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fuckwallpapers · 1 month
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y2khaos · 1 year
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ive been watching a lot of mental health vids today and i got to thinking while talking to a friend..... i think a good way to balance self deprecating and self enabling tendencies is to mostly acknowledge that thoughts are...just that. thoughts!! esp w self deprecation, a healthy way to deal w that is to take a step back and examine the negative feelings u have abt urself. and then u just shrug ur shoulders and say, "so what?"
- feeling stupid? so what, ur still smart enough to acknowledge there are things u need to improve!
- feeling ugly? so what, the only people who will actually call u that to ur face are elementary school bullies. (if there are ppl who do that aren't in elementary school, resorting to criticizing you over things you can't control makes them no better than an elementary achool bully.)
- feeling generally undesirable? so what, there are plenty of ppl out there who are willing to deal with what u personally consider mediocrity!
as for self-enabling tendencies, i think a good way to handle them would be......smthn like, "will this actively contribute to my satisfaction in life, or just give me a brief hit of dopamine?"
whether it's food (esp stuff u know will leave u on the toilet later from issues like lactose intolerance or things particularly aggravating for ur ibs), impulse purchases, or saying smthn rude in the moment you will later regret (i know i need to work on this on the rare occasion im irrationally angry LMAO), u need to think stuff like:
- will this food item make me feel better after eating it, or do i know from prior experience that it makes me feel sick?
- will this purchase be smthn i will display in my home or wear or use often and be happy about seeing every day, or will i leave it to rot in the closet or garage or basement?
- is this comment something this person needs to hear for their own wellbeing, or will it just upset them and make us both spiral into a pointless argument?
obviously recovery is a long, arduous road. but it's all worth it in the end to feel better abt urself and others. u deserve to feel that. i don't want any comments or reblogs abt how "oh this applies to everyone but me": actually, it ESPECIALLY applies to you. believing you're not worthy of basic positive experiences in life is, in fact, a very harmful form of self deprecation.
i don't care how "toxic" of a person you think you are. truly toxic people don't care about the negative effect they have on others whatsoever. they don't dwell on whether they're good people or not. meanwhile, good people make an attempt to get better. sometimes, maybe even often, they will falter, and it's natural. it's natural to make mistakes. it's natural to relapse on occasion. again, the road to recovery is tough. but i promise that you deserve good things. 💚💚
screenshot this post, print it out, set it as ur lockscreen, whatever you need to do to remind urself that you're worthy and deserving of love - whether it's from others, or yourself.
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bokutosmochi · 2 years
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WHERE THE HQ BOYS KEEP YOUR PHOTO
sugar level: 0.5k allergen warning/s: n/a
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he has a photo of you and him as his lockscreen
it was a messy one, one that was taken while your heart was pounding and head spinning. it was in an arena restroom. your loving boyfriend took you to your favorite band's concert. you held in your pee for as long as you could, but the trip to a loo is inevitable when your doting boyfriend is reminding you to chug bottle of water after bottle of water so you didn't get dehydrated. knowing there was a lot of unpleasant characters at concerts, he offered to come with you, which he did. and so after doing your business, you came back to the restroom almost empty. every person there was in their respective stalls. taking the opportunity, you whipped out your phone and snapped a mirror photo of you two, your arm around their shoulder, and theirs around your waist. it was a bit blurred when you pulled them back to where the audience was as you heard the first notes of your favorite song being played.
BOKUTO, KUROO, yamaguchi
he has a photo of you two in his wallet
it's a pretty old one, but he held it near and dear to his heart nonetheless. the corners are a bit wrinkled, and some of the colors have faded away, but the memories that photo held never will. it was your graduation photo. back when you guys were third years about to graduate, you went to the photography studio your graduation shoot was gonna be at the same time. to save time, the people running the place asked if you two were close to each other and if you were, you could enter the studio at the same time. you did, of course. them being the gentleman that they are told you that you could have yours taken first, then it was their turn. the photographer asked them if he wanted to smile and after realizing he was not getting one, he turned to you and asked if you guys wanted to get one taken together. it would cost a few more yen, but how could you turn it down?
USHIJIMA, iwaizumi, KITA
he has a photo of the two of you on his phonecase, clear photocase, basic bitch style. same.
it's a silly one, one with grins on your faces and holding each other in your embrace, printed on cheap photopaper. however, the photo itself he considered priceless. he took you out on a date in a carnival being held near your city - a well-known carnival - and you can say with the utmost confidence that it was the most fun you've ever had, both because of the place itself and the person that you were with. between eating food that were most definitely not healthy and him winning you giant stuffed animal after giant stuffed animal, he spotted a photobooth. turns out, it was a photobooth he could barely fit in because of his hulking frame, but he didn't care. he still begged you to take pictures with him.
atsumu, HINATA, OIKAWA
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sehtoast · 9 months
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Little things Ben does for Homelander that make me feral (Homelander x OC)
If they're about to sit side by side, Ben will adjust Homelander's cape so he won't sit on it. Accidentally did it on a live interview once. 
Fluffs Homelander's pillow if he's in bed before Homie gets there. 
Went out of his way to find soap and shampoo that didn't have strong chemical scents so Homelander's super senses wouldn't be as bothered. 
Includes Homelander in his skincare routine. Always is extra thorough with working the serums and moisturizers into his skin as an excuse to massage Homie’s face. He gets extra kisses at the end. 
Sends Homie texts regularly throughout the day to see how he's doing and cheers him up if necessary. 
Has written "I love you" in webbing in the rails and cables of major bridges. This always makes Homelander turn a little red in the face. 
Has Homelander's name in his phone as "✨❤️Johnny❤️✨" This name changes regularly. It has been 🎃Pumpkin🎃, 🥧Sweetie Pie🥧, 🥛The Milk Man🥛, Homie, and "Lover Boy". Homelander does not understand the emoji fascination, but finds it endearing nonetheless. 
Set Homelander's phone to be an unassuming lockscreen and the home screen to a picture of him kissing Homie’s cheek. 
Homelander's contact photo in Ben's phone is a picture of him asleep on the couch. Ben told him that he loves how peaceful he looks when sleeping. 
Took the time to learn all kinds of foods Homelander likes and dislikes early on in their relationship. Even consulted with Vought's head chef. Cooks dinner occasionally and makes sure everything is perfect. 
Always makes sure he has Homelander's favorite type of milk stocked. None of that 2% or nonfat type stuff. Goes out and gets more before Homie gets home if he sees that it's almost empty. 
On the rare occasion Homelander doesn't pull Ben in to join, Ben will put towels through the dryer so they're warm after Homelander showers. 
Has joined Homie in showers specifically to wash dried blood from him and comfort him. 
Holds Homelander at night when dreams of his childhood distress him. 
Sings for Homie when Mirrorlander won't quiet down. His singing is rough at best, but Homelander loves it all the same. 
Has made a stress ball out of his own webbing before to give Homelander on a particularly stressful day. Homelander held on to it until the webs dissolved many hours later. 
Keeps one of Homelander's spare costumes in his closet alongside a couple t-shirts for Homie should he want to change into something casual. 
Created an environment where Homelander feels safe enough to dress down and exist in a far more simple manner. 
Established that vulnerability between them will never be looked down on or punished. 
Encourages Homelander to explore his emotions. Helps him process what he does talk about in a healthy, productive way. 
Will let Homelander rest his head on his lap when they sit side by side. Strokes through his hair without being prompted. Will sit still for hours if Homelander dozes off. Anything to give him peace. 
Has rewatched the same handful of western and macho man movies hundreds of times with Homelander. Granted, he's usually falling asleep during them. 
Plays guitar in the background while Homelander practices his scripts. Always giggles when he hears Homelander idly humming the tune the next day. 
Leaves sticky notes with cute messages 
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GET TO KNOW THE MUN.
