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trina864 · 7 months

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Affection and Seduction | J.JK

Summery: Tuesday arrives, and Jungkook takes it a step further. He promises that it gets better and wilder the further you go, but right now? He just loves to make you all flustered. Paring: Jungkook x Reader Lyric: "I take my hands and trace your lines..." Genre: Fanfiction, Romance | Smut. Fluff. Word Count: 4.5 K Chapter Guide: Tuesday Previous / Next - Coming Soon Warnings: Female Reader. Mature themes. Explicit Words. Making out. Smut. Jungkook x reader. Naked reader. Naked Jungkook. Fingering, F!recieving. Sɛx. Dry humping. Very very little voyeurism. Mentions of ropes, ball gag and crops. Brat Reader. Dirty Talk. Female on the pill. No condom sɛx. Friends having sɛx. Not a couple. Friends 2 lovers. Jimin as readers friend. Jimin loving drama. Mentions of past feelings.

Tuesday arrives and you're actually looking forward to whatever Jungkook has planned.

The whole deal is still new to you, and the fact that you're having sex with Jungkook is even newer. But you can't find it in you to complain. You have always wondered what it would be like, that it's greater than you had imagined is your own fault.

Monday had been lovely. You and Jungkook had fallen asleep on either side of the bed, and when you woke it was to the morning sun warming you like a soft blanket. You had spent the morning making breakfast together and dancing to the beats of quiet R&B.

The morning felt like any other whenever you and Jungkook had sleepovers, and that made you feel relieved. Nothing has changed between you, you're still just Y/N and Jungkook.

"Y/N?! Hallo, are you even listening?" Jimin says and waves a hand in front of you.

Jimin sits besides you on your baby green couch, the exact same place where Jungkook sat just this morning.

It's late morning, Jungkook left not even two hours ago. You had totally forgotten the breakfast deal you had made with Jimin and it was only when he knocked at your door that you remembered that the pretty man is visiting.

You come out of your daydream and look at Jimin. "Hm? Yea, sorry what did you say?" Jimin watches as you shake your head and rub a hand against your head.

It's clear to Jimin that you're acting weirder than usual, he just can't figure out why or if it’s a good thing. "Is something wrong Y/N? You seem like you're in another world." He says and you have to keep your laugh.

If only he knew what you and Jungkook have been doing he would understand right away, but you're hesitant on telling him.

He won't understand the situation, he’d just assume you and Kook are in a relationship, even though that certainly is not the case.

"It's nothing Jimin, just work." You say knowing damn well that's a lie. You do feel bad for lying to your friend, but you would feel even worse if he teased you about something that isn’t true.

"Oh yea! How is it going with that book?" He asks and you smile. "It's going well, I just have to figure out how to write the best character growth, and I have no inspiration." You say and Jimin looks at you with empathic eyes.

He knows all about not having inspiration, if he isn't inspired when dancing it usually isn't a good dance.

"I'm sure you'll figure it out, just give it some time." He says and you're about to answer when a sudden noise of your phone has you checking what it could be.

Kookie 🍪🐰:

{ - Come to my place at 18:00 tomorrow?

Y/N:

{ - Sure (; Eat from home? Or no?

Kookie 🍪🐰:

{ - No. Eat dinner here.

{ - Looking forward to seeing you Goddess.

The smile that covers your lips are shocking to Jimin. The way you giggle as you text back a reply to whoever texted you can only mean one thing.

You hear a gasp come from Jimin as he turns his entire body towards you and takes the phone from you. You're about to protest when he again gasps and claps a hand over his mouth.

"Don't tell me you and Jungkook are finally together." He says and you snatch the phone back from him. "What!? No! Why would I and Jungkook be together?" You say and already dread what you know is about to happen.

“I knew it! Fuck Taehyung owes me 15 bucks, I have to tell him.” Jimin says “You guys betted on us?” You ask, you would’ve tried to stop Jimin if it wasn’t because you knew there is no stopping your drama loving friend.

“Of course we did.” He says his gaze fixed on the phone in his hands, “Honestly Y/N you two are very obvious. Again why are you guys not together?”

You sigh knowing you’ll have to explain yourself again for the 100th time. “Jungkook needs his freedom and I do too. We can’t commit.” You say but the sad tone in your voice is not unnoticed by Jimin.

He knew there was a time when you were totally obsessed with Jungkook. You hung him on the moon and stargazed after him every day. Jimin never knew when or why you stopped loving him.

And to be honest he didn’t dare ask. There was just something so sad and unsettling surrounding it that he couldn’t get himself mixed up in.

Jimin stayed with you the rest of Monday, even when you had to work he stayed in the living room stealing your food and binging tv shows. Jimin has always been like this, especially with you. There are times you think he may have separation anxiety, but you know he really just likes to be together with people.

He leaves when the time hits 10 pm and you can finally get your well deserved sleep.

The next day at 6 pm you stand in front of Jungkooks door. The whole day you have had butterflies storming around in your stomach. Jungkook had texted with you all day and you swear you have never gotten so much attention from anyone before.

He had written good morning, and asked how work was, he had written he was looking forward to seeing you, and much more.

As the door opens and the man finally shows himself in front of you all the butterflies makes a twirl. You know it's not even been 24 hours since you last saw him, but the new deal between you two is still so exciting.

"You look good." Jungkook says as you enter and give him a hug.

You smile before saying “You don’t look too bad yourself.” He laughs and walks into the apartment. His white tshirt is not hiding much, the see through material makes it so easy for you eyes to peek at all the tattoos adoring his body.

Jungkook is a walking sin in your eyes, but maybe that’s just the idea of what’s going to happen later that’s making you feel like this.

The new feelings around Jungkook are so foreign, you’ve never felt like this ever.

Sex and the world around it isn’t a stranger for you, but you’ve never been this far off into the world.

You’ve never been this excited about sex.

You walk in Jungkook's heals all the way into his luxurious kitchen. His apartment have always been your favorite, not even your own could compare with the comfort and style Jungkook's has.

“I would say I hope you like spaghetti, but I know you do so I’m not going to say that.” He laughs and it infects you too.

The silence afterwards as Jungkook cooks dinner and you admire the smell of Jungkooks famous spaghetti, is nice and easy.

In the background you hear notes of Frank Ocean, and outside the sun is settling down.

But the curiosity which fills your limbs are too strong and you break the silence. “So what do you have planned for us after dinner?”

On Jungkooks face the little mischievous smile shows on his face again and he shrugs leaving you in the dark.

“What do you want to happen?” He asks daring and stirs in the spaghetti without looking at you.

“You know…-“ you walk closer to him, you stand behind his back and go up on your tippy toes to reach his ear. “Maybe I want a bit more this time.”

The reaction is instantly, he turns around leaving the stove, and presses his lips to yours. If it hadn’t been because of the stove he would've lifted you up on it and taken you right there.

But the stove is on, and he only just manages to get his tongue in when the clock goes off and you have to break free from each other.

It’s hard to let go of him and his arousing body, but you’re also looking forward to that spaghetti, and if he accidently overcooked it you would be very mad.

A minute or two later he's leading you into the dinning area together with the hot pan. As you reach the table a gasp reaches your lips. The table is covered with a red tablecloth, burning lights are placed between two white plates and wine glasses are standing proud on the table.

It's very beautiful... and maybe a little too romantic?

A weird feeling bubbles up inside you and you can't decipher it. It's a mixture of awe and yuck. Old feelings comes to the surface, but you quickly pushes them down again.

Jungkook's happy face and hoping eyes makes you hesitate on telling him how weird you feel about this, and instead you go with it.

You hurry over to a chair before he can pull it out for you, and you sit down with a more than a forced smile. Jungkook doesn't notice though as he places the hot stove in front of you and sit down before you.

From the window behind him you see how dark the night is getting and small lights from the city shines behind him, it looks as if he's surrounded by stars. You pull your eyes away quickly as the word 'beautiful' crosses your mind.

"This is so pretty Jungkook, I can't believe you've done this. How long did it take?" You ask to ease the nauseas feeling mixing with something really old.

"Not too long, I just thought I'd do something nice for you, y'know as a way to show you that I'm grateful you accepted my offer." He says and that eases some of the heavy feelings which swept over you.

"Well you sure did do something very nice." You don't mean to make it sound like it does, like you're ungrateful, but just as the words leave your mouth and his face falters slightly you know it's too late.

"You think it's too much?" He asks and the insecurities shines through, all of those you have spent hours talking with him about.

"No! Not at all Jungkook, I was a little frightened at first why it was so romantic, but it's very nice I love it." You sugarcoat the words a lot and make sure to not hurt him again, you hate hurting Jungkook.

Jungkook has always seemed tough, he says things like he thinks them, but he has so many emotions that one would never think about.

You do though, but that’s just your person, you think.

The two of you eats after that awkward moment and you quickly forget about it as the food touches your mouth.

Jungkook's spaghetti truly is the best!

He laughs as your face converts into a look of overwhelming joy. His secret weapon to get to you is food, it has always been food.

As the plates slowly gets emptier and emptier your anticipation rises, so does goosebumps on your arms as Jungkook's leg roams yours under the table.

His poker face is too good, not even the slightest hint of a smile on his face as he talks on about a funny encounter he had with Namjoon a day ago.

You don’t hear anything he says, all you hear is your own heartbeat, and his breathing.

You can’t look away from his lips even when you try your hardest. It’s frustrating to lose control like this, but you’ll admit that it’s also exciting.

Jungkook stops talking as he notices where your attention lies. A look plays on your face, a look he’s slowly getting very familiar with.

“Are you listening Y/N?” He asks, and you shake your head no, too allured to pronounce words.

It’s just the entirety of him that’s way too enchanting.

Suddenly he gets up and you sit still in your chair as he walks beside the table and over to you.

His right hand takes a hold on the backrest, and his left on your thigh, then he gets closer, lower. You both hear the gulp you make. Your cheeks are burning with the heat from Jungkook.

It’s the same feelings as yesterday, excitement and lust.

When he finally connects his lips to yours it’s in a hungry kiss. He doesn’t waist any time today and opens your mouth and lets his tongue in.

The game has started and you can feel it quickly escalating. The both of you stands up and Jungkook immediately starts undoing your pants and rips the shirt over your head.

You’re left in underwear, which you feel is very unfair, but as you pull the white thee off Jungkook's body and his tattoos shows up it isn’t as bad.

You don’t know what it is about his tattoos, but they turn you on so much that you get the thought you want to lick every dot and line of them.

His arms wraps around the back of your thigh and he pulls you up. You wrap them around his waist, and it surprises you how thin his waist is. Yesterday you were too overwhelmed with other parts of his body to notice his waist, but damn did you miss that beautiful waist.

You kiss him harder and press yourself deeper into him, and down by your womanhood you can feel Jungkook growing.

Before you even notice Jungkook has walked you into his bedroom, where purple led lights are shining and making him glow.

You’re in awe at how handsome he is and you stop for just a second to appreciate him.

“What is it?” He asks very lustily and very gently.

“You’re just very beautiful right now.” You answer honest and almost cringe at how that sounded. Normally you would never say something like that, but whatever it’s just one time.

In the corner of his mouth a small smile rises, but he hides it by kissing you again.

Small and light kisses all over your face, and it makes you laugh. He slowly goes over to the bed and lays you down carefully.

You love rough sex more than anything, but this right now is not bad, it’s different, and you need to get used too it, but it’s sure feels amazing.

Then the happy hour breaks as you remember this isn’t forever, and you shouldn’t get used too it. And old feelings play through your mind. You push them away.

When you’re finally laying on the bed, Jungkook crawls up from the foot end to where you’re sat at the top. His back muscles flex and unflex, and his tattoos dances across the skin.

You don't understand the attraction between you two, it's so strong, yet still too weak. But you don't need tro understand it to act on it.

His sweatpants are still on, but you can clearly see the bulge he's hiding in them. It’s big and ready for your touch.

As if it was a lifeline you grab onto his cock and Jungkook’s response is instant. A moan, a grunt and then he manhandles you up over his lap.

He softly guides your trembling hips over his crotch, and the pleasure extends over both your faces. Jungkook's fingertips traces the line of your panties and he smiles at the cute small bow.

So extremely sinful, yet that little bow just makes him look at you with the tenderest grin. Not that you notice you're too hypnotized by the work of his crotch and his cock hitting you. Even thought it's covered by clothes, you can imagine the way it would slide into your pussy.

Jungkook can see a wet spot on top of his sweatpants, which makes him pant harder. Your thighs around his hips makes him hard, and you feel that, as his dick pushes up underneath you.

You make sure to sway your hips extremely careful and precise over it, Jungkook's face trembles into pleasure.

“Hmm, you like it when my hips are on top of yours like this?” You ask and press harder.

Jungkook knows what he must look like, but right now he doesn’t care.

Until he suddenly does, and something between you switches. The little dominance you had overtaken shifts and Jungkook pushes you onto your stomach.

His hand stays on your lower back, pushing your cunt into the madras, and making sure you feel the friction, and it’s obvious that you’re feeling the friction, your moans are loud and clear, and very begging.

“Jungkook! Jungkook please, please do something!” You say and Jungkook only mocks you by pushing you deeper onto the madras.

"What? Hm? What was it again that you chanted yesterday?.. Something about my dick?" His voice is deeper than usual, much like it was yesterday, and you can feel him at the shell of your ear, breathing into it.

"Mhm! Yes, yes!" You stutter and hump into the madras. Jungkook chuckles looking down yours and his body. You're laying flat on your stomach and he on top of you.

His dick is uncomfortably hard, laying flat across your ass. The power he has over you right now is unbearable, he's sure he could suggest anything right now, ropes, crops, ball gag, he could pull up the weirdest shit and you would jump in with both feet.

But he has a plan that he wants to follow by, and even if the thought of you gagged up and bound, is very intriguing he has to wait, just a little longer.

“Mhm, well then you’ll have to be a good girl for me.” Jungkook says and his lips drags across the skin on your neck. You only whimper which is enough signal for Jungkook to go on.

“Let me watch as you touch yourself,” He says and kisses behind the shell of your ear, “Show me how you please yourself.”

The image of you touching yourself with Jungkook's eyes watching your every movement is both sensual and anxious. Will he be satisfied with only watching?

Of course he won’t. Jungkook plans on burying his cock deep inside your pussy and drown it in your juices. But he has always had a deep desire to see you touch yourself, ever since the day you spoke to him. Were you chanting his name when your fingers graced your pussy? Or were you thinking of his body?

He needs answers to that question.

You moan as Jungkook humps over you, a little warning hump, on what’s going to happen afterwards.

Your hands reach down quickly and it’s a little difficult getting under your stomach and down to your clit as Jungkook’s weight also pushes down over you. But once your hands finally touches the fabric of your panties, you hump down over your hand.

Jungkook’s name immediately leave your lips, as if it was him who did it. And you do it again and imagine his long fingers doing it, just like yesterday.

Watching you like this, all fucked out and needy does things to Jungkook. He felt it yesterday, but it has come back today.

“Yea just like that baby.” Jungkook groan, and his hand finds it way down to yours. As his hand takes over the speed involves and you can feel yourself falling into a deep aroused hole, which you’re not sure you can come out of.

While all this happens and Jungkook adds two fingers into your pussy, he plants small kisses of affection all over your neck and upper back.

"More... More Kookie." You moan, and Jungkook can't control his smirk. "More Yea? Then turn around." He says as he raises himself off you and pulls his hand away.

The missing action makes you want to pull him back, but the thought of Jungkooks dick finally entering you is so much more appealing, so you control yourself and turn around like Jungkook had told you to.

Jungkook waits until you're finally laying down, head against his pillows which he knows is going to smell like you tomorrow. When your big eyes all needy for him looks up at him like this, he is reminded why he asked for this deal in the first place.

You're very beautiful in his eyes, and never being able to just tell you is killing him. But at least he can show you now.

Jungkook unties the straps of his sweatpants and your eyes follows every move. It's sensual and sinful watching the buff man peal off his clothes for you.

And when he finally pulls his boxers off as well and his cock jumps up to his abdomen, you're panting and rubbing your thighs against each other. Jungkook notices and that only feeds his ego.

"Take your underwear off, Y/N." He says, adorable smile playing on his lips, in contrast to his angry dick.

You immediately follow suit and pull your bra and panties off. You stay like that for a minute appreciating each other bodies. The erotic picture of Jungkook naked in front of you makes the sheets wet under you.

"Shit, Y/N, you look so good right now-" He says, but you cut him off by pulling him down and kissing him.

The way your lips move against each other is a new feeling. The both of you have gotten used to how the other kisses, and it gets better and better for every time you do it.

Between kisses Jungkook whispers all sorts of dirty things while he closes in on your body. "Mhm, I bet you're wet enough for the neighbors to hear it through the wall." "My sweet little baby, all needy and whiney for me." "I'm gonna coat you in my cum."

All these sorts of things leaves his mouth, and if you weren't this turned on it would probably have been gross, but his words only adds to the pleasure between your legs.

It's you who breaks the kiss. You lock eyes with him, they shine purple in the shadow of the led lights. Your hand slides over his cock, giving him a few pumps, and Jungkook moan in surprise.

"I want you. Right now." You say and Jungkook sees how serious you're trying to be with this. "I'm all yours Y/N." He says and line his dick up with your pussy, and finally you moan in union as he slips into you.

You've had sex many times with different people, but there's something totally different and even more intimate about this. The sounds you both let out are loud, and Jungkook moves fast from the beginning grinding into you with force. "Ah.. Fuck Y/N."

Your legs close in to get even more pleasure, but Jungkook rips them apart and pushes each of your knees down to the madras. "Shi- it." You say in response and Jungkook smiles down at you and bends to kiss your forehead. Your hands on Jungkook's back scratches as his dick hits your g-spot and his pelvis hits your clit. "Kookie.." You moan and turn your head, too deep into the pleasure to keep up. It doesn't take long before you feel your orgasm build up. Your whole body is glistering with sweat and so is Jungkook's. The white sheets are wrinkled up underneath you. Jungkook's hands leave your knees and instead takes a hard grip around your waist.

"I'm gonna try something baby, tap me twice if you want me to stop, okay?" You can't answer, no words will leave your mouth so you only nod.

When Jungkook said he wanted to try something you had not imagined that meant turning you over and onto all fours.

You're placed on all fours and Jungkook knows exactly what he's doing. He knows this is your favorite position, and you also happen to know it's his.

Jungkook's dick is still inside you, but he slowly pulls it out leaving only the tip. "Lay down for me goddess." Jungkook says and pushes on your upper back. With the little energy you have left you fall down, and only your ass is in the air now.

His hands hold tightly around your waist, and suddenly Jungkook hammers his dick into you with a force that has you nearly banging your head into the headboard. "Shit...!" You yell and are aware that the neighbors have full access to the noise you’re making.

His dick slide in and out of you and Jungkook can feel your walls tightening around him. It only adds to his desire and makes him push into you with even more force. His hands on your waist are giving electric shocks, and he lowers himself over your back and whisper into your ears.

“Do you feel that huh? How my cock is fitting so good into your pussy. Such a pretty little pussy, so tight and ready for me.” He says and that plus a very good hit in your g-spot is what tips you over.

Your orgasm hits, your back arches and it’s Jungkook’s weight over you that keeps you pressed down into the bed. You walls clench so much that Jungkook’s grinds slows down and it’s not long after you feel him twitch inside you and he pulls out and cums on your back. "FU- U- CK, Y/N..." He says.

He collapse on top of you and the white stripes of his cum mixes in between you. Not that you care, you’re both basking in the silence and satisfaction after the sex.

It fees magical, this moment. His body warmth is like a blanket, you want to keep him around you forever.

But after a few minutes he rises and the sticky noise form his cum fills your ears. He kisses you, “let’s get you cleaned up.” his arms sneaks around you and lifts you up.

Carrying you through the house and over to his bathroom he places you in the bathtub and fills it with water. There’s not once where he turns his back to you or his attention away, and you feel like a wanted person.

The water is hot and suites into your muscles loosing them up.

“So what happens afterwards?” You ask when you sit in the bathtub, asking yourself if he would kick you out now or not.

“You stay the night and we wake up together tomorrow, sounds good?” His hands play around with the water from your bath. His eyes are locked with yours and it’s weird seeing Jungkook this affectionate.

Usually when you see him with other girls, it’s sex and goodbye. You never knew Jungkook could be such a gentleman.

A smile plays on your lips, “That sounds good.” You say and try to hide how giddy you feel.

After the bath Jungkook carries you back to the bed. A movie is rolling in the background as you lay cuddled up by Jungkook’s side. You’re mostly watching the movie, but Jungkook just can’t pull his eyes from the small creature which is you laying in his arms.

When you fall asleep Jungkook turns off the movie and he too falls asleep next to you, with you pulled tightly into him.

Next morning you wake up first. Your legs are sore and your hair is a nest. But even so you lie smiling looking at Jungkook taking small puffs of air and clinging onto you like a little child.

You wouldn’t change this morning for anything in the world. This deal is the best thing you’ve ever agreed to.

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axigailxo · 2 years

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— masterlist —

welcome to my masterlist! below you will find my series collection as well as my one shot collection. enjoy your stay luvs! <3 xx

Series:

m=mature

✏️= ongoing

Teacher’s Pet | JJK (M) ✏️

professor/dilf!jungkook x student!reader or jungkook x reader

forbidden relationship!au, sneaky links to lovers au, age gap

Hooking up every so often with your English Literature professor, what's the worst that can happen? Falling in love, perhaps. Embarking on a sexual-turned-serious relationship with your professor Jeon Jungkook a month before graduation, you are as happy as can be. You, Jungkook, and his 4-year-old daughter, Dahlia. Except there's just one teeny-tiny little detail Jungkook failed to mention... that detail being his ex-wife isn't so much of an ex after all.

