You have always been there, listening without judgment, no closer friend do I have than your pristine innocence. You listen to my heart when my voice fades away under the weight of pain, or when happiness leaves me speechless. You are the keeper of my secrets and dreams, and the hopes that I dare not speak. You have been a little boat I folded, and sent on the stream of the sky hoping my wishes reach the stars. You have been the handkerchief that has dried my tears, and offered me the solace that only confesion can bring. You have taken my anger and rage, yes, even my hate, and purged me so I can breathe again. My love you have immortalized, and every beautiful creation imagination has bequeathed my mind. How can I not love you more than anything? I could never leave you, or abandon you, for it would be to deny the part of my soul that beats in you.
e.v.e. (White page)
Sometimes by protecting someone, we inadvertently create a monster called ego.
-J.Wool, Ego, Soul Whispers
I am not so brave,just someone who dances in the rain but scared to fall in love
"Hold me close, don't let me go.. hold me dear, as the stars softly glow. And they sparkle too, just like your smile.. I sure do love you, let's stay up all night to watch the sunrise bloom. Pinks and orange, mother nature is the loveliest porn.. the kind that feeds the soul, the kind that helps it grow. So let's grow together, forever.. and no matter the weather, I will stay by your side."
You are stuck with me for eternity, if you will keep me that long - eUë
“you’re so pretty,” okay write poetry about me then.
“What he knew, he knew from books, and books lied, they made things prettier.”
― Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life
Being queer saved my life. Often we see queerness as deprivation. But when I look at my life, I saw that queerness demanded an alternative innovation from me. I had to make alternative routes; it made me curious; it made me ask, "Is this enough for me?"
— Ocean Vuong
“And all at once, Summer collapsed into Fall”
The wise frog has words to offer you
Impermanence evokes the infinity. Birth and death are the breath of life.
"How many loved your moments of glad grace, And loved your beauty with love false or true, But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you." WB Yeats
Falling in love with Yeats again.
anthem for the modern lesbian by salem m. s.
I will sing love throughout
the pages of this walk
woven by the letters
within my soul
so that when your
heart fails to
those hard times,
you will know that
I am life inside you
giving breath to what
you are without
ever inflicting pain,
in order to remind
you that on this journey,
you are never alone and
that this hand will always
be open for you to hold,
these arms always
waiting for you
with the warmth
that composes me.
When your soul
hurts too much
to look at the sky,
I will carry the sun
in my eyes for
you to know that
hope still lives
and that it will not
let you down.
stand in the rain
and see the sun
across the sky,
remember I will be
the smile at the end of the
rainbow awaiting you,
the glittering promise
that dances in the light.
-J.Wool,End of the Rainbow
current favourite words part I (part II):
• esoteric: likely to be understood or enjoyed by only a few people with a special knowledge or interest
• hubris (greek tragedy): excessive pride towards or defiance of the gods, leading to nemesis
• trepidation: great worry or fear about something unpleasant that may happen
• hedonistic: based on the belief that pleasure is the most important thing in life
• decadence: moral or cultural decline as characterized by excessive indulgence in pleasure or luxury
• writhe: respond with great emotional or physical discomfort to (a violent or unpleasant feeling or thought)
• acerbic: (of a person or what they say) critical in a direct and rather cruel way
• sanguine: blood red
Chaos | Nikita Gill