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what’s your phone wallpaper : My kitty, Molly. The sweetest and best girl, true princess of the household. She's also my lockscreen. She's seven years old and for the first six months of her life, she was a feral kitten. I'm so grateful she was able to be adopted! She likes watching the electric kettle, sitting by the window, watching British TV shows, getting her whiskers smoothed back, quiet, and cat grass. She dislikes noise, people (especially loud people and children), other cats, any food meant for humans, and all of the cat beds I've bought for her (sofa and my bed are superior).
last song you listened to: 6 Underground - Sneaker Pimps (Cruel Intentions soundtrack, anyone?)
last movie : Guardians of the Galaxy 3 and the Super Mario Bros Movie. Both were...okay? I've never played the Mario games beyond a few rounds of Mario Kart so the lore was lost on me.
last show : Queen Charlotte, The Great, The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel, XO Kitty, Succession, and a rewatch of the entire Endeavour series are at the top of my recent watch list. I'm also slowly rewatching the original Trigun in order to watch Stampede during the summer. There's also some K-dramas I've started and have yet to finish, but I'm gutted that Mrs. Maisel, Succession, and Endeavour are all ending this year (with two of them ending this week on US TV!). I'm confident they're going to end well, though (no HIMYM ending, or something similar). I watch a lot more TV and read more books than video games and movies these days!
what are you wearing right now : Midi skirt with a 90s/ditsy floral print, silk blouse, light wool cardigan, and my favorite slingback heels with minimalist jewelry. I may be on Zoom calls but I'm still working, and have a few errands to run later. At home though, probably athletic wear as I work on restyling some wigs later tonight.
piercings / tattoos? : Just one piercing in each earlobe! I don't want multiple piercings or any tattoos. Especially at my current job, they are frowned upon. I do use hair color though, mostly as my natural shade isn't that flattering on me and I'm an An Age where I need to start covering the greys. Darker hair just suits my complexion better!
glasses ? contacts? : Neither, and I'm shocked I don't need them (yet). Both of my parents wear glasses. I should get tested again, but mostly my interest is to attempt wearing contacts again for cosplay. And I hate wearing them: I will put myself through various amounts of physical discomfort for my hobby but I tend to draw the line at contacts.
last thing you ate? : Protein bar...yesterday. I do Intermittent Fasting most of the time (though it's nearly time for me to eat again!), alongside some other dietary necessities in order to try to keep myself healthy. I may not need glasses but I've got enough to deal with. I did drink plenty of water and tea so far today, however!
favorite color(s) : Blue! Sapphire blue, navy blue, sky blue...blue. My favorite color as a child was purple and my husband's favorite is green, so we appreciate a cool-toned palette in the house. Otherwise, I'm drawn to colors like burgundy, blush pink, mint, lilac, powder blue, black, white, and cool-toned tans and beiges. I tend to dislike yellows, oranges, and warm-toned browns: autumn colors, mostly. Which is funny because autumn is actually my favorite season: I'm just not a fan of the colors on me or in my home.
current obsession : A Court of Thorns and Roses/ACOTAR (and Crescent City, and Throne of Glass...SJM-verse in general) and Bridgerton, hands down. I absolutely love books and while I need to branch out and aim to start reading some Holly Black and Leigh Bardugo finally, I keep coming back to these two authors/series/fandoms (though Julia Quinn is an okayish historical romance writer. Overall, I liked other HR writers more!).
In short: talk to me about ACOTAR and Bridgerton and I will not shut up.
Otherwise, I'm into: What We Do In The Shadows (SEASON 5 SOON!), a lot of British crime and historical drama shows, mostly old anime, luxury and plus size fashion, cosplay (my main hobby outside of this blog!), skincare, having an entire bar in my house just for tea, historical/horror/romcom movies (I have a few things in common with Sonia, yes), fixing my health issues/healthy lifestyle/staying active/losing weight, cats, fashion and travel vloggers (especially if they visit Europe. it's very niche but there's a few Japanese lifestyle and travel vloggers I love because they don't spend the entire video talking and it's just...more ambiance with subtitles, I guess? Super soothing!), and traveling in general. I miss traveling so much and am slowly starting to plan my honeymoon for 2024.
do you have a crush right now? : My husband, my cat, and whenever it gets finished, the custom closet and the custom cosplay room that will be built in my house. We did my husband's new computer and video game setups first so it's my turn for house upgrades and I really need a separate closet: what came with this house only fit my husband's clothes so my wardrobe is all folded in baskets or hung on rolling racks right now and it is driving me crazy.
We've saved for the past few years in anticipation for this but it's still stressful to get a designer in to measure, chat with us about needs, get the plans approved, etc. And I still need to purge some things just for my own sanity.
No human kids, just two adults with a cat and plenty of hobbies
favorite fictional character : Rude question, how dare you. But I'll try anyway. Sybil Crawley (Downton Abbey), Nesta Archeron and Bryce Quinlan (Sarah J. Maas books/verse/etc), Penelope Featherington and Francesca Bridgerton (Bridgerton), Endeavour Morse (Inspector Morse/Endeavour), Misato Katsuragi (Evangelion), Spike Spiegel (Cowboy Bebop), Fujiko Mine (Lupin III), and Sonia Nevermind (what, did you think I'd forget her?).
That's such a small fraction of my faves but it's a mix of older and newer ones at least.
tagged by: I absolutely stole this from @dcviated for Munday purposes.
tagging: Steal it. I wish I had something witty for this but between work, replies, and getting convention ready I've got nothing.
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servin-up-surveys · 11 months
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survey #163
Where did your first kiss take place? His bed.
Do you prefer foxes or wolves? Red foxes aesthetically, but wolves as a whole as animals.
Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? Yeah.
Would you rather never fall in love again or never orgasm again? Well that's easy, never orgasm. Gone 27 years without it and I'm very happy being in love with someone, this isn't even a competition.
What’s the youngest you would consider dating? Probably like, 23 or 24.
Are thongs sexy? They can be, but you won't see me wearing them, and I don't think anyone should feel pressured to, wear whatever on earth is comfortable to you, and those do NOT look comfy.
Did you grow up in a healthy environment? No, my dad was an alcoholic and my parents fought a whole lot.
Could you ever deliver a baby? I don't think I could; abdominal sorts of pain is the kind I handle the worst by far, and I also bleed badly in almost any case of bleeding anywhere, and because of that I'd be very afraid of dying in the process. A c-section would be safest for me, but I feel like even the dad isn't allowed in the room while that's happening? and that would bother me, it'd be his child too and I know it'd be important to me that he was there through the whole thing. Lemme just not have kids, lol.
Do you think suits are sexy? FUCKING YES, on literally any gender.
Would you rather take someone on a date, or be taken on a date? Both really, depends on the day. I think that should be the case regardless of gender.
Where were you when you got your first period? I'd just gotten home from school, I went to the bathroom like I usually did when I got home from school and noticed a small amount of blood. I'm grateful as hell it wasn't an immediately heavy one that woulda mortified me at school.
Do you think Benedict Cumberbatch is hot? I personally don't, but I know plenty of people do, it's all personal preference.
Favourite Disney princess? Mulan.
Have any hair/eye/skin color, which would you choose? I'd love to have like porcelain skin and sapphire blue eyes, and maaaybe naturally blonde hair because that'd be much easier to dye?
Be any weight/body type, which would you choose? I'd love to be a healthy weight, primarily slim and fit, however definitely with a bit of thickness because curvy women are permanently hot forever.
Be any height, which would you choose? Eh I'm fine where I am at 5'4.5'' lol.
What is your current ringtone? Something that came with the phone.
What is your current wallpaper? My lockscreen is actually this really cool layered black and white floral pattern, like the design fades to black in the center, it's really cool. My home screen is some desaturated art pattern of bats, spiderwebs, and more floral work.
Last person you added to your phone contacts? I feel like it was my brother's wife Chelsey.
Go down to your 5th contact, who is it? Girt, actually.
If you had to make a six hour cross-country journey, would you rather take the train, fly or drive? How come? Train, because I've never taken one and I'd feel safer on that than a car or airplane. It seems very fun.
If you could dye your hair any colour in the world, assuming it would look perfect with your colouring, what would you pick and why? Pastel pink! I want that very badly someday and light pink is also my favorite color so I'd feel very at home in it.
What’s your opinion on couples who do literally everything together? Are you like that, or is that like one of your worst nightmares? I feel like it's important to know how to exist happily without them and enjoy your own hobbies also independently, however I don't see a problem with couples doing things together if they're both into something. The degree varies from relationship to relationship, and it's for the couple themselves to establish.
What’s your favourite type of fast food? Is it something you eat a lot or do you try and limit it? This varies between restaurants, however most often I think I go for a burger of some sort. We definitely do try to limit how much we eat out, especially since I've been to the nutritionist, it seems.
Do you believe “once a criminal, always a criminal” or do you think that people can really change and become better? People absolutely can change, 100%.
Does the last person you text messaged have any tattoos or piercings? She has her ears pierced, but that's it. She would like a tattoo, but she's so unwilling to spend money on herself that she just hasn't.
What colour is your wallet/purse? My purse is black, but my wallet is red, white, and black I think, it's a cartoon Harley Quinn design.
Other than your sheets and pillows, what's on your bed right now? Nothing right now.
Do you know a James? Tell me about him. No.
Do you have a favourite photo of the person you love/like? Yes, but he suuuuuuper rarely takes a picture, even less than me.
Explain the last time you laughed really hard. That woulda been Sunday at Girt's place, Charlie (his dog) was pitching a fit over everyone eating in the living room and us not giving him anything, he LITERALLY has a child-like tantrum of just making noises, like this dog deadass talks lmao, even "backtalks," and it is so hilarious. What's even funnier is apparently he doesn't really do that when it's just Girt and his mom or even his sister and nephew, he wanted to show off how big his vocabulary is in front of guests apparently lmfao, that dog is such a character.
