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naompspsps · 21 days

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How they would act when you fall asleep on their shoulder

Summary: You had a long morning, and you didn't even get enough sleep so now you are very tired, But sitting with them in the courtyard during lunch break, while they talk you find yourself falling asleep, your head on their shoulder.

ft. Silver, Cater & Sebek x NB!Reader [Seperate] (+Lilia in Sebek's part lmao, Trey and Riddle only mentioned by me but they aren't in the short story)

Fluff<3

A/n: First post!! but likeee Just a lil' heads up, some parts of them may be OOC, I've been reading too much stories of them that I've forgotten how they act in the game so uh.. Srry, Enjoy tho- You may keep requesting more characters of this summary or different scenarios with different characters if you'd like, so long as their appropriate :3 (click here for my profile)

Silver

Let's admit it, He would be quite surprised but get used to it in seconds. While Silver looks at you, his attention goes to his surroundings, He would love to sleep too, before lunchbreak ends, but he's still cautious of his surroundings, Like.. What if you get taken away? Possibilities are impossible but this man has a crazy disaster of possibilities in his mind.

It won't happen at all, By the way. You're just sleeping for a while before getting back to stressing school works.

Silver's head freezes, Realizing he can't move his head too much as you were moving your head somewhere more comfortable on his shoulder and your hands hugging his arm like a pillow. Silver gently grabs your shoulder, his forearm protecting the back of your head and placing your head on his lap softly. He takes off his blazer, folding it until it's thick enough to be a pillow without moving too much to wake you up. Then he puts it in between your arms, to his surprise, you immediately respond to the folded blazer and pull it into a tight embrace. "That's cute.." Silver whispers, lightly tracing the back of his finger from your cheekbone to your jawline. "I guess a small nap with you wouldn't hurt.."

Cater

Cater would.. Be so happy that 'crushiecakes' finally fell asleep on him!! So happy that he would take a pic of him and you. #cute #staywithme #OMG #ifeelsohappy. Like, he would probably even brag it to Trey and Riddle later in which Riddle does not care, "go back to your room." will be the only thing Riddle will say. but Trey.. He will not know what to say. Congrats??

So yeah, But he would post it, half of Cater's magicam posts is literally either you or you WITH him, so He thinks you wouldn't mind if he just posted you sleeping on him.. He would take down the post if you didn't approve of that though, but.. Yeah. He posts about it.

"Oh my gosh, I can't believe this is happening- Hashtag so cool!" Cater stops talking to himself when he sees your body moving, probably from how noisy he got, but we dont blame him, he's a simp and we love it. So he just keeps quiet, not wanting to wake you up. It's both giving 'don't want my pookie to get off me' and 'I don't want pookie to wake up when they're so tired'

But, aside from all his chaotic energy, one side of him just does most romantic works as his hand creeps up to your waist, keeping you comfortable and making sure you don't fall forward. Cater looks at your sleeping face, smiling at the sight. "Gosh, So adorable." He mumbles under his breath, fighting the urge to pinch your cheeks. He places a kiss on your head, leaning his cheek on your scalp. "Sweet dreams, [Name]."

Sebek

No because he wants you to stay but he also wants you to go, otherwise others would see him with a human, when he always pushes humans away from him infront of others. But this might be his only chance.. You might never do this again because you don't realize it's Sebek you're leaning on!!

So, He just decides to give up in pushing you away and do this once. (probably a lie but who knows, what if he's good at keeping his risky words.)

Everytime students pass by the courtyard, he just randomly starts speaking like... himself. "Stupid human, Why did you even tire yourself out?!.." He mumbles in anger when another student passes by. He didn't see who it was, but it was Lilia. He notices the green haired by his angry mumbling. What Sebek is unaware of, is that he still doesn't realize that Lilia is nearby.

Sebek has his eyes on you. Resting on him so peacefully, unbothered.. How could he miss alot of these?! He's had chances with you that he pushed away, so now he wonders what he missed. His hand moves up to your head, yet it stops mid-way, hesitating. Eventually, he did it. He rubs your head slowly yet comfortable for you. "Hmph. Stupid human. Why do you have to be so cute." He says. "My, My, You have quite the heart, Sebek. Ah, Youngsters these days.. I might aswell tell Malleus and Silver of this golden moment." Lilia whispers to himself before walking off.

Author's end note: IM GONNA CRYQDJCU WHY IS SEBEK SO SOFT BUT ALSO SO AGGRESSIVE. LIKE WDYM "i feel peckish" CMERE HUN IMMA FEED YOU. then theres cater ig, this is what he gets for hanging out with kalim too much. Anddd then there's silver. Being so sweet. IWGWGDU I LOVE THEM SM /PLA

! do not repost or translate my works anywhere. do not copy or use my works in any site, Reblogs are appreciated alot though !

#twisted wonderland #silver x reader #nb reader #male reader #female reader #cater diamond #cater x reader #silver vanrouge #ig #sebek zigvolt #sebek x reader #disney twst

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cheeseceli · 2 months

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When they have a taller s/o

Pairing: Ot7!BTS × Gn!Reader (individually)

Genre: fluff, headcanons

Request: what either skz or bts would be like with a tall s/o? (5’8”)

Warnings: none? There's some sort of a "die" joke in Namjoon's but that's it

A/n: as promised, here's the BTS version of it! If you want, you can check the stray kids version here!

Jin

Your height was probably one of the first things he noticed about you and it's probably the thing that mesmerized him the most at first. Idk there's just something about it that makes him be so (more) enchanted about you, like you're some sort of runway model who makes everyone enchanted without even trying.

Suga

Bro would barely notice the height difference 😭 it's just that he finds you beautiful in every single aspect, your height is just one more thing for him to admire. Wouldn't make a big deal out of it but he finds it beautiful and you know it just by how he looks at you.

J-hope

HE LOVES IT. He's 100% the type to giggle over the height difference, fight me. He's always so smiley about it but the moment someone even dares to think badly about your appearance or the difference between the two of you he's ready to throw hands. Your best defender and supporter ever, no matter what.

Namjoon

He's kinda shy to admit this, but he believes that the cuddles and hugs you guys share become ten times better because of your height. It just feels so comfortable and he loves how you can just engulf him with no problem. Just like Hoseok, this man is ready to defend you till the ends of earth. Anyone who bad-mouths you two just dies of embarrassment after listening to Namjoon's replies (I love this man so much fr)

Jimin

He's ready to receive full princess treatment. You know that video where he asks jungkook to help him reach the gym equipment even tho he could've done it alone? That's what we're talking about. Wears your clothes, asks for you to reach the top shelf for him, wants to be picked up and everything else you can imagine. Needless to say he loves the height difference.

Taehyung

Oh he's loving it so much. Every time you guys do the slightest pda he has such a cocky smile on his face lmao. Like "yeah that's my partner, can you believe it?". He loves hugs where you kinda tower him, kisses where you need to bend down a little, gosh he loves even standing still next to you. That's how in love he's for you (and the height difference).

Jungkook

Yeah you're taller but he's still gonna make you sit in his lap, he's still carrying you bridal style everywhere and picking you up any time he can (which is always). Literally doesn't care about the height, he's still babying you and there's nothing you can do about it.

Dividers by @saradika-graphics

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tubbytarchia · 3 months

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I love to imagine how shocked and surprised the ranchers and Pearl would be when they both realize that the ranchers don’t fear Pearl and that Pearl isn’t ridiculing the ranchers for even a second

Like they’d be flabbergasted

“Wait your not scared of me??”

“Wait your not gonna make fun of us???”

Just imagine them standing together like that one Spider-Man point meme

Sorry this answer is about to go on a bit of a general ranchers/pearl thought spree but YEAH this, lmao. They have more in common than they'd think!! Alas fate was cruel and it feels like two ships that were so close to meeting but just barely missed each other in the night, sailing right past

Jimmy at least has Tango to not be alone in his ridicule but even with their heads put together they wouldn't have enough brain capacity to care about what others are saying about Pearl. And well, there WAS session 3 when Jimmy shooed Pearl away because of. powdered snow?????? And because she was holding a sculk sensor?? Honestly I don't think Jimmy even at that point cared much about her being labelled as crazy, or didn't perceive it as anything significant, because it never came up unless I'm mistaken? Not once did the ranchers mention that? Jimmy did still break my heart in that moment but I don't think he realized the gravity of what he was doing. I think he was leaning into that more jokingly than anything but also... maybe Scott's presence at that very moment influenced him (cough because flower husbands past cough)

Tango most certainly wouldn't care about what Scott was spreading about Pearl. Scott could come and tell it to his face and he'd be like "uhuh yup!" and then forget immediately because he's Tango (not because he's stupid, he just doesn't think about things he doesn't consider important in relation to him). And Jimmy I think might care more if he weren't in like a happy ranch marriage with Tango and stuff. They'd be aware but not know how deep others' perception of Pearl went, nor would they care unless Pearl wronged them in any significant way

Jimmy wasn't surprised by Pearl's kindness to them in getting the goat horns, probably mostly because he was racking his brain too hard over Minecraft mechanics and being too overjoyed when they did get said horns, but probably also because he expected it to be a one-off thing? But I'd like to think that when Pearl returned to apologize after making a fool of him by stealing Oreo (the horse) with Martyn, and Jimmy kept asking "Are you serious?" when Pearl offered to give the horse back for nothing in exchange this time, that that was when he was really taken aback. Pearl once again showed some form of kindness, even as she was being shunned by everyone (moreso now than in session 2) and as she started to lean into the label of "crazy" that she was given because what else was she to do, all alone? Even then she ran back to Jimmy to apologize and give the horse back. And Jimmy, sweet child, offers friendship at last. But then he got ahead of himself when Pearl asked for confirmation and he went "You know you'd be an even better friend if you gave my horn back too!" and Pearl had to admit she'd already given it to Martyn, after which they kind of just separated without saying much. Clearly Jimmy was disappointed but mm he didn't even proclaim that Pearl wasn't welcome anymore or anything... It was certainly implied through his silence but knowing Jimmy, he would have gotten defensive and made his stance clear, but he didn't, which was either because he didn't want to, because maybe he still wanted to entertain the idea of Pearl making it up to him, OR he was just that fucking sad. He just said "right" and left as Pearl laughed (also I refuse to believe there was malice there in her laugh. What else was she gonna do in response) Either way oh my god I hate it I'm so sad

Anyway so. Their interactions past session 2 were mostly unfortunate but to me it's just... SUCH CRUEL FATE because YOU'RE RIGHT ANON. I really think they could have made it work but because Pearl was in the position that she was in, she didn't consider the idea of ever allying with anyone seriously enough and when she would have, with the ranchers, she'd already felt like she missed her chance. I'd like to imagine her laugh then, when Jimmy left her at the gate of the ranch was that of realization that maybe this friendship really could have happened, but she messed it up. And I'd like to think the ranchers would have still ultimately welcomed her into an alliance, had Pearl not given up trying, because she probably thought that if the ranchers hadn't thought badly of her yet, they must have now. Because no one wanted her, why would the ranchers be an exception? I'm gonna stop my unrefined elongated rant before I completely lose myself um hi hello I'm sorry that I got emotional in response to an anon ask describing the spiderman meme LMAO I'm a bit ill

#blabber #maybe I should get a tag for my pearl/rancher stuff so I can use it as propaganda on my pinned post #rancher/pearl thoughts #there you go

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bonny-kookoo · 2 years

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Jungkook: 𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐘 (5)

In which you're going into heat- but something's not quite right.

