is liking my efforts and works😌✨😸. I'll write this for only hyung-line though .

(Disclaimer: I do not condone this behaviour. This is just imagination and none of the members are like this)

༉ Pairing: Enhypen x reader

༉ Genre: Yandere

༉ Warning: Yandere themes , mention of hara$$ment , cussing , violence.

You were really quite and looked really nervous when he told you that his friend Sam was coming over. The proximity Sam was trying to keep with you also didn't go unnoticed by him. The way you kept trying to be as far away as you can when Sam came closer - gave him a hint. He was starting to connect the dots and loose control when he finally did . How can that filthy guy come to his house and harass his girl? His love?.

Heeseung

He held up Sam's body and called someone to get rid of it. Then he came over to you.

"I'm sorry I didn't knew this before, you should have told me"

"H-He threatened me that he will k-kill you" you replied. His heart started beating fast after hearing this - you cared for him. You hid all of this just because Sam told you that he would harm him.

"Don't worry , now no one would even touch your hair. I'm going to protect you love"

Jay

He noticed how uncomfortable and scared you looked when he mentioned Sam.

He asked you to tell him the reason and when you denied his eyes darkened.

"What is it baby?" He said intimidating you.

You were scared and just told him everything.

Red . Thats what he saw. He wanted to torture that fucker for even thinking about harrasing you. He thought Sam was his friend. Jay knew no one was good around you. His instinct was right. But he wasn't going to let Sam live. Never.

He called Sam over to 'hang-out'.

Yeah Sam never came out of your house ever again. His screams were loud asf. The was jay came in to sit next to you so casually with blood all over him scared you even more.

He took your hands in his and said softly -"you don't have to be scared ever again baby I'm sorry I didn't notice it before. Next time come tell me if something happens. Scratch that. I won't let anyone touch you"

You were kinda happy that jay killed him

Jake

He was disappointed in himself after you mustered up the courage and told him everything. Disappointed That he didn't notice anything before and you had to go through that all alone. He called Sam over to have a talk. He was first calm then things started to get all messy. He was so angry that Sam who be thought as his friend backstapped him like this and he had no idea. He tied Sam and started punching him until his face was unrecognisable. He made Sam apologize to you and then killed him with no hesitation.

"I'll take better care of you baby , please forgive me" he said to you.

Sunghoon

He was fucking annoyed and wanted to do nothing but rip Sam's body apart. How.fucking.dare.he. He is going to regret being born. He was angry at himself that he couldn't protect you well. His doll was in pain - how come he had no idea?

He went to Sam's house , kidnapped him and tortured him slowly and painfully. He left him alive so he could apologize to you , even though the apology meant nothing because the damage was done. Then he mercilessly killed Sam.

"Sorry doll I didn't protect you properly , but please tell him if you have a problem next time - I would never let you have any problem like this ever again."

Kkeut

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outivv · 3 years

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Sorry it's me again, again idk if u have ur requests open but if u do can I request zhongli, childe, albedo and kaeya having a huge argument with reader and reader says something like "maybe you'll understand when something happens to me and I don't ever come back" and runs off to a commission but the thing is reader doesn't return for like days and the boys feel very guilty and become worried sick, frantically searching for them their last words ringing until they find reader who was badly hurt from the commission and someone else took care of them. And then they're like I'm sorry and get super protective. Angst to fluff. U don't have to do it if u don't wanna. Ty :)

Synopsis: angst to fluff with Childe, zhongli, albedo, and kaeya

Warnings: huge argument, minor gore, yelling, mentions of death/ near death experience, and cursing

Game/ fandom: genshin impact

Pronouns for reader: gender neutral/ not mentioned

A/n: don’t be sorry! You have nothing to be sorry about, I love taking requests! I was in a bit of a angsty mood so I was really excited when I got this request! Also to anyone that may be wondering, part 2 of my ‘toxic traits of genshin characters’ will be later this week and quite possibly tomorrow. Anyway hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: for kaeya’s I wanted him to say something based on a insecurity the reader has but everyone’s different so... just imagine he says the worst thing you can possibly imagine to you. Ok? Ok.