Explain your last awkward moment. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA getting a tattoo on my chest, one that at its highest reaches my collarbone, while having an obvious hickey on that side of my neck that for some reason took for fucking ever to go away when it wasn't even that bad, I am so glad the artist just didn't comment on it lmfao
Does the person you love/like have any cute quirks or mannerisms? He probably does, I feel like everyone does, but I can't think of something immediately obvious. You could argue his straight adoration of salad is a quirk, like I don't think your average person enjoys salad even remotely as much as he does, but it's a great thing.
When was the last time you went out to eat? At least a week ago.
Are you attracted to the last person that put their arms around you? Yeah.
Is your ancestry European? Yes.
Do you have a specific talent you’re known for? Writing and photography.
Are you afraid of being cheated on? I've never suspected a partner of doing so, and I've never really worried about it. I definitely never wonder in my current relationship, he's literally been cheated on and it cut him pretty deep, and also with just how adamantly loyal of a person he is, I would never, ever think he'd cheat. We've even talked before about relationship dealbreakers out of curiosity, and I think cheating was the first thing he said, so obviously he has strong feelings about it.
Do you find watching animals in their natural habitat to be exciting and fascinating? YES!!!!!!! I LOVE this shit.
What do you think you are MOST talented at? Probably writing.
Do you know who you want to be the bridesmaids in your wedding? I know some, yeah; I want Mom to be my maid of honor, obviously my sisters will be bridesmaids, and I'd really really love for Mazzy and Tez to be bridesfolk, too; dresses wouldn't be a mandated thing. There are probably a few more people, but those are the people that I think of immediately.
What natural disasters have you experienced? Plenty of hurricanes, and the floods that resulted.
What is the current theme of your bedroom, if you have one? It's in the process of a nature-y makeover; we've ordered a bit of decor so heavier modifying is incoming. :'D
How many states have you lived in? I've lived in North Carolina my entire life.
Who did you last see on webcam? My current psychiatrist.
Have you ever discovered something gross in your food at McDonalds? No.
What’s your favorite Johnny Depp movie? Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, I adore his performance as Willy Wonka.
Who is your favorite video game character? Pyramid Head from the Silent Hill franchise.
Of all of your friends’ significant others, who do you get along with best? And least? I don't know any friends' partners.
Have you ever had a platonic friend that everyone insisted you should be in a relationship with? Ha ha Girt. Finally happened and yeah, healthiest relationship I've ever been in.
Do you use a photo editor? Yeah, I have an Adobe subscription that allows me to use Lightroom and Photoshop.
Is your dad overweight? I think he's underweight.
What’s the name of the most recent baby a friend has had? Harper.
Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? Probably Girt, I don't really remember.
Who was the newest addition to your family? Emerson, my youngest niece, if you want the purely technical answer, but I consider the answer to be my boyfriend's immediate family; they put a lot of emphasis on considering my mom and me as part of their family, even prior to marriage, and I feel the absolute exact same about them.
Do you have a drone? No.
Who was the last person to upload a picture with you in it? Hell if I know, I basically never take pictures and even more rarely with others. It mighta been Mom, I don't know.
Do your parents actually knock on your door before entering your room? No, or at least, not always. She never does if I'm alone in a room, but she does sometimes if me and Girt are in there.
What’s your favorite pet name someone calls you? He's only used the word once when comforting me about something, but nothing on the face of the planet beats Girt going in genuine concern and not in a babyish tone, "What's going on honeybear?" BITCH it was SO CUTE
What’s the largest animal you’ve ever seen in person? An orca, as a kid.
When was the last time you were in the hospital? March of last year.
Why were you there? I was suicidal.
Have you ever owned an axolotl? No, I'm not interested in them as pets, but they're adorable and very cool animals.
Do you enjoy learning about conspiracy theories? YES I DO.
Does your significant other/crush know about your Tumblr? Does he/she look at it? HAHAHAHA I SURE AS HELL HOPE NOT
Does your family own a business? No.
Are you a believer in “signs” from the universe about things in your life? If you are, can you think of a particular example? Nope.
Who was your favorite Disney princess as a child? Ariel.
Who was the last smoker you were around? Did they smoke around you? Girt's sister's boyfriend, and no, he went outside.
Do you know how to fish? Yes, though I will say tactics vary depending on a lot of factors.
Do you think age matters in friendship? Nope. I absolutely believe a friendship between an adult and minor should be monitored, but it's totally possible for different age groups to be friends.
Do you use tampons or pads? Or both? Pads, even though I hate both of them. I used tampons for years, but eventually stopped and resorted back to pads because I'd become too painfully aware of how uncomfortable tampons were for me constantly; not going into detail, but it's quite a big reason I think I may have a tilted uterus, something I plan on asking the gyno about next time I go.
Have you ever had a severe allergic reaction? No.
Who is one YouTuber you would like to meet? Markiplier as far as meeting someone I look up and enjoy as a person, but meeting Gab Smolders would also be super cool because I think we could be super good friends, haha.
Who was the last person you blocked on social media? Why? Sara's Instagram, because I don't want her to know a damn thing going on in my personal life.
Are you going to walk at your graduation or just pick your diploma up? I walked; I'm pretty sure I didn't want to, I just wanted my damn diploma and never come back, but for some reason I did it.
Have you ever tried to break a Guinness World Record? No, I don't really care about that sorta stuff.
When, where, and why did a needle last pierce your skin? Exactly a week ago to finish the tattoo that's on the left region of my chest.
Who is the youngest gay person you know? I don't know.
Have you ever watched an animal being eaten by another animal? I know I've watched cats eat mice and similar animals when I was a kid and we had dozens of outdoor cats (terrible idea, don't do that), and I know I've seen vultures eating roadside carrion. I also feed my snake rats, although they're just thawed out from already being dead; it's so normal by now that I barely make the association of feeding my pet something that was once a living animal, if that makes any sense.
Has your best friend ever seen you naked? Not all my clothes off at once, no, however he's seen basically everything, just different body parts at different times, he knows I'm really uncomfortable with my body and doesn't push me, we explore new things once I tell him I'm fine with it.
Do you get mad when your current bf/gf talks about an ex? No, but that's not something he really does to begin with, almost ever. I think the only time he's brought them up has been in a "please don't do what this person did" sort of way. Girt's also just really private about relationship stuff so doesn't bring it up for no good reason.
Do you know anybody who was abused? Yes, this sadly is not rare.
Do your parents volunteer anywhere? My mom cleans the church she goes to, yes. Once upon a time she was paid for it but isn't now due to disability reasons, so she's literally doing it out of the kindness of her heart now.
Do you get along with your best friend’s parents? I love his mom to death, but I never met his dad. Girt's told me we woulda disagreed on A LOT, but he feels he still would've ultimately loved me.
Have you ever been in a relationship where you didn’t get along with the person’s parents? No.
What is the best thing you can draw? Meerkats, they're the very primary thing I draw ever. I'm not outstanding, like there's still room for improvement for sure, but I don't think I'm bad.
Has anyone you know ever had serious surgery before? Oh yeah, primarily my mom for both cancers she's had; the kidney tumor she had was bigger than the kidney itself, and she had a complete hysterectomy (with definitely added difficulty) from her nearly fatally aggressive ovarian cancer that was spreading to things nearby, can't remember the term for it. Both got so severe LITERALLY just because she didn't want to go to the doctor for herself because of money, she wound up in the hospital both times out of what became complete necessity. I love America's healthcare system don't you??????
Who has the best taste in music in your family? Besides myself obviously haha, Mom. We agree on the most stuff.
What animal did you last pet or hold? My cat.
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leqsr · 1 year
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I love you large families coming to the grocery store and bagging for the family, I love you eWIC,, I love you non native English speakers, I love you tiny Italian man buying bread and cheese, I love you thrifty shoppers, I love you lady that puts stuff away correctly, I love you 'excuse me, could you tell me where the bathroom is?', i love you 'you're doing a great job', I love you 'oh no don't even worry about it', i love you insurance paying for healthy food, I love you separate orders on different cards so that you can surprise ur s/o, I love you 'oh let me give you an extra dollar so you don't have to hand me 4 dollarsback, i love you customer service desk, I love you break room lights turn off after 5 minutes, I love you UPC (universal product code), I love you pictures of barcodes on my phone as my lockscreen, I love you PLU (product lookup) on fruit, I love you 'I can't see well, can you punch in my number for me?', I love you 'I'm shopping for my mom, she can't walk well anymore I love you walking to work, I love you being friends with coworkers, I love you custom name tags printed by friends, I love you cart guys, I love you tag lady, I love you shitty uniform, I love you taking a few extra minutes for my break, I love you employee discount, I love you, I love you adult gay ppl coming in and getting groceryies,, I love you 'I brought my own bag' I love you work best friend, I love you I love you I love you.