Teacher’s Pet M.list

Pretty Like You | PJM (M) ✏️

feminine!jimin x female!reader or jimin x reader

enemies to lovers, feminine!jimin, self hatred au, slight identity crisis, self love journey, smut, sub!jimin, angst, fluff, heartfelt

where jimin is jealous of the beauty that is you, writes about it, and falls apart when you accidentally read it. struggling with the harsh barriers of gender rules, jimin struggles through his freshman year of college as he’s having trouble finding himself. what doesn’t help is that you’re there, in almost all of his classes, completely stunning him. channeling his frustration into his first ever thought journal, he’s almost at peace. that’s until you read it, unbeknownst to him, and everything falls apart. jimin adores you. jimin admires you. but most of all, jimin hates you.

Pretty Like You M.list

Cigarettes After Sex | MYG (M) *UPCOMING*

yandere!yoongi x shy!reader or yoongi x reader

yandere, dark thriller, high school au, classmates to lovers, fast burn, introvert!yoongi, broken!yoongi, shy/introvert!oc, smut, eventual fluff, heavy angst

A limited series in which a new friendship turns into something uncanny and killer. Min Yoongi, he keeps to himself and struggles with accepting or even finding love. Emancipated at a young age and held back twice due to too many absences, he’s now 19 and in his senior year of high school, living off of the money he gets from making and selling beats online. You, 18, are also in your senior year. And just like Yoongi, you have trouble finding love due to a lack of feeling loved. It’s been a week since you switched bio classes, and your new classmate has caught your eye. However, just like him, you talk to no one. Can the shy girl get the shy boy? And if so, will she be able to endure getting much more than anticipated…

Cigarettes After Sex M.list

More series are yet to come. . .

One Shots:

☆= smut ♡= fluff ☾= drabble

Each of the works down below are below 10k words !!

a/n: each of the works on the lists are listed from newest to oldest!! (however the order of the members is completely random)

—YOONGI.

All Night | KNJ ft. MYG ☆

In which listening to music during a smoke sesh with your best friends Namjoon and Yoongi in the studio turns into much more.

Midnight Musician | MYG ☆♡

Waking up in the middle of the night to the sound of your boyfriend playing piano, you follow the noise and end up getting more from him than just a sideshow.

Sunday's Sunset | MYG ☆♡

You and your boyfriend Yoongi spend a lazy late Sunday afternoon in bed, attempting to make soft and intimate love that inevitably turns rougher.

—NAMJOON.

All Night | KNJ ft. MYG ☆

In which listening to music during a smoke sesh with your best friends Namjoon and Yoongi in the studio turns into much more.

Friendship & Erotica ☆

Your best friend Namjoon gets turned on while reading an erotica in your shared hotel room and decides to accompany you in the bathroom as you prepare for a bath.

Dainty Distractions ☆

While your boyfriend Namjoon takes a business call in the kitchen, you decide to walk out in lingerie and touch yourself in front of him.

—JUNGKOOK.

in my eyes | JJK ♡

Jungkook is tired of the way you look at yourself and decides to draw out exactly how he sees you in his eyes, in the end making you second guess your self-image entirely and fall in love with him all over again.

accidental | JJK ☾☆

In which your boyfriend Jungkook accidentally turns you on right before bed.

All Mine | JJK ☆ *COMING SOON*

Showing up to the annual company banquet in a risque outfit, Jungkook can't stand the amount of eyes on you. Eager to channel his frustration, he takes you to his office.

—JIMIN.

sleepless | PJM ☾☆

Hundreds of miles away and unable to sleep, Jimin calls you from his hotel room to help with his loneliness and neediness.

Remind Me | PJM ☆♡

After a dinner where Jimin’s cousin was a little too infatuated with you, you assure Jimin that your heart is set on him and only him and he proves his love back to you in bed.

—TAEHYUNG.

(on hold)

—JIN.

(on hold)

—HOBI.

(on hold)

More one shots to come soon.

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gimmethatagustd · 6 months

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jai’s ao3 recommendations: age gap au

#jai’s recs ○ all fic recs

disclaimer: not all of these are true age gap fics (aka the differences in age aren't very significant), but i decided to be flexible with the trope cuz idk why not. so some of them are more like "one character is in a more mature stage in life than the other" even if they're maybe only like 2 years apart or something.

Updated November 7, 2023

yoonkook

Anything Lovely by deepslowpanic

explicit, college au, first love (!!), soulmates

↳ Yoongi feels like spring, and then he feels like summer. And sometimes he feels almost like home.

the castle on the hill by bellamees

explicit, SAD!! SO SAD!!, based on hyyh

↳ jungkook is a lonely, lonely boy, until he isn't.

trying my best by gimmethatagustd

explicit, rock band au, hurt/comfort, shameless plug LOL istg i will finish it one day

↳ Forced to attend Alcoholics Anonymous by his manager, Yoongi, a washed-up frontman recently kicked out of his band, struggles to come to terms with the fact that he needs help. Jungkook doesn’t know much about music but knows how to be a good sponsor.

The Sweet Taste of Orange by 2019_0201

explicit, vampire jungkook x human yoongi, maknae yoongi (!!)

↳ On a scale of 1 to 10, Jeon Jungkook would rank his coven's inability to treat him like a fully functional adult vampire a 20. At 300, he was well past the age where it made sense to be babied. Even before he died, he'd been an adult with responsibilities, even if his coven didn't see it that way. Min Yoongi didn't look at him that way though. As a human pushing 30, Yoongi was fascinated with Jungkook and everything he was. He thought he was, dare Jungkook say, cool, and honestly, he couldn't get enough of it.

skip a step and back by exarite

explicit, bdsm, strangers to lovers, slowburn, this fic is incomplete but i love it and idk maybe one day they'll finish it, you need an account to read it

↳ Jungkook tries to transition his and Yoongi's purely d/s relationship into more.

taegi

La Vie by veat

explicit, strangers to lovers, A/B/O, you’ll need an account to read it

↳ Taehyung is an Omega in his 30’s and he’s still single, that thought would haunt him quite often. But it's ok, he’s used to it. He’s even used to spending his heats all by himself. But then one time his friend Jimin suggested he should hire a partner for his upcoming heat and Taehyung got curious about it..

If I'm Not the Only One Like This by fadetomorrow

explicit, strangers to lovers

↳ Taehyung meets Yoongi and tries to be his sugar daddy, except he's the younger one and Yoongi rejects all of his gifts. It doesn't really work out until it does.

Morningtide by tonghua

explicit, A/B/O, sugar daddy yoongi x sugar baby taehyung

↳ With tuition bills piling up, Taehyung gets roped into signing up to get matched with a sugar daddy. An omega named Yoongi reaches out to him and soon Taehyung isn't sure how transactional he can keep their agreement.

My Playlist #27 by ourdesertrose

explicit, frenemies to lovers, humor, slowburn

↳ In which Yoongi unintentionally dredges Taehyung out of a bad breakup. And they maybe fall in love too.

set me free by veat

explicit, strangers to lovers, A/B/O, religious content, rock band au, tbh idr if their age is actually mentioned but it feels like tae is younger than yoongi imo, this is restricted so you'll need an account to read it

↳ Taehyung is a young omega who was raised in a strict catholic family. Yoongi is an alpha and the singer and leader of a rock band in Seoul. Their lives would start to change when their worlds collide.

taekook

tolerate it by calicovkoo

explicit, enemies to lovers, taekook are actors playing two characters in a relationship

↳ The way Taehyung looks from this angle–hair fanned across a field of flowers and the sun kissing his lashes, lips a tad rosier than before–has Jungkook’s heart skipping a beat. He almost forgets they’re acting. And he completely forgets that kiss isn’t in the script until the director finally calls ‘cut’.

bullet with butterfly wings by locks

explicit, strangers to lovers, dilf jungkook x college kid taehyung, the first mxm fic i ever read and one of my ult favorites 🥹

↳ Jeongguk hires Taehyung to teach his son how to play the guitar, but Taehyung ends up teaching Jeongguk something about himself.

Nefelibata by dovekook

explicit, strangers to lovers, hurt/comfort, writer taehyung x recent college grad jungkook, this is a good one if you love #literature, one of my FAVORITE fics

↳ Kim Taehyung’s reputation as an author comes in three parts: award-winning, troubled, and completely reclusive. When recent graduate Jungkook receives a letter inviting him to interview for a literary residency at the enigmatic writer’s home, two hidden lives are laid bare.

The Give and the Take by JKDoYouLoveMe

explicit, dom/sub, college au, roommates to lovers

↳ Young and inexperienced college student Jeongguk thinks he is a dom. His older and considerably more experienced roommate Taehyung is quite determined to show him that he is, in fact, not a dom. Drama ensues.

anoesis by honeybeams

explicit, strangers to lovers, vampires, college student jungkook

↳ As a new fledgling, Jeongguk doesn't know to keep his own feelings in check, sure his sire can feel everything across the bond they share: the desire, the affection, how flustered he gets when they spend time together. What he doesn't realize is how badly Taehyung wants him back.

Hungered for Your Touch by Books_and_Peonies

explicit, i haven't read it yet but it's on my to-read list

↳ Relationship after relationship, Jungkook finds himself with men that don't treat him the way he longs to be. Home from college for the summer, Jungkook meets his dad's new friend, Taehyung, and the longing grows more and more each time he's near.

Turn the Page by Books_and_Peonies

explicit, college au, i haven't read it yet but it's on my to-read list

After leaving a lucrative career, Taehyung goes back to college to earn a degree in art, and meets Jungkook, an art major more than a decade younger. When Jungkook discovers that Taehyung never experienced a "real" college experience, he makes it his mission to show Taehyung everything college has to offer.

#ao3 recs #jai's recs #age gap mxm rec #masterlist

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taegularities · 7 months

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well this discourse about sex songs basically has been old..in general not just jk

i think sex is beautiful, one of the most intimate things to happen in a relationship, its lovely, just another human emotion and artistry is writing about one's emotions, then why not sex

also having freaky songs does not make you less of an artist or it means lacking substance, that's weird of people to think that way

and idk why people are going all "this is not the jk ik" or "this isn't BTS" when BTS has always written explicit lyrics

yoongi goes all suck my dick in huh recently, namjoon in sexy nukim and smoke sprite, jimin's like crazy had a lyric about getting ridden, taehyung has a lyric where he says "turning me upand back off line this", also BTS has a fair share of lyrics about sex or that point that way so🤷🏽‍♀️

and I have started recent examples

probably it's hitting people now bc now these lyrics are in english, in a language they understand, that's why its too explicit for their pure ears

also most of 3d lyrics are not directly explicit, 90% of the songs including the rap verse, suggestive, do people know the meaning of explicit even😭😭

if you dont like Jack's verse listen to the alternate version, whic i personally think is just corny, it's mild like a pop song generally is, that simple

idk what we're people expecting out of a jack harlow Collab cause the kinds of lyrics he generally writes this is nothing lol

what I think is

people are not giving genuine criticism just pure bullshit i have been seeing the whole day

i didn't like 3d, not bc it's explicit not bc jack harlow verse has me clutching my pearls not bc I think this image doesn't suit jungkook thats insane,

i didnt like 3d bc I felt the chorus was empty, the beat is good, but the song felt incomplete, it lacked the feeling of a complete chorus it felt going on a high and then it disappoints cause, it doesn't give that satisfaction that a chorus should give, that's my criticism part of it

also as a 2015 army myself I love that jungkook is not afraid anymore to show himself, that boy has been insecure forever, been sexualised since he was a minor, and now when he's taking that power back to himself where he controls how people look at him, people want to box him into the flower boy image that they think suits him

probably it's not bighit not scooter but his own decision to have those songs, he's been mature emotionally for a long time his lyrics have always been beautiful, him releasing 2 songs suggestive songs sex in a long career of 10 years i guess I can take it, heck i would take an album even

sex songs definitely don't mean someone's less of an artist or talented. i have my thoughts on this whole thing called 3D, but i still won't add much to the ask now except that opinions are def all valid, whether we like or dislike it or prefer the original or alternate version! — if anyone wants to add smth more, feel free to do so!!

#the reason i didn't quite vibe with the song was bc it's generally not my thing.. lyrically and also beat + melody + rap wise #tbh i didn't even think about the sex aspect when i reached an opinion.. the references were there but def not the reason it underwhelmed me #hmmm #and yeah #notes for rid 🌹#anon #3D 🐰

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📕BTS Fic Reads - 2021 March pt. 1

I appreciate all these fics as they’ve provided me comfort, distraction, etc during these times. So thank you dear authors. Sending you love 💖

If you end up checking the fics in this list, please don’t forget to show appreciation by reblogging or giving positive feedback to these authors 🥰.

Note: if link doesn’t work, click on author and go to their masterlist

🥕 Ongoing - most recent chapter [as of date this list was posted] 🥕 Completed - completed one shots | series 🥕 S - smut | F - fluff | A - angst 🌷 with commentary on completed fics (if reading these help)

--- Some are new, some re-reads, while some are past reads that haven’t been reblogged yet. Mostly mature.

🥕[Ongoing Series] - Social Media AUs (SMAUs)

Catching Feelings @na-na-na-nanna - MYG | smau | Goblin!Yoongi, Fantasy, must kiss humans to gain human emotions | Crack, F, A, S [12/?]

Cursed @bloomsuga - KTH | smau with written parts | Supernatural AU, Witch!Taehyung, Cursed!Reader | Crack, F, S, slight A ! [3/?]

Just Facts @yoongiiverse - JJK | smau | Rich Idol!jungkook, Model Dancer!Reader, Enemies to Lovers | Crack, F [5/?]

Kinda Hot @kimnjss - KTH | smau with written parts | Campus Flirt!taehyung, Bestfriend!Reader, Bestfriend AU, College AU | S, F, A [15/?]

Made of Honor @suhdays - KTH | smau with written parts| best friend AU, made of honor!au (like the film) | F, A [18/?]

Best Man @yoontaethings - KTH | smau | enemies to lovers, player taehyung? | F, A, S (written) [6/?]

🥕[Ongoing Series]

🌹 Jungkook

Almost Home [reposted/revised] @angelguk - JJK | 27k+ | Single Dad AU, Nanny, slight Fake Dating | A, F [2/?]

Bands @xpeachesncream - JJK | 55.9K+ | Idol AU, Stripper AU | A, F, S [14/?]

Confident @h0neypjm - JJK | 13.1k | Fuckboy AU, Virgin!Reader | S, F, A ~ [2/?]

It’s a Heartbeat @inkofyoongi - JJK | 23k+ | Enemies to Lovers, College AU, their parents are dating, Jungkook is the South Korean Patrick Swayze and this will turn into a Dirty Dancing!AU nobody asked for 🤭 | A, F, S [1/?]

No Harm List @crazy4myself - JJK | 93.5k+ | Mafia AU, Gang AU, Slow Burn | A, F [10/?]

Normal Kind of Love @/yoontaethings - JJK | 2.5k+ | Actor AU, Exes AU, Enemies to Lovers | A (so far) [1/?]

Open When @iluv-hobi - JJK | drabble series, 2.6k | idol au, established relationship, epistolary | F ~ [2/?]

Picture Perfect @cosmoguk - JJK | 5k+ | parents AU, exes AU (divorced) | A, F | [1/?]

Sleepyhead series @jkstompers - JJK | 18.2k+ | College AU, Seatmates AU, Crush AU (lol is there such a thing) | F, S

Sleepyhead - “you fall asleep during class next to the uni heart throb jeon jungkook, will you fall in love as well?” 1.8wc

Just to Study - “your seat partner asks if you’re free after class, just to study.” 7.4wc

Passing Notes - “a year of crushing and jungkook’s finally asked you out on a proper date.” 9k wc

Supermodel @koogalore - JJK | 10K+ | Exes AU, infidelity AU, Jungkook is a jerk, Curvy!Reader, talks of body image | S, A [3/?]

The Realm @nottodayjjk - JJK | 3.5k+ | Mystery, Fantasy, OC wakes up in a dark place not knowing where she is, afterlife feels | A [3/?]

The Weeping @themfchase - JJK | 6k+ | Medieval, Dystopian, War, Fantasy AU, Romance, angels/demons | A [1/?]

Wasteland @iridescentjin - JJK | 4.5k+ | Sci-Fi AU, Post-Apocalyptic AU, isolation | A (so far) [1/?]

Your Love’s the Only Hoax I Believe In @sparklingchim - JJK | 12.7k+ | College AU, Fuckboy AU, FWB AU, Tutor AU, Unrequited Love | A, S [2/3]

🌹 Yoongi

Birthday Girl @btsarmy9593 - MYG | 22K+ | one night stand AU, Noona AU, Professor!Reader, Post Grad AU | F, S [5/?]

Daechwita @/jinings (temp deact) - MYG | 20k+ | servant!yoongi - king!yoongi, princess!reader, period drama, Historical AU | All that Yoongi knows is that King Park must be killed- he just didn’t plan falling in love with his daughter along the way. | A, F, eventual S [2/?]

Silent Dreams @starlightauroras-writes - MYG | 5.7k+ | Best Friend AU, sleeptalking OC while dreaming dirty thoughts about her best friend | S, F [1/?]

🌹 Multi/OT7

Holy Trinity @koyalov - JJK x KTH x PJM | 9k+ | FWB AU, infidelity AU (other woman), Rockstar AU, Band AU, Bestfriend!Jungkook, FWB with other maknaes (yes it’s complicated) | A, S [1/?]

Playmates @scribblemetae - OT7 | 22.6k+ | Idol AU, Sex Worker AU, Strangers to Lovers | S [2/?]

Roses @heejinnien - OT7 | 12.7k+ | Crime AU, Mystery, Horror, OC becomes target of the unsub | A [4/?]

by Author

Foxymoxy [AO3] - (JJK) been following this author since last year (A Sea of Indigo, Hybrid AU) and her fics are amazing. Currently subscribed to these three (out of four) fics which get updated weekly: 🌷

Meadow (Wolf, Shifter AU, Arranged Marriage)

Amended (Arranged Marriage, Fake Marriage, Police Office AU, Childhood Friends, Enemies to Lovers)

Lowlander (Fantasy AU, Enemies to Lovers, Fighter Jungkook)

@jimlingss Drabbles 2021

Three Peas in a Pod || Fluff || Namjoon || Single Dad!AU 🌷

Suspended, Seduced, Surprised! || Fluff || Jungkook || E2L

Lotus Blooms in Mud || Angst || Jimin || Historical!AU

Buttering Up || Fluff || Yoongi || Chef!AU

The Office Trip to Pound Town || Smut, Fluff || Taehyung 🌷

Snow White and the Park Ranger || Fluff || Seokjin 🌷

Humdrum Amore || Fluff || Hoseok 🌷

Awaken Again || Angst, Fluff || Namjoon || Sci-Fi!AU 🌷

The Soulmate Gift || Angst, Fluff || Yoongi || Soulmate!AU

Floof’s Tail || Fluff || Jimin || Hybrid!AU 🌷

Take What Isn’t Mine || Smut, Angst || Jungkook

Crocodile Tears || Fluff || Hoseok || Pirate!AU 🌷

🥕[Completed Fics/Series]

Namjoon

Little Red @/bloomsuga - one shot | 22.5k | Werewolf AU, got lost in the woods, inspired by Little Red Riding Hood | S, F, A

Pheromones @rmnamjoons - one shot | 17.5k | Spaceship Captain!Namjoon, Botanist!Reader, Sci Fi AU, Pining | S, F, A 🌷

Stuttering @moonlightchildz - one shot | 11.6k | Tutor AU, Underground Rapper, College AU, Secret Identity | F, S 🌷

There’s a Fly in My Soup @sahmfanficbts - drabble | 1.8k | Cafe Owner x Customer!Namjoon, Cafe AU, Strangers to Lovers, Crack | F, A (in form of one very stressed OC) 🌷

You’ve Got a Friend in Me @wwilloww - one shot | 3k | Bestfriend AU, Roommate AU, interesting idea to reduce stress levels | S 🌷

Seokjin

All I Ever Wanted @hayjeon - one shot | 10k | Teacher AU, Enemies to Lovers AU | F, S 🌷

Voicemail @joonary - one shot | 7k | College Podcast AU, Friends to Lovers, Pining, Bestfriend AU | F (💕fluffy day reblog) 🌷

What Made Us Feel Human @joonsgalaxy - drabble | 2.3k | Neighbor AU, thought neighbor’s noise is due to sex but it’s something else, Crack | F 🌷

Yoongi

Accidents @jungxk - drabble 2.4k | Dad AU, Comedy | F (💕fluffy day reblog)🌷

Are You Still With Him @/joonsgalaxy - drabble | 1.7k | Roommate AU, Producer AU, Friends to Lovers, secret pining, use of song lyrics in the fic | F (I really love how it made use of different song lyrics in the story) 🌷

Avec Mes Souvenirs @palpitate-hyperventilate - one shot | 3.5k | Nikita!AU, Assassin AU, Trainer Yoongi | A

Dad Yoongi + Pawful Experience by obiwrites (through reblogs of her old posts) - drabble | 2.1k | Husband AU, Dad AU, presence of Holly and one resistant Yoongi | F (ugh this is the cutest) 🌷

Earn It @sugasbabiie - one shot | 5k | College AU, Professor AU, PWP, PLOT TWIST! | S, A 🌷

Hidden Stars @jungblue - series [5/5] | 37.3k | Idol AU, Love Triangle, some reference to infidelity | A, F, S (a reblog of old faves) 🌷

In Character @kookingtae - one shot | 5.7k | Pornstar AU, “actor au where yoongi plays a burglar who breaks into your house and has his way with you.” | S 🌷

