i ♡ feeling weak and tiny

i ♡ feeling weak and tiny

i ♡ feeling weak and tiny

i ♡ feeling weak and tiny

i ♡ feeling weak and tiny

i ♡ feeling weak and tiny

i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.

:3

TW: undertones of ED

RANT

i will always be jealous of those girls who have never thought about getting sick just so they can lose weight. you know those girls who lose weight and look visibly thinner when they get sick,i hate it. hate it so much. god knows how many times i've thought about falling sick just so i can lose weight. “oh but it's an unhealthy way” DO YOU THINK I CARE?!? i don't give a f*ck about whether it's a healthy or unhealthy way,once you reach your goal no one will even feel sorry for me that 'oh she lost weight unhealthily'. even though they say it for the sake of saying it, i just know that internally they'd be thinking 'finally this b*tch lost some weight'. i don't really get sick or get fever, and even when i do, i don't lose weight. it's so difficult. like, whats even the benifit? i suffered from a fever and didn't even get anything in return. those girls who never had a thought like this, or lost weight when they got sick, how does it feel to live my dream?

🐇💉🪦

my fav thinsp0.

Oh [-] no, there’s no other side, this is it.

Sicksp0 from pintrest

being a boy with mommy issues and ana

I just need to be a frail little kid again

I need to be told that I’m too thin

I need to be pitied and loved like my mother should have loved me

I hate that I have to grow up

I don’t remember my childhood because of the hunger and fear

I’m not sick enough, not yet

We don't romanticize it, it's just all we know

use every weakness as motivation to be skinnier

Whant to look like this?

THAN STOP EATING LIKE A F✨️ING PIG YOU STUPID B✨️H

(only referring to myself ofc)

I had a dream about being skinny :3 I'm fasting today and tomorrow <3

women with weapons

It's really hard being a short person with an ed because while most people that are 100lb are thin or super skinny I just look fat. Im 149cm and weigh 100lbs some people wish they could weigh that and when they do they always look super good but I just look fat and over weight

One if the biggest realizations that I’m actually pretty sick was re-watching to the bone, because, duh. And seeing Ellen/Eli and going “huh I remember them being much skinnier”

And realizing that I looked like that. I’d gotten used to bodies that looked like that. Because everyday I see my own. Oh.