Tags/Warnings: Mafia!Jungkook, Hybrid!Reader, mute!reader, Angst, Fluff, Slight humor, Crime and violence, mentions of kidnapping, graphic description of adult content (violence, smut, Jungkooks questionable interrogation tactics) strangers to lovers

Additional chapter warnings: mc is needy for affection, mentions of non-consensual medication (past), chaotic couple stuff lmao

Chapter Length: mid/long

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It's something that Jungkook already knew would happen eventually. However, it's Jin of all people who notices it first- commenting on your clingy behavior as you sit on Jungkook's lap while he tries to get you to eat something.

You've been awfully bold and affectionate lately, even more so now than how you've been after the whole fiasco of your kidnapping-stunt. You won't leave him alone, you constantly scent him, and while at first he's been a little awkward about it, he can't deny that it's actually kind of nice to receive your affection.

Not that he'd openly say that though.

"Did she, you know, try anything yet?" Jin chuckles, as Jungkook just shakes his head, sighing when you just refuse to take a single bite for now.

"No, not at all." he says. "She uh.. Slept in my bed with me last night because she wouldn't stop crying once I left her alone, but that's it." he shrugs. "isn't she supposed to be like.. Fucking horny all the time?" he mumbles, concentrating on maybe trying to get you to at least take a bite out of the small snack Jin had made for you. You turn away however, making him deflate visibly, before he tries again.

"I mean, yeah. She should be." he worries, before visibly changing into professional mode as he checks the inside of your hybrid ears, your eyes, a hand to your forehead. "she's a little hot to the touch. No appetite either huh.." he mumbles as he watches the younger man given for now. "this all looks like side effects of medication." he says.

"But I didn't give her any?" Jungkook wonders now, confused, while he tries to hold you still as you swing your legs in boredom.

"hold her still for a second, I want to check something." Jin seriously instructs, waiting for the younger to comply, before he feels around the base of your hips, your tail lazily swinging before it starts to viciously swat around, your body reacting instantly when his hand finds something hard under the skin. "it's okay, it's okay, I'll back off!" he says- though he funnily doesn't know if he's trying to pacify you or the glaring Jungkook you're sitting on- but he composes himself. "She's got a PMT, just like I thought. That's why she's like this." he says.

"speak human to me, you know I don't know what the fuck you mean by PMS." Jungkook groans, as he pats your back almost as if by second nature.

"PMT, but yeah, sorry." Jin says, sitting down. "It's a small device that stores medication and releases it slowly over the course of a year." he explains. "she probably got it from her former.. Owner, to prevent her heats." he sighs.

"isn't that dangerous though? Why would he do that shit?" he wonders, genuinely confused now.

Jin only shrugs.

They both thought that you've been held captive for.. Well, those reasons, but apparently, that's not what happened at all. And with you not talking, there's just no one to ask, so they just have to move on and work with what's going on now. "I think it's best to remove it."

"You're not cutting her open." Jungkook replies, wrestling you a little as you start to try and wiggle out of his grasp. "She's- goddamn,- isn't there a better way?" he says, huffing when your tail swats his face, his ears turning red when he gets an involuntary glimpse of your panties- hand grabbing the bottom of your dress to cover you up before he admits defeat and let's you go.

"sadly not. It's best to remove it now when she's not, you know, fully aware of her surroundings." he says, and Jungkook watches as you flop down on the round soft carpet close by in the living room area. "You like her, don't you?"

"hmhm." Jungkook admits, surprising Jin at how easily the younger one says that. "hard not to." he shrugs, deciding to eat your snack himself now.

"She does you good." Jin comments.

"The fuck is that supposed to mean?" he barks, chewing on the sandwich.

"Nothing. You're just.. Becoming more patient. It's nice." the older one says, grinning. "She'll be fine. I'm sure one day she will talk as well."

"Doesn't matter if she does or doesn't." Jungkook says. "I think we understand each other just fi- Hey no, don't play with that!" he suddenly panics, rushing over to you as you pull on a loose string on ome of the couch cushions, playfully holding onto his arm as he tries to get you off.

All while Jin laughs to himself, shaking his head.

You two are certainly something.

#bts imagine #bts fanfic #bts fic #jungkook imagine #Enemy au

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thestobingirlie · 8 months

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Sorry I just got mad and had to share. Saw a post from a few months ago saying stobin stans who don't like ro//ance always go on about how Robin and Nancy wouldn't be friends or how it takes away Robin's autonomy to say she wouldn't like Nancy because of the history with Steve and it makes her revolve around Steve. They said that since Robin "loathed" Steve pre season 3 and their friendship developing fast (they worked together for a month though and then multiple time skips) it's not unusual for Robin to like Nancy quickly (even though it took a month of working together for Robin to admit it and torture to bond them) And then also said how Robin would be mad at Steve for what happened in or with st4ncy. I'm not sure if they are referring to S1 or S2 but in S1 it's implied based on how Steve got involved that he apologized to both Jonathan and Nancy, and that Nancy forgave him seeing as she got back with him. The school probably knew about the slut shaming too so Robin would already have that on her Steve radar. I guess they could be referring to Steve not supporting Nancy in S2 but I still don't see why Robin would think he did more and not equal wrong than Nancy (whether or not cheating happened etc). It just seems to be hating that even though her world is bigger than him, Robin does care deeply about Steve.

I just don't understand why people saying "hey maybe the best friend of this character would be a bit standoffish to the person who broke their heart" to different extents is such a radical statement.

Oh god I just sent the last ask and I switched tabs and saw it again

and the person thinks Steve abandoned nancy at Tina's so. Yeah ok I think they just hate Steve actually. So most of that ask doesn't mean anything because they're just not going to see Steve in anything other than the worst light and so of course why would his best friend care about him I guess that's why they think having her consider him is seen as making her not autonomous

steve haters literally think about him more than steve stans. i honestly think some people ship certain ships purely because they hate steve. because he’s all they talk about.

anyway, yeah i saw those posts lmao. some people who hate steve honestly seem to missing a few screws. because you can post “yeah, i don’t know, i just think robin loves steve, and that would affect how she feels about nancy.” and they’ll respond “SO YOU THINK ROBIN SHOULD BE SUBSERVIENT TO A MAN????? YOU THINK SHE CAN’T EXPERIENCE EMOTIONS???”

dude. no one said that.

the only thing that i think is fucked up about stancy that steve did that isn’t normal teenager shit (not realising the severity of a moment or being focused on yourself isn’t the sin people make it out to be) is the graffiti. and robin would presumably know about that. and she still wants nancy to cheat on jonathan. so… lmao.

it’s honestly crazy that tina’s party gets people so divided, and i don’t want to totally insult people, but they’re either dumb, or haven’t rewatched the season in a while lmao. or, like you said, they’re determined to see steve in the worst light possible for no reason. in which case, there’s just no point in engaging with them, especially because some of the things they saw are actually just so heinous and disgusting, and who wants to talk to people like that?

#steve harrington #robin buckley #anti ronance #stranger things #asks #anon

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weebsinstash · 1 year

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soooo what you're saying is yandere emperor & love sick concubine x empress au with bakugou as the emperor and izuku as his favourite concubine yeah??

oof those two would be an awful (read: amazing) duo for poor reader empress to go up against

Not going to lie I actually always meant to write more for Izuku??? I've actually had a decent amount of ideas for him because like, he already has habits that you can tweak ever so slightly and boom he's a lil yandere simp, drooling over you as he watches you from a distance and doodling into his lil notebook. He gives "hello mommy I love you so much and would die for you let's get married ❤️" energy but he's also feral enough that like. Could easily imagine him as one of those sweet tiny dudes who has a third leg and Fucks Severely. Like to be honest I'm a bottom as fuck and have always likes taller partners but certain personality types just deliver what is needed lmao. Like I've kinda unlocked a thing for having something smaller than you partner wise especially like that holds you down extremely easily, like the helplessness of it? Idk like in hentai where chicks get surrounded by like little tiny extremely strong but hugely dicked goblins, like not always that small obviously but you kind get the gist. Imagine an adult Izuku being shorter than you and younger than you and you think he's so passive and sweet or you think he's an annoying little boy and try to brush him off, and suddenly he's got you up against a wall hugging you so tight you can't shove him off and you're met with like the horror you can't overpower him by ANY means. And the whole time he's just like OuO sweet and smiling and just this secretly heinous little sex fiend who can easily fold you like a pretzel

But I will admit those two would work fairly well for this formula 😳 hm. The gears are turning. I dunno... hmm.....