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Mugol Briyani.
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softieteez · 3 years
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ivy’s relationships with ateez
ivy and her relationship with each member
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{ hongjoong }
status: “father & daughter”
ship name: jijoong
popularity: 5/10
she messed with him sooo much
the amount of times he scolds her whenever she’s around wooyoung and san ✋🏼
besides that though, he jokes that she’s his most well behaved child
he is her mentor, especially recently, she’s gone to him to help write lyrics. she says she wants to try producing soon too.
she is the person that keeps him sane half the time, brings him food while he’s working, just making sure he’s staying healthy.
when they finish promotions she usually forced him to go out and buy a milkshake with her or something.
he always keeps an eye on her to make sure she’s always comfortable
he likes to tell this story about ivy when one time she walked into his and seonghwa’s room at 2 am without saying a word and just laid on top of him
you know how hongjoong once said “don’t look at other oppa’s”? yeah that rule kinda applies to her too
he’s so protective, anytime another idol or staff member flirts with her, he’s watching closely.
he likes with she get plain white acrylics because she lets him paint them how he wants.
she refused to buy her anymore stuffies and scolds mingi and seonghwa when they buy her more which is maybe too often
“leader hong in the houseee”
“ivy, i’m trying to sleep”
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{ seonghwa }
status: “mother & daughter”
ship name: ivyhwa
popularity: 5/10
she is his motherfuckin baby, no one touches her.
she’s clumsy so ever time she trips, falls, stubs her toe, he face palms and the helps her ‘injuries’ that she exaggerates
has to cover her mouth whenever they play explicit music during vlives because she will swear with pride
stuffie buyer #1
screams and closes her eyes every time he does something sexy for fan
back. hugs. either her giving him back hugs or vise versa.
plays with his hands when she’s anxious
scares him every time she does a flip on variety shows
whenever they’re at a fan sign or something and she starts doing sexy parts of their dances he just stands in front of her to block people from seeing, recently however she tells atiny to yell at him to move.
she organizes, he cleans. they’re a team.
dancing on vlive and killing every atiny there is.
on time he made a joke and called her ‘poison ivy’ and she punched him so hard. which shocked both of them because she isn’t that strong (jongho was proud)
“seonghwa got me a new stuffie !!!!”
“you weren’t supposed to tell ! hongjoong will yell at me”
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{ yunho }
status: “besties”
ship name: yunsoo or yunvy
popularity: 5/10
big back rides #1
they’re really close but a lot of atiny’s don’t see it 🤷🏼‍♀️
she makes him laugh so much
he’s older, taller, and stronger, but he is her baby
twerking 101
the reasons she got to see nayoung again thank you imitation
“yunho’s an actor now” literally any chance she gets
buys her food, so much food. even on diets.
she currently has one of his photo cards in her phone case
her contact name for him translates to “abnormally large puppy man”
she just stares at him. and then when he gets weirded out and asks why she says ‘because i can’ or ‘mind your business’
like to paint with her
“ivy, seonghwa yelled at me for letting you twerk on that on vlive”
“he’s the man that sexy danced to baby shark, i think he’ll live”
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{ yeosang }
status: “best friends”
ship name: yeovy
popularity: 7/10
gemini’s. need i say more ?
they make fun of the members behind their backs together
refuses to buy her anymore chocolate
she ?? keeps ??? wearing ?? his ?? shirts ???
she lowkey fangirls over how pretty he is
they’re too shy for their own good
she tried teaching him how to do flips, but he gave up after a kart wheel and seonghwa stopped it before they could even make it to round offs
he acts shocked every time the stylists give her sexy outfits even though he’s used to it by now
buys her chicken tenders all the time
he once said that ivy is giggly and clingy when she’s drunk and somehow he’s usually the one to take care of her
gives him weird looks, for literally no reason
she’s proud of yeosang because of his recent confidence boost
“why is hongjoong wearing that?”
“i don’t know, let’s go make fun of him”
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{ san }
status: “best friends”
ship name: sansoo
popularity: 7/10
they’re so cute until they get on stage
constant hugging, it never ends.
they compliment each other allll the time
he likes to flirt with her just to make her shy and flustered because he finds it funny
feeding each other for some reason ??
he buys her dumplings
she wants to recreate every hair color he’s ever had but she’s lowkey too scared
she wants him to get a facial piercing so badly !!
he held her hand when she got her first tattoo
random dance parties together >>>
san said he’s proud of her because her confidence has grown so much and shes been working hard lately
there was a time when she cried at a fansign because a fan gave her a really meaningful note and san immediately went over to hug her
“sannie, i just got called sexy!”
“you’re too young”
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{ mingi }
status: “they crushing?”
ship name: minvy
popularity: 10/10
piggyback rides #2
her number one cuddler
stuffie buy #2
literally do not separate them. e v e r
a lot of fans actually ship them because of how close they are. and because they’re cute asf
buying each other food >>>
she said that the time during mingi’s hiatus was the hardest for her because they had so much going on and mingi not being there made things worse
she was the first one to wish him happy birthday
he helps her a lot when it’s to like… everything. in airports when they feel anxious they hold each other’s hand, when she can’t stay focus he rubs her back.
ivy told atony that mingi was the first person she cried to before their debut
they were roommates with jongho before the room switches, now they both have their own rooms
when she was in high school still, he’d help her with homework.
“mingi looks very cute today”
“thank you jiji”
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{ wooyoung }
status: “dude he’s flirting”
ship name: woovy
popularity: 8/10
he flirts too much !!!
fans love them together because they pick on each other yes, but they’re also alike in a lot of ways that’s kinda scary
secret stuffie buyer
she likes to joke that one day she’s gonna leave wooyoung alone in a ditch
she gets soooo flustered when he flirts with her
when they were in america he asked her to take him to her favorite stores and restaurants that she grew up with
even though she doesn’t like video games, he forces her to play or at least watch
friendship bracelets >>
he buys her some random ass shit.
her baby picture is his lockscreen
his mom and brother love her.
cuddles >>>
“your moms so sweet”
“she told me to shut up so that she could talk to you”
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{ jongho }
status: “BEST FRIENDS” or “oh?”
ship name: jijong
popularity: 9/10
people love them together, some ship them, no one knows why
maknae shit
impressing people with his strength and her flexibility
she got so excited when he dyed his hair red
jongho’s character in imitation was her favorite and yunho got pouty when he found out
hitting high notes together !!!!!!
he breaks fruit. she eats fruit.
they act so shy whenever the spot light is only on them
sits on his lap, because she can.
man doesn’t like skinship too often, but he will hug her and hold her hand any day
she calls hun cute any chance she gets.
they post all the time when they have meals together
“why are you sitting on jongho”
“i don’t know san, why are you in my business?”
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you’re the one that brings the sun; chapter 5/6
chapter 1, 2, 3, 4
warnings: swearing
word count: 2,757
notes: okay so this update took a while because I’ve been busy with school and writers block has been kicking my ass, but I think it’s worth it :)))
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It was established in August that at least once a month, Alex will receive a phone call informing him to be at Julie’s house in ten minutes for a mandatory slumber party. It’s endearing sure, but he would like some sort of warning other than Luke calling him and saying that if he doesn’t show up as soon as possible, he’ll paint his drumsticks neon green. So that’s how Alex ends up sitting cross legged on Julie’s bed, putting Reggie’s hair into a bunch of tiny braids and watching The Princess Diaries for what’s probably the hundredth time. 
“Lilly is definitely a lesbian,” Flynn says through a mouthful of popcorn. 
Alex hums in agreement and Julie nods. “If only this movie weren’t made in 2001,” Julie says mournfully.
“Y’know I always thought that Joe was gay,” Alex admits. “Up until he dances with the queen.”
Reggie attempts to look up at Alex, earning an offended squeak from the latter. “Really?”
“Yes, now will you please stay still, I only have one more left.”
“Ok but there is no way Mia’s mom is straight!” Flynn says.
Julie seems to mull it over for a bit. “She does live in an old fire station. And artists are never straight.”
“Yea, like Willie!” Luke pipes up, sitting up from his position hanging halfway off the bed. “Willie’s not straight.”
“We should start a betting pool on how long it takes for Luke to bring up Willie,” Alex mumbles, his cheeks flushing pink. He ties off Reggie’s final braid and pats his head approvingly. “You look like a real princess.”
“Do I?” Reggie grins up at him with a bit of a twinkle in his eye and Alex chuckles. 
“No subject changing,” Luke protests. “How’s Willie doing?”
“Still a pining idiot,” Flynn answers with a cheeky smile. 
“I’m trying to watch the movie.” Alex shoves at Luke’s face and slides down off the bed to sit on the floor beside Reggie. 
