Whoever tells u that u can’t lose 10 pounds a month, they are lying to u! U indeed can u just have to be consistent with it!

I wasn’t “trauma dumping” I was telling u my lore

I just wonder why I can’t be normal. Why can’t I process things normally. Why can’t I act normally. Why can’t I not be rejected or receive compliments without over analyzing or processing them in a weird way. Why can’t I be like most people. Being “weird” and “cringe” isn’t fun and it’s not unique. It’s genuine emotional torment.

uhh….. umm uh… do you see my vision ……

just can’t express how deeply, how passionately I want…to be good. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I never want to do anything that makes someone feel worthless or invisible or ugly or gross or uncomfortable. I can’t stand it that it’s impossible. It hurts so much to know I have made people feel like this and I will again in the future, knowingly and unknowingly. I want to be good. I want to be light. I want to make people feel loved and beautiful and worth it. I feel like it’s not enough. What I am…is not enough. I need to do more. I need to be more. I need to be better.

The biggest lie was that it gets better.

I’m debating if I should do omad again just to lose weight a lot faster than I do rn🤔 and my bday is in a few days so I wanna feel good and wear something nice 👍

The only way I wanna be talked to

This is me if u even care

I hate how being attention seeking when your suicidal is seen as a bad thing.

Like yeah I get it pretending your suicidal just for attention is weird but I’m talking about people who have genuine suicidal thoughts who talk to everyone about it for attention. To me there’s a major difference.

Someone who’s pretending to be suicidal for attention is weird and that’s the bottom line. Why pretend there’s something wrong with you when there’s nothing wrong?

But most people (or maybe just me I honestly don’t fucking know) who are suicidal and flaunt it are doing it to try to receive help. It’s easier to worry everyone so you can get help than asking for it because pride and other things can get in the way.

I’m not saying it’s a good thing, because it’s very VERY damaging to the people around you.

I’ve been attention seeking while having genuine suicidal thoughts and it’s not fun for anyone, but there IS a different between faking it and being attention seeking and just being attention seeking to receive help.

why do i stay with people who treat me like scum

can someone just give me a virtual hug please? i’m battling like 3 wars of mental illnesses at once and i’m just so burned out. i feel like nobody is there for me.

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