Listen Closely @avveh - one shot | 12.2k | Office AU, Coworker AU, accidently received a recording of Yoongi 🌶🥵💦 | S (reblog) 🌷

Love Language @gukslut - one shot | 5.3k | Established Relationship, use of the Love Language concept | A, S, F (reblog) 🌷

Overstayed Welcome @kaep-jjjang - one shot | 7k | secret crush on yoongi, yoongi to the rescue when a one night stand won’t leave, friends to lovers | S

Selfish @write-this-way-please - two shot [2/2, sort of discontinued] | 3.8k | Coffee Shop AU, kinda hated each other, then a bit of surprise by end of Part 1 | Part 2 feat Namjoon | S, A

Slip @kinglykook - one shot | 5.2k | Roommate AU, Enemies (kinda), OC slipped | S (a rediscovered fic 🤩) 🌷

Tsundere @dovechim - one shot | 11.2k | College AU, Resident Advisor | S, A (a reblog) 🌷

Hoseok

To The Beat of My Heart @jeonggukingdom - one shot | 7.2k | Dancer AU, use of mirror 🥵💦| S, pwp 🌷

Written on Our Veins @army-author - two shot [2/2] | 33.2k | Soulmate AU (💕heart day reblog) 🌷

This is Not a Love Story @sincerelyourfangirl - one shot | 8.7k | breakup au, infidelity, but happy ending for OC | A 🌷

Jimin

Cordially Jimin @kpopfanfictrash - one shot | 6.1k | Office AU, Epistolary (through correspondence), Humor | F (💕fluffy day reblog) 🌷

Saturday Mornings @craztextae - drabble | 2.2k | Pining AU, Strangers to Lovers(?), Plot Twist! | S 🌷

Girls Like You [Don’t] Run Around with Guys Like Me @ktheist - one shot | 4k | popular!reader x shy!jimin, Rich Kids AU, FWB AU, College AU, ends as CEO (PJM) and Racer (OC) | A, F

Taehyung

A Letter in Roses @artaefact - one shot | 8k | Husband AU, CEO AU, appearance of Yeontan | F, implied S

A Timely Malfunction @/joonsgalaxy - drabble | 2.9k | time travel, friends to lovers, prompt: “What? No, I never said that.” | F

College FWB Drabble + PDA + Miscomm @yukheii - drabble | FWB AU, College AU | F (seriously this is super cute) 🌷

Handsy @jinned - one shot | 3.7k | Roommate AU, Bestfriend AU, Childhood Friends AU, Pining | taehyung helps her during time of need | S, F 🌷

Hold Still @/joonsgalaxy - drabble | 2.1k | CEO AU, use of flashlight 🙈 | S, pwp ( I’ll Never look at flashlights 🔦 the same way again)

Not Even Close @lovetrivia - drabble | a powerful 600 wc | enemies to lovers, college au, hookups | S, pwp, A 🌷

Of Mages and Swords @masterninjacow - one shot | 40k | Fantasy AU, King Arthur AU, Royalty AU, Action, Romance | A, F 🌷 #holygrailfic

Potent But Not Real @whatifyoulivelikethat - one shot | 5k | Assassin AU, Office Worker Taehyung | S, A

Talk Slow @writtenwhalien - one shot | 6.4k | brother’s best friend, Exes AU, never have I ever game | A, S, F

The Temp @jkeuphoriadreamland - one shot | 8.2k | Enemies to Lover, CEO AU, Taehyung has arranged marriage with someone else (headed for divorce) | S, F 🌷

Jungkook

gets a separate post due to too many fic reblogs 😬 (see link below for PART 2)

I love to read so feel free to recommend a fic posted: 2021 March 24 link to other reading lists | Mar Part 2

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jiminzfilter · 3 years

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slow dancing in the night

→ Pairing. Taehyung x reader

→ Genre. established relationship, fluff, slice of life, model!taehyung, model!reader, taehyung missed you a lot, he is starving (his words not mine), gets a bit hot by the last 40 lines, mentions of oral (f) so I guess this counts as mature content, implied smut, making out (kinda), there is a bit of swearing

→ Summary. what could possibly be better than coming home after a long day of work to someone you love and missed a lot ?

→ Word count. 3.2k (!!!)

→ because I wrote this over a year ago when I still didn't know what I was doing with my writing, I had to go through a deep process of editing and re-writing before posting it. This might not be my best work but it's still a fic that I really really like :,)

→ song rec. slow dancing in the dark, Joji// still with you, Jungkook

Fridays have always been exhausting days for both you and your boyfriend, especially on runways weeks. As models, you were put under a lot of pressure.

Pressure to be perfect, to smile but never smile too much, to look good, to not fall on stage.

Falling has to be the most tragic thing that can happen to your carreer as a model, the hungry stares of thousands of photographers and reporters ready to share the latest news to the press.

Yeah, it was exhausting.

This week was no exception... or maybe it was since, this time, you were the only one working until late.

It’s four in the morning and you’re already on your way out - kind of running late, oBviOusLy - quietly wishing your boyfriend a good day.

He is not working today.

That lucky bastard.

He gets to enjoy his free day in bed, lazing around, while you work your ass off all day. He mumbles something that you assume is a sort of goodbye. He is still asleep.

You look at him one last time before leaving the room and smile. He looks so peaceful.

You still remember the day you met, by pure luck even though you both call that fate. That was 5 years ago, when you just debuted your career as a model and were not that comfortable around high heels.

Okay no. Let’s be real.

You hated wearing them because you couldn’t walk in heels higher than 5 cm.

It’s still a wonder how you managed to make it in the first place.

Were you wearing flat shoes for the audition ? Damn you really must’ve done an impression on the judges if they made you pass without the heels try-on.

Your first day at the agency was chaotic to say the least. Your manager made you walk around the building, to visit she said. She made you wear heels. HEELS. That devilish person.

But, thank to that, you got to meet Taehyung. Your eyes landed on him as you were visiting the lounge and couldn’t tear them away from his figure. The poor man had to witness you fall down because you weren’t watching your steps anymore.

I mean.

Who could blame you ??

That was Kim frEaking Taehyung

!!!

He even came to help you get back on your feet and asked if you were alright, kind of amused.

It’s not everyday you see someone falling down in here, let alone a newbie

Let’s be honest, you were so embarrassed.

First day of work and you’re already failing falling.

That night when you came home, you spent the night wearing heels and prayed really hard you’d never have to face him again. After all, the building was big enough and there were enough workers that you could avoid Taehyung easily

If only

The NeXt day, you were told that you had a couple shooting, with none other that Kim Taehyung.

GreaT

He would occasionally tease you about your fall and check on you to see if everything was alright. He watched you carefully as you were walking around with heels.

From up close he looked even more handsome.... :)

After this day, you started talking with Taehyung more and more. He introduced you to everyone around the agency. You met outside of work, got to know each other. You both became regally good friends but there was something lingering in the air, in the way you’d look at each other or stood so close to him after a couple glasses of wine that you could breathe his air.

So what was bound to happen happened and you went from friends a to lovers without really noticing it.

He was still your best friend...somehow

Eventually, you took things to the next level and moved in together... maybe a half and a year ago or so ? You’ve never been happier in your life

And, well, you’d actually be happier if you could spend the day with boyfriend instead of running around trying to find god knows which accessories you need for the rehearsal.

8 in the morning is noT a time to be doing cardio.

Especially while wearing heels

Become a model they said, it’ll be fun they said

“Y/n! Come here please I need you to try on this dress before you go!” Your personal stylist calls “I made sure to fix it yesterday so it’d be a perfect fit for the show”

You stop your tracks and go to her “make this quick i have to go get changed before 9 otherwise I’m screwed. Why did they even decide to do the rehearsals so early today ?” You sigh, frustrated, and put on the dress she’s handing you “thank you”

“Okayyy...it looks great. Gold looks amazing on you.” She smoothes the dress and gives an approving nod, visibly satisfied ; “You’ll look perfect for the Grand Finale. Oh god it’s already 8:30 you better go before Mr.Kim throws a fit because you’re late”

You both giggle ; “thank you for fixing the dress Naeun, see you later today. Well, probably tonight. Byeeee”

The rehearsal seems to never end. You’re squeezed in dozens of different outfits, gorgeous for sure but sO tight. Mr. Kim, the one who organised the runway, is such a perfectionist that you have to re-do some things multiple times before he’s satisfied. One time the lighting isn’t right, the other the models are walking too fast, not on beat and so on.

Everyone hates him for that but he always makes the best shows so you just follow.

After multiple tries, the rehearsal finally comes to an end. It’s already 4PM. You barely get time to breathe and go pee before you’re back into the ‘running-around-to-find-my-dress-and-fix-my-makeup-oh-god-i-gotta-be-on-stage’ crazy mess.

Walking on the runway feels amazing, running backstage is terrible.

It’s so hot and small back there you can hardly move around well.

It takes 2 hours for the whole fashion show to be over, one more for pictures outside the catwalk and chat with reporters. Since you’re kind of a famous model now, you get invited to the afterparty and spend few extra hours interacting with some celebrities that attended the show. Other models were invited and you’re happy to see familiar faces amongst them. Jimin, an old colleague and friend of yours, comes your way and compliments you. You chat with him for a while before deciding you’ve had enough for the day and leave the party. A few more people greet you on your way out.

A taxi takes you back to you company, where you left your stuff in the morning. You spend an extra thirty minutes getting rid of your heavy makeup and striping off that gorgeous but awfully tight golden dress you’ve been wearing ever since the end of the runway.

Now, you can FinaLLy go home. yassssss

It’s almost 12am when you leave the agency and climb into yet another taxi. The ride is quiet, background music playing over the car’s radio, and you take some time to look at what you were gifted for your performance : fancy makeup products, accessories, pieces of clothing-but not those from the runway, you sadly never get to keep those. Being kinda famous has its perks :,)

You then decide it’s time to warn Taehyung you’ll arrive soon and send him a few texts. As if he was waiting for them, he instantly replies saying he’ll be waiting for you and proceeds to spam you with heart emojis. Sometimes, it looks like this man just discovered what emojis were and is trying to use them as much as possible. What a child…

It’s way past midnight when you finally step into your duplex and the first thing you notice is that the place is way too quiet.

Maybe Tae went back to sleep, who knows, it’s super late after all…

You remove shoes and jacket and drop your bags in the entrance before going further and you call out quietly “anyone here? Tae, you sleeping?”

There is a faint glow from the tv on your right but the sound has been muted.

Weird…

“Taehyung ?" You call one last time

Suddenly, two strong arms wrap themselves around your waist and you’re pulled into someone’s chest. You gasp, almost scream, but soften up when you feel the warmth on your back

“Hi baby” a deep voice says in your ear, sending chills down your spine “I missed you”

You turn around and are very pleased to see a handsome face and a warm exposed chest your boyfriend smiling at you.

“Mhm, missed you too” You wrap your arms around him and rest your head against his chest, happy to hear his heartbeat. Taehyung places his head atop of yours and gently strokes your hair. You tighten your grasp around him and hum.

Few seconds later, he lifts your chin up and gently lays a kiss on your lips.

“How are you doing?” He asks, his right hand cupping your cheek. The warmth of it is comforting.

“Exhausted, but you know how it goes” You shrug and he smiles

“Not too tired for dinner ? I could cook something if you want”

“Mhm... let me just go shower and put something else on” You sadly let go of him

“Sure, go ahead” he whispers and you give him a kiss before regretfully tearing yourself away from him.

You walk up the stairs to your bedroom, where you find the bed undone. You smile, Taehyung never really liked making the bed and, very honestly, neither did you. You slump onto the mattress and bury your face into the pillows, inhaling his scent. Lavender. Relaxing. Just like he is.

After a warm shower, you find a t-shirt Taehyung left on a chair in the room and wear it. It’s big enough to reach your thighs and, if you were more energised, you’d probably stay like this. You grab large pants and put them on.

Once again, you smell lavender all around you.

When you’re back in the living area, you see Taehyung busying himself in the kitchen. He hears your steps and his eyes find yours as a smile appears on his face when he notices that you’re wearing his shirt

“My shirt looks better on you than it’d ever do on me” He teases, his gaze longing on your frame.

“maybe I should keep it then” you smile and ask ; ”Do you need any help?”

“no no no no no, you’ve worked enough already. Go and have some rest. I'll call you when everything’s ready okay?”

Too tired to argue on this anyways -and thankful for the given rest-, you go lay down on the couch, your body oriented to let you look at Taehyung.

As he hums and moves to the chill music that was playing in the background, you start to detail his beautiful figure. From the curl of his dark hair (which you knoW are so so soft to the touch) to his beautiful profile and his nose you love so much down to his broad shoulder and then his tanned abs you see from time to time when the opened shirt of his pyjama moves according to his steps.

oH! Let’s not forget his perfect hands gripping at the pan’s handle while he cooks… vegetables? Something like that yeah.

Taehyung is giving his best into what he’s cooking. Vegetables with rice, that’s the only thing he could do quickly.

Quickly as in less than half an hour, unlike his friend Namjoon who’d take this time just to cook the rice.

The music he put earlier is slowly starting to bore him. After washing his hands, he reaches out for his phone and plays a different playlist. It’s one you name yourself when the two of you were still friends (aka not dating yet). “Taetae fm” because you once joked he should have his own broadcasting channel on the radio. He’d always criticise the music playing so why not have his own channel 👀

“You know Y/n, I actually watched the fashion show live this afternoon. I mean, of course you know because I always do that haha. Anyways, you really were the highlight of the runway tonight. And I’m not saying this in a biased point of view. Okay I might be a bit biased as your boyfriend but I swear that it’s true!! You literally shone back there, especially in that gold dress you were wearing and even the audience was impressed by your looks maybe you didn’t see it on stage but some cameras filmed their reactions and everyone was looking at you. Really, you were so gorge-oh” Taehyung looks at you and smile fondly “Of course you’re asleep, baby”

He lets his phone aside and checks the now cooked food before making his way to the couch. There’s a blanket on the sofa, he covers you with it, scared you might get cold. Taehyung put a loose strand of hair behind your ear and places a kiss on your chin.

You slowly open your eyes and find yourself face to face with him. You both smile.

“Hi there beautiful” He whispers

“what time is it? Did I sleep until the morning?” You’re scared of having slept through the entire nap without realising

“almost 1:20am, I just finished cooking. I thought you might be cold so I went to cover you with the blanket. You should go enjoy the food while it’s still hot, imma go to the toilet”

You nod as an answer and watch him leave upstairs. Getting up from the warmth of the couch is the hardest part so you keep the soft blanket draped around your shoulders and walk towards the kitchen. You grab two bowls and two pairs of chopsticks that you place on the counter along with glasses and a bottle of water.

You then go take care of the rice and the vegetables, which you mix in the pan. The song playing changes and your favourite nighttime tune starts.

“I don’t want a friend, I want my life in two” you sing along

“Waiting to get there, waiting for you” Taehyung’s voice startles you as he grabs your wrists and pulls your back close to him. You smile as he makes the both of you dance slowly. You put his arms around you so it’s like he’s hugging you from the back. You swing around for a little while, enjoying the close proximity as you both softly hum the song, making your body vibrate against each other, moving in perfect coordination.

“I love you” he whispers in your ear and then kisses it, sending chills down your spine, before lifting one of your arm up to make you turn so that you’re now facing him “did my baby sleep well?” You nod as you place your arms around his waist, paying attention to go under the shirt so you’re touching as much skin as possible.

Taehyung chuckles before asking you in that same, chill-sending, low deep voice ; “Still hungry? Because I’m starving”

If you didn’t just wake up, you would’ve definitely caught that lust in his eyes and also the fact that this wasn’t as innocent as it seemed.

As an answer, your stomach growls pretty loudly, making Taehyung laugh . “I’ll take that as a yes. Sit down, princess. Let me take care of you”

You do as he says, jumping on a stool, detailing all of his moves. You only realise how hungry you actually were when you start eating. Rice with vegetables has never tastes better. You eat everything in less than 5 minutes when you’d usually take your time to finish your plate.

“Damn, that was a well needed dinner! Thank you Tae” you mess a bit with his soft locks

“Imagine me who was waiting for you all evening!! I was hungry too” He pouts.

“Oh come on, I was working today. Cardio in heels isn’t the best way to wake up, let alone spend the whole day standing in tight clothes. When I think you has a day off… pfff. I saw the bed, I’m sure you stayed there all day, you lazyyyyyyyyy ass.”

He mumbles some gibberish and you giggle, knowing that you're right. He looks away, crossing his arms and obviously sulking. You leave your stool and stand behind him, wrapping your arms around his neck. You leave a few kisses on his cheek and neck

“- Don’t be such a babyy. You know I love you.

- You do?

- of course, you dummy” you bop his nose "Sooo, what do we have for desert?

- You. Uh I mean!! Yoghurt, fruits, cakes, fruits…anything” he clears his throat

“Great! What do you prefer?” You open the fridge

“ I’d very happily eat you out honestly but an apple sounds good”

“Oh sur- wait whaT!?” You snap your head to him, eyes wide open

what did he sayyyyyyyy?????

whaT am I even supposed to say noW oh my goddddd

You close the fridge’s door, suddenly not so yogurt-hungry.

There’s a sudden silence between the two of you, only disturbed by the music still playing in the background.

“Mhm? What is it?” He turns around to face you, asking so innocently “did I say something wrong ?”

This man knows what he is doing for sure. Has he ever been that straightforward before ?

Taehyung stands and closes the distance between your bodies, now towering over you.

He lowers himself slightly to speak in your ear “what is it baby? Mhm?” You feel his smile on your cheek when he lays a kiss on it “what happened to my all proud and fierce y/n who was so confident telling me I was being lazy all day, huh? Tell me” He lays another kiss on your temple

OkaY

now he’s being a tease

Great

1 A.M. fluffy and bare chested teaser Taehyung

gReAT

Anyhow, it’s a good turn on.

Really.good.freaking.turn.on

Being tired and turned on was definitely not a good mix for you. You could feel the heat rising in your body and hear your heart pounding in your ears.

“Tae…”

He laughs gently seeing you silently begging for more, brushing your face with his lips, teasing another kiss.

“Tsk tsk, you gotta speak darling, I cannot guess”

You should calm down and go to sleep, it’s 1am and you have work tomorrow you should definitely-

“Fuck-“ You sigh and grab his face, sealing your lips together while closing your eyes.

It doesn’t take long for that kiss to turn into a heated make out session.

You grab and pull some of his dark curls while his hands travels under his your shirt.

You break the kiss just a second to catch your breath.

“Have i ever told you you have the perfect body?” Taehyung asks

“Did I ever tell you how perfect you are??” You reply

He laughs, deep raspy laugh.

You’re too tired for this

And because you’re tired, you’re even more horny :D

Taehyung puts his hands behind your thighs and you jump, locking your legs around his waist, hands still in his hair, lips against his while carries you to the bedroom.

He leaves your lips to travel down your jaw and then collarbone. You throw your head back.

Taehyung gently lays you on the mattress of your king sized bed and makes it his personal mission to pleasure you tonight.

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yoonpobs · 3 years

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bad boy good thing iv.

pairing: jeon jungkook x oc

genre: angst, smut, fluff, miscommunication (we hate her lol), pining

warnings: smut, jungkook is really an asshole, the angst hurts a lot tbh, unhealthy relationships (?)

words: 2, 105

summary: a series of drabbles where you're confused and jungkook's confusing

a glimpse into the past

Jungkook’s been to a total of two graduations his entire life—one was his middle school’s graduation that seemed more like a farewell party and his older brother’s college one. Now, he can say that he’s attended three. But he’s never felt like this—never felt dread to say a temporary goodbye to a face he’s been so accustomed to seeing.

Maybe that’s why he’s in such a sour mood as his peers hugged their seniors' goodbyes, smiles on their face while they engaged in chatter about the future. Jungkook’s always been hard on parting and today is no different. Especially with the constant reminders at every corner of the hallways, streams of red and blue painting the ceilings with a big fat ‘happy graduation to the seniors!’ Mocking him on his journey to his classes.

He almost wants to slap some sense into himself. Because why was he terrified for the beginning of a new chapter that wasn’t his story to tell? Why was he dreading the moment that the seniors collected their diplomas and walked off the stage; and out of his life?

But he doesn’t do that; because the fear is as addictive as the excitement he feels when he thinks of you. A conflicting and tortuous juxtaposition of the beautiful day for a valedictorian and her younger friend.

“Jungkook!” A voice calls, and when he turns he sees Taehyung barrelling towards him with two people trailing closely behind.

When Taehyung plummets into Jungkook’s chest with an oof, but all Jungkook can focus on; despite the ache in his chest, is you.

You’re so pretty. But that’s nothing new for Jungkook. However, you were smiling, soft and sweet like the person who stayed up during her finals to tutor Jungkook on math concepts and the same girl who supported him through his football trials in junior year.

But you were grown, and the robe was the testimony of your age and maturity—the level of intelligence that you possess only grew with time and now you were walking towards him with a sense of quiet assuredness that he’s always admired you for.

Jungkook’s sure he’s gaping but he’s never been able to control himself around you.

“Can you stop gawking at her already?” Taehyung complains, twisting the skin between Jungkook’s armpit in retaliation.

Jungkook burns but scowls at the older boy who simply snickers in response.

“I’m so glad you’re graduating.” Jungkook snaps.

Taehyung snorts, “If I go she goes.”

Jungkook purses his lips as he readies himself for another retort, but you arrive and the first thing he notices is how gentle you smell. His favourite scent in principle, a whiff of laundry detergent accompanied with the light floral perfume he remembers his mother gifting you for your birthday.

“You’re gonna miss us, aren’t you?” Is the first thing Jimin says when he greets the younger boy with a ruffle to his head.