“You’ve seen this movie a million times,” Luke points out. He leans down so his head is hanging off the edge of the bed and smirks mischievously at Alex, who is pointedly refusing to look at him. “Aleeeex,” Luke whines. “Don’t be a buzzkill.”
“Alice, please,” Flynn says. Alex shoots her a look seeping with betrayal and Flynn raises their hands defensively. “I haven’t seen Carrie in a few days!” They protest. “I need drama.”
“Drama?” Alex asks. “Or blackmail material?”
Flynn shrugs, which only serves to cement what Alex was thinking. “Yea, nope. It’s not like anything has even happened since-” He cuts himself off, realizing his mistake and preparing for the onslaught of questions. 
“Since!?” Luke cries. “Since what?!” He grabs Alex’s face roughly and looks at him with wide eyes. “Since what, Alex?”
“Nothing!” Alex squeaks, wrenching himself from Luke’s grasp. “Nothing! It was- let go of my fanny pack! Julie stop filming!!!” Alex swats at Luke’s hands and attempts to leap forward to grab Julie’s phone, but ultimately fails. 
“I’ll let go if you tell me,” Luke teases in a sing song voice, his grin only growing the more Alex fights. 
“Fine! If you just- sorry Reg the puppy-dog eyes only work on Luke and Bobby.” Reggie sighs in disappointment and Alex finally manages to get Luke off of him, huffing angrily and brushing nonexistent dust from his hoodie. “You’re a barbarian,” he mutters.
“Well?” 
Alex responds to Julie’s prompting with a long-suffering sigh. “You have to promise not to make fun of me,” he says. They don’t promise. The movie is long forgotten as Alex’s friends gather around him, looking all too fascinated by his latest embarrassment. “He well… don’t laugh, ok. He wore a crop top last week and I tripped on my own feet and scraped up my knees.”
Flynn raises an eyebrow. “Nuh uh, there’s more, spill.”
Alex groans, burying his face in his hands. “They got all worried and started putting bandaids on my knees and I almost fainted. Then- please don’t make me say this,” Alex pleads, looking to Julie as if she’s his last hope. She shakes her head. “When they finished lecturing me I just looked at him and said ‘nice shirt’ and ran off. Nice shirt??? What is wrong with me?”
“Wait a minute,” Julie says, gesturing for Alex to pause. “You just… ran off? Where?”
Alex doesn’t say anything. 
“I’ll paint your drumsticks if you don’t tell us,” Luke threatens. The difficulty is that Alex doesn’t doubt him one bit, and knows that Julie has a healthy supply of paint in a drawer just a few feet away from Luke. 
Alex mumbles something under his breath and Reggie pokes him. 
“Sorry what was that? Speak up.”
“Orange, I’ll paint them the ugliest shade of orange ever.”
“I went and hid in my closet!” Alex blurts. “For like an hour. I am never going to live that down.”
“That’s… incredibly ironic,” Julie laughs. 
“I’m telling that story at your wedding.”
“Reginald, don’t even think about it!” Alex kicks Reggie lightly and raises his hand to flip off the other three, who are all dying of laughter. “I hate all of you. I need new friends.”
“Good luck with that.” Flynn pats Alex’s head; he can practically hear their stupid smirk. 
“Fuck off.”
“No.”
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Alex wakes up with his foot in Luke’s face, one arm thrown over Julie, his face in Reggie’s neck, and a very giggly Flynn perched on the end of the bed taking pictures. He sits up and murmurs sleepily, squinting in the oddly hazy room.
It’s gray and gloomy outside, quite fitting for mid-November, but far from Alex’s ideal weather. He’s always been partial to spring, when it’s not too hot and not too cold and not always cloudy and sad. 
Flynn hops off the bed and onto Julie’s chair, where she spins a couple times before turning her phone to show Alex. “This is gonna be my new lockscreen,” they giggle. Alex stares at the photo, baffled as to how his arm was bent like that. 
Breakfast is heaps of pancakes and fresh coffee (bless you, Ray) that for a moment, Alex considers just dumping over his head. Julie is curled around Luke for warmth throughout the whole morning and Flynn makes a point to gag at least once every 5 minutes. Alex knows she’s happy for them though, they finally got their act together a little over a week ago and at least this is better than the pining. Alex doesn’t say that though, because it will only get him a lecture on how he is not one to talk about pining. 
Alex almost thanks a god he doesn’t believe in anymore when the rain outside doesn’t seem to make any moves into thunderstorm territory. Willie hates thunderstorms. He stays cocooned in a blanket until noon, but eventually Tía Victoria shoos them all out, claiming that Julie will never finish her homework with them all glued to her. 
Alex is sopping wet when he finally arrives at his dorm, sadly no car can go right up to the entrance of the dorms. The first thing Alex notices when he walks in is the candles, and the second thing is the haphazardly thrown together fort in the middle of the room, which he narrowly avoids tripping over. “Willie?” He asks, lifting what he assumes to be the entrance and raising an eyebrow at Willie, who is grinning at him and shining a flashlight in his face.
“Ok, get that out of my eyes.” Alex clamps a hand over the light and Willie sticks his tongue out. “Did the power go out?” Alex asks, worry etching over his face. He can’t have all their food being ruined, with Alex living off his coffee shop job and Willie off of the occasional commission and odd check from his eccentric uncle. 
Willie shakes their head. “Nope.”
“So why the… candles?”
“It’s fun!” Willie pulls Alex into the fort, stumbling back and just barely evading them toppling over each other into a quite compromising position. Willie presses his back against the couch and pats the space next to him. “It’s like you’re a little kid again.”
“Luke used to love making forts,” Alex admits. “We would move all the furniture in his living room and make the absolute worst blanket forts you can imagine. Like seriously, it’s no wonder none of us went into architecture.”
“Really? I can totally see you as an architect”
“That’s…”
“I’m joking, hotdog,” Willie giggles, bumping their shoulder together. He has a tendency to raise his eyebrows when he’s amused; Alex finds it all too endearing. Accompanied with the way their eyes crinkle when the laugh and the soft candlelight leaking through the thin blankets and draping over his features, Alex thinks he’s having trouble breathing. 
“I was drawing you, y’know,” Willie says softly after a few minutes of silence.
“Hmm?”
“The day we went stargazing, I was drawing you. You’re- you’re a good muse.”
“Oh.” Alex’s stomach flutters. “I uh… thank you.” He gives Willie a hesitant smile before turning to focus on the flickering light. His breath feels weighted, like every exhale means something, but he can’t quite pinpoint what. There’s a light breeze whistling through the crack in the door and Alex closes his eyes for a moment, pretending that it’s wrapping around him and holding him close. Alex didn’t get much affection as a child; his parents had always been very stiff. Sure, they loved him, but they weren’t that good at showing it aside from a rough shoulder squeeze and tight smiles so full of expectations. When he came out, even the snippets of affection faded; no more of his mother fixing his hair or giving him a quick kiss on the forehead when he was sick. Two months after his coming out, they just… kicked him out. He came home to find his belongings shoved carelessly into a trash bag or two and that was that. Luke more than made up for the lack of physical affection, but Alex knows that there will always be something missing. 
Wide awake, Alex lets his head fall onto Willie’s shoulder. This time with care and attention, hesitancy. He hears Willie suck in a sharp breath but then the tension melts from their shoulders and fizzles into nothingness. For a moment, there is nothing but them and the pattering of rain against the windows. 
“Lets go for a drive.”
Alex looks up expecting Willie’s usual carefree and impish grin, but he’s taken aback by his wistful expression and something bursts in Alex’s chest. Something that may be instinct and may be just an overwhelming surge of emotion.
“Okay.” His voice is barely a whisper, a single wisp of smoke snaking from a blown out candle.
The air is damp and the rain is coming down hard; Alex reaches a cautious hand out beyond the awning and winces at the downpour. But Willie is wiggling his stupid eyebrows in the way that makes Alex’s face heat and he can’t say no as Willie drags him through the wet grass, shrieking with laughter and going slower than necessary to relish in the water pouring down from the sky in torrents. They’re soaked to the bone and breathless, overflowing with mirth, by the time they reach Alex’s car and clamber into the seats. Right after a brief argument about who’s driving of course. (“You will not be touching my steering wheel with your grimy paint hands, William.” “Says you.”) So Alex is driving. 
Willie has their hands pressed to the window, breath fogging up the glass and sending them into a fit of giggles every time. Alex switches on the radio and there’s a song playing that he recognizes but couldn’t sing along to; something soft and low, like lilting waves. Willie knows it though. And they’re singing. Oh. They’re singing. Alex almost has to pull the car to a stop and put his head in his hands because Willie never told him he could sing.
Willie’s voice is low and slightly raspy, but not in a bad way. Alex knows he’s heard this song before, but he’s 100% certain that this is his first time really hearing it. And it’s beautiful. Or maybe it’s just Willie. It’s probably just Willie. 
