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rahabq · 1 year
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pochacosicon · 8 months
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it’s literally 10:35 rn and i was supposed to wake up at 8:30 but i can’t even get out of bed cuz i have no energy whatsoever
i need to work out today and do so much other shit but how tf am i supposed to do that when i’m that fucking useless and lazy
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alcinaslittlemaid · 3 months
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Hit a low point again so y’all know what that means……🎈
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girlbloggingsstuff · 2 years
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justdonotaskmewhy · 11 months
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TW: depression, suicide, self harm, eating disorders
I've almost missed my chance to rant about my mental health celebrate Mental Health Awareness week!
So, as you all know i have borderline personality disorder, i had a depressive neurosis, i had bulimia for a number of years, i still practise self harm, i had 3-4 suicide attempts (i don't know whether or not should i count the last one)
And I want to say that i'm slowly but surely working on this mess of a life.
I've adopted some healthy habits concerning eating (healthy diet, exercises + cheat day each week)
I started therapy (can't say much about it but the doctor helps me to behave better haha, and teaches me things my parents should have taught when i was a kid)
I try hard to not harm myself (mylittle-sunshine, i know i promised you not to burn myself... i can't say i will 100% do that but i will try!)
I take pills to concentrate better (but all i do is sleeping anyway, so...)
I started to work more to do something useful and not just lying in bed
And also I want to say thank you, guys. Creating a Tumblr (hellsite) blog was by far one of the best things in my life. I've met so many cool people, i don't know if you view me as such but you're all my friends and you all mean the world to me and i will do anything for you (but i won't eat meat, anything but that)
I still struggle sometimes and i am certainly not sane and not as composed as i would like to be. But maybe i will lead a healthy life one day, who knows. Awareness really helps me to understand that i'm not alone in this
So, thank you, see you next year with my mental health update
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pussyterminator88 · 4 months
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Have a nice Trip
spreading info and awarness about illegal substances so everybody can be safer about their decisions.
and also be there for ppl who had a bad experience ask me anything and or share your experience.
Im here for you darling.
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Psychoactive_substance_index
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tobingeornottobinge · 2 years
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TW: sh
Ways I sh as a cat scratcher/wuss who is too scared to cut deep
- using a small knife or blade and repetitively scrape the opposite way to how it cuts (like wearing away the skin) this leaves it like raw skin and it stings but you can always see how deep you are going. This is probably my favourite when I feel sad or unhappy.
- using a pin the scrape my skin because it makes scrapes but never too deep so I can see the damage. My favourite when I’m angry and deserve pain
- using small/pocket scissors to cut my skin, kind of pinch it and it takes pieces out. My favourite when I need to focus everything in one spot to make me feel more alive (I suffer from long term DPDR - 11months)
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niharikaaa · 2 years
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Anxiety so bad that I can work as a vibrator
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lovingkvinner · 9 months
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MY FLIGHT JUST LANDED, IM AT HOME, FINALLY, AFTER BEING IN TURKEY WHERE TUMBLR IS BLOCKED. TWO WEEKS I SAW EVERY NEW NOTIFICATION AND HAPPENING BUT COULDNT OPEN THE APP I WAS GOING INSANE.
I WAS A DANGER TO THOSE AROUND ME
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nilowashere · 9 months
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do it
don’t do it
Do it
don’t do it
DO IT
DONT
even if you wanted to you couldn’t
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Book: Girl In Pieces
Rating 10/10
Such a sad and beautiful book and really relatable I feel like Charlie tried really hard and I agree with other book reviews that she may have said some questionable stuff but she’s I’ll over all loved it
Let me know what you though of it!!
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pochacosicon · 8 months
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i seriously need to get my life together ASAP or else i will fucking killmself
i don’t even know how for now but i feel so unsafe alone i just don’t know what i’m capable of
i need to eat better, exercise more and start studying
i need something to make me wanna keep going or else i will hurt myself really badly
im so terrified of myself
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braindamaged007 · 2 years
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the-withering-system · 10 months
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Dresses up and takes time in my appearance to go to a party: Huh I feel really good about myself
Me rotting in clothes I haven't washed in 5 weeks: man I feel like shit
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justdonotaskmewhy · 1 year
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my mom is like the biggest hater princess Diana has ever had
here are some of her hot takes🔥
“She had bulimia because she was stupid. Only people with zero brain have eating disorders”
“She was ugly. She looks like a drag queen. She has nothing feminine in her”
“She is so dumb. I can’t believe she was so eager to get married only to cry about it afterwards. SHE KNEW CHARLES DIDN’T LOVE HER”
“She was mental. Only a mental person can act like that. Also she was manipulative and had no empathy”
“She was manipulating the public opinion. She couldn’t care less about sick and poor people. She was only shaking hands for PR and if you [me] like her you’re dumb”
“She only had depression because she was lazy and had nothing to do. Mental disorders are fake and they are an excuse for working less”
And so on
Sometimes i think she projects my mental illnesses, eating disorder and behavior on her (because she can’t openly say she hates me but she can hate a dead person without any consequences). It’s hard to live in that kind of environment
and in before: no, i don’t bring up the topic of Diana, she always stars first
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girlbloggingsstuff · 2 years
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