Jungkook glowers in embarrassment as he tries to fight him off, and despite his shorter stature in height—Jimin was in fact, quite strong.

Regardless of his flustered state, you smile at him warmly and perhaps Jungkook is biased when it comes to you because he’s sure you’ve always smiled the same, but every tilt of your lips evoke an array of different feelings in Jungkook’s chest.

“The two of you are like dumb and dumber so no—not really. God knows he’s finally granted my wish for emancipation.” Jungkook grumbles.

Taehyung feigns offence with a hand to his chest, leaning his head against Jungkook’s shoulders while he rolls his eyes.

Then he remembers you, the girl who just smiles as the world will always do her good.

“But I’ll miss Noona, though.” He says, and he hopes the shakiness of his voice isn’t obvious. “She’s the only one that doesn’t tease me.”

You grin up at Jungkook, giggling when Jimin and Taehyung gape at the younger boy’s audacity.

“Yah. You call her Noona and not us Hyung?!” Taehyung screeches were loud enough for the group of you to wince at his loudness.

“Don’t forget that you would have never have met her if it weren’t for us, you brat.” Jimin reminds, though not maliciously.

Jungkook does thank the stars for them introducing him to you. Because he doubts otherwise you’d ever interact with him. You were always in your own bubble, tucked away in a safe space filled with your own sense of solace and comfort. And Jungkook admired that.

He liked being alone, but he never wanted to be lonely. You were a breath of fresh air when you taught him the lines between loneliness and being physically alone; and how you learnt to never conflate the two. You were independent and bright, but warm and welcoming—and Jungkook remembers that these feelings weren’t just a floor away anymore.

“Ignore them, Kook.” You sigh. “Gonna miss you too.”

Jungkook feels himself melt because you say it so sweetly and sincerely.

Taehyung and Jimin ruin his love-blurred lenses by gagging at your blatant display of affection towards the younger boy.

“The two of you are so gross.” Jimin groans, earning a nod from his other half.

You roll your eyes when all Jungkook does is flush at the insinuation.

“Unlike the two of you, we make the better and more rational pair.” You chastise. “Don’t we, Kook?”

And the nickname he’s grown to love though he has a love-hate relationship with it slips off your tongue and he finds himself agreeing with you.

“These two idiots are a quarter of a brain-cell combined on a good day,” Jungkook mutters.

You burst out into laughter, rubbing a calming hand onto his shoulder and he feels the dread come in. Because this was no longer something he could reach out to when you went to college.

“Whatever.” Jimin scoffs.

Then the PA system sounds, and the principal calls for the graduates to gather at the hall. And it represents all of Jungkook’s worries in an announcement and he’s not ready to let you go yet.

“That’s our call.” You declare, eyes darting to the other seniors who pull apart from their juniors to rush to the hall.

Jungkook’s eyes widen one last time before Jimin and Taehyung both wrap their arms around Jungkook tightly, murmuring a much more sincere and grateful remark than their previous chides. And he feels slightly bad that he can’t respond because his brain is far more focused on your lone figure, who eyes him with sad yet gentle eyes.

“You’ll come to our role call, right?” Jimin asks.

Jungkook gulps because all he can focus on is your face.

“Y-yeah. Course’.” He mumbles. He feels the need to say something—do something before people crowd you after it’s over. Jungkook would never stand a chance.

He seems rooted in his feet, Jimin and Taehyung already trailing off with their arms around each other and words of their future in the air. You smile at Jungkook—and it’s the same—but his hands reach out before he can think twice.

Jungkook grabs your wrist before you can leave, gulping to himself when you stare at him with wide eyes.

“You okay?” You ask softly.

No, he’s not, because his heart is beating so fast and he doesn’t want this day to come to an end.

“I-I’m okay.” He chokes, “I just—don’t you have a parting gift for me?” Jungkook blurts before he can rationalise what the fuck did he even mean.

But Jungkook just stares at you like a deer caught in the headlights while you tilt your head at him endearingly. He hopes that his pulse doesn’t emanate from his grasp, but your wrist is small, and it feels just right in his palm.

Your lips are twitching as a grin threatens itself on your expression, and he sees the mischief in your eyes that come out every once in a while.

“Aren’t you supposed to be giving me a gift, Jeon?” You tease, and Jungkook is so soft.

He snorts, a little glad that you didn’t point out his sudden grip on your wrist.

“But you’re leaving me.” He pouts.

You roll your eyes and take a step closer to him until you’re directly in front of him. And he sees your features up close and God—did he say you were pretty?—well because you’re even prettier up close and he loses all sense of thought when you’re smiling up at him with bright eyes.

“I’m always a call away.” You say softly, gently tugging at his hand; and it’s crazy to think that you were the same older girl that was usually timid reaching out to him in a way that was shy but so you.

Even with the chattering of other students, Jungkook only hears your subdued voice.

“It’s not the same.” Jungkook sighs, and he’s slightly aware that he was whining. But you don’t seem to be bothered.

“You’re probably going to forget about me.” You scoff and it’s light, but he can see the slight furrow of your brows. “You’re Jeon Jungkook. You’ll do great.” You add softly.

Jungkook purses his lips and wants to tell you that it wasn’t possible. You took up space in his life, both in school (well, not anymore) and in his mind. You and your wonderful mind.

“Says the valedictorian.” Jungkook huffs.

You pout, “You know that isn’t long-term. What if I just peak in high school and … you know …” You sigh, shaking your head, “I’m not outgoing like Jimin or a social butterfly like Taehyung. Neither am I as friendly and likeable like you are, Jungkook. I’m just … boring.”

Jungkook freezes because while he knew you were on the shier side; the louder than life tendencies you had were small but abundant. You didn’t need to speak louder than anyone in a room to get your points across, you were soft and empathetic and led people in organisations to see the good in the work they did.

Your genuine nature drew people in, even though you’d flush under attention and praise—and if Jungkook could—he’d scream it out to the world. But you were in front of him, and he figured that was enough.

“Don’t say that.” Jungkook snaps and his tone causes you to flinch as you stare at him with wide eyes, “Don’t … put yourself down like that. You’re great, _____. You’re intelligent and kind. Just because you’re different doesn’t mean you’re boring. There are situations in this world that need people like you. There are people that find comfort in a quiet soul because you’re introspective and thoughtful. People like …”

Jungkook exhales when you stare at him so earnestly, and his ears turn red. “People like me. We need people like you in our lives.”

Your mouth falls open as you blatantly stare at Jungkook with wide eyes; he’s on the border of being absolutely mortified and running away so he wouldn’t be the subject of your obvious ogling.

But then a soft smile makes its way onto your face, and you’re tugging Jungkook by the hand and into a warm hug.

Despite him being younger than you, he’s always been taller and bigger than you were. And it was a sense of security he felt in your presence rather than your physical entity that would never be replaced with anything else.

“You really grew up, huh?” You say, a giggle in your chest.

Jungkook rolls his eyes but accepts the way you rest your head on his chest. He’s never had you this close before, and he hates that it’s on the day he needs to say goodbye.

“I’ve always been this way.” Jungkook answers. He also thinks: I’ve always been here. For you.

“Thank you, Jungkook.” You say softly, pulling away even though Jungkook wants to keep you close.

“Anytime.” He smiles widely at you, and a classmate of yours calls your name as you turn to give them a nod of acknowledgement before you’re turning back to Jungkook with a cheeky smile on your face.

“Here’s your gift.” You inform him.

“I was kidding—”

And before you can respond, you’re placing both hands on his shoulder and on your tippy-toes to deliver a kiss to his cheek.

Jungkook is stunned and he isn’t able to process it fast enough. But you’re already offering him an equally flustered smile with the tip of your ears turning red before you’re waving shyly and tittering off to the hall.

Jungkook blinks, and a hand reaches to touch his cheek.

He looks up, and groans—because how the hell was he going to survive high school now?

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xpeachesncream · 3 years

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bands | thirteen

[ series masterlist ]

summary: jeon jungkook has it all: the looks, the fame, the money, the women. being considered the sexiest man in the industry, he finds no complaints about the way his life is going nor does he find any reason to apologize for the way he approaches it. he is a force to be reckoned with - until he meets you.

pairing: stripper!reader x idol!jjk

genre: (18+) strip club/nightlife au, post grad au | fluff, angst, smut

words: 3.9k

warnings: cussing, mature language/implied sexual content, slight degradation, trouble stirring behind the scenes if you squint, yeonjun and soobin (txt) make an appearance but also as reg 18 yr olds lol

tags: @brightcolorsoffendme @min-nicoleee @eggbutnotyolk @ra-mun-e @miinoongi @jimidol @ppeachyttae @thebeebi @bluesharksandfish @kooafraid @liriaus @thisartemisnevermisses @ggukkieland @preciouschimine @sunniejinnie @cypheruby @cyb3rbab3 @masterlists101 @awhnamjoon @redhedhoseok @wooya1224 @taeismydeath @jikookiekosmos @un2-verse @aynsx @wearenot7withu (please message me if you would like to be added to the taglist!)

"BTS' Jeon Jungkook rumored to be dating stripper from nightclub!"

"Jungkook is no longer single, ladies!"

"Jeon Jungkook is dating a stripper? Why the hell is he doing that?"

"Who the hell does she think she is? I bet she's not even pretty."

"Jungkook fell for a stripper? Out of all people? Damn, and I thought he was better than that."

Jungkook has been tired, the rumors constantly being spread day in and day out. But, it still didn't mean he was gonna say shit to prove himself to people out there. He didn't need to give anybody answers. Hell, this was strictly between you and him and that's how he wants to keep it.

Fuck every single one of you who didn't wanna be behind him and support him. Don't even think about calling yourself a fan of his if that's your mindset.

He could truly care less. He was happy and he felt ten times better than he has in a really long time. It's unfortunate how people love to stay narrow minded. The only thing that bothered him was the fact that it was so unfair for you - how they stuck to that stripper image, rather than really getting to know you beneath the surface.

But it's not like anyone else deserved to know the real you, not after all this shit. And he was gonna keep it that way, and protect you.

"Hey, don't listen to any of that shit, okay?" Jungkook says as he meets you in your car in the BigHit building garage. "None of that matters to me."

"I know, but Kook." You look at him. "Your career, BigHit literally might not even want me here and-and—"

"Then I'll make sure they understand it's not an issue, because it's really fucking not." He says, getting irritated only at the thought of the company giving him issues over you. He watches as you slightly frown, causing him to sigh and soften his own facial expression. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get worked up like that. It's just annoying how people are narrow-minded. This has absolutely nothing to do with you." You give him a small smile. "Come on, I'll walk you." You silently nod and hop out of your car. You follow beside him, your stomach in knots having to meet with their performance director. This meant you'd also most likely run into the rest of Bangtan.

In which happens to turn true pretty quickly.

"Jungkookie!" Hoseok says loudly down the hallway as he approaches the both of you. He does nothing besides smile, curiosity definitely filling his eyes.

"This is Y/N. Y/N, Hoseok hyung." He holds out his hand for you to shake, his head tilting ever so slightly because you know he's familiar with your face. He's just trying to remember from where. Or, he has recognized you, but he's trying his hardest not to say anything.

Cause they have seen all of you, especially in that fishnet bodysuit.

"Hi! Nice to meet you! You can call me Hobi for short. Are you meeting with someone?" You nod.

"Yeah." Is all you can reply with as you shyly tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.

"Nice, goodluck!"

"Is everyone else here?" Jungkook asks, making Hobi nod.

"Yeah, but they're still running through some stuff in the dance studio. I just ran off to take a break."

"Okay." Jungkook looks at you. "Follow me, he's in one of the private studio rooms." You both part ways from Hoseok, the need to clutch onto Jungkook's arm immensely strong right now. You hold yourself off though, because even with passing a few female staff members, you catch them looking at you oddly with the way you're walking side by side with Jungkook.

Nope. Don't even think about it, Y/N. It doesn't matter.

Jungkook knocks softly on a door, the middle of it being made up of entirely frosted glass so it's difficult to see inside. Their performance director opens the door swiftly and welcomes you in with a warm smile, stepping aside to let you in.

"I've got it from here, Jungkookie. Thank you." Jungkook nods but tries to peek through the door to get one last glimpse of your face before he shuts it fully. "How are you doing, Y/N?" He sits in front of you, leaning onto his knees with his hands fully clasped together.

"I'm good. How are you?"

"Good, tired." He chuckles. "Thanks for taking my call earlier and for meeting at such short notice on a weekend. I had a couple of things come up and didn't want to push things off until later." You smile.

"It's no problem."

"Jungkook tells me a lot about you."

"Does he now?" You chuckle and tilt your head to the side.

"Says you're a really good person. Super hardworking. Told me a little bit about your situation with your brother."

"Mmyeah, it's a little complicated."

"It's alright, no need to get into the details." He smiles before letting out a small sigh. "It's incredibly rare for me to hear Jungkook speak like that. In general. He's usually very closed off, doesn't like to let people in much. He really respects you, you know? Cares about you a whole lot." You slightly blush.

"I'm still getting used to it." He chuckled.

"Look, I know you've been worrying because of where you've been and all that, but I want to reassure you that none of it matters. I don't like to focus on all that. You're here as you, not her." He says, putting another pronoun to your stripper persona.

"Thank you, I appreciate it." He nods. There's a small pause before he begins to speak again.

"I could really use some help around here if you're still interested? The boys are becoming a lot for me to handle."

"Ah-uh, yeah! Of course I am." You found yourself stuttering at the sudden offer. Was this fucking real?! "But, you are aware of where me and Jungkook are at, right?" You ask, trying to be completely transparent and honest about their relationship. He nods and waves his hand out.

"As long as you keep it professional here, right?" You nod.

"Right."

"Come, let me show you around really quickly and have you formally meet the boys." You swallowed the lump in your throat. Fucking great. He definitely didn't know they've all seen your titties and pussy out during Yoongi's birthday, and now here you were - about to meet them again in this environment. Hobi was awkward enough even though he tried not to be.

Surprisingly, Jungkook wasn't waiting outside in the hallway like you thought he would be, but the tour commences and the PD is taking you around pretty quickly. You feel even more awkward and somewhat alone [even though you weren't] without Jungkook nearby, but you chug along and say your hello's to the people you're introduced to. He finally brings you into the dance studio, where there's loud ass music blasting, Jungkook, the boys and some backup dancers in front of the mirrors fooling around.

"Aye boys, come here real quick." You and Jimin lock eyes and your body suddenly gets tense. The room feels 10x hotter than it already is, especially when he slowly walks over and clenches his jaw. He is literally seeping with hate right now, maybe actually disgust, and he doesn't even try to hide it. Most of them for sure recognize you, but they seem to brush it off and give you a big wave/smile anyway.

"Last, that's Jimin - Jimin, Y/N." You give Jimin a fake smile, and the only thing his ass can reciprocate is the smallest, tight-lipped smile you have ever seen. You've never even seen your mom do that when she got mad or upset with you.

"Hi." Is all you can say.

"Sup." He looks at you before turning on his heel and walking away.

"Ooookay?" Namjoon furrows his brows as he watches Jimin walk away so rudely. "The hell was that about?"

"I knew that was Kookie's girlfriend! Maybe Jiminie remembers seeing her titties and shit too, needs to walk away before he gets his ass beat by him." Yoongi says lowly behind Namjoon.

"Yeah, like you're any better." Namjoon says, looking at Yoongi weirdly.

"I mean, we did see her practically naked." Jin says, chiming into the discussion.

"I touched her." Yoongi's mouth slightly hangs down. "I touched her."

"Go ahead, say it louder so Kookie can hear you." Jin nods sarcastically. "Go, say it!"

"No, stop." Yoongi's cheeks turn red while shaking his head and laughing. "He'll literally launch me out the window with one hand."

"Good."

"You asked for her to sit on your lap too, bro!"

"I was joking, and it's not like she did it anyway!"

"Whatever, I'm keeping my birthday deep in my memory storage."

"Clean slate for her so it should be for you too, my guy." Namjoon says as he has enough of their conversation.

You look at Jungkook who is silently standing there, looking like a big dork with a huge smile on his face and his thumbs up. You give him the tiniest nod before proceeding to follow the PD out.

"So?!" Jungkook dashes to meet you in their waiting room area, where an abnormally large picture of Jimin posing oddly hung up.

"He said he'll send me all the info and papers and stuff!" You respond excitedly as Kook hugs you and quickly swings you around.

"See, I knew it would work out!" He puts you down. "Are you gonna tell Kai?" You shook your head.

"Not today at least, it's his birthday and I don't wanna take away from that. It's his day." Jungkook smiles at you.

"Text me when you've picked him up? I should be home by then."

"Okay." You blush and back away, making Jungkook look at you with confusion. "I have to keep it professional here, duh."

"Ah I see." He chuckles. "That won't last very long."

"Jungkook." You whine.

"There's a lot of private rooms here and—"

"I'm not listening, sorry. I think Kai is suddenly calling me." You cover your ears as you begin to walk away, giving him one last smile before leaving him to the rest of rehearsals and whatever else they're doing. He laughs to himself as he waves you off, excited to get through the day so he can just spend time with you and Kai.

As the hours go on and it's about time for you to pick Kai up, you quickly stop by the store because you're a procrastinator and didn't buy Kai's birthday gift any earlier. You felt bad you weren't able to find the shoes he wanted, but you at least snagged the video game he had been talking about for a couple of days now. Before walking into the arcade, you made sure to write your birthday card and slip some more money into it before shoving it in your bag to give to him later.

"Your pretty sister is here." Yeonjun grabs Kai by the shoulder as he finishes up a game.

"Yeah, and you're too young for her."

"Age is nothing but a number. It's only like.. 6 years apart."

"Besides, she's taken, dude. Sorry." Kai snorts as he watches Yeonjun's smile fade. "You would have never had the chance."

"You're mean."

"I'm mean, or you just have really high, unrealistic expectations?" The rest of their friends laugh as they follow Kai over to you.

"Hey!" You smile at all his friends.

"Hiiiiii Y/N." They all say in unison, some waving in awe, while the others shyly dug their hands into their pockets. "Birthday boy, you all good to go? Got some good Loco Moco waiting for you."

"Yeah, I'm good."

"Happy birthday again, Kai! Get online later!" Soobin yells out.

"Yeah, yeah." He says, waving them off as he follows you out to your car.

"You guys run through the entire arcade?" Kai laughs.

"Pretty much." He sinks into his seat, legs damn near touching the glove compartment with how long he is. "I'm honestly so excited for Loco Moco. It's been years!"

"It has not been that long." You laughed.

"You're right, it's been months." Kai looks out the window. "Wait, you're passing the road to get to our go-to shop though?"

"Cause I found a better place."

"How is there a better place when that one was already supreme?!"

"Hey, trust me on this okay?" You laugh. Kai starts telling you about his day and how so many people he knew from school had been messaging him happy birthday. He truly looked his happiest today and it was all you could ask for. Though at the same time, your heart slightly sank at the fact that he'd be going off to uni soon and staying at the dorms. He was just growing up way too fast, and you wanted to spend as much time as you could with him now before he was too occupied being a college boy.

You slipped yourself past Jungkook's security, parking in the one guest spot they have in the garage that's closest to the elevator. Kai doesn't really question it and hops out anyway, his hands in his pockets as he follows you into the elevator and onto Jungkook's floor.

"You ready, kid?"

"Is this some like, Michelin Star Loco Moco restaurant?"

"Ah, I guess you could say that." You knocked on the door, hearing music playing in the background. Jungkook opens the door and Kai's eyes widen.

"Oh shit, that's Jungkook?" Kook laughs and steps aside to let you both in. "Sis why—what—how come you didn't tell me we were seeing your boyfriend? I look like a mess!" He says lowly.

"You don't!"

"Hey Kai! Happy Birthday!" Jungkook says smiling, making Kai actually blush. He's cheeks are tinted with a rosy color and he suddenly gets all shy.

"Thanks."

"Your brother's tall." Jungkook looks at him up and down.

"Looking at an 18 year old 6 footer."

"Must be nice."

"Go sit." Kai silently nods as he sits awkwardly on Kook's couch, while you go and check in on him in the kitchen.

"Is he always that shy?"

"No. Just with you, apparently. He's not even that shy around girls." You chuckle as he places a quick kiss on your head. "Need my help?" You still ask even though the plates are neatly prepared already.

"Not really." He smiles down at you. "You hungry though?"

"Starving, actually." Your eyes light up at the plates. "Ouuuuuu, yum."

"Honestly, I think this batch might be better than my first."

"Still honored to be your guinea pig." You carry a plate over to Jungkook's coffee table in the living room.

"Oh shit, that looks amazing." Kai says, slipping himself down from the couch to the floor so he could get a good whiff of the plate. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Jungkook hands you the remote before walking into his room. "Pick something."

"Here, birthday boy. Help me choose."

"Let's watch Soul on Disney+." At this point, Jungkook comes out of his room with a wrapped present, his eyes locked on the TV.

"Ooh, I keep seeing this everywhere! Niceeeee." Jungkook says, smiling with Kai nodding and already digging into his plate. "By the way, this is for you." You shoot him a look as he sits on the floor by you, watching as Kai unwraps the present. Kai's eyes light up as he sees a shoebox underneath the wrapping, quickly flipping the lid open to reveal those blue Air Jordans he wanted.

"Kook?!" You say lowly, making him smile at you and gently pinch your side.

"Holy shit!" He holds out a shoe, only for him to immediately shake his head and close the box again. "Jungkook, I can't take this." Kai says.

"No, it's your birthday."