Let's look at it from this angle. Bakugou is probably one of those Emperors that either killed all his brothers and took the throne by force, was his father's only child and usurped him, or maybe was a nobleman or high ranking soldier who became Emperor by wiping out the royal family. Just typical domination by overwhelming force kind of guy. Known as a somewhat of a savage albeit with amazing tactics skill and talented in warfare and combat. And then Midoriya is. Hm. Maybe a childhood friend or whatever but tbh I'm just kind of imagining him as this lil hippy thang that dresses in white and soft colors, I wouldn't say femboy per say but, maybe a little lmao. Katsuki sitting at his desk stamping documents and then here's Izuku bringing him tea and snack cakes and Bakugo is still like, a little rough, but nicer to him then he is to you lmao

But I just cannot imagine the like absolutely infuriating scenario of 1. Being stuck with Bakugo against your will in a political marriage 2. Having to perform duties you may not even be remotely interested in, for example tradtionally the Empress manages the other harem women who are often high ranking nobility but she's also not allowed to get involved in politics, so like, you influence but not much actual power of your own 3. He's not even a nice fucking person, like in this scenario you literally struggle to think of his good qualities that don't inevitably circle back to him being a brute 4. You're expected to have children with him and 5. On top of having to share him with other women, one of his concubines is a man who is essentially tries to guilt trip and pressure you into loving Bakugo

I remember in "I'm Divorcing My Tyrant Husband", which is kind of an infuriating read and idk if I would recommend it, the cruel tyrant Emperor doesn't respect his Empress because she's too nice and I imagine Bakugo, depending on what mood you're going for, would either be a condescending 'oh you're so weak and delicate, what use is there for you, worthless crybaby' OR 'you're so delicate therefore you must be kept like a precious caged animal where no harm can come to you like a beautiful rose encased in glass so it cannot wilt'

Bakugo would definitely be one of those characters who you constantly have massive 'misunderstandings' with, 'misunderstandings' translating to 'this guy is constantly a massive fucking asshole who doesn't properly communicate for shit' and Izuku is always trying to tell you how he "really" feels but since its never Katsuki himself you could care less. Like for example, an idea I can imagine for him is something like, Reader has a precious garden she takes care of day and night, while gardening you get bitten by a viper that was hiding in the brush, you get extremely ill, the next time you wake up and have recovered your entire garden is gone because he tore everything out and you're devastated because it feels like you've been punished for falling sick when his intention was to completely overturn your garden in case there were more vipers (which, to his credit there were, but you don't even care because you actively encouraged animals to take homes in your garden and now it's all ruined)

#yandere stuff #sinprompts #got another ask for this im about to do now

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4lph4kidz · 2 years

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(I have no idea if this sent twice, my laptop did a weird in the middle of it. Apologies if so)

Man, I feel like I get gaslit about Dirk every day. My main take is that Dirk's Big Two Most Memorable Conversations are the AR and Dave ones in LOTAK, and if you're thinking about those two conversations in a vacuum and nothing else with Dirk yeah, you're probably gonna go AR=Dirk=Bro and Dirk admits it, therefore Dirk=Ult!Dirk, but like. lol

and that the comic ENDS on the dave convo, and dirk never gets meaningfully challenged on his beliefs. jake is also crying in the corner that he's the worst and can't be trusted in relationships ever and should probably just go live in the mountains like a hermit forever, do i believe him? are we taking these as accurate self assessments, really? but because that's the tone the comic ends on........ that does feel like the end of their "arcs", those realisations. and that's what you tend to remember if you aren't trying to psychoanalyse those brats.

dirk and his splinters are like... staring at yourself in funhouse mirrors. that's you in the mirror, but it's not an accurate reflection. you still have that giant zit on your face though. it's not that big, but you might want to do something about it.

my favourite kanaya is bewildered kanaya on her first date with drunk rose. she was so gentle....

i lost my original response to this one so i think we're even anon, lmao

basically - i do agree with you, broadly speaking, about what kind of impression those scenes might leave people with, but that's not what i came away with at all. like, i like dirk's ending because it IS one of the better conclusions we get in homestuck, even if i think he's being way too harsh on himself ('i was a completely toxic element in his life from day one' is just objectively not a true statement no matter where you fall on the dirk/jake faildating debacle) i still take his fears about his worse capabilities seriously and really like the way those conversations go, because i think dirk being self-critical is pretty important to his arc and growth, despite his overly negative perspective on himself.

maybe it's cause i don't think he goes unchallenged after all - dave's presence in the scene has a lot to do with why i think it's ultimately a positive thing? yes dirk's fears about being a bad person are actually validated when he finds out yeah turns out he really COULD be that bad, but the person who was hurt most by all that is still very firm about not seeing them as the same person after all, and not holding him responsible for any of it. dave is able to find comfort in dirk being there, and dirk feels that maybe him hurting and being bad for people isn't an inevitability after all.

that said he is still overestimating himself/feeling like he needs to take responsibility for things he really shouldn't, and i fear that difficulty in changing that mindset may be the prince of heart's curse, but still. it's something that gets explored in enough depth for me to be more than happy with it as it is.

this is not the case with jake, who is not even slightly challenged on the conclusions he comes to... it's a shame but homestuck just did not have time during its concluding arcs to take his character seriously and attempt to resolve everything going on with him (in a self aware way, the comic pokes fun at itself for dropping the ball with him) and essentially reverts to the same old tactics/routine in order to press forward, while internalising all that negative shit about himself. that IS pointless, unconstructive self-hatred which is not meaningfully challenged. i still maintain jade and jake getting to talk about stuff wouldn't have wrapped up EVERYTHING, but it would have have provided a good deal better resolution for BOTH characters imo.

anyway either jake gets his resolution offscreen during act 7/the credits, or he gets no resolution at all... which i think is the version i prefer, weirdly. he's a character who has a really hard time facing up to problems so i do like the idea that it is going to take him a long time to work through all that stuff. ideally it happens when he's not in a story that (even jokingly) hates him.

and kanayaaaa TT_TT she is very sweet and gentle but that scene still kinda upsets me tbh. she's such a loving, romantic character who is so earnest about trying to be there for people and to see that go wrong in a way she can't really do anything about is so sad to me

#ask #anon #babbling #the dave and dirk convo was good where's the jade and jake equivalent please i would kill for that

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wandaxpietro · 4 months

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New year, new asks.

What other kinks/fetishes do you think Pietro has? (Other than a Mommy Kink). And conversely, what kinks/fetishes do you think Wanda has? (She's chaotic in bed, i feel it deep within my soul). Would the twins be willing to share their sexual fantasies to their partner(s)? And what kinks/fetishes would Pietro and Wanda have in common?

happy new year anon lmfao!

okay so. the thing is. i mostly tend to think more about sexual dynamics for fictional characters/pairings i like, and less actual kinks if that makes sense? so most of this rant will be that instead of specific kinks i think they have. there's also probably a lot more i could be convinced they're into & i just haven't thought of it yet (bcuz whenever i do think about specific kinks it's about a scenario that popped into my head lol) so this also isn't a definitive list.

let's get started on the mommy kink even though you said "other than" bcuz that's where a lot of their sexual dynamic in my head builds off of lol. i think they are both very into that dynamic (wanda is a very nurturing person and enjoys taking care of people, pietro is always wound up so tightly & thinks protecting wanda is like his life mission or whatever so he really likes being able to relax, lie back and being pampered etc). building off of that, they're both into femdom obviously (mostly gentle femdom, except ultimate scarletsilver, i think they do bdsm lmao), pietro has a praise kink (though i think wanda also really likes being praised), and as tumblr user ill-say-this-fast has mentioned in the rbs of my tits or ass guy pietro poll this man is definitely into lactation yeah. sorry.

^so that's the basics of their dynamic (though they obv don't only have sex like that etc) in my head. some more disjointed thoughts that i have are, in no particular order: pietro is a runner; i think wanda has developed a liking for muscular running legs bcuz of that lmao. she really likes his legs. pietro likes chubby women (< though i would not call that a kink more a type). wanda is probably into marking people as "hers" (that could be with scratches or lipstick writing or spells or whatever. i just like to think of her as more possessive than she lets on). this falls into both the mommy kink and the praise kink but pietro goes crazy when you call him a "good boy" or a "sweet boy" or anything of the like. they probably enjoy pegging. have i mentioned that wanda is obsessed w pietro's thighs. pietro probably likes being slapped (which is something that i think took pietro a long time admitting and wanda a long time getting around to bcuz she doesn't want to hurt him :/ but i think she eventually gets into it too). i also think wanda likes making pietro kneel in front of her. pietro is into humilation. i also think he's a masochist, at least a little bit. sometimes he wants wanda to make fun of him or degrade him (but mixed with praise bcuz otherwise he'll start crying lmao) which is also a thing that took her a while to get around to but she's discovered she does really enjoy seeing him squirm and blush and whine so there's that. wanda might be into armpits. or she might not be. i think they switch dynamics sometimes but pietro is not a dom whatsoever so it's more her directing him into what he has to do. he's good at following orders even though he is a brat. something that doesn't have anything to do with their dynamic with each other but i like talking about their types: they're both bisexual (they told me). wanda i think prefers soft butch/butch women but she wouldn't say no to feminine women either. she probably likes brats. she likes a princess/knight dynamic where the princess (wanda obv) is the dominant one idk. and pietro likes both pretty men and huge men who could crack him like a glowstick (the latter may or may not be daddy issues. you will never know). he prefers someone who can challenge him, regardless of gender, but also someone he can feel safe with. (also if you asked wanda what her type in men is he'd say calm and gentle. you would ask yourself what that has to do with pietro. she is talking about him. her glasses might be a little rose tinted, but also we all know pietro is way more gentle w her than he is w anyone else lmfao)

as to how willing they're to share their preferences, i think that depends? with a lot of the simple stuff i think they've always been able to talk about it, and wanda generally is more secure in herself (these days) so i think she has less trouble. pietro i think used to be very embarrassed about all the sub stuff bcuz of some misguided idea what a man should be like, but he eventually opened up and wanda is only ever nice about things he's embarrassed about so. mostly i think it took wanda explicitly noticing/being told by him that he's submissive to really discover her own dominant streak through trying things out but i think she mostly steers on the gentle side of things (bcuz she wuvs wuvs wuvs him) but there's times where she does really like being rougher, too. which pietro loves so yknow.

if it's with a partner that is not each other, i think wanda is able to communicate what she likes, but she wouldn't share everything. the gentle dom thing is something she'd share with other partners definitely though i think that's just something she likes a lot. as for pietro... not really? it depends. if it's a long term relationship, sure, he might cough it up eventually (or he gets lucky and his partner brings up they want to dom lmfao), but i think it's hard for him to open up. i already mentioned misguided ideas of what a man should be like so i think it's especially hard if he's with a woman, and he might just pretend he likes taking charge bcuz of his pride. it's easier with a man bcuz he can just pick some asshole to rail him. he has a harder time emotionally connecting with men than with women, i think (bcuz of mostly bad experiences w other man throughout his teenage years etc. like except for his adoptive dad every man he meets at the beginning of his publication history is just an asshole lmfao), so he tends to have more one night stands with men than actual relationships i think (imo he's a whore. i know people love to disagree bcuz he's only had like three and a half canon love interests but he's a whore to ME okay) but with an actual relationship w a man it's ALSO hard for him to open up (bcuz he has trouble w men etc) but he mostly just goes for guys who are dom-ish tops anyway so he doesn't need to open his mouth. lol

sorry that this is disjointed i am incapable of making points without rambling mindlessly.

