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theaddictspoetry · 8 months

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Don't deny,

You love to get high,

You love the feeling you get inside,

"Inner peace". --

Silence of the mind,

Though you're acting blind

Thinkin you'll never run out of time,

Darling,

You use,

Just to get by,

But times not on your side

It'll run out....

And you'll be left alone

With not one soul by your side.

-Don't deny your addiction-

@theaddictspoetry

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emmmsie · 8 months

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I wanted to share this. This is my boyfriend, best friend, the love of my life, my world Justice. He’s struggled so much in his childhood and his adult life. He’s been kicked out of his home before, neglected, abused, ignored, treated like garbage and much more… his own parents have called the police on him… put him in jail before… Justice has fought substance abuse, and probably been on every drug known to man….. the picture of him on the left was him before.. 2020.. he was so depressed and the drugs were causing him to lose so much weight, motivation, and spirit in his eyes. He was almost down to 89 lbs……

The picture on the right is Justice now. :) he’s fought so hard, he’s gotten off drugs, he’s fought and fought to say no to addiction now. He’s had withdrawals, and gotten physically sick for days on end . Today he is 205 lbs, muscle, smiling more, laughing everyday, and he is definitely treated like a king!

Sometimes- it’s not about having someone who’s “already self made” sometimes you fall in love with those who need just a little help, a little more love, and more reassurance! Don’t give up on those who may struggle….. Justice went through it and now he’s doing amazing. I’m so proud of him!!!!! I wanted to share his before and after with tumblr!

Justice is currently getting a letter of recommendation written for him to go down south and is waiting to be accepted into the Phoenix House in Tampa! He is someone who has struggled with drug abuse since 2013… this will be his year to finally turn his life around and get his head back on right! He is ready for his journey to get his life together and having a second chance in life! I am so proud of him!!

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mybodyispeace · 7 months

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38 hours clean from drugs. i wish people wouldn't romanticise addiction. ive been sat here for nearly 2 days unable to do anything but puke and have the shits, ive had 3 hours sleep because of insomnia and one minute im going from freezing and sweaty to burning alive and goosebumps. my head hurts and the lights too bright for my eyes, my stomach kills and my body feels stiff and sore. i can't eat and im struggling to stay hydrated, my hearts palpatating and all the noises seem so distant and muffled. my body won't stop shaking and i have big bags under my eyes, ive got spots popping up and i constantly need the toilet. it's been one of the hardest things ive ever gone through, ironically it feels like when i overdosed, but i wouldn't change it for the world. within a few weeks all my physical symptoms will be gone and ill be left to heal from the psychological problems my addiction and withdrawal have caused me.

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lost-ash-es · 1 year

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trigger warning: drugs

hanging with tina

where the grass is always greener

she thinks i can't see her

she says i can't keep her

she makes me start to weep

but still i cannot sleep

her smoke fills my brain -- it seeps

as i take this jump as i leap

i think about her here and there

when i'm stripped when i'm bare

i know she doesn't care

i know i should be aware

but i think about crawling back

i think this time she won't attack

that she'll have what i lack

maybe she'll pick up my slack

but i stay put i do not go

i will not fall back in the flow

i won't sit down and watch her show

cuz i need to leave i need to grow

-ash

#writing #writer #poemsbyme #poetry #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #sad poems #sad poetry #saddness #drug addiction #methamaphine #tina #meth #we do recover #drug recovery

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breathofthemuse · 2 years

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There is so much irony in the phrase “getting high”

because really, all it ever does it take you lower

and lower

until rock bottom knows your name.

#personal #recovering addict #addiction quotes #addiction recovery #addiction #drug recovery #recovery

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1l171 · 5 months

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lately ive even considered shooting myself some score, whatever, meth, coke, heroin i just want a big high n i actually think i could buy needles n learn how to shoot the stuff. i would also buy me some oxy or xanax or klonopin, fentanyl, whatever thats my problem i dont care id get whatever i can find n whatever gets me the best high i just im not scared (i talked abt this w my therapist but anyway i just wanna escape reality all the time thats my point being clean is hard n im staying clean for the ppl around me. i know if i lived by myself or whatever id be doing drugs. im happy that i met m, my bf/we dont say were actually a couple but were together, hes so good, so nice i love him sm n i think im staying clean for him too (hes been sober for 4 months n im happy for him) but idk i still think abt using its like im not feeling okay enough like i miss that i miss being high af

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winterspiderpurrs · 1 year

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I came up with this a while back now I can't remember if I created a Moodboard or if I commented on one. But like... this is such a drama filled prompt/plot bunny that I hope will inspire someone to write!