"Yeah, but isn't this expensive? You've already done so much for me and my sister, I-I don't want to—"

"Kai, it's cool. If it's one thing you can do to repay me, it's to take my present." You literally want to cry at how sweet Jungkook is being with your brother. He had been good to you, no doubt, but this was one thing you didn't expect from him at all. Quite frankly, you had forgotten you mentioned the shoes to him. The fact that he actually remembered and kept his word.

"Okay." Kai says, gently setting the box down aside before looking at Jungkook with a small smile on his face. "Thank you. I really appreciate it. Like, even with the food and everything. It means a lot to me."

"You're welcome." You give him a soft smile before digging into your food while Soul was already off to a start. Kai and Jungkook devour their food together, with you following shortly behind as Jungkook brings over a small ice cream cake from his fridge for Kai to blow his candles on. After the boys had helped themselves to a good serving of the cake, they started getting hyper and pulled up Smash Bros on Kook's Nintendo Switch [as if Kai hadn't played enough games today]. It started to get intense; the boys jumping and yelling everywhere, bouncing off of the walls, with you getting pulled into the competition every now and then. Even though you knew you'd lost over and over again, you happily joined in anyway, seeing how excited your brother was - plus, it was always a bonus to hear Jungkook's loudly obnoxious, nerdy laugh.

"I WIN!"

"Hey, hey, hey. I let you win because it's your birthday." Jungkook said, making Kai laugh as he crashed to the floor.

"Sure." Kai huffed and puffed. "Crap, I'm tired. What time is it?"

"Almost midnight. We should start heading out, bubba." You patted Kai's chest gently.

"What? No, it's late. Why don't you two just stay here?" You suddenly remembered you've had Kai's shit in your trunk since you dropped him off at Yeonjun's this morning. You didn't have any change of clothes, but that could easily be fixed with Jungkook's closet.

"Only if the queen wants, she's driving."

"It's late, baby." Jungkook says to you softly. "No way I'm letting you two head out there."

"Okay." You give him a small smile before handing your keys. "Can you do me a favor?" He chuckles.

"What is it?"

"Kai's duffle bag is in my trunk." He nods and takes your keys.

"I got it. Kai, you can take the guest room or my office room." Jungkook says with his 3-bedroom apartment having ass. "I have my computer in my office room though, and a pull out bed. I don't know how comfy you'll be."

"It's cool, I'll just take your guest room. I always bring my laptop and switch whenever I sleep at my sister's." Kai says getting up. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Jungkook says, toothlessly smiling at the both of you, completely endeared at how alike you two were - even down to the fact that you both said thank you for every little thing. If this was a result of Kai being close to you and having you as pretty much his mother figure, then Jungkook wouldn't know what to do with his feelings. He felt butterflies every time he thought about how cute and sweet you were, and he was always excited to be around you.

Jungkook does a quick jog to your car, grabbing Kai's Nike duffle from your trunk before jogging back to the elevator and back to his apartment. He walks in to see Kai helping you clean up the remaining dishes in the sink, tidying the rest of the things in his kitchen.

"Thank you." Jungkook says himself, a little unfamiliar with saying such a thing to be completely honest.

"You're welcome." You say softly, wiping your hands on his hand towel. "Off to bed, or are you gonna go online with your friends?"

"I'll see what they're up to, but I'm pretty beat. Today was fun." Kai smiles at the both of you. "I really appreciate it." You ruffle his hair a bit before gently pushing him towards his bedroom for the night.

"Bathroom's right over there, help yourself to anything you need."

"Don't stay up too late."

"Only if you aren't too loud." You gasp while Jungkook laughs out loud.

"Kai!"

"Hey, I'm just being honest. Please remember that I'm right in this room."

"Oh my god, go to bed." You shove him inside the room and shut his door. "Don't even say a word." You look at Jungkook shyly as you hurriedly brush past him to get into his room - even though Jungkook is literally right behind you with those long ass legs of his, making every stride so much easier for him to catch up to you.

"What's your outfit of choice tonight, pretty lady?" He shuts his door behind him as you start to make your way into his closet.

"Hm, I'll just wear this plain black--" You unfold it. "Balenciaga? Okay, I definitely can't just wear this to sleep."

"Why not?"

"Because this is like, name brand and everything."

"So?" He shrugs. "Just wear it, babygirl. It's not gonna make much of a difference, you're wearing it either way." You do a slight pout before you start to slip out of your clothes to get into his shirt. You make his way to his bathroom to take a little tinkle when you notice another toothbrush sitting next to his. A pink toothbrush, next to his blue one.

"Why do you have two toothbrushes?" You wash your hands as he comes in to the bathroom to start getting ready for bed.

"That's yours." Your eyes light up at his statement.

"Mine?"

"I figured since you'd be over more, it'd be easier for you." He furrows his brows lightly. "Unless.. you didn't want--" You press a kiss against his lips, his hands resting on your arms to keep you close.

"No, I did want that. Thank you."

"Of course, baby." He pecks your forehead.

"By the way, way to make me look like such a bad sister!" You say as you start getting your toothbrush ready.

"Why? The shoes?"

"The shoes, the Loco Moco, the games, the ice cream cake." You laughed. "I literally got him a video game and some money."

"I mean, he is turning 18. I wanted to help make it as memorable as possible."

"I appreciate you a lot. Really."

"I appreciate you too." Your eyes widen as you brush your teeth.

"Waaaaow, say thaht wun mohr tiyme." You say, pulling a Jungkook while brushing your teeth.

"Eye apprushiate yoh toh." You giggle. The both of you finish getting ready for bed before slipping into his warm sheets. Jungkook never goes to sleep early, however, he makes sure all the lights are off and that the show he's watching isn't too loud. You have no idea what's going on in his show, but you lay on his chest to watch for a little bit until you feel yourself getting a little more sleepy. He's holding you close, his hand brushing through your hair softly, causing tingles to ripple through your body.

"Kook."

"Yes, baby?"

"You make me happy." You say sleepily as you hung him tighter. He smiles down at you, your eyes now shut close as you slowly start to drift into a deep sleep. He presses a light kiss against your head, fingers still in your hair.

"You make me happy too, sweetheart."

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All Play, No Work.

Pairing | CEO!Yoongi x reader

Genre | yandere,angst

Summary | “your secret relationship with Yoongi is all smooth sailing,until Mrs Kim gets in the way.”

!warnings! | mature language, workplace bullying, gossip, and infidelity. Also some pretty steamy scenes, for readers 18+.

| this is not in anyway shape or form a true depiction or representation of BTS, this is a work of fiction and is not to be taken seriously. For entertainment purposes only.|(this is my work, please don’t repost or steal)

Requested [open for request] words: 2k.

A/N | “I’m so happy you enjoyed “meetings at midnight.” I never really expected over 100 notes that’s crazy! I may have gotten a little carried away with this one but I hope you don’t mind & enjoy it as well. I’ll probably be making a part 2, please take any mistakes as love ❤️”

The disturbing rattle of the air conditioner served as white noise while you toyed with the drooping noodles swimming in the savory sauce placed before you. A few of your coworkers droned on about their plans, their kids and undeserving husbands leaving you alone in the corner of the depressing break room to think about what to expect when getting back to your cubicle. Which was a little less depressing than the powder white painted room you resided in now.

“Y/L/N, Min is asking for you.” The conversations stopped and all three of us looked up into the door frame. Jimin,Yoongi's assistant stood with his hands buried in his stiffly pressed pants pockets. “I-I’m on lunch.” You slowly went back to your lukewarm meal, taking a few noodles into your mouth. Chewing, You waited for the heavy pitter patter of his polished leather loafers to exit, but You never get what you wish for.

“Y/N, please don’t make me have to run back up there just to run back down here and tell you the same thing….c’mon.” He came closing your tupperware, sighing as you pushed it into your lunch bag, embarrassment growing on your features as he stood over you. The stare of nosey coworkers followed as you stepped out of the bland break room. The clacking of Jimin’s shoes found your nerves rather quickly, closely he walked behind you like a school principal making sure you went where instructed.

Taking you past your cubicle to leave your lunch you could almost taste the jealousy being thrown at you like missiles. Disapproving and confused whispers and glares followed you out the area. Reaching the stairs, out of sight of your colleagues you out ran Jimin, the looks, noises and scoffs getting the best of you. You practically threw yourself through yoongi's door, your heart pounding in your ears.

“Hey! hey! Bunny, got here quickly didn’t you?” He walked over locking his loyal assistant out. Falling back on the couch struggling for your breath, closing your eyes, you heard him walk around you. “I told you I’d see you after work, we’d have all night together.” Sighing, he pulls you up by your arms. With a grunt he sat down and replaced your head on his lap. “I know what you said, but did you really think I was going to wait...why should i?” Opening your eyes you met his soft gaze. “Tell me you love me.” He whispers, almost ashamed in himself. Needy, needy,needy,always needy. “This can’t be why you called me in.”

“Why should I?” You laughed, obviously he didn’t share your sense of humor as he tugged harshly on a strand of your hair. “Well if I didn’t love you I’d quit Yoongi.” Rolling over you cuddled into his soft tummy inhaling his masculin scent, this here under him locked in his dim office was your safe place. “No you wouldn’t, I pay you too much.” He murmured petting your back with his large hands. “As if!” You giggled into his tummy, pulling back to look up at your lover. His signature smile displayed on his features, moving his hands from your back he places his limber fingers at the back of your knee. Locking eyes he slid skillfully under your skirt to massage your ass over your panties. “Who were you hiding from today hm?” Groaning you rolled your eyes, you hate how he knows you so well.

“Kim?” “Mrs Kim is the least of my worries now.” You grimaced playing with his buttons. “Mm good, can't be the new girl, maybe her boyfriend?” Your eyes shot open, “boyfriend?! Who?” He planted this topic in the conversation, knowing your interest in the drama of your workplace. “Yeah, she’s running around with the coffee boy.” Laughing, he cut himself off “Jungkook.” He laughed almost uncontrollably. “That’s so cute since when?!” He hums calming down, “uh since about last month, I’ve been watching them get all close and flirty jeon puts extra cream in her coffee, she blushes blah blah. And you know Jimin is the nosiest person in the population of this place.”

You chuckled Nodding in agreeance “learned that way before you did, he was my cubicle neighbor before he was your assistant.” Sitting up you go to his drink cart to grab a bottle of water. “Yeah they’re cute as long as they stay on task, Answer the question though, who’s bothering my baby hm? I hate seeing you that way.” He comes from behind gliding his hands around your front pulling you into his embrace “you have a whole cafeteria in the next wing, I made sure they served your favorite today, and yet you chose the shitty break closet.” His rambling turns into background noise as you look through the one way window. Watching as your coworkers attended their duties, Jungkook balanced coffees in his arms with skill the new girl watched in admiration...I wonder what he’s actually here for.

Yoongi’s breath fans your neck causing you to shiver against him. “I’m sorry what’d you say?” “You’re ok.” He turns you around swiftly kissing you passionately against the glass obviously you’ve missed something. Though unseen the act feels extremely dirty. Dropping your water you cling to his shoulders, legs around his Slender waist. “You're not paying me to make out with you I hope.” He pecks your nose, gnawing his bottom lip. “Huh looks like I am.” “Ah, as tempting as that sounds Yoongs-” “don’t ever call me that.” He nips at your neck in retaliation. “I have a stack of papers on my desk that Mr Jimin has been beating me over the head about.” Groaning he loosens his grip around you. Letting you gather yourself before going to his door.

“I’ll see you tonight yeah?” Pouting,he came kissing your lips once more. “I’ll be waiting.” He opened the door and watched you strut down the stairs.

Getting back to your respectful area, you notice something was off...where’d your lunch go? You could’ve sworn you threw it on your desk. Pulling out the rolling chair to take a seat, “I’ll find it later.” You whispered to yourself,taking a seat, directly in the cold remains of your lunch. “What the fuck!” A wave of laughter was given with your ill response. Noodles dangled from your backside as you turned to look at the mess on your office chair.

“Okay! What are we a bunch of middle school virgins?” Jimin shouted, his face turning a dark shade of peach. “I’m sorry y/n.” Rolling your eyes you tried to keep back tears of utter embarrassment turning away from you colleagues. “Uhm...it’s pretty bad, do you have anything to change into?” He takes off his styled coat and hands it to you. You can’t process over the harsh giggles and whispers, “yeah like I have a closet in my car, Jimin I don’t have shit to put on!” You hiss making him pull an offended expression.

“I could give you something.” Your head snapped in the direction of the quiet new girl in the far corner. “I have a few dresses in car I-I I’m in the process of…” she scans the room unsure of her words “moving.” You offer a smile to cover how distraught you are, unable to respond correctly. “Thank you luci, we appreciate it.” Nodding she smiles softly grabbing her bag going to retrieve the clothes. “Go to the restroom, please.”

Tying the coat around your waist you rushed with your head down to the bathroom, shutting the door behind yourself roughly. Taking off the grey coat Turing to examine your soup covered ass. You brushed the cold noodles letting them splat onto the tiled floor. Pulling coat off the conjoined sinks you found the spacious stall at the end of the row, stripping off your soiled skirt. Nothing better to do, but to sit on the cold stool and wait.

The creaking door of the bathroom cut your silent thoughts short, isn’t Luci a quick one? You chuckled to yourself getting up, about to tell her of your whereabouts…“maybe if the bitch didn’t have her head so far up Min’s ass she woulda saw it coming.” The unknown voice stopped you in your tracks. Her friend snickers. “Shh she could be in here.” “As if I give a fuck, she needs to know!” Peeking through the side of the stall you could see them in the mirror touching up their makeup. “Min’s probably got his head up hers too!” The quieter of the two spoke up.

“Ha that would explain my recent hours, I heard they fuck in the office, I wonder if the sluts any good.” She cleaned the edges of her lipstick, “I’ve fucked him, I know he’s good, really into all the rough shit, he’s crazy.” She tossed her makeup into her bag fixing her hair, “why’d you guys stop?” You felt your chest ache, yoongi never told you about him and Mrs Kim, what kind of fucked story is this? “Little miss pasta booty got the job, and Joon finally proposed...guess he didn’t want me any-” “y/n are you in here?!” Luci’s softened voice searched for you.

“I’m in here.” Responding slightly above a whisper, the soft steps of her pumps were trampled by the clicking steps of the two mud slingers who quickly bursted from the restroom. “I didn’t know what you would like, I have this blue one, it’s a cute summer dress.” She hung it on the door of the stall for me to see. “Or this white one, it’s a bit tighter but I think it’ll look great on you.” Randomly choosing you stripped of your top pulling the dress over yourself. “Thanks Luci, I owe you one.” Collecting your clothes and Jimin’s coat, you left the stall. “No no, I’m sorry Kim did that to you...I should’ve stopped her.” She coyly hangs her head, “not your fault...thanks Luci.” She smiles politely, leaving me alone in the bathroom.

Eunji That jealous bitch, yoongi has much explaining to do. You smooth out your dress bracing yourself for the environment behind the door. only to be pushed back. A deep blush pink shade covering his face, yoongi brings you back in, “you can’t be in here, this is the ladies.” He scans your body before looking at the dirty laundry in your arms. “This is my building. I can be anywhere in any room I want.” Scoffing you attempt to leave, grabbing your forearm he pulls you back. “What’s going on with you I’m here to check and see if you’re alright and here you are acting like an ass y/n” his face held a concerned stare.

“Yoongi the last thing we should be doing is huddling in the bathroom, we’ve drawn enough attention to ‘us’ already.” Unable to look him in the eyes you examine his posture, he propped your chin on his pointer finger bringing your face up. “And since when did you care?” “Ever since your ex painted my ass with my lunch.” He giggled darkly, “what?” Again you attempted escape, only to be overpowered and lifted with ease. “Okay sit the fuck down.” Placing you down in the sink like a child he took your skirt looking at the back. “And this just had to be the one I bought?.” He shook his head like a disappointed father. “What are you acting so mad towards me for, who’s supposedly my ex huh?” He took the skirt under the faucet scrubbing it harshly together with soap.

Why can’t he ever just leave you alone, drawing attention to your relationship was the last thing you needed today. It’s not like nobody knew, it was hard not to. But you hated the unwanted attention the favoritism brought you. “Who lied to you?” “You did.” He stopped the water, “y/n now you know I’d never.” He folded the cleaned wet skirt along with your shirt. “Yoongi, I heard Kim Eunji talking about it. She told her little follower about it while I hid in the stall.” You answered blandly, ready to be freed from the bathroom. His face shifted shades, “what? I’ve never fucked that bitch, all she does is lie and get into shit she has no concern for.” He gripped the sink roughly.

Like a switch, when the right buttons were pushed Yoongi’s temper was quick to strike….though never thrown at you. It can have harsh outcomes and you've seen it first hand. “She runs her mouth about you too much, I’ll have to help her out.” Aggressively released the marble counter, “Yoongi w-what, calm down.” He walked to the door, unsure of what to do. Naive of his wrath you followed behind. “She wants to get fucked? I’ll give her something that’ll fuck her up, something that’ll make her piss off for good this time.”

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20moonchild21 · 3 years

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𝗦𝗲𝗵𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵𝘁 [𝗯𝘁𝘀]

⇉ 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 13

[pairings]

JK x female!oc, Bunny!JK x human!female!oc, Jin x female!oc, Leopard!Jin x human!female!oc, Jimin x female!oc, white Tiger!Jimin x human!female!oc, Taehyung x female!oc, black Tiger!Taehyung x human!female!oc, Hobi x female!oc, Fox!Hobi x human!female!oc, JK x Jin x Jimin x Taehyung x Hobi x female!oc

[warnings]

self doubts and a lot of fluff

[words]

4.2k

[author]

To honor the day of 200 followers, I decided to upload this super cute chapter. It’s one of my favorites so far. Enjoy reading it💜

Stay safe!

Mꨄ

[chapter 12 ||| chapter 14]

Jin looked up from his book when he smelled the girl entering the living room. Hope looked a little bit confused around the room, as if she was looking for something, before her gaze fell on Jin. Immediately, a smile played on her lips and Jin felt his heart skip a beat as she made her way up towards him.

“Hey.” She smile, before pulling herself a chair back and sitting down next to him. “Where are the other three?”

That had been what she had been looking for when she came into the living room. Usually, Jungkook would sit on the sofa at this time and practice his guitar, but with the two tiger living here now, he had found two friends to hang out with. It was surprising how fast the three of them had become used to each other. You wouldn’t guess that they had practically hated each other in the beginning, when now you would only see the together, joking along all day long.

“They are in our room.” He smiled back at her. “Jungkook wanted to show them his punching bag.”

Her soft laugh rang through his ears when he told her about the younger boys. He knew how much she wanted them to get along.

“They are inseparably now, aren’t they?” She chuckled, leaning back and shaking her head slightly. “I am happy though. I think he needed someone in his age to hang out with.”

“You are in his age.” Jin responded, placing his elbows on the table and resting his head on his hands.

“But I am not a boy.” She rolled her eyes, but held a tone of humour in her voice.

Both of them were laughing by now. Jin enjoyed those moments with Hope. He loved to joke along with her, because despite her age she was really mature in her personality which made him feel less old. After all, he was over 4 years older than Jungkook.

While talking to each other, Jin carefully lifted his tail and placed it in her lap. A few days ago, when the both of them had been cooking together in the kitchen, Jin accidently had brushed his tail against her tight while swinging it around. He had been scared for the split of a second, that she might had been felt badgered by this kind of affection, but she had just smiled and told him that she like to feel his soft fur.

It had wondered him that he suddenly was okay with someone touching his tail, because in the past he had felt disgusted by such gestured. But with the girl, it felt more than right.

“So, how have you been with Jimin and Taehyung?” Hope asked, as she carefully took his tail and began to stroke the soft fur. How he wished that she would scratch his ears too.

“I had a good time with them.” Jin smiled at the memories he had made with the two tigers. “I actually had a talk with Taehyung the other day. He is a good listener I think.”

Jin had already spent some time with Jimin before. The younger boy was a funny, but lovely person. The white tiger had quickly warmed up towards him, and was even hugging him occasionally by now. Jin didn’t mind though. Jimin reminded him much of his younger brother, which made Jin like him even more.

Taehyung was still more reluctant when it came to physical affection, but after all, he wasn’t grumpy or arrogant anymore. He would now join them for breakfast or dinner, or he would joke around with the two other younger boys. It was the right decision to take them in.

“Are you going to adopt them too?” The question came rather spontaneous in Jin’s head. He didn’t mean to sound harsh in any way, but he eventually noticed how the question had caught the girl off guards. “I am sorry. This was inappropriate of me. I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable by asking that.”

“No, don’t be.” Jin felt his cheeks redden when he hear the tone of shyness in her voice. “To be honest with you, I have thought about it for a teeny-tiny second. But it is way too soon to make a decision. Let’s just wait for another few weeks how it will be going with the five of us, okay?”

Jin just nodded and closed his eyes for a second. Could he imagine to live with those two tigers for the rest of his life? When he thought about that, he suddenly realized that he had never considered that the girl had her own life too. He didn’t mind having Jimin and Taehyung in addition here, but what was when someday, she would suddenly bring another boy back home.

His stomach pulled together when he thought about such a scenario. He didn’t want to see her hugging or even kissing some stranger boy, who wouldn’t even know how lucky he was to be with her. No one could ever see what she had done for him and his brother, and of course for Jimin and Taehyung as well.

What kind of boy would she even like? Would she think of him rather cute, because of his ears or because he loved to cook for all of them, or would she rather think of him as a real man even though he wasn’t as muscular as Jungkook?

“Are you okay? Did I hurt your tail?” He opened his eyes when he heard her worried voice. She must have seen the confusion in his eyes, because she chuckled slightly. “You suddenly growled. I thought that I might have hurt you.”

Jin’s cheeks redden. He had even realized that he had begun to growl. Quickly, he shook his head, gesturing for her to go on stroking his tail. It was just now that his gaze fell fully onto her face. The morning sun fell through the big window in the living room, right onto her face, lighting it up.