— Childe —

Childe is one to hide the fact that he’s part of the fatui a secret from his loved ones, for as long as he can. Now you never had a huge problem with the fatui, their motives and how exactly they get what they want maybe. But you didn’t know too much about them to form a full opinion on them.

Childe typically flew under the radar though. But after a few too many dates missed and nights you spent mostly alone in your shared bed, you started getting upset. Reasonably so too.

Now It was the 11th date he’s missed in the past two months. Claiming that he was working at the bank. So you waited at home for his delayed arrival. Only to be met with a bloody and bruised Childe. He seemed out of breath, and looked as though he would collapse any second. But you didn’t care, you were pissed.

“Where were you.” You said. It was more a statement than a question though. Child looked at you as though he knows he’s been caught. “Ah haha... uh... work” Childe said clutching his side. He winced when he collapsed into the chair closet to him, and the farthest from you.

“That’s the same excuse you’ve used for the past two months” you said through gritted teeth. “Now, I’ll ask again. Where. Were. You.” You’ve lost your patience at this point. Childe looks as though he’s lost his too. “I said, work.” He responds with a fake smile, clearly trying to keep this “I was totally at work” act.

You slam your palm on the table next to you, and Childe doesn’t even flinch. You stand up and scream, “cut the bull shit! I know you weren’t working at the bank this late at night! Or two weeks ago when we had a date! You said it was your day off!”

Childe stands up too, though not as abruptly as you did. “Listen I’m sorry! But I genuinely had work to do! It’s not that big a deal that I missed some plans we can just reschedule!” Childe yelled trying to match your volume, but failing.

“Wow... are you fucking kidding me? Not that big of a deal huh?” you said standing there shocked by his words. Childe realizes what he had said and wanted to take them back as quickly as possible. “Hey, no... I... I didn’t mean it like that. You know I wouldn’t mean it like that...” he said walking over to you and placing his hands on your shoulders.

“No. You did mean it like that. And you know what? It isn’t that big of a deal. So it surely wouldn’t be a big deal if I just left. Now would it?” You said. Childe’s face contorted into one of shock and fear. You’ve had enough and you need a break. And what he said crossed the line.

“Y/n... wait no no, you can’t just leave? Please.” Childe desperately said as he walked over to where you were currently putting your shoes on. “Well maybe you’ll understand the fear of wondering where your s/o is if they don’t show up for a while if I finally just leave.” You say slamming the door behind you and right in childe’s face.

Those were the last words you said before you walked out the door three days ago. Childe feels so guilty as he lays in bed unable to sleep. He can’t shake the thought that something may have happened to you or that you just flat out dumped him.

Those thoughts clouded his mind until he said “fuck it” and climbed out of bed to go look for you. He searched all of liyue harbor except for bubu pharmacy. He doubted that you’d be there but he tried it anyways.

As he walked up the steps to the pharmacy he heard a familiar voice, your voice. He ran up the steps and rushed inside. “Y/n?!” He shouted. Qiqi jumped at the sudden appearance of the ginger, and said “do you have a prescription”

You laughed and looked at qiqi “no qiqi but it’s alright he’s not here for medicine, just me” you said. Qiqi almost looked disappointed at that but compiled and went back behind the counter.

“Y/n? Are you alright why are you here?” Childe said frantically. You sighed and said, “yes, yes I’m fine. I went to do commissions while I was gone and got hurt but I’m fine now.” Childe’s face turned pale at your words.

He hugged you close and said “I’m sorry... I’m so, so sorry, but please don’t leave like that ever again.” You hugged him back and said “I won’t... but please, let’s talk when we get home.” To which he later complied to.

— zhongli —

Zhongli was always a gentleman to you. He was the sweetest boyfriend you could ever ask for. Except for when he would treat you as a child. He’d explain simple things to you or correct you for a minor mistake and then proceed to explain it thoroughly to you about how what you did was incorrect.