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Bucky wounded vet got addicted to pain meds before moving on to other drugs once he was back stateside. Enabler boyfriend Steve cause he couldn't just abandon Bucky. Maybe convinced him at some point to get counciling .

Enter recovered drug addict Peter Parker councilor.

I picture Steve end up getting a crush on Peter. This cute guy helping him get his boyfriend back ya know? He can't help it.

Peters background: In his late teens, he got an older boyfriend [Tony Stark], and he was the one who introduced the world of drugs to him. He doesn't remember much of that time, at some point they break up but Peter was still heavy into drugs by then and living in the streets cause Uncle Ben got shot when he went out looking for his nephew to bring him home, Aunt May blamed him and or refused to house an addict.

Maybe Peter ends up ODing but survived, and Tony being Tony has Peter's name to flag, and Jarvis informs him of the hospital stay. Guilty Tony, who has since gotten clean, sent Peter off to rehab. Once he recovered and wanted to help others in this situation, Tony created the new facility. They remain friends, though both still harbor feelings. No one knows their shared history.

And then one day while Bucky and Steve are at the couple session or visit. They see Peter and Tony talking. And Bucky gets a flash back of a while party his dealer got him in on. He has fragments of memory of doing lines of coke off Peter with one Tony Stark and possibly had a threesome with them. Basicly passing Peter around between them.

Tony would look at Bucky and panic cause Tony remembered, but it's clear that Peter doesn't. Hence his extra guilt cause he KNOWS he put Peter through shit.

How is Bucky going to explain cheating on Steve? And how it was with someone who Steve is looking up to?

Maybe at some point Tony corners Bucky.

Steve gets extra protective of Bucky. And later Peter.

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her--breath · 3 months

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My first oil-based painting ever.

Uploading here, so it’s my only 100% safe space in the whole internet.

Painting morphine (and/or stuff) shows my addiction clearly. But tbh I’m proud of myself. All in all syringe’s on canva - not my vein.

#oil painting #oil on canvas #addicted #drug recovery #grunge aesthetic #oxycontin morphine lsdoxycontin #painting #artists on tumblr #little art #poland #mine #kjenner #syringe #sober journey

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theaddictspoetry · 1 year

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I tried to destroy my life,

for a piece of mind I'll never find.

@theaddictspoetry

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emmmsie · 7 months

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Wanted to share how proud I am of my boyfriend, my whole world, my everything, my better half, and my best friend Justice. He has struggled so much in his life ever since he was young. We met in 2012 at school and we instantly became close ever since and then he became my biggest crush ever… and eventually we ended up together :) he has saved me from 2 traumatic events that had - almost happened to me even he had not been there in time . He is my hero… my everything… my world… Justices family has thrown him out, abused him, assaulted him, trashed him, his own father called the police on him and had him arrested and in jail for a whole entire year….I waited for him. Every single day of that. He was previously struggling with drug addiction/abuse and he was getting ahold of every drug he could… to get rid of his pain he had dealt with as a child. The picture you see of him on the left is him almost crying because he was paranoid and under the influence of drugs… and he was on probation at that time… he wasn’t using the best judgement… but he knew that. He knows he wasn’t being smart, he knows that and he has owned up to his past and his past mistakes. He is man enough to admit that and his wrongs which- that alone takes a real man to own up and correct those wrongs.

In the left picture he was almost all the way down to 87 lbs…..

The picture you see of him on the right is HIM NOW :) at 205 lbs, healthy as ever, smiling every day, laughing, and only wanting positivity in his life now. He doesn’t want anything to do with negativity ever again and he only wants positive, sobriety, and to show others he has changed, he has beat the odds, and he will continue to show that he is a survivor and he has changed for the better and will continue to be a role model and someone who others can say “wow he did that” about.

Just wanted to share a good post with tumblr.

Recovery is possible

-feel free to reblog this and share his story :) it would mean a lot to him and he knows the tumblr community can be a good place to share a change for positivity. It would mean a lot to him!

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mybodyispeace · 7 months

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32 hours in recovery and ive had no drugs🩷that's the first full sober day ive done on my own terms in so long!! the withdrawal fucking sucks, i couldn't sleep and ive got a dodgy tummy and woke up being sick but at least ik its leaving my body !!🖤

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lost-ash-es · 7 months

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roll the pipe just right

watch the smoke fill up

don't let it out of sight

it's like water -- fill your cup

god stop talking about it

and yes you are still high

fuck could they tell I was lit

it wasn't me -- it was a lie

I get bored so I get high

I get bored so I get sober

I get high 'cause I can't die

I get high 'cause it's October

and I keep doing anything

or nothing at all

to try to find what's missing

or I'll become small

write it down so it's true

make it nice, make it pretty

don't fade into the blue

I don't want them to pity

-ash

#writing #writer #poemsbyme #poetry #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #sad poems #sad poetry #drug addiction #narcotics drugs #trigger warning drugs #cw drugs #meth #tina #drug recovery #we do recover

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messygirlhood · 9 months

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only for people who have struggled with mental health/addiction issues!

anyone else interested in “the clean girl aesthetic” or “pink pilates princess”, etc, struggling/struggled with addiction/severe mental health?