#trying one last time to post this #answered #oh my god it worked......... it won't let me put a read more in edit now tho like i wanted. webbed site.#sorry you guys are getting a super long post i wanted to spare you but tumblr said no!#scarletsilver #maxicest

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argentiniandoom · 1 year

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this is going to be a very long post of me rambling about some thoughts I've been having for some time. no need to read it but if you do, know that I love you and would give you a tender kiss in the forehead.

ok I admit I'm sometimes surprised at how little queerphobia I face where I live lmao. let me explain (no this is not a 'come to Buenos Aires' propaganda post, though I wouldn't mind if you are convinced by it):

so I realised I was bisexual at age 16 and immediately came out to my family over the course of the next few days. obviously 16 is not particularly late to figure out your sexuality lmao but it was surprising even to me since I knew I liked girls a lot for years. I still love women a lot, they're great. so great I'm now one too, which I started figuring out the next few years (it wasn't that long ago but it seems like it because of covid).

the response from my family was, admittedly, less than ideal. I definitely thought my family was a lot more 'progre' ('woke'). my sister was a terf back then and the first boy I liked was trans so yeah. and my mom became worried that I'd be punched on the street, especially when I started painting my nails and doing make up. I remember telling her 'don't worry, I'll punch them back' which was probably the worst answer I could have come up with lmao. my dad doesn't generally care that much one way or the other, or at least tries not to show it, though he sometimes drops a phrase like 'I'm just sad because that means I won't have grandchildren' which is wrong in at least 4 massive and entirely different ways, but tbf he is usually pretty understanding when I explain a subject to him well (which i kinda have to have the skill for). and my grandma, well, I don't talk to her anymore (though believe me, my sexuality is just the tip of the iceberg of the reasons why). on the other hand, the response from friends was great because the school I went to was 90% populated by queer people (though the only actual couples were straight so you'd only see straight kisses on recess, sadly 😔) and my college is probably higher than that lmao (I study filmmaking in a public university so yeah).

now, the response from the rest of the world (outside of places like say, pride marches or gay bars) was of absolute indifference. in the best way possible. I have noted some people looking at me when I use my full skirt but like, I look at anybody too for no reason . I never felt threatened or anything like it by a stranger. and from my acquaintances, like my dentists who I visit since I was born (literally, that very day) or the adults in the spaces I frequent, I usually only got passing remarks about my nails or skirt, and I was even offered nail polish once.

now I'm definitely not saying no response was ever bad. last period I had the worst teacher ever who loved humiliating students and always tried doing that one way or the other. the first time I showed up with a skirt he asked me twice if it was indeed a skirt (the second time asking if it was a monk's habit lol) and then proceding to give an example about the day's subject by using the story of a man wearing a skirt because it was the fashion or something. and look, that was, I believe, the most bigoted experience I ever had, BUT, while that may sound terrible and, for many queer people in most contexts, absolutely would be, let me make clear that this teacher is at the very least somewhat disliked by most students and he was trying to mock me in front of a class made up entirely by 18 to like 25 year olds, probably half of them queer. I found that amusingly pathetic more than anything else.

the only other (actually) bad experiences I had were comments made by some adult acquaintances, but all of them (that I can remember) were either questions from genuine ignorance, or easily countered, innocent opinions, if a little stereotypical. literally the only times I was actually insulted for being queer ware before I realised I was queer myself. that is, I was called mean things like 'puto' (kind of like the f-word but much more watered down and reclaimed lmao) by 15 year olds at my high school. obviously it's not great that that's normalised, but at the same time, it was just a mean group of teens. I have never been bullied for being queer nor do I think I would have. I was bullied for other stuff, sure, but that's a whole different issue.

now, that was a bold claim, saying 'I don't believe I would have been bullied for being queer.' I wanna clarify, this is based on personal experience and opinions and info I have on my schools and schoolmates, and definitely not a general claim about schools in Argentina or even Buenos Aires city. we still have trans people murdered here, and '¿Dónde está Tehuel?' ('Where's Tehuel?', a young trans man that was disappeared in early 2021 and has not yet been found) is still an important issue and a slogan for queer people and activists. we're not a country free of queerphobia by any standards, especially (from what I know) outside of Gran Buenos Aires (Buenos Aires City and the sorrounding metropolitan area). but that doesn't negate the fact that I have never, personally, been in any way attacked by anyone. people don't treat me differently, especially strangers. that said, I am still generally male presenting, just with some feminine gender expression, and I'm pretty big so most people would probably think twice before insulting me on the street lmao. so I may not be the best example, but I am the one I have.

again, that does not mean systemic queerphobia doesn't exist here, it is definitely not just a few bad apples. but we are still a country with a long history of very important social struggles, one of the first to legalize gay marriage and gender transition with one of the most progressive gender identity laws in the world.

the fight is far from over, but I can't help notice chatty old people will talk to me equally. that may be a bit weird, but it is something I'm glad for.

#gay #argentina #also look up our gender identity law it's great lmao #and we have public health babyyyy #which is very important especially for trans people

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hugheshugs · 2 years

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joker street | q. hughes

prompts: #13 — "call me right fucking now." // #73 — "your hands are shaking." // #78 — "don't fucking scare me like that."

summary: you go to the scary part of town and are being followed.

pairing: overprotective!quinn x skittish!reader

word count: 1.6k

warnings: creepy dude, reader being followed, creepy dude approaching reader.

note: jt miller appearance !! also, i might do another fic w these prompts, i was working on one but scrapped it so idk when it'll be up but ya, incase this one flops lmao. this one was requested by boestie simmy, thank u my love !! i hope u enjoy this one <3

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to say quinn is an overprotective boyfriend would be an understatement. you have no words to describe how much he hovers over you and eyes you like a hawk but to be honest, you enjoy it. you like the feeling of having someone care so much about your safety, no matter how much it irritates you sometimes.

taking that into account, no one can blame you for not telling him about your whereabouts. obviously he didn't need to know your location 24/7 (and he doesn't care to either), but telling him about your current location probably would have helped you out a little.

you and quinn had a small argument last night about you being too careless (which you knew he was right about, you just didn't want to admit it), and now you're scared out of your mind because you refuse to call him for help. you don't know why you thought this was a good idea. there's a really good donut place on the rougher side of the city, the side your parents warned you about growing up, and you wanted to try it. so here you are, all by yourself, alone and struggling to find the place.

an eery feeling crawls up your neck as you notice the sun setting. it probably wasn't the best time to come either, because when night falls from day, the jokers come to play. it also doesn't help that you're a skittish person and are very fearful of bad people (which is basically what you're surrounded by).

"hey, pretty. nice hair."

you turn around abruptly, pulling your hair out of the mans grasp. your eyes widen as you realize how close he is to you and you stumble backwards. how had you not noticed him behind you?

"um, t-thanks."

you keep walking, faster than before but more alert as well. your gut tells you the man hasn't stopped following you and a quick glance to the side confirms your suspicions. your palms begin to sweat and tears pool at your eyes. quinns words from last night ring in your ears.

"you're too fucking careless, y/n! you're gonna do something stupid one day and i won't be there to protect you, what'll you do then?"

what will you do? you can't even think straight at the moment.

unbeknownst to you, someone else is watching you as well. that someone being the one and only, jt miller. he had come here for the same reason you did, only he was able to actually find the place. then he saw you, the girl he knows shouldn't be out here by herself, and grew concerned.

he wants to walk up to you, he really does, but he wouldn't be able to handle whatever breakdown he knows you're going to have when he confronts you. calling quinn is his best option. the phone only rings a couple times before he picks up.

"hey, quinner.. you busy right now?"

"no, why?"

"i came to joker's and saw y/n roaming around all by herself. there's someone following her, i got an eye on her though. you mind getting here quickly?"

quinns heart drops at his words. "there's someone following her?"

"yeah but he's a bit far away. i'm following them right now," jt confirms.

"i'll be there in like.. 6 minutes," quinn says hurriedly before hanging up and rushing to grab his keys.

quinn: call me right fucking now.

you see the text immediately and hesitate, knowing he'll probably be on your ass, and because you don't want the man following you to take advantage of your inattentive state. pushing those thoughts aside, you call quinn anyway.

"where the fuck are you?"

he doesn't say hi, only greets you with that angry, rough voice you've become a bit familiar with.

"i'm.. i'm, uh.." you struggle to tell him your whereabouts, heart pounding rapidly against your chest as you realize it's now dark.

"don't lie to me," he gritts through his teeth and you hear a car starting.

"i'm at joker street, but please don't be mad—"

"and why the hell didn't you tell me you were going there?"

"well, you were the one who said you don't need to know where i am all the time!"

"yeah but i'd like to know if you're paying a visit to the most dangerous part of town, thank you very much. where are you? send me your location."

you do as he says and sigh shakily, looking back to notice the man is gone. okay, great, one less thing to worry about. now the only things on your mind are quinn and donuts.

wrong.

you shriek as the man from earlier stands in front of you, towering over you with a mischievous look on his face.

"hey there, pretty girl. wanna play?"

swallowing the lump in your throat, you shake your head rapidly, salty tears falling from your eyes. "n-no. no, i don't."

"well, that's too bad."

your heart thumps rapidly against your chest, almost painfully when he grabs your arm and you shout again, sending quinn into absolute distress on the other side of the phone. he rushes to you as quick as he can, using the location you sent him.

what quinn doesn't hear is jt practically beating up the man who touched you and you being ushered to safety. and by safety that just means back to his car.