Hope had the deepest brown eyes he had ever seen, surrounded by her thick, black lashes. They would even sparkle when she was talking about something she liked or when the sun was shining onto her face like in that moment. Her plumb, full lips that would reveal her white teeth and cute dimples when she was laughing about something he said. It was the best feeling.

He had caught himself more than one time thinking about her in that way. He didn’t know what was happening with his body, but he did know that he loved the things he felt when he was around the small girl. He wanted to feel those emotions every day and every second for the rest of his life.

Back then, when his old owners had taken him to fights, he had secretly talked to other Hybrids from time to time who had told them about their lives. Some of them had even told him about their mates and how it was the best feeling in the world to finally find one’s mate.

Jin didn’t know how it felt to finally find one’s mate. He had never had contact with other female Hybrids, but deep inside himself he didn’t want to find his mate in another female Hybrid. He wished that one day he would wake up and realized that Hope was his mate. Of course, it was just a dream of his. He didn’t even knew if it was possible for a Hybrid to find his mate in a human.

But then, he thought back at the night he had talked with Jungkook about his feelings towards the girl. It was not a problem for him that Jungkook liked the girl as well. After all, Jungkook was his brother and they had naturally a closer relationship towards each other. It was more about what he had told his younger brother.

“Forget it, Kook.” He had told him. “It’s impossible. You will never be more to her than a Hybrid. And even if, what would the people think of her? They will laugh about her. Do you want the people to laugh about her?”

He sighed inside him. She had given him more than he could have ever asked for. Should he really be so selfish and ask this much from her in addition, risking that the whole world would be laughing about here? No, he would not do this to her. He couldn’t do this to her.

“I thought about quitting university for a long time now.” He immediately was ripped out of his thoughts. “I want to work at the library instead.”

“What?” Jin asked confused, as he looked wide eyed at the girl in front of him.

She looked at him for another few seconds, before she broke out into a small giggling.

“I was just joking. I wanted to see if you are still with me.” She chuckled and Jin felt his heart beating faster. “You snoozed out for a few minutes. Did you think about something beautiful?”

Jin blinked a few times, before he carefully nodded, hoping that she wouldn’t notice the small shade of red on his cheeks.

“Some really beautiful.”

Hope laid backwards on her bed, arms spread out to either side of her. It was the day of all days she just wanted to go over as fast as possible. The whole morning, she had already tried to avoid going out of bed, staying as far away from her laptop and phone as possible.

While trying to think of anything but the one topic surrounding her, Jimin and Taehyung slipped into her head. Both of them had lived with her and the boys for several days now, and it had been nothing but amazing. Jungkook was having the time of his life with his both new friends, and there was nothing that made the girl happier.

Sometimes, it felt so weird having four people more in the house. It all happened so fast. One day, she found Jungkook starved and injure in an alley-way, and now she was living with four Hybrids. Though she wished that they all would had met under other circumstances, there was nothing she regrated since she had taken them all in. They had –

Her thoughts were interrupted by a knock at her door.

“Hope?” She could hear Jungkook’s soft voice coming from the behind the door, before he pushed it open and stepped inside.

The bunny Hybrid didn’t hesitate anymore to just step in and laid beside the girl on the bed. He crawled over towards her and rested his head onto her stomach. His floppy ears were now sprawled over her chest. The girl lifted her fingers and carefully drove her hands through the boy’s full hair.

“It’s 1 pm.” The boy mumbled against her shirt, turning his head to look up at her when the girl growled slightly under her breath. “You have to check if you have won.”

“I can’t win there.” The girl slightly chuckled at Jungkook’s words. “I am – I am a little bit scared, you know? I mean, I worked all my life for this moment. What if I messed up?”

Jungkook lifted his head from her stomach and leant himself onto his forearms, facing the girl directly. Because he had laid with the left side of his face onto her, his right ear had flopped over towards the left side of his face, making him look silly. Hope chuckled at this side and lifted her hand without thinking, flopping his ear back into the right place.

When she realized what she just had done, a heavy shade of red covered her face immediately. She thought that she might had just gone too far, but to her surprise, Jungkook just bobbed his ears up and down a few times, before he began to laugh, making her laugh as well.

“I don’t think you messed up.” He eventually whispered when they both had calmed down again. “You are the smartest girl I know. And the only girl I know, but still the smartest, and we need you to fight for us.”

For a few seconds, both young adults were just looking into each other’s eyes, and it was just now that Hope realizes how close their face had actually been all the time. Her eyes flickered towards the bunny’s full lips, that seemed to glow as the light of the sun fell onto his flawless face. It would be so easy to just lean forward, making their lips touch.

When her gaze met Jungkook’s eyes again, she saw his giant, big, brown orbs that just flickered back up from her lips. He was still leaning on his forearms in front of her, and like in slow-motion, both of them leant into each other. None of them had ever make such an experience before, but it was like they were just guided by their instincts.

They were still staring into each other’s eyes when their noses were already touching, nuzzling against each other, before she closed her eyes and was about to close the last few inches between their lips, when suddenly –

“Hope! Jungkook!” The sound of Jimin’s voice made them pull apart immediately.

Hope’s face felt like it would burst in heat when they both giggled with each other like teenagers. Jungkook’s big, brown orbs were staring directly into her eyes once again, gesturing her to come over into the living room. Hypnotised by his begging eyes, she nodded and pushed herself up from the bed, following the excited bunny into the living room.

There was no going back now. In the next following minutes she would find out whether she passed her final exams, or if she had just wasted several years of her life. Just in that moment, the question what she would do if she would not have passed it hit her hard. Immediately, her breathing got harsher and louder. There was no plan B.

If she would not have passed, she would not earn money anymore to afford this apartment. She would have to move into a smaller apartment with the boys and – the boys! How should she get five people through without –

“Hey.” Two strong arms wrapped themselves around her from behind, making her snap out of her thoughts, just to see that all 4 Hybrids were looking at her wordily. “Your heart beat can be heard from 5 mile away. You need to calm down.”

Jin laid his head onto the girl’s head and wrapped his long tail around her waist, pulling her closer towards his chest and trying to calm her down a little bit more. Of course, he didn’t knew that her heart was also still beating so fast because of what had happened with Jungkook a few minute ago.

She tried to push the memory out of her mind for a second to hide her blushing face. Jin eventually let go of her when she took her seat in front of the laptop that was already placed on the dining table.

“Do I really have to –“ She turned herself away from the laptop, just to be pushed back by the leopard.

“Yes, you have to madam.” He pushed the whining girl in front of the computer and opened it.

Jungkook meanwhile had taken a seat next to the girl and was now reaching for her hand. His brown eyes were locked with hers as he carefully squeezed her smaller hands to encourage her. For a moment, she got lost in those dark orbs, before Taehyung’s voice made her look away.

“Why are you guys so nervous?” He looked between the girl and Jungkook.

She didn’t even listened to what Jimin answered his brother. Her fingers were literally shaking as she let the slide over the keyboard. Those questions, what if, were still running through her mind. It was not even about her in the first place. She would always find something else to get herself through, but the boys wouldn’t.

The website suddenly opened up. With a last glance to Jin, who stood behind the computer, arms crossed and feet taping on the ground, she took a deep breath and entered her password. She pushed enter and immediately a list of hundreds of named popped open. She didn’t had to scroll far down, because her name stood almost at the beginning. Her heart stopped when her eyes slide over the row

“And?” Jimin asked nervously, his ears standing up highly.

Hope couldn’t talk. Her emotions were running wild, kicking into her system and spreading off all the adrenalin she had. She slowly pulled her hands away from Jungkook and brought them up towards her mouth, before she closed her eyes and a loud sob left her mouth.

The room fell into a silence and the only sounds that could be heard where her small sobs. The boys were just looking at each other, not knowing what to do.

“Hope?” Jin walked up towards her and wrapped his arms around her trembling body, before rubbing his head into the creak of her neck.

“I did it.” She finally piped, her voice was shaking slightly. “I did it.”

When she spoke the words out loud, it was the first moment that she actually realized the situation she was in. She passed her exams, those exams that authorized her to become a lawyer.

“Why are you crying then?” Jimin asked confused, taking a step closer as well. “Aren’t you happy, Hope?”

“I think she is crying because she is happy.” Jimin looked at his brother, even more confused than before.

“Human cry when they are happy?” He asked again, cocking his left eyebrow up.

The tears were still running down her cheeks, soaking Jin’s white shirt as she chuckled at Jimin. She was still too shocked to answer him, but luckily Jungkook already got her back. While he tried to explain her outburst of tears towards the white tiger, Hope’s eyes were still clued onto the passed-button.

In that moment, she felt nothing but pride and happiness inside her chest. She now had anything she could have ever asked for. She had great friends and roommates, that she already loved with all her heart and finally she also could chase her dream and help those who couldn’t help themselves. Could she ask for more?

“Milk, eggs, noodles….” She mumbled to herself, as she strolled through the supermarket.

Jin was walking closely behind her, shoving the shopping cart in front of him. Jin was obsessed with going to the supermarket. She could see the sparkle in his eyes when she asked him to get the sugar all by himself or when he was allowed to pay for their groceries.

He always looked so proud and happy, and she knew that he just loved the feeling of being able to do anything he wanted to do, as long as his ears would stay hidden by his beanie and his tail hidden by the wide trousers. One day, he would never have to hide himself again, she would make sure of that, now that she had the power to change something.

She smiled when she remembered the previous day. The boys and her had celebrated her passed exams with a self-made meal and a movie night. It had been the first time that her and all 4 boys had spent time together without someone fighting with each other.

Jungkook had really got used two those two tigers, especially because they were also so obsessed with those video games. They would sit hours in front of the TV, swirling their fingers over the controllers with their eyes fixed on the screen. She even had to stop them a few days ago, since they had started playing in the morning until almost afternoon.

“What are you actually going to do now?” Jin appeared from behind her, pushing the cart faster to walk up next towards her. “Since you passed your exams, I mean.”

“For now, I will just try to gain some experiences in the lawyer business.” She sighed, as they took one last turn, making their way up towards the checkouts. “I already did some researches and there is indeed a small company for Hybrid rights here in New York. I will try to get a job there and once I saved enough money and gained some experiences, I am planning on maybe open my own business, you know?”

Jin knitted his eyebrows together for a moment, looking like he was thinking really hard.

“Will you let us work in your company?” He suddenly asked after a few seconds, stopping on his track.

Hope stopped in her ways as well, tuning fully back towards the leopard Hybrid. She had never thought about letting her boys work in her company, but it was actually a really good idea. She wanted to fight for Hybrid rights, so why not making a sign and hiring Hybrids as her assistants?

“I mean –“ She took a step closer towards Jin. “ – there is no law that Hybrids can’t go to work. I - I would love to have you guys helping me to build up an own business. It would definitely make point. But I don’t want you to be a means to an end, so if you want to help me I would be more than thankful for that and I would definitely treat you to be free in what you want to do. But I would never force you.”

Jin just stared into her eyes, making the girl think that she maybe said something wrong. But to her relief, a smile spread over his face and he started walking again.

“I would love to work for you.” He said happily. “I want to help you as much as I can. Do you think we would be the first company to have Hybrids as employers? ”

“I actually know some shops where Hybrids are working.” Hope chuckled. “Do you know that small bakery I usually get our bread rolls from? That old lady who owns the bakery adopted a cat Hybrid. He sometimes helps out when the old lady can’t go to work. He is a nice boy, I talked to him a few times. They don’t have much consumers, but I love their shop anyway.”

“As nice as we are?” Jin joked, but tensed up a little bit.

“No.” She replied, sinking her head as a small smile played on her lips. “No one could come close to you guys.”

They both broke out in small laughers, before they eventually reached the checkouts and put their things onto the band. Jin paid for their groceries, and the two of them walked out of the supermarket. Hope tried to convince Jin to let her carry at least one of the bag, since the boy had taken those two large bags. But Jin refused to let go of them and just started walking, so she had no other chance than to walk next to him.

From the first moment she had met Jin, he had always be a gentleman towards her. In the beginning more because he had been afraid to do something wrong, but by now Hope knew that it was his personality.

She didn’t mind though. It was a nice feeling when he would hold the door open for her to enter first, or when would hold her jacket so she could slip in easier. Many people in this world had unlearned what it means to be polite or courteous, which made her boys even more special.

When they were walking through the streets back home, the sun had already started to setting behind the walls of houses, making the sky sparkle in a beautiful red and orange colour. She closed her eyes for a moment and called an almost faded memory into her head.

“You know, when I was younger – “ She started and opened her eyes again. “ – I enjoyed watching the sun set. Me and my mother, we often sat down on that small hill behind our house and – “

“Jin?”

An unknown voice made her stop in her mid-sentence and in her tracks. Jin stopped walking too, turning his head around in surprise as he heard his name being called. A gasped left his mouth when he saw that person standing int front of them, making the girl wonder who this might be.

It was a boy, maybe as old as Jin or even a few years younger. The boy was smiling like crazy, showing off some slight dimples on his cheeks. He was pretty thin with just a baggy grey shirt and some dirty and ripped sweatpants but no shoes. Hope gasped slightly when she spotted the pair of beautiful, white furred ears on the top of his dark hairs and the fluffy, white tail behind his back, that he was shyly holding in his hands.

His eyes flickered happily between the girl and Jin, as if it wasn’t bothering him at all that he had no shoes one in the cold autumn evening or that a larger bruise was forming at his cheekbone. Luckily, she could not see any more of them on his arms or legs, as he took a step forward towards them.

“Don’t you remember me?” He asked in excited voice, as his ears twitched wildly around.

Jin seemed to remember whoever this was, because he placed the two grocery bags carefully on the ground and took a step forward as well.

“Hoseok?”

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best of me | 01

pairing ↠ park jimin x reader

genre ↠ best friends (complete idiots) to lovers | college AU | fluff, angst, smut

summary ↠ you didn’t mean to fall for your best friend, and you most definitely shouldn’t have slept with him.

word count ↠ 6.1k

chapter warnings ↠ swearing, lots of fluff

song recs ↠ chasing cars by snow patrol / it’s you by ali gatie

- best of me masterlist -

chapter 1. love you inside out

Ding. Ding. Ding.

You sit up in bed, smiling to yourself.

The time reads midnight, on December 19th, meaning it’s now officially your birthday, and your phone vibrates with the sweet sound of everyone's birthday messages coming through.

You’re not usually one to care for birthday well wishes, but when it comes from the people you love, it warms your heart and makes you feel that much more loved and appreciated.

Normally you'd be spending the night with them, probably at one of their places, enjoying a surprise party that they would've thrown for you, just like they have for the last two years you've all been friends, but it’s now the last week of your winter exams, and you’re all sleep deprived enough.

Reaching out to your bedside table, you pick up your phone to see the groupchat you have with your friends is filled with quick birthday greetings:

[00:00] Kookie: happy birthday y/n! ;)

[00:00] Tae: have a good day y/n! minus the exam tomorrow :(

[00:01] Soomi: happy bday sexy. i'll do the dishes for a week.

[00:01] Kookie: haha beat you Tae

[00:01] Jiminie: happy bday beautiful :)

[00:02] Namjoon: i hope you have a good year filled with happiness y/n <3

[00:02] Tae: we sent it at the same time you idiot

[00:02] Yoongi: yeah, everything Namjoon said y/n, happy bday

[00:03] Kookie: mine is still first ya dick

You laugh to yourself at the boys bickering — they've always been like that, and it’s now something that you've all become accustomed to and grown to secretly love. They’re troublesome boys to say the least, but they have hearts of gold and know how to cheer anyone up when they’re sad. Your eyes roll at Soomin's promise to do the dishes — she most definitely is not going to touch the dishes but you'll find some other chore for her to do around your shared apartment. She probably would've been cuddled up with you right now, but she’s spending the night with Yoongi.

They met at the very start of college and after about a month of dating, they came out as an official couple. They’re perfect for each other despite their differences...

Soomin is a best friend from childhood. She can be mature when she has to be, and gives great advice (you’ve always thought it has something to do with her being a psychology student) but she also has a wild side she keeps repressed for her nights out.

Although it’s been tamed down quite a bit since she's been with Yoongi, understandably, given his laid back personality, and tendency to avoid large crowds and loud environments. But once he’s comfortable enough, he can be just as childish as Tae and Jungkook.

Namjoon however, is like the dad of the group, he knows what someone is thinking before they say it, and he’s always there to provide support where he can. It makes sense that him and Yoongi are the closest to each other out of everyone else in the group. Namjoon is also in a long distance relationship which you figure contributes to his grounded nature.

You’ve always been thankful that Soomin had met them both and introduced them to the rest of you guys as you couldn't imagine college without any of them.

It had started with you, Soomin, and Jimin. You all came from the same town, and were always grateful that you got to take two of your best friends into the next chapter of your life with you. When you came to college you had already agreed to share an apartment with Soomin, and Jimin found Tae and Jungkook since they live in the same frat house. Then came Yoongi and Namjoon after Soomin introduced them, although you already knew Namjoon from some of the classes you shared. You’re a big bunch, but you wouldn't have it any other way.

Smiling, you go through your other messages and see a private message from Soomin, as well as Jimin.

It’s the same every year — you receive a paragraph from them both, making you emotional enough that you start tearing up. it’s not always what they say, but more the sentiment that comes from both of your bestest friends.

You open Soomin's message first:

[00:00] Minnie: Y/N!!!!!!!!! happy birthday bestie!! i love you so much you sexy angel, i can't wait until these stupid exams are over and next week we can go and have the TIME OF OUR LIVES. maybe even get you laid ;) not that you need a man bcos you are the strongest and most beautiful girl i know, and i can't wait to spend forever with you and be those old grandmas sitting on a bench in some park reminiscing about life.

[00:02] Minnie: oh and sorry I'm not with you tonight, i promise I'll make it up to you, (im just tryna get some stress relief if you know what I mean ;) LOVE YOU XOXO

Giggling at her comment about “stress relief”, you type out your reply before moving onto Jimin’s message.

It’s the message you always look forward to most each year, never admitting to yourself the real reason why.

[00:00] Jiminie: Happy birthday y/n!!! still can’t believe we’re adults, we grow up so fast :( But it's been 6 years of the best memories and I can't wait to make more with you. You're truly an amazing friend, and I cherish every minute I get to spend with you, you inspire me so much being the hardworking, talented girl you are, and i'm so grateful for all the times you've been there for me, and I hope i get to be there for you forever. Love you

[00:00] Jiminie: Ew im cringing at the cheesiness... but when exams are over I can't wait to take you out and show you a good time ;)

Butterflies involuntarily swarm inside you when you read that last part; it’s typical Jimin to randomly say something cheeky like that, even to you, as his best friend. He’s ever the flirt, catching plenty of girls attention with his charming persona, deep brown eyes that become the most beautiful crescents when he smiles, and his laugh... God his laugh would warm you up from the inside out.

No. Stop. You think to yourself. This happens often — you catch yourself thinking about him, allowing all thoughts of him to occupy your mind but you can't. He's your best friend. Don't make it weird. Don't risk it. You type out your reply. keeping it simple and sweet before moving onto the next messages.

[00:02] Seohyun: hey big sis, happy bday. I missed the midnight mark, whooops, love ya and thanks for everything you do for me. i appreciate it. don't have too much fun next week otherwise i'll kick your ass. love seohyun xxxxxx

[00:03] Minsuh: hey y/n, happy birthday! thanks for always being there for me, and have a fab week next week, you deserve it :)

You smile at the last two messages. Seohyun is your real sister, but you've become somewhat of an older sister to Minsuh over the years. She’s Jimin's younger sister, and you had naturally become closer to her as your relationship with Jimin grew over the years. You think it’s cute she messaged you— ding.

Jimin's name appears at the top of your screen.

[00:09] Jiminie: open the door :)

Your heart skips a beat.

Pushing the covers off of you, you jump off the bed into your slippers and walk out into the open plan apartment living space. Turning on the light, you make your way over to the door, all the while trying to ignore the excitement you felt about Jimin coming to be with you on your birthday.

As soon as the door is open, you’re greeted by Jimin standing in the hallway looking all snug in his hoodie and sweats. He’s beaming down at you, holding a cupcake with both his hands in front of him, one lit candle sitting on top.

"Happy birthday, Y/N!" he grins, shuffling to make his way into your apartment. You move over to let him in and close the door behind him.

"Jimin you're crazy, we have an exam tomorrow!" you remind him, but you can't help the happy smile that's on your face.

“It’s in the afternoon,” he shrugs before taking a step closer and pouting slightly. “Plus I wasn't about to let my best friend spend her birthday night alone, was I now?"

It’s a rhetorical question but you answer it anyway with a soft smile. "Hm, no you're right, she'd be pretty miserable without you here."

He looks down at you with a big grin, and gives you a quick wink. "Good, now make a wish."

You look at the little cupcake he holds in his hands and make a wish before blowing out the candle. Taking it from his hands, you walk over to the open kitchen adjoined to the living room and put it in the fridge.

Jimin’s eyes follow you all the way there, pouting again when he sees you put the cupcake away. "Aren't you going to eat it?"

You make your way back over to where he was standing. "I will tomorrow, I've brushed my teeth now pabo, it’s midnight, remember?"

"But—” Jimin gets cut off as you wrap your arms around his torso snuggling your head against his shoulder and enveloping yourself in his warmth.

"But what?"

"Nothing," he sighs contentedly, and you feel his arms wrap around your frame, holding you tight.

"Thanks for the cupcake,” you murmur. “Thanks for everything,”

"Any time, Y/N." His hands rub soothingly against your back, before he pulls back to look at you, arms still wrapped around you. "So what did you wish for?"