• please please please interact with this post if that applies to you

i often see these accounts run by like 14yr old girls who know as much as tik tok has taught and i’m really struggling to find mutuals who i can actually relate to/benefit from.

#becoming that girl #that girl #girl blogger #it girl #pink pilates princess #self care #self love #wonyoungism #recovery #addiction recovery #drug recovery #mental health #girl blogging #addiction #clean girl #clean girl aesthetic

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depressedwithrest · 1 month

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03/19/2024—“The Truth” vs “Ignorance is Bliss”

The path of the unknown & the fear it holds, but yet, is coincided with a certainty shaped by the will of the beholder, whom is battling with the demons of grief & trauma-induced addiction.

[Note from Writer—this is a passage of me journaling my current state of deprivation. I’m writing as I’m 25 years old, almost 26, & dealing with indescribable grief, struggling with addiction, C-PTSD, homelessness, & with being completely lost. Today is the four year anniversary of losing a friend to fentanyl, & after breaking my sobriety despite how successful rehab was for me with the fulfillment, resources, safety, & guidance I’ve been needing for recovery… I am undoubtedly, very lost.]

“Ignorance is bliss”—a notion I will never stand by; although, the ulterior within that, “the truth”, doesn’t necessarily hold bliss within its conditions & circumstances either.

More often than not, it’s darker & unnerving, yet paradoxically formidable as well.

Undoubtedly, I can say with unshakeable confidence, that despite how much “the truth” can (& will) bring forth an unforgiving misery…. It will always be the chosen route, as I will always rather see & know the harsher realities within the truth than be willfully nor complacently ignorant.

I refuse to feed into a perception that is inadequate, falsified, or fabricated… as it perpetuates a foreboding essence & circumstances that stains the soul—inevitably fueling ‘the fear of the unknown’—a daunting absence of understanding that lingers when one traps themselves within ignorance (whether it’s willful, or otherwise).

Yet, despite all the certainty I hold with denying willful ignorance, I still shake the hand of doubt on what to do with the knowledge I discover & seek. This uncontainable curiosity I hold within myself that disallows me to seek anything but “the truth”, induces such dismaying consequences within my psyche & my physiological-being—holding such understandings of the realities has me disillusioned more often than not, whether it’s with myself, or with the world I interact with around me.

I hold a light that is unyielding, limitless potential that can (& will) instill tangible change, it’ll cultivate the growth & healing that my very own being embodies within this universe with the visions I hold with hope & an unbreakable drive…

Yet, despite this, there’s an undeniable & almost indescribable side I also hold that is nihilistic in-on-itself. Often, I use this to create this imperishable goal that is self-driven & is now deterministic by my own free-will, but some days, all I see is doubt.

Doubt in anything & everything, & everything is seemingly meaningless at its conceptual core. Purpose is a materialized system that derive from human emotion, beliefs, experience, fear, etc.; our capability to have higher-level thinking that allows for conceptualization to occur from a core that means nothing.

I know this duality gives me power & allows myself to deepen my understanding within “the truth”… but how do I not fall into becoming a subject of complete incapability that has me in a state of unbearable despair that diminishes everything in & around me? The question still remains—how does one deal with the unknown when the fear festers naturally?

It seems to thrive during your darkest moments, moments that have an unallocated amount of time in place with an indeterminate duration of when it’s haunting us deep within our souls… how do I come out alive, & shift from always being in this constant state of survival, so I can live life to the perception I which go achieve?

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mamabrii13 · 4 months

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#drug recovery #jesussaves #recovering addict #recovery #self love #mental health #mental illness #mental wellbeing #mental wellness #jesuslovesyou

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cannibalgh0st · 2 years

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*drugs mentioned tw*

PSA!!!!! ⚠️

Unpure ecstasy pills have been going around L.A. recently! E-pills can be laced with other unknown and dangerous fillers! Please be careful if you're in the L.A. area and trying to roll! It's not worth your life! At these times anyone is trying to make money and sell unpure pills!!!

BE CAREFUL. TELL YOUR FRIENDS. YOUR LIFE IS WORTH MORE THAN ROLLING.

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