"y/n, you okay?"

you stay quiet but nod your head, a bit overwhelmed by the enounter. it doesn't take long for quinn to park his car beside jt's and run to the passenger seat where you're sitting. he opens the door aggressively and fails to meet your eyes because you won't look at him.

"hey, baby, how are you feeling?" he murmurs softly, cupping your cheek with his hand.

"scared," your voice cracks and he pulls you out of the vehicle as gently as possible.

after thanking his friend, quinn walks you back to his car and waits until you're both settled down before driving off. he doesn't want to say anything, not wanting to make you feel worse than you do, so he doesn't. he waits until you guys get to his apartment before speaking up.

"love, you okay?"

"mhm," you lie, finally making eye contact with him.

he shakes his head. "your hands are shaking."

"i-i was just really scared," you walk towards him and wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him into an embrace. "you were right. i'm stupid, i did something dumb and you weren't there to help me."

quinn feels some wetness on his neck and realizes you're crying. he wraps his arms around your quivering frame, rubbing your back soothingly.

"shh, it's okay, don't cry. you're okay, you're safe. i'm right here, i'll always be here."

he continues uttering sweet nothings into your ear until you pull away, eyes puffy with a reddening nose.

"i just wanted the donuts," you tell him, voice wavering. "i didn't think that would h-happen, also i don't really think i'm the most pretty girl in the world. you know that guy, he wouldn't stop calling me pretty, i mean he only said it twice but it was still a little weird. and he even touched my hair, he was twirling it around his finger! i yanked it away from him though."

quinn feels his anger towards the unknown man dissipating but only for a moment. his lip curls upward as he notices a spark in your eye, the storytelling almost diverting your attention from the emotions you're feeling. quinn doesn't realize how much he needed to see that, to hear the change in your voice until he actually did, and he feels his heartbeat steadying.

"you are pretty. you're the most beautiful girl in the world and please don't fucking scare me like that ever again," he says sternly, pointing an accusing finger at you.

"hey," you grab the finger and rest your head on his chest once more. "technically, i was the scared one, not you."

"that's true but baby, you don't know how scared i get when you're not safe."

"well, i'm the one that's not safe so that means i'm more scared."

"okay, i'm stopping this conversation before we start arguing again," he narrows his eyes at you and nudges your nose with his, making you laugh and hug him once more.

he rests his hands on your waist before eyeing something on the table behind you. "also.."

he walks the short distance to the table and toys with a bright pink box, opening it up and peaking inside. he lets out a sound of approval and you look at him confused before rushing over.

your eyes widen at the sight. "oh my goodness! quinn, where did you get these?"

the donuts. you see a dozen donuts, the ones you wanted to buy but failed to. they're colourful, beautiful, everything you hoped they would be.

"jt gave them to me before we left. you weren't even looking at me so you didn't notice that i had them and brought 'em in," he chuckles at your expression.

"i have to thank him.." you bite your lip in thought. quinn doesn't let your mind wander, grabbing a donut and shoving it in his face to grab your attention.

"hey! you were supposed to wait for me," you pout.

he brings it to your lips and you open your mouth, biting into the fluffy dough. you let out a satisfied hum as you chew and smile at quinns sprinkle covered lips.

"do my lips have sprinkles too?" you ask, not wanting to wipe them away. he nods and you look at him playfully.

he sees the gears turning in your head but they're too fast for him to catch on. before he knows it, your sprinkley lips are on his, the warmth melting the sugar into your mouths.

"you taste good."

"you taste better."

#quinn hughes #quinn hughes imagine #quinn hughes imagines #nhl imagine #canucks imagine #hockey boys #quinn hughes x reader #boyfriend!quinn #fics #imagines

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hyunsuks-beanie · 3 years

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I Love You Too, Love

Bang Chan x reader; just some good ol' tooth-rotting fluff

A/N: My first attempt at writing a real scenario lmao. Do lmk how it was❤Also, it's funny how I'm an anti-romantic to the core, but it all goes out the window when it's Chan

Coming back home at night after a long day at uni/work, you wanted nothing more than to cuddle and watch a nice movie with Chan. Your best friend had been on tour with his group, Stray Kids, for the past three months, and the daily messages and FaceTime calls were not nearly enough to stop you from missing him like crazy. The teeny tiny (or so you insisted) crush that you had on him, didn't help either. You missed his voice, his tight hugs, the way he would always listen to rant about your day, the way he would always know what to say, the way his smile would light up your day, everything. While he did try to fill the gap by still listening to your rants on a daily basis on FaceTime, it just wasn't the same without him being there in person.

Sighing, you unlock your door, expecting to be met with pitch darkness. Instead, what you saw made you drop your bag to the floor, as tears welled up in your eyes. There, standing in the middle of your living room, was Chan, your best friend, who was supposed to be away for yet another month. Not able to believe your eyes, you pinch yourself, only to realize that he is indeed there, in the flesh, smiling at you as if you mean the world to him (unbeknownst to you, you most certainly do).

"Missed me?," he asks, and you suddenly find yourself running towards him at full speed, crashing into his chest and wrapping your arms around him in the tightest hug ever. This causes Chan to slightly lose his balance, and makes him laugh heartily before placing a gentle kiss atop your head. "I missed you too, love. So so so much."

After staying like that for a solid two minutes, you finally break free, glaring up at him playfully. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming home?," You ask, trying your best to suppress your smile and appear angry. This causes him to chuckle before cheekily saying, "If I had told you, I wouldn't have been able to seen your true happiness at seeing me. If you already knew, you would probably have acted as if you're disgusted that I'm back, and we didn't want that now, did we?"

You shove his chest slightly, before finally turning your head towards the dining table, only to be met with the sight and aroma of all your favourite dishes, that Chan had apparently spent all evening trying to make. "You must be hungry. Freshen up and let's dig in, I'm starving," He says, pushing you lightly towards the bathroom. While getting changed, you finally register the fact that your heart is hammering in your chest, reminding you that the man standing in your living room means so much more to you than just your best friend.

Being away from Chan for months has made you realize that what you feel for him is much more than just a crush. You may very well be in love with him, but you're too scared to admit it because neither do you want to face rejection, nor can you bring yourself to put his career at risk. With these thoughts in mind, you finally exit the bathroom, sighing deeply to yourself.

You don't, however, notice that Chan too, is in a dilemma of his own. Before going on tour, he too, knew that he liked you. But being away from you made him realize that you are his home, and that he would much rather be with you than with anyone else. He has been planning to confess today, and has been trying to gauge your feelings ever since you came back home. Your sigh doesn't escape him, and, full of concern, he asks, "What's wrong, love? Got something on your mind? You know you can always tell me." Truth be told, he's worried and scared that you already know about his feelings, and don't reciprocate them. He fails to see your knees going week and a blush creeping up your cheeks at the nickname, and instead, all he notices is you giving him a small smile and saying, "Not at all Channie, I'm completely fine. Now let's eat up before the food goes cold."

Once you guys get a couple bites in, the awkward atmosphere starts easing once again. Chan tells you all about the tour and all the places he saw. "London was the best, but I wish you were there. You would have enjoyed the London Eye." "Well then, you'll have to take me there one day." You tell him about how life has been back in Seoul, ranting about your annoying professor/boss, and he tells you about all the small trinkets that he saw at souvenir shops that reminded him of you. "That charm bracelet was so you, I just had to buy it." "You didn't have to Chan. I don't need any gifts, having you back home is enough."

After dessert, you ask him if he'd stay the night, and he says that since he has the week off, the boys don't expect him to back at dorms until the following morning. "So.....you're staying?," You ask with a small smile tugging at your lips. He smiles back at you lovingly, and ruffles your hair before saying, "Yes love, I'm staying. Now let's watch a movie."

After picking the movie, you come back to sit on the couch next to Chan, throwing your legs across his lap. Now it's his turn to blush, but unlike him, you're not oblivious to his reddening cheeks. "Awww, is Channie blushing? Why? This isn't the first time I've thrown my legs over your lap," You chuckle, causing him to hide his face in his hands. "Yeah but, I've really missed this being away from you all this while," He smiles warmly.

The first half of the movie goes by with the both of you making random comments about it. At one particular scene where the characters are having nachos, Chan suddenly exclaims, "Salsa reminds me, the boys and I learnt a little Salsa during our time in Italy, and I really wanted to teach you some of the moves." "Me?," You ask, bewildered, causing Chan to become shy and start stuttering. "I-I m-mean if you w-want to. It's o-okay if y-you don't."

You're having a hard time trying not to melt into a puddle at his cuteness, as you force your mouth to open, and say, "No Chan, I'd love to." "Really?," He returns to his giggly self, as he gets up off the couch and extends his hand out for your to take. You smile and take his hand, and he brings you to the center of the room. "Just one sec," He says, pausing to pick the music on his phone. Once he's done, he places his phone on the table, and starts guiding you through the dance, one step at a time, with the movie being nothing more than a long-forgotten background noise. "Left foot forward, right foot backward. That's right, now dip, and come back. Now place your leg on my waist....," You both freeze at this, realizing what he just said. It's only then that you notice just how close you are to him, and the familiar feeling of your heart racing comes back. You both stare at each other, hypnotized, before your eyes flick to his lips and back up to his eyes. When he does the same, you timidly ask, "Can I kiss you?"

That's all it takes to break Chan out of his trance, as he crashes his lips onto yours, kissing you as if his life depends on it. You don't even notice that he is backing you up, until you feel your back hit the wall. His lips taste sweet and a little spicy, which you attribute to the food you had earlier. The kiss is soft but full of emotions, and even though it does seem a bit cliche, you can feel fireworks fly. The butterflies in your stomach every time you see Chan seem to have been replaced by a whole zoo, and you can't help but smile into the kiss. This causes Chan to break into a smile as well, before he gently lets go.