Alex brings the car to a slow stop in the parking lot of an odd gas station that always seems to be closed. He doesn’t turn it off though, because he would rather die than have Willie stop singing. He leans his head back and breathes, certain he’s inhaling Willie’s voice. Willie’s voice which is like sparks on his skin, like smoke that crowds his lungs and opens his soul for the very first time. He feels a sense of mourning when the song stops and something else comes on, something peppier and sickeningly sweet. He switches the radio off. 
“I didn’t know you could sing.” Alex isn’t even looking at them; he’s fiddling nervously with the strap of his fanny pack.
Willie smirks proudly. “You learn something new every day.”
“Yea.”
Willie traces a heart in the fog on the window and lets it sit there. Then he unbuckles his seat belt and pokes Alex’s shoulder. “Hey ‘Lex, come on.”
“No.” Alex shakes his head vigorously. “No. We’re already soaking wet and-”
“Hot dog.”
And damn it, the nickname may be so incredibly stupid but Alex has such a weird soft spot for it. He groans dramatically, making a point to wring out his hair, which is already mostly dry at this point. “You’re the worst. What if it starts thundering?” 
Willie shrugs. “I have my noise cancelling headphones. And you can-” they cut themself off. 
“I can what?”
“Nothing,” Willie squeaks. “Please. Please.”
So Alex climbs reluctantly from the car and stands in the parking lot looking far from amused. “You owe me.”
Willie laughs loudly, grabbing both of Alex’s hands and spinning him in an aimless circle, pulling them both into a dance  to music that’s only in his head. They twirl Alex around several times, and Alex is certain that he’s going to actually fall over and faint. Willie raises his face to the sky and squints, letting the rain soak him without care. Alex is in awe and how open and free Willie is, like nothing can ever go wrong and if it does they’ll always be flying. He doesn’t realized they’ve stopped dancing until Willie turns to him with a curious expression. Their eyes rake over his face and Alex realizes he’s staring. But for once, he doesn’t look away. And for the first time, he sees the corner of Willie’s mouth quirk up and their eyes flick to his lips and even linger there for a brief second. 
The rain doesn’t seem to have plans to stop anytime soon, and they’re both shivering and wet and Willie’s hair is dangling in front of his face. Alex reaches out and tucks it behind his ear, both of them holding a breath, waiting. It’s right there, right in front of him, and Alex is inches from just grasping it and clutching it to his chest. Willie takes a step forward so their faces are just inches from each other and Alex can feel their breath against his cheeks. He exhales shakily and raises one hand to cup Willie’s cheek, his touch feather light and afraid. Willie leans into the contact and grins upwards, their nose wrinkling fondly. He gives a silent nod and for the first time in years, Alex takes the plunge. 
Their first kiss is soft and slow and Willie tastes like rain and green tea. Alex smiles against their lips, a breathy laugh escaping his own. He’d think this is a dream, but no section of his imagination could conjure something even a fragment as magical as this. They’re in the middle of a parking lot, cold and wet, and yet Alex feels the warmest he ever has. Alex is hesitant to pull away, but he does, just barely. Their foreheads stay resting against each other, like breaking apart would break them. Then it comes crashing into him. Alex just kissed Willie. He just kissed Willie. And Willie kissed him back! Holy shit!
“Wowza.” Wowza? What the fuck Alex? 
Willie breaks into joyous laughter, throwing his head back and clutching Alex’s shoulders. And Alex laughs with him; he buries his face in the crook of Willie’s neck, his heart full to bursting. Wowza indeed.
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notes: ...I did say I was thinking about a Willex rain kiss. I actually wrote like half of chapter 6 a while ago so I might be able to post it tomorrow. 
chapter 6
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⸙ ˚₊ ➷ KAGEYAMA TOBIO & OIKAWA TOORU AS YOUR OLDER BROTHER ! ❞
╰─ ─ ゚headcanons of two of our pretty setters being your older brothers !
✐ . . . BIG BROTHER HEADCANONS.
[ MIYA TWINS & BOKUTO KOUTARO VERSION. ] [ SUNA RINTAROU & KITA SHINSUKE VERSION. ]
-ˏˋ ➶ character(s) ━ kageyma tobio, oikawa tooru <3
[ trigger warnings ━ manga spoilers !! ]
-ˏˋ ✉️ REQUESTS ARE ALWAYS OPEN.
⇣ please read the RULES before requesting.
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KAGEYAMA TOBIO.
➜ the type of older brother that acts as if he doesn't care but he actually does.
➜ he acts as if that one time where no one from his family but you actually came to one of his volleyball games ─ well, besides from your guys' grandfather; but ever since of his passing, the clostest ─ tangible and most concrete reminants of him were just lingering in the form of a volleyball.
➜ he acts as if the absence of most of his family members didn't affect him and yet, he usually found himself looking for them in the stands ─ hoping that they'd be there cheering him on
➜ he was used to always being left alone when it was just him and his older sister but then you came along
➜ when you were young, you would always cling onto him for your dear life for some reason
➜ and ever since tobio was young, he somewhat had difficulties expressing himself so it was no surprise that he usually shakes you off violently off your tight graps
➜ like how can someone with so little hands be so strong at holding him down??
➜ he wasn't used to these affections, and the start of your guys' sibling relationship was quite rocky
➜ but now when he remembers those times where you hated to jog but you would always, ALWAYS, find yourself catching up to him
➜ slowley, gradually & subtly
➜ just to match up to his pace so you guys would jog together
➜ and then he realizes, that he wasn't alone anymore
➜ bb boy had you right next to him
➜ ugh enough about angst people
➜ LETS GET TO THE GOOD GOOD
➜ SPA DAYS ARE A THING
➜ SORRY YOU DON'T MAKE THE RULES
➜ I DO
➜ since he is a setter, he needs his fingers and nails in tip-top shape yknow?
➜ since you're one of the only persons he trusts his life onto, he makes you do it
➜ like it's not even because of whatever gender you are
➜ you will do his nails, and you WILL learn to do the best manicure this boy could ever get
➜ because all you want was the best for the best older brother ever.
➜ and that's how he always had healthy clean nails & is always manicured
➜ and it's ON YOU
➜ he would never, NEVER let anyone else do his nails
➜ you would 100% go along with his finger exercise thingy
➜ and these spa days usually ends in a sleepover with facemasks on miwa-nee left in her drawers
 ➜ kageyama may not show it, but he really appreciates you
➜ like alot
➜ you had all the reasons to deny him of his spa days, matches, etc.
➜ but you choose to stay, to learn how to manicure, to skip school and go to his matches & give him the support he was deprived off
➜ like if this blueberry boyo ever offered to share you his mILK, while you guys already have seperate milk cartons in the fridge
➜ you know that he holds you so close, and so fucking dear to his heart that it's going to make me crYyyY
➜ he's not good at expressing his emotions, but he will do everything in his will to make it known to you that you are important to him
➜ he'll always walk with you to school and go home with you whenever he doesn't have volleyball practice
➜ if he noticed that you're feeling down or stressed he'll take you away from whatever that is & will force you to play volleyball with him
➜ just so that you could get your mind off from it
➜ if you forget your lunch money, he'll buy you two mini milk box with curry buns on the side
➜ and then when you guys go home he'll force you to make bento with him until it's late at night in a school night with tons of food on your closed because y'all forgot to use an apron lmao
➜ he's always so stiff with receiving affections and giving one
➜ but he's so good at giving headpats
➜ and he only does it on you
➜ his warm huge hand in comparison to your head, and it'll always be the best way he could convey his emotions
➜ it's through the familiar, homey feeling of the palm of his hands
➜ he's the type to have one picture with you and his grandfather together that's literally so old, it doesn't need those vintage aesthetic effects to make it look vintage
➜ he'll also the type to carry it around in his wallet ALWAYS, but forgets to bring money?? for?? some?? reason??
➜ 11/10 would recommend as a brother
➜ in conclusion, he may not be the best at showing affections and giving them, but you'll always be reminded in different and special ways that he loves you so much; you'll always have each other's back & would stay in each other's side, always.
➜ like harry potter typa shit always.
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OIKAWA TOORU.
➜ he's the type of brother that is ALWAYS UP YOUR FUCKING BUSSINESS
➜ he already has his head up his ass,  you don't want him to be up on yours as well
➜ he'll always be up on your room & he's very very clingy, like a lot
➜ fights are an ALWAYS
➜ y'all would fight about many things honestly
➜ probably most of the reason would be because you're just fed up on him
➜ you would DEFINITELY JOIN IWAIZUMI ON BULLYING HIM & WOULD DEF JOIN ON HITTING HIM
 ➜ but even if things are serious, like that one time where he's just so exhausted of EVERYTHING, because why the fuck won't his serves be good enough?