This rightfully got on your nerves, so you decided that the next time he would do it, that you’d call him out on it. He was in the middle of explaining to you how you were wrong when you suddenly called him out.

“Zhongli I’m not a child. You don’t need to explain this to me like I’m one.” You said calmly. He looked at you as though you were crazy. “I know... I’m just saying you’re supposed to do—“ he was saying until he was cut off by your frustration.

“I get that but you don’t have to explain it to me in such explicit detail. I appreciate it but you’re speaking to me as if I’m a child.” You said shortly. You were losing your patience. If he tried to explain how he was just helping you one more time— “yes but you did it wrong so I’m just explaining it” zhongli said.

Now you’ve lost any and all patience you’ve had since the beginning of this conversation. “Alright, you know what? I’ll just figure this out myself you don’t have to teach me.” You said moving him out of the way of your work station. Zhongli looked almost as if he were offended. And quite frankly, he kinda was.

“Y/n. You could hurt yourself if you do it like that.” Zhongli said shortly. “Yeah well better than being talked to like a baby.” You slightly mumbled. But it was still loud enough so he could hear it. “Excuse me? I was just trying to help.” Zhongli said now on the other side of your work station looking you dead in the eyes.

“Well then you were doing a shit job.” You said looking back down at your sword which you were trying to sharpen. “No I said it calmly and in a way you can understand.” Zhongli responded. Maybe not the best words of choice though. “So I can understand?! I understand more than a 5 year old, so don’t talk to me like I’m one!” You shouted.

“Well you’re certainly acting like one.” Zhongli said, but as soon as he did he knew what was gonna happen next. You stood up straight and picked up your sword from off the table, sheathing it and walking towards the door. You were about to leave but before you did you said, “well then I guess you won’t have to babysit me for a while” and then stormed out the door.

Days went by without word from you. Zhongli couldn’t sleep, to be honest he can’t without you next to him. You’ve never gotten into a fight like that before. Actually you’ve never gotten into a real fight. You’d always talk about your problem with the other person.

Zhongli got so worried by the 4th day that he searched all of liyue for you. He was even considering looking in mondstadt but first he decided to look for you at the wangshu inn. And thank god he did (ok a break from the angst wouldn’t thank god just be another saying for thank myself if zhongli or venti were to say it)

He found you talking with verr at the front desk. Bandages apparent on your arms and a few on your face. “Love...? What... oh my god” he said walking up to you and hugging you tightly. He never showed a lot of affection in public so this took you off guard at first. That and the fact that he found you.

“Zhongli... hey...” you said hugging him back. You felt guilty now that you’ve seen him again. You may have over reacted. “I’m so sorry.” He says into your shoulder. “Hey it’s ok, I’m sorry too.” You said removing his face from your shoulder, and brushing back the hair in his face.

He doesn’t care what happened over those four days. He only cares about the fact that now your safe and happy in his arms.

— Albedo —

Albedo was typically busy with his work, which you understood and respected that. But when he started pushing his work into later in the night and refusing to take breaks, you became worried.

“Albedo? You should really sleep, or eat, or just take a break. Even for five minutes.” You pleaded to your lover. He almost disregarded everything you said to busy with his work. Until you said in a quite and worried voice, “please?”

He felt guilty but wanted to finish his work. “I will later y/n.” He said not taking his eyes off of the paper he was writing on. “Albedo—“ you began but were cut off with a palm hitting a desk. “Y/n! What did I say! Stop bothering me!” Albedo shouted. He has never raised his voice at you, actually just in general he never raised his voice.

This all came to you as a surprise but you also weren’t going to take rate him yelling at you like that. “Albedo. Don’t yell at me, I’m only saying that you should take a break.” You said shortly. “Well you’re being annoying about it. Now go, leave me alone so I can finally work in peace.”