"I really want to keep kissing you because God have I been waiting to do that for years, but I feel like I need to get this off my chest first," He says, shy once again. "I like you, a hell lot. Actually no, screw that, I think I'm already in love with you. I've known this for a long time, but I was just scared to admit it. Being away from you during the tour made me realize that I want to be more than just 'best friends' with you. I want to call you 'mine,' and I want to be yours." "Oh Channie, you don't know how much I have wanted to hear you say that you love me too, this distance has been a wake-up call for me too, but I was just so scared of jeopardizing either our friendship, or your career. And I can't have either of those two." "Don't worry about my career, we'll find a way out love. Just say the word, say that you love me." To this, you gawk at him, before saying, "I gave you a speech on that just now, didn't I? Of course I love you." "Yeah but you didn't explicitly say that you love me, idiot. But now that you've said the right words, I legit feel like the happiest man on earth." You shove him slightly before wrapping your arms around his torso. "So, now that we've got our feelings sorted, what does that mean for us?" "Well, for starters, I think it means that my nickname for you just took on a literal meaning," Chan smirks. You pout at this, but then say, "I love you Channie." He places his chin in your head, and says, "I love you too, love."

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morbidly-malicious-muffins · 4 years

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What Kind of Music Slashers Would Vibe to Headcanons♪

This little thing popped into my head. Fyi, the canon timelines are thrown out the window for this so... Yeah.

Bring forth the bop~

RZ Michael Myers

"Let my weapons be your children, let my armies be your damned. Try to suffer on in silence, try to stop me if you can." --- This Cold Black by Slipknot

I think he'd really enjoy metal in general. I can totally see him unknowingly stomping to some Marilyn Manson and Meshuggah, though the lyrics and message probably will just fly over his head.

He listens to some heavy shit, but probably all the more mainstream bands/artists.

The loudness and organized chaos of the genre fills the void in his soul and reflects the state of his mind, despite his stoic and non-verbal outer demeanor.

Someone please do everyone a favor and introduce Michael to some death metal. Admit it, it really fits his aesthetic.

This is just based on speculation, but I suspect a 70% possibility of RZ Michael resonating with Cannibal Corpse. Fight me.

He hates classical music with a burning passion. Back in Smith's Grove, they played Bach's Air Sul G on tap. (its canon in the first movie lmao) He hates it. Mikey no likey.

Freddy Krueger

"No stop signs, speed limit, nobody's gonna slow me down. Like a wheel, gonna spin it, nobody's gonna mess me around." --- Highway to Hell, by AC/DC

Freddy listens to classic rock, period.

This guy is ngl a supporter of music taste discrimination. You listen to pop? Disgusting. You listen to Jazz? Disgusting. Classic rock is the epitome of all music.

He'll call you music-related slurs you never knew existed.

As stubborn adamant as Freddy is, he does harbor some guilty pleasures, including 70's hair metal and glam rock. Pshh. What a heckin hypocrite.

Some of his all time favorites are Guns N' Roses, Led Zeppelin, Van Halen, and AC/DC.

(Basic bitch)

*Hip thrust movements to go with his 'The Sprinkler' dance moves, Welcome to the Jungle by Guns N' Roses blasting in the background*

OG Michael Myers

He doesn't listen to music, but if he did, he would probably enjoy Jazz.

Michael only listens to Miles Davis because he enjoys his music and can't be bothered to discover more artists.

Oml Michael I know Miles Davis is amazing but don't neglect other iconic artists plzzz. Someone please make him listen to some Teddy Wilson and/or Dave Brubeck.

I imagine him sitting stiff-straight on a rocking chair (he just likes how it moves), knife in his lap, rocking and zoning-out relaxing to 'Blue in Green'. (I love that piece)

#AfterHeFinallyKillsLaurie

#RetirementGoals

He also hates classical music because of the same reason as RZ Myers. Seriously, if either of them so much as hears the opening chord of Air Sul G, expect the speaker to be stomped to a pulp in a split second.

Bubba Sawyer

Alright let's all be honest with ourselves... 70's pop and country is Bubba's shit.

Look me in the face and tell me he wouldn't adore ABBA, The Jackson 5, and Dolly Parton. Thats right you can't

Everytime 'Dancing Queen' starts playing on the radio, Bubba will drop everything and start busting down.

Ain't nothing and nobody stoppin him. Drayton is powerless against the supreme sovereignty that is ABBA.

But let's also appreciate the fact that our Bubster can motherfuckin get down. *wipes sweat from forehead + heart eyes*

He would also do passionate lip sync with his heart and soul, to Dolly Parton's 'I Will Always Love You'.

50% chance of him starting to cry right after he finishes his earnest performance.

*Holding Bubba in your arms, rubbing comforting circles on his back as he bawls hysterically, incoherently babbling on about how much he loves you*

I also feel for some reason he'd really like Joan Jett & The Blackhearts.

Thomas Hewitt

"For one moment, I wish you'd hold your stage, with no feelings at all. Open minded, I'm sure I used to be so free." --- Citizen Erased by Muse

Y'know what I have a hard time imagining the type of music Tommy listens to. Kutos, Mr. Hewitt, you have defeated me.

siKE

(This is where I yeet the timeline out of the window y'all)

Thomas enjoys Muse, Evanescence, and Radiohead. (Fight me)

He just loves how emotional their songs are. He'd have one earbud in as he works away at his projects for hours. The music helps him concentrate, it is also a source of emotional support to him.

Hearing the heart-wretching lyrical content of 'Lost in Paradise' performed so beautifully by Amy Lee's angellic voice is really comforting to him. It's like hearing about another person's experiences. It makes him feel less alone in dealing with his emotional and mental turmoils and burdens.

The first time Thomas heard 'Creep' by Radiohead, he almost cried.

He also listens to My Chemical Romance sometimes. He only knows the Black Parade album, but he loves it. If 'Creep' didn't make him cry, listening to that entire album from top to bottom sure did. He started sobbing half-way through 'Famous Last Words'.

Tommy is emotional boi 🥺

Brahms Heelshire

C l a s s i c a l

No matter how stinky Brahms is, you can't tell me that he's not classy.

Schubert is his bitch. Schubert's style tends to be quite majestic and/or dreamy, (generally) and can change color/sound very abruptly yet appropriately. (This is just my opinion based on experience with Schubert's pieces, but then I only know his piano pieces soo) (let's still cue that maestoso to scherzando transition)

But of course, Schubert isn't the only thing he listens to. He prefers the romantic period, so Mendelssohn, Rachmaninoff, Chopin, Shostakovich, Brahms, Schumann, you get the gist, all the staples. Oh yeah Elgar too. To be a proud English lad.

*Brahms swaying in the living room with the grace of a baby giraffe, engrossed in the beautiful melodies in Schumann's Kinderszenen.*

(Oml please check out 'Von fremden Landern und Manschen' and 'Kind im Einschlummern') (For those who play piano, they aren't that difficult too totally recommend) (Ok sorry I'm done now)

Brahms would totally waltz around alone to Chopin's waltzes and nocturnes.

Oh yeah apart from that classy shit, he likes to jam to meme songs.

"Hey now, you're an all star, get your game on, go play---"

*cut to Brahms passionately fortnite dancing*

Listens to The Strange Man Who Sings About Dead Animals for a good laugh. (Please, all of his songs are gold)

Vincent Sinclair

He'll have 'emo' and 'classical' with a side of metal, thanks.

I headcanon that Vinny McWaxy is an INFJ, so the boy is likely prone to crippling existentialism. It would make sense for some aspects of his music taste to reflect that.

*cut to Vincent sitting rock-still on his workbench/stool, hands hover in mid-air, staring straight ahead, some John Cage piece playing*

You'll never hear this from Vincent but he enjoys sexy-time music. He has this whole erotic playlist he listens to while working. (Boy likes to feel sexy on the job, I respect that.)

I think its pretty much canon that Vinny loves MCR. (Hello fellow emo piece of shit 👋) His favorites are everything by them really. A hardcore fan. He used to have MCR, P!ATD, and 30 Seconds to Mars posters plastered everywhere in his workshop until he had to remove them all to add to the intimidation factor of his waxy hell for passer-bys. For the record, he is very gay for Frank Iero.

On the metal part of his spectrum is mostly classic metal, groove metal, and thrash/heavy metal.

Rammstein, Pantera, Vildhjarta, new and old Metallica, Dream Theatre, Coheed and Cambria. His bitches.

He also uses music to scare victims when bringing them down to his workshop. *cue horror movie soundtracks*

*KI KI KI MA MA MA*

Is a whore for the dramatics when in a good mood.

*Lacrimosa by Mozart plays as he makes a point to bring the wax painfully slowly down toward a drowsy and petrified victim*

A lament for your upcoming death, pitiful human.

Bo Sinclair

"The day has come for all us sinners, if you're not a servant you'll be struck to the ground." -- Beast and The Harlot by Avenged Sevenfold

Bastard boy is into dad-music™. (same)

Dad rock, classic rock, pop punk, punk rock, old school pop, his shit.

He listens to a lot of the same bands as Freddy, but Bo (generally) doesn't discriminate and explores a more diverse variety of music.

Its a fandom canon that Bo loves Avenged Sevenfold. I totally agree.

A7x is the perfect amount of cynical, political, and shred for Beauregard, (I hc that ge hates his full name so plz don't ever call him Beauregard)

He listens to the radio whenever he's at work. Whatever that might be.

Will NEVER admit it, but he thinks Vinny's music taste is dope as hell.

He'll turn off the radio just to strain his ears to listen to Vincent's music downstairs. No one will ever know that though. You don't.

Actually likes classical music too. Its not one of his main genres but there's one piece he really likes, Second Movement of Shostakovich Piano Concerto No. 2 in F Major.

He never thought he'd enjoy this type of music. Its so.... Calm. He discovered that piece from Vinny's playlist. When he first heard it on his brother's speaker, he fell in love. It was one of the extremely rare cases in which he'd be committed enough to ask Vinny the name of the music.

Tiny shuffle for man-kind, huge fuckin step for Bo. Good job Bo, we're proud of you.