"Well, I'm pretty happy with everything I have, so I just wished to stay happy," you smile.

Jimin however seems slightly confused. You can tell by how his eyebrows knit together slightly. "What, there's nothing more you could wish for?" he questions.

You pull him back into a hug once more. "Not that I can think of... why? You think there's something I'm missing in my life?"

He shrugs against you. "No, I guess just there's always more you could want... Or maybe not." he responds, sounding almost despondent.

Feeling like he has more to say, you move back to look at him in confusion. “What do you mean?”

Jimin just smiles, finding your scrunched up face entirely endearing. “Nothing,” he shakes his head, lightly brushing a loose strand of hair out of your face.

Something inside you somersaults, but you quickly ignore the dangerous feeling. “Are you going to go now?" you ask, pulling away from him. Your voice is quiet when you ask, betraying the fact that you do want him to stay.

And as though he can read your mind, Jimin smiles. "I'll stay if you want me to."

“Yes,” you answer immediately, pulling on his hand towards your room. You're sure you’re looking a bit too happy with his response but he just laughs and lets you lead the way.

"Can you set an alarm just in case mine doesn't wake me up, I need to cram a few more hours before the exam," he says as he climbs into your bed after you.

"Yeah sure, I need to do the same, there's no way i'm redoing any exams next semester."

After you both set your alarms, you cosy up in bed, Jimin behind you with his arm wrapped around your waist, your back leaning into his chest and you relish the warmth you give each other on this cold night. You feel content and definitely more happy than normal because Jimin is spending the night with you.

He's always been a source of comfort for you — that's basically how your friendship with him had started.

Both of you went to the same high school, although you weren't from the same group of friends because you didn't like to surround yourself with too many people. You found yourself preferring the company of Soomin, but being the social bunny that she was, you got to become mates with quite a few people, some being Jimin's mutual friends.

Jimin was the popular athletic kid who also excelled in the classroom, and with that, every girl wanted to get to know him; except he wouldn't give them any real attention, only ever flirting and on rare occasions he'd probably make out with one of them. Bt that was only when he was actually interested in the girl and thought he might get something real out of it.

He’s always been a genuine person like that, and he had once divulged to you how hurt he'd been after two girls — one right after the other — had dated him for a month (give or take) just to get in his pants and then cut him off. You immediately offered to beat them up, to which he just laughed and brushed off. You didn't know how to fight, but the anger you felt when he told you that had broken your heart a little because he doesn't deserve to feel like all he is is a pretty face and attractive body.

Admittedly, he has one hell of an attractive body — you've never seen him naked or anything, only his bare torso a few times (which you remember being beautifully sculpted), from when you've walked in on him by accident out of habit due to having few inhibitions in your relationship. But you've always noted the outline of his thigh muscles when he wears jeans, and there’s that one ripped pair that shows the curves of his quads.

And there was that one summer he invited you to watch his final performance for a dance academy, and you were captivated by how he could be so fierce yet so agile. If you’re being honest, when you saw the way he could move those hips, you had thought about what he must be like in bed and the thought alone had you feeling hot and bothered.

But regardless of all that, Jimin is a good person on the inside, and you’ve known that from when you first interacted with him.

You were 15 and had gone to pick up Seohyun from her school. As you had gotten closer to the building, you’d spied two girls laughing at a slightly smaller girl, and your heart had dropped when you realised it was your sister. You didn't know what they were saying but you knew it was upsetting Seohyun from the way her shoulders were slouching and she avoided eye contact with them.

Then out of nowhere one of them pushed her. She was only 9.

"Hey!" you'd shouted, as you ran across the playground, guns blazing, ready to fight some kid for hurting your sister.

Seohyun had turned to look at you all bewildered which only made you more angry, and honestly if Jimin's strong, steady arms hadn't pulled you to the side, you probably would've gotten into some serious trouble that day for hitting a 10 year old.

But you did hit Jimin... as soon as you felt someone's hands on you, you instinctively turned, fists raised and punched whoever it was. After two awkwardly placed punches, he grabbed your wrists and lowered them. "You can't beat up a kid, Y/N," he’d said.

You remember being slightly frozen in that moment — you knew who he was, being popular and all, but you were surprised that he knew your name since you never had any classes together.

Although in that moment you didn't really care about any of that, you just wanted those kids to know what they'd done was wrong.

Jimin must've known that, as he moved you to the side, helped Seohyun up and crouched down to speak to the girls. You had no idea what he said to them then, but their bratty attitude from before completely disappeared, and they were both apologising to Seohyun with their heads lowered.

After they left, Jimin gave Seohyun a high five while encouraging her to stick up for herself, and then he made his way back over to you.

Taking Seohyun’s hand, you had avoided eye contact with him because you had become slightly embarrassed by your reckless behaviour before, except he didn't seem fazed by any of it. He smiled at you while you just gave a quiet thanks, and headed home with Seohyun, but not before turning back in time to see a girl, younger than Seohyun, running into his arms. You figured that was his little sister, which you later found out it was.

After that, Jimin made frequent, small attempts to get to know you; smiling at you in the hallway, inviting you to parties, and even sitting with you and Soomin to have lunch together. You found it slightly annoying but Soomin was loving it, and thanks to her, he felt comfortable enough to know he wasn't being too forward in his attempts to befriend you. Eventually (and inevitably), you warmed up to him, and soon you would laugh together over the incident in the playground. You would even enjoy the few times he'd sit with you and Soomi to have lunch, although you didn’t become best friends until a year later.

It was early on in the school year, and Soomin’s family had to move a few hours away for her father’s work, meaning she’d be changing schools too. Despite calling her every evening and texting her throughout the day, her presence was missed, and one day you couldn't take it anymore and broke down while you were at school.

Running into the nearest supply room , you sat on a stack of boxes in the far corner which was hidden slightly by one of the shelves in the middle of the room, and cried in peace.

That was until some girl rushed in — which had you confused for a split second — and then she pulled some boy in right behind her, crashing him against the shelf you were hiding behind to start a full on make out session. It took you a moment to realise (since you weren’t just sitting there watching them), but that “some boy" was Jimin.

Holding your breath, you were hoping they wouldn't see you before finishing their little rendezvous, since there was no way for you to get up and leave without being seen, and you would be mortified if they ever realised you were in there with them.

So you sat there silently, fighting back tears as you waited out the school bell for the next class.

Except your wait was cut short when Jimin abruptly pulled away, and sheepishly asked the girl if they could do this some other time.

She was definitely confused, as were you, but he was insistent that he just wasn't feeling well. She must've been offended, as she left with an abrupt, "fine, whatever", slamming the door behind her and leaving Jimin standing there with his hand on the back of his neck, looking down awkwardly at the floor.

You had no clue that he'd noticed you a short while earlier which had resulted in him asking the girl to stop. So when he immediately looked up and made eye contact with you through a gap in the shelf, you were sure you must've looked like a doe in headlights, all wide eyed and confused.

He just smiled and made his way over to kneel in front of you, reaching a hand up to wipe away your tears. "You miss Soomin, huh?" he’d asked softly.

Normally you don’t like to cry in front of people, and you definitely didn't want to cry in front of Jimin, but there was something about him that made you feel like you could confide in him and he would have the solution to make you feel better... so you did.

You cried, and he listened. He listened as you rambled on about how you felt so alone now, and how that made you feel ungrateful because you still had other friends but that didn't stop you from missing Soomi. And when you were done, he just hugged you until you stopped crying.

You didn't even realise you'd been sitting there while the bell had gone, and once you felt a bit better from letting it all out, you were late to your next class. So instead, Jimin proposed you both ditch school to go get ice cream with the warmest smile you’d ever seen, and in that moment, he took up a special place in your heart that he’s been holding ever since.

Accepting his offer, the both of you snuck out of school and by the end of the day you felt so much better.

After that, he became a constant in your life — every high and every low, whether it was you or Jimin, you were there for each other through it all. All the happy moments, like when he got accepted into a dance academy, or you got a summer internship by scholarship at a reputable finance company.

And even the little things, like when you and both yours and his little sisters spent hours making and decorating his 18th birthday cake; the look on his face was priceless when he saw the state of the kitchen and the cake itself. but he gave you all a bear hug anyway and laughed until he was in tears.

After hugging both Seohyun and Mingyun, he held your neck to pull you into the warmest hug you’d ever felt from him, and kissed your temple, mumbling a soft “thank you, Y/N” into your hair.

The comfort he sought from that hug probably had to do with him going through one do the hardest things he’d ever dealt with in his life, but again, you were there with him to get through it...

His dad had cheated a few months prior and it left his mum spiralling in depression, neglecting both him and his sister.

So you made sure you were there for him through it all. And when he needed someone to confide in, you held him tight as he stifled his sobs into your shoulder, and tried as hard as you could to make up for the lack of love he should’ve been receiving from his parents. You even spent extra time with his sister so she wouldn’t feel so alone, and it only made Jimin love you more for trying to fill in the gaps in both his and his little sisters life.

That hug in the middle of his messy kitchen — with his lips pressed against your forehead and arms tight around you — was the first time you felt weak in the knees for him.

You didn’t know then, and you still don’t quite understand the feeling — the one that stuck with you from then on. At the time, you brushed it off as your heart aching for him, causing you to hold him tighter to try to take away the pain he was feeling, because you knew then that you wanted only happiness for him, and you wanted to be the one to give it to him. You wanted to be his source of comfort.

And to Jimin, you were. Even when there were other people, other girls who he could’ve sought comfort from, he always came to you and it made your heart feel whole and proud to be his best friend. Just as he was.

Jimin was there the night at a party when you got drunk and your then-boyfriend wouldn’t stop trying to take advantage of your excitement. Jimin had tried a few times to make him understand that what he was doing was wrong, but when he saw him groping you and the uncomfortable look on your face (but you were too out of it to respond), he resisted the urge to punch him right there. (Although the next day when he started spreading rumours about you, Jimin did go up to him, in front of plenty of people as witness, and punched him square in the jaw, and after that the guy never bothered you.)

Instead, Jimin had grabbed your hand while giving the guy a death stare the whole time so he knew not to mess with him, and took you to his house so your parents wouldn’t be mad at you. He sobered you up a bit, and once your mind was no longer a haze, you began to realise what had just happened and you cried into his arms as he whispered to you softly — comforting you and reminding you that you were always better than him and nothing was your fault. You cried until you fell asleep, curled up against his chest wearing his pyjamas he’d lent you so you’d be comfortable for the night.

That was the first night you’d slept over with him and after that, it wasn’t an unusual thing for either of you to do when you were in extra need of comfort.

However, with your close relationship, it would become difficult when either of you started dating. Either your boyfriend or his girlfriend wouldn’t really be okay with how close you were; so the both of you understood and would make sure to give the other person enough space so as not to ruin their chances of happiness. Not that anyone ever stuck. And you’d find yourself back in your happy bubble with Jimin.

The happy bubble you’re in with him right now as the warmth he radiates lulls you to sleep, complete when he kisses the crown of your head and murmurs softly— "Good night, Y/N."

Walking out of the exam hall, you make your way across the green yard, breathing in the cold air as you wrap your coat a little tighter against the icy wind that nips at your face.

Your exams are finally over, and your excitement for the coming week kicks in; your friends have all decided to spend this Christmas break together, so you've booked a lodge that is just on the outskirts of a busy town, a two hours drive from college. You’re all going to leave tomorrow morning, so for the rest of the day you need to pack everything for the trip, and in the evening, you’ll spend some time celebrating the end of exams with your friends.

Once you reach your apartment, you enter to find Yoongi, Taehyung and Jungkook lounging on the sofas on the right side of the apartment, all engrossed in some video game that Yoongi is playing on the TV, while Soomin is to the left of the front door in the kitchen, faffing about over some shopping bags.

"Y/N!" Taehyung runs over to you, closely followed by Jungkook and they both hug you so tight that you can't breathe for a second.

"Happy birthday!" Jungkook yells excitedly, as though you can't hear him when he's standing right next to you.

"Thanks," you chuckle, wriggling yourself loose in their grip. Jungkook lets go and goes back to annoying Yoongi, and Tae smiles at you before planting a quick kiss on your head.

"How was your exam?" he asks, letting you go so you can take off your coat and get more comfortable.

"Ugh, don't even ask. My professor already hates me for always dozing off in his class, and now he's gonna be so smug when I have to retake this stupid exam."

"I'm sure you did fine Y/N , you always feel like you've done shit but you end up doing better than most," Soomin reassures you from the kitchen. You walk over to her, standing next to the island which has a big duffel bag sitting on top, and a huge pile of snacks next to it.

"Woah, we don't need that much do we?" you ask, closely examining the snacks.

She only looks up for a second to smile before she resumes packing the bag. "Honestly these boys can be real kids when it comes to it, and I'd rather have them stuffing their faces on honey twists, than having to sit there and listen to them complain about the car journey..."

"Hey we're not kids," Taehyung says from behind you. "I can be really mature when I have to be." It’s true, he can be, but nothing about this trip will need him to be mature so you already know that the week will be spent laughing away at the adventures him and Jungkook will be getting into.

Soomin ignores him so you just throw him a quick wink to acknowledge what he was saying. He shrugs, making his way over to look at the snacks Soomin is packing.

“Plus" —she looks up with a cheeky smile on her face— "we're going to be spending a lot of time with a drink in our hands, so we gotta make sure we got something solid in us before that."

"Ah, yeah," you say hesitantly, "I'm not doing anything crazy this week, and most definitely no hookups." You look at her firmly, raising your eyebrows and she huffs out like a little kid, while Tae just smirks.

"But Y/N, it's been like forever since you got any action," she practically complains, making a pouty face. "And recently you've been all uptight, any guy that comes near you, you're so frigid around them."

"Soomi, if she's not looking for sex, then what's your problem?" Jungkook asks from across the apartment space.

You wince slightly, knowing that they can all hear Soomi talk about your sex life—or lack thereof. Your eyes meet Taehyung and when you see him smiling at something behind you, you turn to see Jimin standing by the front door, looking confused, but his face melts into a smile when he sees you and Taehyung.

"If who's not looking for sex?" he asks, making his way over to where Taehyung is standing.

Taehyung ignores him and takes Jungkook's previous comment as a pass to verbalise his own judgement. "Well, Y/N, of course you don't need to do anything you don't want to, but Soomi's right about you being kinda off with almost every guy that tries it with you," he says with a shrug.

Looking down, you avoid everyone's gaze, unsure of what to say. No one says anything which only makes you feel more awkward, so you quickly look up, smiling at Soomi and Taehyung while purposely avoiding Jimin's gaze. "I guess you're right, but I’m still going to think about it."

Tae grins back at you and begins snacking on some chocolate sticks, and Soomi jumps up and down excitedly.

"Yes," she squeals, “this is perfect, I ordered some new clothes for the week..." You don't pay much attention to what she says next because you’re trying to see Jimin's face from the corner of your eye.

He's staring at snacks, eyebrows knitted together as he begins to realise they were talking about you. You can't really tell what he's thinking as his face quickly relaxes and he joins Tae in stealing a snack before joining Yoongi and Jungkook.

“That’s great Soomi,” you mumble once she's done talking, trying your best to ignore whatever feeling is growing in your chest at Jimin’s nonchalant reaction. But luckily it doesn’t take much effort to distract yourself from these unwanted thoughts as you make your way over to Jungkook and Yoongi.

“Where’s Namjoon?” you ask Yoongi.

“He’s finishing packing so he can spend the rest of the evening here.”

“Ah yeah I should probably start as well.”

Jungkook looks up at you from the sofa, grinning brazenly. “D’you want any help, Y/N? I’ll even give you a headstart on that guy on girl action you’re looking for.” And then he winks.

Before you can even answer, Yoongi’s whacking him with a cushion which has you and Soomin laughing.

“No thanks, Kookie,” you chuckle, ruffling his hair as you get up to finally pack, and as you enter your room, you hear Taehyung making fun of Jungkook for trying it.

Closing your door, you also make sure to lock it so you can have some privacy from everyone else. You’d like to just enjoy your own company for a little while, before you spend a whole week with your crazy bunch.

Taking off your jeans so you’re left in your sweater, you slump down on your bed and just lie there for a few minutes, delighting in your newfound freedom from exams, and not thinking about anything in particular.

You almost fall asleep there, that is until you hear Taehyung and Jungkook arguing over who’s going to play with Yoongi. Getting up, you pull your duffel bag from your closet and put it down on your bed so you can start packing. You take out your smaller toiletries bag from inside it and make your way over to your ensuite bathroom to start gathering some essentials: toothbrush, toothpaste, tampons (even though you weren’t due for two weeks but better safe than sorry), body wash, and shampoo.

Once you’ve finished with your toiletries, you go over to find some clothes to wear during the week. You plan on staying pretty comfortable so you pack a lot of oversized hoodies and leggings, as well as your favourite Christmas pyjama set.

For your nights out however, you want to make an effort so you start rummaging through your dresses looking for some nice ones to wear. You come across your most recent purchase — a sparkly wine coloured, strapless ruched bodycon dress, with a straight neckline. It’s backless except for the tie up strings that help secure it in place when you wear it. But you have to take a few moments to decide if you wanted to wear it — it’s not too short, stopping a good height above your knees, although the slight sparkle might be a bit much...

Eventually you decide to take it. It’ll be cute to wear on Christmas Eve if you guys decide to spend the night at that popular club they have in the town.

Finishing up, you pack a few other basics and cute clothes, and for shoes, you take both your favourite high heels, and you’ll be wearing your sneakers. Oh, and your night slippers. Lastly, you open your bedside table to take your spare phone charger, your favourite book, and earphones. There, you think, all done.

Then your eye catches a wrapper at the back of your drawer... condoms. You stand there for a few moments, not sure if you really want to take them because the idea of hooking up with some random guy just doesn’t appeal to you, but then you remember that you’re taking tampons and the likelihood of starting your period is far less likely than the chances of you getting some dick this week. So you throw them in the bag and zip it shut.

The rest of the evening is spent chilling with the guys and Soomin, but you all retire earlier than usual, around 10pm, to catch up on some much needed sleep after your exams, and before your Christmas trip together.

The next morning, you wake up feeling refreshed and well rested. After washing yourself, you get dressed into jeans and your favourite hoodie which sits on the back of your door — it’s Jimin’s high school hoodie.

You got it one night you’d stayed over at his after he called you for no reason in particular it seemed, but when you got there, you realised that Minsuh was feeling pretty down, and he was secretly hoping you’d be able to help him cheer her up like you always managed to do.

It worked, and after you and Jimin put her to bed, he ordered you takeout and both of you watched a movie. It ended with you falling asleep halfway through, so you just ended up spending the night. And when you woke in the night feeling cold, you pulled on the first hoodie you found.

When Jimin woke up the next day, he smiled at the sight of you, and before you left, you started taking it off to return to him but he stopped you, placing his hands over yours and pulling the hoodie back down.

“Keep it,” he’d insisted. And although you were confused, you just knew he was grateful that you’d spent the night with him and Minsuh — grateful that you understood what he needed from you without him having to ask you... just grateful to have you in his life.

Maybe that’s why it’s your favourite.

Pulling the hoodie on, you get into your sneakers and haul your bag out of your room to place by the front door. Soomi’s duffel bag full of snacks is already there, and when you turn around, she’s there lugging out her own bag.

“Need some help?” you laugh, going over to grab one of the handles and put the bag by the door.

“Thanks,” she replies, out of breath. “Now let’s make sure all the windows are locked and lights are off before we leave.”

While you check the apartment, turning off all the appliances, Jimin and Namjoon turn up at the door. They take your bags down for you both as you follow behind them.

And now that you’re making your way to the car, you can’t help but get excited for the coming week.

“This week is going to be so good,” you squeal, linking arms with Soomin. “We can start off tonight celebrating my birthday, and then tomorrow we can all wake up and make breakfast together and—”

“We can play hide and seek!” Soomin interrupts suddenly, just as excited.

“Hide and seek, tag,” you giggle, returning her enthusiasm as you both jump up and down, getting carried away talking about your plans for the weekend.

The whole time Jimin and Namjoon watch you both amused before suggesting their own ideas.

“Capture the flag would be pretty fun,” Namjoon adds.

“Oh, if only we could have paintball guns to play with too,” Jimin groans.

“Can you imagine, playing capture the flag with paintball guns,” you respond.

Namjoon chuckles, “It’s okay, we’ll have fun anyway.”

And you all agree.

A/N: thank you for reading! if you enjoyed, please reblog / leave a comment / send an ask! it means a lot <3 updated: sun 13th june

I have attachment issues and I don’t want to lose the gifs I used when I originally posted the story so you will find them at the end of each chapter 🥺

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minisugakoobies · 2 years

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Its senior year of college and you're ready to fuck shit up! Your sorority has an annual tradition amongst the seniors where they have a competition. Sometimes its who can have the highest grade, other times it can be who can get kicked out of class more. This year, it is who can acquire the most attention of the men from neighboring frat BTS. Sex is not required but you have to have them smitten and you need proof.

What order do you go after them?

Namjoon - President and most responsible. Always present at fundraisers and disciplinary meetings for the members. Pre-Law and takes it very seriously. Often times talks his way out of getting their parties shut down by the cops.

Jin- 5th or 6th year senior. You thought he was a senior when you were a freshman so you don't really know.

Yoongi - The hardest to conquer. You've never seen him actually flirt with anyone but you've seen people come out of his room looking like they're fresh off a red eye from Hong Kong. You've tried having conversations with him in the past on the basis of greek stuff but he just tells you to speak to Joon.

Hobi - Your favorite pothead. You've already slept with him and know his rules. He puts his foot down on having relationships and public cuddles. He is also very careful over text when alluding to activities.

