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healingmosiac · 8 months

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Speak even if your voice shakes ❤️‍🩹

I’ve got your back 💜

#healing #attachment trauma #dissociative identity disorder #actually dissociative #highly complex did #ramcoa #cocsa trauma #mother wound #abuse survivor #therapy abuse survivor #therapy abuse

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sleepitawaydear · 1 year

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why is it so fucking common recently for rap!sts/abusers to counter accuse whenever they’re finally called out?

“actually, they did all that to me.”

both of my rpsts have claimed that i was the one that rped them in the exact way they rped me in an attempt to silence me.

it is disgusting to have to sit and hear your abuser tear you down for what THEY did to YOU.

#personal #ok to reblog #tw sa mention #cocsa victim #cocsa trauma #cocsa vent #sa tw #actuallytraumatized #trauma

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jungkookieluvr · 2 years

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i was just a little kid :/

#csa vent #csa survivor #childhood abuse #csa tw #cocsa trauma

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cinpoetry · 1 year

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Sunday School Lessons

Tw: cocsa, religious trauma

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What is rape?

Did we do it right?

Am i still a little girl on her knees

Legs spread for the camera

Saying im sorry like a ball of cotton stuck in the throat

I am still obedient

I am still crying in the nighttime

Too dirty to be touched

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Swap spit in the bathroom of the church

Silently screaming,

Is this supposed to be gods love

Rape in the form of two pairs of feet under the stall

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I am still aching from that worship

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ajsfried · 1 year

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nah 'cause i've already spent more of my life being a sa victim than i've spent not being one

#ptsd things #cocsa trauma #dumb brain things #back on my bullshit #traumacore #i think like 3/4 of my life or sumn #rn at least

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healingmosiac · 8 months

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#healing #trauma recovery #actually dissociative #attachment trauma #highly complex did #ramcoa #polyfragmented #actually polyfrag #dissociative identity disorder #cocsa trauma #religious trauma

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ed-recoverry · 1 year

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Reminders this Sexual Assault Awareness Month that your assault(s) are valid even if:

Your loved ones don’t believe you

Your assaulter was your lover/partner

You “didn’t fight back”

You were intoxicated

You originally consented

You had consensual sex with them in the past

You waited to speak out

You’ve never spoken out

You didn’t realize it was assault until later in life

You didn’t speak out until later in life

You didn’t go to police

You still haven’t told anyone

You were a child

You were a teenager

You were an adult

You both were children

You were wearing “provocative” clothes

You flirted with them

You pretended to like it

Penetration wasn’t involved

You “gave up” on fighting

You’re scared to tell someone

You can’t talk about it

You can talk about it, but don’t want to

The police didn’t believe you

Your “friends” didn’t/don’t believe you

You still had consensual sex with them after it happened

You never developed any mental illness/trauma-related symptoms from it

The person(s) stopped

The person(s) apologized

You thought it was consensual at the time

No one else was assaulted by them

You initiated the encounter

You orgasmed

You showed signs of arousal

You never were given an apology

Your assaulter refuses to say it was assault

Your assaulter was a family member

Your assaulter was a friend

You feel like it was your fault

You feel like you could’ve stopped it

You’re a girl

You’re a boy

You’re trans

You’re nonbinary, gender-fluid, etc.

You were bigger than them

You were stronger than them

If it was “only” once

If it happened multiple times

If you didn’t act on a bad feeling before the assault happened

If you could have escaped

If speaking out will “ruin their life”

If “it was just a mistake”

If you were warned

If it was an affair

If they were never punished

If they were punished, but it doesn’t feel like enough

There is no right or wrong way to be assaulted. There is no real or fake way to be assaulted. There is no type of assault that “isn’t that bad.” There is no assault that is your fault. You didn’t deserve it. It wasn’t okay. I believe you. I believe in you.

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borderlinejackiee · 25 days

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sickmuseum · 7 months

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#vent art #childhood #childhood trauma #csa victim #csa survivor #cocsa vent #cocsa survivor #cocsa victim #vent

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ruined-razor · 1 year

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i don’t know what this means and i feel funny in my gut and really cold but im curiousterrifiedscreamandrungetawayfromhimthisiswrongidontwanttowhyishedoingthis fine

#vent #vent art #cocsa vent #r #barely 13. he was 17. do you see how fucked that is?#i have nightmares about it scarring my face and everyone sees what i am #but i’m not! and i wasn’t! i was 13 and i shouldn’t feel afraid of him anymore but WELL FUCK i guess trauma doesn’t fucking work that way #cocsa trauma #cocsa tw #my art #traumacore #trauma

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rabbittongues · 7 months

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#vent art #trauma vent art #csa vent art #cocsa vent art #'sexual assault

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flowersbark · 4 months

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having a complicated relationship with sex/sexual things after sa is so weird because like . it'll be 1 am and ill be switching through apps and ill be thirsting over a character and then ill open tumblr and i remember everything bad shes ever done to me

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yuricin · 6 months

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"they're a minor" "they're just a kid" being a minor isn't an excuse to abuse and traumatize people, dumbass. you're too focused on the fact that they're a kid and not holding them accountable instead of paying attention to the person who they hurt.

minors are just as capable of abusing other minors and even adults like anyone else. but this shit is always glossed over because "they're just a kid"

and just because someone is older doesn't mean that they're not capable of being abused by someone younger.