Also pleeeeeaaase message me or request stuff, I'm bored and have little inspiration 🦊

I might do a pt2 of this, since I didn't write many of the boys and gals🤷‍♀️

Also sorry if I've neglected some genres/artists (Like i've neglected non-piano classical pieces.... Bc ya girl is just a pianist), a person can't know everything😗

---Zali 🖤

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stargazer-balladeer · 4 years

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Their Reaction to their S/o Having Fear of Bugs [Pokémon]

Characters Included: Bugsy, Aaron, Burgh, Viola & Guzma

Note: I posted this in Quotev, but I decided to post it here as well :) I think the Bug Type Users are underrated so this is me showing love towards them :3 This could also be me being “self-indulgent” as usual o3o. Hope you enjoy this :3 (Hope they aren’t too OOC though ;-;)

Reader’s Gender: Neutral

Warning: Mild spoilers in Aaron’s for his Anime appearance

BUGSY

Of course this boy will be saddened at the fact that you have fear of the type he expertise at (he's called "The Walking Bug Pokémon Encyclopedia" for a reason). But he's actually understanding, I mean, have you seen him?! He's so innocent looking!

Anyway, he's a patient and understanding man. If you two hang out, he'll try his best not to let out his Pokemon around you, or near you at most. But sometimes, his Pokemon does the exact opposite of what he wants. Scyther is, unfortunately for you, an affectionate type. So she'll be trying to hug you, and you'll be frozen still as Bugsy sweatdropped at the background.

If ever you two live together, you might need to get used to his Pokemon team. Especially since Bugsy likes keeping stray Bug-Pokemon if he ever sees one just wandering around and wounded. One time, he brought in a Pinsir, and you're just so frightened by it that you'll not go near the (poor) Pinsir.

Bugsy, for sure, would try to make your fear go away, but he wouldn't push it. He makes your comfort his number 1 priority. But he wouldn't admit out loud that he's actually hurt that he has a s/o that has fear of bugs, but he understands. He knew that Bug Pokemon isn't exactly a Pokemon that you would normally not fond of.

BUT! If you actually ask for Bugsy's help for helping you get over your fear, he would be ECSTATIC. He would grab a Butterfree, whom he befriended in the forest, and start from there. It would be, of course, be hard but he's patient with you and doesn't rush you. He's an ideal boyfriend to have really (I'm so jealous ToT SANAOL).

"Okay, [Y/N].. just place your hand here." Bugsy instructed while pointing at Butterfree's head, which made the Pokemon chirp happily while still fluttering. [Y/N] gulped while staring at the flying Bug-Type, they were far away from Bugsy and Butterfree. Bugsy offered them a reassuring smile. "Don't worry, [Y/N]! If you're not ready yet, then--" "NO" Both Bugsy and Butterfree jumped at [Y/N]'s voice.

[Y/N] took a deep shaky breath while clenching their fists in determination. "I-I want to.. I-I'm ready.." To prove their point, they started walking towards the two gawking figures. Bugsy quickly recovers as he smiled brightly at his s/o's determination. He lightly pats the back of Butterfree, nodding his head at the Pokemon, who nodded back at him. [Y/N] walked towards them with confidence, which gradually fades the nearer they got. They stop infront of the fluttering Pokemon as they stare at the two beady eyes of it. It was creepy that it made shivers go down [Y/N]'s spine.

[Y/N] snapped out of their trance when a warm hand cupped their clenched hands, which was turning white from how hard their clenching. [Y/N] look at Bugsy with wide eyes, as they stare at him bringing their hands to his mouth and kissing it. He opens his eyes and smiled at them. "Relax yourself. I know you can do it.. just give it a try, alright?" Bugsy said in a soft tone, to which his s/o nodded their heads. His smile broadened as he intertwines his right hand with their left while guiding the other to the expecting Butterfree.

[Y/N] could see that their hand is gradually going near the butterfly-Pokemon, so they squeeze their eyes tight as they expect to feel the head of Butterfree. Bugsy felt his s/o tense so he use his thumb to run circles on her hand. "Look at me, [Y/N]." When his s/o did that, he smiled at them. While [Y/N] was distracted, he quickly but gently puts her hand on top of Butterfree's head. They squealed when Bugsy did that, but soon began relaxing at the feeling of Butterfree's head. "Whoa! It's so soft!" [Y/N] cried as they began petting the head.

Butterfree happily chirps at the feeling, enjoying it's head being rubbed. Bugsy watched as his s/o pets the Bug-Pokemon with a happy and proud grin on his face. "You did it, darling! You did it!" Bugsy enthusiastically hugs [Y/N] while them still petting the Butterfree. "It's so soft.. and rather cute." Bugsy happily chuckles at her statement while hugging her tighter. "I think you can touch Scyther now, [Y/N]." [Y/N] absentmindedly nodded their head, still distracted by how soft Butterfree's head is.

They were enjoying the moment, when a familiar-looking green Bug-Pokemon came in view. She was running towards the hugging couple. This caught all of them off-guard as Bugsy lets go of [Y/N], and [Y/N] being engulfed by the enthusiastic Scyther. Bugsy and Butterfree blinks in confusion as they look over at [Y/N] frozen state and Scyther cuddling the poor [gender]. Bugsy and Butterfree sweatdrops at the sight before both sighing.

"Too soon."

AARON

Aaron went through a stage where he hated Bug-pokemon (mainly his Wurmple, now a Beautifly) and though they were useless and weak. But he soon regretted it and was reunited by his precious Pokemon. He, out of all the guys and girl, can relate to you the most and understand your fear, probably better than Bugsy.

Even though he looks like an impatient guy, he's actually patient. I mean, he has a team of Bug Pokemon, and you need patient when using them in battle. So he's a patient guy, especially to you as his s/o.

Have you seen his team? Yeah. It's not an ideal team to have if your s/o have fear of bugs. Luckily, they don't fit inside the house, if you two live together. But going outside, he would probably not let his Pokemon out if your around like Burgh. But unlike his, his Pokemon understands the situation and just sTAY IN THE BALL.

You're probably not really scared at his Beautifly, I mean, yeah it's a bug. But it's too beautiful to not like it. But you still froze when Beautifly comes near you. Aaron is just relieved that atleast you're not afraid of one of his Pokemon.

Like I said earlier in the first bullet, he went and gone that stage. So he understands. But if you don't want or like his Pokemon type, then bye-bye. He probably doesn't be with you if you did that so... yeah. I can see him as a guy that wants his s/o to be willing to grow out of their shell, rather than being inside. But if he sees that's not gonna happen, then I'm sorry. He'll dump you straightaway.

BUT if you do want to get over your fear, he will be happy of course. And will, of course, start with Beautifly. He will be patient with you, like Burgh, and guide you through the process of getting rid of the fear completely. Or just letting you be comfortable with his Pokemon Team, atleast.

"It's not gonna use a move on me, right?" "Yes, [Y/N]. He wouldn't do that." Beautifly cried his name in agreement with Aaron, as they stared at [Y/N], who was currently hiding behind a tree. Aaron sighed while rubbing the side of his temples. [Y/N] has been asking the same questions over and over and over again, it's getting tiring how Aaron and Beautifly have to reassure them eVERY TIME. [Y/N] stared at them with narrowed eyes and deep frown. "You sure?"

Aaron took a deep breath to calm down as he exhaled. "Do want or not to get over your fear?" [Y/N] pouted at him as they sulk in their self-pity. "I'm trying! But it's just so scary!!" Aaron sighed once more before making his way towards his s/o. [Y/N] knew what he's doing and glared at him. "Don't you dare--" "Too late" Aaron grab their wrist and started pulling them towards the ever-so-patient Beautifly. "NO!" [Y/N] cried as they grab a branch from the tree.

And now, they were having tug-at-war as they screamed at one another. Beautifly looks at both of them before sighing. It's gonna be a loooong day...

BURGH

Burgh will be saddened at the fact that you have that kind of fear, but he understands. But all his life, he's grown up surrounded by Bug-Pokemon, and he loves them with all his being. He kinda understands but he usually evades the topic of your fear.

I headcannon that his fear is that when he finds his s/o, they wouldn't accept his passion for making clothes, drawing or painting and his Pokemon Type.

Burgh doesn't let you any near his house, since its polluted with different kinds of Bug Pokemon. He also keeps his Pokemon team in their balls.

I actually can see that you don't realize that Leavanny was a bug Pokemon so you were cool with it, but you realize it was a Bug Pokemon if someone else mentions it. (Cue Burgh glaring at them).

"Wait.. Leavanny is a bug Pokemon?!"

"Yeah.. well, part."

"..."

"Sweetie?"

*faints*

Lmao, I just imagine that scenario happening. But I think you'll still be cool with Leavanny, because it just doesn't look like a Bug Pokemon since it reminds you of your Lilligant. (I ship them, lol)

I don't think Burgh will live with you until your fear is either gone or your comfortable with Bug Pokemon. Because if he did that, he would see his Bug friends go :'(. And Burgh doesn't want that to happen.

If you tell Burgh you want to get over your fear, he would be overjoyed! Before you could finish your sentence, he would pick you up and spin your around while laughing merrily. He was very happy that you would get over your fear because of him, and yourself of course.

He's also patient of you. (I think all the ppl who trains Bug Pokemon are patient--). And would do everything for you to get over your fear.

"Sweetie.. she's not gonna bite. I promise." [Y/N] can only whimper in response as they pressed their face even more in Burgh's neck, or rather, scarf. Burgh chuckled as he rubs the back of his s/o while whispering reassuring things in their ear. Sewaddle, a Pokemon that is living with Burgh at the moment, was waiting patiently as she looks at the couple with interest. "I-It looks like it." They cried as Burgh continued to rub circles behind [Y/N]'s back. He shushed them softly. "There there.. don't think about that."

"C'mon sweetie! You can do it! Just pet her head.. that's all you gonna do." Burgh said as he forced himself to pry [Y/N] from his embrace. He smiled at them as he wipe the stray tears that fell of their eyes. "I believe in you, sweetie." On cue, Sewaddle hop into Burgh's shoulder and cried happily at [Y/N], as if cheering them on. [Y/N] stared at her before gulping nervously and raising her hand.

Burgh's eyes brightened but stayed silent as he and Sewaddle anticipate [Y/N]'s movement. When [Y/N] reach to the height of the Pokemon, they froze. Sewaddle decided to jump into their hand, which made them shriek in surprise. Burgh's eyes widened as he (tries) to comfort his poor shrieking s/o, while the innocent Pokemon only stare in confusion.

VIOLA

Viola is super understanding and patient, like so much that it might make you cry. She knows it's common to have something you're afraid of and being a gym leader in Santalune City proves that. Many Trainers shriek at the sight of her using Bug Pokemon. She can only sigh and carry on the gym battle.