His words cut through you like a knife to the heart. Were you really that annoying? No, surely not, and he surely doesn’t mean any of that. Does he? “Fine. If I’m that much of an inconvenience to you.” You said as you headed out.

“Where are you going y/n?” Sucrose asked as you gathered some of your things. “I’m going to mondstadt. If albedo asks just tell him I left. Don’t tell him where though.” You said walking away despite sucroses protests behind you.

The next morning albedo left his work station to crawl into bed with you and cuddle for a couple of minutes. Only to realize that you were gone. Not sure where though he looked around the house, expecting you to be there.

He saw no one though. So he thought that he might as well ask sucrose the next day if she knew your whereabouts. “Sucrose, do you happen to know where Y/n is?” He asked. Sucrose turned pale and tried to make up and excuse. It clearly wasn’t working. Through her rambling albedo managed to slip in a few words “sucrose. Where is y/n. I need to know.” He said shortly.

Spoiler alert sucrose told him where you were. He rushed down dragonspine and into mondstadt. He found you at the adventures guild talking with Kathryn (I think that’s her name). You clearly had bandages on you due to some wounds. “Y/n? Why... why’d you leave without saying anything?” Albedo said hesitantly. You shot him a glare which turned to worry as you saw that he had bags under his now glossy eyes.

You sighed saying goodbye to Kathryn and walked to albedo. “You told me to.” You said. Albedo tried to recall what he said last night and when he did he turned pale and his former glossy eyes were now filled with tears. Albedo was never an emotional person, but when he’s both tired, stressed, and you were in danger unbeknownst to him, he does get a bit emotional.

“I... I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I love you and I didn’t mean to say that.” He said hugging you, and burying his face in the crook of your neck. You brushed through his now messy hair and hugged him back saying, “hey, I know, it’s ok...” you both stood there for a solid three minutes before heading back to dragonspine.

— Kaeya —

Kaeya is a man who doesn’t always watch his tongue. He says things with almost no filter. Actually no I take that back he does have a filter, but most times he doesn’t use it due to the fact that he wants to be a sarcastic asshole.

Now this time he stepped to far, you can barely remember what he said but one thing led to another and now you’re in the middle of an argument. Or a you-yell-at-kaeya-while-he-just-watches-you-with-a-smile-on-his-face argument. Which surprisingly doesn’t happen that often.

“Kaeya you can’t just say things like that! That was an absolute ass thing to do you—“ you were shouting at him until he stood up and spoke up.

The absolute filth of words that spewed out from his mouth made you sick. “Why... why would you say something like that...” you said “what the fuck is wrong with you!” Tears were streaming down your face and you ran to the door. Kaeya realized the impact of his words and ran after you.

“Y/n, wait! I didn’t mean it like that!” He said trying to grab into your arm. “Then what we’re you trying to say hm? You could’ve said anything else but you chose that” you said. He knows you’re insecure about it. And in the moment he was so mad that he thought that he should say it.

He couldn’t stop you from leaving, so he went to your shared bedroom to internally beat himself up about what he said. He wanted to take it all back and start the whole argument over, but he knew he couldn’t. He took the next day off from work.

And instead he went looking for you. He looked everywhere but eventually found you coming back to mondstadt. Though you were bruised and had bandages all over your body. “Y/n...?” He said from across the street. You looked up from the ground and glared at him.

“What do you want? Here to insult me more.” You said. You knew it was petty but you didn’t care. “No I’m here to apologize.” He said calmly. You walked up to the adventures guild to cash in your commissions. And Kaeya hugged you from behind burying his face in your shoulder.

This wasn’t anything new but still took you a bit by surprise. “I’m sorry for what I said. And I’m sorry I let you leave and get hurt.” He said though it was muffled by the fact that his face was in your shoulder. You sighed and patted his head “just... please don’t say something like that again... I’m still mad but... I just want to make sure you won’t do that again.” You said.

He lifted his head up and agreed to your conditions. He wasn’t surprised by the fact that you are still mad, but he promised not to say something like that again.

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