With a heaving heart,
I said goodbye.
Tiny tears rolling down,
I smiled and bid farewell to him.
With a faint voice,
I sobbed sitting on the floor.
Never have I ever,
wished things to be different.
Never have I ever,
hurt a single soul.
Maybe,
this time I did.
Happy Sunday, my loves 💜🖤💜 How was your weekend? Mine went by so fast! But here we are at the precipice of a new week. Full of new adventures, new experiences, and new ideas. Let’s make it ours. We’ve talked so much about letting go and moving on. Because with all of our successes, we still look back on the people and the things that we may have left behind. Sometimes, I think we feel like we don’t deserve those very successes that we worked so hard for. Sacrificed everything for. Bled for. Because we miss those who were there along the way. But you are not who you once were. You’re not the same person from last year, last month, or last week. The old adage “everything happens for a reason” rings true. People come and go. Sometimes they’re only here for a short while; to teach us valuable lesson. It might be a joyful one or it might be a heartbreaking one. It’s ok to miss them, but miss them, and then let them go when they’re gone. Think about that and let me know how you feel. You are WORTHY You are LOVED You deserve HAPPINESS Never forget that you are a unique piece of this vast universe, and you have a part to play. And never let them take your shine because you shine so damn bright. Take care 💜✌🏽 Love Always, KVP #2022 #poet #poetrygirl #poetess #instapoet #igpoets #poetessofinstagram #quote #quoteoftheday #writersquotes #poetrycommunity #poetessofinstagram #wordsofaffirmation #SelfCareSunday#igpoetry #womenwhowritepoetry #poetrygirl #meme #motivationalquotes #explorepage #highervibes #affirmations #positivevibes #instaexplore (at The Moon) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd35vu2plt2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
sometimes i wish i'd never met you
cuz then, my life wouldn't be so blue
i wish you never had texted me
now all i think about
is when you're reply
my mood depends on your emotions
and i hate it so much
i wanna go back to how we were
just 2 strangers walking in the street
i just wanna block you
and never see you again
it's for the best anyway
it was never gonna work out in the first place
7/18/2022
Hi, I hope everyone is doing well and staying hydrated, I need y'all's help, I've been searching for a thread from Tumblr that I saw in Instagram (lol) It was a thread of quotes about God and forgiveness. One quote in particular I have not stopped thinking about but I can't find it anywhere so if someone could help me find, I'll be forever in gratitude.
It said something close to this " I spent years asking for forgiveness to a God that was living inside me all along"
Why complain when you can fix the problem yourself? #authorquotes #authors #authorproblems #authorlife #authorlove #authorsofinstagram #author #writerquote #writinglife #writersquote #writerquotes #writingcommunity #writersquotes #writingquotes #authorcommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/CmNV0fWJu9I/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
on deadbeat fathers who pass down their pain to their daughters and expect them to wear them like battle-wounds.
I wish you were a better man.
Father,
I am trying to forgive you
For all the times you did not show up.
For all the times I had to misunderstand your violence as your love language.
For all the bouts of unexpected rage.
For the mistakes that you made
And still keep on making
Without ever being apologetic about them.
Father,
I am trying to forgive you.
For the apologies you did not make.
For all the times you disappeared after destroying everything,
And reappeared like nothing had happened.
For all the shit you put me through
And still do
Without ever acknowledging it.
Father,
I am trying to grow up
And accept that people like you
Just hold no intention of improving.
I am trying to grow out of habits
That tried to find love in places
(and people)
Where there was no space for love.
Father,
I know this world has bruised you.
But as I grow older,
I am also beginning to understand
That the world leaves no one unbruised.
And that, it is not a daughter's responsibility
To beg her father for a relationship.
Father,
I am trying to forgive you.
And I pray to God
That you find it in yourself
To forgive you.
-abhilasha // on deadbeat fathers who pass down their pain to their daughters (and expect them to wear them like battle wounds)