Jimin - The biggest whore of them all. You don't conquer Jimin, Jimin conquers you. Rumor is he's smart AF but hasn't done a single assignment since he stepped food on campus. His charm and his smile has gotten him to where he is. He's apart of your annual presentation of men to watch out for on campus but you still end up comforting at least 5 girls a semester after they've fallen for him.

Taehyung - The biggest troublemaker. From painting the sculpture of the university's founder like a clown to saran wrapping all of the toilets in all of the dorms overnight. The kid is menace and somehow gets away with it. Oh because he knows everyone thinks he's stupid when he is impeccable at reading people. He always has the upperhand.

Jungkook - The newest pledge but also the sweetest. Very eager to be friends with anyone in greek life. He makes his feminist stance very known as well and has no problem standing up with any woman if the situation arises. Your whole house swoons over him and he's the only male allowed in the house past curfew.

-Bloobs-

Okay, it sounds like I've got my work cut out for me. But I don't back down from a challenge! *cracks knuckles*

I think I'll start with the easiest ones and work my way up from there. Which means Jungkook is first. A sweet new pledge should be easy enough to flirt with and wrap around my finger.

Taehyung is next. I'll join him on one of his escapades, become a confidante. Let him know I don't think he's a dummy like everyone else. I can win him over, I'm sure.

I think Jin will be third. So he's a super super senior, huh? All right, I'll lean into it. Tell him how I've always had a thing for older, more mature guys. Really stroke his ego a bit.

After Jin, I'm aiming for Namjoon. Sounds like a very serious man. Perhaps I will take Yoongi up on his suggestion and talk to Joonie about Greek life and some ideas I have about how we can make the system better. Maybe even discuss my thoughts on how to make those disciplinary meetings more stimulating.

Here's where it starts to get tricky. I think I'll tackle Hobi next. We've already got a good rapport; I just need to get him to give in a little on the PDA or other proof of our dalliances. I'm sure I can figure out a way to convince him it's worth it.

Gah, Jimin or Yoongi next? Neither sound like easy conquests. I suppose I could try to beat Jimin at his own game and play hard to get. Make him chase me, until I've got him right where I want him.

So that leaves Yoongi as the final challenge. I think the only way to win here is to go on the offense and strike directly at his confidence - tell him I've heard the Hong Kong rumors and don't believe a word. Really get under his skin and refuse to hear otherwise until he's begging me to let him prove it once and for all.

#asks #bloobs 🫐#senior year challenge #ot7

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youarejesting · 3 years

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Beta: N/A Rating: Mature 18+ Pairing: BTS OT7 Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Comedy, Omegaverse Words: 1.3k Blood types: Namjoon, Jhope, Jungkook, Yoongi (A) Taehyung (AB) Jin, Jimin and Yoongi (O) (Jimin in real life is an A blood type)

Summary: At eighteen everyone takes a blood test to find out their blood types. A, B, or O. Each blood type represents the person's secondary gender Alpha, Beta or Omega and can be Dominant (+) or Recessive (-).

When small thin Yoongi receives his letter he doesn't expect A+. There was no way he was an Alpha especially not a dominant. But as time passes he shows no Alpha nor Omega tendencies and frankly he doesn't care. Working in his father's electrical business helps pay the bills but Yoongi's real passion is music.

One very hot day in the roof space of a luxury apartment that Yoongi is rewiring an intoxicatingly pleasant smell churns his insides and he finds himself in need of something to quench his thirst.

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Yoongi was guided by Seokjin's hands into an unfamiliar room, his heart beating out of his chest like it was trying to escape. Behind the haze of wanting to be mated, he cursed the stupid test. They said he was an alpha but they were wrong. They said he was going to be the one in control but it seemed he was the one losing complete control. Yoongi never groveled or begged but he could smell the faint alpha scent and more than that he just knew they were in the house. So he called for them. He cried out and pleaded for them to relieve the pain. He was scared.

“I want to go home!” He pleaded in a moment of clarity, he wanted the safety of his own room away from the unfamiliar scents and feelings. He wanted everything to stop, it was too much.

“See he doesn’t want to be here,” Jimin threw his arms up in the air exasperated, he turned to leave wanting this omega out of his territory as soon as possible, “I will send him home.”

Before he had the chance to leave the room, his exit was blocked by Seokjin who grabbed him firmly, “If you open that door those alphas will barge in here, he is not in his right mind and he is scared. The Alphas in our band are not bad guys who would ever do something without consent,” Seokjin words came out harsh reprimanding the younger omega for being selfish, “don’t make them the bad guys here?”

“How do we help him?” Jimin sighed, "I am just confused why we are putting so much effort into protecting someone we don't even know."

"I'm sorry," Yoongi's weak voice drifted towards them as feeble as a leaf fluttering in a gentle wind, destined to fall. Seokjin walked over, taking the Omega's hand and giving it a squeeze. Yoongi blinked through the ache in his abdomen and saw the older Omega dab the sweat from his face and reassure him that everything would be okay.

"Of course, Jimin is a kind-hearted person, and if he had seen you having your first heat he would help, but when it threatened his relationship with the Alpha’s, he grew a bit defensive." Seokjin said, "He knows deep down he wants to protect you and yet he just can't bring himself to open his hands or heart with fear of being betrayed. Omega’s and their Alphas are very territorial."

"I'm sorry," Yoongi repeatedly felt himself drift into a half conscious state, his eyes were too heavy to open and his body too heavy to move but his senses were still going strong.

“We will be here with you the whole time until your first heat passes,” Seokjin explained tiredly, getting some cool towels to help try to relive the heat.

The pain came in waves and they tried to get him to eat and drink when he plateaued between them, he had a few sips of water but it took a few waves for them to convince him to eat something only for him to bring it back up.

“He is in a lot of pain and he isn’t keeping anything down, so if we can’t calm him we will have to call an emergency doctor,” Seokjin expressed his concern and Yoongi knew if he had the strength to open his eyes this Omega's brows would be pressed together in worry. “It doesn’t look good at all?”

“I might have something that can help him calm down.” Jimin announced thoughtfully, before Yoongi heard the door open and shut. Jimin wasn't gone long or perhaps Yoongi had passed out at some point but the most pleasant of smells hit him. His eyes opened as clothes littered the bed and then the familiar spritz sound of a spray bottle. Yoongi felt his whole body relax, as pheromones filled the room lightly cutting though his haze with a thin blade of clarity. Jimin felt his body easy and the stress the three Omega's were holding seemed to melt away.

“Jimin, Thanks for helping?” Seokjin sighed as the scent hit him as well. The two Omega’s relaxed sitting comfortably on the bed around Yoongi. It took a lot more pills and pheromones before Yoongi’s heat began to weaken. By the time his heat had safely ended three days had passed.

“How are you feeling?” Jimin smiled, laying beside him on the bed, somehow during the three days Yoongi had grown accustomed to Jimin's presence and he thought perhaps Jimin no longer felt threatened by his scent, maybe he could see him as a potential friend.

Yoongi blushed, the two had spent each new morning talking about their favourite things, Yoongi confessed he loved making music, and Jimin asked to listen to some of his songs so finding some headphones the two shared them listening to some of Yoongi's favourite tracks.

“These are really good,” Jimin enthused Yoongi still felt a little apprehensive about him, every smile felt more like fanservice. He didn't allow himself to dwell on these thoughts instead focusing on the pretty Omega beside him wiggling to the beat and enjoying Yoongi's fast and yet intricate raps. "I like this one a lot."

“You are just saying that, it’s definitely not as good as your music, that’s why I am an electrician and not a producer” Yoongi sat up stretching, he felt his muscles ache and his bones creaking. It was the first time he felt the strength to sit up and he could already hear his bed at home calling for him.

Unsure about when he would be deemed safe enough to leave, he was leaving it up to the Omega's more accustomed to heats and pheromones. Seokjin poked his head inside with a funny expression that almost made Yoongi laugh. Yoongi thought of himself as a quiet person. He rarely ever smiled, but he found around his two newly acquired friends he was on the edge.

“What were you talking about?” Seokjin asked, brandishing a serving dish containing a few blueberry muffins, fresh fruit, saltines, and cheese cubes. "I didn't know what you would like but I knew you would be hungry.

“Thank you” Yoongi thanked the man sincerely before eating the muffin in mere seconds not realising how hungry he was from his heat. They laughed and Jimin began handing him more and more foods, seemingly happy to watch him eat.

“Jimin you are being creepy,” Seokjin said, almost warning him to back off.

“He is just excited to see me leave,” Yoongi said quietly, “I think you must be really popular Jimin, you are very pretty and have a lovely voice, from what I heard, you were singing to me every night when Seokjin fell asleep. I like your voice a lot. It is sweet.”

Jimin blushed at the compliment and froze, “I wasn’t trying to rush you to leave,” his voice was small, almost guilty like he was trying to deny it. “I like your songs, maybe we could collaborate on something.”

“Maybe, someday.” Yoongi stood up, and collected his things off the bedside, he looked at the two and nodded, “Thank you for taking care of me, and sorry that you had to take care of me.”

“It was no trouble at all, if you would like, I can drop you off at your house and make sure you get back safe.” Seokjin smiled, “Also I booked you in at a specialist as yours is a rather special case, the doctor is really good and will get you some medication that will suppress your heat and make things more bearable and ease to manage.”

Seokjin handed Yoongi a card after writing the appointment date on the back, Yoongi followed the two Omega's to their vehicle and they dropped him off with a wave.

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BTS Tarot Reading ➝ What Kind Of Porn Do They Watch? (18+)

↳ NOTE - due to several requests, a steamy and detailed one. ☕️ we’re asking the cards about the erotica they fancy in a wider sense.

warning ⚠️ 18+ // bdsm mentions, worship, kinks left and right. we’re going graphic in all types o’ ways, lads.

♡ DISCLAIMER // tarot is speculative, there is no guarantee for accuracy. believing in the cards is a choice. all portrayals are fictive and for entertainment purposes only.

SPREAD #1:

yoongi

⌈ THE WORLD ⇁ Jesus... Someone’s obsessed with girls in the nude. That card has a stark naked woman wrapped in very little satin on it so you know what our funky little guy is up to. Luscious aesthetic fotos might be just around his corner. Big duh, he’s a photography major. These folks are all about body appreciation. He’s also on a personal vendetta against lingerie 😂 Yoongi won’t get hard looking at even the most HD panty and bra ads. Only the skin in its full splendor will do, no editing. He loves pictures of nipples peaking through shirt fabric, it’s all over his phone. Yoongi likes his gals without underwear 24/7 just like he dislikes underwear himself. If we’re talking porn, the woman on the card is holding two very long rods so may I connect the dots: Threesomes, handjobs, blowbangs, spitroasting. Friction, friction, and more friction. To Yoongi’s brain, handjobs are a great um new version of holding hands. Sex standing up also, keeping it vertical. Yoongi doesn’t care about girth, inches count. Nice and elongated with a perfect plunge, something to hold onto. Yep, he’s pretty deliberate when searching that up. Yes, he loves the look of it. However, and you’ll be surprised: Even if he likes poly porn, it’s still nothing too extreme. This card is more about pleasure than pain. If a guy likes rough and degrading sex, you get swords and wands in his spread. THE WORLD is more about perfected skills and success. So, he likes the more accomplished porn stars. With a preference for curly blondes and redheads, that’s sort of the hair color on the card. Natural B or C cup. Medium height, not too curvy. Oversized booty not needed. In terms of nationality: We have three representative animals on the card. Eagle, lion and bull, plus a light blonde man’s head. So, anything that America/Germany/Albania/Mexico/Namibia (and so on, lot of countries with eagles as their national bird my dude), England, Spain and Scandinavia have to offer. Honey sugar is going international, baby.

hoseok

⌈ QUEEN OF WANDS ⇁ Did I just mention that guys who like rough sex in porn get wand cards in their readings in Yoongi’s segment? Well, there we have our candidate, with a very obvious card since it’s a court figure. Now, the thing is, this is not the guy being rough. The QUEEN OF WANDS is as notoriously femdom as can be. The very fiery and raw and fun version. So, with a degree of lightheartedness, but still being very fit — even buff — and hands-on with the sub. If you get the QUEEN OF SWORDS, that’s the more cool and calculated domme who signs you up for torture and humiliation, and she really looks like a domme. She’s all over the internet because she has the grit. Now wands combined with a tarot queen... it’s more about the stamina and she is approachable. Hobi does not like watching cruel girls, he likes challenging ones. Upbeat porn stars who can take a lot but most importantly dole it out assertively like pros are Hobi’s schtick. He’s unapologetic about that. With him it’s like, please not the local newcomers that turned legal a month ago. The queen cards are all about mature women. Mommy kink, hint hint. The kind of mommy who’s gonna whip out the spreader bar or cane (= wands again) and give a playful type of punishment. See how desert-like that imagery is, Hobi wants to sweat big time when he gets off to this. Now since wands also make for a damn good pole to dance on, go figure. This whole card has me wondering if, well alright, he is a Cardi B hard stan 😅 If Hobi blasts Money to get in the mood, I’d not be surprised. Anyway. Back to pole stuff: If you go through his youtube search history, you will find astounding things. I think he watches the more professional and athletic performers in competition though. High production value is key. Finally, an interesting card detail: There’s a sunflower on it. This is definitely his kind of tarot imagery.

jimin

⌈ KING OF COINS ⇁ This card always looks like a scene from a medieval movie so you might have an erotic film enthusiast here. The more chaste type of genre, pentacles are very grounded and not hypersexualized. The intimacy is slow and more about security and pleasure. It’s graphic and detailed, but gives you a sense of relaxation. With a bit of romance in the plot, that might absolutely be Jimin’s thing. Castles and wine and nobility. Interesting type of erotica. Historical and classy. As expected of a prince, mind you. He might enjoy books of that genre also. And we know Jimin is an avid reader, right up there with Namjoon. Now, even with more risque and contemporary stuff that he googles up, we have similar dynamics going down on screen. With Hobi we had femdom because it’s a queen card, now with Jimin we get the classic male dom type of porn because that’s how the King usually rolls, unless it’s the KING OF CUPS who’s touchy-feely and subby. Meanwhile, the KING OF COINS is your local sugar daddy. Leaning towards being a soft dom, he’s not aggressive. And Jimin surely has a little crush on that concept. Ye know, if all the other members have female cards and Jimin gets the sugar daddy, we might be dealing with mxm action. Because if this card was a porn star, he’d be a really, really rich producer and a bear who’s done this since the frickin’ 90s. He’s treating his subs very gently and lets them sit on their lap, the imagery is sort of like that because the King is balancing a pentacle on his left thigh. Sex and comfort all in one are life for Jimin. A sexy detail I only noticed at a second glance, the King also has a shortened golden staff with him, which has a rounded tip. If that’s not a butt plug… whenever I see props like that in tarot, I interpret it as a sex toy. So, good vibes in here. And a bunch of aphrodisiacs, the KING OF COINS is a foodie. Which you know, might just be a food porn type of reference. Jimin’s taste in sexy things is quite something else.

jungkook

⌈ THE EMPRESS ⇁ If there’s one thing I like, it’s the Tarot giving me the important archetypes during readings of that kind. The Queens, the Kings, the Major arcana (see Yoongi’s and Jin’s segment). You can really draw a lot of hints out of it. Now with the EMPRESS you have a similar case to Hobi’s, just a lot more softcore. Jungkook has a refined and pretty vast taste in erotica, if not the most refined in Bangtan next to Jimin who likes that kind of dignified touch to it as well as we saw. Jungkook knows his stuff when it comes to searching things up, he is a first class netizen in that regard. In terms of genre: The EMPRESS is your highkey feminist and wholesomeness legend, so — you won’t find any super creepy things in some hidden file on his PC, and things by female producers instead. No slut-shaming or name-calling here, everyone gets their pleasure in their own right. Thanks to online sex ed, Jungkook has a map to the clit and he’s not afraid to use it. He’s the type to watch solo videos ad nauseam. He’s fascinated. Masturbation until it gets all messy with the juices flowing, and you bet he wants to see the girls buzzing themselves off lying on their back. Maybe even outdoors in a field. Cum play is a must, cunnilingus is a must, he loves unprotected sex and creampies, he loves breast massages. And yes. Anything that involves sex with pregnant and chubby women. Similar to Taehyung, it’s all about the focus on the girl, he doesn’t bother much with the guy performers. And given Yoongi’s reading on top of that, we have three members in BTS who are all about worshipping the female body right here, breasts over ass, and he likes blondes, too. The EMPRESS card is like… the entire porn industry who does the MILF and BBW genre is financed by Jeon Jungkook’s website subscriptions. Cue GOT7, with Jungkook it’s girls, girls, girls. The thirst is going strong, and he’s unashamed times ten, sex is sex.

➝ we also have members who don’t really bother with erotica or have a complicated relationship with it.

SPREAD #2

taehyung

⌈ ACE OF WANDS reversed ⇁ He’s not about beating off until the world ends. Taehyung gets bored by porn or heated literature and doesn’t feel very motivated to search it up. He would rather come up with his own ideas to write but doesn’t have the energy. Sex drive: On hold, even if he tries to look something up it doesn’t feel very fulfilling to him. Most of it fails to turn him on, it’s not his kind of taste. He gets frustrated when he masturbates and would rather rest, dream, and doze. The only thing I can see him watch somewhat frequently — hold your horses — is lesbian porn. I’ll explain. The ACE OF WANDS is pretty much your most glaring handjob symbolism card. A hand gripping a stick. Yoongi’s THE WORLD card has very similar imagery, I mean even two wands and a girl, bisexual explosion much. He would be a big fan of the upright ACE OF WANDS card lmao! But the reversal is like, um no silly guys jerking off in here, pls. Keep your cum to yourself. That means: Zero dicks in Taehyung’s zone, girl-on-girl stuff is his very last resort for quality that he is desperate for but cannot find. And not the stuff where the producers just replace the guys with heavy arsenal sex toys, double-ended dildos, fucking machines, endless strap-on action without any clit stimulation on either side and whatnot. Taehyung is like ugh, cherie, why, give me the juicy stuff, give me the basics. What he wants is just pure scissoring, fingering, oral, little gentle bites, a lot of caresses and kisses. And slow, slow sex. Probably the amateur kind. He hates how brutal and exaggerated most things online are. Tae is looking for softness, a lot of lesbian action is what delivers in that regard so he takes all he gets. And it goes further than that, Taehyung knows the finest yuri recommendations, I’m telling you.

seokjin

⌈ THE STAR reverse ⇁ The opposite of Yoongi: not keeping it very naked in here. The upright card shows a nude woman pouring water from two cups. Hence a strong connection to the card of sexuality, TWO OF CUPS. Everything is very gentle and positive in that scenery. But then, the reversed card rather shows us that Jin doesn’t feel too thrilled watching other people film or write or photograph sex. Like in Tae’s case, he becomes bored, it’s all the same to him. Nothing’s ever new to him in porn. He feels negative and guilty rather than refreshed or entertained. He also doesn’t like a lot of kinks that very literally connect to, well, the pouring water. Squirting, cum play, watersports, sex in the pool or showers, lube overuse, creampies, bukkake, fake cum — Jin is rolling his eyes at that, he thinks it’s a circus. He’s surely given it a try, but ended up feeling worse and even more pent-up or dissatisfied. At best, you will find him on unknown websites looking for the most amateur videos there are. Because: THE STAR quite unequivocally hints at porn stars. If you reverse the card, it becomes someone not very well-known. He roots for the underdog. Accordingly, Jin’s reaction to mainstream videos goes this way: ‚Pipe down, you non-artists!’ 😆 Cause maybe, he does do it better aye, without the awkward angles anyway. He doesn’t want the body cult, like, put that airbrush and silicone out of my face bro. Not because he’s against surgery, but the idea behind sexual extremes and the shady high standards. It’s too polished for him to get turned on. And robotic/staged. Likely because he’s had an IRL sexual experience (gasp!) that set a different ideal to him, so the more glossy porn feels off. Home video has all he needs instead. I think it’s especially because you get so see more body hair there. The woman on the THE STAR card is all sleek, so the reversed card is the opposite, Jin wants that unshaved goodness.

namjoon

⌈ EIGHT OF CUPS ⇁ Now you’d think — and I thought, kinda — we’d get the master of erotica right here. And he’s had one hell of a reputation for that. Think of the ever-infamous Yaman TV interview where BTS were super upfront and revealing about their taste and what they watch privately. With especially Namjoon having the lion’s share. But this card says otherwise if his current state is concerned. The EIGHT OF CUPS shows a man wandering off into the night, leaving eight cups behind him. I think what that means is, he’s moved on. Namjoon’s cravings aren’t as strong as they used to be, nor does he have the time. He knows it won’t fix his loneliness or answer the questions of life. He might be on the search for different things to fulfill him, or ignore much of his hormones in favor for his career. Not that he didn’t dabble in it, he sure did, but that chapter is slowly closing and what’s next he doesn’t really know yet. He thinks about family and being a father, so the smaller and more risque pleasures become less significant. Desire, too. Ye olde soul syndrome is kicking in. The card is also centered around introspection, a quest for self, all these higher topics that aren’t the most grounded and don’t leave much space for being horny. Joon is simply to preoccupied and on the move. He sees porn as a distraction from his real self at this point, and he’s not the type to feel satiated after masturbating to something, similar to Jin and Taehyung. Instead, I think he carries that energy elsewhere, hence the wanderer going from A to B onto a mountain. In short, Namjoon naturally grew out of it by becoming more, well: Namjoon. He’s left a lot behind, he’s choosing self-development over temporary fun, and he will ponder a lot on the topic, the hows and whys and whats more often than not. So, he’s passed the baton to Yoongi and Jungkook if you will, and keeps a low profile as of now.

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