➜ and he'll just breakdown in front of you, pouring his heart out on how they lost again to ushijima in the semi-finals
➜ he'll also spill out all his insecurities about volleyball because even if it may not seem like it, he gets insecure too 👉👈
➜ and you'll just be there, listening since you know that he wasn't looking and asking for advice ─ he just wanted someone, anyone to listen to him
➜ you'll let him cry out whatever was bothering him for the past few weeks while comfort his huge frame since he collapsed onto your shoulder
➜ oKAy ENOUGH ANGST I AM SO SORRY
➜ i hate myself too, don't worry💅💋
➜ while you guys were young, he'd always be up on your room, and would be playing dolls or cars or shit with you
➜ he's just so used to being with you
➜ that when you got sick and had to go to a hospital and they wouldn't let him visit you, he cried for the first time in years
➜ he'll be stuck on your side by the time you were discharged
➜ he plays volleyball with you along with iwaizumi
➜ he'll also make you come with him while along with iwaizumi to meet his volleyball idol
➜ you'll also be the first person to know what his plans for the future is
➜ and you'll support him through and through, you guys would even consider going with him to argentina
➜ and he wouldn't disagree
➜ he's the type of brother that knows 12762 of your crushes, your passwords, that page 24 of tour diary he stole that says “ tooru-nii isn't kinda that annoying ” that he framed up on his bedroom
➜ he has a shit ton of blackmail material on you
➜ since it's canon that he adores his family, he'll have many polaroid pictures of your guys' family up on his wall
➜ and of course of you guys seperately on picture frames on his desk, ranging from that one time you almost drowned taken at the right timing, to that picture of you and him when you graduated junior high.
➜ speaking of pictures
➜ he'll be SPAMMING YOUR PHONE WITH PICTURES OF HIM
➜ weird ass selfies of his and those forced cute faces that you wanted to burn in hell
➜ and a LOT of selfies with you guys on it
➜ since he knows your password to your phone, he'll change your lockscreen wallpaper to a cute selfie of you guys
➜ he'll never make you change it
➜ reason #1672 why you don't have a bf/gf
➜ you'll ALWAYS find him scrolling through YOUR phone
➜ he'd be watching tiktoks not giving a fuck
➜ while you're just there like
➜ that's MY phone sir 👁👄👁
➜ 11/10 would have a section of his family scrapbook of you guys & it's either showing your attractive oikawa genes
➜ or it's shitty photos of you guys
➜ nothing in between
➜ since we talked about your phone, let's talk about his
➜ you would not let him spam your phone and ruin your phone storage with pictures of him and selfies of you guys without doing the same with him
➜ like DUH
➜ his phone would be FILLED of crazy crackhead pictures of you guys
➜ and he'll have one of your cute selfies as his lockscreen wallpaper
➜ matching the one he set up on your phone
➜ and of he ever has a girlfriend/boyfriend, you HAVE to meet them first
➜ and even if you may not see it, your opinions is held quite mighty high for oikawa
➜ and of course he's like that with you too, he better know the address of your boyfriend/girlfriend, their number, and he WILL do a whole ass background check on him
➜ but you know he does that not only to have your underwear in a twist, he kinda 👉👈 cares about you & as you care about him
➜ 12/10 would recommend as a brother
➜ in conclusion, you guys may sometimes be up on each other's ass, but you guys care a lot about each other and will not hesitate to beat someone's ass for the other because no one but him could bully you, and vice versa ( + iwa-chan )
-ˏˋ playing soleil's tape ˊˎ-
[ 📼 ] . . . will be making this a mini series of big brother headcanons bECAUSE WHY NOT, like WHY NOT; ya get me?? i fucking love wholesome family headcanons & would 1000% write domestic hcs and dad! hcs.
again, requests are open !
one request = one more reason to stay sane
watch out for new dating headcanons of two cute setters 💅
send me an ask or even a comment on you want to see next in the big brother series because i'm wh0re for that, also i finally revived my phone but without it being formatted so i have to redo the requests i wrote. so before i post them since they are not quite done yet, have this.
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devilatmydoor · 4 years
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📝 from the 💙 prompt list, fluff #14 (the one with the lockscreen) and Luke please 🥺
Hi bub, I hope you like it!! 
“Am I your lockscreen?” 
“You weren’t supposed to see that.”
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Your relationship with Luke wasn’t anything out of the ordinary, you both clicked instantly after meeting at a party. You didn’t even want to go to the party yet you went and you met Luke, you haven’t regretting going to that party since. Meeting Luke changed your life in all of the best ways, he loved hanging out with you and you wanted to hang out with him more than anyone you’ve met. You were the first person Luke met in a long time that didn’t care about money or fame, you solely cared for Luke and his wellbeing. You both wanted the best for each  other, staying happy and healthy was important and you both checked in with each other. 
Whenever the two of you hung out the world stopped around you, you only focused on him and his focus was solely on you. There were countless times people attempted to hang out with the two of you and realized it was pointless- you both neglected the other person and focused on one another. A magnetic force kept you two attached at the hip, it was heightened at parties and dinners you went to. Nobody bothered to separate the two of you or attempt to, they knew what would happen. Either you’d fight it or find your way back to each other. Tour was your mortal enemy in every sense of the word nevertheless you and Luke were away from each other for months. You longed to be reunited again every time; he texted you every day with updates and would call at night when he couldn’t sleep which was more often than not. 
The only thing that kept you going was his phone calls and a selfie of the two of you saved as your lockscreen. Whenever you were missing him or wishing he was there you would glance at it and immediately smile. You couldn’t help it if you tried, he meant everything to you and more. You only wish you knew if he felt the same about you, oh how cliché it was to be longing after your best friend but he was more to you than your best friend. He was the one person who could make you smile when you didn’t want to and he was the only person to get you to go to parties. You missed your late night trips to 7/11 and getting slushies, staying up late to talk about everything and nothing, you missed everything you two did together. You missed him. 
After weeks on end of falling asleep on facetime and waking up to texts from him, his return home was coming up sooner than you realized. ��
When he texted you letting you know he was home, you immediately drove over to his place to see him. You texted him after parking in front of his house before getting out of your car. You walked up to his front door and it swung open, your eyes meeting his causing you to run towards him while he opened his arms for you. He hugged you tightly as his head nuzzled in your neck while you wrapped your arm around his neck- the both of you holding eachother as close as you could for as long as you could before pulling away slowly so you could go inside. “I can’t even explain how happy I am to see you.” 
“You don’t have to, I feel the same way Lu.” You smiled as you took off your shoes before getting any further. 
“Are you hungry?” He asked softly as he led you into the kitchen. 
“Your not going to cook are you?” You teased with a wink as you set your car keys on the island. 
“Hell no, I was gonna order food.” He insisted as he walked with you to his living room, everything looked the same from when you saw it last. 
“Good, I can order too if you want.” You offered getting your phone out of your pocked before you sat on the couch. 
“That’s probably a better idea since my phone is about to die.” You both giggled as he walked to plug in his phone. 
You opened your DoorDash app and found a restaurant that had the quickest deliver,  you ordered food for the both of you without even bothering to ask what he wanted. You knew exactly what he would and wouldn’t eat, you paid for the food without his knowledge and as his body turned to face yours, “What are you ordering?” 
“You mean what did I order?” You answered his question with another as you locked your phone and set it in your lap. 
“Did you pay for the food already?” He asked, you nodded in agreement as he grabbed your phone to see for himself. His cheeks turned pink as his eyes widened, “Am I your lockscreen?”
You attempted to swallow the growing lump in your throat as you grabbed your phone from his grasp, “You weren’t supposed to see that.” 
“But I did, are you going to tell me why a picture of you and I is your lockscreen?” 
“Is it really that important Luke? Does it matter?” You asked softly as you watched his reaction, he stood up from the couch and walked over to where his phone was charging. You stood up to see what he was doing. 
“It matters to me because,” He showed you his lockscreen and to your complete surprise, it was a picture of the two of you. You didn’t remember it being taken but you knew when it was taken, it was the night before he left for his last tour. “Your my lockscreen too. Your always my lockscreen when I’m away on tour. I look at my phone to remind me that your there for me and everything is okay. Whenever I’m missing you I look at it and remind myself that I have you.” 
You didn’t know how to react to his late night confession or how to feel about it but you had to do something, you walked up to him as he set his phone back to where it was so he could hold your face in your hands, “I love you.” 
“Luke you know I love you.” You smiled resting your hands on his chest, you could feel his heartbeat faster by the second. 
“No I don’t think you get it, I’m in love with you. I always have, ever since I met you at that party. I love the way you make me smile especially on days I don’t feel like it, I love when we go on late night car rides and gas station trips. I love when you laugh at my stupid jokes”- 
You cut him off by capturing his soft silky lips in a fleeting kiss as he smiled bigger than you’ve ever seen before, “I’m in love with you. I love the sound of your laugh, the way you look at me and how you make me feel like the most important person in your life. I love the way you hug me, I love everything about you Luke.” 
