i think no matter what i do, ill always be this way forever

Personal vibes from Portals by Melanie Martinez ♡

The biggest lie was that it gets better.

Art by; Valentinah Ramov

i just want everyone to look at me n be extremely worried for my health

sometimes the only thing you can do is sleep

and just hope that it goes away

guys i’ve been sad since i was 5 i think im stuck this way idk tho

did you hold me knowing you were going to let me go?

i’m tired of being too insane to have friends. i’m convinced every move i make is the wrong one and it’s just another thing my friends will one day use against me and abandon me over. i wish i could trust them because i know logically that they’re good people, but every time i screw up i can’t help but wonder when they’re going to tell me what a disgusting person i am. i wish they would just leave already so we could get it over with. i wish for one fucking second i could be somebody’s first choice so i wouldn’t have this fear. because if i was the first and i was the favorite then maybe they’d think twice before moving on from me.

Gummies 😋

We don't romanticize it, it's just all we know

At least in my head we are madly in love