TRIGGER WARNING!! This post discusses disordered eating / anorexia. If you struggle with an ed, please seek help, my blog is NOT for you. I strictly post for myself and to find mutuals who struggle with the same thing as me. Please block if triggered, NOT report
breakfast: water ~ 0 cals
lunch: protein yogurt w some rasberries ~ 60 cals
dinner: skip bc i pretended to feel sick and got to lay in bed all night ~ 0 cals
other / binge: we went to the store and got some more protein bars, ended up having a quest pb cup :( ~ 100 cals
total: 160 cals
Xtra notes:
skipped 4/10 log cuz i was lazy and it was just vitamins + protein bars lmao, but it totaled out to 605 cals (over my cal limit)
help i keep having anxiety attacks and crying over how many cals ive spent on lax and fiber supplements bc like noo wdym ive had 1/3rd of my cal limit on bs that isnt even working
I don't even binge I barely eat anything but I still maintain!!!!!!! Even when it's vodka????? Can I really not have both? Can I get wasted but still lose weight? Worked before... what happened? Am I at a weight where I can't drink? I can't manage that? Should I do drugs instead?