She always takes a picture of you, whether you knowing or not. She would just whip out her camera and snap a picture of you. When she finds out you have a fear for the Type she expertise at, it was actually an accident. When you two were on a date one day, and her Surskit decided to pop out of its Pokeball and cuddle you. She blinks when she sees you frozen at the presence of her Bug Pokemon.

Even if you have this fear, she wouldn't love you any less. She might be a little disappointed but just shrug it off later on.

If you two live together, don't worry. Her Pokemon is well-trained and usually just stays outdoors or in her room, or in the kitchen. Afterall she just only has 2 Pokemon in her disposal.

Out of all these people, her team is ideal in you getting over your fear. It was a simple yet okay team. So you might quickly get used to them. THEY ARE SO ADORABLE. WHO WOULD HATE THEM?!

What is that? You want to get over your team? "Fantastic!" (Pokemon Masters voice)

She is so excited that she just makes her Pokemon come near you.

But if that doesn't work, then she doesn't mind work. She would work hard for the both of you so you need to give it your all as well!

"C'mon mon amour! Surskit is nice! She'll not bite.. actually, she doesn't have a mouth to begin with." Viola muttered the last part as she watch [Y/N] cower in fright in the presence of the tiny Bug Pokemon. She's actually amused at the scene but she had to hold it in so that it wouldn't further aggravate the [gender]. "Just pat her head. Pat pat" Viola made a patting hand motion with her hand while smiling reassuringly (amusedly).

[Y/N] looks at her before shifting their gaze at the Bug Pokemon in front of her, who happily cried its name when their gaze was on her. They took a deep breath as they slowly puts their hand on top of Surskit's head. Viola nodded happily, feeling a familiar giddily-feeling in her chest. "That's it, love. Just a bit more."

Finally, [Y/N] pats Surskit's head, who hummed when feeling their hand. Their eyes shone at how soft Surskit was, except the pointy-thing on top of her head. They excitedly turn their head to look at their proud mother girlfriend. Their smiles match each other, and both thinking the same thing.

"SUCCESS!"

GUZMA

We all know our ol' man Guzma. The leader of Team Skull. Old friend of Kukui. Helped Lusamine in creating a portal to a different dimensions. Yadda yadda.

He's actually not a very patient guy, much to my dismay. But when it comes to you, he is VERY patient with you. He actually (shock) understand your fear of bugs. I mean, have you seen his team? Yeah. Not ideal for someone who's scared of Bug Pokemon.

But even with his rough exterior, he wants your comfort and makes it his top priority. So, despite his appearance, he doesn't force you to have your fear completely remove.

He actually doesn't mind if you have that fear really. He usually just keeps his Pokemon inside their Pokeballs or outside (their huge). All he's asking for you is that you don't mind them, he'll do the rest.

This exactly happens if you two live together. He'll let you do your own thing and he'll do his. I mean, yeah, it sucks that you don't like his Pokemon. But can't force it, can you?

But if you approach him and just straight up say you want to get over your fear. He'll froze a bit, his mind not comprehending before just hugging you so you don't see his internal turmoil.

"SHIT SHIT SHIT WHY? I MEAN THAT'S GOOD BUT HAVE YOU SEEN MY TEA-- oh wait.." *cue him remembering he has a Masquerain* "Oh yeah.. I forgot about him."

So yes. Guzma will be understanding of your situation and patient at the same time. We all love our boi Guzma <3

"C'mon, pua. You can do it." Guzma encouraged [Y/N] as he tries to push them towards the awaiting Masquerain. [Y/N] paled at the sight of the fluttering Bug Pokemon as they gulp. "D-Do I have to?" Guzma sighed for the umpteenth time. Luckily, he's as stubborn as a rock. "Yes. Wasn't it ya who suggested it?" "Yeah.. but--" "Alright! Then move closer!"

[Y/N] sighed as they nervously hold their hand out. This action though made Masquerain fly towards her hand and snuggle to it. [Y/N] froze, stiffening like a statue. Guzma saw this and sighed. "I guess it's not so easy as I thought."

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plastic-l0veee · 2 years

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If you are reading this blog (which you shouldn't be but you said you still did that night when you got really nasty.)

You asked me "do you love him more than me?"

And I responded in "what sense?"

You shrugged it off, admitting defeat that it was just a yes. Point blank. No more discussion.

But I asked for a reason.

In a fantastical sense, yes. I did. I was 19, I broke off an engagement to be with him, we talked about fucking BABIES when we had only been seeing each other for like 3 weeks, and it was just so much escapism. I was coming to terms with really nasty stuff when I met him and as I was dating him and I chose to keep him separate from it all because that made sense to me. I didn't want my ugly life to muddle this fantasy I lived in with him. I loved him, I really did, but we were there for each other in an impersonal sense. He would comfort me but he didn't know about what outside of a vague "well she's depressed" notion. I was a walking after school PSA and it was only when I started inconveniencing him that he realized what I was. And I wasn't even subtle honestly. I used to binge drink right before I saw him. Or I'd smoke to the point of mental emptiness when we hung out. I was with him for 6 months and he never noticed I wouldn't eat with him. We ate ONCE to celebrate my birthday and it was the only meal we shared together. And he just never said anything. I used to spend days at a time with him. Not ever an "it's been a while" or "at least have a nibble." I think he was content thinking of me as this fragile little "easy" girlfriend who just needed time and attention and honestly I don't think he wanted to get into my ugly parts as much as I wanted to not share them. So it was easier to live in this fantasy where "we were everything we ever wanted" after running away from other things we messed up. So when he left, yeah I was devastated cause wow one of us decided to grow the fuck up and leave and oh man it wasn't me. It sucked. The way he left really SUCKED. And well yeah. I realized if I wanted to be REALLY loved, not just you know IDEALIZED, I was not only going to have to get better, I was gonna have to be HONEST about that shit.

And what, 2 years later, after my other AWFUL relationship happens, we meet. And I'm not very present in conversations with you at the beginning because I was still in the pit on a day to day basis. If Jake decided to text me that day or demand to see me, I still felt susceptible to the mind games and I would just ask "why bother, because either someday Jake will really decide he wants to be with me or I'll put myself in the ground so I don't have to live with these thoughts anymore" you know? / you don't probably, I think your ex was bad but mine made me want to slit my wrists and die alone just so I could not deal with him so ... yeah

But I figure there's no harm because nothing could ever happen. You're an internet friend at best. And I have those. From bpd support groups, tumblr, etc, what harm is there in befriending someone 3 hours away. I won't make the drive. There's nothing for me in Houston, lmao. You could never be anything but a silly little distraction. A decent friend at worst.

But you became so much bigger than I expected. I remember laughing at your messages, talking to you daily about nothing but also EVERYTHING. You became this huge part of my life and it was just so surprising. Like why did you make such an impact on my day. Why did you make me feel like I could keep going some days. Why did you make me feel like it was all going to be okay. How could any one person do that.

And it was scary. My fucking God, I wanted nothing more than to keep you at bay and just pretend this was nothing. Like maybe you're just the bandaid for this specific time period but eventually the wound is going to rip open again and then what. You were going to leave because it was going to be too much. And you were sad but you were not sad and BROKEN the way I was. You still believed in being happy. And I felt like I could only ever be happy through illusions, through fake loves, through idealized versions of my reality. I was this big awful thing that no one should ever have to deal with. I was worthless. I wanted to die. I really did. I was tired and I just wanted to crumble and stop trying. And you were scary. Because some days you made me believe different. But I couldn't risk being in love again. Not after what I went through with Jake. God, not after all the damage.

And so I loved you, but as quietly as I could. Whatever little flaw of yours I could find, I would latch on and let it fuel my desire to stay alone. When you told me about slip ups I was relieved that you did have the capability of being shitty and it wasn't in my head and so I could keep having you at arms length for good reason. When it felt like you were too loud or too emotional, it made me feel like okay, you can annoy me, that's so good, you're not perfect!! And it just stewed in there so when eventually this ends, I could remember the ugly parts and know that it will pass. It has to. Or I won't make it this time. Please.

But oh man. It never did. I got to know you, to love you earnestly, to be hurt by you, to be lied by you, and to be left by you. And it didn't pass. Not really. I wouldn't think about you all day if I really tried but when you weren't in my life for 6 months, I still thought about the rush of seeing your drunk texts when I was out. I still remembered the softness of saying goodnight and sending pictures back and forth till we passed out. And I wanted to reach out but I was scared of getting more hurt. So I didn't. But then you did.

And so we have two mostly beautiful years together. And oh man, it stings. Not even because of how it ended but just because it's fucking gone. I love you earnestly, fearfully, timidly, loudly, angrily, in anguish, in joy, in rock bottoms and in mundaneness. I love you in so many senses of the word, that sometimes it feels like it's not real but also that sometimes it is still scary to admit, even after 2 years. I didn't think I could ever love a person this much. Fuck you. Like not really but God I am so sad it is gone and I understand why but it does not fucking help. I love you, Jonathan. I'll love you until the day I die. I really mean that.

I also love you enough to let you go. Because I still don't know if it's just my shitty self esteem or if you really should just fucking hate my guts but I think you deserve so much more. We will both get better in time. But the love you have I just... how could I ever feel like I deserve it. How could I ever feel like I'm enough for you. I just don't know.

The priest from fleabag is wrong. This will not fucking pass. Not after the yelling or shitty actions. Not really.

Because every day since then I've wanted nothing more than to remember what the weight of your head feels like on my chest. And to look into your soft, sad brown eyes to feel seen. And to hear your laugh for even a fucking second so the world doesn't feel so scary.

You are the love of my life.

And this will not pass.

The way you changed me is indescribable.

In fact, it is the biggest reason I know I can be okay one day. Preferably with you, but also without you if I have to.

I just... wish I could see you. Even if it was one last time. Like really.

So yeah. It's out there. And maybe you'll never see this. But also maybe you will.

I love you.

I'm sorry. Both that I still do and always will. But also because I really hurt the person I love most in the world. All because I got in my head. You didn't deserve that.

I love you.

#.#personal #maybe now i will leave this blog alone for a bit but i just had to yell it somewhere #this also not EVERYTHING i would love to say on this topic but it's all i feel like i can put on a blog that is sometimes read by strangers

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