His lips met yours in a passionate kiss as his thumbs caressed your face as you gripped his shirt while you slowly kissed him, savoring every second of what you had been dreaming about for what felt like centuries. He pulled away breathing on your lips, “I can’t tell you how long I’ve wanted to do that.” 
“I think I have an idea.” You smiled pressing your forehead against his.
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ok-ak · 3 years
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thank you for the tag @holyshit​ ily, you little peach!
ok ok ok. le do it:
picrew can be found here!
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✨ screenshots
my lockscreen is: lyrics from fine line (the song) bc WE’LL BE ALRIGHT HOES
the last song i listened to: how much can a heart take-lucky daye/yebba
last photo saved: a song i shazammed at the store lmao. go listen its good
🎶 four songs i’ve heard today:
I love you so- the walters
open doors- trevor hall
someone else- deb never
nothing more than that- the paper kites
🎬 seven comfort films:
um um um. i dont watch very many music but lets see:
how to be single
moana
sex and the city
brown sugar
definitely maybe
any will smith movie ever
spiderman far from home
🖐 get to know me:
name/nickname: ashley/ AK
star sign: aquarius
favourite bands/groups: bon iver, the head and the heart, iron & wine, the fleet foxes, the oh hellos, the temper trap, passion pit,1d obvi
favourite solo artists: ben howard, frank ocean, james blake, lianne la havas, taylor swift, ollie MN, Nao, 1d individually, 1000 other people
song stuck in my head: sign of the times- harry
last movie: Promising Young Woman...it was......wild
last show: Ginny & Georgia
when did i create this blog: 2012 i think..yikes
what do i post about: phew it changes. used to be preppy clothes (lmao), then it was screaming about various shows ive watched (tiva and westallen anyone?), now its quotes/pretty pics/random outbursts of my life/constant longing for louis tomlinson to post a selfie and then propose marriage to me. the usual
other blogs: @blaxploitation which i made for a school project, some joint tumblr i made with my friend that i cant recall the name of, and a private one that i ramble to myself in.
do i get asks: no and when I ask questions to other people they literally never respond, so,,, its lit fam
why did i choose this url: people say ‘sure ok, ak’ to me a lot and i felt *~quirky*~ in 2012 who knows
following: 362 but all of them are gone nowwww
followers: like 1 and a half
average hours of sleep: ?????? 6 maybe
lucky number: 7,10, 23
instruments: i can play the piano, used the play the violin, and REALLY want to learn the guitar
what am i wearing: a oversized aerie sweater and leggings
dream job: the people that get paid to play with harry’s hair for a living. jk, i want to run a multifaceted health center that helps people with their mental health through diff avenues (so like art therapy, reg therapy, exercise, healthy eating, OT, skill building, etc.) all under one roof....or a cute coffee shop owner who is to say
dream trip: im basic but Hawaii, London, Greece, & Tokyo have been on my list forever
favourite food: pasta, mexican food, or CAVA
nationality: tragically american
favorite song: i have a lot but Promise by Ben Howard is up there in top 5
last book i read: 30 Before 30 by Marina Shifrin. i recommend!
three fictional universes you’d like to live in: umm????? 1) the flashverse so i could hang out with cisco 2) bikini bottom....asfljsk 3) whatever fictional world the people from The Bold Type live in that allows them to get to dif parts of NY in 14 seconds 
i tag: anyone who wants to do it! I WANNA LEARN ABOUT YOU OK! I MEAN IT😤❤️💖
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sugawara-sweetheart · 4 years
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another fmk 😼 osamu kita & yamaguchi! lingerie & overstim, picnic date & insecurities 😗
thank you for requesting💗please enjoy
fuck marry kill | osamu, kita & yamaguchi
warnings: nsfw, overstim, body worship?/praise kink
fuck: osamu miya
osamu doesn’t bother taking off the lingerie- he prefers you like this. his eyes are fixated on your body, admiring your curves in the black lingerie set: it was a black satin bra, adorned with a lace detailing and long sheer cut-out sleeves whilst the bottom was a lacy thong, complete with garter belts which osamu just can’t take his hands away from as you ride him. he loves seeing you all pretty and dressed up specially for him and he just can’t bear to rip off all the pretty lingerie you so cutely wore so he just likes to push the thong soaked in your wetness to the side and fuck you like that.
“so fucking hot.” osamu pants over your moans. you’re riding him slow but steadily, his cock so long the tip brushes against your cervix whilst you ignore the ache in your thighs. osamu’s kissing your collarbones, his teeth gently grazing the skin whilst his large hands palm at your tits before they come down to cup your ass, squeezing tight as you throw your head back with a moan. “you look so pretty like this, all dressed up for me and coming undone on my cock.” he leans forward to press kisses along your neck, down your chest and across your tits, smiling at the way the lingerie does nothing to stop them from bouncing as you fuck him. “such a beautiful doll- you take me so well.”
osamu can tell you’re close by the way your wet cunny is squeezing him tighter, your moans louder and you’re suddenly desperately grinding against his cock for your release whilst he watches you hungrily, tongue darting out to lick his lips. as you open your mouth to moan, osamu leans forward and kisses you, his tongue slipping in to lathe over yours as you moan into his lips, creaming on his cock. as you ride out your orgasm, you fall into osamu’s chest with heavy pants, twitching slightly from the sensitivity, his thick hard cock still brushing against your tight walls as he rubs your back.
“you look so pretty when you cum all over my cock like that.” osamu smiles. “i have to see it again.” you barely get a chance to relax before osamu’s holding you tight against him, chests pressed together, and he’s slamming himself up into you with hard thrusts.
“osamu- too much!” you’re practically screaming with the sweet pain, making you jerk in osamu’s strong hold but he’s pressing soothing kisses to your face, both wincing and moaning as you claw at his back.
“shh, baby, you’re so pretty and good for me, i know you can give me another one.” it isn’t long before the stinging pain becomes sweet pleasure and you’re creaming all over osamu’s cock once again.
marry: kita shinsuke
kita loves you and he loves the outdoors. he loves the feeling of the warm sunlight on his skin, the breeze rippling through his hair and the scent of grass and flowers heavy in the air that buzzes with bees.
he also loves you, lying across from him on the picnic blanket in your pretty summery clothes, butterflies fluttering around you and the sun shining in your eyes as you admire kita.
“i made sure to pack healthy foods.” he says, giving you a pointed glance which makes you pout.
“shinsuke! you know i have a sweet tooth.”
“and you know i want to make sure you stay healthy and well.” kita leans forward to press a kiss to the tip of your nose, making you giggle. “but i know you’d want something sweet so i baked an apple pie.” he chuckles at your excited cry before he’s opening up the picnic basket, bringing out a range of sandwiches and fruit and little cartons of juice. it’s perfectly peaceful with you sat in between his legs, munching on your picnic together as you chat and admire the scenery of the beautiful, flower-filled park. kita also takes pictures of you, being such an old soul he’s using a poloroid camera and you grin at the grainy image of you beaming before he’s slotting it into the back of his clear phone case.
“now i can always be looking at you.” he says as he kisses the picture, making you blush as you wrap your arms around his neck.
“you say that like i’m not your lockscreen as well!” kita laughs, pinching your cheeks playfully as you giggle at how flustered he looks.
“well, maybe i just never get bored of your beautiful face, okay?” and he’s kissing you hard, licking at your lips with a grin because that apple pie sure does taste better when it’s from you.
kill: yamaguchi tadashi
you were happy to initiate things at the start. it was cute, how shy and anxious yamaguchi was about pleasing you so you were happy to take the lead. you planned the first date- a casual day of mini golf and pizza at the local mall. you kissed him first on your walk home one day from school. it was sweet and soft and yamaguchi had been so nervous but you gently led his trembling hands to where you wanted them. surely by now he’d get the message you liked him just as much as he liked you, and that he simply couldn’t mess up, no matter what his nasty, poisonous voice of self-doubt was saying.
but yamaguchi was still the same. still scared. hesitant. insecure. and you were growing tired of having to be the one to initiate dates because he was too scared you’d say no or dislike his ideas. you had to always call and message first because he was too scared he’d be a bother to you, even if you had been dating steadily for the past five months. he wouldn’t touch you unless you touched him first and wouldn’t let you come watch him at practise, even though nishinoya and tanaka’s girlfriends would go, because he was too scared he’d mess up and you’d think he was pathetic. lame.
but now you were starting to doubt yourself as you stopped messaging as much, stopped planning all the dates, stopped trying to pepper kisses over your boyfriend’s freckles because he thought they were ‘lame.’ you were now starting to feel his insecurities bleed into you. as you stared at yamaguchi sitting opposite you with his shoulders slouched, you wondered, was the problem really his own insecurities or was it with you?
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